#i just know it was very silly and im happy i managed to binge it in 24hrs despite having to go to work

[vilixpran]

my shadow and bone s2 running thoughts

"there's only one bed!" speedrun

sometimes hot people can't act

this is actually.... not good

wow being incognito lasted three minutes

no hesitation to blow your cover

what a kind northern Irish village gentleman

the bitch is back, long live the bitch

show me a 40 year old! not every person alive is 25 and hot

genya's wig... ain't it

all he is is dumb and hot

let the fake Scandinavians mispronounce jail, show me realism

ah yes, we do cool nods at the wall of weapons

the ears are the sign of a good tracker, and mal sure does have two ears

Sea Whip, That Was Easy™️

all tell, no show, that's the way that we go

god inej is fit

total stranger, for now xx

they're just putting their faces close together on purpose

daaaamn these bitches dead and deading others

ah yes, ignite the bombs while you're in the room

pirate ship cult

Nikolai is a dork

how small is this ocean....

kazs PTSD, a running gag

baby girl, you won't "finally eradicate it for good" right now, it's episode three

aah so they fucked

TINY ROLLINS WEE SCOTTISH BAB

"hey babe, expose your knife wound while i trauma dump plot info"

god inej is fit

nina knows

god nina is fit too

*saoirse ronan* "women"

how many times can this man get stabbed in the shoulder? we're up to three

murder is good, murder is chill, i've got no qualms with murder

too many characters, too many plots, disproportionate amount of time spent on the crows and god bless them for that

"hey bro can i propose to your girlfriend bro"

the mood lighting in this plague cemetery, vibes

HORRIBLE FAKE SCANDINAVIAN LANGUAGE, HORRIBLE -10000/10

girlie pop, youve got to lose the signature fancy hat, you are the most recognisable

dat ass

my man is here to be petty and he's bringing friends along for the ride

no plot! only flirting! as we deserve

let them all be lesbians

SPEEDRUN WESPER

episode four and they're already fucking thank Christ

good good wylan and Jesper are off shagging, I can brood in peace

"no"

time isn't real! geography is a myth! our boats will get there when it's convenient for the plot!

we are criminals, rats of the barrel, and occasionally help foreign royals when they ask nicely

"warm, and wet" the crows in Shu han, the gift that keeps on giving

can't believe I have to watch some reylo shit all over again

Dominik Dominik I sense an ex friend with benefits with our man Nikolai

good let the twink talk to butterflies and ignore the suffering of his friends

deforest station

happy to have a himbo in tolya

not so much a slow death by poisoning as a chance for nice life affirming trips to remotivate our heroes in the ninth hour

"throwing up or hallucinations" the only two possible outcomes of poisoning

she's the avatar!

one night stand to soulmates pipeline

ah yes, continue to make out in the background for everyones big character revelations

"you're a part of me mal, I can't loose you" well murder him and eat his bones and he'll be with you forever

boyfriend to organ donor pipeline

star wars levels of hand amputation, now featuring Mother's Good Finger Bones

"and there was only one set!"

yeah like, they definitely used to fuck, surely

twenty minutes of this episode and no crows, for shame

the crows aka Deus ex machina but make it fun flirty and bisexual

more finger amputations, moooooreeeeee

woohoo C plot lesbians

queue the fire benders

little viking boy, drawing crosses in the sand

Matthias villian origin story set up for season three

fun fact, I don't actually want to see another finger amputation

blue skies and sunny yet these bitches can't see a thing

the location scout must have been so proud of themselves for finding this fort, so proud that they spent two episodes having two identical groups chasing each other around three walls

you know what this big battle scene needs? some music

unecessarily squishy icicle stab sound effects

FIVE MORE FINGERS CUT OFF JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

oh damn she actually did it

slaaaayyyy

"series regular" shows up every two episodes for a single scene unrelated to the main plot

why aren't they lighting the kindling from multiple places and especially from lower down?

good for inej

again with the tiny ocean and instantly finding exactly what you were looking for, ofmd logic

uh oh hehe

gross

[kannouo]

This Is Halloween — The Dateables (+ Luke)!

fandom: obey me pairing: dateables (+ luke, platonic) x gn!reader warnings: none prompt by anon: Your Halloween Hc’s with the OM brothers were great! I loved them! If you want, would you consider writing the same for the dateables, especially Diavolo since it’s his Birthday ! A/N: im glad you liked the headcanons with the brothers. i decided to add a shorter bonus luke too since i got pretty into writing these. hope u enjoy, and happy birthday to my boy diavolo <33

DIAVOLO

• Diavolo loves Halloween, and he takes celebrating it very seriously.

• Absolutely organises a costume party event to take place at the castle. There will be drinks, lots of fun activities for the guests, and bowls full of candy on all of the tables for the attendees to take from. The entire palace is decorated too, thanks to Barbatos. Nobody knows how he managed to hang decor from the ceiling.

• One might think it's inappropriate for the King of the Devildom to dress in a silly costume in front of his subjects while hosting a party. But it's Halloween. Of course he's going to dress up.

• If Lucifer can't manage to dissuade him in time, he will dress as that one Princess Diavolo sticker for fun. He honestly doesn't see the issue with it — plenty of people are dressed in silly, unserious costumes. Plus, the huge ballgown is actually very pretty. Lucifer seems to be the only brother who doesn't find it hilarious.

• Honestly isn't very good at most of the activities that were set up, but enjoys them anyway. He tends to get assistance from the other attendees, which he appreciates.

• Also, definitely wants a sleepover with you on Halloween night so you can binge-watch horror movies with him. Or, if you don't like horror, he'll just let you choose any film you'd like to show him at all. He really doesn't mind.

• He'd love to participate in horror attractions around the devildom! It's just that, well, he's a king, and the scare actors aren't particularly keen on jumping out and startling their literal ruler. He'll probably get a little pouty about this, but he'll cheer right up if you suggest he go trick-or-treating instead.

• Imagine someone rings the doorbell on Halloween, you answer and it's the fucking royal family and they want all your candy.

• He has multiple bags worth of sweets by the end of the night, and he's very happy with himself! Even though Barbatos warns him not to try and eat them all in one sitting, he still probably makes an attempt.

• Can't do work the next day because of a stomach-ache.

"Diav— oh wow," you stare and blink in shock at the sight before you. Lord Diavolo, dressed in a large and luxurious dress, looking at you with a smile. "Are you... dressed as that one sticker?" "Ah, I'm so glad you recognised!" Diavolo beamed. "Isn't it amazing?" "Uh— yeah," you nodded your head, then pulled out your D.D.D. "...Do you mind if I take a picture?" "Of course! Go right ahead." Oooh, Levi is so gonna wish he came along...

BARBATOS

• Indifferent to Halloween as a whole, but takes part due to Diavolo's love of it.

• Like I mentioned, he's mostly the one who decorated the palace. He couldn't help but be very tempted by the jumpscare props he'd come across while shopping, but decided against it for the sake of the people attending the party, keeping all of the decorations fairly simple and inoffensive. He also set up all of the activities for the guests to participate in.

• Also, pumpkin pie, anyone?

• As you can imagine, he does a lot for the event itself, but doesn't really participate. Diavolo drags him into a few things, but he won't dress up. He refuses to, saying his butler clothes are fine and allows the guests to recognise that he's still working. If you beg he might wear a Halloween-themed accessory or two.

• Anything he is dragged into doing, be it apple-bobbing, candy-making or pumpkin-carving, he immediately excels at. Insists he's never carved a pumpkin before while doing the most insane, elaborate design. You don't even think he's lying, he's just that guy.

• Again, he will not willingly go to a horror attraction on his own, but he can be convinced to go by either you or Diavolo. And when he's there, nothing affects him. Not even in the slightest. You're pretty sure his poker-faced smile is scarier than most of the actual jumpscares going on.

• He has the same reaction to horror films, too. He might gently tease you for being scared, but quickly drops it in favour of either turning it off, or letting you hold onto him for the duration of the movie.

• Doesn't mind handing out candy and some of his baked treats, but tries to mix in healthier food options too. He doesn't want the guests or the King to get a stomach-ache from eating too much sugar.

"...How did you do that?" You gazed in awe at the intricate design carved into Barbatos' pumpkin. It was a replica of what the palace looked like from the outside, and he'd somehow managed to add every fine little detail with his carving knife. He smiled. "I just trusted my hands would replicate the image in my head," he said simply, then looked at your pumpkin. "Yours looks nice as well." "...Thanks." You said. You were unconvinced he could have possibly meant that compliment for your carving that was, by now, simply an indiscernible blob, but you appreciated the thought.

SIMEON

• So. Halloween originated from the belief that, on that day, the line between the living and the dead was blurred. Traditions such as lighting bonfires spawned under the premise of warding off spirits. Simeon, as an angel, I feel would still have an attachment to that origin.

• He still participates in the fun events and games, but will also cast wards in order to prevent spirits from getting too close. He tries to be pretty secretive about it as well, since he's pretty sure most demons in the Devildom won't respond kindly to the sight of angelic sanctifying magic, even if it's to protect them.

• Very happy to dress up. He tries on a bunch of different costumes, but I love the idea of him going as a deer. The fake antlers are a little heavy on his head though, so he might take them off from time to time.

• He loves the cute little Halloween-themed objects. Like Halloween-themed cupcakes, Halloween-themed window stickers, and props such as pumpkins with faces on them or boo-ghosts. He's first to decorate Purgatory Hall specifically so he can beat Solomon to it, because he just knows that sorcerer would somehow traumatise Luke if he were in charge of the decor.

• Isn't much a fan of horror, but it doesn't particularly frighten him, either. He reacts to jumpscares, sure, but not much else. A pretty good option to choose to watch horror movies or go to haunted houses with though, because even though he isn't really a fan, he's steady enough to bring you comfort the whole time.

• Super sweet to any trick-or-treaters that come to the door. He always makes sure to buy the large chocolate bars to hand out, and he compliments the costume of every kid that comes by.

• Asks you to tag along with him and Luke to go trick-or-treating. They're both 100% respectful of "take one!" signs, every single time.

Luke gleefully skipped up to the nearest house, ringing the doorbell and gesturing for you two to "come here". You and Simeon hurried forward a little to catch up with him before an older lady opened the door, greeting the three of you with a friendly smile. "Trick or treat!" She leaned to the side, picking up a bucket full of candy and offering it to Luke. "Here, take whatever you like." "Not too much, Luke." You warned, and Simeon gave a nod and a smile. "Haha! Nonsense, your son can take as much as he likes." You felt Simeon freeze up at the same time you did. ... "Huh?! I'm not their son!"

SOLOMON

• Spooky season for this man is an excuse to be a menace.

• As if he needed one.

• A little bummed that Simeon got to decorating before he did, but still, he can work with it. He enchants some of the props to move and jerk violently whenever someone walks too close to it, giving both Simeon and Luke the fright of their lives when they get up for water in the middle of the night.

• His costume is a classic witch/wizard outfit. Everybody boo him for being boring and unoriginal. Boo!

• He carries around a wand just for authenticity, but will actually proceed to cast spells using it for the rest of the night. It's completely unnecessary and just requires extra effort, but he likes being able to threateningly point a wand at people.

• Really enjoys the activities and games. He actually won't try to use magic to win, he'll do it legitimately, but is so good at the apple-bobbing that everyone is pretty sure he enchanted the apples somehow and are refusing to touch them like they're contaminated.

• On that note, don't let him do the candy-making stuff. It doesn't matter how close an eye you keep on him, he will mess it up somehow. He made quite possibly the worst candy apple the three worlds have ever seen.

• Is perfectly okay with handing out candy to trick-or-treaters while Simeon and Luke are out. He does tend to scare the kids, though... He thought enchanting the garden props to dance would be a fun little surprise. He didn't mean to make that kid cry, honest!

"Solomon!" You stormed into the living room, where Solomon turned and meet you with a far-too-easy smile. "Why did some little boy's parents just show up at our door?!" "Hmmm... maybe he didn't like the candy options we gave out?" He lifted his hand to his chin, as if thinking hard. "They said you made him cry using some weird jumpscare prop in the garden!" "Oh, that?" He shook his head. "It wasn't a jumpscare prop, I just used a little magic to make one of the garden gnomes stand up and sing a little 'goodbye'." "What possessed you to think that would be anything but horrifying?!"

