#i just cant imagine my boy making us angsty

[hibiscusseaart]

i wanna draw some ideas with AU or even write smth but I feel like shit :')

I'm gonna throw some hcs here and there

Also, question for you ppl! How do you think their kids would call their fathers? I hc that Tobirama refuses to go by any motherly terms (and to break Madara's heart, he doesn't like to be called 'wife' either).

Madara of course takes the more standard position of The Father cuz clan head and all that. Tobirama is more Tobimama cuz he was with their kids the most when they were little.

But I'm asking more traditional terms. Madara as Chichiue/otou-san and Tobirama as Tou-chan and 'papa' when they're little?

Oh and some endearment terms for the pair.

Tobirama uses A LOT of them. At first to convince everyone and especially Madara himself that he is actually in love and then he actually got used to it. Madara doesn't hear his own name from his husband much lmao

Before marriage he'd call him 'Beautiful' and tease him like "Ah, you wanna dance, pretty boy?". He noticed how well Madara reacts to praise, especially of his appearance since he had an ugly duckling phase and had complexes.

Maybe later before the peace treaty and engagement he'd call Madara 'fiancé', cuz the fucker promised

When they're kids he might've call him and "Madara-chan". I mean he still has the experience from his first life and he was around kids a lot and here's little madara running around looking all small cute and funny. Ofc he's Madara-chan or at least -kun.

To be clear Tobirama probably didn't feel anything romantic towards Madara before he turned at least 16, it'd be hella wrong otherwise. Like he trained kids his age before!

But he was definitely fond of him cuz let's be honest Madara is hella cute and funny kid. That was one of the reasons why Tobirama didn't actually kill Madara when he got there. He can't just kill an innocent kid even if he has the potential to destroy the whole world.

Oh and he def called baby Izuna "-chan " just cuz he's a baby too and to see him lose his shit.

So in marriage Tobirama would call Madara lot of endearments. My love, my dear, husband dear, darling, my heart and ect.

But he doesn't like all that mush like cutie patooty or whatever. I cant imagine Tobirama even saying word 'Pookie' 😭

not here kitten whiskers daddy will discuss it later

For Madara it's an interesting story

As kids he'd try to call Tobirama "his future wife" and got thrown in the river or the river was thrown at him. He didn't get the same reaction when he called him "his future husband". Tobirama just slightly nod and Madara would be so happy for the whole day.

He'd also tried to call him beautiful once, but got shy and ran away. Maybe to go fight Hashirama to fight off frustration on himself. He's a good shinobi and he can't even compliment the boy he likes!

But he would initiate some hand holding and even hugs. Even though Hashirama REALLY didn't appreciate it. He can allow hand holding. But hugs? Hell no, "Madara get your dirty hands away from my innocent baby brother!! >:((("

"Anija, please calm down, I don't mind hugging."

"I do!"

Basically this meme but with hugs and baby Hashirama

When they had the fall out and Tobirama orchestrated meetings, he didn't use any terms and tried real hard to forget and bury his feelings cuz Tobirama is an enemy (even if he looks SO good when he fights)

He's an Uchiha and it didn't work. Especially cuz Tobirama still showed a lot of interest and tried to make peace.

Maybe once Madara would try to write some angsty poems about Tobirama's beauty and grace and how they couldn't be together because they're in warring clans. He thought he sucked so much but the poems are quite decent. Tobirama would appreciate it if he finds them.

After marriage he'd call Tobirama "Blessing" a lot. NOT bc of that Blessed AU that's circulating around, but just cuz he truly feels blessed that Tobirama chose him.

Oh and he'd be proud as a peacock to call Tobirama "His husband"

But when he's overwhelmed by feelings he'd be "my wife.... WIFE" - Tobirama really doesn't know where is it coming from, he's not even a proper wife by traditional japanese standards and he doesn't bottom much cuz he doesn't like the whole process of preparation (he's a busy man he can't stretch his ass for several hours straight)

also thinking about how after their deaths Madara's poems and letters to Tobirama while they were engaged but couldn't see each others and Tobirama's journal would be found and someone (probably some of their grand kids?) would edit it a bit and publish as a book as the most wholesome Romeo and Juliette story.

If Tobirama and Madara would get resurrected* again - they'd be like "THEY DID WHAT"

Especially Madara he'd be so embarrassed 😭

*it'd be a good thing for Tobirama to never actually leave any traces of this jutsu in the world, but he worried for his children and left them notes and some of his DNA in case something happens and Konoha needs saving or the whole world once again. Though maybe he'd made something of a counter seal (maybe a tattoo?) or counter jutsu that the person who summoned him wouldn't be able to control him.

ok I got it out of my system, i'm gonna go sleep now

[sergeantsporks]

anon who asked for writing advice. Thank you for the quick and thorough reply! i think your advice about the breaks and interplay of different PoVs is very useful in general.

Not sure whether it is ok by fandom etiquette to ramble about particulars of the story that i am just planning -and i would wait for the final episode anyway before writing it, but what i was thinking about is a fairly short owl house story where Darius gets stuck in the grimwalker bonepit while still a puppet (so the physical aspects of hurt are minimal). Either because of one of the Collector's game ideas - simple and easy excuse for the AU to happen, but if the puppets are not conscious there is the question of the PoV character.

Or because of Belos - very tempting, because i could make it into Darius&Raine friendship angst (Belos throwing Darius in the pit as a revenge for the previous GG, but also making it to be a punishment for Raine for mentally resisting him?), with easier and more emotional conclusion to write because of it, but then the technical aspects and how Belos's magic would work become very convoluted - i remember him teleporting himself, like in King's Tide, but can he do it to another person while possesing someone else with different magic, etc. that's where it becomes weird.

Then there is the question of whether to make the puppets conscious - Darius getting stuck in the pit while conscious but immobile is obviously angsty, but the idea of him just waking up after the puppet spell ends in a graveyard, alone, without any notion of what had happened and why is he there is also pretty terrifying. But then i cant do "punishment for Raine for mentally resisting Belos". But then i could do something with other characters finding Darius before the puppet spell ends and not being able to do anything to help. So i guess, my other problem is that there are too many options, and while i could make it more simple, i kinda find more convulted plot more emotionally satisfying as i imagine it so far, but i still feel very silly just typing it.

wow, sorry it ended up so long.

Ahhhhhhhh, okay, I see. Yeah, most of my angst advice centers around physical hurt, but I'm glad that the POV/break advice works out!

Tbh, I think there's not really much of an upper limit on the amount of emotional angst you can shove into a piece, although I understand now what you mean about being worried about it being too much like a soap opera. People always do be having emotions.

[slaps the top of Darius' head] this bad boy can fit SO much emotional turmoil in him

[just-some-random-blogger]

