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i've just been so tired lately. i don't know if it's the change in the weather or the change in my schedule or what.
#it's been hard to write#or carry on conversations#so i've been a little radio silent#it's passing!#but sometimes it just takes a moment#i'm taking medical coding courses atm#and they just started up again#so i think i'm just tired from trying to balance out everything#but i hope you're all doing well!#i just want so many naps#all the time#⸻ 𓆩𓆪 ooc ⸢ looks like i leveled up in badass ⸥
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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The 2936287282822 alarms that is Asher Talbot
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The one alarm that is Milo Greer
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David Shaw who wakes up at the same time everyday automatically . No alarm.
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I'll leave it up to God what time I wake up Darlin'
#if you guessed if I was all of them you're correct#Asher is me when I'm taking naps#Milo is me on the weekends#David is me on the weekdays#and darlin is me on the holidays#or when I don't REALLY want to go to a class so I leave it up to chance#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted asher#redacted david#redacted milo#redacted darlin#just pure vibes is my darlin#darlin: I just felt like I needed to be awake at 5#ok#whatever#best believe they'll be ANYWHERE before Asher#so clearly the vibes are amazing#like I know Angel is over it#why are we awake at 6 am on a Saturday David.#baabe after the third alarm: WAKE THE FUCK UP#I bet you real money no matter how many alarms Asher has he will 9/10 ignore all of them#redacted headcanons#lucid hc hours
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Baby shark Andrew was cranky and Aaron said “okay it’s nap time”
Shark facts and lore/worldbuilding under the cut
So shark mers can’t actually stop moving for long periods of time but baby mers aren’t born with the ability to swim while sleeping. So they sleep on various pod mates or really anyone that will carry them. Being steadied like this is important for their development since it teaches them to sleep on their own as the get older.
Andrew was separated from his pod/school not too long after birth, and the only reason he made it past the infancy and toddler stages was the kindness of other mers. Other pods of sharks and whales, or mothers with their own children, or a very kind lone gray whale carried him around and took care of him when they found him, for as long as he would let them. Until he got spooked or upset and swam off again. Because of the lack of consistency in his care and the countless times he nearly suffocated in his sleep, Andrew to this day has a harder time sleeping on his own than most grown mers, not for lack of trying. Luckily, once he’s reunited with Aaron and a manta ray Nicky that Aaron tells him is essentially an adopted cousin, it doesn’t take long for Aaron to realize why Andrew is so tired all the time. It’s no harder for him to pull Andrew around on his back now than it was when they were little. And while they’re there, Aaron realizes that yeah, it is kind of nice to have someone he can sleep on, too. Even if he doesn’t really need it. (Nicky offers to piggyback the twins but he is far too smooth and slippery. Which doesn’t seem to be as much of an issue when Andrew takes little power naps on Neil but shh.)
Im sure it’s not uncommon for adult mers to sleep on each other at any age, but if anyone questions why Andrew is always sleeping on Aaron, Aaron gives them a death glare and makes sure Andrew never hears their stupid questions.
#I wonder how long manta rays can swim on their backs#because if they just do it for fun that’d be what Nicky would have to do#swim on his back and hold onto whoever was napping#(which is exactly what Neil does with Andrew. they cuddle)#I want to draw sooooo many mer cuddles now tho#it’s just so sweet#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#mer au#sharkdrew au#oops all mers au#basking shark#shark#sharkdrew#mer research notes
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Not having the gods be responsible for the Aeor bubbles (Aeubbles) actually felt like a very nice choice to me; I was kind of dreading them turning out to be Erathis’ work or something. Because if the gods did pick and choose who to save, plucking their special followers out above all others, I don’t know if it would feel like a kindness to me! Why does this six year old in a city of horrors get to live while his neighbor dies? For the circumstance of faith? It would be cruel in a way that they haven’t been cruel—at least natural disasters don’t pick favorites. Mount Vesuvius didn’t pretend to be judging the content of anyone’s hearts.
