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i’ve finished the magnum opus card and……i just wanna cry
#THE lover boy#i love him so much yall don’t even know the half of it#the dynamic he has with mc is just so well done#the perfect blend of so many factors#the banter. the deep connection between each other…THE CARE THEY HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER???#i just wanna fall apart#he makes my heart feel like…beyond mush.#sigh sigh sigh sigh sighhhhh i love him so much#૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . — chatting!#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#sylus love and deepspace#sylus lads#lads sylus#sylus lnds#lnds sylus
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When this kind of fire starts, it is very hard to put out.
#i watched fire walk with me last year and it affected me way more than i thought it would#bc its just so sad to watch laura fall apart and knowing how it all ends#i liked it a lot more than the tv show tbh#anyway. i looooove this exchange#lol im back to back posting illustrations of deeply sad quotes about heaven not answering desperate cries for help#anyway. the 2nd pic is kinda fucked and i shoulda reframed it but i dont wanna redraw it#twin peaks#fire walk with me#laura palmer#art#tw blood
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AhHA! Finally gotchu! *quietly slides mimics au sketches across the forest floor* 🫶^u^


Extra sneakiness ✨:
- Hey Glitch,, whatcha. *cough* Doin over there??
- ,,Keferoning … - I think.
#transformers#tf mimics au#tf jazz#yall/ don’t even mind the ramble but#to me/ the definition of Keferoning is probably loosely related to the phrase#•Wanting to do something creative. / Being scared. / And doing it anyways. 🎉✨•#very chaotic good sorta energy 😂#I’m at that point where I’ve got like 2 large wips on the top shelf#precariously balanced on top of 20 million other concepts I wanna finish#and my ladder just finished falling apart like a Lego set#sound effects and everything 😭#Have I mentioned how time is my greatest enemy yet??#cause it is#and I would lovingly fight it to the death for an extra hour of crafting time#🫶😌
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Despite how obviously chaotic the other boys are I think that two things are actively disadvantaging and maybe even endangering Time rn
1) his worry for Twilight’s welfare and that of the others
2) his penchant for distancing himself from others.
He’s healed a lot from his adventures and the trauma of them thanks to time (heh) and Malon’s kindness, patience, and unconditional love. HOWEVER the things we endure remain with us even if they do not hurt quite so badly anymore (especially when they occur in such drastic ways during such formative years). Somewhere inside (perhaps not so deep now) is that terrified little boy who won’t allow himself to trust or love again. Who doesn’t want to get too close cause “nothing ever lasts”
He’s used to going it alone. He’s spent longer being solo than he has being married or teamed up with the other Links. His approach to tackling dungeons — whether chaotic or organized or somewhere in between — has always been the same.
Alone.
He’s the one who plummets down endless abyss.
He’s the one who bleeds and breaks and gets lost.
He’s the one who figures it out in the end.
And that’s okay. Because it’s lonely. It’s scary. But it’s only him who is in danger. And he can deal with that.

“You laugh because you know it’s true”
“You laugh because when it’s you who drags yourself home half-dead, it’s ok, it’s under control, but when it’s one of our boys…”

When it’s only him he doesn’t have to worry so much. He’s got a certain degree of control (real or imagined). And that is what he’s grappling for right now. Control to change a terrible fate he still sees looming. Control to keep his boys from suffering the way he has.
But now, with this last update, he realizes he doesn’t have it.
And while his expression here makes me laugh, it also saddens me. Four’s right and he knows it, he’s trying to resign himself to it.
Them remaining together — remaining with him, under his watchful eye — will end in their deaths at this point. It’s just not working.
He’s virtually powerless to keep them all safe. He’s the Hero of Time and he’s virtually powerless.
And that might just break him. Because the fear is still there. The fear that something will happen to one of his boys and he should’ve been there. He should’ve been there to stop it.
But he wasn’t.
Like he wasn’t there to protect the others from the Iron Knuckle

And that will consume him, weaken him. Until the Shadow can exploit it
Image credits @/linkeduniverse
#did this make any sense at all?#idk#but I love time so so much#and I wanna talk about his motivations#his thoughts#what I think he’s going through rn#he’s a quiet character#even amongst the other links#who’re known for their ‘language of silence’ as Malon says#and he tries to put forth an image of responsible leadership#and holds it even when he’s actively falling apart#so no one notices that he’s close to crumbling#the shadow might though#he just might#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu time#lu analysis#trin rambles
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They’re funny to me

#The Last of Us#Tess#Joel Miller#Ellie Williams#TLOU#TLOU part 1#I wanna draw them more#they’re silly#Tess is the only one keeping them from falling apart#more realistic games are gonna be drawn like this#just you wait#team smuggler#my drawings#my art
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does anyone else constantly think about smeared lipstick paradigm hongjoong or is it just me.