meow meow, good evening or morning. it must be 22:12 in your timezone though. 'cos i didnt watch it' no way you haven't watched hotd sis.... 'i tried watching doctor who with my mom' omg i see i see. i tried to watch it YEARS ago when my english was even worse than now and it was quiet an expirience... 'so i just didnt watch it' so you know what you need to do yeah ;;) 'are you faulting him for that ?' nooooo?? why'd you think that of me TT i was merely pointing the detail that broke my heart TT where is an accusation?? where do you see it?? if i mock a person, i say it straightforward. '😡😡😡👿👿👿🤬🤬🤬👹👹👹👺👺👺 here you go' thanks. that's me when you say i'm faulting this pretty boy with glossy eyes. 'im shocked you send me a lot of asks' does it bother you? 'praying for myslef' praying for you, catmom 'i meant im good at math (cos i am) but as a bad person at math ??' *suspicious emojis pls ty* understand. my math teacher sent me to take a part in a math competition and i was like ??? girl i'm a linguist ?? tha fact this word have 1 similar letter with 'math' doesn't mean anything ?? so yeah. relate. 'i have starrted writing the witch prompt' OMGOMG are you kidding ofc i'll read it!!!!! i'm excited!! you know i can wait for a lifetime (FHDHDKSO YES) for your works!! take your time, enjoy the process, eat the rich!! giving you good luck through a forehead kiss<з 'A THOUSAND CHICKS' srry i had 2 options in mind and forgot to edit it. 'dude cant understand english' maybe you need to repeat it in high valyrian hsksha no but i think he wouldn't be bothered by a scandal? more like his brother being upset? but i see viserys and reader being these 2 elder siblings or the mom friends that are 'oh this prick made it again' 'yea he did' 'great' 'go calm him down' 'why me?' 'you're his wife' a VERY heavy sigh 'I WANT TO MAKE IT ANGSTY SO BAD' girl you're kidding.... no but i just recalled what i've been thinking of. NO. a better thought. daemon takes reader to the Red Keep again, not for the first time. they're in the hall (idk it's name but where the feast was). reader's going through the doors and it hits daemon so much. like he has a big flashback from the day they were betrothed/get married and he instantly gets on one knee saying 'marry me, for real'. probably viserys and aemma, maybe someone else who was in the room are stunned. including reader who doesn't understand what's going on. maybe she's already told him about this magic thing, maybe he's had some memories recalled due but yes. just a thought that popped out in my head. for some reason i also think he'd be offended if reader called him anything else but 'husband' in high valyrian. also about that thought with aemond collecting historical myths and rumors, little number of facts. i see him observing the relationship between his professor and daemon closely, although he's hurt to see it. he just look at them trying to assure himself 'no way these are truth' but also somewhat liking feeling this way? not exactly in a masochistic way but he likes babying his pain? hard to explain. just the need to express his feelings in a harmless way and to pity himself. whale aegon just walks away in such a situation. bc "do you love me?" issues. i have a feeling that you'd disagree on this. it's ok. it's just a lot of thoughts that just exist in my head. while i have these, i also can imagine aemond freaking out and going feral when daemon visits the museum for the 10th time a week. thanks for reading this!! love you!! wait for anything you have for us!! take care <з

MING MING

LOOK AT THIS AETHLETIC KITTY!!!!

meow meow, good evening or morning. it must be 22:12 in your timezone though.

idk i went to sleep before 10 so lol HAHAAHAH

'cos i didnt watch it' no way you haven't watched hotd sis....

GIRL I MEANT GAME OF THRONES 😡😡😡😡

'i tried watching doctor who with my mom' omg i see i see. i tried to watch it YEARS ago when my english was even worse than now and it was quiet an expirience...

HAHAHHHHAHAHHAAH subtitles man, we both need subtitles, God bless subtitles

'so i just didnt watch it' so you know what you need to do yeah ;;)

i- what? HAHAHA ??? ?? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

'are you faulting him for that ?' nooooo?? why'd you think that of me TT i was merely pointing the detail that broke my heart TT where is an accusation?? where do you see it?? if i mock a person, i say it straightforward.

'😡😡😡👿👿👿🤬🤬🤬👹👹👹👺👺👺 here you go' thanks. that's me when you say i'm faulting this pretty boy with glossy eyes.

HAHHAHAAHHAHAH

'im shocked you send me a lot of asks' does it bother you?

no 🤨🤬 are we gonna go through this again? you're not a bother

'praying for myslef' praying for you, catmom

'i meant im good at math (cos i am) but as a bad person at math ??' *suspicious emojis pls ty*

HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA OK 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨😕😕😕😕🧐🧐🧐🧐🙄🙄🙄🙄😪😪😪🤥🤥🤥🤥 HAAHAHAH idk if the others as sus but i added them anyway AHHHAHAHAHA

understand. my math teacher sent me to take a part in a math competition and i was like ??? girl i'm a linguist ?? tha fact this word have 1 similar letter with 'math' doesn't mean anything ?? so yeah. relate.

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHH IT HAS 1 SIMILAR LETTER WITH MATHH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH DYING. that just means ur teacher knows ur smart <3

'i have starrted writing the witch prompt' OMGOMG are you kidding ofc i'll read it!!!!! i'm excited!!

you know i can wait for a lifetime (FHDHDKSO YES) for your works!! take your time, enjoy the process, eat the rich!! giving you good luck through a forehead kiss<з

T_T 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 for a second there i thought you were talkin about the modern!daemon au (cos wait for a lifetime AHAHHAHA) and i was about to say im excited to write that too but i have not started. but i am so honored you would say this T_T thank you lovie <3 <3 <3 AND EAT THE RICH???? HAHAHHAHAH SO TRUE BUT SO OFF TANGENT????? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

'A THOUSAND CHICKS' srry i had 2 options in mind and forgot to edit it.

HAHHAHA NO it was just so funny HAHHHAH

'dude cant understand english' maybe you need to repeat it in high valyrian hsksha no but i think he wouldn't be bothered by a scandal? more like his brother being upset?

so true so real dude could literally not give less of a shit. there could be an untrue viscous rumour about him going around and he's make it real for shits and giggles T_T a menace T_T no wonder why his brother's hair whiteHAHHHAH

but i see viserys and reader being these 2 elder siblings or the mom friends that are 'oh this prick made it again' 'yea he did' 'great' 'go calm him down' 'why me?' 'you're his wife' a VERY heavy sigh

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 NAUR THATS

'I WANT TO MAKE IT ANGSTY SO BAD' girl you're kidding....

no i want to kill them HAHAHH 😈😈😈😈 either literally of emotionally im not sure yet

no but i just recalled what i've been thinking of. NO. a better thought. daemon takes reader to the Red Keep again, not for the first time. they're in the hall (idk it's name but where the feast was). reader's going through the doors and it hits daemon so much.

BAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBBEEEEE YOU JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL IM KIND OF ANNOYED THAT YOU THINK JUST LIKE ME BECAUSE I WAS PLANNING TO DO SMTH LIKE THIS AND IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE BUT YOU THOUGHT OF IT yeah i could just pretend that you didnt just say almost the exact idea in my head BUT COME ON THATS CRAZY OUR BRAINS SO IN SYNC!!!?!?!??!!?

like he has a big flashback from the day they were betrothed/get married and he instantly gets on one knee saying 'marry me, for real'.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 he's such a simp for that and i love it T_T i love it so much

probably viserys and aemma, maybe someone else who was in the room are stunned. including reader who doesn't understand what's going on. maybe she's already told him about this magic thing, maybe he's had some memories recalled due but yes. just a thought that popped out in my head.

T_T NAUR THIS IS SO JUICY I LOVE IT THE DRAMA THE EVERYTHING DO YOU WANT A SPOILER the more people in daemon's life become ok with him and yn, the more people in yn's life become less ok (as in im going to add a past lover A PAST LOVER WINK WINK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAHAAHAHHAAHHA) shhhhh i will not clarify i didnt say that

for some reason i also think he'd be offended if reader called him anything else but 'husband' in high valyrian.

[scoffs] simp

also about that thought with aemond collecting historical myths and rumors, little number of facts. i see him observing the relationship between his professor and daemon closely, although he's hurt to see it. he just look at them trying to assure himself 'no way these are truth' but also somewhat liking feeling this way? not exactly in a masochistic way but he likes babying his pain? hard to explain. just the need to express his feelings in a harmless way and to pity himself.

no i agree aemond would 100% do his darndness to make sense of it all. i have to say i disagree with this one a bit (and not at all aegons) i think aemond may want to feel the pain as a reminder of the fact he is not yn's beloved, i dont think he likes it T_T he may want to keep feeling it as a reminder but at his core he's just sad T_T

whale aegon just walks away in such a situation. bc "do you love me?" issues. i have a feeling that you'd disagree on this. it's ok. it's just a lot of thoughts that just exist in my head.

