#i just want to fucking sleep
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I am in pillow hell. I’ve always had a brutal time acclimating to new pillows. When I tried to replace my [redacted] year old Tempurpedic pillow I was nervous but it was really gross and couldn’t be washed. I got a new one of the same model but they enshitified it so it started off great then softened to the point of hurting me.
Since then I’ve been cycling through existing pillows and new ones trying to find an acceptable substitute. My neck is in agony most days and my sleep has been absolute fucking garbage.
I hoped the purple pillow my folks got me for my birthday would be okay but it’s too high. I got two more floor model pillows on sale- one is too high one is too low. The only pillow at work I’m confident would be a good height is scented and would destroy my throat.
It’s so disheartening and I’m so tired. I dunno what I’m gonna do, I can’t get the old style pillow back, they just don’t make them anymore.
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Wrote tha note to put on their door in the morning.
Do u think my sleep deprived frustration is evident lol
#speculation nation#bc guess who is still awake. thafs right. this poor sod#im so exhausted and yet the thump thump thumping continues#it makes me want to bang on the ceiling but i know that wont help#i dont even know what the noise is now. rapid fire thumping in a way that sounds like#more frequent than would naturally be audible from just normal thumping.#it's definitely not a sex thing. it almost sounds like the dull popping of fireworks#thouhh i know it's not that either.#my best guess is that it's the keyboard i started hearing last friday#but i havent heard them practicing nearly as much as ive heard this damned thumping#im#actually tempted to just go up there and knock on their door#it's 1 am and the thump thump thumping is continuing.#i just want to fucking sleep
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Wakes up because thirsty
Panic attack: WELL WHILE YOU'RE AWAKW-
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I hate my whole ass back so much, traitorous bitch
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popping them shoulders like im not up at an unreasonable hour experiencing tactile hallucinations
#tactile hallucinations#hallucinations#im hallucinating again#popping bones#bones#shoulders#tired#it feels like sm1 is running their hands up and down my back#i just want to fucking sleep
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that’s every sleeper item i own taken at the strongest recommended dose of
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Ugggghhhhh. Nope. Was finally falling asleep, so went back up to bed and noticed more stuff that's missing from the room that my partner must've taken with him when he left again today. Guess I'm not sleeping tonight.
#fuck this#fuck everything#i hate myself so much#i just want to fucking sleep#I'm so exhausted but keep getting hit with waves of grief every time I try to go to bed#back to the sofa#it's 3:15am and I have counselling tomorrow and was meant to see a friend#valerian wasn't enough#alcohol wasn't enough#i don't know what what i can do#sleep#sleep problems#alcohol#alcohol mention
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In the latest "well, your fat. What do you expect".
I waited 8 months for a sleep study
2 months for the results
I received..
1 x leaflet on snoring (no actually good advice on to how to STOP snoring)
1 x leaflet on sleep hygiene which advised stuffing pillows under my mattress
1 x leaflet on weight loss so clearly written in the 90's it actually says "when you reach each goal reward yourself with a CD or a magazine"
To quote my friend: "yes, those new fangled CD things provide me with the same level of dopamine as a doughnut".
no clue what causes pcos. no clue what causes endometriosis. 2 year waiting lists to see a gynecologist. you'd think female bodies only started existing 50 years ago
#pcos#pcos things#pcos awareness#fat woman#obese#i just want to FUCKING SLEEP#I dont want to be fatigued anymore#i dont WANT to be fat
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i’m so mf sleeppyyyy
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Man it fuckin sounds like my roommate is continually rolling a novelty king size wooden die on the floor and I'm about to lose it
#i just want to FUCKING SLEEP#and he's a teacher and tomorrow is the first day of school so WHY ISN'T HE ASLEEP
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Insomnia + Nightmares = 10 minutes of sleep a week
I have actually been able to sleep a regular amount of time, but holy fuck, I'm so fucking tired I fell asleep for a little bit and had a nightmare. So now here I am... Kill (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my health) God... It's their fault...
Currently 5:26am
#trans#lgbt#lol#queer#transgender#did system#depression#anxiety#insomnia#nightmares#tst#hail satan#kill god#i just want to fucking sleep#according to all known laws of aviation#idk#is this enough tags?#one more tag
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I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I haye having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate having insomnia I hate
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*pterodactyl shriek*
I just want to fucking sleep like a normal fucking person 😡
#im so gd pissed#i just want to fucking sleep#id also like to not have plumbing issues#bc im stewing over it and getting angrier#like wtf cant the landlord give me a working fucking toilet#ever get so angry u just want to smack yourself in the face#cuz thats where im at
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#vent#i can deal with birds chirping outside my window and waking me up#not ideal and makes me upset but whatever#but then these fuckers wanna start banging on the damn walls?#i am EXHAUSTED#I just want to fucking sleep#I will commit a murder i swear to god
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I wish I was being dramatic by saying this but this time change is genuinely ruining my life.
#it’s fucked up both the girls schedules and I’m hanging onto my sanity by a thread#I just want to fucking sleep#ren.txt
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Sleeping positions…
Official Art by Satoru Nii
#Sugishita I beg you please you will suffocate#Kiryu hugging his body pillow though is so cute#wtf#why is it that Sakura sleeping in a fetal position kind of make me want to cry#suo is not fucking human#what do you mean he sleeps like Snow White#like a dead person even#help him#Kaji also cracks me up for some reason#Hiragi just looks grumpy as hell#but I love his hair down so much#wind breaker#windbre#windbreaker#wind breaker (satoru nii)#wind breaker art#sakura hakura#hayato suo#nirei akihiko#kyotaro sugishita#taiga tsugeura#kiryu mitsuki#hajime umemiya#ren kaji#hiragi toma
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