#i just have nobody to go to w this... sorry mutuals

[carebearsoldier]

sorry to vent again but ive had the worst night im actually dyinf

tw for harassment and fatphobia and anti-therian sentiments ig?

so i have paws drawn on my boots bc it makes me feel rlly happy as a therian. i was walking home from the store, on the phone with my dad, and this group of girls started to bark at me? so obv i turned around and i was like "????excuse me????" and they started yelling at me abt how they weren't talkin to me and telling me to go away, and since i was in a mood, i said "ok, but like, do you think people can't hear you?" and she asked me how old i was, and my stupid ass was rounding up, so i said "17" since i turn 17 next week. she threatened to call her sister and have her sister beat me up, and i said "alright, madam, that won't be necessary" and tried to walk away. but she called me a fatass. I'm recovering from an ED, so i rlly don't take comments on my weight rlly well, so i turned around and said "EXCUSE ME??" and she kept fuckin going and acting like i was all in her face and whatever so i just walked off as they kept barking and making fun of me and calling me fat. i started crying and i know they could tell, i went to my stepmom's house to cool off a minute and then went to go get myself and my dad dinner. and then they were at the restaurant i was gonna order at.... so ofc i called my dad and i was trying to walk off and they pulled up to me w their car and i tried to run but their mom got out of the car and started demanding to see my parents, saying i "ASSAULTED" her 14 YEAR OLD. I HAD NO IDEA HOW OLD THESE KIDS WERE AND I DIDNT TOUCH THEM???? i didn't even make any threats back either, but i was so scared, i was sobbing and shaking and screaming that i didnt do anything and i just wanted to go home, until my dad came, and by this point i was on the fucking ground bc my legs were shaking so bad that i couldn't stand, and there were people around trying to defend me, until my dad pulled me up and helped me walk away.... i don't think anybody believed that i had done anything, i was just begging for them to leave me alone already, i just wanted to go home.... im still reeling so hard bc what did i even do?? and they claimed to have a video, and they said they were gonna post it, theysaid something about pressing charges and im just. so. fucking. scared. im so scared and tired and i feel so worthless and awful and i hate myself... i might have to take the paws off my boots now too bc i dont feel safe and im just. so. done...

[campirebites]

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAN!!!’ 🥳🥳🩵

i hope u have the bestest birthday ever

THANK YOU FRIEND !! 🥰🥳

[lavender-butterfly-cookie]

I meant the isekai x self-aware fic with the team that you would never fight. I love it and want to see a part 2 of it. (sorry if I worded my previous ask incorrectly and confused you into thinking I was talking about another fic!)

OH- Butterfly- be more specific next time. I got around 3 different self-aware crk au's going on and you ought to specify which one you're referring to. I'm gonna mix them up if you don't T T Anyways, part two coming right up

Previous part

The ball's in your court pt2

While the battle between the heroes and Shadow Milk cookie raged on, Y/N cookie was just chilling with the kids and watching from the side eating popcorn (From where? nobody knows). The fight was pretty much still a 50/50 battle since neither team was taking enough damage for defeat. When did Shadow Milk cookie become THIS resilient??? Oh well, provided you got the healers doing their job and everyone else is holding up it would be fine.

Gingerbrave: So...

Strawberry cookie: The baker, hm?...

Wizard cookie: I thought you'd be bigger...

Y/N cookie: the feeling is mutual. And take as much time as you need to come to terms with it.

Strawberry cookie: And those cookies- the ones you brought to fight. Are... they the really like the ones we know? As in- the white lily cookie and dark cacao cookie. I don't know who the other two are.

Y/N cookie: Yes and no. Unlike the cookies of this universe, these ones are solely brought in to fight the enemy on my command. And if they crumble it's not a permanent death. They'll always come back provided I choose to use them for battle again. And even if I don't, they're on standby. Though I don't exactly think I'll need to put any of them on the bench with how well the battle is going.

Y/N cookie looks back at the fight, which hasn't calmed down in the slightest. But at least they were slowly getting the upper hand. The three other cookies looked at each other before looking at the baker.

Wizard cookie: So you're saying that anyone you choose to fight for you can and will appear?

Y/N cookie: Yeah, but that'll probably only be possible once I beat this boss or they lose.

Gingerbrave: Wow! This is so cool! It's like some awesome video game in real life!

Y/N cookie:... riiiiiiiiiiiight......

Strawberry cookie: I have a question.

Y/N cookie: Ask away.

Strawberry cookie: Earlier you said something about... Elder Faerie crumbling?... I-is that really gonna happen?

Y/N cookie: Uhh

Wizard cookie: Oh so I wasn't the only one who heard that.

Y/N cookie: Well-

Gingerbrave: Wait- he's gonna crumble?! When?!

Y/N cookie: Ok just calm down so I can speak, geez!

All three cookies go silent, looking up at Y/N cookie with visible concern as they sigh.

Y/N cookie: So originally, he supposed to die. I'm not gonna go into too much detail cuz that's way too many spoilers but yeah, he dies. I was admittedly hoping it wouldn't come to that since a whole lot of dialogue was changed, but I guess there odds of the story changing were pretty low.

Gingerbrave: W-when does it happen?! Maybe we can stop it?!

Y/N cookie: Considering how long the fight's been going I'd say right about-

Just then there was a yell of pain from the battle grounds, causing all the cookies to look at the source. Surprise surprise, Elder faerie was dying.

Y/N cookie: Now...

The four went to the scene. (skipping the whole using the guardians strength part because it's gonna take forever for me to finish this story if I don't.)

Y/N cookie: Can't you heal him or something, Mystic flour cookie?

Mystic flour cookie: No.

Y/N cookie: Why not-

Mystic flour cookie: I'm not about to interfere with a canon event.

Y/N cookie: Ah- fair.

Burning Spice cookie: And so the old fool dies. And yet, I still feel nothing.

Y/N cookie: Wait is that a ref-

White Lily cookie: WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO NOCHALANT ABOUT THIS?! I JUST BECAME A GUARDIAN FOR TREES SAKE!

Moonflower Faerie: You'll get over it.

White Lily cookie: Wait- really?

Moonflower faerie: No- that's gonna haunt you for weeks to come, trust me.

White Lily cookie: oh-

Dark Cacao cookie (Dragon lord): Now, let us make haste and seal that wretched beast once and for all.

Y/N cookie: He's gonna be back in- like, Beast yeast episode 7

Burning spice + Mystic flour: What?-

Y/N cookie: Nothing- let's just go!