It also gives one last bit of autonomy (and one last final brutal parallel with the gods they hate) to Aeor’s mages. They made something so beautiful and terrible, an awe that brought the god of magic to tears, and even as the gods pulled it down in their ears they had one last paranoid failsafe! One last screw you measure preserving a terrible truth. But just as Asmodeus accuses, Aeor clearly drew distinctions between the people who matter and the people who don’t. That blue bubble we’ve seen in the amphitheater—it’s not any of the panicked masses who were saved in perfect glacial magic, it was the archmage.
At the end of the day, it was Aeor that built a hierarchy to save some people and leave others. They might not have sunk the Titanic but they made sure only the first-class passengers would have access to their last, most desperate life boat. I’m glad the narrative allowed them to have that triumph. In trying to be a godkiller how close must you mold yourself to the shape of a killing kind of god?
#critical role#exu downfall#aeor#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#similarly I have so many thoughts about the raven Queen’s choice to save hallis#one child among so many#a child who will wake up from a long nap somewhere in exandria#without his mother out of the city he’s lived in his whole life#he had family in the opus ward but that’s gone now too#he’s just one little boy plucked out of the wreckage and left#and she normally wouldn’t but in this case I think she thought it was Owed#and she was still human and grieving her own death and she wanted to be selfishly kind#but there is selfishness in there amid all the threads of fate the duty the grief the rules#a lot going on in that tiny tiny choice
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Welcome home oc
Lemme introduce you Beary Sweetheart!!
She’s a famous model from a big City that come to Welcome Home for a vacation. She doesn't have a house in the neighborhood but she stays with her childhood best friend Whisky! She is not the main character in the show. she is like a special guest for special episodes. She capture everyone's heart the first time she was on the screen, all the fans will be like ‘What a sweetheart she is!’
She's a HUGGER!! And she likes skinship A LOT (but if the person is not comfortable she will give their space and respect them)
She adores tiny and fluffy things.
(this is Beary’s final look and it is turned out great. I decided to give her more of Bear's appearance like bear’s ears, and a bear’s tail, (the old look is look nothing like a bear even though her name is Beary haaa) and this is the best decision I’ve ever made hahahaaaa)
#myart#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#welcome home oc#beary sweetheart#wally welcome home#wally darling#julie joyful#sally starlet#julie welcome home#sally welcome home#I have so many ideas#I have many things I want to draw#and I have so many things to do😭#it's too much so I'm just gonna take a nap
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fear fun fear love
#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#oc#digital art#my art#zhu#hi i hate my job and to cope i've decided it's zhusday (zhu tuesday)#obviously this is february shit asgjalsjg#''i didn't think i was uploading these bc i was just goofing around but why not!!!'' and then i forgot to actually post.............#the ldr skims valentines campaign has been bouncing around in my head like a win98 screensaver since i saw it.......#esp bc i always want to draw z's roots and then i never do it but then i saw lana's hair (wig??) and pointed ''ZHUZHU''#ig they're studies??? was i studying??? i do not rmr thinking while i was doing these#whatever lmfao cheers#so many things i want to adjust now that i'm looking at this again for the first time in months but i'm not doing it. i'm being strong#anticipating having Once Again No Time At All bc we're in the last leg of a big deadline so here's sth until i'm free...#to return...... to the 5mill wips i generated during april when i had art block..............#''where is beautiful top-tier husband tian tian'' daddy is taking a nap.#BYE going back to work for real
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Argyle never gets frustrated with Steve when he doesn’t understand something. He doesn’t roll his eyes, or give That Sigh. He explains things patiently, if a bit abstractly, and when Steve is way off base Argyle runs with it. Is Vecna a vampire? Whoa that would be wild, man! Do you think he can’t have garlic? We could just take him out with a gnarly garlic pie, my dude!
