#i just want happy old gay men

[justsomecouscous]

'in my relationship I only want a guy who's 6ft and has muscles' this 'I want a girl who has a big ass and boobs' that

Nah FUCK that

I want someone to lovingly hold my face in their hands and look adoringly at me then kiss me while the fans scream and cry from happiness after waiting for 5 seasons and the old bitter white men to sit seething in their arm chairs

[moxymaxing]

whatever. old man yuri blast 💥

[soup-or-who-lock]

Ted Lasso Wednesday Thoughts!!! Rebecca's Dutch pal seems....he seems like a fella who could possibly be called Rupert...not that he seems like Rupert, just seems like A Rupert. And he would be a swell New Rupert lmao

Jamie taught his grandad to ride a bike, to honor Jamie's grandad's grandad. pardon me while I'm sobbing.

"You fellas say pillow fight one time and we're never watching a movie again" or whatever Ted said

Arguably my single most important thought ever? Ted got reverse-Princess-Bride-d. (To "get Princecess-bride-d" one would be served 1 of 2 glasses, both of which have Substance. a reverse-Princess-Bride situation is that you think both glasses have Substance, but neither does.) And neither of them referenced the Princess Bride??? The Beard serving glasses of tea with Something in it scene was so Dread Pirate Roberts and that's such a Ted/Beard movie!!! I'm hurt and shocked and offended not to have had them mention it.

[a-story-teller]

Had another dream story idea and it's BAD out here y'all. My subconscious said "you don't go for sad old white men yaoi? Well here's one and you have to care about it so much. Good luck"

[raeofgayshine]

In case you couldn’t tell, I feel entirely normal about Hanzo and Kuai

[gorgonblood]

gay old men lovers tv show where they plan to move together to a very distant land where no one will ever find them AND THEY ACTUALLY DO IT AND THE SHOW ENDS. good

[queen0fm0nsterz]

Reblogging this again i cannot stop starring at it. They make me want to eat bricks with cement as condiment

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[incorrectbatfam]

Honey, I want you to know, I mean this with love when I say it. We are all going to be fine no matter what happens. Nothing is going to change. If Harris gets elected then Harris gets elected. If Trump gets elected then Trump gets elected. Nothing will change. Your life won't change. If you want to see what will happen if Trump gets elected then look at his last term. He did nothing of importance and if he did, none of it went away while we had Biden. Harris won't do anything of any importance either. Your life won't change. I promise you, you and everyone else will be just fine.

Every time I hear someone say this, I think of this picture:

This is the San Francisco Gay Men's Chorus. The ones in white are the members who survived the AIDS epidemic. The rest did not.

I was a teenager when Trump was elected in 2016. I was 16 years old, just beginning to question my sexuality while also supporting my best friend who had come out as trans. The only adult I could trust to talk to about it was my geography teacher. After Trump was elected, corporations had the greenlight to price gouge every imaginable necessity, including the insulin my teacher relied on. He couldn't afford all the payments even with insurance so he started rationing. The last day of school before winter break, I wished him happy holidays, gave him a Christmas card, and never saw him again.

I know you mean well, but I say this in the nicest way possible: you are speaking from a place of luck. Just because you haven't lost anyone or anything as a result of the past Trump administration does not mean everyone had the same experience. I know my experience is not a unique one. I could cite the widely available statistics about abortion restrictions and maternal mortality, or gender-affirming care bans and trans suicides, or the pandemic, anything else we've been seeing when conservatives take power.

A lot of us are right to be scared, either because we've gone through this before or because we stand a real risk of losing something.

[skyahri]

I'll Take You In |Naruto Men X Reader| HC

Characters: Kakashi Hatake, Sasuke Uchiha, Shikamaru Nara, Naruto Uzumaki, and Gaara

Summary: They bring home a baby.

Warnings: Implications of child abandonment.

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Kakashi Hatake

It was late at night, and he'd just returned home from a mission.

You immediately noticed the little bundle in his arms. Without a second thought, you'd plucked the little one out of his arms and made your way to the couch for cuddles.

"Who's this?"

He sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck and took the spot next to you.

"A little girl we found alone in the woods on the way back. No one in the area claimed her, so we brought her back here."

"She's beautiful."

"I offered to take her in."

You were shocked by that. Kakashi had never shown any interest in kids, so for him to offer to take one in was unexpected.

"I know, I should've talked to you first, I just," he sighed, "I got kind of attached."

You shook your head at him, worried he'd taken your shock as disappointment.

"I get why. She definitely fits the baby sized hole I've suddenly acquired in my heart."

The next morning, you'd taken the little girl to Sakura for a checkup and to the records hall for a birth certificate.

Meanwhile, Kakashi had recruited a Gai to assist him with the nursery.

By end of day, you had a fully built and stocked bedroom for your daughter.

It hadn't even been 24 hours, and yet you'd already perfectly filled out as a family.

Sasuke Uchiha

You'd just returned home from grocery shopping when you found Sasuke and Kakashi talking in the living room.

Nothing seemed out of the ordinary until Sasuke turned around holding a baby.

You dropped the bags in your hand and immediately made your way over to them.

"Who's the cutie?"

You combed your fingers through the baby's hair and fought the urge to kiss their face.

"Naruto and I found him in the woods on the way back from Suna. We asked around, but no one seemed to be missing a baby."

Sasuke passed the baby to you, knowing you would most definitely want to cuddle.

He made eye contact with Kakashi, a silent way of telling him to leave. He did without protest, knowing exactly why he was no longer welcome.

"I actually wanted to discuss something with you."

You hummed, too busy playing peekaboo to pay your husband any mind.

"I would like to... keep the baby."

Your eyes snapped up at him. Who was this and where was your husband?

"You want to keep a random baby you found?"

He blushed, not really liking the forwardness of your words.

"He's a good baby. He'd make a great addition to the clan."

You didn't need any further convincing. You loved kids and wanted plenty of them. This would just be a head start of sorts.

You hugged and kissed Sasuke, thankful you had a wonderful husband.

Shikamaru Nara

Oh boy.

When Shikamaru came home with a baby, you knew something was up.

He never volunteered for work, so you knew something unfortunate had to have happened.

You'd made your way over to him to see the baby, but stopped when you didn't recognize them.

Sakura and Hinata had recently had their babies, so you expected it'd be one of them, but no. This baby didn't look like anyone you knew.

"They found her in one of Orochimaru's old hideouts. Sakura checked her out, and she seems okay, but..."

"But?"

"She needs a home."

You nodded. Obviously, she needed a home. Then it dawned on you.

"You want us to keep her?"

He nodded and looked away.

You smiled.

"She must be something special if you wanna take her in."

"Kakashi asked me specifically, and I don't know, there's just something about her..."

You stopped him before he started talking himself into a hole. You understood, and were more than happy to bring the little one into your family.

Naruto Uzumaki

When Sakura told you that your husbands had found a baby on their way home from Suna, you weren't very surprised that Naruto had come home with them.

He looked a bit sheepish, like a kid who got caught by his mom.

Neither of you had to say anything. You already knew what he was going to ask, and he already knew that you knew.

"Look, I know what the orphanage is like, and he's so little, and-"

"It's okay, Naruto. I understand."