[uluvjay]

Luke Hughes smut prompt list 8 and 12

8. “I can’t sleep without you here”

12. “You can get louder can’t you”

Luke Hughes x Fem reader!

Warnings?; smut, phone sex, mutual masturbation, fingering( F receiving), hand job( M receiving), dirty talk, pet names, cursing.

I hope you enjoyed anon! I apologize for any errors💕

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Usually this time of year you’d be at the lake house with Luke but you family decided to take a week long vacation in the middle of lake house season. You were extremely grateful to be able to go on a vacation but it was just you and your parents and you were missing your boyfriend.

And from what you could tell he was missing you as well, he texted and called you whenever he could and it was to the point his brothers were texting you to come back so they didn’t have to hear him complain anymore.

So here you were sat on FaceTime with him as your parents were out on a date and had told you not to wait up because they were going to go to get drinks after dinner.

“Luke you need to go to bed, it’s almost 11 there” you told him

“I don’t care I’m frustrated and I can’t sleep without you here” he mumbled

“Why are you frustrated baby? Did something happen” you asked a little concerned, Luke never really got miserable but you could tell by his face and tone of voice that he was.

“No, nobody made me mad and nothing happened..it- it’s sexual frustration” he admitted.

“Ohh” you said with a slight smirk knowing some of that was from the Bikini pictures you had been sending him and the outfit pictures of you in pretty little sundresses which he also loved on you.

“Yeah ‘ohh’, I swear I’ve been hard since the day before you left when Jack caught us” he said annoyed but the memory made you laugh.

You and Luke hadn’t had much time alone and when you thought everyone had already left to go eat you both booked it to his room and were to busy rushing that you didn’t lock the door. However right as Luke was about to insert himself in you Jack busted in asking for something but caught you two in the act instead.

Thankfully he didn’t see any of you because all Luke had taken off was your shorts and panties not wanting to waste the time with your shirt.

“I’m sorry baby, if it makes you feel any better I haven’t been able to have much alone time to take care of myself either” you told him.

“Wait..Didn’t you say your parents are out?” He asked

“Yeah, why?”

“Wanna have phone sex?” He very bluntly asked

“Luke!”

“What? Wouldn’t be the first time”

“True..okay yeah let’s do it” you said laughing as you propped up your phone against your bed pillows and turned so Luke could see between your legs.

“Take your clothes off baby” he told you as you seen him lock his door and put an air pod in.

You did as told before getting back into position and began rubbling your clit.

“Did i say you could start touching yourself?” He asked and you immediately pulled your hand away.

“Sorry” you apologized.

“It’s alright baby I’ll let that one slide, we’re both needy” he told you before setting his phone in a position on his desk so you could see his hard cock perfectly making you moan at the sight.

“Miss my cock baby? Miss feeling it run along your folds, feel it fill you up, miss choking on it?” He was teasing you but you didn’t care because he was right, you hadn’t properly felt Luke’s cock in weeks, your few quickies so rushed and messy.

“Fuck Luke please, can I please touch myself?” You begged

“Yeah, go ahead baby. Rub your clit a little, imagine it’s my fingers” he told you, you could hear him groan at the sight of you playing with yourself.

“Feels so good Lukey” you moaned trying to keep your eyes open so you could watch him stroke his hard length.

“Put one of your fingers inside baby, remember start slow and then insert a second finger” he instructed

“Wish it was your hard cock Lukey, wish you were fucking me” you moaned out at him to help him through this as well.

“Shit Y/n” his breathing sped up a little and you could see his abs clenching, “you wish it was my pussy Luke? Wish you had my warm pussy hugging you, instead of your hand” you threw his questions right back at him.

“Fuck yes I do” he moaned watching you insert another finger.

“Fuck Luke!” You moaned throwing your head back as you pumped your fingers faster.

“I think I’m getting close” you told him

“Yeah? Can you feel your pussy clenching your fingers?” He asked watching you nod your head as moans were the only think coming out of your mouth.

He watched as your thighs began to shake yet your moans were to quite for his liking, “you can get louder can’t you?” He asked

“Ye-..yeah” you moaned

“Then let me hear you” and after that he listened as you let out one of the most beautiful moans he’s ever heard come out to your mouth.

“Luke! Im cumming” you told him as your worked yourself through it.

“Good girl baby” he praised as you came down from your high.

“Mhm, now let’s get you there” you told him as you remembered he still hadn’t came.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, spit in your hand Luke and I want you to think about me and how tight and warm my pussy is, how much you love to fuck it” you egged him on.

“Shit baby” he moaned as he threw his head back.

“Such a pretty cock baby but your balls are just as pretty and I want you to use your other hand to play with them a little” you instructed knowing how much he loved when you did it.

The moan he let out when his hands made contact with them was almost pornographic, you watched in awe as he took care of himself.

“So sexy Lukey, can’t wait to get home and let you fuck my throat” he let out a moan at the thought of having your warm, wet mouth wrapped around him.

“Shit Y/n I’m close” he told you, but you could already tell by the way his breathing was speeding up and his abs clenching.

“Come for me Luke, imagine your cumming deep inside me just how you like to”

You smiled as he came with a loud groan and cum shot all over his hand and pretty abs, enjoying his pathetic whimpers as he worked himself through his high.

“That was hot” you laughed after a minute of silence.

He began to laugh too as he stood up to find something to clean himself off with as you made your way into the bathroom connected to your bedroom.

“Thanks for helping me out Babe” he said

“Of course Luke, plus I needed it too” you shrugged before adding “but I was serious about getting my face fucked when I get back” you notified him.

“Yes ma’am” he laughed

-

[brazenautomaton]

I'm sorry but basically every criticism of Trump now is attacked with asking the critic "What is a woman?" (Even anti-trans democrats get attacked with a 'but you support people who don't know")

So trans people are going to have to figure out a protrans answer besides the circular "a woman is someone who identifies as a woman" at some point.

(Of course TERFs actually have revealed one piece of hypocrisy recently after the recent British ruling. (Passing trans men are now not allowed to use either public toilets and they support that))

Although trans people absolutely suck at being strategic so that's probably not going to help...

passing trans men are not allowed to use either public toilet? that fucking sucks. gonna take a wild fucking stab in the dark and say this is due to obvious misandry and regarding men as inherently threatening, and then also not thinking about or addressing trans men at all. Like, "people who look like men cannot go into the women's restroom (because men are inherently threatening and women are inherently imperiled), and also trans people have to go to the bathroom for their AGAB," would be my guess.