the way you're seeing into my mind.... argyle being really soft with steve and taking the time to make sure he doesn't feel stupid when he's confused is something i've considered AT LENGTH (specifically in dms with @himbohohoharringtxn who has the unfortunate luck of being on the receiving end of Most of my argyle thoughts fdjghkdfj)
i would like to preface this by saying that i am firmly in "argyle and steve are both genuinely smart" territory. i think steve is very neurodivergent coded (i see the arguments for adhd/autism/dyslexia/ocd and as someone who might be autistic but is diagnosed with the other three....i see these arguments and i agree on all fronts) and there's also the head trauma of it all, though that's not what this is about. he's not fucking dumb, he just needs things broken down and explained to him in a very specific way. nothing wrong with that!
as far as argyle is concerned - we've literally seen him in action noticing small details no one else has(one of my fav parallels between them), which ends up being the reason the cali group finds nina and el. he's not fucking dumb either, just delivered to us as a comic relief stoner character with little dimension because the duffers need to be fucking stopped
BUT ANYWAY! you're so right! argyle would see the way steve sometimes gets brushed off and spoken over. the rest don't mean it to be hurtful and steve tries not to show that it does sometimes sting (because it's really not that big of a deal to him and it's not like they're being outright mean) but he would ABSOLUTELY "yes and-" whatever steve's off the wall question or idea was, if anything just to make him laugh, relieve some of the tension. AND IT WORKS is the thing.
it's not just, "duuuude, what if we just lure vecna into the sun? he'll be TOAST in five seconds flat, no fighting necessary. nancy, you can put the gun down, we're gonna hurl garlic cloves at him with a slingshot!" in one fell swoop, argyle is 1. making sure steve feels heard and not spoken over; 2. acknowledging steve's input and effort in a way that, let's be honest, the others don't do very often; 3. putting a smile on the group's faces for a while because fuck they're kids in a stressful situation and need a laugh; 4. putting himself in the line of fire so the others can rag on him instead.
argyle would do this when they aren't even dating yet and steve definitely would not be normal about it, he'd be smiling so big and soft and then argyle would catch his eye and smile back and they'd have this little quiet moment between them amidst all the chaos and dread.
after they're dating though? oh, they'd be INSUFFERABLE. they'd be such a pda couple, with the ridiculous pet names("what the fuck did you just call me?" "don't worry about it, my lil sweet potato pie."), and the open flirting until their friends are fake-retching, the whole nine yards. argyle is hanging off of steve's back with his arms around his waist and not even acknowledging it as he makes his argument to the rest of the group that, "no, no, listen. steve is onto something here, i just know. what if-"
and when they're alone, it'd be less of the theatrics and silliness and more of the gentle patience. they're both smart in really different ways and when argyle gets something steve doesn't and steve is getting a little frustrated about it, he'd take his hand or pull him close and just distract him with a little bit of affection to get him to cool down because he knows being frustrated isn't going to help steve figure out whatever it is. conversely, steve does the same when he's trying to explain something to argyle - though he's less likely to get as frustrated when confused, and more likely to pretend to take longer to get it than he actually does because listening to steve explain a subject he's knowledgeable about is fucking hot, can you blame him? they're just soft with each other, okay
#anonymous#just uh casually dumping a bunch of my stargyle thoughts that you didn't even ask for in your original message don't mind me lmao#if i'm honest the reason i haven't been posting many of my thoughts on this pairing is because there have been multiple times when#i've made posts about other pairings (won't say which bc then this'll show up in that tag and it's not about them. i hate when ppl do that)#and like almost immediately or within a day seen people copy my ideas/hcs about them in such a blatantly obvious way that i'm like#'damn if you're going to copy my homework can you at least change the wording my dude or like. cite your sources or smth' lmaooo#so uh. yeah there were also a lot of other things i wanted to mention but i specifically want to include those in fics and i've had enough#of putting my ideas out there as a 'wouldn't it be cool if' only to see a shittier version of it on my dashboard Within The Day so .#also i need you to know i YELLED when i got this ask sorry it took a bit to answer! bad nap brain again lmao coherent sentences are hard#stargyle#steve harrington#argyle
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I have too many things I want to write and my brain has just chosen to shut down. This is painful.