#brain chemistry was altered when these pics dropped#THE SMEARED LIPSTICK.#what id give to he the stylist that got to apply that lipstick and smear it :))#i seriously need to make out with this man i think ill perish if i cannot have him#just wanna put on lipstick just for him to kiss me breathlessly until the lipsticks all over him#imagine getting home from some fancy soirée#you’re both tipsy from all the wine#you’re stumbling thru the front door tearing off each other’s expensive clothes#he’s got you pinned against the wall kissing you like he might die if he breaks away for too long#the only air you can breath is each other’s#and he pulls away with a smirk and all your lipstick smeared across his mouth#oh fuck#I think I’d 💦💦 right then#alternatively#imagine vampire!hongjoong feasting on you while he’s two fingers deep inside you#you’re a mess and he’s drunk off your life essence#and he just watches you fall apart while your blood stains his chin#OODHDJDHDHDHDH#why do I do this to myself#hongjoong smut#hongjoong hard thoughts#ateez hard thoughts#joongie#🪐
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you know i just sat down. and i thought: wow. i need to do something as horrifying and long and rough as canary continuity is but with raph angst instead. i think the world really needs that.
#personal#rottmnt#this is partially stemming from the bthb prompt i just posted#post movie raph ptsd...... him falling apart slowly and then all at once.....#id need something more concrete but. i wanna.........#wwww comes first after cc i am promising NO NEW LONGFICS unless im cowriting with someone#(unlikely)#cause i will not stay focused if i divide my attention too much
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She’d be so much fun to tease.
#i just wanna toy with a woman it’s so cute watching them fall apart#txt post#mine#wlw nsft#lesbian nsft#nsft lesbian#lesbian#sapphic nsft#nsft wlw#dom/sub#butch4femme nsft#masc4brat#masc4femme
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i'm so fucking over it lol wdym "it sounds like you need to be seen within the next three days" my throat's just slowly swelling shut??? it's not THAT big of a deal can't i put it off for another like several weeks??? i mean its fineeeeee it's not even the breathing tube its the food one!!! i can survive plannyyy of time without eating i'll be fineeeeeee
#hikey#can we tell i'm like not well lmao#yes my esophagus is likely very swollen and inflamed rn and its getting worse so it needs to be addressed before i lose the ability to eat#but likeeeeeee#i already have a doc appointment next week to look at the bump on my ear that's also unfortunately getting worse#shit starts to fall apart in multitudes with me it's never just one struggle at a time fucking hell#it's likely due to my ongoing stomach problems like probably too much acid coming up my throat#whyyyyy is there acid when i was told a year ago i do NOT have reflux?????#no clue !!!!#have my stomach problems been progressively getting worse over the past few weeks too??#yuuuuuppp. back to eating essentially only bread + crackers + apple sauce#probably gonna end up having to go back for another endoscopy to look again#and probably more gross shit i don't wanna deal with like stomach emptying tests and stool samples and a bunch of actual literal shit#i am so fucking fed up and upset like a feeding tube is a serious consideration for me even though i do not think i would be okay with it#like the sensation of the tube and having to keep it clean and sanitary and all that#but like !!!!!#disabled lyfe
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New Forging bonds Shitposts
#i haven't seen everything yet but these had to be made from what has been seen#like nomah loving every one of his disciples deeply and equally that Nuibaba's stupid spell starts falling apart? hell yeah#maybe should've done more for Alm being stupid reckless on both accounts but i wanna wait until i finish the main plot first#so we just have peony intervention instead for now#fire emblem heroes#feh#fe heroes#fe echoes#sov#fire emblem echoes#Nomah fe#Nuibaba#Peony Fe
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The submas brainworm is only getting stronger, so I have drafted a whole-ass comic for a new AU idea! One where Chandelure gets to take center stage and become the main character she was always meant to be~
The gist of the AU is that Chandelure has a ghostly soul-bond with Ingo, which essentially means that his soul is under her protection and he sorta registers as a ghost to other pokemon. Basically protects him from other ghosts trying to put their sticky paws on her trainer and also gives the two of them a bit of an empathetic connection. Not quite telepathy, but able to transmit complex feelings and lets them check how badly they're hurt.
