#i just want to create

[pansyboybloom]

me, curled over my embroidery hoop and trying not to cry as my hands shake too bad to thread the largest eyed needle in my pack: it’s not a disability it’s not it’s not it’s not a disability I’m not disabled I’m not—

[meatiermeatball]

I want to make a point and click game so fucking badly

[shinondraws]

"I need to stop adding pages to my next update" I say as I keep adding more pages to my next update.

[seelieforests]

I'm only 10 pages into writing and I am working so hard to fight my Impostor syndrome and negative thoughts. I struggle with feeling like there are already too many books, that my ideas are not unique enough to write about, that my view is not needed. I keep getting these thoughts but like, I have been coming up with worlds and stories for as long as I can remember, and I feel like it's crucial that I actually get one on paper or else I will explode.

So even if all those negative things are true, I need to do this for me. So I have to keep writing.

[blackrosesandwhump]

Today I really just want to crochet and write while curled up in a cozy blanket and drinking tea.

Is that so much to ask?

[seductive-snail]

okay but what if i stabbed myself.

[cas-echo]

I have this idea for an Echo x male oc/self insert fanfiction and also a very sad fanart for Dark Disciple, but I have never written fanfiction, and I haven't done serious fan art in quite a while...

[iamjustme42]

i want to knit and crochet and spin and dye yarn and cross stitch and sew and make art and read good and bad books and take pretty pictures of everything beautiful in this world and enjoy my life!!! I want to create and contribute to this world!!!!!

but instead im in grad school writing an essay on state formation and print culture

as if those things really matter

[venomous-soliloquy]

My life outside of work feels like a constant decision between drawing and writing, desperately wanting to do both, and ultimately doing neither.

[thassa]

i feel like my executive function has been absolutely awful the last few months, and i can't seem to get it to work. i even deleted most of my social media from my phone, and i find i just end up staring blankly instead of finding the energy to do the things i wanna do 🫠

[red-dazes]

I needed this today. Thank you

shoutout to the slow artists. the artists with hardly any time for art. the artists who reach the end of the day with no energy for art. you got this i believe in you and you are no less valued than anyone else

[hansoeii]

It was affection.

[beaft]

it is legit bizarre to me how hard video game creators and film directors and showrunners try to pretend that fat people don't exist. can you think of the last time you saw a fat person in a lead role? god forbid a fat woman? i can walk down the street or go into a shop or restaurant and see fat people everywhere but then i switch on the tv and suddenly it's like a glimpse into an alternate universe where no one has a bmi over 24. insidious and weird

[zombeikid]

I wish I had passion and drive and willpower.

[danidoodels]

They're twins your honor

[jaradraws]

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