#sorry just feeling whiny xD#also the usual stressful stuff going on#but still i have so many ideas and i want to work on all of them#especially steampunk secondo and the dracopia thing#also naps! i have naps i want to write#aughhhhhhhhh#oakie ramble
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how do you people study through extreme exhaustion? bc thats what always gets me during the exams & i cannot keep doing this forever
#the first time i had exams i kept going through pure desperation#bc i cared a lot more back then#but now i just dont see studying as important enough for that to work#redoing a year wont be fun but i know people the year below me & it wouldnt be bad either#anyways to pass this next exam i probably wont get any sleep#or maybe 2 hours#which i know is bad but since its only 2 exams this time im less worried about sleep & more about just getting through#so i need to know how to keep myself going#i have no available caffeine :( otherwise thatd be my first idea#but idk ive tried so many things#turning on the big light#movement breaks#short naps#sleeping a few hours & just getting up really early#music - which does help a lot but its not enough#mine#please no one ever taught me any of this i just keep guessing & hoping i get it right#like at school they do 'teach you to study' but really its just a few tips#mostly to take care of yourself & not pull all nighters#like okay. but what if i have to otherwise i will not pass? how do i manage that?#i never had to study before high school#& that combined with my horrible mental state at the time meant my grades went from really good to horrible#and yet somehow passing#but idk i dont want to be hanging on by a thread and just one mistake away from failing anymore#thats not fun#i think it was kinda good for me since i made peace with maybe failing & dont really care about that anymore? like if i fail thats okay too#but yeah anyway#im rambling so i dont have to start studying
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the whole "cats choose their owners" thing is really funny to me because ivy very much did NOT choose me. she was a slightly dim-witted and very rambunctious feral kitten, and that combination led to her getting herself stuck inside an old chipmunk nest halfway down the steep bank of the creek by my parents' house. from there she proceeded to scream her head off until both my mom and i came out to see what on earth was making all that racket, then we excavated her out of that hole like a sad little potato. she was grateful for the rescue, but definitely NOT grateful for the ensuing flea baths and conversion to indoor cat life at my apartment, which she reminds me of regularly. ivy i'm sorry for saving you from an early death due to predation/disease/cars, but can you stop biting me every day of my life please
#even every other day would be an improvement.#i do in fact take her out for leashed walks regularly when the weather is tolerable but it hasn't been possible for months and she's FED UP#however. i say all this but she routinely climbs into my lap for naps & greets me at the door purring & headbutting every time i come home#so clearly she's not that unhappy. her tolerance for regular cat-owner shenanigans however is essentially non-existent.#after 6 years though i can read her like a book. i know exactly how many head smooches i can get in before she gets too annoyed#and exactly how long she wants to be held when i come home before she wants to be put down#and exactly what she means when she 'gently' chews on my ankles ('play with me now or i'll bite harder')#but strangers on the other hand? guests in my home? my beloved human friends? they do not speak her language.#and the margin for error with her is razor thin. if you don't listen immediately when she says 'stop touching me' she will go from lovey#to SCRATCHING YOU BITING YOU HISSING HISSING HISSING almost immediately.#i have tried everything to convince her that's unnecessary but i think she is just SO sensitive she can't handle it#but i still love her so much. i understand her and she understands me. idk WHAT i'm gonna do when she eventually dies i'm gonna be a wreck.#in a lot of ways we are SUPER similar. i also lash out when i'm overstimulated & i also have a much lower threshold for that#than most people.#i get it.