He felt a flood of relief wash through him.

"So we can keep him?"

You laughed and took the baby from him.

He really was so little, probably less than a week old. You felt a sense of obligation, not just because of Naruto. It felt like that baby was supposed to be yours.

"Yeah, I think I'd like to take him in."

Gaara

Since he had taken over the role of Kazekage, the sand village had been striving. Poverty was at an all time low, shinobi had higher success rates due to higher moral, and the economy had been booming.

The orphanage had, thankfully, been empty for quite some time, so when a baby was suddenly in need of a home, they came to him first.

He thought about reopening the orphanage for this one child, but he had a better idea.

Which is why he had come home from his regular work day with a baby.

To say you were shocked would be an understatement. You never imagined Gaara would be the one to bring home a child, that was much more yout Forte.

"I should have discussed this with you prior. I can always make alternate arrangements if you-"

You shut him up instantly.

This baby was now yours. A little girl, a daughter, just as you had always imagined.

"She's perfect."

[archangeldyke-all]

I got sevika blue screening after being called my butch on the mind rn. especially if it was said casually. I think it's one of those things that never fails to make her secretly swoon after the first time

GODDDDDD FSDG

men and minors dni

sevika's never really liked the term 'girlfriend.'

it's not that she doesn't want to be in an established relationship-- especially since she's met you-- it's just... such a strange term for her.

she's not a girl-- she's a woman. there's nothing particularly girly about her. sevika's much more comfortable being more masculine, and she loves being able to be a gentlewoman.

in more mundane ways-- holding the doors open for you, offering up her bus seat when a pregnant person or old man shuffles on, subtly flexing when you hold her arm on your walks home at night-- and in bigger ways too.

sevika's butch. she takes pride in that title. and if that means she needs to fight some assholes who don't know the meaning of the word 'no'-- so be it.

so, this is all to say, the first time you introduce sevika to your friends, she's just a little hesitant to have to hear herself described in such a strange way. she'd prefer 'wife', in all honesty, but she's trying to take things slow with you, and 'partner' sounds like you guys work together.

but then, you spot your friends at a table, smiling and tugging sevika to the back of the resturant with a hand on her bicep.

"hi!" you squeal, greeting your friends with hugs and kisses. sevika watches with a gentle smile as you all greet each other. "okay, everyone, this is my butch, sevika." you introduce her with a happy little gesture in her direction.

sevika freezes, processing your words, a smile slowly growing on her face. all your friends wave and welcome her happily to the table, but she only has eyes for you, her heartbeat thudding in her chest as she studies you.

you notice-- or you must just know her really well-- because it's how you introduce her from that moment on... up until she proposes for you.

then for a while then, she's introduced as your fiance which she loves-- but she misses being called your butch so much.

so the first time she hears you refer to her as your husbutch? she just about tackles you the ground as she tries to smother you in kisses.

you're on the phone with your friend or something, just catching up, and sevika's not even meant to overhear it or anything, she just happens to pass the kitchen as you say it. "...so then i'm gonna take my husbutch to the markets, see if i can convince her to haul home some-ah!" you squeal as you're tackled to the floor. "sevika!"

"i love you so fucking much. let's get married again. i don't care if it's tacky."

"i'm on the phone!" you giggle.

"shit, sorry." she scrambles to get the phone for you, pressing it into your hand gently. "i just love you." she kisses you one last time, her tongue just barely brushing your lips, making you just a little dizzy before she pulls away and winks at you.

it takes your friend three tries to get your attention again.

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[inkskinned]

you're grabbing lunch with a nice man and he gives you that strange grimace-smile that's popular right now; an almost sardonic "twist" of his mouth while he looks literally down on you. it looks like he practiced the move as he leans back, arms folded. he just finished reciting the details of NFTs to you and explaining Oppenheimer even though he only watched a youtube about it and hasn't actually seen it. you are at the bottom of your wine glass.

you ask the man across from you if he has siblings, desperately looking for a topic. literally anything else.

he says i don't like small talk. and then he smiles again, watching you.

a few years ago, you probably would have said you're above celebrity gossip, but honestly, you've been kind of enjoying the dumb shit of it these days. with the rest of the earth burning, there's something familiar and banal about dragging ariana grande through the mud. you think about jeanette mccurdy, who has often times gently warned the world she's not as nice as she appears. you liked i'm glad my mom died but it made you cry a lot.

he doesn't like small talk, figure out something to say.

you want to talk about responsibility, and how ariana grande is only like 6 days older than you are - which means she just turned 30 and still dresses and acts like a 13 year old, but like sexy. there's something in there about the whole thing - about insecurity, and never growing up, and being sexualized from a young age.

people have been saying that gay people are groomers. like, that's something that's come back into the public. you have even said yourself that it's just ... easier to date men sometimes. you would identify as whatever the opposite of "heteroflexible" is, but here you are again, across from a man. you like every woman, and 3 people on tv. and not this guy. but you're trying. your mother is worried about you. she thinks it's not okay you're single. and honestly this guy was better before you met, back when you were just texting.

wait, shit. are you doing the same thing as ariana grande? are you looking for male validation in order to appease some internalized promise of heteronormativity? do you conform to the idea that your happiness must result in heterosexuality? do you believe that you can resolve your internal loneliness by being accepted into the patriarchy? is there a reason dating men is easier? why are you so scared of fucking it up with women? why don't you reach out to more of them? you have a good sense of humor and a big ol' brain, you could have done a better job at online dating.

also. jesus christ. why can't you just get a drink with somebody without your internal feminism meter pinging. although - in your favor (and judgement aside) in the case of your ariana grande deposition: you have been in enough therapy you probably wouldn't date anyone who had just broken up with their wife of many years (and who has a young child). you'd be like - maybe take some personal time before you begin this journey. like, grande has been on broadway, you'd think she would have heard of the plot of hamlet.

he leans forward and taps two fingers to the table. "i'm not, like an andrew tate guy," he's saying, "but i do think partnership is about two people knowing their place. i like order."

you knew it was going to be hard. being non-straight in any particular way is like, always hard. these days you kind of like answering the question what's your sexuality? with a shrug and a smile - it's fine - is your most common response. like they asked you how your life is going and not to reveal your identity. you like not being straight. you like kissing girls. some days you know you're into men, and sometimes you're sitting across from a man, and you're thinking about the power of compulsory heterosexuality. are you into men, or are you just into the safety that comes from being seen with them? after all, everyone knows you're failing in life unless you have a husband. it almost feels like a gradebook - people see "straight married" as being "all A's", and anything else even vaguely noncompliant as being ... like you dropped out of the school system. you cannot just ignore years of that kind of conditioning, of course you like attention from men.