BONUS: LUKE

• Like Simeon, is moreso into the actual origins of Halloween than the holiday itself. Unlike Simeon, gets way too into it and takes it far too seriously.

• Everything scares this poor kid. He tried to exorcise a cardboard cutout that Solomon enchanted to move around, and later insisted it hadn't scared him that badly, he was just trying to protect the house!

• Everyone keeps harassing him to dress up as a dog and he does not find it funny.

"Luke?" You tilt your head as the young angel stormed into your room, shutting your door behind him with a huff and sitting cross-armed on the edge of your bed. "What's wrong?" "Solomon bought a dog costume for me!" He complained, turning to you. His jaw dropped when he saw the expression on your face. "It's not funny!" You slapped a hand over your mouth. "Right, right, no, of course not," you nodded, standing up and trying to hold in your laughter. "I'll go tell him to get a better costume for you."

[jemmo]

for the ask game, 7, 12, 17! 💗🌼

thank you for the ask :)) and sorry its late i was gonna answer this at the bus stop yesterday but for once they decided to be on time

7. top 5 bl

man i had to stare at my mdl completed list for a while to decide this, but i'll preface that these top 5 are here both bc i have such a strong emotional connection with them and bc i want to scream about how actually good they are from a rooftop (also not ranked bc thats too hard):

utsukushii kare - don't know else i can make it clear how beloved and special this show is to me. an excellent story across both seasons and the movie with even better mains that are characterised to perfection, develop in the most beautifully human way and are performed brilliantly. and if i think about this show any longer and remember its over i will break so moving on

old fashioned cupcake - it was one thing to give me a bl starring THE og kageyama stage play actor bc those things were my life during the height of my anime phase, but to then have it be this good?? the story is beautiful, the fact they manage to do so much with such little run time amazes me, and to this day it has the most romantic line in any bl that always gives me goosebumps when i watch it. and i dont wanna talk like im that old, im only 25, but as someone who's barely had anything you can call a romantic experience, this show left me with the warmest sense of hope and comfort that beautiful love stories aren't reserved for high schools, and its never too late to find happiness

blueming - i havent rewatched this one in a while, or much at all, but i'll never forget the visceral response i had when i binged it all in one night. i adore the fact that this is just the gentlest story of 2 people falling in love and finding comfort in each other and just how naturally and simply it happens, and i think its portrayal of that specific family dynamic is phenomenal, bc for me at least its as much about that family being in the process of healing as it is about the love story, and the fact they go hand in hand is even better

bad buddy - what else is there to say. for the 12 weeks it aired, i ate, slept and breathed this show. literally did not even think about anything else. and this show has rightly been praised to the moon and back but as well as all that, its always gonna be special for me bc of the people and community i found and shared the watching experience with. what can i say, you just had to have been there, and im so glad i was

the eighth sense - surprisingly this was my last pick and i was debating swapping it for a few others, but it ultimately stays bc of how refreshing and how much of an emotional rollercoaster it was. i haven't ever brought myself to rewatch it, but i can vividly remember how enraptured i was by the sheer amount of tension they managed to create in those initial episodes, and how well they managed to maintain it. and i hope people take note of how much people loved its artful and kinda raw vibe and become inspired to do something similar bc i think it gives great balance to the genre (and i also, clearly, love it, just look at these pics. i promise i do love fun and silly stuff too)

12. most rewatched bl

i was debating putting this on my list but ultimately, while not being my absolute favourite, its my definition of a comfort show and that is my dating sim. idk what it is about the show, but ever since it came out i go back to it at the very least monthly. i think its the fact that when im really craving a good bl, it manages to not only hit all my favourite tropes (unrequited but secretly requited love, reuniting and digging up the past, that initial clash gives me a lil bit of enemies to lovers, plus it has enough fluff to make me all warm and giddy), but it also does them so well, and the story is so perfectly simple and succinct that i feel so content when the whole thing is over. truly the perfect show for when i wanna do nothing and feel happy.

17. best kiss

unsurprising but yes, it still is the bad buddy rooftop kiss. i dare not watch this kiss bc i know if the weakness ever overtakes me i will fall into a void that i will not escape for at least a week. and honestly, while there has been some good competition, idk if she'll ever be beaten, and idk if thats bias talking or just the objective truth, but i encourage all bl's to keep giving it their bests shot

❤️🧡💛bl ask game💚💙💜

[thatonegaybastard]

Sinc dive changed slot uhh and I'm makimg A canon timeline for these guys eventually here is. A bunch of canon stuff about the guys! Except in this ppost im only doing the humans. Because its long and my tablets gonna die soon

Humans!

Jay - he/they

Witch of Breath but I might change his class. Derse dreamer. He is into all things music and likes to program. Theyre moriails or however you spell it with Drizee because yeah. Might be dating Jess or at least has at some point????? I haven't really decided

Hes a pretty nice guy! He just likes to chill out and make silly little songs that suck but that's okay. He always sees the good in others , buthe is a rather gullibld and naive. He also tends to act without thinking. More of an impulse emotion woah!!! Kinda guy I guess

Chumhandke will probably be like. waltzingBass or something along that lines because that's normally his chumhandle in the sim.

He has a brother that is in college. His brother is a LOSERMAN but that's okay. Loser Bro likes terrifying things like Horrorterrors and Anime.

Jay has a very rough time the entire session. Im not really sure what. if will be yet. Maybe the whispering of the horrorterrors or Abbysprite (idrk much about Abby ) or something just kinda makes him flip his lid A lot? And for some reason he goes murder mode and rap battles with Drizee, who he doesn't really get along with st this point. The rap battle sucks and he gets frustrated and goes to attack Drizee, but Drizee manages to calm him down and hes morialislsk wit them after that. He also probably dies but he gets godtier muagnw! Im not really sure if. Ill make goditer canom

Not sure if ill make this canon or not but I think after he enters the medium he would have realized he doesn't have a strife specibus and panic and add the nearest thing to his strife deck so now he has like. Chairkind or something. His sprite is Abbysprite, @/.scorittanius Plato's oc. Speaker of the furthest ring. From one of his bros books

Jess - she/her

Theif of Heart but I'm definitely gonna change her class. Prospit dreamer iirc? She likes fanfictiom and heros and silly romantic thingslike shipping. Might have dated Jay at some poimt. Im not sure yet

She's tends to act more cheerful and happy like ":)" all the time. Like Jay she sees the good in people, and she's willing to give everyone a second chance She has low self esteem and tends to base her worth on what others think of her. Awkward little mess who hates herself lowkey. Espically loves cute things

Her chumhandle is thorsHero or thorsHeart or something. thorsHammer? Ill probably change it wit her class though

Havent decided any family for her yet. Or any particular strife specibus. Maybe she could like combine her weapon with this pen she has its one of those pens with a big pom pom at the end and she combines it and has a big pom pom weapon.

In the session she has to deal with Heart aspect bullshit like evil clones of yourself that try to kill you and a.maze of mirrors that mock you and stuff like thst. Its like therapy but really weird

Susan - she/her

Slyph of Light, prospit dreamer. Loves action movies and gardening. Obviously she and Jess binge superhero movies together. She is eespically good friends with Olly. Or maybe they're in love. Who knows! I don't know.

She is very hopeful and very lucky. She's like. The nice,kind of boring girl at your school. she likes to help out people and she's more the quiet side. Even though she's pretty good with people, she doesn't like spending TOO much time around them. She looks like she exclusively listens to country songs and religious song but she actually exclusively listens to edgy internet songs and ghost and pals. Her favorite is Honey I'm Home.

I forgot her chumhandle 💀

I haven't actually decided any family but they'd definitely be VERY ANNOYING TO HER.

I never really decided A strife specibus but she'd definitely have Spadekind. Beat things up with her shovel

In the session she ends up helping out Olly grow and get more powerful and stuff alongisde Lurzar. Might be there when Olly godtiers but that feels more like a Lurzar thing because lurzars the knight. Also she's gonna die at some point. I don't know if I wanna permadie her because I'm attached to her :(

Olly - she/they

Page of Space, derse dreamer. Likes Detectives and DnD stuff and the ocean alot. Good friends with Susan. Besties even.

Olly is very quiet and doesn't really emote alot. She radiates cool energy even if she is kinda a dork. Theyre so.cool. not like Dave strider cool though. Like. Jyst A cool person. Theyre nice and care about others slot stuff like that I do t know I'm bad st describing personalities

i also forgot her chumhandle

Has a dad and she had a mom but her joint died when she was little totally not from a mmeteor. No wot hats silly why would it be a meteo

I don't really know her strife specibusw. I do know her sprite though! She has a big whale plush she calls her noble steed and they protrude that to get Whalesprite.

okay i! At like 9%

[vodyanitsa]

jade helloooo how have you been! <333 coven secret santa checking in ❄️ in honour of the eras tour coffee book dropping, were there any backstage moments you liked particularly? whats your fav set/performance on the eras tour and do you like the pre-ttpd or post-ttpd setlist better? personally I'm glad I got to see the pre-ttpd setlist (mostly cuz of nostalgia but I missed the fearless hand heart moment :( )and I somehow managed to avoid a lot of spoilers which made it a rlly nice experience! P.S. omg I've only watched the first ep of agatha all along and tbh I'm kind of like ehh about it, I rlly liked wandavision tho so I'm considering going on to the next ep esp since I'm between shows right now

hiii so happy to hear from you 😊 im doing ok just got over a cold i had since wednesday i turn into such a baby whenever im sick it's genuinely an issue. but i'm ok now & i have a lot to look forward to next week 😊 knitting club & a coffee date w a friend i haven't seen in a while.

i would love that book honestly but i've already made a christmas wishlist & i don't even have a coffee table to put it on lol. my favorite moment is definitely the reveal from the ICDIWABH video of how she travels underneath the stage on that little track. also think it's funny she's being transported in a box with all her makeup & essentials like a barbie doll lol. i haven't seen eras live but i've seen the movie a few times & i do prefer it, but mostly bc i wish ttpd had gotten it's own tour & the set is interesting enough but short & also i haven't seen it in HQ yet so for me it's been grainy pixels RIP. my favorite set is the midnights set, which is of course last so i just have to plow through. luckily i have the red set somewhere in the middle too. red was my first favorite taylor album & i just got red tv as a cd on my birthday hehe. and you know how i feel about midnights lol. but i think it's such an energetic and fun set, and it's incredible how she keeps the energy up to the very end. and i also wish we had a midnights tour but it is what it is.

i will say agatha is pretty good, easy to binge if you're between shows, and if you want something cozy i just finished a man on the inside, which you'd like if you liked the good place. it's very cute i love old people being silly. especially ted danson being silly.

happy first day of december!! 🎄

[clumsyclifford]

2021 Writing Self-Evaluation

thank youuu @allsassnoclass​ i fucking LOVE this idea i am going to say SO many things rn i am so excited. 

prefacing this by saying i’m only counting the stuff i posted to bellawritess because i do have a different ao3 account where i post All My Other Fic Writing but (1) i don’t use it nearly as much now that i’m so focused on the rpf stuff and (2) don’t wanna doxx myself lol. so yeah! onward.

edit after finishing this: to absolutely no one’s surprise, i was about as long-winded as humanly possible on every single question i could. so i’ll put a cut and you can read my silly little musings underneath it if you like.

1. Number of stories posted to AO3: 88 fics, apparently!! that’s everything i wrote in 2021, both prompt fics and... normal fics? idk what you would call those.

2. Word count posted for the year: clocking in at a whopping 351,552 words for the year. yeesh. get a life woman.

3. Fandoms I wrote for: 5sos, all time low, and one direction. 

4. Pairings: oh boy. from most to least according to ao3: jalex, malum, lashton, cake, merrikat, rilex, cashton, muke, mashton, 5sos ot4, and 1d ot5, plus also a handful of friendship fics.

5. Story with the most Kudos/Bookmarks/Comments: i really appreciate that these are all questions i can use ao3 features to find the answers for. thank you to whoever made this ask game. ANYWAY.

 for kudos, unsurprisingly, you seem so damn familiar takes top spot. that one also has the most comments (quelle surprise) and the 2nd most bookmarks. most bookmarks actually goes to and it all makes sense to me, the ot5 fic!! that’s so fun i love that. also, simply because it makes me happy, i’m sharing that the 2nd most comments/comment threads i guess goes to fever dream high in the quiet of the night, aka cruel summer fic. 

