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I have done zero writing today⊠Iâm so sorry
#in my defense I was out most of the day with the boy#and then I had to record the pod#and now the game is on and also my brain is broken#no words#but Iâm off again tomorrow so we have time#I can even stay up late#I just want this chapter done#so bad đ#my brain is already focused on the next#I wanna get to the fluff
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I love how with my current struggle chapter each starts out the same but after a certain break-point they all go a different direction. My choices for which one I think will work best for the overall story are essentially Angst, Heavy Angst 1, Heavy Angst 2, or Angsty McAngst.
(Yes, I have 4 different drafts of the same chapter atm)
(I've narrowed down the ones that might make it to final publish to Heavy Angst 1 and Heavy Angst 2)
(Angst and Angsty McAngst were more me just trying different routes with filler crap)
(atm I am leaning towards going back to the original Heavy Angst 1, because I can find a way to incorporate Heavy Angst 2 later)
#random stuff#vent or whatever#idk anymore#frustrated with current chapter#and lack of brain making werds#i just want this chapter done#i need brain to start braining again
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we were fucking ROBBED
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#the only ssr i'll whale for#oh my god i loved this update. holy shit#got some ~compositions~ in mind so i'll get to the more serious stuff later#in the meantime those first couple of chapters genuinely made me question if i was perhaps trapped in my own absurd dream or not#the whole-ass video just DROPPED in there idia how long were you WORKING on that#don't forget to like and subscribe! :)#i demand that all cutscenes be animated in that style forevermore#i also demand that all clothing changes henceforth be done via magical girl transformation phrase#not just in the dreamworld. all of them.#DREAM~~~~~FORM~~~~~CHAAAA~~~~NGE#also savanarook was so unexpectedly precious! i want to protect him.#augh there's SO MUCH and i am SO PLEASED with all of it#anyway i guess we're going to be going through everyone's dreams after all!#and it's going to be a THING!!!!!!!! CLOSURE AND SELF-ACCEPTANCE FOR EVERYONE#(insert 'it's all coming together' meme)#man i hope 'please watch this video' remains a running gag it's AMAZING#also i cannot believe#i cannot BELIEVE#that the plan is actually literally#defeat malleus by inviting everyone else to the party except him#HIS ULTIMATE WEAKNESS#malleus doesn't get to be in smash bros
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Story-wise, I do not want Dazai to just show up and save the day again
Emotionally though, I want Dazai to show up and beat the shit of Fyodor for what he just pulled with Atsushi
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd manga spoilers#bsd spoilers#bsd 119#bsd chapter 119#bsd 119 spoilers#I really do just want a scene of Dazai absolutely done with Fyodor's mastermind bullshit and he just decks him#like the scene with Fukuzawa and Mori punching Pushkin#I think it would be funny
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designs for a Transformers horror AU thing I was working on but shelved for the time being to work on my other main tf au project.
Thought I just shared these freaks without context. rest of the art and writing for this project prob not gonna be posted until/if I start working on it again.
Bonus little dude, he a part of a diagram explaining some lore but it doesn't make a ton of sense without knowing other lore from this AU I haven't shared.
#character design#monster design#idk if i want to tag Transformers#i have wips of the first two chapters but i prob redo them if i ever went back to this#this was basically my mlp infection au but transformers but instead of an infection it was a failed cyber forming#also the fail cyberforming didn't affect bots for the most part it mostly just affected earth life/objects#g1 based au if anybody is wondering#idk if i will post my design of the characters who appear in the story because i got most of their design done#i like to think i will come back to this one day but that's just wishful thinking tbh#cyberformed new york#my unfinished tf au project were the city of new york gets cyberformed wow#my art
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Sebastian Sallow's List of Priorities (in no particular order):
Figure out what the hell I'm going to do when I graduate;
Figure out how the hell I'm going to finish this bloody Charms essay before tomorrow; and
Figure out what the hell is going on between us
Sebastian sits in an undisturbed corner of the library - nobody ever comes to this table because it's tucked away between shelves of incredibly dense magical theory books - and is twirling his quill in his fingers, watching the ink splatter on the list he spent his precious time writing instead of the Charms essay he should be working on. He's far away from the first-years who like to congregate by the windows and watch the leaves fall softly to the ground rather than study for their classes. He's made especially sure that he is far, far away from her.