"so let's talk boundaries." he orders more wine for you, gesturing with one hand like he's rousing an orchestra. sir, this is a fucking chain restaurant. "I am not gonna date someone who still has male friends. also, i don't care about your little friends, i care about me. whatever stupid girls night things - those are lower priority. if i want you there, you're there."

he wasn't like this over text, right? you wouldn't have been even in the building if he was like this. you squint at him. in another version of yourself, you'd be running. you'd just get up and go. that's what happens on the internet - people get annoyed, and they just leave. you are locked in place, almost frozen. you need to go to the bathroom and text someone to call you so you have an excuse, like it's rude to just-leave. like he already kind of owns you. rudeness implies a power paradigm, though. see, even your social anxiety allows the patriarchy to get to you.

you take a sip of the new glass of wine. maybe this will be a funny story. maybe you can write about it on your blog. maybe you can meet ariana grande and ask her if she just maybe needs to take some time to sit and think about her happiness and how she measures her own success.

is this settling down? is this all that's left in your dating pool? just accepting that someone will eventually love you, and you have to stop being picky about who "makes" you a wife?

you look down to your hand, clutching the knife.

[amischiefofmuses]

-- ❝Absolutely abhorrent precedent but - one I think can be forgiven, at least this time. I'll have to be sure I don't let your TERRIBLE influence draw me to further troublemaking though.❞ There's no missing the amusement on his tone, far from serious. It's rare anyone sees this playful side of him but something about Magnus, about this bond between them, brings it out of him. It's freeing. Closing eyes to relish in the palm cupping his face for a moment, he draws in a breath as he pulls away, one followed by a warm contented sigh. Tonight the work can wait, Magnus can have his full attention, he deserves that much. The remarks might have been directed at him but they were about Magnus, about his past actions. He can't imagine that comes without instigating some kind of feelings about it. There won't be prying on his part, he deserves his privacy, but that won't stop Charles quietly worrying. Maybe that's just a part of who he is.

-- ❝Oh is that what this is? Playing with fire?❞ He questions as he heads out of the door, glancing behind him with a smirk. ❝I've handled far worse, I think I can manage you for the night.❞ There's a brief pause before they leave, a glance cast down as he considers logistics. While his hoverchair is good for navigating most spaces, it's not made for smaller rooms where he might have to sit at a table not made to accommodate its size, so instead he elects to move into a more traditional wheelchair before they leave the house. It's a process he's got down to an art by this point, moving from one to the other with very little pause in their journey.

The way that ridiculous smirk makes him feel, even with the lingering concern settled in his chest. Awful.

"To think that the universally-renowned Charles Xavier is so easy to tempt into misbehavior. Quite a dangerous precedent to set, don't you think?"

Jabs aside, Magnus is grateful that he's so easy to convince in this moment. While he'd certainly been prepared to make the argument, however unnecessarily, a simple agreement is easier on the both of them. One more little kiss before he pulls away seems to solidify that appreciation.

With the combination of that contented smile and the soft affection that follows, Magnus only gives a soft huff initially—far too affectionate, old friend. (You might fluster him if you're not more careful.)

"Another dangerous thing to encourage, my dear." But he'll take it as permission nonetheless, briefly cupping Charles's cheek before he breaks away to grab the door. He's determined that tonight will be a worthy distraction from all this mess. "Seems like someone's interested in playing with fire tonight."

[iluvloganhowlett]

I HATE YOU .𖥔 ݁ ˖

in which logan leaves for a mission unexpectedly for almost a year and still expects to be welcomed home upon return

warnings: angst, no happy ending (oops!), a little violence, mutant!reader, that’s it fr

reader has same powers as logan bc they were both experiments at the same time

i also switched up the timeline slightly so pretend logan isn’t a grumpy old man and is more so how he was in x-men (2000)

i also saw some other story that was kinda like this one but i couldn’t remember who’s it was so if anyb knows drop it so i can credit

part 2

“why are we here again?” wade questioned, stuffing a handful of cheetos he stole from a vending machine a while back.

logan only glared at him, “because. i left her for 9 months, the least i can do is come home and show her that im alive.”

wade shrugs, “who even is this ‘she?’ is she hot?”

in seconds, wade finds himself pinned against the wall of the hallway, logan’s claws only centimeters from his neck. “she’s my girl, you don’t get to talk about her being hot,” logan growls, retracting his claws and releasing wade.

“well damn wolvie! don’t get your panties in a bunch, im not stealing your girl! unless the charm is just too much for her then-“

“do you ever stop fucking talking outta your ass?”

wade only sighed, halting to a stop as logan did the same. “137,” logan muttered, looking up at the 137 sitting next to your door.

as logan rose his hand to knock, the door was swung open. logan’s eyes widened. he thought he’d gotten himself back into the right headspace to see you again, clearly he’d been mistaken.

the way your low-set brows rose up at the corners in anger, your long lashes drawing his eyes straight to your deep brown ones. your plush lips curled in slightly and your hair flowed down your back smoother than water.

wade whistled, “hey hot stuff-“ before he was cut of with a punch to the nose, dragging him down to the floor.

logan still had yet to say anything, admiring all the parts of you he’d missed.

however he was cut off with a groan, looking down at your claws that had made their way through his abdomen and back out, retracing back into your forearms.

“what the hell are you doing back here? and who’s the red sex-toy lookin’ thing that i j punched?”

as much as logan wanted to laugh at your dig at wade, he knew how to read the room. and frankly, he was still to stunned. “y/n? baby?”

“don’t call me that,” logan’s eyes widened, “you don’t get to call me that after disappearing for 9 months without notice, lo!”

logan couldn’t help but admire your use of his nickname you created even though you’re pissed at him.

“listen. i know, okay? i know and im sorry but if you let me in,” logan stepped closer, “i can expl- ah fuck!”

you’d stabbed him again in the same spot, pushing his body against the hall with your claws. “no you listen to me, logan. and you listen to me good. i’m not letting you come into my- our house after going awol for fucking forever and coming back with some random gay in a red suit,” you pulled your claws out of him but didn’t put them away this time.

your face softens, eyes moving rapidly between logan’s. he knew you better than anyone, he could see the way your eyes shifted from angry to vulnerable and the way your eyebrows lifted; you were a mini him, despite you being the same age.

“i thought you died, lo. i spent the past months thinking the only person i had and loved was fucking dead,” your eyes welled up as you backed away from logan, putting your claws away alas.

“i’m sorry, doll. im so sorry you have no idea,” logan’s calloused hands grazed your forearms, thumbs tracing the spot where your claws rested.

you sighed, holding back the urge to give in and hold onto him as long as you could.

“but you dont understand-“ you looked away, only for logan to lift a hand and cup your face in it, forcing your glossy eyes to meet his.

“you’re right, james! i don’t understand! so jesus fucking christ enlighten me.”

logan was taken back at your use of his real name, lip parting slightly. his heart ached more and more every time he watched your bottom lip quiver. he knew you were trying to keep up your strong facade, but were beginning to fail.

“i had a mission to go on. i had to save the world, baby!” your brows curled back into anger, and logan knew you thought he was bullshitting. “cmon, angel, stay with me. the asshat over there in the red, he dragged me into this. so if you’re gonna kill anyone for this, have it be him. i just- i need you to let me in.”

you shook your head. “lo- just-“ you stuttered, scavenging for words. “but why didn’t you say anything? you couldn’t have called? sent a letter? hell, baby i would’ve been happy with a fucking pigeon!”

“i didn’t have access to that shit.”

“for 9 months?”

he took a deep sigh, “yes, for nine months.” his tone grew louder. “because if i hadn’t left you for those 9 months there would be no more you for me to come back home to!”