6. Work I’m most proud of (and why): i mean, it’s hard not to say you seem so damn familiar. that’s the obvious answer, but i am hella proud of it. i mean, 40k in ten days, and look how fucking good it is!!!!!! also i did kind of forget about the ot5 fic but i’m proud of that one too because i wrote it for @mastasof-ravenkroft​ for his birthday but i did the stupid thing where i forgot to start writing it til like. the day before. or NIGHT before. and so i essentially just binge wrote the whole thing, but it was a fic i had wanted to write for a long time and i actually wrote it exactly how i wanted it to be, PLUS it’s a 5+1 which is maybe my favorite fic format, AND it’s an ot5 fic, which i’ve never done. and it turned out really really nice actually. so yes, very proud of that one. i don’t know if i should stop because this question only asks for one or if i should keep listing them because honestly i deserve it. 

i’m really proud of the friendship fics i wrote, but probably most proud of the first one, dearly depressed and brokenhearted (i’d like to let you know that boys cry too). that was a bit of a breakthrough moment for me and adri’s review of it lives rent free in my brain. so many songfics i finally managed to get out of my brain and into words, i’m proud of all of those. omg godlight fic? the good grace of that godlight, the weird ass luke hemmings time travel thing?? that was such a strange writing undertaking, and it ended up exactly how i wanted it. basically every time i finally got words down for an idea i’d been having and they were exactly the right words to make the exact fic i wanted, i count those as the biggest victories. ahhh the jewish cake kitchen fic i wrote for meg’s birthday, it’s so simple, was another example of that, plus i LOVED getting to write more jewish cake, and i feel like i absolutely captured my love of kitchens in that fic. also i NEED to include cruel summer fic here because. to date still one of the best fics ive ever written.

wait i thought of one more jesus christ im so sorry can you tell i love my own writing?? no but seriously, taylor @squishmichael asked me for a fic based on therapy and so i wrote keeping this up could be dangerous and i really AM proud of that one, because when they asked me for that fic i thought to myself jesus christ how am i going to capture the feeling of the song therapy. and then i started writing and like. i think i actually captured it so well. and some of the metaphors in that fic are just...mmmmmmmmmm. 

7. Work I’m least proud of (and why): LMAO okay fine ill do this. but it’s not that i’m not proud of these just that i think if i wrote them now i would do a better job. the fic i wrote based on taxi, two punch-drunk souls all tangled in the wind, i would change a lot of that dialogue. i was really concerned with making it sound as close to what john the maine says in the song, but in retrospect that was a dumb thing to try and do, considering no one fuckin talks the way john the maine says people talk. also crazy is what i like, the one based on all my friends by tss, because...i don’t know it was just a very interesting choice of song to try and make a fic. like it has such a vivid story but i don’t think it was exactly the kind of story that should have been written by me. like i think for example anna could have probably done a more loyal job of it. and i don’t know. i sat on that fic for a while because i thought it was kind of strange. so yeah. i love both of those fics very much but yknow. asked and answered.

8. Share or describe a favorite review you received: the comment adri left me on dearly depressed and brokenhearted. i think about it all the fucking time. it drives me to write more friendship fics. genuinely. honestly this is an embarrassing thing to admit but i forget the majority of the comments i receive once i’ve replied to them. it’s nice to go through comments on my fics and reread them though, because i don’t remember getting them!! hmm team @4thbrighteststar has said several times on multiple fics of mine that she would sometimes read a scene that made her want to act it out, and that landed really well with me. that always makes me happy. also every time she’d comment PSYCHHH MAJORRRR on yssdf, because yes i am.

and taylor had a really cool response to the godlight fic which maybe i’m not allowed to exactly explain what it was, but it was awesome.

9. A time when writing was really, really hard: SPRING FIC EXCHANGE. YEEEEEEEEEEEEESH. so first of all i was juggling first schoolwork and then working at camp, and second of all, noah i say this with love but your fic preferences form thing was VERY contradictory and made it so hard to settle on a fic plot. or even to come up with one. essentially i was trying to write a fic that had all of the tropes of a fluffy fic, but make it angst. and also, i was not in a headspace for writing angst, cos you know how that kinda thing comes and goes, so it was twice as hard!!! and when i got to camp i’d be exhausted and working all day and then be done at like. eleven or midnight and then. have to somehow find time to write fic exchange fic. it was. difficult. i did finish it a week late and i am still sorry about that but honestly i’m surprised it was only a week. that somehow feels like a win to me considering what that fic put me through lmao

10. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you: oh hell i feel like this happens to me so often but for some reason now that you’ve asked i am blanking on every single instance. oh! well i wrote this fic, who knew we were lightning? (i saw a spark before we heard any sound), and it was supposed to be a jack-centric fic based on jack and his relationship with guitars throughout the years or whatever. but then out of absolutely nowhere it became a jalex fic, which i guess shouldn’t surprise me but did. i didn’t hate it but it did blindside me. also, godlight fic completely surprised me mostly because it was one of those times where i thought “hey, hypothetically this song would be such an interesting fic” and then thought “nah but i’ll never actually write that” and then i wrote it that same day. another time that happened was with i can’t focus when you’re with me (i can’t sleep when i’m alone), the one that happened as a result of me having the chorus of XO stuck in my head. AND last answer: give me the worst of you (worst of you songfic). fic about a very unhealthy relationship, featuring jack barakat the toxic boyfriend. very unexpected writing venture on my part. although i’m more surprised that i posted it, tbh, because it was supposed to just be an exercise to see if i could write something like that, and i didn’t plan to post it, and then now here we are.

11. A favorite excerpt of your writing: okay so realistically i would just paste all 88 fics i posted in 2021 here, but obviously im. not doing that. so i’m gonna go with a piece of and it feels like i’m losing you twice, the sex (with my ex) songfic, because i got distracted in the middle of answering these questions just to reread that fic and MAN it slaps. here:

If they’ve both misunderstood the assignment then maybe they got the wrong assignment. Maybe they were never supposed to be friends. Maybe Jack’s hand on Alex’s knee and Alex’s gaze caught on Jack’s mouth is a spark that lights fireworks rather than land mines. Something beautiful rather than something destructive.

If they’re gonna explode either way, they may as well make it art.

i’m just gonna say it: that land mine metaphor KICKED ASS. i don’t know when i got to be so good at metaphors i’m pretty sure it was a super intentional effort in this fic but it paid off.

12. How did you grow as a writer this year: oh man! well as previously mentioned i think i became a lot better at like...intentional metaphors and trying to vary the ones i make. also i learned the importance of a little bit of conflict in a plot and i did a lot of exploring different kinds of relationships between people, rather than just happy easy romance. that was really good for me to do. i think it helped me to write more realistic relationships than i had been. and maybe circling back to the plot thing but i sort of realized that there’s only so much you can do without conflict, cos then you just have a bunch of scenes, basically. and when there’s a driving thing in a story it means that the scenes are all leading up to something and that helps to guide the story and honestly makes writing easier a lot of the time. so those are some things!

13. How do you hope to grow next year: see #12! no actually i think i want to be better at showing and not telling. right now i’m kind of in the middle, i think i do a lot of showing AND telling, and i want to be able to trust my audience more. meghna is really good at this. i am still working on it. 

14. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc): @tirednotflirting and @reveriesofawriter sam and meghna were easily my main audience for the majority of my fics. i don’t foresee that changing. i love you guys. also of course megs @igarbagecannoteven who had to literally put up with my melodramatic bitching and complaining about every single tiny problem i had with anything i ever wrote. megs you are my favorite rubber duck. yknow i was thinking earlier about how much i agonized over the title for, what was it. oh!! the title for situation overload (do it for baltimore)!!! and then in the end all the agonizing was worth it because it caused me to land on what i think is actually a perfect title for it. so thank you for dealing with my insanity so that the rest of the world can reap the benefits i guess. everyone who ever listens to me talk about my writing in any capacity, whether gushing about how good i am at it (which i do often) or complaining about how hard and annoying it is (which i also do often) has positively influenced my writing experience.

15. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year: many things, no conceivable way i can list them all. speaking of situation overload (do it for baltimore), that fic has a lot of pieces of my relationship with megs in it, specifically involving me getting her into baseball as best i could. i think ive mentioned this before but this jalex prompt fic you need a pick-me-up? (i’ll be there in twenty-five) has jack in a situation that is directly taken from something that happened to me, and yes it was absolutely fucking terrifying then. i projected my homesickness onto cashton in this prompt fic i’m a little kid and so are you (don’t you go and grow up before i do), and also the thing about lauren’s gerbils from this lashton fic for jess, you should know i’ll be there for you, is based on what happened to my younger sister’s gerbils. luke’s insecurities about his friends liking his siblings better in maybe this is just as good as it gets is straight out of a younger bella’s headspace (fortunately not something i worry about anymore now that we, yknow, go to different schools and are super different people and both adults, but ya know). to name a few.

16. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers: i am going to be brief because i got asked for writing advice earlier this year and wrote an essay basically, but it boils down to this: like what you write. if you don’t like what you’re writing, write it differently! write something new! write something no one else will read, so you don’t feel like you have to cater to anyone else! but seriously, write something that you can enjoy, because if even you don’t like the art you’re creating, you can’t expect anyone else to. if you can’t stand in front of a council and say “you will enjoy reading this because [x]” (if you can’t even say “because i liked reading it”).......you’re losing your most reliable audience member. be proud of what you create! don’t compare your successes to the successes of other writers! everyone has different goals, writes at different rates, prioritizes differently, prefers different tropes and types of fics. actually yeah i feel strongly about this. don’t compare yourself to other writers. you are your own writer doing your own thing. ask for help, take inspiration, set goals for yourself that are valuable to you, but don’t compare. if you try to become a writer that already exists, no one wins. you know that cheesy but very true oscar wilde quote? if it is even him? be yourself, everyone else is already taken? yeah. write your own stories, everyone else is already writing theirs. or something. you know what i mean. it was funny when i said i was going to be brief here. okay getting off my soapbox now. thanks for having me on tedx.

17. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year: oh!! yes!!! many!!!!!! oh what a fun question!!!!! i am still working on summer camp au but i recently picked it back up and wrote an important section of it so i’m cautiously optimistic that i can finish that sometime soon-ish and then can start posting it which would be very nice because i already miss having a chapter fic to update, and i think people are going to really like it. also there is the [redacted] fic which is SO funny and which will be finished and posted soon and i literally cannot fucking wait, i have kept this silly crack pairing a secret for so long and the fic has some of my funniest most entertaining writing but i can’t SHARE any of it without SPOILING it so i’m really looking forward to putting that into the world at long last.

beyond that there’s a jalex 5+1 that i’m hoping to finish (it is currently about halfway done), and i’m planning to write the long awaited (by me) elevator fic at some point, once i...decide what i’m going to write for it. i’ve got one more installment of tshirt jalex in the works, involving middle school band teacher alex gaskarth, and i think that one is going to be really fun once i finish it. oh oh also! this one fic from a prompt fiancee sent me (do you have time to hold on with me), it’s a lashton fic but i wrote jalex into it for funsies and i made alex nonbinary and ever since then i have just been thinking about he/they alex gaskarth forever and ever. i want to write more of them so bad. so like. maybe we will see some nb alex content sooner or later, hopefully.

and i know paige and meghna want me to write ocallakarth and ill admit im letting it sit in the back of my mind but i make no promises considering the existence of the [redacted] fic and other various factors. but it could be a fun exercise.

18. Tag some writers whose answers you’d like to read. okay!! yes!! @tirednotflirting @reveriesofawriter @cringeycal @kaleidoscopeminds @igarbagecannoteven and also anyone else who sees this and wants to! if you read all the way to the bottom of this post then i feel like you deserve a tag so consider yourself tagged lmao. love you all, happy new year <3

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10 fantasy kdramas from 2015-2019 to binge watch.

Never is enough when it comes to dramas so I decided to also share some of my favorite dramas with a fantasy spin of the last five years in no particular order. Happy drama watching!