It's not his choice, mind you, but he needs to be a gentleman about these things. If she needs some time and space to figure out that she's as crazy for him as he is her, fine. But even Sebastian Sallow's patience runs thin, and he's not sure how much longer he can give her to come to her senses before he snaps and takes matters into his own hands. If things were up to him, the two of them would be sitting far too close together now in this secluded corner, and maybe he would need to put a hand over her mouth to ensure her complete silence as he runs a hand up her thigh.
Now that he knows what delicious sounds can come out of her mouth - sounds that he caused - he's been having a hard time concentrating on, well, anything. Sebastian surreptitiously glances across the library to where she's sitting and studying with his sister and Imelda. Ever since the events after their Divination class, Sir Cadogan has taken it upon himself to follow Sebastian around the halls of the castle, tripping through frames and disrupting their inhabitants as he lectures Sebastian on love. The tea party women had managed to convince the knight that he had disrupted an amorous exchange, and Sebastian fervently wishes they hadn't.
The whole school is abuzz with rumors about who it could be. Nobody has even come close so far with their guesses, but Anne and Imelda are having too much fun teasing him about it. Somehow, she has managed to avoid suspicion - he wonders how this is even possible, since she's never been able to hide what she's thinking. He makes eye contact with her - has she been staring at him this whole time? - and she flushes before looking over to Imelda, who's laughing too loudly at something Anne's just said. Sebastian can't tear his eyes away from her profile, his eyes following the curve of her eyebrow, the slight upturn of her lips as she smiles at her friends, her eyes as they dart back to him, her cheeks as she turns an even darker shade of red as she realizes he's still watching her. She tucks a lock of hair behind her ear, and rests her chin on her hand as she tries to look absorbed in what Anne is saying to her.
Sebastian wonders if she's thought about him as much as he's thought about her. Judging by how she had snogged him back, he's positive that she feels the same way, but then he remembers how she had looked at him before she fled, and he's not so sure. He sighs as he looks back to his list, bringing his quill back to the third item and ripping the paper as he crosses it out again. His mind has been going in circles since that moment and he doesn't know what to think. He slowly puts everything into his schoolbag before heading out of the library for yet another freezing cold shower that hopefully tempers his now-permanent state of arousal whenever she's around.
He doesn't notice her eyes following him as he walks out of the library.
He doesn't hear her hurried excuse to Anne and Imelda as she shoves her things into her bag and rushes to follow him.
He doesn't hear her light footsteps as she gets closer to him.
When she puts a hand out to touch his arm as he waits for the moving staircase to stop, with a soft, "Sebastian" accompanying it, he nearly jumps out of his skin. He was so absorbed with thoughts of her, that to see her standing at his side, closer than she had been since they kissed was almost his snapping point.
"Can we talk?" she asks, looking almost embarrassed as she avoids his eyes. She instead looks determinedly at his collar. He thinks she probably notices that he swallows nervously before acquiescing, but she says nothing as she turns and starts hurrying away from him without waiting to see if he follows her.
She must know that he would follow her anywhere at this point.
from my oneshotđ«¶đ«¶đ«¶
I just really wanted to draw these two idiotsđđ
#i also want to draw Sebastian being chased by sir Cadogan bc itâs so funny to međđđ#itâs literally like thst meme of the trumpet boy chasing the girl#anyways this is before *that* scene (iykyk đđ) & I want to draw that toooooooooooo#I love this oneshot so muchđ„č𫶠I reread it bc I wrote it for MYSELF !!!!!#im going to get to some more trick or treaters later on today!!!! sorry I didnât get them all yet it was more than I expectedđłđł#so hopefully soon!!! sorry I didnât do them all yesterday but I stopped myself to edit my fic & post the next chapter#alsođłđł I woke up to 3 comments on my newest chapterđłđł#it might not seem like much but I spent so many months posting to crickets that it just makes me so happy#to connect with people and have them enjoy what I createđđ«¶đ„čđ#ok Iâm done being sappy hope you enjoy my idiot portraits !!!!!!! đđđ#bc these two are idiots but theyâre OUR idiotsđ«¶đ«¶đ«¶#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic
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please humor my self-indulgent artwork for the historical AU I mentioned like half a year ago and finally started writing. Detective Dazai and swordsman-for-hire Chuuya teaming up to solve crime cases during the Meiji period âš
close-up because after a decade on this website I still havenât figured out how to get images to look sharp
#take âwritingâ loosely⊠my art block was replaced by a writing block⊠or maybe I can just focus on one per time⊠someone help đ#and I overscoped⊠which tends to happen with my creative ventures but I really hope I will get something done with the au soon#the first chapter is finished but I want to get a few others finished and the rest drafted before posting anythingâŠ#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#soukoku#skk#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bsd#my art#this artwork is kind of inspired by a scene thatâs going to happen a bit further down the line! skk team work yippie <3
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They denied us reddie, they denied us boreo. If they deny us byler, my friends and family will never hear from me ever again.
