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daedrabela · 1 year ago

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genuinely starting to think i've never been happy and never will be

#i cant remember the last time i had any real fun #nothing interests me anymore #i just rot in bed all day #if i was at work i would daydream and feel bad about myself #no one really ever liked me all that much #i've never made a lot of impact on people #no one ever really cares what i think or say #i wish i could've done more in life #i wish i had the 'something' that everyone else has that keeps them going #but I don't have it #i have the potential but no drive no motivation #i'm not smart enough for a good job #i'm pretty much doomed i think

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neetlittlesis · 2 months ago

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giving shut in little sister a set routine and chores to do so she doesnt just rot in bed every day

#i have just been rotting in bed all day...#siscon #siscest #yuricest

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dizzybizz · 2 years ago

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Hii!!

Can i ask some sampard content? I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOUR ART STILE AND SKILL 💔💔💔/pos

WEEEEe TYSM!!!1!11!

this is a perfect opportunity to open my csp file reserved for sampard and sampard alone

they are cat and mouse, tom and jerry lookin ass

#sorry to literally all the other reqs in my inboxxxxxx im just doing em when i have motivation which is very inconsitent so 🙏🙏🙏#im on my sampard bs rn #but i should be going to bed so thats gonna have to be it for today lol #honkai star rail #sampo koski #gepard landau #sampard #doodle #my art #i have had this file going since may 3rd #i have a date for the day my sampard brain rot started #isnt that beautiful #now i can have an anniversary for them too

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yanderederee · 6 months ago

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Cute occult gf x Down-bad obedient bf , anyone?

#I am bed rotting all day today #idk what’s gotten into me but I’m just so upset #I love these edits and felt the need to show them off #death note #chainsaw man #misa x denji #lmao #csm denji #denji #misa amane #misa misa #death note misa

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xxplastic-cubexx · 9 days ago

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good news I got that bullet out I can speak me truth

Charles wears a collar to let Erik choke him with it, maybe some binds BUT ALSO maybe some consensual mind control, happily making Erik tie him up in a sense then letting him get a full look like “well, wonder what you could do while I’m like this :)” who knows. anyways gonna get my bullet wound sewn up since Erik just yanked it out of me

good morning beautiful inbox of mine i see youre trying to kill me before 10AM

#nsft #snap chats #this the type of greed seen in the bible IM SCREAMING SO LOUUUDDDD #none of you read past these tags. please im indecent #im bookmarking that first one ........ i have diabolical imagery with that one i might subject everyone to later this week #MAYBE. we know how i get when i say 'i wanna draw that' <-i dont <- BUT I REALLY WANT TO <- or if it too naughty i hide it #metal cage just made me shrivel BUT I ALSO SEE THE VISION. thats part of the vision i think ENOUGUH--#part of the appeal of erik's magnetism is the danger OF the metal and how tight it can squeeze charles .... //devious hand wringing//#wait the collar name bit tho For Erik am i devious for wanting 'magnus' to be on it. i like that being charles' nickname for erik..#on that note charles goin round callin erik his like. Playroom Name in public is the funniest shit i imagined LIKE DAWG #DAWG I KNOW YOU DONT CARE IF PEOPLE NKOW /YOUR/ KINKS BUT BRO #sorry just reminded myself of the funeral scene from 92 where charles finally calls magneto 'erik'#and i just imagine the gang going 'wait his names been erik this whole time wtf is magnus about then' Like Professor ......#anyway no one look at me i fear im gonna be having indecent thinkings all day. or at least until lunch #thank you all for waking me up this morning i kinda wanted to rot in bed but i cant be a freak if i do that can i #also i have class. in twenty minutes. //screaming//

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necroticghost · 7 months ago

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I'm such a failure, a complete fucking failure

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loopiess · 6 months ago

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Me, realizing how I use ISAT to cope because I relate to Siffrin a little too much because I too can't remember jack and I have horrible memory, but then there's Bonnie who I also relate to:

IM DYING OVER HERE

#in stars and time #isat #finding healthy ways to cope #i mean- healthier than just rotting in bed all day #i haven't felt real #yet i have #i dont feel like myself #yet i do #and how am i meant to cope when im stuck between the two #stuck between feeling real and not #stuck between feeling like I AM myself but not beings myself #if that makes sense

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devouredplague · 3 months ago

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Just crawled my way out of this crypt wyd

#and by crypt I mean #let’s just say it’s the bed I’ve been rotting in all day #goth #goth aesthetic #gothic #girls with tattoos #girls with ink #goth girl #goth fashion #gothcore #alternative girl

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cheekblush · 5 months ago

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took myself on a little shopping trip yesterday in the city where i used to study in hopes of lifting my spirits but by the end of the day i felt so disheartened. wandering the same streets 10 years later and not much has changed. i’m still the same lonely unlovable girl.

