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FIRE EMBLEM doodles :PPPPPP
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#fe3h#fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#byleth eisner#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#sylvain jose gautier#post thesis defense and slowly rekindling my love for art by drawing things i wanna draw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!#i have fallen in love w animation also but have yet to finish one orz#BIG FAN OF THIS BYLETH BTWWW#the byleth and dimitri barely used a sketch#i just needed to create smth#ILL KEEP CREATING !!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH#ill create a finished piece soon probably but no pressure to me lol#no to burnout#i love rendering if that isnt obvious#i love fire emblem#it makes me draw so much lolololol#AND I WILL KEEP DRAWING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ok bye more doodles to come from me hopefullies#wish u all a good life ehehe
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Sorry, last one, swear!! I'll try and finish this by the 10th and then I will leave you all alone. I'm experiencing some long missed joy in creating this, please forgive my impatient excitement
#Just need this to be done already but its not so I just need to share one last bit of it to keep myself motivated. Please understand#Mercy... Thank you for all the support though but I'll express more of that at the end of this#scarian#desert duo#trafficshipping#trafficblr#those pink forest backgrounds are like the only ones I remotely like in this entire animation#but I'll try to redo and improve some of the others before I dare show them to the public eye. My backgrounds suck ass#seriously though wahhh I am so miserable but alas... the joy of creation#sorry for speaking like this is my magnum opus and everyone needs to look at it. I just dont know when I'll ever create smth like this agai#to me this means a lot#too many tags#tubby art
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sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999
#trigun#trigun maximum#elendira#elendira the crimsonnail#my art#im sure u can see it but ive been so uninspired w art lately T_T#ive tried to remedy it by just looking and observing. breaking down other works that i want 2 take direction from#but i tjknk its like . just jamming ME UPPP#and now im tjinking Too much ab it and psyching myself out#help me sorry i blow up the tags on every drawing i post ab my art struggles😭😭#its like im whispering in here thouggh. just talking 2 myself and no one has 2 know except the ppl dealing w the same feelings#HAJAHA#anyways. i drew this just to say i finally drew smth agajn and im just going to be ok w it#like sure its not exciting but i like the colors and that shld be enough . OK !!!!#smth smth saw a post that talked ab how u get too in ur Head about this and then u dont share stuff and it becomes cyclical#and youll never get anywhere unless u just throw ur hands in the air and let it Be .#creating 4 the sake of creating . love and joy in sharing what we made and what we like#YAAAY#and bc i love elendira so much.. my go to girlie 4 art block#i need to draw her in fight scenes . i need 2 make art of her like sweaty and bloody yah . clenching my fist#maybe a livio fight scene bc i love it so much T_T
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Oyster, origami, one square of paper. Loosely modelled on the black-lip pearl oyster.
#mine#origami#oyster#oystermash#original model by Roberto Morassi you can find the diagram in#Modelli di Roberto Morassi p. 35#I say loosely modelled bc his own is just I suspect one of those generic 'pearl let loose on a scallop shell' type of imagery#now i have nothing against bathroom decor tackiness (evidently)#but I did want smth a bit closer to nature#I chose this type of oyster specifically bc I needed one with a round shell given the model I have and this one happened to be there#also I saw a cool picture of the flesh inside it so I had to recreate that with the additional folds created by the pearl#anyway enjoy! personally I think this fucks
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I find it a little poetic that, usually, plays have 5 acts, but isat has 6. And the sixth one is responsible for breaking the cycle. Like telling the viewer that "hey, it's not over. Your life isn't theatre. So go out and live."
#mine ☜#isat#in stars and time#i find it somewhat sad when people call their lives “character arcs” or “thropes”. like yeah it's a good joke but it's not real#your life doesn't have a set structure. it doesn't follow destiny. you're not just some puppet of the narrative. that's just the reality#you created for yourself in order not to feel completely meaningless in this blank world.#it's incredibly limiting. your character doesn't really dissapear until you die — there's no need to be dramatic about it just so you can#feel accomplished. and that's why i like act 6. it's unbelievable out of place with the usual “laws of the narrative”. yet it shows us the#most genuine parts of the characters and gives an even more satisfying ending than expected from arc 5.#like yeah girl overrule the norm. your life doesn't end just because the credits are showing. go touch grass or smth
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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started designing adoptables but i kinda got burnout halfway so ill do the proper designs in chibi- in the meantime have the half baked fb fgshf 😞
#rui draw smth#rui's oc's#theyre all probably 5+ years old ocs that i created and never used them for anything#so i just need to add a little pazzazz and i can say goodbye to them lol
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Happy Birthday, Hound Dog
OTP: Like Napalm 04/???
inspired by a sketch @blackrevell did some while ago of Aon sitting at a campfire at a lake. I thought it might be nice if she didn't need to go there alone.