#byler#Mike wheeler#Will byers#mike x will#will x mike#will byers x mike wheeler#mike wheeler x will byers#stranger things#reddie#Richie tozier#eddie kaspbrak#Richie x Eddie#Eddie x Richie#Eddie Kaspersky x Richie tozier#richie tozier x eddie kaspbrak#IT chapter 1#IT chapter 2#boreo#boris pavlikovsky#theodore decker#Theo x Boris#Boris x Theo#Boris pavlikovsky x Theodore decker#Theodore decker x Boris pavlikovsky#fuck my life#Iâm done#I will get what I want#I better get what I want#the emotional rollercoaster Iâve been on with Finn wolfhardâs characters are justâŠ#I canât do this anymore
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OH!!!!! HAVE YOU CHECKED THE CYBER CAFĂ DUMPSTER by any chance? there HAS to be some leftover cake there!!!! i heard there was an event recently!!
#Sorry if its a little choppy i was starting to feel really guilty LMAOO#and im short on time a bit#BUT#its done and i cant even bare to look AHA#maybe i enjoy being evil.. a little..#BTW THIS IS NOT A BAD REACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARENT BEING PUNISHED!!#i mean besides this being crushing but ill elaborate give me a little#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy#hes grateful. he really is. um. but theres a mix of emotions that was just maybe a lot.#I feel like he needs this a bit#sorry but not sorry him CRYING in front of you means a lot if you decide you want to pick it apart and understand it a bit more aha#i havent really made him like cry or anything because he REALLY hates it especially infront of other people and it just wasnt enough yet#uh and i was a little nervous about doing it until someone else did it and it was like a 'ohh okay... so i CAN do that...' moment and i#gave myself permission
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I think that thereâs a fundamental misunderstanding of what exactly isâŠhappening with Izukuâs character. Specifically in regards to chapter 425.
Iâm glad that a lot more people generally recognize that Izuku is not a character that can be read at a surface level, given that heâs both a repressed person with built up emotion of basically everything and also a very glaringly HUGELY unreliable narrator, but that doesnât necessarily mean I agree with the ways Iâve seen this most recent chapter spoken about.
I see posts, comments, etc with ideas like âIzuku donât suppress your emotions! Open up with people! Itâll be okay I promise!â When thatâs fundamentally not what is happening here.
Thereâs always always ALWAYS been a distinct difference in character throughout horikoshiâs writing when he is showing that a character is:
AâAvoiding emotions, thoughts, ideas less than ideal for them. Not opening up when they probably should about their problems given that theyâve been handed the space to do so. Just genuinely not acknowledging, feeling, or expressing emotions that they donât want.
BâReflecting on the ways they feel about the world, themselves, or other people given their new perspective on a situation. Not outright reaching out to others to talk about these problems/feelings, but instead waiting until the moment they feel they have the most confidence to do so with their new outlook on their own life.
And genuinely, guys, to grab your BkDk attention rn, this is the exact reason why Ochakoâs reflection on her feelings for Izuku and thereafter decision to pull away from them WAS NEVER GOING TO END IN OCHAKO EXPLODING WITH HER LOVE FOR HIM.
This was another common interpretation I saw of Ochako and Izuocha for a long time. That because she pushed these feelings away, they were somehow going to explode in this unbelievable way and she would âget the boyâ because of it. That her arc would surround accepting her romantic feelings and that she canât just push away how she feels for a career.
But yk. That didnât happen. At all. Nowhere close even.
The same kind of goes for Katsuki, allmight, etc. They all had moments in their arc where it was spent genuinely reflecting, and the only reason we as the audience never connected it in the same ways we do ochako or Izuku was ALWAYS BECAUSE the narrative showed their inner thoughts while doing so (mostly because Allmightâs arc after losing OFA and Katsukiâs arc on what it means to be a hero were so intrinsically tied, both starting at the same time and ending at the same time during the final war. And because they were so tied this caused their own reflections, development, and thought process to be broadcasted to us frequently throughout their arcs⊠to each other. They also somewhat shared aspects with Izuku, but these were cherry picked more often than not, like dvk2 for example).