1. Goblin. This drama was so amazing from beginning to end. It was so funny and heart-wreaching at times. If you haven’t watched it now is the time! It is a romantic drama but it’s so entertaining that even if you are not into romantic dramas you are definitely going to enjoy watching it. The story is about a high school girl that has a tough life and she can see spirits. Suddenly she realizes she’s able to call a goblin. That Goblin is played by Gong Yoo and he also has endured a lot o pain in life. After meeting her he finds himself enjoying life. The story of Lee Dong Wook as the grim reaper was also a highlight.

2. Circle. Probably one of my favorite sci-fi dramas ever. It wasn’t long (only 12 episodes) and it was really well done, however it wasn’t popular. Maybe because the storyline jumps from the past (2007) to the present (2017) and the future (2037). I personally just got really into the story: two brothers had a strange encounter with a girl named Byul when they were younger but as they grew up one of them becomes extremely obsessed about aliens being real and the other one seems to barely remember that period of his life. They find a girl who looks exactly like Byul and one of the brothers is sure she’s behind a series of suicides on the University campus. 

3. While you were sleeping. I just started to watch this one again. It’s a romantic legal drama that is really fun to watch. The chemistry between Suzy and Lee Jong Suk is amazing. The second lead is played by Jung Hae In. The story is about a girl that has a dreams that show her the future. She tries to prevent the ones that are about people getting hurt but seems to never be able to do it. However suddenly a man, who happens to be a rookie prosecutor, starts to dream about her.

4.  The scholar who walks the night. I loved Lee Joon Ki in this drama based on a manhwa. It’s set on the Joseon dynasty. A scholar hides the fact he’s actually a vampire that is in charge of fighting evil vampires. He also has the goal of ending the life of Gwi, a vampire that controls the royal family. He meets a girl who crossdresses as a scholar to earn a living and she finds out he’s actually a vampire.

5. W. This is my favorite Lee Jong Suk drama and I really like all his dramas.  Also one of my favorite first episodes ever. I loved how different it was. Especially in the first half. I can agree with some of the criticism that the romance seems a bit like a Disney story in the sense that they barely see each other in the drama and yet they are deeply in love. However I didn’t have a problem with it and there’s a lot more to this one than that. Each episode has a cliffhanger which was really painful when I had to wait a whole week to watch the next episode. Han Hyo Joo plays a heart surgean. Her father is the author of a famous webtoon. One day she gets sucked into the world of the webtoon and finds a way to go back and forth but her sudden appearance changes everything for the world inside the webtoon and the webtoon in real life. On the other hand Kang Chul is a millionaire with a tough past that has the goal to find the person who killed his family. A misterious girl saves his life and he just knows she’s the key to solve everything.

6. Abyss. This 2019 drama was really funny and sweet. Ahn Hyo Seop plays a man who was accidentally killed and is brought to life again with an “abyss”. He then gets the power to bring people from the death. Soon after, he finds out the woman (Park Bo Young) that he’s been in love with since high school was murdered so he brings her back. Problem is they come back in different bodies “the ones that represent how their souls look like”. Together they set out to find out who killed her.

7. Hwayugi. This drama is a very loose interpretation of the chinese tale “Journey to the West”. It also marked the return of Lee Seung Gi to dramaland. It’s very silly but highly entertaining. The story is about a mischievous God that is set loose by a girl without realizing it. However they inadvertently are connected from then on.

8. Memories of the Alhambra. This sci-fi thriller was entertaining but the second part of the drama can be difficult to watch. The story is about a game developer (Hyun Bin) that gets a call of a kid (EXO’s Chanyeol) trying to sell his game. However the kid disapears and he realizes the game is a ground breaking VR game that could change the world. He sets out to get the rights to the game by the kid’s legal guardian: his sister (Park Shin Hye), a korean that lives in Spain. His life changes as he realizes the game can be dangerous.

9. Hotel del Luna.  IU, Yeo Jin Goo, P.O., Kang Mina and the rest of the cast make a funny bunch in this drama about a hotelier that is forced to be in charge of a strange hotel. The issue is the hotel is only for the dead and is run by a woman that made a mistake hundred of years ago and is bitter by what happened then. However when the new hotel manager starts working there she starts enjoying her life once again.

10. Chicago type writer. Yoo Ah In, Im Soo Jung and Go Kyung Pyo star in this sometimes funny and sometimes heartbreaking drama about a famous writer that meets a girl who is a fan of his work. However weird things start to happen after they meet. Mainly they start remembering their past lives in the 1930s when they were very different people during the Japanese occupation.

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A Year’s Farewell - NonIdol!Jaehyun Smut&Fluff | Part 2

You Can Read Part 1 Here

Word Count: 2,502

Warnings: Smut, Phone Sex, Toy, Sir Kink/Mr.Jung, kinda proofread???

Pairing: Law Major!Jaehyun, Non Idol!Jaehyun x University Student!FemaleReader

A/N: I mean I really hope you guys like this because I’ve been working on this as much as I could since like January oh god and its still probably shit enjoy!!hopefully also side note,, happy birthday to jung jaehyun!! the softest bean and wow im so in love destroy me please

Knock, Knock…

The soft taps on the door caught his attention from sitting on the couch, watching his weekly reruns of ‘Friends’ on Netflix. Standing up to answer the door, checking the time - 10:00PM he wondered who it’d be so late, definitely not recalling order for take-out. Opening the door revealed a female with baggage and bundled up with a jacket to keep her warm,

“Hello,” he kindly greeted the girl, her nose red from the cold outside. “is there anything I can help you with?”

“Hi, I’m so sorry it’s so late but I just came back from a summer trip - I didn’t know if you’d be awake…” She cleared her throat, unwrapping her scarf from her neck and unzipping the jacket.

Jaehyun cocked an eyebrow at her, “You might be mistaken.”

“Uh no, actually I didn't get to fill out the housing form, but I got some luck since your old roommate dropped out so hi, hey, how’s it going, I guess we live together now.” She flashed a smile at him, “I’m Y/N, great to meet you.”

Jaehyun’s ears turned red slightly embarrassed knowing he’d be sharing a dorm with a girl, and even more, realizing the first thing she sees him in is duck pyjamas, “Nice to see you too, let me help you in.”

“Thanks.” She laughed, “love the pyjamas by the way.” teasingly winking picking up her suitcase into the dorm. His ears turn a brighter shade of red, grabbing onto the rest of her bags and dragging them into the vacant bedroom.

“Don’t worry, I won’t be a bother to you for that long,” sliding off her jacket onto the bed. “I’ll be out next semester.”

“Why is that?”

“The apartment I’m supposed to be in is occupied since there was a little mix-up, so the resident will be out by the time the second semester comes around.”

“Oh, okay,” Jaehyun awkwardly laughs. “Well I should be leaving you alone, don’t want to invade your privacy or anything.” Turning around to walk out back to the living space.

“Wait, I saw you were watching Friends, mind if I join you?” Enthusiastically he accepted happily to have someone on his lonely weekly binge. “Alright, just ten minutes and I’ll be there.” That first night the two bonded from strangers to acquaintances over Netflix and junk food, despite the unexpected meeting and ungodly hours of the night, - laughing and getting to know each other just a little, this being the beginning of it all.

Exams, final exams are coming up, all the stress headaches and late night study sessions begun. This was it, this was going to happen sooner or later I knew it, my sanity coming to borderline insanity. The shooting head pains - whether it be lack of sleep or too much studying - making me hallucinate, my brain pulling tricks on me and the fact I was practically alone in the library did not help even a bit. I swear my eyes just made me see Casper the ghost or something near. She thought.

The unreasonable hours she’s been studying late into the night, right now at three (3) AM exactly. Abandoning her workspace to search what she claims to see, calling out ‘Hello’s’ and ‘Anyone? Please answer.’ Turning the corner she’d lost balance bumping into a hard chest -hearing a book’s thump as it hit the ground- her fall halt by a hand grabbing her arm. Opening her eyes she tightly shut expecting to harshly hit the ground, unmasking the mystery of the said ‘Casper,’

“Jaehyun?” He gave an apologetic smile.

“Hey, sorry I scared you.” Helping her upright on both feet. “You were gone so late, I kind of got worried when I got up for a glass of water and you weren’t passed out on the couch with your books.”

She slightly blushed at the male’s concern towards her, “Well I mean, thanks but it would’ve been nicer and less scary if you’d told me you were coming.”

“I know I just didn’t want to disturb you beforehand, guess I should’ve planned it out better.”

“It’s alright, but you really are so pale, you looked like a ghost!” She exclaimed.

“Well how about I just changed my skin to orange? Less frightening?”

“That’s appalling.” The two laughing in unison as they gather Y/N’s materials and head back to their shared apartment, ready for a best-as-can-be goodnight’s sleep.

And with that, she woke up once again in the library. This time in broad daylight packed with many others.

Oh, it was a dream. The reminisce of when she first developed unknown feelings for Jaehyun, his unexpected kind-heartedness settled a secret warmth within her heart.

She must’ve passed out halfway through reading her textbook and writing notes. Sighing she collects her belongings returning to her apartment. Setting down her backpack and plopping onto the couch - her mind jumbled with thoughts and memories of her boyfriend. - a new year of University begun again and he’d flown overseas for job placement and studies the whole year. One complete year without him and going through school without their weekly night routine of cuddles, kisses and chats. Considering the amount of stress which would sometimes build up, he helped to get rid of it by deep, comforting talks or sensational sex - rough or sweet however she’d preferred. She fathomed what to do in her situation and really all she needed was to see him.

Sending a video chat from her phone, she pleads to all those superior to let him pick up - a smile forming upon her features as his face pops up on screen - her request heard.

“Hey baby, how are you?” He spoke cheerfully, face beaming. His tousled hair and rosy cheeks, visible due to him being barefaced, gave him a gentle look. Oh how badly she’d missed the sight of him, his arms wrapping around her with a soft “hello beautiful” and peck, greeting each other after their long schedules.

“Oh, I’m so sorry were you busy?”

“No, not really I’m just finishing up some notes,” he cleared his throat. “listen, I’m so sorry for not calling.”

“In all honesty, me too, These four (4) weeks have been hectic, I’ve had no time,” a clear voice crack heard. “But at least now we can talk.”

Interrupting his notetaking, he looks at her with eyebrows furrowed, “are you okay?” She shakes her head no. “Babe, talk to me please don’t cry.”

“I-it, it’s just so much workload from school and I haven’t been managing many shifts…”

Jaehyun nods his head, encouraging her to continue as he listens to her bothers,

“So I barely have the cash to buy proper food, it’s just been the cheapest, greasiest fast food I could find. And I…” sniffing as she sobs, tears wetting her cheeks. “I miss you so much. I want you to hold me and come back soon.”

“Listen to me,” Jaehyun speaks sternly. “First off, don’t cry you know how much it pains me when you do.” Deeply inhaling she wipes away her tears, sitting up on the couch and bites her bottom lip. Nodding as she motions him to continue speaking,

“You are so precious, don’t starve. You’ve got my key, I’ve got a good amount of money for you to use-”

“Jae, no, I can’t-”

“Yes you can, what’s mine is yours. Please, stay healthy. It’s in my closet a little safe box behind all my clothes, emergency money.”

“That’s very kind, thank you.” She snuffs cracking a smile, her eyes twinkle from happiness and gratitude towards the boy.

“It’ll be enough for until the end of the semester, then I’ll return, make sure you stay on top of work and studies.”

“Wait…you’re coming back? I thought it was the whole year?”

“Shortened it, I don’t think you’ve noticed but it’s extremely lonely.” His sarcasm compliments his ‘duh’ expression.

“Honestly, I’ve been having the time of my life. Spectacular food, parties, can’t even feel the solitude.” The two giggled. Knowing they’d missed one another’s presence and voices, warm gazes sent to the other through the fluorescent screen. Both sitting in silence as the other virtually accompanied them, the sounds of the clock ticking and unexpected raindrops landing upon the window were the only sounds heard. Flashing silly faces at each other, the two ended in a fit of laughter during their battle,

“You shall never beat me y/n! I am always the winner!” He dramatically poses, mimicking a victory action.

“Never? You’re wrong. Truly so, so very wrong.” Jaehyun raises an eyebrow at her, intrigued by the comment.

“Why may that be?” He questions.