T_T AWWWW WAIT UR SO RIGHT T_T THATS SO SAD AEGON AEGON PLS LOOK AT ME I LOVE YOU

while i have these, i also can imagine aemond freaking out and going feral when daemon visits the museum for the 10th time a week.

aemond be like "why are you in my house T_T' daemon be like '??? this is an office? in a museum ?? funded by the government ??? which basically means me ??'

thanks for reading this!! love you!! wait for anything you have for us!! take care <з

im luv u thank you for sending me the messages to begin with <3 <3

xxx

[noomiithesnail]

HIII, its me again 👋 (the one with the angsty prompt) waaaaah thank you SOO much for considering my prompt! 🥹 You write soo well, so it makes me so happy that you like the idea for a story! And its great that you also touched on the topic of maggots already! I feel like the fear/dislike of maggots is a good concept to explore Mui's trauma. No pressure, pls take as long as you want and if i get any more ideas I'll definitely pop by again ~ trust that they will be ✨️ A N G S T Y ✨️ but also fluffy :3

ALSO, MAY I PLS ADD - to expand on the idea of Muichiro not liking Tanjiro seeing him so vulnerable, i think he'd hate the fact that he looks so "weak" because he's supposed to be stronger than Tanjiro. he's been dealing with his problems alone for so long so he's not used to sharing them with others, and i feel like thats what Tetsuido meant when he used to worry about Muichiro because he never allowed others to help him with his problems (except Shinobu but yeah that was just medical help me thinks) ... so thats kinda why he was so misunderstood. But sunshine boy is there to let him know that its okay to have moments of emotional weakness and that he doesnt have to face his problems alone 🫂

Thank you for wanting to mention me! 🥹 I am anon yes but you could call me the maggot-angst anon (JOKES LOL pls dont call me that I really dont like them nasty things 🥲)

Thank you again for liking the prompt 💖 I look forward to reading the last chapters of Bonfire, or Marigolds and your other stories!!

HELLO!!!

AWWW TY! I sometimes feel like I look up like a deer in headlights at potential angst material, so thank you so much for your ask😭

(side note- if my words don't make any sense it's because it's quite late for me rn I am running on about 6 hours of sleep and everything is blurry plus I just watched a 2 hour video essay on a film I haven't seen in over 5 years. So. I apologise.)

BUT OMG THE MAGGOTS IS SUCH A AUKFIYDADIYIYDA IDEA LIKE THERES SO MUCH ANGST YOU COULD SAP FROM IT LIKE THE DISGUSTING PARASITE IT IS EXCEPT WE ARE THE PARASITE NOW. AAAD6OAKYF

oh yes yes please even if I don't write them just imagining it makes me explode on the inside from happiness

I AM A SLUT FOR HURT/COMFORT AND PROUD OF IT. please send me requests ehee

I am going to say now though I will be taking a break from posting for quite a while since I need to take care of mental health (you know, that thing that lives in the corner of my brain that I occasionally poke with a stick or something) especially after my school decided to take a turbo shit on my free time. AHAHA I LOVE WORK.

but hopefully I'll be back as soon as possible BECAUSE I NEED MUITAN CRUMBS I CRAVE SUSTENANCE.

God I love fics where characters get vulnerable with each other and they find comfort in each other's company and form a silent and mutual understanding that the other is a safe place to return to oh my god it breaks my heart AHLCAFYKADIT-

but yeah! thank you so much for your prompts and I will hopefully get onto them once I FINALLY FINISH CHAPTER 27. OH MY GOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DIFFICULT ITS BEEN TO WRITE THAT STUPID CHAPTER I ACTUALLY CANT. I CANNOT. I AM TRAPPED IN MY OWN WEB OF CONFUSION.

but thank you so much! I really hope you send me more prompts in the future! ee

[r0tcom]

the sheeplings are underrated!!!

!!TW YAPPING!!!

I feel like there are two ways that a person headcanons c!schlatt and c!puffy as twins/siblings. the more common way “oh they are siblings la la la” or my way “oh ... .they are siblings….” Do you see the differences!!! 

they has sooooo much fucking potential!! Now I do have to say!! Some of the reasons I love the idea of them being twins is because I'm a twin myself and I love twin characters and headcanons, so I'm a little biassed but the big reason is that the story and the lore behind it is sooo deep!!! The amount of angsty art and fanfics that this headcanon can make is so massive!!!

But think of it!!! They are so different yet so similar, they are like the sun and the moon!! Two sides of one coin!!!! Two people who used to be so close, that used to cry on each others shoulders, that used to share their hopes and dream together, fighting against a world that is to big for them to handle only for them to drift apart by one small insignificant, a butterfly effect that impacted their opinions and lives for good!!! Growing up together but slowly losing each other!!!

One growing up closed minded, stuck in his way and one growing up adventurous and childish both unable to change but in the others eyes the other doesn't look the same!! And just as they are the same they are connected to each other, both ending up on the same island able to see each other again but instead of them tripping over their feet and dresses as they run to each other with childish whimsy to finally rejoice and live with each other they just stand there staring at each other confused at who they see in front of them!!! The idea of being able to see your brother again and he's changed, he's weak, sick and a monster!!! Watching as the boy you used to run in fields with becoming this disgusting, abusive creature and all you can do is watch it all happen, all things you could have done wrong spinning around your mind, how you could have just been there for him maybe he wouldn't be like this!!!

Oh and schlatts death!!! SCHLATTS DEATH!!! Just imagine watching YOUR OWN BROTHERS DEATH!!!! Unable to confront him or connect with him!! Finally having him back after 10 years only for the world to rip him away from you again!!! And not only that you don't know how to feel!! Your happy, relieved that his toxic smoke cant reach to any other, your happy that the ppl of his country can finally smile again, that they can finally breathe again….but that was your best friend….your own flesh and blood, the person you used to lay in the womb with, the person who you grown up with….your own brother…..watching him lying limp on the floor as the ppl of manburg crowd around him, his breathing harsh and hoarse, lying there like a scared child, like a wounded sheep, huffing out breaths as he looks around confused unable to make you out from the crowd, his eyes bloodshot, sad, hopeless…..spending his last day, his birthday surround by utter chaos…… you wouldn't really know how to feel…

Uhhhhhh i love them, they make me sick, Anyways that's all!!! 

[saltynsassy31]

OH MY GOD IM SO GLAD TO HEAR!

All I could picture is how I'd feel if that happaned to my twin and it broke my heart, man 😭😭 running away, I can definitely see it being an option for Jetstorm (it's not like Jetfire would have enough brain power to complain...). I don't wanna add too much angsty thoughts to a silly AU, but THESE BOYS CANT CATCH A BREAK!

Considering also that Jetfire was the one who fell down during the accident and got the blunt of the explosion, lost his entire face and had it reconstructed (during the Rise of Safeguard comic). I can imagine Jetstorm being already very protective of Jetfire. Now this? Nuh uh, no one's touching his brother again. Doesn't matter if Perceptor promises a cure, he's not letting his brother be even more of a lab rat! What if it only makes it WORSE!?

I have so many scenarios dancing in my head right now. I can't decide if I wanna write them into a drabble or make a short comic about it (if you'd allow either) XD. Just the image of Jetstorm trying to make things go back to normal, or, at the start, tried to pretend everything was normal until it became too hard to bare and reality of the situation just came crashing in. And Jetfire doesn't seem to understand why he's brother is so upset, and tries to comfort him but nothing he does works.

My personal HC is that Safeguard is sorta like a "safe place" for them? Idk how else to put it. Name aside, I imagine them finding comfort in each other's presence in that manner. I mean, I'm very sensitive to touch, for example, I can't really stand that much physical contact with people. Except for my twin, she's the only one I can get hugged by and not feel too bothered, I actually seek her comfort a lot! And vice versa.

I can see it being something like that with them. So not being able to fuse like they used to, Jetstorm would probably be really frustrated bout that to. (The drawing you did of that, it already showed how hard he's been trying to make it work...and how much it has failed gkdkska)

But, for some comfort, I can imagine him going to Jazz about it. The man certainly isn't happy about the predicament either (idk he fathered those boys in my head lmao. Its his boys now). I can imagine him either aiding in the run away idea, or trying to keep either of them becoming more of lab rats than they already have been.

I'm so in love with your Jetfire-fly au, I've been scrolling the tag and such and just, keep looking back at them over and over again.

Sorry in advance if I ramble, hope you don't mind, but I've just been spinning your au in my head like a microwave and thoughts happaned. Doesn't help that my own twin kept adding to these thoughts and I wanted to share them.