#excuse the cringe photoshop edit - no way I will ever mod this game into smth I need for my ideas KEK#But yea Happy Birthday to the Alpha of Dogtown#I hope your business will flourish and you will stay healthy - stay away from sharp objects pls#probably won't have time to do smth for the 1 year PL anniversary next week#tho I didn't even play right on release - but I'll just drop my sentimental bullshit right here#thx to CDPR for creating this morally grey bastard who brought me so much joy in the past year#who brought back my joy in creating things#was the keystone for creating an OC that turned out so incredible dear to me#and first and foremost was the reason I could connect with so many amazing people I can call my friends now#wish we all could sit around a campfire today together and roast this mans bald head like a squishy marshmallow#cyberpunk 2077#phantom liberty#virtual photography#kurt hansen#oc: aon#otp: like napalm
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soft note to be expanded on later!! i am probably going to be goin private w this blog soonish, aka pulling back the circle to folks who also follow my main blog — i’ve noticed myself falling into bad feelings and holding back on/deleting posts about my ocs, which is. not where i want to be with this space so!! def feel free to give seph a follow if we haven’t interacted over there yet & you’re interested in her! if not, absolutely no judgement and no pressure, but i will probably be sb/hb’ing depending on rules! i want to curate my social spaces to foster mutual interest in our passions and sometimes that means making slightly uncomfy decisions dhskdhsj
#ooc.#note.#givin this some days and reblogs but!! it feels good tbh i think i need this x_x#i love u geto and shouto but i would rather focus on mutual interest/passion in what i spend time and effort creating#just feelin being more private is the move!!! for the brain(e)#heavy fandom space is never the greatest place for me to be tbh — just personally i always end up arbitrarily tring to impress the rpc#WHICH IS A FORMLESS ENTITY u stupid creature (me)#I HOPE I WORDED THIS DIPLOMATICALLY ENOUGH its absolutely not personal or judgemental for anyone who isnt interested#but i want to yap and be yapped at in return. yap at me. clown to clown communication#ANYWAYS im at work but its slow af and i was feeling like. physical chest anxiety so i needed to do smth abt it
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current clor pecil wimps
#probably gonna stop touching them after this but i gotta get smth real goin here#whatever that means#my art#mine#colored pencil#craving to make but i just cant get the ball rolling#i guess i want the joy of having created but the creation parts where m stuck i think i just need to let myself abstract again rargh
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[Amnesiac Omori AU]
Grown up Omori concepts! My idea for the final chapter of the fic for this AU is that it's an epilogue that takes place ten years in the future (so he's ~22 years old in this pic), so it's got me thinking about what Omori's like when he's older
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He dyed his hair partially white to honor his past self and to signify how he's accepted his past as part of himself
He's aroace! Never ends up settling down with anyone and is perfectly happy and content about it <3
Not depicted here but for his career I imagine he goes into computer programming!
I'm thinking he maybe becomes roommates with Andrew, no matter what though him and Andrew remain very close
The main conflict for the epilogue's story is that Omori develops a tendency to overwork himself, which is something his friends help him deal with
#omori#omori au#amnesiac omori au#omori omori#omori (character)#omori sunny#sunny omori#siren art#still need to decide how the characters decide when omori's birthday is...#its either the day he was actually created (so sometime in october i imagine)#or the day he became a human (so sometime in june)#not july 20th though i know thats his 'canon' birthday but only cause its sunny's. omori deserves his own birthday#also the one of omori and sunny looks very similar to smth ive drawn before right down to the expressions if you know what it is no you don#it was unintentional i prommy#also you may remember my drawing of omori at the end of the story where his eyes are a slightly different color#i changed my mind on that they just remain black i think its cool that way
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sighhh so I just blocked a post from someone who was complaining about people donating to ao3 & implying that those people should be instead giving their money to fundraisers/charity And I'm sorry but are we still fucking doing the whole 'heartless! This man had time to build a beautiful birdhouse instead of solving this child's murder' shtick!?! Like fuck off lol
#it's also the implication that people with disposable income who donate to things like ao3 arent donating to fundraisers!?!?#like u dont fucking know that ur literally creating straw men to get all high & mighty about !?!#this is also the same shit poor people get whenever we buy non-essential things#like 'ahh see this poor person isnt ACtUAly poor because they bought an ipad or smth' like shut up genuinely shut UP#this post had thousands of notes too like come the fuck on people#obviously i want money & resoucrs to go to the people that need it the most#but guilting people by implying theyre heartless for spending money supporting a website that means a lot to them!?#that's just weird!!! it's weird lol#idk...