“get out of my damn building, logan.”

“what?”

“leave! i want you and that goddamn red thing to get as far away from me as you fucking can and stay there.”

“y/n-“

“bye logan!”

you slammed the door in his face, leaving him standing there in utter disbelief.

logan’s claws retracted, “FUCK!” he screamed through the hall, leaving a giant claw park across your door.

he looked down at wade, who was watching from a safe distance on the floor. he put his claws away, grabbing wade by the fabric of his suit and dragging him onto his feet.

“get up, you heard the girl; let’s get the fuck away from her.”

logan was breathing heavy, more than ever before. it was like his heart couldn’t catch up to everything he was feeling in the moment. the last thing he wanted to be doing right now was walking out of your apartment building and leaving you, but he was weighed down by so much anger and hurt that he wasn’t exactly in control of himself at the moment.

“well,” wade started, “you handled that well.”

and before he knew it, wade was stabbed into a wall. “ow?”

logan growled, “i’m coming back for her.”

wade only let out a long laugh, stopping logan in his tracks.

“what the fuck are you laughing at? you should’ve heard the joke she made about you! she said you look like a sex toy-“

“i’m not laughing at that, you ape. i’m laughing at the fact that you’re coming back to her! look how it turned out the last time you ‘came back.’ “

“you don’t know what you’re talking about, kid. i’m coming back, whether she likes it or not. i’m not losing the love of my life after all i did to make sure i wouldn’t lose her.”

“i-“ “and next time im here, you won’t be.”

so! should i make a part 2 WITH a happy ending when he does come back??? 🫣🫣

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[mindmelter]

Bored At The Metro

I was bored, waiting at the metro, when I noticed two handsome men nearby, both wearing earphones. Perfect, I thought. I opened my laptop and activated my special mind-bending program. I easily hacked into their phones and started typing: "Make out with the man wearing a black shirt on your side" I send the command to the phone of the young man wearing a blue dress shirt.

"Make out with the young man wearing a blue dress shirt on your side" I send the command to the hot man in a black shirt. Now I just had to wait...

I watched as their eyes rolled back for a few seconds, their earphones transferring the commands to their vulnerable brains, suddenly they both looked at each other with hunger in their eyes and started making out in front of everyone. It was such a hot sight.

I just love using my mind-bending program on strangers and making them fall in love with each other, most of the time they are straight men, like these two love birds, but no matter how much straight they are, they always obey the commands.

Information about the two subjects began to appear on my laptop. The one in the black shirt was a 31-year-old married dad with one child, heading home after a long, exhausting day at work. The other, wearing a dress shirt, was a 21-year-old also returning home from his job.

I decided then to make them a permanent couple, I mean, look how cute they are together. I wanted to make things more fun so I started typing again.

"You're a gay bottom for your new boyfriend, you do everything he orders you to and you will obey without questioning, you love to be his slut." I sent the command to the sexy Daddy, and I immediately started to notice a tent forming in his jeans.

"You're a top, an alpha male, you love dominating and humiliating your new Daddy boyfriend." I sent the command to the young man's brain, his demeanor immediately changed and he started to dominate the kiss, he grabbed the Daddy's bulge and squeezed it hard. "I don't even know your name, but I want you to come home with me, I need to fuck you like the slut you are!" He said, his voice filled with desire.

"Yes sir, do whatever you want with me!" They went back to kissing. People started to give them weird stares but they didn't care, they were just a happy couple now.

I closed my laptop with a smirk, I wasn't so bored anymore.

[magics-neptunes-things]

The Dork And The Nerd

Hello there!

I didn't post anything with Leah since like for ever, so there it is!

Please enjoy :)

TW : None I think, or please let me know :)

Looking around the room, you readjust the camera one last time before starting your stream. It’s your job, even if some people are still saying that it isn’t a real job and stupid things like that.

You were winning your life easily with it, living your dream. You always loved playing video games, you started alone because it wasn’t what your little sisters were loving to do. When you discovered online games it was a life changing for you. You started streaming when you were 18 years old, which was seven years ago now. It was hard at first to be honest, being a woman in this man world.

But you find some friends in popular streamers who took you under their wings and help you to be where you are now.

You have several thousand people who follow you to each of your live, four night each week. You still have some shit to deal with, like harassers, but you took a manager who is the one reading your mail. He takes on him to choose your different partnership and sometimes answer to the people sending you strange things.

You are openly gay, but that doesn’t make stop some of men to send you disturbing pictures. Thanks god it’s your agent who see them, but you are aware of it. Just like your girlfriend, though.

You start your stream like usual, saying hello to your followers and talking a little bit about actuality or what you did today. You have a white kitten, who you called Purrito, who is almost as famous as you are. He keeps coming when you are playing, sometimes lying on your hand, or trying to catch the mouse of your computer. You already have a lot of bloopers because of him, but you can’t be mad with him.

Lately, your passion for video games seems to have catch the attention of your girlfriend. She always was looking at you when you are streaming, when she can. You usually do it during the evening so she’s back from training or games.

When Leah asked you to learn to her how to play video games, at first you thought she was messing with you. But she was really serious and ask you one more time. And who are you to refuse something to your girlfriend?

At first it was just to have fun, but you soon have an idea, and you used your best puppy eyes to get your girlfriend agreed with it. You wanted to make her play with you, but without her showing her face in your screen.

You never talked about Leah being your girlfriend, even if you are together for two years now. The public know that you are in a relationship, you sometimes mention your girlfriend live. They just don’t know who she is.

You met Leah at a ceremony and Katie who is a fan of your job took Leah when she went to met you. You were happy to met Katie, but you find yourself thunderstruck by Leah. You don’t remember if you were really coherent that night, but Leah followed you back almost immediately when you did it on Instagram.

You waited the next Arsenal games to sent her a message, congratulating her for her performance. You even take a picture of you in the stand with your father (who really was surprised when you ask him to go with you to a women football game). Leah answered you that next time you come you have to tell her, so she could give you a better seat.

You didn’t know if she was serious or not, but she then asked you the next game in London if you are coming and she find you a seat in the friends and family area. After the game she offers you to go for a drink. You then had other dates, and the rest is history.

You got together one month before she did her ACL and even if it was a hard time, you both get stronger. You let Lia Wälti take the lead in Leah’s recovery, but you were always around to help too. When Lia return to her home, you were the one staying with Leah at night. And you kept taking her in her rehab and cooking for her.

The day Leah started to run again, you were at the training to watch her. This is the day where she officially asked you to move in with her now that she could do things alone again. Unless cooking maybe, but that’s another question.

You accepted of course and the blonde happily transformed one of her guest room in your studio of stream.

It’s where you are now, Leah peacefully setting on your living room, ready to go live with you.

“Oh, it looks like our guest is here” you smile when you see that Leah is connected too. “Hi Baby!”

You only said to your viewers that it was your girlfriend, without saying anything else. You are aware that maybe someone will recognize Leah’s voice, but it would be fun anyway.

“Hi Love” she answers.

You make a reminder of the game you were going to play, for her first live Leah chose a car games, Trackmania. It wasn’t your favorite game, but you were so happy that she said yes to you that you would have accept a Tetris game.

