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[bad omens] you know how it is with me and body swaps and roleswaps orz
#good omens#den's bad omens#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#ineffable partners#ineffable spouses#good omens roleswap#good omens reverse#nothings set in stone im just having fun with the what ifs of this au DFGHD#ANYWAYS#shoutout to aziraphale 'physical touch' fell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i just think that. im unsure if aziraphale would tell crowley what happened in *his* execution but he sure would be bad at hiding it DGHJD#but i can see the scenario of him like. the floodgates opening like 'oh CROWLEY dear boy it was AWFUL i i didnt know that your-#fellow angels think that- [fast paced rambling]'#i dunno. i can see him being emotional about him in front of crowley#but also its them and these idiots dont talk so it could go either way really asksksks#fun to think about nevertheless!#demon aziraphale#angel crowley#id in alt text#described
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Out of everything, my favorite "We didn't mean to make 'em gay" Atlus moment with Shuake and P5R is how not engaging in any of the romantic routes, overall, doesn't affect the gameplay at all. You even get the best White Day bit with Soujiro + Ryuji choco, as a treat.
But not liking Akechi enough by either not completing his confidant or not choosing the right options means you don't get the complete True Ending. The game itself punishes you for not letting Akiren go to their pecualiar Akeshu-brand dates, or for not making him admit how much he cares about their proposal promise.
I hate them.
#this is not even mentioning how not liking Akechi enough to reach Rank 4 means letting go of one of the best features AND best songs#They were insane for this#If this has crazy 4am post energy it's because it is#Don't take this too seriously either this ain't to say you shouldn't make Joker date idc even because I am a Bi Akiren stan#But Shuake is just everything they are in my mind rent free#Persona 5#P5#P5r#Persona 5 Royal#Persona 5 Royal spoilers#Persona 5 third sem#Akechi Goro#Kurusu Akira#Ren Amamiya#Akiren#Akeshu#Akeshuu#Shuake#I meant 'songs' as singular in the first tag since I was talking about 'No more what ifs'#but ofc Tumblr doesn't make me wanna edit the tags#mine
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Yesterday I was replaying Deltarune and I was going really insane about it picking up on things I missed on my first playthrough and something that fucked me up hard was this line here
The little ellipsis at the end, almost like you can hear the regret on their voice. Voice of an ad who is realizing maybe they fucked up on this one. But it also made me think of... The possibility of this being a reaction to Spamton's actions.
Because I don't think this was an automatic thing, I feel like their drifting off was gradual. Sure, their jealousy had won them over (I'd have killed the guy or myself if I was them so I don't even blame them) but Spamton was too getting busier and busier the more famous he got, and as they say, that never stopped. He only kept getting bigger, until it all came crashing down. And when it did it was one of them who tried to go find him, after all that.
But I digress, let's focus on the original quote from my favorite sigma enby themselves, Pink Addison. There's obviously not only the regret to it, but feeling like they were abandoned too. Both parties lost a lot and the real tragedy is just how easily it could've have been avoided! Or rather, how beyond their control it was...
But I'll get off topic if I keep speaking so I'll leave it at that. The sheer tragedy that there is to everyone involved just makes me insane. Like I said in a post previous to this; you cannot trace down a good guy or a bad guy in this tale, it's just desperate people taking awful decisions and living to regret their actions.
#luly talks#makes you wonder too like#THIS IS GOING ON THE TAGS BC IM JUMPING THE GUN TOO HARD#but after Pink says rhat they follw by saying ''even so he only got more and more successful'' and its making me FEEL something alright#that EVEN SO. like. were they expecting for him to... stop? to slow down? to give up his overwhelming fame to get them back?#there's so many things i just can't say because we know very little of the addisons and big shot era spamton#we dont even know if they were aware this is how he ended. we dont even know if Spamton tried to go back to them or if he totally refused to#it makes me sick it makes me insane i want to grab these colorful things and squish then on my palm#there's a lot of What Ifs but i think the answer wouldn't even matter because nothing could change anymore#its sososososososoooooo sad#like i see fandom woobify Spamton a lot and i HATE that sure he went thru a lot but he's a grown ass desperate man#he's not a poor uwu cinnamon roll he's insane and he's an asshole and he's a nuanced tragic character#and so are these motherfuckers!!!!!!#btw i originally had a paragraph about how mad I'd have been if i was an Addison but i ended up rewriting the whole post LMAO#anyway. yeah. it just makes me insane.#deltarune#Spamton#addisons
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"You really get into movies like it's real"
..its called being interested in story writing. Ik it's not real, but I like GOOD plots and I like being able to talk about it.