To us Katsuki never seemed to be.. idk, suppressing his anger in any way because we were always told what he was doing and why (side note: this is why Iâve always thought arguments against Katsuki were so weird, bc unlike characters like endeavor or Ochako he wasnât like⊠hiding who he was and how he was changing. Ever. Like the audience knows at all times past basically season 3 what Katsuki is thinking and doing. Like how do you watch this happen, stare me dead in the eye, and tell me how much of a terrible and awful teenage boy he is. Like damn I didnât think we were this dumb. This is also my theory as to why heâs most popular, his arc is very⊠in your face if that makes sense). Katsukiâs entire mini arc on reflecting his mistakes and his childhood and his future is spent TELLING YOU that itâs what heâs doing. (Iâm referring mostly to the endeavor internship arc, the provisional license exam makeup, and basically everything in the war arc related to him leading up to bakugou Katsuki rising here)
And see, Horikoshi will stare you dead in the eye, tell you âthis girl has taken into consideration that she doesnât want to waste her time training her career focusing on a boy because he kinda caught her fancyâ, and yâall will still say that this will explode in her face.
Yâall this is a series about learning how to manage emotions, maturity in relationship to oneâs emotions, how to feel an emotion, but in a way that is helpful. Horikoshi isnât telling you âgo buck wild, feel everything all the time and always express itâ, in fact he explores why you DONT do that! Through Toga or Shigaraki, they show how grief and anger can genuinely consume you. But he also shows why you shouldnât just put everything in a box to never look at or acknowledge, or why you shouldnât just let your grief destroy the world around you, or pretending that some emotions simply donât exist.
I canât say this enough, so let me say it now, mha is about the extremes of your psyche. That you should control something, but not too much. Everything can be harmful. Everything can be good.
Izuku is not controlling too much, heâs expressing just enough.
I LOVE shaming this dickhead at all times in all my posts. I love saying heâs an ignorant dipshit with a weird amount of distaste for a girl who just confessed to him. Iâve joked that chapter 348 is basically an entire chapter spent on Izuku calling Himiko a mean dyke. And yet I also believe heâs doing nothing WRONG here.
In fact, Iâll even say that this moment right here?
ISNT EVEN IZUKU DOING THE SOCIALLY APPROPRIATE THING ABOUT IT! But heâs still TRYING to reach out to someone he thinks MIGHT be able to understand. (And frankly, this moment is far deeper than what itâs being made out to be, to me it reads more like an unrequited friendship that Izuku both desires and has thought of them to have, while simultaneously showing the distance Ochako has successfully wedged between them for her own sake. Maybe it was always there though, maybe in weird, miscommunicated Horikoshi fashion, this is a representation of how Ochako always read all those âfun friend hangoutsâ as a little more than that, and without those feelings the friendship never really held any substance to her in the first place. Where Izuku saw his first real friend at UA, she saw little more than acquaintance)
Simultaneously, Izuku is genuinely reflecting on what it means for the world to change, to be a hero, to live after lossâand trying and failing to gain the connection he desires from individuals who can not and will not afford him that.
Izuku is ready for the world to change, a few select characters are also ready for the world to change (mirio, for example), but not nearly enough are. So maybe Iâll have to take this back if Iâm proven wrong and I accidentally looked into this far past what everyone else did for no reason, but I genuinely believe with moments like this
And this
Aand this
That Izuku has come forward with that aspect of his character development. Heâs reflecting on his new beliefs, not repressing his emotions for them.
#bkdk#I will also say that while Izuku did do a bit of a fake smile and attitude for Katsukiâs breakdown last chapter#he gets a bit of an excuse for that suppression. theres a time and place to be strong for a friend. and while izuku didnât exactly say ALL-#the right things or think the right thoughts⊠he still imo fits into control your heart within that moment#you can âbe strongâ for someone whoâs sad or anxious without you being out to be an ultra suppressive self hating boy man#in that moment katsuki probably wouldâve needed that if izuku had said literally anything else but âIâm glad I had this dream while it-#lasted!â and âyour probably just feeling very weird right nowâ⊠DUDE I CANNOT KEEP DEFENDING YOUR ASS#midoriya izuku#mha deku#bakudeku#bkdk brainrot#bnha deku#bakugou katsuki#mha analysis#deku midoriya#last side note lmao: Iâve done like five drafts for this and if this one isnât good enough hopefully someone better than me can remake this#or Iâll make this at a later time when more things come out#I just knew I wanted this out before the next chapter leaks#which are probably tonight lolllll#oh and I proof read like 80% of this so yâall are getting what you fucking get
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tell me I'm your national anthem...