“How are you?” you ask her, while making the game ready.

“I’m fine. Happy to play with you tonight.”

“I am happy too” you smile before looking at the camera. “Let’s have her a good evening guys so she will accept to do it more often yeah?”

You hear Leah chuckle, and you can’t help but smile. You already are seeing comments saying that you look whipped, what makes you roll your eyes. It seems to you that Leah’s voice is a little different from what it is in reality, but maybe your mind is playing trick.

You play several runs with Leah, before switching to another game after talking with your chat who recommend to you to make Leah try an adventure RPG. When you look at the clock again, it’s past midnight.

“Oh wow I didn’t realize that it was already so late” you exclaimed yourself. “We are going to stop here guys, I’m sorry. Maybe next time we will try Minecraft or something else, I’ll let you know. I hope you had as fun as I had Babe.”

“It was really fun. Thank you for inviting me.”

You can hear Leah smile and you can’t wait to go to the living room for a cuddle and kiss session. When you played together until know, you were able to show each other or tease the other with kisses.

“You will be invited for more times” you smirk.

Leah left and you take the time to thanks your viewers a little more longer before logging off. You stretch, finishing your bottle of water before going to find Leah. You run on the stairs and Leah already knew you were coming before you jump on the couch next to her.

She laughs when you attack her with kisses all over her face, finishing on her lips.

“Did you really have fun?” you ask, looking at her with attention.

She nods, playing with your hair. She’s smiling and every time you look at her, you wonder how in the world you get so lucky. She’s perfect.

“I did” she smiles at you. “I’m not saying that I want to do that all the night every night, but it was great.”

“Mh I maybe have another idea for us to have fun all night” you smirk.

The tone of your voice is very obvious and if Leah had one doubt, she just has to look the way you are looking at her. Your fingers run on her tight and you kiss her one more time, before sucking slightly at her neck.

Leah gulp and just hums, tilting her head on the side for you to have a better access. You know what you are doing, after more than two years, you know Leah’s body and reactions like the back of your hand.

“Let’s go to bed” Leah decides several seconds after, taking your hand before dragging you in your bedroom on the first floor.

********

“It was a great session.”

You smile at Leah who came to your studio after you played together again. You were still sitting when she entered the room, and she passed her hand around your shoulder from behind to kiss your cheek.

“It was” you smile before turning your chair to face Leah.

She sits on your lap, and you pass your arms around her. It wasn’t the second time that you are playing together while you are streaming, today you chose Fifa and it was very fun. You made the pact not to play with Arsenal or England, but it was still very funny. Leah is a very bad looser, so you play several games in the same team too.

“People are starting to have some suspicion though” Leah says.

She was right, you saw on social media some things about your girlfriend being Leah. But it wasn’t the only name coming.

“Yeah, they said I will make a great couple with some of your teammates too” you shrug, before counting on your fingers “They are talking about Sabrina, Alessia, Kyra and Lia.”

Leah frown, not really liking the picture who comes in her mind.

“Nah. You’re mine.” she answers possessively.

“Do you want to tell people?”

Leah looks at you, thinking for several seconds before answering. This is lasting for some weeks now and you know that you can’t stay hidden forever. You attract the attention of the world by playing together.

“Not now. It’s fun like this, don’t you think?”

“It is” you confirm with a smile.

Leah has the habit to be coupled with every teammate and you are sometimes shipped with other streamers. You like to stream with other of them, certain being your friends too. There is nothing much, but that doesn’t stop people to imagine that you are dating one of them.

But you have to admit too that your stream with Leah attracts more people than usual, and you are a little scared that people will assume that you’re using your girlfriend for the views.

Your face being very close to Leah, she seems to realize very quickly that something is on your mind.

“What’s the matter?” she asks.

“Nothing” you say at first, before sighing. “Well, I mean… I already have some viewers saying that I’m using my girlfriend to gain more viewers, so I was wondering how they would react when they realize it’s you.”

You shrug to show her that it’s not really important, you don’t want to think you are worried about something so little.

“If someone say that you know what my answer will be?” Leah asks with a serious face.

“No” you mumble.

“I will tell them that we are together for two years, that you have been the best girlfriend in the world since. I will tell them how affectionate, caring, sweet, funny, clever and passionate you are.”

You can’t help but smile and feel your cheek being a little red at that statement. Leah smirks and kisses your cheek.

“And I’ll add that if you use me, it’s only in the bedroom and the way you do is actually very talented and also very private.”

You laugh this time, hitting her on the arm. Leah seems very happy about her joke, her eyes shinning with malice. She’s so beautiful. You bite her jaw before whispering.

“You’re such a dork.”

“The Nerd and the Dork, it would be a great book title” she smirks.

“You’re not totally wrong.”

********

“You’re cheating!”

You can’t help but laugh at Leah. You are playing once again against your girlfriend, during a live. You are playing at Mario Kart and you just won the race for the third time in a row. She’s fuming and even if you can’t see her, the noise coming from downstairs are letting you know that she’s actually kicking the ground right now.

“I’m not, Baby I swear. You can’t cheat in this game.”

“Yes, you are!”

You roll your eyes, not answering anything. You are of course very aware about of much your girlfriend hates to lose. You are at the first place while Leah is third, which is really good for someone who isn’t playing video games daily like you. But not for the great Leah Williamson.

“Someone in the comment is saying that I will sleep on the couch. I won’t Babe, right?”

“I’m not sure about it for now” Leah grumbles. “Or maybe I’ll go sleep to the trai…”

You cough suddenly and Leah stops talking, realizing what she was just about to say. You really hope that no one would understand what she was going to say. Or at least another end of sentence, not “training ground”.

“Alright, next game” you say right after.

“I’m gonna crush you.”

She doesn’t and when you join her in the kitchen after, she seems really embarrassed. You ignore the different messages asking what Leah wanted to say and the answer some of them gave. You saw that some people where right and you know that the research will start again.

“I’m so sorry” she says, coming for you while you’re entering the room. “I was fuming because I was losing, and I forgot for some seconds that it wasn’t only you and me.”

You smile, easily passing your arms around her to give her a hug. She cuddles against you when you kiss her temple.

“It’s ok, don’t worry. Plus, you are the most famous between the both of us, you will be the most annoyed by all that.”

“Why would I be annoyed?”

Leah back up her head a little bit, just to be able to have a better look at your face. You arch an eyebrow before answering.

“Because you always told me you want privacy.”

It was in the early hours of your relationship, and you never said anything against it. You understood Leah’s needs, at this time you weren’t as famous as you are right now. She wanted to be known for her skills, her job in football or her implications in different charities. And the point was very easy for you to be understood. Your friends are families know obviously about you two, it would be strange and difficult to hide a relationship when you live together. Plus because of her answer last time you talked about it, you were really sure that it was what she want.

“I told you that at first, but now I wouldn’t mind if people start to know about us.”

She shrugs like it’s nothing, but your mind just blown. You were used to the idea of people stay in the ignorance about your relationship and the love you have for this woman. As long as you have her, why would you complain?

“Do you… Really?” you frown.