Is that not a normal thing to do 🤨
#j.p speaks#personal#like..old ppl will eat up dumbass movies. yall are too easily entertained.#no critical thinking sometimes like#i know its not real..its just interesting to talk abt the what ifs ..#“i dont care about the comics” i lowk dont either but its fun to learn abt them??
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I mightve complained about this somewheree else before ? but i was originally planning on writing a one shot where rui and tsukasa cuddle during a sleepover ?? something like that because theyre both still awake but eventually tossed that over to the ideas for art/doodles pile because I cannot imagine it happening at all.
Like of course i can handle ships and all that romantic stuff with my favorite characters it can be really cute but i Hate writing anything with a romantic context so much. Especially when it comes to ruikasa simply due to the fact that i dont like most ways theyre portrayed in romantic relationships and my brain goes No.. No. Needs more funny oddball moments in this. Don’t dip into that corny stuff or you’ll look like one of Those ruikasa fans that doesn’t get them. Even if its not that bad. with aus like set in Entirely different worlds i can be a bit more free but if its based off of them in the canon universe (sorta) i get reaaally picky. i can let go of other people messing up sometimes because we’re just humans but if i got anyone in wxs really wrong id pack my bags. idm any criticism as long as people arent acting vicious and obnoxious but if i try and correct my own mistakes.. 🤕
is part of this also because romance almost never crosses my mind during my free time? absolutely. (exceptions are when my friends need someone to open up to while in relationships. i dont know how good my advice is but supposedly its helped) I could care less if it stays that way. Friendship is a powerful thing. this is always good when it comes to wxs though because its like Hell yes I dont have to overthink about what theyd be like in romantic relationships (i overthink about everything else with them though) and I Love Friendship Lalala Buuut if i ever get ideas for fics that are romantic and just want to have fun for once it gets scary real fast.
#tldr guy who never thinks about romance seriously cant write about… romance (shocking)#rant#idk what im talking about. im just frustrated#because yknow its fun to imagine cute stuff with your favs and just be loose with it sometimes but actually making a comic or fic abt it is#so. so hard#I could always tag it with ooc if it feels too off (despite the fact that its Meant to be romantic. Of course its not gonna be fully likee#Them.) but my brain is like No you should only do that with extreme what ifs and all of your Aus where people Die. Like ok???#tsukasa tenma#tenma tsukasa#rui kamishiro#kamishiro rui#all of this could be solved easily but im so very stubborn#might delete later
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aster is the only one of the 3 from the intergalactic show who knows the meet up was real because she didnt have the flowers any more
(sorry to this blog im going to send a lot of mythborne hcs)
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#havent finished mythborne but send as many asks as you like 🫡#also intergalactic gameshow was peak I wish people talked about the what ifs more#jrwi#jrwi mythborne#jrwi what if#just roll with if#aster aeliana#-is that. how you spell her name#jrwi aster
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#im not (physically) disabled nor have i played enough ifs to say but ive been getting into them more recently#and now im curious- are there any ifs where people are able to customize their characters disabilities/mobility aids?#im not talking about ones that are plot relevant (like losing a limb or getting a curse or things like that)#im talking about like. during character creation. like for example a character having constant pain in their shoulders or chronic migraines#and maybe specifying that they use canes/rollators/wheelchairs etc to get around#or maybe sunglasses/earbuds to deal with sensory overload#and if not then why? is it just because potential disabilities and how they affect a person are too vast to fit into character creation#or require too many instances to keep track of? i assume that depending on the severity then itll affect a lot of how they do things#ig thinking about that all the time would be a lot#or is it just a story thing? like most of the stories would be derailed by trying to keep track of it#idk like i said im not disabled#i wouldnt know lol#but im curious what others think of this? like. are there things im not taking into consideration about this#ramblings
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again