"What is a woman" is right now a fucking Magnum-caliber shot at the progressive position because their stances require nobody to be able to answer that question and also require the answer to that question to be specific and extremely important so that women can be protected and revered and men can be despised and blamed. It's just like "It's okay to be white," a statement they cannot possibly answer without either being kicked out of the progressive coalition or being obviously foaming at the mouth insane. It's putting pressure on a weld joint of the progressive coalition, the Gender Fandom and feminism. The fact that there's a huge overlap between these two groups and the fact that most people who hold one of those positions also hold the other despite being mutually contradictory sure as fuck doesn't help because you can't even separate the groups.

Progressives don't believe, by the revealed preferences of their behavior, that anyone who wants to be a woman is one and gender isn't real. They strenuously police gender, just by a different set of guidelines than traditionally so. "Women and femmes." All genders welcome, across the entire gender spectrum, except men. Men are still bad, and are toxic masculinity, except for the bearded Wokemen who are already my friends and apologize for being men (and also always get revealed to be sexually abusing a bunch of people that I covered up for after five to ten years).

Trans people suck at being strategic but that's not their fault and not particular to them, because no uncoordinated movement and/or demographic is capable of strategic planning. They can't communicate and coordinate to do that. The progressive movement has leadership, mostly informal and mostly the revealed-preferences kind, and it sucks at being strategic because it has to choose "give status and resources and attention to psychopaths" over "be effective in accomplishing the goal" every time. You can't coordinate the demographic of "trans people" to fix the progressive movement, only try and spread new standards and ideas that eventually trickle up to how the leadership has to interact with them. And you can't do that. For reasons already specified, you can't ever afford to divert any of your focus from "signal" to "signified." The Queer Housing Group People are the most detrimental part of the LGBT movement not just because of optics, but because they take positions of leadership by being aggressive and 100% signal / 0% signified, they capture all attention and effort onto themselves, and they twist every idea in the movement around themselves until they're utterly broken and nonfunctional. Trans people can't kick them out for reasons both sympathetic (I can't afford to turn away any potential ally, I don't want to become like the people who persecuted me for improperly performing gender, I worry I am not passing and may even be correct to worry and how could I say to kick out people who don't pass when that's both cruel and dangerous to me) and unsympathetic (I am obligated by basic human psychology to give everything I possibly can to support an abusive psychopath in my midst).

The pro-trans answer I can come up with, and the one I've used to convince transphobes or trans-skeptics on the occasions I do so, is this: "There's a bunch of things that define a woman when you interact with someone normally, you don't do PCR tests on people before you talk to them to know what pronouns to use and that's not really relevant to your life. There's more mannish women than trans women, and if someone acts like a woman, looks like a woman, sounds like a woman, etc, then even if some of those things are on the 'mannish' end of woman-ness, they're probably a woman. Why does it matter what their DNA is, how does that help?" plus other medical stuff about neurology and proprioception etc. But "Eh, a woman is a wibbly-wobbly, timey-wimey stuff, you kinda gotta squint at it" is not a really compelling slogan when you don't get to have an extended conversation with someone about it. And it's gonna be a mega, mega hard sell to people who are extremely and accurately worried about their ability to pass, and rightly so. It would be great if we could make this the new rule and also change the rule so "passing" includes "clearly trying their best" except you also can't do that, you can't change people's views of that unless you've already won everywhere else and the people who are genuinely trying to pass won't feel any safer and the people making no effort to pass will demand people see them as passing.

Like most Culture War problems, there is no solution because everyone will not just. I try my best to convince individual people, but that's not a solution at scale, the things I say are obviously going to be seen as transphobic by a bunch of trans people even the ones who are sincere, and also "you should accept this idea and step one of doing that is to completely ignore every person you can see who advocates for it" is a hard fucking sell.

[styro--boy]

Hey remember when I said to expect an unhinged vent? Well here it is

You can't say I'm not true to my word

Sorry for the essay btw. You've been warned

Okay so it starts off 2 weeks ago. Me and my friend, K, are having a sleepover. We facetime friend W, who says it's her birthday in a few weeks and she wants us and a few other mutual friends to go to town. Fine and dandy

Then, friend W says she's having an evening meal with her new college friends. Cool. She wants K to come. K is celiac and doesn't know any of the college friends, so she's hesitant to go. It's an Italian restaurant

Friend W changed restaurant to one I like, and says me and friend A are welcome to come. I'm like, yeah, I'll go. I like the food and I can keep friend K company

The plans change a few more times and I'm a bit thrown because I'm (in the process of being diagnosed) autistic and I need to have an idea of something in my head so I can process it

The restaurant changes to one I've not been to before yesterday (the day before). It's too late to back out, so I can't just cancel. The menu is shit. The reviews were mediocre. It's dog friendly

I've got a really bad phobia of dogs. Has a full blown panic attack (cryings, screaming, shouting, hyperventilating) because one sat next to me

So in the build up of this birthday celebration, I'm already dreading it

Today comes, we push back the meet up time by half an hour because friend K's settee broke and she needed time to fix it. Fine, don't really care

We all meet up (Me, friend K, friend A and friend M). We're all just waiting for friend W and her sister, F. They're 25 minutes late.

We get on the bus and go to town. It's fine. We go to the boba shop, jewellery stall, a few more shops. I keep saying 'i wanna go charity shopping. I wanna nip into a charity shop at some point'. (Spoiler, we don't)

At some point, me and friend K are hungry since we haventt eaten all day (it's like 3:30pm). Everyone's like 'lets go to the market, they have loads of food' and I'm like 'sound okay. Except the market is Korean and Brazilian and japanese

I'm an extremely picky eater. I make a joke 'bro when have you ever known me to eat brazilian'. Me and friend K go to maccies and get some fries and a milkshake

We wait for our other friends outside another shop whilst eating since we don't know if we'd be let in if we have food. We meet up. I ask 'can we nip into this charity shop right here' and friend W goes 'oh well I wanted to go to my shops now since there won't be enough time for both'. I suggest we split up so me and friend K can go charity shopping and friend W can go to her shops. Everyone agrees and splits up

Friend W messages the group chat and says 'we need to meet up at the bus stop at 4 to go to my house so i can get changed'. Before today, it had been pre-established that me and friend A wouldn't be allowed inside friend W house since we've never been before and her mam is out and doesn't trust us. So I text 'me and friend K are gonna stay in town a bit longer and hit all the shops we haven't been able to [since I'm not allowed in your house]'. She says it's fine and just to make sure we're at the restaurant in time