As Silly and Fun as it is for Jetfire, some posts mentioned the unfortunate loss of several braincells, or the very least, it is all now transfered to Jetstorm. And the post where Jetstorm was trying to turn to safeguard again with him. And I was talking to my sis about it and like, we couldn't help but wonder how Jetstorm is fairing in all of this?

Like, Safeguard was their special thing, and now it's a little harder to do. And also, just, extreme concerned brother vibes. Every post, Jetstorm just looks miserable fkskaka.

I'm not sure if I completely understand how Jetfire is fairing mentally in this AU. But with a scrambled processor, I don't think he notices it too much. Jetstorm is probably the one carrying their shared braincell in whole now lmao. But their bond. Being twins, their bond is a lot different than most. I can imagine poor boy being distraught over the situation and trying his best to either bring back old Jetfire, or just try to make things better as it currently is, but not being happy in either scenario.

He just wants his brother back, is the general vibe I'm getting.

I AM VERY HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU LIKE MY AU!! And most of all I'M HAPPY YOU GET IT!!! Jetstorm is really concerned and IS wanting to bring the old Jetfire back. You could say he's sometimes kind of training him, trying to do the old, everyday brotherly things with him, but failing miserably because Jetfire is so braindeadddd

Sometimes I think about a scenario where Jetstorm, taking pity on Jetfire, plans an escape so that no one would find them and no one would experiments on his brother anymore. Cuz it's physically painful to watch your brother being turned into a literal vegetable and being used as a lab rat!!

[bigmysticmood]

RFA + V + Saeran breakup with MC? Make it as angsty as possible, yes?

Name spoiler in 707′s

Zen

You noticed him becoming a bit more distant with you, but you never thought he’d actually dump you.

“MC… I just…… It’s not working out. I don’t feel the same way about you now that I did when we first met.”

“What…?”

He was quiet for a moment, but then he said those words that you were so scared to hear.

“We should break up.”

“A-Are you sure…?”

He brought his arms closer to the rest of his body, then nodded.

“Yes. This relationship isn’t working. I don’t love you like I used to and I think you deserve better than that. It’d be better for both of us if we stop seeing each other like this.”

When he saw the tears in your eyes, he added, “I hope we can still stay friends.”

You gasped. You love him. You love him so fucking much. You’d never want to loose your best friend, but he just broke your heart without any regret? And? He wanted to stay friends??

“Hyun….” You couldn’t think of what to say. You were too focused on not crying, but failed in the end. Once the tears started coming, they didn’t stop.

“B-But…..” For a little bit, you both sat there. “I love you….” You said quietly, knowing how pathetic you must sound to him.

“I know.. I ju-”

“You know!? Then how the hell are you so emotionless while saying this? If you want to ‘stay friends,’ how the hell can you break my heart and not care?!”

Zen only stared at you. You’d never yelled at him before, and he’s never seen you cry so hard. Sometime during your outburst, your hands ended up on top of the table. Zen’s fingers lightly brushed against yours after he saw that your hands were shaking, but you quickly jerked away from him.

“If you wanted to be my friend, you wouldn’t hurt me like this.”

When you got back to Rika’s apartment that night, you couldn’t stop crying. You never really liked staying there in the first place, but now that you were there because you couldn’t sleep in Zen’s bed, it felt even worse.

Jumin let him have it.

Yoosung

You weren’t about to let some sloppy kiss Yoosung shared with some random at a party destroy your relationship with him.

You knew he was a lightweight, so he got drunk pretty quickly. People do stupid shit when they’re drunk. You remember Zen telling you about one time you got really drunk and gave him a lap dance.

But one night as the two of you sat together to eat your takeout, you asked him about it.

“MC, you know I’d never try to hurt you, right?”

“Yoosung…. Of course, but-”

“Then you know that I didn’t kiss them to hurt you… and I’m not trying to hurt you with what I say next.”

“Wha-”

“MC, I want to break up.”

“O-oh.”

He refused to make eye contact with you for a bit, but when his hands balled into fists and he brought his face up to look at you, your face was blank. You were too shocked to react.

“MC…?”

“Why?”

“We’re different people than when we met. We don’t get along as well anymore and… I don’t know… I just don’t feel like we work out together. I’m not happy like this.”

Your thumb began to play with the ring on your left hand.

“You don’t love me anymore..?”

“No, MC. I just-”

“It’s fine.”

He wasn’t able to say what he wanted, because for some reason, his brain wouldn’t attach to his mouth. He just sat there stuttering as you cried.

“I’ll be back in a while I guess.”

“MC, I’m not kicking you out. You should s-”

“Trust me, you don’t want to be under the same roof as me for a while.”

You knew there was a limit to your calmness, and you preferred to not let him see you when that limit was reached.

You slowly unlocked the front door, but turned around to grab his hand before you walked out. You slipped the ring that you’d taken off of your finger into his hand, and closed his fingers around it.

You didn’t want to burden anyone, so you figured that going back to Rika’s apartment was your best bet.

You couldn’t stop wondering what you did wrong. What you could have done to make him so unhappy with your relationship.

When you looked down and saw the naked part where your ring was for so long, the tears started up again. You had a tan line where the ring sat; that’s how long you were engaged. How long would it take for it to go away?

When you woke up in the morning, you didn’t have the energy to do anything besides stare at the ceiling.

After a few hours of not moving, you finally reached for your phone.

Nobody was online, so you figured it’d be best to see what you missed now, rather than have to talk to people.

As soon as you logged on, Yoosung did the same

Yoosung☆: “MC! I’m so glad you’re on!”

Yoosung ☆:“When are you coming back home?” 

MC: “No.” 

Yoosung ☆:“No?” 

MC:“No.” 

~707 has entered chatroom~ 

707: “…” 

707: “Why are you at the apartment, MC?” 

Yoosung ☆:“MC, can you call me please?” 

MC:“No.” 

Yoosung ☆:“No?!” 

MC:“No.” 

707: *??? emoji* 

707: “Lover’s quarrel?” 

707: “Is MC back on the market? lolol” 

MC:“Ya”

707: *shocked emoji* 

MC:“I got dumped lolol” 

Yoosung ☆:“MC, it wasn’t like that!!” 

MC:“lol it doesn’t matter whether it was “like that” or not.” 

Yoosung ☆:“???” 

MC:“You shouldn’t have proposed to me if you ever had any doubts about it. If you were ever going to take it back,” 

MC:“You should have thought about it a little better.” 

Yoosung ☆:“MC…” 

Yoosung ☆:“I’m going to call you… Please answer” 

MC:“lol” 

MC:“No.”

MC:“If you weren’t ready to try to talk it out and fix it last night, I’m not sure that a couple hours is going to make a difference.”

Yoosung ☆:“MC, please.”

~MC has left the chatroom~

Yoosung ☆:*angry emoji* 

Yoosung ☆:“Seven, I messed up.”

Jaehee

About a year after you started your business with Jaehee, your cafe stopped doing so great.

Every time you wanted to buy something that wasn’t food or some other 100% necessary thing, it was “not in budget.”

You understood Jaehee’s logic, but if it was going to create so much tension, maybe you guys should just cut your losses and close the cafe.

“Ugh, MC….” Jaehee sat with you at a table, surrounded by papers and a calculator. “I think we need to end this.”

You let out a soft sigh and began to get up from the table.

“You’re right. We can come back to this in the morning with fresh minds.”

“No, I mean permanently.”

You immediately put your butt back into the chair. “Oh.”

“And,” She sighed and pushed some hair out of her face. “Not, just, the business….”

“What…. What are you trying to say?”

“I think we need to cut our losses with this business and with this relationship.”

“Ah… I understand the cafe, but… I personally thought the relationship was going pretty well.”

“Well… MC, I’m sorry, but I don’t want to try to repair this relationship. I’ve lost interest in you. I hope you can find someone better suited to you.”

You let out a little laugh, trying to cover up your devastation.

“You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me! Jaehee, we’ve been through so much shit together and you’re dumping me? Like nothing? Regardless of what state our business is in, we started it together! Does all of that mean nothing to you now?”