Naturally, this means that when Giratina (who was honestly just trying to play around. They were given the tedious task of just opening rifts and looking through all those peep holes made them curious. So when they saw a soul that had a beautiful ghost bond, they became fascinated) snags Ingo and drags him through, Chandelure immediately feels when Giratina's power accidentally tries to overwhelm Ingo's soul and she absolutely loses her shit. Through psychically screaming and using her protective aura to try and bash Giratina, the distortion god acts like a dog that's done something they shouldn't and tries to hide the evidence of their messing around (Ingo getting fucked up via soul and getting not too gently dropped off a mountain).
I have more ideas, especially relating to how Emmet is taking his brother's ace losing her mind and how her actions affect the investigation, but if I keep going down these tracks I'm going to end up with another 90k WIP fic like i did with Naruto. (Though if people wanna see the AU written out...👀... I could absolutely be convinced. I'm very weak...)
#Whew...that's a lot of text for a silly WIP#but I honestly haven't drawn a comic in like 4 years so I'm actually kind of excited to finish this piece#not sure if I will do more...maybe if people have questions better answered through drawing...#poor Giratina. dude was just lonely#I kinda wanna have Chandelure have a Mystery Dungeon adventure to round up pokemon to rip through time and space with her#And of course she can't really communicate with Emmet#So his world is falling apart around him and his brother's beloved pokemon's insanity makes it seem like he's dead#oops...Chandelure please inform your trainer-in-law before the police arrest him on grounds of suspicion#aaaaand I went crazy in the tags too#oh submas boys...look what you've done to me...#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#pokemon#my art#art wip#giratina#are there other submas/pokemon tags? I have only recently gotten into the fandom here on tumblr#Once I have a name for this AU I'll tag it
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Not to give the mindset that we need to "elevate animation" any traction, but when you think of an Elevated last Airbender, we're all thinking wuxia films right?
Like if I was to pour unlimited money and a bunch of actors into that cartoon, the end result for Me would have been martial arts films?? Like this is what I visualise









They just went so so heavy on the cgi and one to one costuming that I think they forgot that when you Adapt it is a translation.
Things that look good and are necessary in a cartoon aren't what need to be highlighted in a live action.
Like when a manga has every character's hair a different colour for reader ease, in the drama they don't need to do that! Cause we can see them being played by different actors and it may be a Distraction.
I think I'm just in a huff that every Netflix show and new movie has the marvel costuming and grey sludge colour palette😭 I'm very sorry if I sound bitter but end of the day I just would be happier if we were dumping all that money into
1. Months of stunt work and choreography
2. Practical sets
It'll look good it'll look cool I promise I Promise
#that new show is perfectly enjoyable and my parents like it#but it feels Short Lasting!#it does not stay with you and if you start to think too hard about their choices it just like Falls Apart#i want something concrete I want rewatchability#i wanna gasp when someone does a flip cause I think wow they did that flip#avatar#netflix#wuxia#martial arts#last Airbender
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UNLOCKED SCORCHING SUN (sunburst fever) DANTE ! (Spoilers? Here is a short summary of my reactions):
-eiden i live for the cheesy things you say when you wanna bone someone. ehehehehe when the corny roleplay actually works too well🎶🎵
-oh um 😳 eiden getting himself off bygrinding against Dante's leg ahaha💦💦 ok uhhh 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦
- THE CONFUSED SPUTTERING WHEN EIDEN GETS SUDDENLY BLUE BALLED🤣🤣
-oh shir dante lore drop
-oh SGIT DAnte is working even harder than i thought just to make an equal society like,, dude,, that is sO MUCH to take on YOU ARE ONLY A BABY. BUT YOU TRY TO FIX CENTURIES OF INJUSTICE 😭
-aawwww...... gentle.....🥹
-DAMMIT EIDEN STOP BRATTING FOR 60SECONDS AAHHHHHAJAJAhaha oihh ahhhh
-dante is like the Grinch he doesn't know what the dokidoki in his chest is (.it's his heart) but. He'll get it one day
- they're cute 😭 and funny 😭😭 and eiden's "why do *i* have to go" is so... PETULANT i love them they're bickering idiots 🥳
ah, correction*: why "THE HELL HAVE" i gotta go. to be fair, that is a mild reaction to dante suddenly cockblocking him from himself(?). yeah. selfish lover moment deserves at MINIMUM that amount of sass 🤣
#danei#you know i wondered what the official ship name is for them because dantei was my instinctive thought#but i guess that could be mixed up with someone just trying to type Dante and they made a typo#i guess danei in that case is more PURPOSEFUL. like YES i had to STOP before typing out dante's full name#i was used to seeing eiden all... understanding and gentle and sweet with yaku#that his dante dynamic knocked me slightly askew (positive)#i love being reminded of eiden's range... bc all his clan members are such different individuals......#of course he caters to them differently... so powerful and adaptable#i really just wanna swaddle dante and put him in a restful burrito like srsly that guy needs a break#a break where things will not fall apart without him and everything is fine and he learns to rely on others#honestly i don't know how he's not MORE pissed off all the time. if i had to deal with what he deals with daily...#murder spree. or catatonic learned helplessness. there will be no in-between#anyway i hope these two figure more things out together and help each other be stupid without consequence :)#i want them pushing and shoving each other in the fields like schoolkids and yelling the blandest insult comebacks at each other#too bad neither of them can use the “YOUR MOM” finishing blow#or maybe it's funnier... if they both learn to use “YOUR MOM” with perfect timing#that's when their relationship will be in their final form. strong and evolved. beyond mortal comprehension#nu carnival dante#enei
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Ships Tag Drop Part 2!