#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but#i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries#and it just made me miss it so much#+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore#like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that#but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too#so i'm kind of at a loss here#tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up#i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right#i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries#that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way#aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that#also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while#like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that#but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut#ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there#do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me#and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here#that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this#longing feeling to start again lol#hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows
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#im gonna be talking about liams death and idk how much detail im gonna go into but just in case pls dont read on if youre hurting rn#because its just me spilling my own emotions and i dont think everyone is gonna agree or find it helpful.#liam payne#death#le text post#anyways#i think i need to come to terms with the fact that theres nothing I or probably anyone else could have done#he was hurting. a lot. for a long time. he was severly fucked over by the industry.#but also... he had a decent career. people around him. family or otherwise. loads of fans who stull loved and adored him#and even just before he physically got to see#me saying all this isnt to say that he shouldve been 'fixed' or 'ok' because of any of this.#i understand deeply myself how just because you seemingly have everything you need doesnt mean your brain cannot fuck you over regardless#but like. it wasnt a case of. oh maybe if i had done this. or someone else had done that.#he unfortunately fell victim to his demons and addiction or whatever the hell. ive deliberately tried not to look into it too much because#i dont feel its right to pry and it wont change anything#and its done. its just simply done. and torturing myself over what ifs and could have beens will not change anything.#im glad that he got to leave a lasting impact on me. even though it hurts. and i hate what this means for anyone else that cared about him.#at least he was here.#i could go on but I'll leave it at that
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need to talk about books and literature but not in an aestheticised way
#and this is no hate to people that like the aesthetics and that!!! i think its cool ifs just not what i want esp right now#i want to talk about prophet song but it is. it sure is#ezra’s real life rambles
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*sits beside you at the bus stop, uninvited* Faye, if you could be transported to any place (on earth) right this second, where would you wanna go? 🩷
I'll try and be creative and not just say my bed 👀
Two places I can think of on the spot: either I'd like to be at my family's house with my sister orrr somewhere in the middle of a field, surrounded by rolling hills and absolutely no Internet connection where I can attempt to feel at peace.
(or perhaps the mysmeverse... Is that an option? Maybe a brush with a cult and meeting my tomato boy would be a nice distraction from real life stuff)
Thank you for joining me here at the bus stop! You've made my wait a lot more enjoyable. Now I'm curious to hear about where you'd like to go if you had the chance!
#Oooh another answer that came to me just as I was wrapping this up: somewhere where we can all go picnicking together 👀#Maybe take a walk#Enjoy nature#And talk about fun what-ifs like this one hehe#Faye talks
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#said it in the tags of the marjan tk carlos doodle I posted but. feeling very unsure about how i will be engaging w ls moving forward#still very much support most of the cast and I do enjoy this silly show#but it’s difficult coming to terms w the fact that their golden boy is a nationalist and zionist#just so unbelievably disappointing and depressing to see#so unless some personal views make some drastic corrections sometime soon im going to be engaging differently than before#i don’t know what that looks like yet. bc i know there are people who still deserve the love#but it’s frustrating to see. i wish it wasn’t the case but if he wants to make this bed he can lay in it and deal w the concequences#i also apologize for wording this kind of vaguely I just don’t know how to be eloquent about it#but for clarity: im genuinely nauseated by the shit ronen has been posting#and I fucking hope he finds his sense but shit dude.#this isn’t about boohoo an actor I liked has bad views#it’s about having a moral fucking backbone and a shred of dignity and critical thought before spreading genocidal propaganda#to your massive audience#so#anyways#i felt like it was important to at least address my position bc silence is not an option with shit like this#and also it’s been making me feel physically unwell since I first saw it and i think I needed to get it off my chest lol#viva palestine. now and forever. no caveats. no ifs ands or buts#iinryer talk#also sorry for making this an all tags post but this isn’t up for discussion. so.
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Where is my Saul Goodman x Skyler White ship? We are all cowards.