#almost done with chapter 1#and I just want to share that this image has me FERAL#THAT'S MY PRESIDENT#my favourite image ever EVER#national anthem#ewan mitchell#aemond targaryen
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id probably have more success as an elden ring/fromsoft artist but alas, my heart still belongs to the legend of zeldas most unpopular villain, oh well..
chapter 2 rough draft is approaching 70 pages, im confident i can start painting it this week :3
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#its both a blessing and a curse to be like what feels like the only one who genuinely cares/draws demise lol#like if it was at least ganondorf!! he has multiple games and is pretty easily recognized#anyway .. i wanted to get the rough draft done today but the weekend just has fewer hours than the work week#so .... if i can get it done this week i might be able to start painting#if painting works that is#so if i can make that happen at least it wasnt a FULL year since i started to work on chapter 2#haha ... jesus christ its really been that long#i feel like i could really use one of those openly asking for motivation posts but i have done that one too many times i feel like#they have a limit how many times you can use it and i think i realized that too late so now im just#man i sure feel like shit but thats no ones fault but mine so i shouldnt be bothering anyone#nhdkgjvndfkjgndfjk
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early bird
request: hii i love scandalous and was if would you ever write a poly ozzie/fizz/reader fic?? no pressure or anything, i really love how you write and after the angst (and the more to come from future chapters) something cute and soft would be needed lol (also fizz in suspendersđđ đ)
You jolt awake at the sound of a horn. That fucking horn. No matter how many times you throw it away, Fizz, somehow, finds some way to have another one the next morning. You donât think itâs too far-off to suspect he hides a secret stash of them somewhere in the house.Â
You groan, shoving a pillow over your head to conceal the noise, but itâs to no avail as Fizz pulls it from you.Â
Ozzie stirs, and he gently pulls your head off his chest so he can sit up just to glare at Fizz. âCould you not?âÂ
âI think you know the answer to that.â
âWhyâd you wake us up so early?â You question. âNone of us has to be up until 9 today.â
âAnd how do you know itâs not 9?â
âThe sun is literally still rising,â you tell him, pointing at the big window across the room.Â
âWell I woke up and I had to go to the bathroom and then I couldnât sleep again and I tried! But I couldnât. And I donât wanna be the only one awakeâŠâ he pouts, and heâs obviously trying to get pity points with that so as to not get further complaints about the horn thing.Â
It gets Ozzie immediately. âOh donât make that face you know I canât resist it.â
âUh-huh, thatâs why I make it,â he crosses his arms over his chest and smiles, tongue poking out a corner of his mouth.Â
You roll your eyes and suppress a smile of your own. Canât argue with that flawless logic. âWhat do you even wanna do so early?â
Fizz moves his body towards you by extending his legs, getting his face impossibly close to yours as he wiggles his eyebrows suggestively. You get the hint, and laugh before planting a kiss on his forehead. âYouâre cute. But no way. Still too tired.â
He exaggerates an eye roll. âSo lame!â
âAnd yet! You still love me.â
âBarely.â
âHA!â Ozzie laughs at him sarcastically.
âHey! Whatâs that supposed to mean?â
âYouâre a simp, Froggie.â
âAm not!â
âS-I-M-P. Simp.â
âSo are you!â
âNever said I wasnât,â Ozzie defends himself, putting his hands up in surrender.
âOkay, okay, everyoneâs a simp. Now can we go get some breakfast or what?â
âThought you said you were too tired.â
âIâm never too tired for breakfast, Froggie,â you pinch his cheek.
âHey!â Ozzie complains, pretending to take offense to you making fun of his nickname for Fizz, despite it being a routinely occurrence since forever, and pulling him in a tight embrace.
Fizz squeezes himself out of Ozzieâs embrace, laughing, and you all get up off the bed. âSoooo what are we having?â He asks as the three of you exit the bedroom, and you both look up at Ozzie, expectantly.Â
âWhy am I the one who has to make it?â
âI mean, I can make it if you want,â Fizz says, and the three of you laugh at the absurdity of the suggestion.