“Because,” she cheekily states. Standing her phone on the coffee table against a small glass decor, settling on her knees. Unbuttoning her top enough to reveal cleavage, smirking at her own actions, “I never lose with these, you give in so quick to me baby.” She innocently bats her lashes. He licks his lips while she continues to unbutton her shirt, her breasts exposed yet covered with her lace bra worn underneath,

“I don’t think this is the best time, y/n.” He gulps, Adam’s apple bobbing up and down, swallowing his saliva from the desire building up.

“Awe, why?” She pouts.

“My roommate, he’ll be back in an hour-” restless eyes flickering to the time on his watch.

“You’ve done me faster,” A bold, mischevious interjection said as her shirt pools on the ground, bra hook unclipped and straps slide down her arms, throwing the undergarment elsewhere. “Please Mr.Jung.” Putting on a show of her exposed breasts on screen. Flaunting them with a little bounce and a little shake, “I’ll be so good.”

Breath hitching in his throat, choking out a fuck it. The sounds of the door locking and his belt unbuckling heard off screen. Sitting back in his seat, he positions his phone on the desk, backing up to have his body in full view,

“I can’t believe you actually affect me this much.” Pulling out his semi-hard cock, pumping the length in an attempt to fully erect. “Baby girl, please you got to cum for sir and make him cum too, okay?”

“Yes, Mr.Jung.” Now positioned on the couch, bottoms off and legs split open in view of the camera, she begins to rub her clit and finger herself. Self-teasing with one finger, with such unexpected pleasure without being touched by Jaehyun for weeks. Her clit erogenous, shivers racing up and down her spine, soft moans of Jaehyun’s name left her mouth, and her’s from his. The two lasted for a while until y/n halts her erotic actions.

“What’s wrong?” he pants, hesitantly slowing down his movements on his cock as she disappears from the screen, silently groaning as the familiar knot fades. Shuffling noises heard in the background until she returns to her previous spot, this time with a hidden item, “Baby girl, what are you up to?”

“I really miss your cock, Mr.Jung, and I really want it, but I can’t…” Picking up her phone, fixating it upon the counter she grabs a nearby chair, “you can punish me later but I really need it.” Sticking a purple dildo on the chair, she gave him a roguish smile - Jaehyun and her never used the dildo much, not unless he wanted to tease her or make her work for her orgasm. In other words, punish her mostly for his own amusement. Although she never touched it, unless an order was given.- her legs centre the dildo to her entrance as Jaehyun breathes out,

“Naughty bitch, I’m going to fuck you senseless when I come back.”

“Please do.” She begs, almost whining.

“That’s a promise.” He says grunting, watching her lower down upon the toy feeling her walls stretch and accidental whimpers release. Speeding up the pace on his length at the sight of his girlfriend pleasuring herself. Moaning out for him, how desperate she really was for him. He whispers her name but loud enough to be heard through the call. Her walls clench around the toy - just like she did with Jaehyun, his moans erupting from his throat every time. - chanting profanities like a prayer, the two came near their highs, Jaehyun being the first to climax. Strings of his cum landing on top his shirt and pants, ruining the two articles of clothing.“Fuck baby girl, you made me ruin my clothes.”

“Mmm.” She lets out a high pitch whine. “S-sorry Mr.Jung.” As she races to find her climax.“Remember the first time, baby girl…” Jaehyun talks through cleaning himself up, simultaneously changing into his pyjamas, preparing for whenever his roommate knocks to be let in and avoiding the thoughts to ravish his girlfriend, controlling his once again developing hard-on. “The first time you came so hard, you squirt on me. Right on your bedroom floor and we had to buy a new rug. That was so sexy, cum like that once more for me.” Her moans a higher pitch from every word he spoke, the familiar twist in her stomach formed. Sweat glistened on her forehead and wet, pornographic sounds of her sliding down the cheap dildo, “Remember all those times I stayed over until the morning and woke you up with my tongue?”

“Yes, yes…” she pant.

“The days we’d both be pissed at our professors or bosses and you’d let me push you against the wall to throat fuck you.”

“Those were really fucking hot…” her head thrown back and fingers rubbing her clit in an eager attempt to release.

“And that one time against your balcony doors, on my birthday. How they’re glass and in clear sight of anyone passing by to-“

“FUCK, YES OH GOD.” She lets out a scream as ecstasy devours her. Thighs trembling from the hard orgasm,  “I remember…” lowering her voice as she calms down. “I remember when we fucked against those doors,” her untidy, sweaty, post-sex appearance covered with a suggestive smirk on her face could bring Jaehyun an instant boner again. He did, usually, it did, but he’d have to control himself now. “That was really the hottest fuck we ever had, and we are doing it all over again when you’re back.” She says with more stable breaths.“Of course-“

Knock, knock!  The sound of the doors alerted Jaehyun,

“I’ll be there one second!” He gave his girlfriend a loving and apologetic smile, “Clean yourself up baby girl, I’m sorry we can’t do round two, but I swear, you will get such a better fuck when I’m back.”

“I’m waiting.” She winked, blowing him a farewell kiss.

And with that, the call ends and y/n makes the utmost effort to clean herself up. Despite her weak legs and heavy eye-lids, her mood was completely different. Definitely still with stress but, a relaxed feeling from the masturbation and her boyfriend.

Anon Asked: Hiii!! love ur work!!! can you pls write a phone call smut with jaehyun (non-idol AU) where you’re really stressed and tired about school or something and you miss him while hes away for smthn and then u call him crying and he talks u down and gets u all loose if u know what i mean lol !! pls and thanks 💕

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There For You

Peter Parker x Stark!Reader

Word Count: 1.7k

Requested by @lubrielx​ : so yeah i saw you wanted requests? so okay yeah because im a little sad mess rn how about something with a stark!reader and peter parker (because i love okay that is literally the best thing ever) and the reader lost someone close to them (doesnt have to be passing away could also be the loss of a friendship) and peter and dad tony are trying to cheer them up but that doesnt work and then they both say that it is okay to be sad or something like this?

a/n: i really hope you like this! a lot of this came straight from the heart and is really real to me; i almost cried writing it. (also, y/b/f means your best friend!)

warnings: angsty

Taking a shaky breath, you stared up at the doors of the compound. You knew Peter would be waiting on the inside and you didn’t want to make a fuss, so you wiped underneath your eyes with the sleeve of his sweatshirt. Plastering a smile on your face, you pushed open the door, feeling the cold metal underneath your fingertips.

While stepping into the elevator, the fight between you and your best friend began to replay in your head over and over again. Pulling your arms into your stomach, you begged yourself to stop thinking about it, but the thoughts consumed you entirely. You were falling down a hole and you couldn’t climb out of it. Usually you could find light at the end of the tunnel, but you felt so helpless, like there was nothing you could change. A single tear slid down your cheek, causing you to cry like you hadn’t in a very long time. Unable to stand, you slid down into the corner of the elevator, holding your knees to your chest while sobbing uncontrollably.

When the door to the elevator finally opened and the bing rang in your ears, you couldn’t bring yourself to stand up and exit. All you wanted to do was stay there and cry; you knew that Peter would want to help, but you didn’t want to inconvenience him. Although you didn’t want him to see you like this, fate had a different plan in mind.

“Y/N?” Peter’s voice rang out from the hallway, “Is that you? Come on inside, what’re you waiting for?”

You tried to quiet your crying so the elevator doors would close without Peter hearing you, but after a few moments of silence, a loud sob forced its way out of your mouth. “Y/N?!” you heard Peter’s chair scrape against the floor and his loud footsteps run towards you as you buried your head in your arms, trying to hide your face. Just as the elevator doors began to close, Peter slid his body through the gap, running over to your shaking body.

“Y/N? What happened?” he asked urgently, “Are you hurt? Do I need to call your dad? What-”

“I’m- I’m f-fine, Peter,” you managed between sobs, acknowledging in your head that Peter would obviously realize that wasn’t the case.

“Cutie, you’ve gotta tell me what’s wrong,” he implored, much more gently this time. Sitting next to you, he pulled you into his arms and stroked your back soothingly. “I need to know so I can help you.”

Sniffling, you buried your face into his shoulder and shook your head, “I-it’s not-” you shook as you continued to sob, “It’s not important.” “It seems like it is. Y/N, you know you can tell me anything.” he reassured you. After a few more minutes of crying from you, he realized that you should probably move off of the elevator floor. He slid his arms under your legs and behind your back, swiftly picking you up and carrying you out into the living area. When he attempted to sit you down on the couch, you only clung tighter to his neck. Thinking for a moment, he sat on the couch with you in his lap, holding you tightly as you continued to sob into his shirt.

Just as Peter was about to ask about what happened, he heard a voice from coming from the doorway to the kitchen. “What’s going on here?” jerking his head up to look into Tony’s interrogating eyes, Peter looked like a deer caught in headlights. “S-sir, I found Y/N in the elevator crying. She wouldn’t answer me when I tried to get her to talk; I don’t know what’s wrong.” he frantically said, the worry clearly showing on his face and in his wavering voice. Tony gave Peter a look that told him to let him handle this as he walked over and lightly grabbed the crying girl’s shoulder.

“Y/N, sweetie,” he said softly, “What’s wrong?”

You’d just began to calm down, but hearing your dad’s caring voice sent you over the edge again. “D-don’t,” you began, but couldn’t finish due to your uncontrollable sobbing.

Tony glanced back up at Peter, sorrow filling his gaze after seeing how tightly you were clinging to him. “Shh, shh..” he soothed you, “It’ll be okay, sweetie. I’m gonna need you to let go of Peter, okay?” Shaking your head, you only grabbed onto him tighter, feeling his warmth seeping through the grey shirt he was wearing. You could feel your tears soaking his shirt, but Peter was your rock. You never wanted to let go of him. If you did, he might leave you too. “N-no,” you weeped, “I don’t- I don’t wanna let go.”

Sighing, Tony put a hand on your shoulder, “You need to, honey. You’re suffocating him.” “No!” you whimpered, “I-if I do, he’ll leave t-too. Just like-” you broke off, unable to complete your sentence.

“Just like who, sweetie?” Tony gently insisted, “Who left you?” All you could do was shake your head. You didn’t want to talk about it; if you did, then that would make it real.

“Y/N,” Peter spoke up, whispering softly to you, “I’ll never leave you. I promise. But you need to let go so we can talk about what happened.”

Sniveling, you slowly let go of Peter and moved to sit next to him as he let out a large breath. He was relieved that you’d found the strength to let go, hoping that you’d next find the strength to also talk about what happened.

“You want to talk to us about what happened, kid?” your dad inquired as he sat down next to you. Looking down at your shoes, you attempted to slow your breathing and quiet your sobs to a slight crying. This took a few minutes, but Peter and Tony were more than happy to wait and let you regain your bearings before pushing you to continue.

“It’s- it’s Y/B/F,” you began, trying to breathe evenly, “We had a f-fight, and we-” you choked on your own words, taking a moment to steady yourself again, “we aren’t… friends anymore.” After getting the words out, you began to sob again. Although admitting what had happened broke your heart, you knew you had to keep going so the boys could better understand. Tony rubbed your back and they both looked at you expectantly, letting you know that you should continue.

“She- she’d been ignoring me for a while,” you managed, “Leaving me on read, randomly leaving our group chats, even blocking me sometimes. I tried my best to be there for her, but she never listened to me. It’s like everything I said went in one ear and out the other. She’d always tell me we were best friends, but it was so easy for her to constantly drop me for no reason. All I ever did was support her, but she constantly left me and hurt me. It got to the point where I couldn’t trust her anymore; I was constantly wondering when she’d leave me and hurt me again. Yesterday she did it again and I decided that I’d had enough of it. I told her that if she wanted to continue being friends, she’d have to stop doing that. I also said that I cared about her and loved her and that I never wanted to stop being friends, but I couldn’t be in a friendship where I couldn’t trust her anymore. Then she told me-” you paused, trying to hold it together, “She told me that I was selfish and that I never- that I never cared about her. I told her that I was done for now, but if she cleaned up her act I’d be open to being friends again,” you finished and took a deep breath, but ended up breaking down crying again.

Tony and Peter looked at each other, anger and sadness filling their shared gaze. They were incredibly upset at your supposed best friend for treating you that way, but they also felt terrible for you. You were an incredible person who deserved the world; you didn’t deserve to be thrown away like trash.