#for legal purposes this is a joke#but also Saul secretly crushing on Skyler cause she's such a girlboss and reminds him of Kim#and Skyler flirting with Saul bc she knows how much it pisses off Walt#IFT? More like IFS!#I am so sorry#better call saul#breaking bad#saul goodman#skyler white#like that one fanart of Saul looking up 'how to get with a married woman' while Sky yells at him THAT'S what I'm talking about#pretty sure Walt would just murder him tho
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A big thank you to my mutuals who like my nervous breakdown 2-4am posts. You're the backbone of my blog
#its like im not completely alone#idk#what losing a cat does to a woman i guess but#lets be real i was like this before#im just a sad person who laments more than takes action and#i think ill be sad forever probably#in that way some people are#i feel like im one reality over from where im supposed to be yakno?#i used to have this image id hold onto of leaves in the sunlight when i was a kid and i kept waiting for someone to talk to me who#would take me wherever that was#maybe thats the nature of never fitting in u get too in your head and then#reality doesnt feel like home#yeah ive heard people say shit like that sbout books#sorry im not wearing my glasses#lately days blend together and i feel like i cant hold into time#and people talking to me (when they do) sounds miles away#takes ages to get to me if it does at all#oops! sounds like im dissociating hahahahaah oh fuck#when u write it all out. stares at ya right in the face#if im not doing something it feels like my anxiety will latch onto anything#like. rn i feel like im gonna throw up bc of like 5 different things about my car#car insurance. registration. trying to find a job#then it spirals into what ifs. and how thatd suck#constantly this shit. constantly! the only reprieve is going to hang w my grandmother who is 90 and talking about death a lot#😵💫#but shes my best friend so ???! fuck!#man idk. im so sad. idek what to do abt this. work out#maybe get a new actor to have a crush on#what makes people happy? idk#em yaps
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so many thoughts on "what that offer to Aziraphale means", "did Metatron manipulate/mind control/poison Aziraphale's coffee", "what is going on with the Second Coming", not enough thinking about "what exactly did Metatron mean by 'restoring Crowley to the angel status' in his proposal". because what if. what if it would mean "deleting all of his memories as a demon". and not "restoring his powers as an angel and giving him back original memories of Heaven".
and then, you all, this adds some ~fantastic~ flavour to the proposal and manipulation, and how if Crowley, were he to accept this for the sake of his angel, would be essentially lost to Aziraphale in the worst of ways. and Aziraphale would be the one to suffer the consequences. he got what he wanted! Crowley being an angel, but without the Crowley part. house with no furniture.
because, you know. when we got Jim in the show, we got Gabriel without all that he is beforehand. blank state angel. no thoughts, no plans from above to guide you, head completely empty.
then it would also imply how being a "demon" is essentially tied to the memories of the Fall, and if you delete those and all that comes after, completely erasing the "demon" part, only then you get to become an angel again.
hypothetically, of course.
#Good Omens#GO S2#Good Omens Season 2#Good Omens S2 spoilers#Good Omens Season 2 spoilers#GO Crowley#GO Aziraphale#GO Metatron#Varya rambles#text post#i just feel like we need to talk about the 'what ifs' that the canon didn't even imply#and i feel like this is one of the more fascinating ways to discuss how conservatives are ready to strip you bare of anything#for the sake of conforming molding you and creating the 'perfect' version#amnesiac!angel!Crowley now lives in my head rent free 💛 he's hurting Aziraphale the same way he hurt Crolwey#also ofc Metatron could've been lying about 'restoring' Crowley. but what if he WASN'T#just that his method of 'restoring' is like formatting a hard drive and telling someone that here#fixed the problem with the faulty drive :) except now EVERYTHING you had on it. loved by you and needed. is gone
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so you just didnt play the game
#he goes on and on about how ascending was a bad idea after you dont let him#like legit says he wouldve been exactly like cazador an empty scared husk#he WANTED to save the other spawns of his own will. every single time you run into them he talks about it#its never what he wants to do clearly bc every time he says he wants to ascend hes saying excuses and what ifs#''if i forgive them then i have to forgive myself'' NO SHIT SHERLOCK#gonna ascend astarion just to prove my point. jesus
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