“MC, I’m not undermining anything you’ve done for me or anything we’ve been through together. I’m just no longer interested! Please understand what I’m trying to say.”

“What you’re trying to say is that once things stop working out for you, you want to drop it all and run. I thought that I was important to you.”

“That’s not-” She brought her hands up to rub against her temples. “You’re taking this to an extreme that I never meant for it to come to. Perhaps we should just get some rest and come back to this when we’re not so tired and frustrated.”

“Do you think that you’ll feel differently about it when we do come back to this?”

“Uh,” She wanted to entertain the idea to avoid seeing you too hurt, but she didn’t want to lead you on and hurt you worse. “no, MC. This is something I’ve thought about. I wouldn’t say something like this without having given it a lot of thought. It’s not anything that we can repair. I’m simply not interested in being with you anymore.”

“Shit. Alright. Okay. That’s- That’s bullshit, but okay. We can figure out what to do with the cafe and everything else in the morning.” You leaned back in your seat, rubbing your eyes, trying to keep your tears in.

“MC-”

You quickly wiped a tear off your face. “I’m fine.” You sniffed a bit. “Go to bed. I’ll sleep out here.”

You made your bed on the couch, but you couldn’t stop the tears.

After about an hour, you got desperate. You opened up the alcohol cabinet, grabbed whatever had the highest alcohol percentage, and went to town.

At some point during the night, you got too hot and wanted to go outside for some fresh air, but ended up calling Seven in a drunken haze.

He listened to you cry for half an hour before you fell asleep on the floor outside.

Jaehee had to literally pick you up and drag you back inside after she realized that you weren’t sleeping on the couch.

Jumin

Jumin started reverting to the way he used to act when you first met him, but it felt like such a severe change because of how quickly it happened.

He just sort of dropped it after dinner one day.

“MC, I’m breaking up with you.” were his exact words.

“W-what?”

“Do I really have to repeat myself?”

“N-no. I just… Why?”

“I think we can both find better people. People who better suit our needs.”

“Are you saying that I don’t suit your needs?” He only shrugged. “Fuck, are you serious??”

“Of course I am. Why would I say something like this if I wasn’t serious?”

“What- Why are you being like this??”

“Being like what,MC?”

“Like… Like a cold, emotionless douche! Jumin, I know that you’re not a robot and I know that you’re not an asshole, so why are you acting like this?”

“MC, I’m still a bit lost.”

“Jumin, you know damn well that you’re breaking my heart.”

“That was not my intention-”

“Shut the fuck up. You knew what you were doing the moment you even thought about breaking up with me.”

He started to talk over you, probably just to try to get you to lower your voice. He only made you louder in the process.

“You know that you can’t force me to love you, MC?”

“Obviously. But would it kill you to show some emotion?! Or at the very least stop acting like you don’t understand what’s going on!”

“I’m being completely honest with you, MC. I don’t know why you’re making this such a big deal.”

“You don’t know wh…. Did you ever actually love me? I guess I’d understand if your feelings just faded, but is there not even a little sliver of emotion you still hold for me, Jumin?” He didn’t say anything.

“Oh my god.” You let out a laugh as tears began to stream down your face. When he saw you crying, his frown became a bit more genuine, but he did nothing to try to comfort you. “Oh my god.”

You grabbed your coat and started walking towards the door.

“Where the hell are you going?”

“Do you really care, Jumin??”

“Of course-”

The door slammed in his face.

You couldn’t help but sob as you passed the security guards and completely dismissed Driver Kim as he offered you a ride to wherever you were set on going.

You stopped by a gas station and grabbed a bottle of cheap Vodka, then went over to Rika’s apartment in hopes that you could crash there for a bit.

You already had a six missed calls from Jumin when you finally got around to checking your phone, and the chatroom notifications were going off like crazy.

You took a couple of drinks straight out of the bottle, immediately hating yourself for it.

After an hour, you lost a game of will and went into the chatroom that was currently going.

Zen and Jumin were fighting, presumably over the current situation involving you. 

~MC has entered chatroom~ 

MC: “You two aee really goin at it huh?”

ZEN: “MC, you’re okay!” 

Jumin: “I presume you got to your destination safely?” 

MC: “Safely” 

MC: “Ya” 

MC: “Like u rly care tho lol” 

Jumin: *… emoji* 

ZEN: “So now that you’re both here and we know that MC is okay… An explanation please?” 

Jumin: “I already told you. MC took something I said too far. It’s just a case of her being overly dramatic.”

Jumin: “Everything will be okay again in the morning, I’m sure.” 

MC: “I got fuvkign dunped lolol” 

MC: “That’d what happpened” 

MC: “I’m not beinh overly dramatic,” 

MC: “Cold n douchey Jumin is bavk. Zen, u reserve the right ti complaain.” 

ZEN: “MC are you drunk?” 

MC: “lol ye” 

Jumin: MC, you are safe, right?” 

MC: “ye” 

ZEN: “Seriously MC, you’re safe?” 

MC: “I’m at hte apartnrnt.” 

MC: “RikAs” 

ZEN: “Good. Don’t leave. If you’re too drunk to type properly, I don’t want you around men like that.” 

Jumin: “MC, please don’t do anything stupid.” 

MC: “sh.” 

MC: “If u nevr cared abt me before, u don’t get to stary now” 

ZEN: “Dude” 

ZEN: “Did you seriously say that you don’t care about her?” 

ZEN: “Of course I didn’t.”

MC: “I asked n he didn’t answr” 

MC: “Silence = confirfmantion” 

MC: “Anyway” 

MC: “I’m feelinf a liiitle sleepy” 

MC: “See u later”

~MC has left chatroom~

Chatrooms and RFA parties were definitely awkward after that because you two never actually made up.

The whole thing just hovers over everyone’s shoulders and they try their best to ignore it.

707

He started acting really weird out of nowhere.

Just, one day he wasn’t comfortable with you touching him and he stayed as far away from you as possible.

It scared the shit out of you because everyone remembers the last time he tried to push you away, 

One day, he told you that he thinks you should move back into Rika’s apartment, just for a little while. He said he wanted to “take a break.”

“For… how long?”

“I don’t know.”

“So… You’re just.. Kicking me out and you don’t know for how long?”

“MC, don’t make it like that.”

“I’m not making it like anything. I’m asking for clarification. Is this a permanent thing?”

“If it is?”

“Then I’d like to fucking know, dude!”

“God, okay. I was trying figure out if we should separate permanently. That’s why I wanted something temporary; so I could think! But with the thinking I’ve gotten done lately, a permanent breakup is what it’s looking like.”

“You…. You’re fucking kidding?”

He didn’t give much of a response. He only shrugged.

“Are you…. Is this not even difficult for you?! Why have you been so desperate to get away from me lately??”

You could tell that he was struggling with something and trying to keep his emotions under lock, but he wasn’t doing very well at it.

“Don’t you want to try to work this out instead of pushing me away?? What we have is too valuable to just throw away!”

“I agree with you, MC. That’s why I said I wanted time.”

“Saeyoung, we have to talk this out and work together. Pushing me away for the sake of ‘more time’ is not going to help…. But you should know that.”

“Why are you trying to fight me on this?”

“Why am I trying to…..? Saeyoung!? Because I love you! I don’t want you to push me away again!”

“I don- Too bad. Go home.”

“Home? This is home.”

“No it’s not.” His tone got firmer and he turned away from you. “Go. Home.”

V

The relationship the two of you established together was never the best.

He was too caring to tell you that he wasn’t satisfied with you, but you could always tell. 

During an argument one night, he let it slip that he could never love you as much as he loved Rika.

Your expression went blank and he was suddenly scurrying to fix his mistake, but you weren’t having it.

“I just can’t believe that you’re really that dissatisfied with me… If you could really never love me as much as I love you, why did you ever lead me to believe it?! Why didn’t you ever decide that maybe giving me this false hope was a bad idea??” You were on the verge of tears and you’d forgotten what you were arguing about before.

He kept trying to climb out of this hole that he’d dug himself into, but there was no way to fix this.