Me and friend K finally go to the shops we wanted to then get the bus and go to the restaurant. We're 15 minutes early so we just stand and wait. Then it's 5 minutes until our booking and friend W says to just go in and get seated. They don't show up until 5:15. 15 minutes late to the restaurant, half an hour after us

Friend Ws college friends don't turn up until 15 minutes AFTER them

Now I'm already pretty worked up because people have been late and nobody took into consideration the shops I wanted to go to. I'm just sat absorbing the restaurant trying to get used to the new environment (plus trying to mentally prepare myself for the occurrence that a dog does come in)

We order our food and it comes. I can't bring myself to eat it. Everybody else is eating but I just can't and I feel bad for wasting money on food I won't eat and insecure about the fact everyone else was already eating but I wasn't. Just peer overthinking and in my head. Friend K notices my very obvious distress and is like holding my hand under the table and stuff

Friend A is in front of me but doesn't really talk to me or friend K during the meal. At one point I get so overwhelmed with the food and the new place and new people that I go to the toilets to cry

I'm sat in the stall, crying and trying to text my mam to come get me but there's no service so I play block blast instead. Then the door opens and a group of girls my age come in. I'm being quiet cus I don't wanna be that weirdo crying in the toilets by myself

I hear their conversation. 'yeah the ones at the end of the table? They seem weird. They're lovely but [can't hear this part]. Oh that toilets engaged. We've been here too long, let's head back to the table'. Cue exit

They were chatting shit about me and friend K. I wipe my eyes, go back out and text my dad to come get me. I still haven't had a single bite of my burger. At this point I'm mostly nonverbal and friend K sees me texting to go home. When my dad comes I tell friend W that I have to go and it was nice seeing her and then I gtfo of fhere

I cry in the car explaining how bad the day was. I cry to my mam explaining. I just keep crying (I'm also on my period and haven't seen my therapist since January so..)

Friend K tells friend W that I heard what they said in the toilets, and friend W tells friend K this:

Friend W didn't like the jokes me and friend K made about the food being weird. Friend W didn't like how distant we'd been and thought we didn't want to be there (which is true but she knows we hate town so why is she surprised). Friend W didn't like how we stayed in town instead of going back to hers. Friend A didn't like how we stayed either. Friend W didn't like how we didn't like the food at the restaurant. Friend W didn't like how I looked like I wasn't happy

Friend K told friend W that I was very overwhelmed because of the new environment and food and people and that I was struggling. Friend W says she wouldn't have gotten so worked up about it if she'd known

But you wanna know something?

SHE WOULD HAVE FUCKING KNOWN IF SHE'D ASKED ME!!

All of those problems could have been solved if they just fucking communicated their needs like the 17 year olds we are rather than staying silent and getting surprised when we don't do what they want?

Want us to stay together? TELL US!

Want to stay with me and K while W goes home to change? TELL US!

Think I look miserable and like I'm being distant? ASK ME!!

THEY DIDN'T FUCKING COMMUNICATE AT ALL AND GOT ALL PISSY ABOUT IT.

DON'T EXPECT ME TO ENJOY A RESTAURANT I'VE NEVER BEEN TO WHILE YOU KNOW FULL WELL OF MY EATING HABITS.

AND THEN RATHER THAN TALKING TO ME AND FRIEND K ABOUT IT, SHE WAS SLAGGING US OFF TO HER NEW COLLEGE FRIENDS

The worst part is though that I thought she'd appreciate the gesture. That I'd go and spend the day with her and at least I showed face, right?

Well apparently not. I had one of the shittiest days of recent for NO FUCKING REASON. I put in all that time and energy and fucking endurance and my fucking 'friends' got mad at me for it

They can go fuck themselves. It's always me planning shit to meet up. If they wanted to, they would see me more often. Idgaf about them anymore

It's too much hard work and I'm fucking done

I've got a headache from how much I've been crying. I hate them. I hate them both

[pinkpastels113]

filing my divorce papers ;p

to the anons bc i do feel like things got out of hand w me and andy’s friendship and we need to address this before other people think it’s okay to just. engage and pile on with the confusion and teasing haha:

me and andy are just friends. we’re not dating, we’re not together, we’re not married. we’re just friends. we literally met through this fandom like two months ago and hit it off really fast and well and intensely. the whole “marry me” thing was a joke bc of an ask i sent andy asking if she would be mean to me in person bc she’s usually teasing me online haha and she said “i would marry you in person.” it got out of hand really quick really fast and im sorry for all the confusion and chaos that ensued

as someone has said and i realized can happen and totally fair to assume: anything btw friends and what you tell anons publicly i feel like is fair game to engage. which is why ima say this:

my inbox, at least for me, is for engagement. it’s for people who don’t want to disclose themselves to message me and for my friends/followers to send ask memes or nice things or to get to know me and things they want me to share with my followers and to point out something funny in the tags somewhere (since those are already public haha and i feel like is okay to point out directly) and obv for anything relating to fandom. i treat my mutuals’ ask box in the same way. i understand how it can be treated as something differently and like. i dunno. a way to ask provocative questions or send passive aggressive comments or something like that anonymously but when i see them, and i respond. i respond as if im speaking directly to you. esp to my anons. unless i specify otherwise. i don’t expect other people to engage in it and i don’t want to police myself so other people can engage in it since its “fair game;” nobody is perfect and everybody has moments where they say something weird or problematic or whatever. i try not to and try to catch myself before it happens but i feel like yall can make up your own minds ab the things that i say and if you don’t like something or agree, just move on? or unfollow me if it’s really bad? or dm me privately if it’s something that i need to honestly rethink? i don’t claim to know everything and i have my insecurities and flaws lmao pls don’t take all my words and interactions as like a word from god or anything. i’m just a 22 year old girl using tumblr as a way to engage in fandom and making friends and being online as an outlet from everything else going on in my life. i’m not perfect and honestly i don’t want to be and i don’t want or expect yall for me to be. pls think on your own about the stuff that i say publicly and reblog lmfao i don’t want to police it fr. (also i get anxious ab the anons sometimes too so when i do respond when i probably shouldn’t bc it’s provocative know that it’s prob bc my anxiety is acting up and i don’t want people to hate me for not answering adfgsj. im trying to be better on that and setting my boundaries.)

and ab yesterday. come on guys i don’t know what prompted the whole fight thing but you and i and everyone else knows that andy can def beat me to a pulp bc i have no arm muscles (to use for violence) fr but you don’t have to be mean ab it hhhh i don’t scratch or bite anyone even regularly and esp not in a fight omg what 😭😭

as for the marriage thing. i think we’re “divorcing” haha bc it got a bit much. for the both of us and for everyone else. so we’re not married anymore!! we’re just plain old pals now :))

[thewatercolours]

4, 5, 8, 10!