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idk what it is but I'm feeling distinctly unholy today
#many possible reasons including but not limited to:#the dumb antibiotics I'm taking#writer's block#not enough sleep#took a nap and that's always a bad idea#stupid irl drama I wanted zero part in and have now been dragged into#feeling guilty for letting DMs pile up#writer's block again#beating myself up because I feel like no one likes my fics only to immediately switch to beating myself up for having low self esteem#and beating myself up for forgetting that fandom is not a competition and therefore I can't be losing it#even more writer's block possibly related to the previous two problems#and so on and so forth#I'll probably delete this once I no longer feel like shit because it got personal and I hate vulnerability#not a cry for help or reassurance just a vent#seriously#clown hours
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#well after an hour and a half of sobbing and hyperventilating and a 2 hour nap#i feel... better?#not really. i still want to kill myself and i still think like absolutely nothing matters#i also have a killer headache now (probably cause i was too busy cryong to have lunch)#and i still have an important email to reply to (which i will do tomorrow i guess)#but yeah... it was an experience#sorry for the many vent posts today#i'm not having a nice time lol#but it's fine#i'm actually fine#i won't actually kill myself so no worries there#i'm just dramatic and also in the worlds of freddie mercury#i don't want to die i just wish i'd never been born at all 👌🏻#anyways.. i'm gonna go ignore all my problems now and play some minecraft#that will solve things lol#angel talks#personal
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finally got around to making a new bracelet but i didn’t feel like doing the math for it and it immediately came back to bite me because the beads are HORRIBLY off-center🥲
#noooo#idk if i can ignore it they’re SO off😭#i could just make another one but making them makes me So Tired so i kinda just want to nap#also i dont like not using the things i make like i put effort into that she deserves to be worn😤#but there’s also a few messed up spots since i haven’t made one in a while and it took a minute to get back into the rhythm#what to do😪#i made this one black instead of tan too since i wear a lot of black#but idk i might actually like the tan more🙃#especially with the rest of my bracelets#this is too hard this is why i shouldn’t have hobbies😭#WAY too many decisions involved😭
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"Cookies Ready! Anyone want some?"
Heya, a quick sketch because I haven't drawn anything at all today. I truly miss baking due to busy schedule so here's Theia baking chocolate chip cookies!! They're all irregular shaped because she had some helping hands from the waddle dees.
And every once in a while, the three would go out picnic. (Pretend there's more than a bowl of cookies). It's a time where they're not tied up by work and able to just relax for a bit. Kirby loved being sandwiched between the two because he'll get a lot of head pats and scratches from Theia. Meta Knight often received head pats and scratches from Theia (he loves it, even though he looked like he despised it) simply because she can't even stay still and often loved showing others she cared for them (via head pats and etc etc)
And not only them, the others would join them too and sometimes food fight ensued but only once.
#kirby#meta knight#theia#kirby oc#if you're wondering why I'm still up at 2:47am it's because i have assignment#this is just a stress relief#you'll be seeing a lot of stress relief post#kirby of the stars#hoshi no kaabii#hoshi no kirby#im going to take a nap before getting back up to calculate#sometimes i want to punch autocad so bad#the struggle here is not the assignment itself but the PROGRAM KEPT MESSING WITH ME#ah Theia here is like an eldest sister to the two#she's basically the first Astral to be in Popstar so she knows a lot and experience a lot#they both respect her lots and fight for her without any second though but also would fight her for small inconvenience#like any sibling would once in a while (a disagreement and bantering)#edit: i can tell I was fighting sleep from the many mistakes and also blaming the lag on my phone fr
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What if I told you all that I ALSO want to make a role-reversal comic with Blood Saint Ruza and Good Hunter Arianna though.
#sin speaking#(hi i just got back from a 12 hour nap after a 14 hour drawing session hows YOUR saturday)#(i want an au in general where ruza teaches arianna to shoot hunt fight etc and the two become partners AND FUCK U CANON ILL MAKE IT!!!)#(i have so many things to make for this blog u guys i rly cant keep up with myself LMAO)#(im just vibrating to sleep token songs as we speak.)#(anyways i have like a mega post of ruza art as in two pages of sketches lmao so. LOOK FORWARD TO THAT IG)#(i need to EAT i need to FUEL this unhingedness)#(i am a menace rn. my medication increased to 70mg and i have become too powerful)
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