“You’re right…. You’re right and I’m so sorry.”

“You can’t apologize your way out of this one, V.”

“Then I won’t. MC, I’ve lead you on for too long already. I hope you understand that I never meant to do this maliciously; I really hoped that stronger feelings would develop. I’ll stop leading you on right now.”

“So, are you breaking up with me?” He nodded. “Thanks. It took long enough.”

You left his house before you started crying too hard,��after he was done trying to convince you to not do anything regrettable, and thought of where to go. Your actual home was a good option, but there was so much to do in Rika’s apartment.

Once you got to the apartment, you entered the chatroom currently going with Seven, V, and Yoosung.

MC: “Seven, do me a favor?”

707: “What can I do for you, MC?”

MC: “Turn off the special security system for me.”

V: “MC? Come back to my place. We can talk. I told you not to do anything you’d regret.”

MC: “I kept out of the shit in this apartment out of respect for you, Jihyun.”

MC: “I’m sick of the secrets and I’m sick of the lies.”

Yoosung ☆: “MC, you should stay out of Rika’s stuff. She had the security system put in place for a reason.”

707: “Yeah. MC, I can’t turn off the special security system. You know that.”

MC:“Well I’m not gonna let that stop me.”

707: “MC, you know what happens if you open the drawers.”

707: *explosion photo*

MC: “Yes.”

MC: “Are you turning it off or not?”

707: “MC, I can’t.”

MC: “Okay.”

V: “MC, just come back. I’m sorry. I’ll come pick you up.”

Seven immediately got an alert on his phone and computer, stating that the Special Security System had been activated.

A few seconds after that, he heard an explosion come from a few miles away, and then emergency vehicles after that.

707: “I can’t believe she actually did it.”

Unknown

“You’re boring. You can’t give me what I want. I don’t know why the Savior wanted you here. Why did I want you here?”

As he began to walk past you, tears began to well up in your eyes. You’d gotten used to the emotional abuse by now, but something about this was different.

“You used to be exciting, MC. You used to be obedient and beautiful, but now…. I have no use for you now, MC.”

“W-what? What is that supposed to mean?” Your hands were shaking.

“Ah, now that’s what I like to see. Too bad you waited this long….”

“Saeran, what are you talking about?”

“I’ve grown tired of you. But don’t look so sad. I’m sure The Savior will have some use for you. You may still prove to be a great asset to Mint Eye.”

[safetycar-restart]

Hey! Let me try this again 😂

So Arthur comes to you after a race, being his best friend, crush and a trained dom. He’s had a bad race and day. And is struggling to be himself. He’s done research on submitting in the past and has finally built up the courage to ask you to let him to submit to you for just tonight or hell even permanently.

It brings us to where we are now. He’s told us he’s into bondage and pegging and praises. And that he wants to be your good boy no matter what.

He’s dropping without even realising so we begin. We softly start with a make out and then tie him to the bed, open him up. Play with his prostate. Then gradually start pegging him.

He’s on cloud nine having the time of his life!

“Uhhhhhh fUcK mommy right there!” And freezes and starts to cry out of embarrassment

“Hey baby now it’s ok my love mommy’s here!”

He smiles but it turns in to a loud moan.

You wipe his tears away and kiss him to distract him.

You even give him a hand job to get him there again.

And then he comes like never before!

Aftercare! Aftercare would be big for arthur. He can’t stand so you take a shower out of the equation and decide on getting in the bath. You help him get in and then slide in behind him. You wash him and his hair whispering sweet nothings In his ear. You get out and help him out. You dry him the best you can before getting him in the bed and then slide in next to him and pull him close to the point his head is on your chest snuggling into you like your going to run away!

The nexr morning he asks can this be permanent and of course you say yes!

Sorry I got carried away :)

-💋

This is so good! I'm so happy I finally received your Oscar ask cause this was certainly worth the wait oh my god I love this. Apologies in advance, I made it angsty. It's also way longer than intended. So uh... oops?

I love the idea of Arthur knowing you're a trained Dom and he wants you to Dom him so badly. Maybe he was interested in it before you told him that, but then he finds out that you're a Dom and he just... his poor little head nearly explodes.

He wants it more than he's ever wanted anything else, but you've never shown any interest in him before, and he's given you SO many hints that he's submissive and wants to sub for you but you've never done anything about it, so he thinks you just aren't interested.

Which actually... it just makes him so sad? Because as far as he knows, you dont have a sub at the moment. He has given you so many hints that he wants you. Surely you... surely you'd at least want him over no one?

So is he... is he really that bad that you'd rather just be alone?

I also think that once he knew you were a Dom, he thinks of you when he learns new things about BDSM. Every time he learns a new kink or activity, he imagines doing it with you.

The result of this is that he really doesnt want anyone else? He knows he could probably find someone else. But he cant. Because he doesnt want anyone else. And of course he has no right to feel like that because he hasn't even kissed you, never mind scened with you.

But then he has the worst race. He worked so hard and he got taken out by another car. He was already feeling unsettled before the race even started, and then that happened and he was just feeling so bad.

He really just wanted you take control.

It's only because he's so distressed that he actually comes to you and asks you and just says "Please, I know you dont want me to be your sub. But just tonight... please just for tonight."

Which just blows your mind because what the fuck is he talking about? You would love him to be your sub? What the fuck?

You dont bring that up now, because he's so clearly upset and you just want to make him feel good. So you have the basic conversation about what he wants, and he's shaking already because he needs it so bad. He probably didn't expect you to actually agree, but now you're asking him about limits and smiling so sweetly and holy fuck did he really just need to ASK?

Arthur starts dropping the moment you start tying him. It's not what he expected. He expected it to take longer, to feel it happening beforehand. But he didn't.

He felt your hands on his wrist, securing soft rope around him and then he's just absolutely gone. He's waited so long for this, there's nothing he can do to stop himself from going into subspace.

You open him up next, taking longer than you need to because you want to make sure that it doesnt hurt at all.

He's opened himself up before, so he knows how that feels. He's even ridden some dildos before. But absolutely nothing prepared him for that pegging feels like.

Having you right above him, feeling you move as the strap enters him... fuck it absolutely ruins him.

He's such a mess, whining and squirming and then suddenly you find his prostate and he's nearly screaming "Mommy"

He panics so much, convinced that he's ruined it. It's even worse because he's in subspace, so he's so scared of disappointing you. He just wanted to be a good boy, that's it. And now he's ruined it.

You reassure him quickly, "Mommy's got you," you say softly, "I'll make you feel good, yeah?"

He's so relieved. So fucking happy that he gets to be a good boy still.

He cums so hard! He very nearly blacks out from it, has to cling to you and cry softly for a while after because it was just so intense.

And of course he gets all the aftercare. Arthur is just so happy, smiling softly as you move him around, trusting you to look after him, mumbling "mommy" every now and then and trying to get more kisses.

You're so shocked at how much he trusts you, how he doesnt question anything, not even in aftercare. He knows you'll look after him, so he just holds you tight.

Needless to say, it happens again soon.

(I have more thoughts but this already a thesis so we'll leave it here for now and if you want more, let me know)

[chocominnie]

One Last Time 02  —  Pjm. (M)

⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader

⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst

⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…

⇢ Song : xxxxx

⇢ Previous : 00   01

⇢ Word Count : 

⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!

⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken

⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?

Your eyes shoot open, chest heaving heavily as you let out a blood curdling scream. Not this again. The same dream over and over again each night. It leaves you sleepless. The time on the clock on your nightstand reads 3:04 am. Just only four hours ago is when you fell asleep. But a full night’s sleep hasn’t happened for a year so why would it matter anyways.

Once you catch your breath you unplug your phone from the charger and read some of the notifications. From your window, the night-time critters sing their songs along with the persistant owl that’s somewhere around the apartment complex. You’d only noticed him, the owl, just a few months ago when your cat started meowing with his hoots. 

A missed call from your uncle. 