“Sometimes, people refuse to see reason when they’re upset,” Tony explained to you as he placed an arm on your shoulder, “Yes, Y/B/F may be going through some issues right now, but she needs to realize that you have issues too.”

“Plus, her issues are an explanation for her behavior, not an excuse,” Peter interjected, “She had no right to act the way she did.”

While their words were meant to inspire you and help you feel better, nothing could cheer you up. “Yeah, I guess…” you trailed off, looking at the ground. You just wanted to be happy, but you only seemed to feel sadness. You felt silly for being upset over this and it was frustrating that nothing the two boys said seemed to make you feel better.

“Y/N, it’s okay to feel sad sometimes,” your dad explained, catching onto how you felt, “What is happening to you right now is a perfectly fine reason to be upset. You’re an incredibly strong girl, but sometimes it’s a necessity to break down and build yourself back up.” “It just-” you started, trying to explain how you felt, “It just sucks. It sucks so much.”

“It’s okay to feel that way,” Peter reassured you, “And we’ll be here to guide you throughout the entire time you’re upset. So don’t beat yourself up about being sad; it’s her fault for treating you like this. It’s okay to sad over losing your best friend.”

“T-thanks, guys,” you sniffled. The two boys pulled you into a group hug, causing you to giggle a bit through the tears.

Eventually everything would work out, and your two boys would be there to help you succeed every step of the way. You’d found your light at the end of the tunnel.

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sdr2 boys and an ideal date with their s/o?

thank you for requesting love!!! this was soso cute im glad i could write about it~

sdr2 boys and their ideal date

note; i’m pretty sure they’d all be happy wherever it was as long as it was with you, but this is based on things, in my opinion, i think they’d be most comfortable and happy to do!!

hajime hinata (video game night date)

he’d bE SO EXCITED

his favorite thing??? with his favorite person???!?!

hesoncloud9

picks out stacks upon stacks of games next to the multple consoles for you both to play

would order in pizza and get a ton of pillows for you two to sit on because he wants it to be somewhat nicely prepared okay blesshim

iNdiReCtIvElY cOmPeTiTivE

won’t admit defeat for the life of him

thinks its cute when you lose and you are all huffy and puffy

hethinksurannoyedfaceislowkeyhot

“one more round… pleaSE i wASN’T EVEN TRYING THAT TIME”

if you beat him again,,, be prepared for lovetackles

nagito komaeda (late night park date)

poor nervous lil komaeda

i mean he’s nervous about everything related to you

he still cant believe you go on dates with trash like him

but he’d love night park dates

because you could hold his hand while you two looked at the trees

or hug his side if a cold breeze blew by

he totally doesn’t think about this all the time

overall he just adores you in general

he thinks little talks while walking with you are the best thing too

heloveslisteningtoyourvoicewhenyouarepassionateaboutsomething

he just stares at you lovingly while walking

byakuya twogami (cosplay dates)

okay lisTEN

as cheesy as it is

his favorite thing in the world is to dress up with you

it doesn’t even have to be out somewhere extravagant

you could be both just at home in some cute little cosplays

and he’d be absolutely content

sometimes he’d do absolutely laughable ones

like he’d walk out into the living room with a Full Ass Mario Cosplay with the geekiest smile EVER

and you’d just go

“…just tell me where the peach costume is”

you two would just end up playing mariokart in your cosplays for hours

gundham tanaka (dog cafe date)

he’s going to combust??? you and ANIMALS??

you two would get your cute little drinks and then go into the play room with all the doggies

he’d melt seeing you squeal at the pups

would 10/10 take pics of you holding/petting the dogs

because he can’t resist i mean lOOK HOW CUTE YOU LOOK

would just watch you full of admiration

he’d make sure to meet each pup and give them all equal amounts of attention

but if one had taken a liking to you specifically and saw how perfect you two were

he’d step aside to the manager and be all like

“how much is that dog going for”

you two cuties would probably end up taking one home ngl

kazuichi souda (shopping spree date)

he’s absolutely in love with you

so treating you like the prince/princess you are is his favorite date in mind

he’s so cute he just wants u happy ugH

would love seeing you try stuff on

“souda..does this look okay?”

“dOES IT LOOK OKA-“

this sweetheart bless him he thinks you look absolutely stunning in everything

if he sees you severly eyeing something

he’s gonna either get it secretly or make you try it on

blushes so hard if what your wearing shows skin

its his weakness poor boy

teruteru hanamura (home baking date)

you guessed it

cuTECOUPLEBAKING

would ask you what you wanted to make before hand

would make sure everythings set up and ready to be prepared because he wants to make it the least stressful for you and him

you can be sure he’s going to try to come up from behind you and help you with whatever you may be doing

rolling the dough???

filling the baking tins???

mixing the batter???

he’s snaking his hands around your waist and directing your hands claiming “he’s helping you out”

he just wants to be all cute and close to you

my heaRT

fuyuhiko kuzuryu (buzzfeed unsolved binge date)

i feel like fuyu baby doesn’t like to do too many outdoor activities

partially because he thinks “all stereotypical dates are stupid”

but a cozy, casual night in????

watching two guys go into haunted places that have intense crimes and/or murders involved??

he’s in

it wouldn’t be set up with food or pillows and stuff

i feel like you’d be watching it on your laptop wrapped up in bed or something and he just

subtly slide under the covers

and peer at your laptop

after a while he may pull you closer to him

it wasn’t subconciously

nekomaru nidai (movie night date)

he’s a very casual guy who’d love to just be lazy with you

that’s why he loves movie marathoning with you

lets face it

his favorite movie would be the rocky franchise

so of course he’ll convince you to watch it with him along with the others you chose

he’s a cute mushy romantic alone with you

so he’ll be that stereotypical guy and slowly inch his arm around you while yawning

its so cute tho pleaSE

knowing him if he sees you getting sleepy

he’ll offer you one of his infamous massages, from the ultimate masseur himself

such a silly and caring boy bless his heart

[haodycowboy]

the comfort of custody over a tshirt \\ fluff

word count: 2.2k 

genre: fluff/semi smut (its just some deep kisses and touches nothin’ serious)

pairing: hoseok + y/n

summary: two oblivious idiots, dance lessons, rick and morty and sealin’ deals.

a/n: i huge freakin thank you to @jonghyoongi​ and @maxinederps​ for pushing me to post this. its my first fic im posting on here so yeah. please love hobi as much as i do and enjoy this rollercoaster of a fic. 

“So why aren’t you guys dating yet?” Yoongi’s voice pulls you from your phone, where you had previously been flirting through text with the man in question, Hoseok.

“Um, were both shy idiots that don’t know how to express our feelings?” Yoongi rolls his eyes from the other side of the couch in his apartment.

“Seriously y/n, if you don’t step up to the plate I’m gonna ask him out for you.” His threat seemed empty, but not until he added, “Or I’ll tell him about the time I caught you calling his name when you were flickin’ the bea-”

“Okay okay! God I’ll ask him out right now, just please don’t tell him about that.” Yoongi secretly smirked at his own phone as you type out a quick. “Hey do you wanna go on a date?”

“Cool, I’m gonna grab my charger real quick, be right back.” He gets up from the couch and leaves to his room.

You’re staring at your phone when you realize under your text it says Read 2:24 PM and a loud shriek comes from what seems like just down the hall of Yoongi’s apartment complex. The incoherent babble continues as you hear the lock of the front door being fiddled with and Jung Hoseok himself comes through the threshold yelling, “Dude holy fucking shit y/n just asked me out on a date, what do I say? What do I wear? Oh my god what if she’s pranking m-.”

Suddenly Yoongi’s spacious apartment seems a lot smaller when Hoseok drops his gym bag and his eyes lock onto yours from the corner of the couch. Yoongi emerges from his bedroom nonchalant as ever.

“Say yes, whatever you want; she’ll think you’re cute regardless, and no she’s not pranking you.” He goes right back to his spot on the other end of the couch and starts searching through Netflix while adding “Oh and she’s here by the way.” Fucker.

“Heyyyyy” is all you can manage as he places his shoes on the rack next to the door and replies with a small ‘Hiiiii there’ as he makes his way to the love seat next to the couch.

“So yeah… What do you want to do?”

And now, here you are, Hoseok feeling you up in the elevator on the way to his apartment after the Tango lessons he offered to take you to. How you got into this situation? Not really a mystery. For starters, the dress Yoongi helped pick out was revealing as hell, to which Hoseok couldn’t help but literally drool when he picked you up (it was quite cute, though Hoseok thinks otherwise). Furthermore, the final pose called for the man to dip the woman while simultaneously holding her up with his leg between her own, and you can make out why that had gotten him so riled up.

“I can’t believe I audibly whimpered when you dipped me. I felt like dying back there.” You allowed his hands to explore the sides of your body for just a couple seconds more when the elevator doors slid open, dragging Hoseok behind you towards his apartment.

“Really y/n, if anything, I would’ve been worried if you hadn’t made any time of noise while dancing. I mean, it’s hard not to.” His hips still seem to be swaying on your way to the door, even as he unlocks the door and plops down both yours and his bags. But just as he turns around to look at you, you’re pulling him towards you, the look of desperation to kiss him very apparent on your face.

“I’m so sorry y/n I just don’t really feel up for it tonight.” He stops the descent onto your lips with eyes shut, a look of guilt written on his face. He looks really broken up about it, but it’s not like you were entitled to get some tonight so you hold his face in your hands, trying to relax him a bit.

“Hoseok, I totally understand. It’s just,” you fiddle with your hair and allow a small sigh to leave your lips, “Changkyun and I sort of planned a ‘mutual hookup night’ if you will, and we played rock paper scissors for who gets the apartment for the night and he won. So, is it okay if I stay the night?”

“Of course, we can still watch a movie or just talk until we fall asleep if you’re okay with that.” You nod in agreement and migrate to the couch as he follows right behind you.

“Do you have pajamas I can borrow? To be quite honest I’ve been dying to get out of this dress halfway through the lesson.” A shy smile adorns your lips and unbeknownst to you, he chuckles at your honesty. He pushes off of the couch and goes to find clothes for you. “Any requests? Boxers, basketball shorts, or just one big shirt?” His voice travels from down the hall, the sound of him rifling through his closest even more faint.

You get up from your spot on the couch and find him laying out a bunch different clothes for you. It’s silly, really, but cute nonetheless. “Hmm, how about basketball shorts and a bIG SHIRT!” You discover a Rick and Morty shirt amongst his choices for you.

You immediately grab it from the little plethora of clothes and run to the bathroom next to his closet rushing to jump out of your outfit of the night.

From the other side of the door, you can hear him giggle, “I’m assuming you watch Rick and Morty?” Just as he finishes putting away the clothes that didn’t make the cut, you burst out of the bathroom.

“Get schwiftyyyyy!” Hoseok starts clapping and joins you in your little jig before you realize the basketball shorts may be just a bit too big.

“Looks like they might be a little bit too loose, you sure you don’t want boxers?” Speaking too soon, Hoseok watches as you pull and knot the drawstring on the inside. “Nope! It’s all good.”

You offer him a small thanks and bound back out to the living room. He finds you already starting to get situated under the throw blanket that was previously draped over the armrest.

He takes the blanket placed on the other armrest but before he could get comfortable, you pipe up, “Hobi, do you have another blanket? This one’s a bit too small.” Your toes can be seen from the bottom of the blanket, a sight that makes Hoseok shake his head as he gets back up once more and disappears down the hallway again.

He seems to be gone for a bit longer than the assumed time grabbing a blanket allows, but all your questions are answered when he comes back in pajamas of his own.

“By the way, you can have that shirt if you want.” Hoseok observes your baffled face and adds before you can say anything, “It was Jimin’s gift to me during last year’s White Elephant. Obviously, he meant to give it to Namjoon, but Jimin and Jungkook’s recipients got switched. Asshole took what would’ve been my Hufflepuff sweater when he’s CLEARLY a Gryf-” “findor! I always thought he was a Gryffindor too!” After quickly sorting each of the other boys into their respective Hogwarts houses (and eerily agreeing on all of them), you ask him a series of questions.

“Okay one, how have you not gotten into Rick and Morty with 'Joons incessant pestering he’d done a few months back? And two, why didn’t you guys just switch gifts that night?” By now, the option of watching a movie is long gone.