I will be tagging all previous interactions with these tags in place of your usernames (those with AUs I'll hunt them down and tag manually).
This drop includes : @adversitybloomed @amused-bouche (Geo, Amin & Myles) @blckfckinmsk @bruz3r @hstoryhuh @lanternlit @manaborn @paramounticebound @poisonedfire @piinkviscera @sxrgeant @silver-blooded-synthetics @soulwaned (June, Beatrice & Katniss) @snkts @turkicgods (just Matyr for now) @tensleepshrike @vuulpecula
(i didn't get everyone i wanted to but i just need to keep things manageable for these drops)
#♡ – among the tea leaves & assassin’s pearls {adversitybloomed - closed}#♡ – i’d tear my heart clean apart if it helps yours beat {amused-bouche - closed}#♡ – you are beautiful like i’ve never seen {amused-bouche - closed}#♡ – blow me a kiss at the bottom of the tree & wait for me {amused-bouche - closed}#♡ – so come rain on my parade cause i wanna feel it {blckfckinmsk - closed}#♡ – every time you leave i lose a little piece of me {bruz3r - closed}#♡ – with you i serve with you i fall down {hstoryhuh - closed}#♡ – whenever stars go down and galaxies ignite i’ll think of you {lanternlit - closed}#♡ – i feel you radiating energy like eternal northern lights {manaborn - closed}#♡ – darling make hate to me don’t be shy {paramounticebound - closed}#♡ – sweet cherry pie {poisonedfire - closed}#♡ – darling beautiful things demand touch {piinkviscera - closed}#♡ – can i love you in the meantime? {sxrgeant - closed}#♡ – the safest place in the stars is you {silver-blooded-synthetics - closed}#♡ – how the kingdom lights shine just for me & you {soulwaned - closed}#♡ – all along there was some invisible string tying you to me {soulwaned - closed}#♡ – come morning light you & i’ll be safe and sound {soulwaned - closed}#♡ – feel that beating in your chest nothing’s permanent {snkts - closed}#♡ – and how rare and beautiful it is that we even exist {turkicgods - closed}#♡ – when i really think about it it’s obsessive {tensleepshrike - closed}#♡ – i couldn’t help but ask for you to say it all again {vuulpecula - closed}
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shoutout to summer rose's back brace btw.
#ermmmmmmmm it's fun to draw. i like looking at it :^)#love how if you unclip the cape everything over the red dress is just gonna... fall off? they forgor to think about that i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#or maybe i'm overthinking this. tell me the secrets of your outfit girl.#like what if i wanna draw her without the cloak huh? what if i find joy in drawing the contours of her back?#what if the straps across her chest make me cra- [red laser appears on my forehead.] my bad for picking apart her wardrobe logistics.
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thinking about sub!abby and breaking her down until she’s nothing but a needy, babbling mess underneath me as the prettiest little whines fall from her mouth (,,>﹏<,,)
#rubi rambles ⋆。𖦹 °✩#i hardly ever am in the mood to ‘dom’#but something about being able to pull the prettiest little whines and whimpers from abby makes me feral#i wanna place sloppy kisses all over her neck#and whisper the dirtiest things in her ear ˃̵ᴗ˂̵#i really just wanna see her fall apart#like is that too much to ask for#okay sorry that’s enough.#abby anderson#abby tlou#abby anderson x reader#the last of us 2#abby anderson imagine#abby anderson smut#abby the last of us#tlou2#abby anderson tlou2#sub!abby
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