Immediately you unlock your phone and dial the number. Bringing your index finger to your mouth you gently nip on it waiting for it to answer, The rings are agonizing to you. If something has happened you only wish and pray it wasn’t as bad as you think. He’s the only parental figure left in your life.

‘‘ Princess! Hello I was just calling to speak to you earlier. But I realized you are five hours ahead of me and you had probably went to sleep.’‘

His soothing voice calms your emotions making you let out a tiny breath of air. Thank god.

‘’Hey Charlie.” You sigh. Looking towards your left, you spot Clara purring quietly next to you. You can’t help but to smile while bringing a hand over to rub her head with your thumb.  She’s so small under the shining moonlight from your window.

Her white coat shines brightly amongst her, making you remember the first night you had brought her home. All she did was sleep, and it worried you because you had no prior expierence caring for anything, let alone a small animal. Clara only drank kitten milk and slept back then. Occasionally being awake enough to nip at your fingers whenever you pet or touched her.

Now she’s a bit bigger and walks around the apartment like she owns the place. Quite the little attitude she has, but its too damn cute for you to scold her whenever she does something wrong. 

“ Yes I did fall asleep from after a gathering at someone’s house.’’ You continue on, bringing your knees to your chest after opening the curtain of your window fully.

The moons brightness illuminates the entire room, but not so bright for you to complain though. ‘’ Oh- was it Jimin’s? Tell him I said hell-’’

You bite your lip hard at his name. He doesn’t know and you wont even dare to let him know. Knowing him, your uncle would have a fit and oppose to come back to Seoul to ‘set the record straight.’ to Jimin. That’s the last thing you want to do, cause trouble.

‘‘ It was his brother’s house warming party.” You say, lowering your tone in your voice. You look at the nightstand for a couple of seconds just before opening the top drawer of the wooden, polished piece. Your hands shakily pull out a picture of you two together.

It was taken at  Marne-la-Vallée, France right infront of Cinderella’s castle. That was the day that you and Jimin had to went to Disneyland in Paris, France. You cant help but to think, with the picture in hand, that it was one of the best nights ever. It was also the same night your virginity was taken.

‘‘ Oh.. I know that tone. Are you two arguing at the moment.”

You shrug, “ I mean you could say that.’’

No you cant.

‘‘ Alright alright I won’t talk more of him. Let’s change the subject.” He chuckles deeply into the phone.

‘‘ How’s Europe? Anything new happening on base?”

‘‘ Same old Same old. It’s been what? 2 years since I’ve left Seoul? The food is different over here. They don’t have kimchi pancakes sadly.”

You can only imagine the frowny face he makes at you whenever he doesn’t approve or like something. It always turns out to be funny.

You giggle into the phone shaking your head slightly, “ Of course. You are in Europe Charlie. Where are you getting food from anyway if you are on base?’’

‘‘ I can go off base to a certain mileage when I am off duty. I just have to report back in time. But you do know that you can always come live on base with me...’ He trails off.

Oh boy. Here he goes. He’s always talking about moving you on base with him. Hell, he’s been talking about it since before he had to go to be based in Europe. By then you were twenty years old and old enough to live by yourself. Growing up in Daegu, Korea since you were six, you felt as if Korea was home to you and you definately weren’t ready to leave yet.

Especially, after losing your parents here. Around eight years old, your aunt and mother were on the way to pick up your father from the airport. With your mom and dad also being military and based in Korea with your dad’s bestfriend, your uncle Charlie, your father had been called to take military leave to go and be based in Korea for the National Guard.

On the way back from the airport, a drunk driver had struck the car knocking them off the road and colliding head first into the railing of the bridge. All bodies were reported dead upon collision, including your aunt. Charlie didn’t take the news well at all, and so did you. Only eight years old and still a bit new to a foreign country. It was devistating for you and Charlie. Charlie did what was right and stepped up to be your legal guardian while taking some time off from the military. Till this day, he treats you like his sacred little daughter and you can’t ask for anyone better than him.

 “You are old enough to live on your own and housing is avail-”

You jump at his voice on the line again, being too spaced out from the tragic memory. Before he can go on any longer you cut him off. ‘‘ Im fine with the apartment you left me. Im paying the bills on time and taking good care of it.”

‘‘ Alright fine. But that option is always available you hear me? I will always be ready for you to come with me.’’

‘‘ Okay Charlie” You groan.

‘‘ Alright.. sweetie it’s getting late on this side and it’s already 3 am on your side. Get some sleep okay? Don’t you have a model shoot thingy or something? You have those a lot.’‘

‘‘ Yes i actually do in a couple of hours. It’s been a while since I’ve did a shoot. Please eat and sleep well. Don’t injure yourself.’‘

‘‘ I promise. You promise to do the same right?’‘ He says, rustling movements are in the background.

‘‘ Yes I promise. Good night sleep tight..’‘ You smile as you wait for him to finish the rest.

He chuckles one last time on the other end, ‘‘I’ll always love you, goodnight‘’

Beep Beep Beep

You in a racy light pink lingerie with white duvets and sheets is the concept of your comeback. It’s supposed to symbolize the “Night After’’. Camera’s click and directors yell and praise you in your subtle yet damaging moves and facial expressions. You want.. no need for this comeback to be successful. Not only did your manager schedule this, but she is making sure that they release this same very day.

Nobody in this company’s industry has ever did this before. But you, you are sort of the special one. The special foreigner as they say. It’s not like you don’t like it but you don’t like that they label you as that. Stylists, employee’s hell even anybody who works there treat you as a princess. It’s not bad, but it’s just weird.

‘‘ One last one. Give me a sexy yet innocent look mama.’‘ Elliot, the director says, smiling wide at you.

You slip a finger into your mouth and do a little pout with your lips.

Elliot busts out into a roar of happiness with his hands clapping furiously. ‘‘That’s it mama yes! That’s just what we needed!’‘

Adjusting his microphone earpiece, he turns around to greet and thank everyone, ‘‘ Alright everybody this concludes our shooting! You all worked so hard today. Make it home safe, eat well.’‘

Finally. You sigh out in relief and close your eyes. It’s been a long day. Almost 6 hours of shooting. Three Videos, and five swap outfits for each session of shooting for the ‘’ Night After’’.  As everyone heads out and starts cleaning up you bow your head slightly and thank them.

A stylist brings you a satin robe to cover yourself in. You thank her and put it on just before getting up from the bed and walking towards wardrobe. Once you are done putting on your clothes, your manager leads you straight out the exit. Outside awaits the car that drives you everywhere. Literally everywhere.

‘‘ Tomorrow somebody has put in a special request for you to appear as the main lead girl in their music video. It’s short notice and I told them I would have to bump some things around and notify you. But they are paying us and you good money to be in it.’‘

Money? Sounds like a plan.

‘‘ It’s fine. Who am I shooting for?’‘ You say, fluffing your hair just a little while inspecting yourself in the rear view mirror.

Your makeup is still intact with no ruins and the contacts they had given you suited you very well. A hazel with a slight bit of teal. Suddenly the car moves off into the busy streets of Seoul. You can’t help but to notice every couple that walks along the sidewalks. They seem so happy, glad to be around each other.

On the floor of the car lies your little mini backpack filled with all of your items and belongings. Picking it up, you begin to dig through it looking for some hand lotion to soothe your semi-dry hands. Once you find it you gently start to squeeze the tube.

‘‘ Kim Namjoon.’‘

You freeze. Namjoon? The same Namjoon from the group? Joonie? It’s been well… a year since you’ve seen him in person. Hell since you’ve seen all of Bangtan Sonyeondan together. Except for lastnight when Hoseok and.. that guy showed up.

You sigh already knowing the answer from the question you are about to ask.

‘‘ From…?’‘ You ask then put the lotion back in your bag. Slowly you rub your hands together to moisturize.

Your manager quickly flips through the daily planner, ‘‘ Bangtan Sonyeodan but this is for one of his mixtape songs.’‘

Thank goodness.

‘‘ That’s fine. What time will the car be arriving tomorrow?’‘

‘‘ 8 am on the dot. You need to be there by 8:30. I’ll be tending to one of my other models tomorrow so you will be alone. I can send som-’‘

‘‘ No no it’s truly okay. I know how to manage things myself. Besides, I learn from you.’‘ You reassure her with one of your winning smiles, laying your head on her shoulder.