“Yeah, I mean if you don’t want to be out…”

“No, I do. I just thought that you would like to stay private for like forever?”

“I love you. I want the world to know how happy you make me. But in several weeks. I want to play with your fans a little more.”

“Sounds good to me” you smirk. “And I love you too.”

********

For the next weeks, you chose one day of the week to play and stream with Leah. Between those days, you were careful to post some things on social media, giving little clues to your followers about the identity of your girlfriend. You never posted something with Leah or even with a part of her hand or hair. It was more subtle than that.

Until one day, where you were peacefully streaming while Leah went out with her friends. You usually go with her, but today it was more an unexpected drink, so you already have something planned on your channel. You have an entire trust in Leah, and you know that nothing would ever happen with anyone. If you go with her almost every time, it’s only to have a great time with her.

Plus, tonight she’s out with Katie, Caitlin, Steph, her boyfriend, and Kyra, so there are really no risks.

You usually wait for Leah to text you that she was coming home to cut your stream, so you have the time to finish what you are doing and say goodbye to your viewers. Tonight though, either you didn’t see her message, or she forgot to send it to you.

Still, there is suddenly a stunning blonde who enters your studio, showing herself in the camera at the same time. You are so surprised that you only can look at her on the screen of your camera.

“Hello Hot stuff! You won’t believe what I just learned about Kyra! Did you k- … Oh shit.”

That’s the moment she realizes. It was almost comical to be honest, the enthusiastic tone with which she began her sentence, the moment of silence and the last words spoken in a low voice.

You only have like two seconds to decide if you want to cut the stream and never talk about it again, or if it’s time to be honest with everyone. You chose a third way and turn to the camera.

“Well it’s time for me to say goodbye. See you tomorrow at eight. Thanks for being here!”

You wave and cut the stream and the camera before turning in Leah’s direction. She seems amused but she has at the same time the same look on the face of a teenager caught doing something wrong.

“Funny way to outing things, this clip will be viral” you comment with a small smile.

“I’m sorry?”

Leah can’t hide her smile and you can’t either. You can be mad at her for something like that. You let Leah comes to sit on your lap, kissing her softly when she’s settled. She taste like tequila.

“How was your night?”

“Great. But I missed you.”

She hides her face in your neck, and you feel the goosebumps forming when her breath stroke your skin.

“Did you have fun?”

She hums, start to kiss your neck and you know that the discussion you were supposed to have right now is delayed for now. You will have a lot of time to talk about it later. Your phones are way too busy receiving tons notifications to be able to do anything with it right now anyway.

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Nik fucks Price all tender like.

For @nekrosmos based on their beautiful art (and Anon who wanted Price crying).

cw: tender sex, fingering, anal sex, Nik is hung, brief mention of rimming.

Their first time had been in Tallinn. Nik didn't remember much of the mission, only that Estonia had been just as beautiful as he remembered it, with the old medieval cobbles and buildings of the city providing the perfect location for a few days R&R with John. On the second night, John had crowded into his hotel room, flushed with confidence after a few strong beers, and Nik had come down his throat about half an hour later, the bristles of John’s beard rough and delicious on the inside of his thighs.

Their relationship had been slowly, irresistibly, building for years. John’s aversion to vulnerability meant that every step had to be a small shuffle, every moment of tenderness or token of love delivered cautiously, like petting a feral stray as you taught it to trust. Nik liked John’s machismo, his confidence, that was as much part of him as the aching, sensitive heart hidden beneath it all. But sometimes it created frustrating obstacles in his journey to happiness.

At some point, they had become exclusive. Not through any negotiation or at a defined turning point, but almost by accident. Nik stopped partaking in the local gay haunts around the world because none of the men he found there excited him in the same way, and he noticed Grindr had been deleted from John's phone. John had all but confirmed it when he'd shoved Nik into his flat late one evening muttering about ‘gaggin’ fer it' after not seeing Nik for close to a month.

A solid blowjob and good hand game wasn't enough for Nik though. On those lonely nights away, he wrapped a slick, tight fist around his cock and imagined it was John’s arse, those strong legs would be latched around Nik's waist as he fucked him, deep and slow. The morning after one night together, Nik had climbed over John’s back an hour or so before their alarm, his girth sitting between John’s arse cheeks, grinding lazily over John’s hole as he kissed the back of his neck.

"S'not gonna fit, Nik," John growled, groggy but absolutely rock hard against the mattress. The weight of Nik's body, with his furred chest against John’s back, his thick arms bracketing John’s shoulders, made him flush with excitement.

“Perhaps not now,” Nik whispered into the back of his shoulder, biting gently at the slope up to his neck as he nestled the weight of his balls against the back of John’s. “But I want to have you John. Next time.”

"Mm, fuck," John groaned, tilting his hips up just to feel Nik rut against him. He'd only bottomed a handful of times; Nik would be a challenge for his relatively inexperienced arse, but he appeared eager to try. Nik knew he was larger than average having had plenty of occasions to compare himself to other men. But with patience and tenderness, John's body would relax enough to accommodate him.

That morning he came in the hollow of John’s back, marking his lover as his, before turning him over to start his morning with a blowjob.

It turned out John was keener than Nik had anticipated. Nik had been airborne when he received the picture of John through WhatsApp - their second chat for more private correspondence - the flared base of a dildo pressed flush to his hole, his cock drooling between his spread thighs. Nik had nearly crashed his Black Hawk into a nearby skyscraper. The message read, “about a third of your size”. Nik sent back a picture of his hard cock once he'd landed, pushing down the waistband of his boxers, his fingers squeezing at the base. “Want to ruin you,” was the response.

There were a few more pictures like that before Nik had the opportunity to get his hands on John again. It just so happened that the week before their liaison had been rough. John was tired, stressed, dark circles beneath his eyes from lack of sleep and a tight tension across his shoulders. Nik had cancelled their dinner plans in favour of cooking at home, where John could doze on his sofa with a beer while Nik cooked. Steak with hand cut chips, John's favourite.

After dinner, he had pulled John into the shower. They stood under the warm torrent of water wrapped together, Nik's hands in John’s hair as he rubbed in the shampoo. He worked down to John's beard and squeezed those round cheeks under his thumbs, his chest clenching with affection. “You are so handsome,” Nik murmured, kissing John's nose when it wrinkled in disagreement.

“Bloody ‘aggard.”

“Pssh, nyet,” Nik huffed dismissively, placing a kiss on the stitch between John’s eyebrows and then slowly, gently his lips. He stayed there as he let the shampoo rinse out of John's hair, sliding his hands down his neck, lips chasing his own thumbs down John's throat until his palms slid over the shelf of his broad shoulders and back. John arched into it, rising onto his tiptoes, fingers burying in Nik's hair as Nik’s mouth reached his chest and began to suck greedily at his nipple.

“Fuck, Nik…” John breathed, leaning back into the palm at his neck as Nik stroked and squeezed him all over, savouring the firm curves of muscle, the way he began to relax in fits and starts, trusting Nik to hold him up as he began to sag into Nik’s arms and enjoy the attention. His delight was breathless, amused, almost boyishly coy when presented with his own pleasure, and Nik smiled against his freckles, the pale blush of his nipples, as he felt those soft chuckles vibrate against his lips.