“Well one, I wanted to finish catching up on Brooklyn 99 before the new season had started, so it sort of slipped my mind. And two, I was going to ask him to switch, but sub point A, switching gifts after the game is over isn’t really lawful per se, and sub point B, once he discovered yellow looked good on him, I didn’t have the heart to go through with the trade.” Note to self: get Hobi a Hufflepuff sweater. After a few minutes you convince Hoseok to watch the first season of Rick and Morty. A whopping four hours of cringe, stomach pained laughter, and happy tears is what lead you to the the current predicament between the two of you. It was well into the morning, a quarter to 4 when you finally finish binge watching the entire first season. “So Y/N, about the whole, 'giving you the shirt’ thing…” Hoseok’s attention is now on you, his pleading puppy eyes fixed on you with determination. “Hobi, we shook on it! If it weren’t for me you would’ve never gotten into the damn show!” You steal what’s left of the shared blanket between you, attempting to put some sort of barrier between your new shirt and Hoseok’s grabby hands. Unfortunately, you didn’t notice that his feet were still under the blanket, allowing him to rip it off of you before you could react. “What are you gonna do, rip it off me?!” Trying your hardest to conceal yourself from him, but he manages to yank the entire blanket out from over you, leaving you exposed. The squeal that comes out of your mouth has him giggling in your wake as you make a run for his room. “Ha! I took the blanket from my bed, you have nothing to hide under!!” Your mistake leaves you exposed on his bed, crawling backwards to the headboard. A dead end. “Seriously Hoseok, what do you actually plan on doing right now?” He’s past the foot of the bed and crawling on top of you. You can’t lie, the faux look of hunger on his face turns you on a bit, but he said he wasn’t in the mood, so maybe just keep this one to yourself. “Joint custody.” He’s now completely towering over you, but his vague statement makes you forget about his dominant demeanor. “Of what, the shirt?” All playfulness aside, you’re now intrigued by his offer. “Yeah, you have it one week, and I the next, with emergency switches thrown in here and there, and repeat.” Sitting criss cross in front of you, in what seems to be full business mode. “Mmm, Mr. Jung, you’ve got yourself a deal.” A joking puff of your chest and you stick out your hand for him to shake, which you see him go for, but he opens your fingers and intertwines them with his. He pulls you in while his left hand on your hip keeps you steady as you’re now on top of his lap. An almost inaudible gasp leaves your lips as he brings you in for a strong kiss, a hand coming up to your neck and the other further wraps around your waist. You almost don’t notice the chuckle that comes from his chest when you pull him in just a bit more. He pulls away from the kiss, his hold still locking you into his frame, if not more so than before. He keeps his forehead on yours, the sight of him looking at you cross eyed etched into your mind. “Thought a kiss would be more legally binding.” You watch as Hoseok’s eyes close once more as he nudges toward your temple and kisses your cheeks a couple times before coming back to your lips just once more. “Mm. Definitely more legally binding than a handshake.” You’ve been fiddling with his hair and he very, very noticeably shivers at the spine tingling contact. He lets out a small groan as his head is now planted on your shoulder, the sound of his breath starting to even out. “Come here.” You pull Hoseok with you to lay down and slither out from under him half way when he realizes it feels like you’re leaving him. “I’m just getting the blanket, I’ll be back in two seconds.” You run your fingers through his hair one more time to reassure him. Which works, of course. You’re in the middle of the hall when you hear “One, two!” from his room. A shake of your head and you grab the blanket, along with his and your phone. You come back to him unmoved from how you’d left him. Placing the phones down on his nightstand, you shake the blanket a couple times before laying back on the bed. Hoseok’s arm whips up the blanket for you to slip back in with him. “You impatient, little baby. You’re lucky I think you’re cute.” He snuggles back into you, the most content sounding sigh from his lips has you trying to keep in the loudest squeal you could possibly emit. “Y/N, can you keep playing with my hair? It helps me fall asleep.” Hoseok looks up from the crook of your neck where his face had previously been. “Holy shit Hoseok, how do I say no to your face.” You realize how whipped you are for him, only after one date (and a bunch of flirting), he’s managed to make you melt into puddle so many times in one night.

thank u so much for reading!

[apsbicepstraining]

The 10 New Year’s Resolutions That Is guaranteed under Your Good Time Yet

The best part about the New Year is that its a clean slate. Theres a sense of consolation in leaving the past behind, feeling encouraged to let bad habits end with 2016, and growing motivated to stimulate positive changes in 2017.

The reason why New Years resolutions can actually wield, is because theres something about a fresh start that not only drives us to be better, but us that its possible to erase our slate clean and change our ways.

The mentality behind a New Year equates a fresh start is improbably powerful and incite. Theres a reasons for January is the busiest month of the year at your local gym. Parties are most likely take action and put in effort towards achieving their goals when something external has represented a new beginning.

The good happen you can do is attain specific New Years solutions, rather than merely make a mental note that youd like to effort more frequently or spend more time with their own families. Here are 10 New Years Resolutions that will guarantee the very best year hitherto in 2017 TAGEND

1. Put your phone down during lifes important moments

Millennials are missing out on whats all around them due to a decision to observe life through a small screen. How can you amply experience a special moment if youre on your phone documenting it via Snapchat and Instagram the entire era? Justin Wells of Westwind Recovery points out that social media craving is a major problem TAGEND

Rather than taking in a special minute, millennials appear compelled to continually document almost every aspect of “peoples lives”, which vastly belittles the happiness of any specific momentous occasion.

If you read to put down the phone during memorable moments, youll take up and enjoy whats happening so much more. When youre on vacation at a impressive mountain resort, take it all in and keep the phone in your inn area for a few hours while you go out investigating with only your eyes. When youre out with acquaintances, experience their fellowship by putting the phone down. In general, the very best year hitherto will be 2017 if you can burst your addiction to your smartphone.

2. Pursue your infatuation

One of the most important goals to have is to work towards a busines that involves you expending your offering and haunting your ardour. A great point to have for 2017 that will help you work towards your nightmare chore is to start a passion activity. A fervour project can help you stay focused on your fury, pattern your skills and use your gift in order to exclude you on track and to maintain you motivated.

3. Get your finances in order

Getting your coin in order can lead to fiscal democracy, which is integral to a happy and healthy life. You must be specific with your fiscal destinations, though. Rather than telling yourself you want to save more fund in 2017, you must instead lay out specific expensive wonts that you want to cut down on, and have a point in judgment as to how much of each paycheck you want to put into a savings account.

Getting your commerces in order too intends paying your proposals on time, controlling your credit card balances, and attending about your ascribe. In a recent Capital One credit confidence study, over 70 percent of the 2,300 respondents conserved a creed that having good ascribe is the gateway to the American Dream.

If you want to improve your credit, and youre dedicated to this New Years Resolution, then compensate all of your bills on time. That symbolizes reconciling your telephone invoice, energy, cable, vehicle pays and other proposals their due date. Late pays could show up as negative activity on your ascribe profile, and too many delinquencies could significantly lower your recognition score.

4. Find someone to be accountable to at the gym

Every year, billions of parties have get fit or lose weight at the top of their New Years resolves inventory. What you need in order to achieve this resolution, though, is a specific schedule that will actually cultivate. You requirement external accountability. You necessary someone to answer to, a person who has hinders track of you and someone who motivates you.

A personal coach, for example, is person you will be accountable to. This is someone you wont nullify on. When I have a civilizing seminar booked at Steve Nash, I know that its not something I can duck out of it even if I dont feel like running. Im to my tutor. Unlike the working group fitness class, when you book a one-on-one seminar with your manager, you cant exactly get by with gathering a no-show. If you have one specific weight loss decide for 2017, it should be to

5. Meal prep and watch your alcohol and medicine intake

If weight loss is one of your New Years resolvings, exert alone wont cut it, but dont start some silly diet in 2017. Instead, meal prep. Its best available way to ensure you wont ingest nonsense. The reasonablenes we chew undesirable fast food is because we suddenly recognise were starving and we have nothing prepared. Meal prep changes all that, and its a great dres to get into come 2017.

If you want to watch your weight, though, youll have to watch your alcohol intake too. And observing your alcohol consumption is a great New Years resolving in general not just for the sake of saving calories. Just as smoking Marijuana has some health benefits, some might “re saying that” a glass of red wine has health benefits too. Sure it does, but all in moderation. A glass of red wine every now and then wont hurt you, and neither will the curious joint. Binge boozing and all day stoner seminars, though, will. As long as youre mindful of what foods and substances youre putting into your form, youre on the right path.

6. Plan one solo errand each year

Even if its just a weekend away to a nearby ski hostel, solo excursions are fundamental to personal rise. You need duration away, by yourself, on your mountaintop to re-charge, get imaginative and get inspired. If you can, strategy an extended trip-up somewhere by yourself in 2017, and use that valued time to focus on your misses and needs.

7. Get out of your comfort zone and take advantage of opportunities

Be more social, learn new sciences, listen meet-ups and stop secreting out at home. Many of us feel that were safer when nobody can see us and thats why we stay in so much. Nonetheless, getting out of the members of this house( and therefore getting out of your consolation zone) more often will truly pay off. Opportunities can get you everywhere, but they wont fall into your lap. Youll have to get outside, congregate new people and ordeal more of life in order to run into beneficial, life-altering opportunities.

8. Be less of a couch potato

Prolonged sedentary periods are bad for your well-being and bad for your health. In 2017, try to watch less TV and be more active instead. Instead of pressing that continue watching button on Netflix, go to the gym instead. Find excuses to be active whenever you can. If a friend invites you out for dinner to catch up, propose going for a saunter together and catching up that room instead. Youll feel right at the end of each and every day if you were active that day.

In fact, get off the couch and make a point of getting outside every evening at least for half an hour. You should commit to spend time in nature every single daylight, because studies have demonstrated that they that investing time in quality is linked to gaiety, higher self-esteem, and a decrease in sadnes and anxiety. Its important to spend time away from Tv screens and laptop screens, because too much screen-time is fantastically bad for your well-being.

9. Tidy up and rework your dwelling

The New York Times Bestseller, The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing bright notebook that explains why straightening up and redecorating invigorates a healthier overall mindset. It can even medication anxiety problems and help us find more tighten, as though a weight has been lifted. If you take the time to read that work, tidy up your infinite, and get more organized, the positive effects of this wont proceed unnoticed.

10. Practice gratitude and positivity

Theres a famed quote by Maltbie D. Babcock that summing-up it up wonderfully: Better to fail count while mentioning your backings than lose your favors weighing your bothers. So instead of focusing on what the hell are you dont have, center your force on grateful towards what you have. Youll construct yourself miserable equating yourself to others or focusing on the negative all the time. Just as easy as it is for you to complain about whats going wrong, its evenly easy to celebrate whats disappearing right. The option is yours, and the positive mindset instead of the negative one will guarantee the very best time ever. As soon as you learn how to be more grateful, your whole life could change not just your year.

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The 10 New Year’s Resolutions That Is guaranteed under Your Good Time Yet

The best part about the New Year is that its a clean slate. Theres a sense of consolation in leaving the past behind, feeling encouraged to let bad habits end with 2016, and growing motivated to stimulate positive changes in 2017.

The reason why New Years resolutions can actually wield, is because theres something about a fresh start that not only drives us to be better, but us that its possible to erase our slate clean and change our ways.

The mentality behind a New Year equates a fresh start is improbably powerful and incite. Theres a reasons for January is the busiest month of the year at your local gym. Parties are most likely take action and put in effort towards achieving their goals when something external has represented a new beginning.

The good happen you can do is attain specific New Years solutions, rather than merely make a mental note that youd like to effort more frequently or spend more time with their own families. Here are 10 New Years Resolutions that will guarantee the very best year hitherto in 2017 TAGEND

1. Put your phone down during lifes important moments

Millennials are missing out on whats all around them due to a decision to observe life through a small screen. How can you amply experience a special moment if youre on your phone documenting it via Snapchat and Instagram the entire era? Justin Wells of Westwind Recovery points out that social media craving is a major problem TAGEND

Rather than taking in a special minute, millennials appear compelled to continually document almost every aspect of “peoples lives”, which vastly belittles the happiness of any specific momentous occasion.