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got home from dnd 👍 time for more drawing until i pass out
#velwy.txt#wait actually i remembered some fanfics updated im gonna go read my newspaper first 📰#this also reminds me i need to update my commission details#because its too Complicated and mostly i just wanna draw a lot all the time#unfortunately. money.#maybe ill just set up a patreon and do monthly requests or smth. idk#i love to draw and wanna do it all the time 😭#except when i have 6 months where i dont want to create anything 🤭#ah well. ill figure it out
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this is smth thats not gonna make sense to most ppl who follow me but 'm Thinking again so tag rambly
#i really miss lightdogs! they were so fun and Yes okay the community. in hindsight. kind of sucked butt#but i had a lotta fun there and even though i DID need the money from selling my dogs i miss them#like i know the sad fam is SAFE and fine and i wouldn't wanna get them back from the person who has them bc i trust that person#and i dont .. know where the silly babies are but im sure theyre fine too#and the few others i had like redwood and whatnot i've made ocs to fit the story roles they had so i don't NEED them back#but idk there was smth about the simplicity of them that i really liked#and i haven't been able to confidently make a new oc who captures that level of simplicity without feeling Bad or making them complex#and idk. friend i like got me into them so theyre nostalgic n happy#its been like .#fiveee years... but i think about them a lot#i don't know if i'd want a Lightdog™ again or if id be happier to just find some sorta medium where i can make a character that gives me#the same emotions that the dogs did#but man if it was still a species you KNOW i'd be busting my ass right now to get sp-inspired customs from the mods LMAO#though by now i'm sure there'd be so many it'd be REALLY hard to pick a theme lolol#idk! rolls around. i'm not big on species anymore and find myself only creating one or two lately and then sorta drifting off bc i do#personal development outside of the species world#but i like the Feeling of being in a community- and when i didnt have Fandom™ to give me community i was like. unhealthy about species tbh#overworking myself and sometimes spending money i didnt really have; i like that now i'm Better about it#but man.......................... critters................................ sigh......#pine prattles#this one really is a fuckin prattle
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so i took this practical course from my university at my actual job campus this week and it left me in such deep despair. i just feel like i wasted so much time for a job in stem when i dont even like it and now its the only thing i know but im not even good at it because i hate it and cant bring myself to do anything properly! i am changing up and doing my patissery training i know that.. but im so scared of ending up hating that as well.. and i know im not to old to start something new but like i havent even started anything at all yet
#i need to get out of this country#also i dont know if ill be able to shed the responsibility i feel to do work in agrar#like i do like the job and i think its so important and id like to make a change but i can feel it draining my soul already#and i havent even started working fr yet#like its so stressfull trying to lessen this catastrophy were creating and making worse while already living it#and all the egos of randoms just make it so difficult for everyone like i just want to cry all day#i dont know if i can just forget abt all that and all the people that are suffering that i could help maybe even just a tiny bit#and just be a random pastry chef#like i think i already have all that knowledge like why would i waste it now kind of feels selfish#idk#having a crisis rn hihi#also i just dont fuck with academics.. and i dont want to be around them my whole life#or like at least until my masters or smth#I DONT WANT TO DO A MASTERS
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guess what I've been fixating on
#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#acnh#tom nook#smth smth#yeah ive just been playing acnh again. sorry#i just unlocked terraforming this morning (as of when im creating the post on monday not when its posted on thursday)#so hopefully by the time this is posted ill have gotten some rly nice street patterns made up#i found some pretty good ones but the way they were set up was like. not exactly what i need? so im trying to like#rip them off ig??? is that bad? idk. im gonna put my own spin on em ig#im just not super good at making convincing like...sidewalks w depth to them and such#anyway hopefully this time around i can really get my island looking as baller as i want#the reason i restarted was bc id fucked my island up so thoroughly that i wasnt even sure what to do w it anymore#or where to start w it#also my plaza was SUPER close to the airport.#so i chose a different layout this time where the plaza is like in the middle right area of it#more room for an entrance and such#i even have made up a Future Map including new landscaping and zones#so ill get to that over the next few days since i have time off work#also! this is the first entry ive made using my new smth smth tools#namely the automatic halftone-ify-er and a custom hand-drawn font#it took a bit less time to make this one since i didnt have to 1. hand write the dialogue and 2. think about the specific halftone colors#im still sticking to a limited palette (specifically 256 web safe colors) just cuz#but yeah. if you have actually read all of this and you have thoughts on the look of this one vs the previous ones lmk 🩵 thanks#also have a good day and drink some water :)
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