By the time Nik was guiding him towards the bed, towelling off his hair and leaving it sticking out at all angles, snatching cheeky kisses and squeezes, John’s eyes were bright and his crooked grin soft. Ruffled John Price, his chest flushed beneath its dark curls of hair, his cheeks warm, was beyond endearing. His skin was shower-soft, sensitive, and Nik tickled his ribs playfully as they fell onto the bed.

“Oi, ya wily git, don’--ha, urf, gerroff.” John wriggled away and Nik crawled after him, pressing a hand against the headboard as he slotted between John's legs. The kiss that followed was slow and deep, Nik lapping possessively into John's mouth. He felt strong hands grope appreciatively at his chest, working down to the handles of fat above his hips so that John could grind up with a soft, needy moan.

They rolled and tussled in the nest of bedsheets and pillows, Nik drawing John over him, against him, so that he could squeeze his arse and thighs, grinding the slick, dripping length of John's cock against his belly as John purred and growled his appreciation, nipping greedily at Nik's neck and shoulders.

When Nik pulled away, John finally nestled back against the pillows, he looked down at John's handsome, rugged face, soft and hazy with pleasure, and felt his chest ache with adoration. “Ty svet moyey zshízni.”

John's eyes crinkled in amusement, his lower lip rolling between his teeth. “M’ Russian still ain't that good, Nik. But… bloody ‘ell, speak to me like that some more…”

Nik grinned. “Perhaps, I will whisper the words of poets in your ear as I am inside you. Although,” Nik leaned over to pull the bottle of lube from the bedside table, “they will be nothing compared to the sounds you will make.”

Somehow, John flushed a little redder in the face. Blue eyes wide as Nik shifted to lay down at his side, coaxing one leg over his hip while he nudged the other knee outward. Nik curled an arm beneath John’s head too and threaded their fingers together on the pillow beside it. Like this, he could see the pleasure on John's face. John, unused to scrutiny, tried for some bluster to cover his uncertainty. “Oh yeah? Pretty sure of yerself. Takes more ‘an a big dick to make me noisy.”

“Hmm. Is that a challenge, captain?” Nik asked, smiling. John was being playful, but there was a hint of trepidation behind the bright shine of those eyes. He expected to be pounded into the mattress, no doubt. The men John had been with before liked it rough. They had exchanged stories about past partners over a bottle of scotch and a cigar, and John had professed to having reduced many to overwhelmed tears. It was a point of masculine pride to have rendered such a service, even if Nik sensed it wasn't really what he preferred.

Admitting to wanting tenderness was not something that came easily to John. The way he had skittered away like a whipped animal the first time Nik had stroked his hair or offered to spoon around him in the afterglow had been difficult to navigate at first. It was completely the opposite to what Nik had experienced previously; an expectation he would be rough and then pleased relief when he had been gentle. John had been spooked by someone wanting to cradle him like something valuable.

Slowly, with Nik's persistent offer, John had started to seek it out, nuzzling into Nik's chest as they lay in bed, or surrendering his body as he had in the shower. John Price preferred to be loved gently, even if he did occasionally like a rough tumble to work off steam.

Nik pressed the lube into John's free hand where it rested on his own belly, and offered his fingers out expectantly.

John blinked, but spun the cap off with a deft flick of his thumb, before squeezing out a generous blob onto Nik's fingertips. “Gotta do ev'ryfin' round here,” he muttered, and Nik nipped his ear in reprimand. “R’off.”

“You are nervous.”

“‘m not.”

“Hmm.”

Nik smoothed the gel over his fingers, warming it against his skin, before reaching down to stroke the soft, sensitive furl of John's hole. John sucked in a sharp breath and Nik felt his muscles flutter as he circled his fingertips against his opening. Nik said nothing, only leaned down for a slow, gentle kiss. John's body relaxed where it had begun to bunch, yielding to Nik’s touch just as his mouth yielded to his tongue. He moaned into the kiss as Nik's finger slid into him, pressing out gently against his walls before drawing back for another slow thrust, slightly deeper this time.

John was so soft and fuzzy between his legs, such a delicious contrast to his hard outer shell; he was neat and well-groomed, but otherwise Nik had been delighted to find out that John kept everything natural when they had first fallen into bed together.

The curls of hair not yet dampened by lube tickled Nik’s knuckles, the pad of his thumb brushing gently over the seam of John's sac where his balls sat heavy in the heat of the room, the tender muscle of his hole puckered and eager. He opened up beautifully, relaxing enough for a second finger, the tip stroking around slick muscle before joining the first inside. John’s prick had softened with nerves, but now it flicked and throbbed against his belly, precum leaking in the trail of dark hair at the centre.

John made soft noises, gasps and grunts in the back of his throat, his hands gripping Nik’s against the pillow as he arched for the first time. “Ah, Nik…”

“Ty ochen’ krasiviy,” Nik said, watching John's pupils dilate in twin oceans of blue. He curled his fingers and John tilted his face into Nik’s shoulder, panting, eyes closed tightly. “John, does it hurt?” Nik slowed, drawing his fingers out until only the tips teased the cluster of sensitive nerves endings at the entrance.

“Naw, Nik… s’good, so good. Want ya, please… or I'm gonna blow my load an’ embarrass myself.”

“This would not be a bad thing.” Nik thrust back in slowly and John tried to burrow his face closer. “But I think I would like you to do it on my cock.”

“Fuck…” John muttered.

Nik withdrew his fingers carefully and rolled onto his knees. “And you are sure you do not wish for me to wear protection?”

John looked so sweet against the pillows, flustered and misty-eyed, and Nik had to bite back his smile at the attempt to appear disgruntled when John puffed his reply. “Yer clean an’ I wan’ t’...”

“Want what?”

John's entire face glowed red, all the way down to his neck. He bit his lip, scrubbed a hand over his beard, his gaze trailing down Nik’s body to his erection. The way his eyes went big, his toes curling against the sheets, rather preened Nik's ego.

“T’ feel it when that beast comes inside me.” John said it quietly, his fingers tapping on the back of his thighs where he was holding them, tentatively eager for Nik’s cock, his slick hole puffy and pink, relaxed with arousal. But he was embarrassed by his hunger. Nik could see it in the way his eyes stayed down, lips twitching.

That wouldn’t do. Nik emptied a palmful of lube onto his cock, smearing it over the leaking head and down the shaft before he leaned forward, sliding a wet palm beneath John’s thigh to keep it around his waist while the other planted against the headboard. “Look at me, solnyshko,” Nik asked softly. “Please.”

John looked up, his eyebrows tilted out, freckled cheeks flush. Nik drank him in; the faded tan line across his forehead where he had been facing into the sun during an op and his hat had only shaded so much, the mole on the end of his nose that Nik had kissed often and made it scrunch, the smile lines around his eyes because when John Price smiled his entire face transformed. He was the most beautiful man in the world.

“Ya vlyubilsya v tebya s pervogo vzglyada,” Nik whispered, shifting his hips to rest the tip of his cock head against John’s entrance. He watched the overwhelmed pleasure melt through John’s face as he rocked his hips forward, John’s body clutching at every inch, a warm, welcoming heat. “John…” Nik breathed, resting their foreheads together, his fingers creaking around the struts of the headboard at the intensity of taking his lover for the first time.