If you read to put down the phone during memorable moments, youll take up and enjoy whats happening so much more. When youre on vacation at a impressive mountain resort, take it all in and keep the phone in your inn area for a few hours while you go out investigating with only your eyes. When youre out with acquaintances, experience their fellowship by putting the phone down. In general, the very best year hitherto will be 2017 if you can burst your addiction to your smartphone.

2. Pursue your infatuation

One of the most important goals to have is to work towards a busines that involves you expending your offering and haunting your ardour. A great point to have for 2017 that will help you work towards your nightmare chore is to start a passion activity. A fervour project can help you stay focused on your fury, pattern your skills and use your gift in order to exclude you on track and to maintain you motivated.

3. Get your finances in order

Getting your coin in order can lead to fiscal democracy, which is integral to a happy and healthy life. You must be specific with your fiscal destinations, though. Rather than telling yourself you want to save more fund in 2017, you must instead lay out specific expensive wonts that you want to cut down on, and have a point in judgment as to how much of each paycheck you want to put into a savings account.

Getting your commerces in order too intends paying your proposals on time, controlling your credit card balances, and attending about your ascribe. In a recent Capital One credit confidence study, over 70 percent of the 2,300 respondents conserved a creed that having good ascribe is the gateway to the American Dream.

If you want to improve your credit, and youre dedicated to this New Years Resolution, then compensate all of your bills on time. That symbolizes reconciling your telephone invoice, energy, cable, vehicle pays and other proposals their due date. Late pays could show up as negative activity on your ascribe profile, and too many delinquencies could significantly lower your recognition score.

4. Find someone to be accountable to at the gym

Every year, billions of parties have get fit or lose weight at the top of their New Years resolves inventory. What you need in order to achieve this resolution, though, is a specific schedule that will actually cultivate. You requirement external accountability. You necessary someone to answer to, a person who has hinders track of you and someone who motivates you.

A personal coach, for example, is person you will be accountable to. This is someone you wont nullify on. When I have a civilizing seminar booked at Steve Nash, I know that its not something I can duck out of it even if I dont feel like running. Im to my tutor. Unlike the working group fitness class, when you book a one-on-one seminar with your manager, you cant exactly get by with gathering a no-show. If you have one specific weight loss decide for 2017, it should be to

5. Meal prep and watch your alcohol and medicine intake

If weight loss is one of your New Years resolvings, exert alone wont cut it, but dont start some silly diet in 2017. Instead, meal prep. Its best available way to ensure you wont ingest nonsense. The reasonablenes we chew undesirable fast food is because we suddenly recognise were starving and we have nothing prepared. Meal prep changes all that, and its a great dres to get into come 2017.

If you want to watch your weight, though, youll have to watch your alcohol intake too. And observing your alcohol consumption is a great New Years resolving in general not just for the sake of saving calories. Just as smoking Marijuana has some health benefits, some might “re saying that” a glass of red wine has health benefits too. Sure it does, but all in moderation. A glass of red wine every now and then wont hurt you, and neither will the curious joint. Binge boozing and all day stoner seminars, though, will. As long as youre mindful of what foods and substances youre putting into your form, youre on the right path.

6. Plan one solo errand each year

Even if its just a weekend away to a nearby ski hostel, solo excursions are fundamental to personal rise. You need duration away, by yourself, on your mountaintop to re-charge, get imaginative and get inspired. If you can, strategy an extended trip-up somewhere by yourself in 2017, and use that valued time to focus on your misses and needs.

7. Get out of your comfort zone and take advantage of opportunities

Be more social, learn new sciences, listen meet-ups and stop secreting out at home. Many of us feel that were safer when nobody can see us and thats why we stay in so much. Nonetheless, getting out of the members of this house( and therefore getting out of your consolation zone) more often will truly pay off. Opportunities can get you everywhere, but they wont fall into your lap. Youll have to get outside, congregate new people and ordeal more of life in order to run into beneficial, life-altering opportunities.

8. Be less of a couch potato

Prolonged sedentary periods are bad for your well-being and bad for your health. In 2017, try to watch less TV and be more active instead. Instead of pressing that continue watching button on Netflix, go to the gym instead. Find excuses to be active whenever you can. If a friend invites you out for dinner to catch up, propose going for a saunter together and catching up that room instead. Youll feel right at the end of each and every day if you were active that day.

In fact, get off the couch and make a point of getting outside every evening at least for half an hour. You should commit to spend time in nature every single daylight, because studies have demonstrated that they that investing time in quality is linked to gaiety, higher self-esteem, and a decrease in sadnes and anxiety. Its important to spend time away from Tv screens and laptop screens, because too much screen-time is fantastically bad for your well-being.

9. Tidy up and rework your dwelling

The New York Times Bestseller, The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing bright notebook that explains why straightening up and redecorating invigorates a healthier overall mindset. It can even medication anxiety problems and help us find more tighten, as though a weight has been lifted. If you take the time to read that work, tidy up your infinite, and get more organized, the positive effects of this wont proceed unnoticed.

10. Practice gratitude and positivity

Theres a famed quote by Maltbie D. Babcock that summing-up it up wonderfully: Better to fail count while mentioning your backings than lose your favors weighing your bothers. So instead of focusing on what the hell are you dont have, center your force on grateful towards what you have. Youll construct yourself miserable equating yourself to others or focusing on the negative all the time. Just as easy as it is for you to complain about whats going wrong, its evenly easy to celebrate whats disappearing right. The option is yours, and the positive mindset instead of the negative one will guarantee the very best time ever. As soon as you learn how to be more grateful, your whole life could change not just your year.

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The 10 New Year’s Resolutions That Is guaranteed under Your Good Time Yet

The best part about the New Year is that its a clean slate. Theres a sense of consolation in leaving the past behind, feeling encouraged to let bad habits end with 2016, and growing motivated to stimulate positive changes in 2017.

The reason why New Years resolutions can actually wield, is because theres something about a fresh start that not only drives us to be better, but us that its possible to erase our slate clean and change our ways.

The mentality behind a New Year equates a fresh start is improbably powerful and incite. Theres a reasons for January is the busiest month of the year at your local gym. Parties are most likely take action and put in effort towards achieving their goals when something external has represented a new beginning.

The good happen you can do is attain specific New Years solutions, rather than merely make a mental note that youd like to effort more frequently or spend more time with their own families. Here are 10 New Years Resolutions that will guarantee the very best year hitherto in 2017 TAGEND

1. Put your phone down during lifes important moments

Millennials are missing out on whats all around them due to a decision to observe life through a small screen. How can you amply experience a special moment if youre on your phone documenting it via Snapchat and Instagram the entire era? Justin Wells of Westwind Recovery points out that social media craving is a major problem TAGEND

Rather than taking in a special minute, millennials appear compelled to continually document almost every aspect of “peoples lives”, which vastly belittles the happiness of any specific momentous occasion.

If you read to put down the phone during memorable moments, youll take up and enjoy whats happening so much more. When youre on vacation at a impressive mountain resort, take it all in and keep the phone in your inn area for a few hours while you go out investigating with only your eyes. When youre out with acquaintances, experience their fellowship by putting the phone down. In general, the very best year hitherto will be 2017 if you can burst your addiction to your smartphone.

2. Pursue your infatuation

One of the most important goals to have is to work towards a busines that involves you expending your offering and haunting your ardour. A great point to have for 2017 that will help you work towards your nightmare chore is to start a passion activity. A fervour project can help you stay focused on your fury, pattern your skills and use your gift in order to exclude you on track and to maintain you motivated.

3. Get your finances in order

Getting your coin in order can lead to fiscal democracy, which is integral to a happy and healthy life. You must be specific with your fiscal destinations, though. Rather than telling yourself you want to save more fund in 2017, you must instead lay out specific expensive wonts that you want to cut down on, and have a point in judgment as to how much of each paycheck you want to put into a savings account.

Getting your commerces in order too intends paying your proposals on time, controlling your credit card balances, and attending about your ascribe. In a recent Capital One credit confidence study, over 70 percent of the 2,300 respondents conserved a creed that having good ascribe is the gateway to the American Dream.

If you want to improve your credit, and youre dedicated to this New Years Resolution, then compensate all of your bills on time. That symbolizes reconciling your telephone invoice, energy, cable, vehicle pays and other proposals their due date. Late pays could show up as negative activity on your ascribe profile, and too many delinquencies could significantly lower your recognition score.

4. Find someone to be accountable to at the gym

Every year, billions of parties have get fit or lose weight at the top of their New Years resolves inventory. What you need in order to achieve this resolution, though, is a specific schedule that will actually cultivate. You requirement external accountability. You necessary someone to answer to, a person who has hinders track of you and someone who motivates you.

A personal coach, for example, is person you will be accountable to. This is someone you wont nullify on. When I have a civilizing seminar booked at Steve Nash, I know that its not something I can duck out of it even if I dont feel like running. Im to my tutor. Unlike the working group fitness class, when you book a one-on-one seminar with your manager, you cant exactly get by with gathering a no-show. If you have one specific weight loss decide for 2017, it should be to

5. Meal prep and watch your alcohol and medicine intake

If weight loss is one of your New Years resolvings, exert alone wont cut it, but dont start some silly diet in 2017. Instead, meal prep. Its best available way to ensure you wont ingest nonsense. The reasonablenes we chew undesirable fast food is because we suddenly recognise were starving and we have nothing prepared. Meal prep changes all that, and its a great dres to get into come 2017.

If you want to watch your weight, though, youll have to watch your alcohol intake too. And observing your alcohol consumption is a great New Years resolving in general not just for the sake of saving calories. Just as smoking Marijuana has some health benefits, some might “re saying that” a glass of red wine has health benefits too. Sure it does, but all in moderation. A glass of red wine every now and then wont hurt you, and neither will the curious joint. Binge boozing and all day stoner seminars, though, will. As long as youre mindful of what foods and substances youre putting into your form, youre on the right path.

6. Plan one solo errand each year

Even if its just a weekend away to a nearby ski hostel, solo excursions are fundamental to personal rise. You need duration away, by yourself, on your mountaintop to re-charge, get imaginative and get inspired. If you can, strategy an extended trip-up somewhere by yourself in 2017, and use that valued time to focus on your misses and needs.

7. Get out of your comfort zone and take advantage of opportunities

Be more social, learn new sciences, listen meet-ups and stop secreting out at home. Many of us feel that were safer when nobody can see us and thats why we stay in so much. Nonetheless, getting out of the members of this house( and therefore getting out of your consolation zone) more often will truly pay off. Opportunities can get you everywhere, but they wont fall into your lap. Youll have to get outside, congregate new people and ordeal more of life in order to run into beneficial, life-altering opportunities.

8. Be less of a couch potato

Prolonged sedentary periods are bad for your well-being and bad for your health. In 2017, try to watch less TV and be more active instead. Instead of pressing that continue watching button on Netflix, go to the gym instead. Find excuses to be active whenever you can. If a friend invites you out for dinner to catch up, propose going for a saunter together and catching up that room instead. Youll feel right at the end of each and every day if you were active that day.

In fact, get off the couch and make a point of getting outside every evening at least for half an hour. You should commit to spend time in nature every single daylight, because studies have demonstrated that they that investing time in quality is linked to gaiety, higher self-esteem, and a decrease in sadnes and anxiety. Its important to spend time away from Tv screens and laptop screens, because too much screen-time is fantastically bad for your well-being.

9. Tidy up and rework your dwelling

The New York Times Bestseller, The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing bright notebook that explains why straightening up and redecorating invigorates a healthier overall mindset. It can even medication anxiety problems and help us find more tighten, as though a weight has been lifted. If you take the time to read that work, tidy up your infinite, and get more organized, the positive effects of this wont proceed unnoticed.

10. Practice gratitude and positivity

Theres a famed quote by Maltbie D. Babcock that summing-up it up wonderfully: Better to fail count while mentioning your backings than lose your favors weighing your bothers. So instead of focusing on what the hell are you dont have, center your force on grateful towards what you have. Youll construct yourself miserable equating yourself to others or focusing on the negative all the time. Just as easy as it is for you to complain about whats going wrong, its evenly easy to celebrate whats disappearing right. The option is yours, and the positive mindset instead of the negative one will guarantee the very best time ever. As soon as you learn how to be more grateful, your whole life could change not just your year.

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