4. What is your favourite line you wrote this year?

OK, I am collaring my overthinker brain right now and telling it, "This question is not meant literally. You do not have to comb through everything you wrote this year and do a March Madness bracket." So, I'm going to follow my heart toward a particular fic I feel warmly toward, and pick something from that one:

Hector took a long pull on his own drink, and settled back in his easy chair expansively. He smiled tipsily and wagged a smug finger. “That you’ve got to take the lad in hand at once, for all our sakes. Show him just where he stands.”

Number One stiffened. He set his beer down on the bookshelf, and fixed Hector with a level gaze.”You’re saying I should assert authority over him. Over the king of the land.”

Hector stifled a yawn and waved his hand abstractly. “I’m only saying he needs a little growing up. Nobody’s in a better position than you to make a proper man out of -”

“The Twelfth Edict of Daventry,” said Number One coolly, his stare unwavering. “The Treachery Act. In the case of usurpation of the ruler’s right of authority by action, compass, plan, or suggestion , treason is understood to -”

“Oh, bah!” Hector put aside his tankard as well. His smile stretched wider. But he tugged nervously at the cuffs of his housecoat.“Who’s talking treason?”

“You are.”

Is it my all time favourite? Probably not. But it was really fun to set Graham up to overhear the worst part of the conversation, believing Number One agrees with Hector, and then continue the scene from Number One's point of view after Graham's left, and verbally kick Hector to the curb.

5. What is your favourite book/story/poem you read this year?

Here's a dark, dark secret from a teacher - '24 was not an amazing year for reading for me. I actually did read a fair number of books - but I had problems finishing. Still better than the Gloom Years and their aftermath where not a lot of reading happened at all, though! And I did have some really good reads. Not sure I could pick a favourite, so I will tell you a handful of books I read this year that sparked minor obsessions (which is not quite the same thing, but it makes narrowing down easier.) In which case, I would mention:

"Beowulf" (Did a unit on it with my students and went a bit crazy over it myself. I've never loved it as much as I did this past spring. I kept watching that video of the guy who performs the whole first half of it in Anglo-Saxon with a harp, over and over...)

P. G. Wodehouse's Tales of St. Austin's (gave me this whole idea for an epistolary novella and had me reading and revisiting all the other school stories)

"The Blackberry Bushes" (original fiction by a mutual. I latched on to the characters, and I'm sorry for everyone who follows my Siena-Sevenwits blog, because there were at least a few days where half of it was Blackberry Bushes spam. I'm not quite out of the woods on this obsession yet.)

8. What are three things you're looking forward to next year?

I am going to follow your lead and answer once about writing, once about general creativity, and once about life in general:

On the KQ front, I'm hoping to get back into the rhythm of Path of Kingship and finish it! And write lots of little standalone scenes when the whim takes me. I'm also excited about maybe writing and sharing more original fiction - we'll see!

In terms of general creativity, there's so much I want to do! I made a brainstorm post of some things I'd like to try. One thing that might be coming up in near future is helping my sister run a murder mystery party for her birthday. We used to love to do that, but it's been ages.

One big life hope for this year - I'm hoping the stars will align in such a way that I can move back to the city.

10. Which character(s) turned out differently from what you had planned?

Mm... Clockett didn't change drastically, but his approach to dealing with Graham did. In early draft, Clockett was very straightforward about what he wanted and thought Graham should do. Final draft Clockett almost never says what he's thinking, and prefers to work subtly by affirming everything he thinks Graham wants to hear and quietly steering that in the direction of what he, Clockett, wants. And I mean, none of it's very sinister - he wants Graham to 1) be okay with leading a slightly fancier lifestyle, and 2)let Clockett actually do his job as a valet. But this did mean he went from being a very blunt character to a very light touch character, so I suppose he qualifies for this question.

[kokirane]

Hi... First, I want to say, thanks so much for sharing your wonderful fics, dear author (especially the nagireo ones). I really love reading them!

If you don't mind me asking, what do you think are Reo and Nagi’s greatest personality strengths and weaknesses? Why? What do you love about their dynamic? What are your fav NagiReo (canon) moments? What are your favorite headcanons of them? Do you have any fav ships (from any fandom) that the dyanamic remind you of their ship? Sorry if I ask too much....

Hi!! Oh my gosh I hope I didn’t miss this and am answering too late, I don’t check tumblr as much and I don’t understand the new notif system for asks? Where are my ask box messages in their own place…!!! Why are they lost in the shuffle of notifs now :( anyway… lol… hi! I’m so thankful you enjoy my nagireo fics!!! 😭❤️ you’re so sweet! And great questions!

i’m gonna apologize in advance for my lack of answer around “weakness” bc i dont see the likely traits as weaknesses per se, even if they are lolol even if they have caused conflict between them and i dont know how to explain why lol… i think bc those traits are a part of them just like any other and i feel like its their strong love that causes them to lash out which is… endearing and cute… LOL.

1. Reo: strength is amazing emotional resilience. he fell so hard but bounced back relatively quickly. great emotional reflection and insight, very very impressive to me fr. i’m a therapist so i work w reflection and insight often! its tough shit! esp when youre 17! weaknesssss… probably running his mouth when emotional and pushing nagi away when he rlly just wanted to keep him close but i love.., the drama of it all… LOL… mmm… reo’s denial of nagi’s feelings is also strong but he’s trying to protect himself. he’s truly just like me fr so i cannot judge him LOL. he’s a very beautiful and strong representation of human passion and just.. emotion. i love him a lot!

2. Nagi: strength is single minded devotion and determination even while finding himself during the journey to be the best in the world. i love that he’s sentimental about promises also, he’s very cute… both nare have a great gap moe thing going… weakness plot wise is definitely lack of a concrete ego and struggle to figure it out. but again insight is hard esp when ur 17! and had nobody in ur life before. he’s my favorite chara and feels relatable in the sense of uhhh listless and depressive experiences but rlly loving someone a lot regardless and that love being motivation to live well. he ofc also lashed out at reo and struggled to communicate but i count this as a mutual conflict more so than a holistic personal weakness… he seems to be doing his best to improve as much as he can w his limited insight (like trying to praise reo more) i know ppl often like to take sides in their conflict so i will say i do not believe in choosing a side between them lol. but ive seen nagi get way too much blame so that upsets me more. i know reo blame is out there but i somehow havent seen it as much. i dont think either should be blamed for mutual misunderstanding.