âYeah, no.â Ozzie affirms, serious, before looking at you with a raised brow. âHow âbout you?â
âIâm just soo, soo tired, baby, look,â you pretend to yawn, and Fizz tries (and fails) not to laugh at it.
âYou help me or no deal.â
âNo fair! And Fizzy just watches?â
âThought you liked it when I⊠watched⊠you two.â
âYour charm canât get you out of everything, you know that?â
âItâs been working so far.â
âYouâre too smug sometimes, Froggie,â Ozzie comments as he crosses the kitchen to get something, not turning around to say it.
âI already said I can cook if you really want me to!â
âNot after last time!â
âSee?â Fizz tells you. âHe wonât let me!â
âOh and youâre obviously sooo bummed about it.â
He smiles, and Ozzie nudges you with a pink spatula. âHere.â
You realize heâs put on his frilly, tiny baby blue apron, and smile at the sight. âYouâre so cute.â
âIâm thousands of years old and, like, three times bigger than you.â
âAnd so what do we say?â
Ozzie lets out a giggle. âThank you, babe,â he pulls you towards him by your waist, placing a quick kiss on your cheek.
âOkay, so what are we making? What do I do with this?â You wave the spatula he handed you around.
âWhat do you wanna eat?â
âWaffles!â Fizz yells out.
âOhhh, yes!â You agree.
âI could eat some waffles,â Ozzie decides.
âHell yeah!â Both you and Fizz exclaim at the same time, high-fiving each other.Â
You didnât care about being woken up so early anymore.
#i know you probably wanted something longer lol but ill probably get to writing that when scandalous is done#for now i wanted to share this little blurb that came to my mind! hope u like it babes <3#also thank u!!!! u asked so nicely i started writing for them just for u#mars writes#helluva boss#asmodeus x reader#ozzie x reader#fizz x reader#fizzarolli x reader#fizzmodeus x reader#hope this is enough to help u cope w the last chapter lol u sent this in after the last angsty chapter before it#what is this is this me WRITING?#blurb
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Fanfiction is so goated actually
No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.
Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.
#c*rny posts#thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao#i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis#i was interested in how its gonna end#and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly#which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell#and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter#and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money#it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao#which is why i think fanfic is so great#just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible#this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing#also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu#i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed#but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao#after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done#and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams#not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense#but it did feel a bit rushed#anyway#fanfic and writing for yourself is great#and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general
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it's a beautiful day in the unethical lab and you are a horrible test subject
#thinkin about lab whump again#and about like. how delicate real science and real experimentation would surely be.#and how little effort it would most likely take to become just an apocalyptic fucking nuisance in an environment like that#kinda want a kintsugi lab chapter au in which ethan is not manipulated into consenting to all the stuff done to him#and instead embraces sabotage#lucy: i can't imagine what horrors he must be enduring in those cruel labs#ethan: i have contaminated all of their control samples#ocposting
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DAY 4: DRAMA - Put on your prettiest face for the masses!
gonna start adding silly captions actually. [POINTS ACCUSINGLY] MELTY FUCK (AFFECTIONATE)!!
#disco elysium#drama#de drama#disco elysium skills#skilltober#skilltober 2024#de skills#voliart#GUY WHO IS GOOP AND SPOTLIGHTS!! he can form the lights into hands but usually theyre lights!! i think bottom left face is always sad :']#lmao i don't know why i was worried about posting on schedule with everyone. im VERY MUCH BEHIND hgkj but we stay silly!!#also BIG OOF GUY WITH ONE (1) SKILL POINT. NOT FILLED IN. THAT'S GENUINELY JUST ONE.#harry is a BAD LIAR. its really funny to me like all INTs are supposed to have 2 at LEAST??#but the Remote Viewer's Division thought LMAO sorry for nerfing you for fic reasons bud :']#to note: unfilled skill points also count as one! so if you see six skill points and three are filled that means 9 points total! :]#empty skill points are just the skill cap. technically even this is wrong since thoughts just remove from the number and not the diamonds?#but NEVERTHELESS i dont want to work on this anymore so let's carry on shall we?#i love his swept up chapter. empathy (highest level skill! 9 points!) and drama put on a little play together :3#and no one is jealoussss of anyone!!! certainly not!!! :)!!!#the thing about it is that i also have concept completely done too; EXCEPT for her quote caption!! so i'll just have to post xer later :']#alas <33 sleep time for voli!!
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