Nik felt John’s heels press into the meat of his arse, urging him deeper, strong hands latching onto his shoulders, blunt fingernails catching on his skin. The noise that punched out of John's chest sounded like pain, but the way his entire body arched into it, another thick bead of precum leaking from his slit and dribbling onto his belly, told Nik it was anything but.

Every man Nik had taken was tight. One of the perils of a thicker girth even with plenty of patient preparation, but sinking into John, his defiantly strong body snug, hot, eager, the wet sounds of lube and precum, the smell of him as sweat gathered in the hollows, the bitten off, tight sounds of his pleasure as he was spread open, it made Nik's entire body ache with desire.

When he drew back, John's hole sucked on him, urging him back inside, and John's low, filthy moan as he was fucked back open drew a pleased growl from deep in Nik’s chest.

Nik was slow, making sure he ground deep, maintaining a consistent cadence that nursed the swell of pleasure in his hips at a constant level that filled John's open, sloppy hole with precum as well as lube. John said he wanted to have Nik fill him, so Nik was going to leave him as messy and as used as he could.

Watching John's eyes, his face, the way he lost control of his noises as he pressed his hips up into Nik’s, was mesmerising. He was as sweet and tortured as Nik had expected; broken gasps of Nik’s name, low moans that fractured his gravelly voice into whimpers as he was fucked so tenderly into the bed. This wasn't the raw, animalistic fuck he had been anticipating, but perhaps more overwhelming because of its gentleness.

Nik leaned down to kiss him as he ground forward, burying himself to hilt, circling his hips as every inch of him settled deep inside John's body. He could feel John clench and flutter, unable to settle around Nik’s full girth as he was kept so completely full, pinned beneath Nik’s bulk. “Esli ya znayu, chto takoye lyubov’, to tol’ko blagodarya tebe,” Nik whispered, licking into the shell of John's ear as John whimpered.

Nik sat up and gathered John's hips off the bed, strong thighs slanted over his forearms. Like this the angle over his prostate would be relentless, he was completely and utterly at Nik's mercy, and John’s arms flopped above his head in surrender, his cock leaking down his belly onto his tits.

When Nik began to move again, still with the same gentle, deep pace, John grew even louder, his legs spread wide as if he could urge Nik deeper inside him, those athletic hip flexors letting him roll a little into the thrusts in the most beautifully wanton gyration Nik had ever seen. John was made to be fucked, Nik had never seen him so lost in pleasure.

Like this, Nik could watch his cock moving in and out, the wet pucker of John's hole delicious around his shaft. Nik whispered sweet nothings, praise, love, mixed with longing moans as his own pleasure gathered momentum and his cock swelled, probably feeling harder inside John's body, pulsing as he neared his orgasm. He clutched onto it, shoulders and thighs tightening, walking the knife edge as he sensed the same telltale signs in John; the caught breath, the slack-jawed bewilderment, the twitch and shake of his thighs.

“Da, John… come on, let go for me, ot tebya.. u menya perekhvatyvayet… dykhaniye.” He didn't move faster or harder, but leaned forward again, John’s legs over his biceps so he could fuck him in a slow, deep mating press, Nik's knees spread wide.

There would be plenty of time later to mount John like an animal, sink his teeth and nails in, make him scream into the bedsheets and lift his rump into the air for a deep and brutal breeding. But now, watching John slowly shake apart, his soft little bleats of gathering climax as he was drawn irresistibly towards the edge, his body at the mercy of Nik's relentless tenderness. Nik watched the moment his peak spilled through him, the way his eyes rolled, his back bowing as his cock emptied onto his belly and his mouth fell open to gasp through every swell of it.

John’s entire body clenched tight, gripping around Nik like a vice, and fucking into it was more than Nik's self control could tolerate. His knees spread over the bed as he came, leaning his weight against his knuckles so that he could grind in as his balls pulled tight. Nik managed to watch John’s face fold in renewed pleasure as Nik came inside him, but the intensity of his orgasm made Nik’s chin tuck to his chest, hips twitching to fuck his spend deeper into John's body.

He sat back slowly to watch his cock drag out of John's hole, milky spend welling over slick muscle left hollowed out by Nik’s girth. Nik pressed his thumb into John's arse cheek to stretch him open a little, admiring the sight of his claim. He looked up at his lover's panting chest, flushed red, and then his serene face, lips parted as he drew in deep, stuttering breaths.

There were tears on his cheeks.

“John,” Nik asked, trying to keep his voice from cracking in horror. “John, pozhaluysta… I am…”

“S’ok, Nik,” John murmured, blue eyes opening again, glistening. “Eh, don' look like tha’, c'mere.”

Nik let John's legs fall gently onto the bed and then spooned up next to him, smoothing his fingers into his beard as if petting him would soothe away the harm. “I did not… I should have used more…”

“Oi, Nik, listen… listen, please, ‘m fine,” John said, smoothing his hand over Nik's ruffled hair to cup the back of his neck. “This is.. I.. ha,” he huffed a laugh, “‘m embarrassed, the reason ‘m blubberin’...”

John sniffed and Nik pressed a kiss into his hair, trying to ignore the hammer of his own heart.

“It was good, Nik. Gentle, tender… the way you looked at me, an’... fuckin’ ‘ell, you looked so good… you were enjoyin’ it so much too, I’m… it was a lot fer me, olrigh’? I was… it was overwhelmin’.”

“You are not hurt,” Nik said, stating it out loud to chase away the last of his fear.

“Naw, far from it, never felt this kinda… satisfied. Jesus, yer hung like a damn horse, thought I was gonna burst open when you were pumpin’ yer fuckin’ load in me.”

Something a little feral purred in Nik's chest, and he tried to smother it with another kiss. “Blyat, John, I thought I had… urf, you are…”

“Soppy cunt, yeah, I know.”

“I was going to say muppet.”

“Low blow, Nik. ‘Muppet’ is reserved for the real ne’er-do-wells.”

“You call the sergeants muppets at least three times a day.”

“They are the very definition of one.”

“And yet, you love them very much…”

“Can we not talk ‘bout Garrick and MacTavish with yer cum leakin’ out my arsehole. Feels gauche.”

Nik chuckled, deep and hearty, and flopped onto his back, gathering John onto his chest so that he could bury half his face in his fluffy hair. “So, this was a success.”

“I'd say so,” John murmured. “Let me recharge an’ I want yer to do it again.”

“Greedy.”

“If yer not up fer it, old man. You jus’ gott–ah! Nik!”

“I will give you ‘old man’.” Nik grabbed at his ribs, tweaking a nipple in passing.

“Nik there is meant to be a post-fuck snooze! Ack, you bas–not the damn tits, fuck!” John would have squealed if his voice had still been capable of going that high, but his puffs and barks of laughter were just as sweet as he tried to wrestle out of Nik’s grasp.

If he ended up chest down, his arse up in the air with Nik’s tongue buried in him, a fist between his legs wrapped around his sensitive cock, teasing him to sobbing overstimulation, then, well, served him right, didn't it?