3. Dynamic: oh gosh what dont i love hahah… i just talked abt this in another ask but i love their devotion to each other, the strength of their bond - even if it wavers they cant break it, they cant help but love and need each other… truly spring of youth first love etc etc. theyve gone thru sm! adorable hakuho era, divorce arc, and now reunion… their trajectory is fascinating and they truly fit sm of my favorite tropes lol. also love that theyre silly together and best friends and each others first friends..!!! wails. theyre so cute. and messy LOL but idk that’s fun and they dont seem like, uniquely messy compared to other 17 yr olds. theyre a great snapshot of young love HAHA (i say this affectionately as a former Messy Teenager in Love… i adore them)

4. Canon moments: THE WAIST GRAB + “I’M REO’S PARTNER” SHAHSKSKS that solidified my obsession w them! also “ive always been with you” and nagi running at the sight of reo’s sad face and trying for the first time… those are my top 3! but i lose my mind with every new episode nagi internal monologue looool ch 29 KILLED ME i havent recovered yet nagi is so down bad for his wife… i am seeing now that my top 3 are nagi @ reo moments… oops. what can i say i love a wifeguy!

5. HCs: hmmm this is hard bc i feel like… i dont have a lot… if i want them to do smthn it usually ends up as a fic detail, so im not sure if i have any concrete universal ones besides 1) they get more plants and pets when theyre older. i have two cats im VERY biased so either two cats, or one cat and one dog. cat for nagi dog for reo :) oh individually… i like the idea of reo with beauty marks, both of them with sunspots/freckles… nagi with bunny teeth. :’) sorry if this isnt a lot 😭😭😭 im not a big hc girly but i like spinning ideas with friends about little AUs and what they would do in those AUs so i think that is probably specific headcannoning? but feels like universally canon nare-related… unsure how to explain sorry 😭

6. Other ships: Most similar is probably Reki/Langa from SK8. I like Renga but they’re not my favorite simply bc I’m content with their canon storyline and don’t feel the need to explore them further… but theyre very cute and have the friends/talent comparison/misunderstanding/loss of priority/interest to “better competition”/sport anime flavor of gaaaay going on LOL. I also like Gabimaru/Yui from Hell’s Paradise but that is… less concretely similar lol. More like vibes of 1) fluffy white haired guy who was empty inside until He Fell for His Wife and 2) cute, sweet wife who teaches guy how to Live… precious. i love gabiyui a lot and had to disqualify them from top 7 only bc theres not muuuuch abt them that we get to see but what we see is AMAZING and PERFECT and i would die for a gabiyui domestic happiness spinoff plsplspslspsl hshzhksms and ofc their marriage is the driving motivation for gabimaru in the story…!! Newly into DanDaDan but I think you could spin nagireo as momokarun… but also less concretely… but very fun best friends x dynamic duo x sweet teenage love with a little misunderstanding vibes there :)

[emilsgrippers]

This is more of a personal post nothing rlly TD related so just a heads up. It’s also more of a vent so…don’t read if u don’t wanna

I’m really sorry my content kinda went so downhill lately.

I have been in a bad place for a long time—due to friends, the way things are going, my living situation, and just the way life in general is going.

Me, my mom, and one of my grandmas went somewhere for Halloween—to dress up and have fun, you know..halloweeny things.

Yesterday, on Halloween, I got insanely sick. Head throbbing, throat burning to where I couldn’t speak or breathe…and I just had to deal with it because my body physically won’t let me take any medicine. While I’m typing this, I’m still fighting this god awful sickness and I feel like death reincarnated

I feel like I’m nothing without some kind of reassurance..like without someone constantly in my ear saying “you’re awesome truss!” but that shouldn’t be someone��s job.

One of my main escapes from how god boring and mentally draining my day-to-day life is—is drawing!!—or posting silly things online to you guys..

I really like drawing, I have fun with it I enjoy it..but more often than not, if doesn’t get too much recognition. It does get some—and I’m very thankful!! But stuff like this::

My furina drawing took about 2ish hours, and I’m very proud with the result, but it got about 16/18(? Haven’t re-checked) likes which of course heavily unmotivates me.

I love putting detail and lots of time into my stuff…but I just feel like it’s all for nothing—hence why I haven’t been posting much art, I just don’t feel like the people like it.

With my headcanony stuff I post every other day(mostly), it also doesn’t do very well. I always kinda think that it’s because I headcanon the same two characters over and over again….but they’re my favs and I don’t want to go out of my way to make headcanons for characters I personally don’t care about too much… IE chase. (Sorry chase)

I know very well that nobody is obligated to like all my content, but I’m trying my hardest to share my cool Bridgette stuff to all my Bridgette fans out there—but I just feel like it doesn’t get there and it bums me out.

But also—I’ve seen a lot of mh mutuals vent or stuff,, and my main thing would normally always be to stop and say something comforting—because I always want to make sure someone’s okay but I just. I’m not in a half decent mental state and I can barely conjure up an “itll be okay”. So to my moots whose vents I scrolled past in a panic: I’m really sorry, and I hope you’re all doing okay. You’re all amazing, and I hope you’re doing better.

Enough about my content & stuff though and heres my apology::

I really am sorry that I’m kinda just..falling off. Staying somewhat relevant is very important to me because I am ultimately nothing. I don’t have many friends, and I’m a very isolated person..though not by choice. The only friends I really have kind of..hurt and or play w/ my feelings? More often than not, atleast. But that’s nobodies problem but my own

I’m still whipping up little headcanons and au things , and I swear when I (hopefully) move and get out of the disheartening place I live—I will make it my mission to draw more…post more..etc…and I’m sorry I didn’t immediately start off this account with that intent. Thank you for continuing to follow my account despite how rough my content has become. I am..very very VERY thankful for you.