#i just wanted to have a good time and not rot in bed for once on my work free weekend but of course my brain can’t let that happen #it was such a lovely day actually the weather was sunny and windy it wasn’t too hot or cold ideal weather to stroll through the city #i had delicious food and found some comfortable clothes but at the end of the day i just felt so empty and worn out #seeing all these couples and friend groups and families and i’m still all by myself after so many years #tbh i’m even lonelier now than i was 10 years ago back then i at least had a few friends #idk what i’m doing with my life tbh.. i just want to be happy but even when i take myself on a cute little date i end up feeling miserable #bc it just hits me how truly lonely i am #i fear i’m incapable of forming any genuine relationships anymore bc i had so many bad experiences that i just stopped trying to connect..#with anyone.. even though i crave community friendship companionship and love i completely shut myself off from the world #i’m not even sure what i’m trying to say with all this.. i wish i knew how to be a person in this world #i wish i could be happy #tbh ever since i got back from my italy vacation i’ve been feeling depressed bc life could be so beautiful if i didn’t have to sacrifice..#almost all of my time for work #the post vacation depression is too real…#realizing you can only spend a very limited time traveling and enjoying yourself bc you have to work most of the time just to afford living #let me stop.. i keep rambling and my thoughts are falling like a waterfall #idk what’s wrong with me… i should have breakfast and put my phone away #sorry to anyone who actually reads all this word vomit #☁️

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hooksredrum · 1 year ago

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happy 1 yr anniversary to hook winning the ftw title, and getting an insanely loud pop for it. i also refuse to accept that this era is over </3.

#Happy Hook Winning the Ftw Title Day to All Who Celebrate #still in denial about the title no longer being his #so i’ll be rotting in bed all day!#but you just Had to be there when this happened #the pop. the ENERGY?? just insane #like the adrenaline i felt just through the screen when ricky tapped out was crazy #hook #hook nation rise #aew #ftw forever 🧡

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serenadeofsunshine · 3 days ago

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maybe it’s ok to let yourself feel loved… Just because

#it’s a natural reflex for me to get all tense. rather silly if you ask me #today (yesterday technically) was so bad but just because i was bed rotting all day… But talking to my friends really helps change it up #12am and i’m already starting to feel hopeful for later on in the day… Thank you my friends for your strength and kindness #ticky rambles

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faaun · 8 months ago

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pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

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josecariohca · 25 days ago

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#pausing my essay to make a tumblr post in the hopes it will stop my panic attack bc uhhh what do you mean its november #what do you mean time for these applications are running out what do you mean i have to write 4 essays what do you mean my brain wont work #because i have the brain wont work disorder what do you mean i have to also keep on top of my grandparents bc now that im not with them #my grandmother has essentially stopped taking her alzheimers medication and my grandfather is just lying about her condition #what do you mean i didnt get the scholarship i wanted (listen this isnt a shock to me it was highly competitive and i figured i wouldnt #get it) (BUT STILL) so now im hauling absolute ass trying to get a job where my mom works so we can share the car #and im STILL constantly thinking of my grandma who i know is miserable where she is bc theyre alone and i know theyre lonely and miss me #and theyve asked about me every single day since we got back from brasil and im trying not to feel guilty bc i know thats pointless #but its also hard not to hurt for them and also i have to WRITE THIS FUCK ASS ESSAY WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS ROT IN BED #AND SHINY HUNT BC I MISS SHINY HUNTING AND ALSO IM GETTING MY PERIOD SOON AND IM BREAKING OUT AND #I MISS MY BED AND WRITING FUN STUFF AND MY FRIENDS AND NOT FEELING LIKE AN IMPENDING CLOUD OF DOOM AND DESPAIR #IS HOVERING OVER ME AND GETTING CLOSER WITH EACH PASSING DAY #hm. not helping with getting rid of my panic attack. maybe i need. to have a small cry and then some water.#okay bye for now 🫰🥰#personal

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foreverxdaydreaming · 2 months ago

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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people #'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately #mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year #familys always got me up the wall #i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED #it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG #ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again #wtf is the purpose #i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth #how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit #years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing #and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be #of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying #(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired #and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness #and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot #to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding #common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm #but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies #if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol

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frogofalltime · 2 months ago

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aaauuuugghh so many Tasks not enough Spoons

#why can't i just rot in bed all day like nature intended

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months ago

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i wasn't that sick but I took a couple days off and I am so frustrated with myself for doing absolutely nothing productive whenever I'm home. does that frustration lead me to change those behaviours, however? no!

#like ugh even after just two days back in the routine of lying in bed like a useless potato sack i feel awful #ashamed and frustrated and gross and unrested #still better than before bc i did spend two and a half years doing that 😄 which is awful #but man i picked out my subjects for my senior years and i know i need to make some serious improvements 😭#yet i have not studied at all. i definitely could have however the Rot #when im at home im absolutely useless just lying in bed #anyway its fine im omw to an evening shuft now so its not fully unproductive #but man yeah i get a bit overwhelmed when i have heaps of stuff on after school. but feek worse when i have nothing #the more things i do the more energy i have #i think having one free afternoon is nice. one later in the week too #but otherwise i feel like i waste those free afternoons so it's better to have work or friend plans #or yeah the library i should start going there after school #ugh. whatever it's fine just yeag

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