[judasisgayriot]

I never got in any fuckin trouble for Petrellicest bc there’s no one in that fandom and absolutely nobody gave a shit lol so I feel like I had such a skewed perspective, like I’ve seen several people be like ‘we used to be a country fob fandom is so small now’ etc but to me, bandom is probably the biggest fandom I’ve ever actively been in?? lol

Like, the culture shock from my carefully crafted Nathan Petrelli gifset getting 4 notes to waking up to … 100? 200????? notes on a pe terick gifset was mindblowing like there are actually PEOPLE here. So I feel like I’ve lived this kind of charmed fandom life in a way where I’ve gone about my merry way literally doing whatever the fuck I want and not getting shit for it bc I’ve spent all my tumblr life in tiny tiny fandoms (I was in les mis fandom 10+ years ago but within a pretty small enclave of people, most of whom I’m still mutuals with lol *waves hi, mouths ‘sorry’ awkwardly again*) and then after that I’ve spent most of my time with the only things I was super actively/intensely into fannishly being ‘one specific production of Jesus Christ Superstar where it was just me and my close friends and no one gave a shit that we shipped Jesus and Judas apart from that hilarious anon I got once saying it would be disrespectful to title my smutfic ‘The Second Coming’ (ok I still have to stand by that one lmao), and ‘Heroes NBC, where there are like 6 people who hang around and everyone’s into like at least ONE really problematic ship’ lol.

Not to sound naive because I knew what the fandom landscape had turned into, but then going from blogging about my niche incest ship all day and night without a care in the world to like, there being discourse and drama and stuff, the biggest culture shock ever lmao. Having like 30+ people I had enthusiastically followed or interacted with on the way in bc I’m full of whimsy and here for a good time systemically block me bc of associating w the Wrong people who ship things in a bad evil problematic way or whatever was crazy to me I had never experienced that kind of pure nonsense lmao

Anyway mega whatever to all of the above bc, as you have to in any fandom, I found the cool, right people and also made some real deep genuine friendships and yay, who cares about any of the rest of it. But basically, to me, 6 Notes Anni, there being so many people in fob fandom and so many people ready to start stupid shit has been wiiild

This is such a dumb long ramble lmao. I only started writing this post bc I was thinking about how there was no drama in heroes/petrellicest bc no one cares, lol even

[shallowseeker]

i think a lot about the way dean says "human" when castiel reveals he's unable to teleport in season 5 episode 21. like. man. was dean envisioning a future with him subconsciously? because he sounds worried but also like. stunned. that castiel is human. like he never imagined that happening.

Oh, man. Now that you've said it, I'm going to add that tone of confusing wonder to my headspace.

It's funny because Dean knows that angels can lose their grace, can fall (re: Anna), but you're right in that scene, he seems almost gobsmacked. And it doesn't all seem "strategic" either.

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In the previous episode 5x19, we saw that he was trying to hold out hope:

SAM: Yeah, well, I'm not giving up. DEAN: Nobody's giving up. Especially me. We're gonna find a way to beat the devil, okay? Soon. I can feel it. And we will find Cas, we'll find Adam. But you are no good to me burnt out.

But rewatching it now, there's something about the interaction that's SO. Different, almost. There's a tone of awe. I think he's mostly focused on Pestilence and the mission, but there's an undercurrent of something for sure.

DEAN: Are you okay? CASTIEL: No. DEAN: You want to elaborate? CASTIEL: I just woke up here. The doctors were fairly surprised. They thought I was brain-dead. DEAN: S-so, a hospital?

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DEAN: Uh, well, I got to tell you, man -- You're just in time. We figured out a way to pop Satan's box. CASTIEL: How? DEAN: It's a long story, but, look --we're going after Pestilence now. So if you want to zap over here... CASTIEL: I can't "zap" anywhere. DEAN: What do you mean? CASTIEL: You could say my batteries are -- are drained. DEAN: What do you mean? You're out of angel mojo? CASTIEL: I'm saying that I am thirsty and my head aches. I have a bug bite that itches no matter how much I scratch it, and I'm saying that I'm just incredibly... DEAN: Human. Wow. Sorry.

This is fresh off a huge fight between them where they sniped at each other and vehemently disagreed. And yet... Dean is sure Cas is going to zap over and help.

As we saw earlier in the season, Dean and Cas get MAD at each other and disagree with each other. It makes their willingness to support each other very, incredibly... something.

[cve-th3mvsic]

i’m gonna be a lil inactive

my silly brain is a lil tired, and social interactions are becoming a little overwhelming- i’m struggling to generally mentally keep up, i’m gonna try n take some time to catch up

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social interactions have been a little more overwhelming for my brain, and recently, (irl. like in real life. real, in-person encounters.), a few people have talked to me and it was like. confusing. and my brain was like “..whaaat?”

like, they started the conversation (or at least tried to). they started to talk to me. i’m not sure how tf to. to respond.

so, some story.

one guy was like “yooo… i’m cooked..” in english — because he didn’t have his essay finished. and he like literally looked at me as i walked into the classroom to sit down, he looked at me and said “benni i’m cooked”

…okaay?.. uh.. whoops? sorry? i. what am i supposed to say?.. (i didn’t say anything, i just sat down)

that guy, uhh let’s call him door because it makes no sense, and only little sense to me (i correlate it w/ his name). in english class, we’re working on essay stuff (which i hate). i don’t have my essay finished, and we were doing stations with essays, so the people who didn’t have theirs finished had to go to a certain table and work on their essay. i was one of those people. and so was door. and another guy that i have geometry with too. mmm let’s call that guyyy… glass? fuck if i know a good code name for him.

—let’s talk about glass (bc i can’t tell you one story without at least 5 others)—

i get bad vibes from glass. i do not really like the way he talks. he says shit that he should not say, and in my opinion, nobody should say (specifically: he says a slur that i don’t even feel like mentioning because it just. i do not like it. he should not be saying it.).

he’s said something about a mutual friend (she’s my friend and she’s friends w/ him. i mean- yah a mutual friend. i js don’t talk to glass so-). let’s call her (the mutual friend) mm… button? i dunno. so button and i are friends, more like acquaintances. (most friends i mention i have are acquaintances. the most we share is a “hey” “how are you?” “that’s good, i’m okay ^^” and that’s about it.) and she’s a really sweet person. very kind. button is very nice.

so in english class (i think glass and button are friends, not fully sure, but they seem like it), i was sitting behind glass, and next to glass was another mutual friend, (she’s friends w/ button and glass too i think. i dunno if we’re actually friends, but that’s not the point), lily, and he said to lily “i don’t like [button],” lily asked him why, he said “she’s too overdramatic” and that was a big no-no to me. what the hell dude.

i do not like that he said that. and behind her back. and i witnessed it. like sure, okay, maybe you were speaking your mind, but that’s not cool dude. i don’t like that.

—okay, done w/ glass for now—

english is the class that i have most social interactions in. i have to talk to people more in the class than others.

so, the people that i have english with are door, glass, button too, uhh and DVD (i’ve mentioned before).

i’ve had to sit w/ door for the station stuff because we didn’t have our essays finished. there were a few other people too, obviously.

but so, door, i saw him lookin at me every now and then in class. not creepily, but like. ya know? like i saw him staring at me or glancing at me or something and then he’d look away and i’d look away like “is he looking at me?” — i could be wrong, but i mean i have a hunch. door, and glass, and DVD too at one point, i have a hunch about. like, do they. like me or something? or do they wanna talk to me? if they do i’m screwed /j — i don’t know how to talk to people- i mean i can, but it’s difficult. like if they come up to me and start conversation first. why is it so difficult-.. — i’ve become more okay with doing my own thing and not caring so much if others are bothered about it or stuff like that. i’ve gained some confidence in myself. i feel like i can start up conversation if i want to. and if i don’t, oh well. bummer.

what was my point here…

i dunno

if you read this, that’s cool beans ^^

i’m going on a break now, so i won’t be interacting as much at all. i hope you all have an amazing day, week, month, and year! <3 stay safe, stay hydrated, stay hype

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[lesseraive]

It's award season (unconfirmed)! Give some of your mutuals silly little awards.

HELLO i have so many wonderful amazing moots so i couldnt include everyone,,, i really just scratched the surface w these. sorry that i couldnt include everyone! its hard to create silly little titles but i still love u even if u weren't included <3

NOW TO THE AWARDS,,,,,,

shri @twiceland - most baby bow princess award 🏆 forever a 👶🏾 in my mind and also never fails to remind me by calling me OLD. also the bow princess i don’t make the rules, just respect them rose @lee-haechan - color wizard award 🏆 LMAO naur but rose has such awesome color theory knowledge and has been so generous offering me help. i really appreciate it :3 also rose is winning the flash award bc how can u gif that fast 😭 bella @funfactory - music brain rot award 🏆 nobody listens to songs on repeat like u!!!! its honestly kinda admirable and ur so real for that. love u belly bells hales @3rachaas - ranker of the year 🏆 hales says she’s gonna do a ranking? im seated ….and also questioning every thing she says. LMAOOOO <3 im ur biggest fan keira @gahpricot - grudge holder of year 🏆 why is keira always holding a grudge, again kinda admirable. keke is like equal parts skeptical and aegyo tata @cchuu - screamer of the year 🏆 /AFFECTIONATE tata is first hand seeing all my reactions to every time someone announces they r going on tour 😭 and we like to scream together in the dms so can always count on her to match my feral energy LMAOOOO kaitlyn @blushiro - sweetie of the year 🏆 kaitlyn my discord wife,,,,, i hope you are always having the bestest day of ur life. no other person i would want as my discord spouse you are like all day every day 24/7 sweetie mood theo @toplines - oreo award 🏆 idk theo is a comedian and also kinda reminds me of their own dog oreo like feral but in the best way JFKDSHF theo gets me in a feral kind of way hope that makes sense peace and love

[selfshipseaside]

Hi Marnie! I saw the recent anon, and I felt the need to pitch in. I’ve been on both sides. Back in 2019 up to last year, I think? I was with Elsa (Frozen). She was my only lover f/o ever at the time, and I got anons, interaction, drawings, and love letters galore! (And the occasional hater, too) But after I decided to break it off w/ her, my follower count *dropped!* Nobody talks to me anymore, I’ll be lucky if any of my posts gets 2 notes at the max highest. It feels like I can honestly go on tumblr and truly say whatever the heck I want bc it’s not like anybody’s looking. Now, I am lucky enough to have these 2 specific followers (I don’t wanna up and put their name out, but they know who they are, and they rock!) but after them, I’m a straight up nobody on self ship tumblr. And it’s all because I’m not with Elsa anymore. The only interaction I get nowadays is either a bot following me, or some hater anon telling me I can’t ship with my current f/os for some lame reason(s).

So 1st, huge shout out to left out anon because I kinda feel seen bc of them. Next, honestly? I would say to anyone else who feels this way use self ship tumblr anyway. Nobody else will see it, but you and your f/os will see it. And then, maybe use your tumblr to write down some feelings. Nobody’s looking, so it’s a safe place! You can say whatever you want! 😃👍🏾

Hiya Donny!! Nice to see you here again!

I'm so sorry that happened to you! That doesn't sound very fun at all, it's disappointing how fast some people will switch like that. I hope you get some more mutuals that will show interest in your ships, and I'm sending kind vibes your way! I hope you and your f/os are doing good! I just know they love you lots! I hope that everyone who feels left out will find their group of people to feel safe and heard in! You all deserve good mutuals and friends <3

[pjsk-writin]

crepe n kyoi adventures for the fathomed day when and if they work something out to hang out irl (idk i feel like this might sound pressuring sorry??  i just have it in my mind that i’d like to meet my mutuals irl at some point but its not like im gonna force you to meet up with me or anything lmao i just like the idea of it bc yk. i trust you and all

PAINTING EACH OTHERS NAILS (pink)

MAKEUP. WHEHEHE

movies + tv (and staring at milgram MVs repeatedly for hours together while foaming at the mouth at mikoto and fuuta)

pastries either making them or eating them or  B OT h. at least one

BOBA (a requirement)

SHOPPING. ghgdhfg based on… everything about you, i just KNOW you have good style and we N E E D to go shopping together. this. t h is .

covering things with stickers for no particular reason

terrorizing my brother™

gushing over our f/os for hours on end

BLAHAJ TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

giggling™

playing prsk and project diva together (i have project diva on my tv WOAH!!)

committing the murder of a certain mondaymelon

making a silly goofy secret crepe n kyoi hanshake and then trademarking it so that its OURS nobody else can haev it grgrgr

hot cocoa

staring at mikoto’s face for an hour (not) straight

staring at fuuta’s face for an hour (not) straight

staring at furina’s face for an hour (not) straight

genshin co op !!!

playing with cat. idk if you have a cat but i have a cat and. cat cafes too.

writing ff weheheh

watching some vines bc vines are prime humor you cant convince me wrong

d a  n  ci n g ?????? this ones a maybe

ok thats it,,,,, fo  r n ow.

NOOOO DW I WANNA MEET UP W MY MUTUALS TOO <33 BUT THATS SO GOOD YES PLS !??!?!?! I WOULD LOVE TO DO EVERY SINGLE THING ON THIS LIST HEHEHEHDHDJSJJD <333