‘‘ Aigoo what am I going to do with you?’‘

The day ends very well. The movies you’ve been watching have kept you occupied. But not occupied enough for you to keep crying at all the sad parts in the chick flicks. Breakups, someone had died, someone had even just spilled something onto the floor and that was enough to send you into tears.Only because when the main lead boy rushed to help clean it up, it reminded you of Jimin last-night helping Isabel.

‘’What is going on with myself.’’ You blow your nose into a tissue for what seemed like the thousandth time today. Clara lets out one of her meows beside you then goes back to grooming herself.

You place her onto your lap and begin to run your fingers through her fur over and over again. Such a soothing effect to you as you stare into space sulking in your thoughts.

Why is it that you weren’t enough for him? Why is it that every single little thing reminds you of him? You gave him your all and he gave you his but what happened? Where did you go wrong? Cooked, cleaned, satisfied his needs. You guys had even started to plan out what you wanted out of a family. When you wanted a baby and what you would name it. It was fun. The whole relationship was fun. Right until that scandal.

Ding.. Ding.. Ding.. DI-

You unlock your phone immediately to stop that annoying dinging noise. Not surprisingly it’s a text from Jeon Jungkook.

Kookie : Im coming over I’ll be there in exactly 3 minutes.

Kookie: Don’t think about leaving either.

Kookie: Im bringing someone with me.

Kookie: We need to have a serious talk babycheeks.

You roll your eyes at the nickname he’s given you. No matter how many times you tell him you want him to change it, he declines. There’s no point in asking anymore.

Why would he want to talk anyways and who is the person he’s bringing. Eh.. it might just be Ryan they seem to do everything together as a team.

As soon as you step foot out of your bed the sound the door clicking makes your head shoot up. How in the living hell does he know the password to your house? Rage takes over you. That’s something that you hate. When people invade your personal space. In this case, personal home.

‘‘ Jeon fucking Jungkook!’‘ You scream, abruptly stomping your feet all the way to and out your bedroom door. Suddenly you stop at the sight of the two faces staring back at you.

Jungkook’s expression holds a concerned yet upset face while the other just stands there calm and cool. But you on the other hand are way besides that level.

Your eyes must be filled with rage and the expression on your face is no good. How dare he disrespect you like that? Bringing him into your home, knowing the bad blood between you two. Oh, they both have something coming towards them. You begin to walk to them again making each step make the floor shake.

‘‘ Get out. Both of you. One you invade my personal private home..’‘

You grab both boys by their collars, making sure to grip the one on the right’s harder than usual. ‘‘ Two, you fucking invite him over here.’‘ You drag each of them towards the exit. Which is going good until Jungkook rips your hands away from his shirt and takes you over his shoulder.

You’ve had enough of him and his invasive ways. Pounding on his back with your fists, you make sure to scream into his ear. “ Put me the fuck down Jeon Jungko-”

You hiss at the stinging sensation on your ass. Did he just? Jimin stands there awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. You make sure to make eye contact with him and roll your eyes. Something that always had and will piss him off.

‘‘ Hush. I told you all of us needed to have a deep talk about you.’‘

Jungkook plops your frail body onto one side of the couch in which he sits next to you. He motions for Jimin to come sit across from the both of you but you aren’t having it.

‘‘ Don’t you do it.” You glare at him. Jungkook sighs harshly only to pluck your forehead two times. You whine and rub it with your index and middle finger.

Jungkook shakes his head in disapproval, ‘‘ When are you ever going to learn? Jimin sit down now.”

‘‘ Truthfully.. I feel as though I shouldn’t be here so-”

“ Good. Get out you are unwanted.” You snap back causing him to give you one of his long stares with no facial expression at all.

Jungkook glares at you just before getting up to throw his hands in the air full of disappointment. “ Enough! “

Yelling. Something else you don’t like to hear being done at yourself. You finally sit still and quite avoiding any eye contact with the both of them.

He sits back down and clears his throat. Jungkook gives Jimin a look before continuing on.

‘‘ I gathered us here to talk about you..”

‘‘ Why. Im fine. How many times do I have to say it. Im fine im fine im fine im fucking fine!’‘ You exclaim, getting more mad by the second. When will people accept this?

‘‘ Baby.. ’‘

Your eyes shoot up to him and his soft voice. You didn’t want to but you did because his voice to you is like candy that melts into your mouth.

‘‘ Don’t call me that. You have a girlfriend at-least be loyal to her rather than what you did to me.’‘

‘‘ Fuck is anybody going to just sit here and listen? Can we at-least get to the source of the problem? Huh?’‘ Jungkook leans back into the couch clearly pissed by your attitude.

Jimin’s the first to speak and holds a firm eye contact with you, almost daring you to break away from it.

‘‘ Fine. Im just going to cut straight to it then. Why are you so jealous? You aren’t okay at all. I seen the way you looked at us yesterday. You wanted to break down so bad but you didn’t. It looks like you’ve been dropping weight day by day why aren’t you eating well?’’

You’re taken a-back by his jealous comment. Although you are you just cannot admit it. You are jealous. You do want him back. You cant bear to see him with another girl but you. But the fact that Jimin is concerned makes you really hope. Just hope that there is something left of you still in his heart.

‘‘ Jealous? Jealous tuh.” You scoff, leaning into Jungkook’s arms where you rest his head on your chest. You only do this just to see Jimin’s reaction and by the look on his face he doesn’t enjoy that move one bit.

‘‘ Yes jealous. I mean why else would you put almond extra-

‘‘ Woah. No need to go there. We established that it was a so called accident lastnight.” Jungkook does finger quotes into the air and looks down at you.

You lift your head up and furrow your eyebrows in annoyance, “ So called? So you really believe that I did it on purpose. Wow Jungkook. Escort yourself out.’’

He sighs, wrapping his arms around you securly in hopes of you settling down a  little, “ Honestly it’s not like that. I wasn’t there to see you bake them nor was I watching her eat it. Im just saying that you knew Jimin was coming and obviously his girlfriend was going to come too. It’s a little sketchy is all.”

There’s no fixing what he said. Him adding onto his explanation just made things sound worse than what he’s trying to say. You don’t have time to be ganged up on, nor like it at all. It’s best if they both just leave, to not turn nothing into something.

‘‘ Get out. Now. Before I call and tell Ryan what you said and then she’ll definitely deal with you.’‘ You say, removing yourself from off of him and onto the other side of the couch with your legs crossed.

Mad isn’t even the word to describe yourself right now. You’re just a mixture of all emotions.

Jungkook now looks of sorriness written all over his face. You bite your lip and shake your head while pointing towards the door. He sighs heavily and takes one last look at you while removing himself from the couch. You watch him slip on his coat and shoes.

Jimin gets up from his spot on the couch, ‘‘ I’ll be leav-”

‘‘ Sit down we aren’t done talking.” 

He looks at you with his eyebrows furrowed, sitting back down slowly.

Jungkook keeps his head down as he wraps his blue scarf around his neck. Poor baby, but he shouldn’t of said it. “Please better yourself and talk it out with each-other. Im leaving.”

‘‘ Make it home safely.. Kookie.” You sigh once the door closes behind him. Now you’re here. Face to face with Park Jimin.

The same Jimin who cheated on you. The same Jimin you haven’t seen in a while. You take a few moments to take in his appearance. He seems to have re-gained his muscles that are peaking through his black, longsleeve shirt. His thighs are still thick, just like his luscious lips. Of course he changed his hair color to black. But who knows, he might change it again.

‘‘ You’ve been doing well?’‘ You say, voice low but enough for him to hear. You drop your eyes to your lap instead of keeping intact with his.

‘‘ Yes. But you have not. Im disappointed in you. Why are you doing this to yourself? Don’t do this because of me.”

‘‘ Jimin you don’t know the feeling. You don’t know how it feels to be left wondering why you weren’t good enough for someone. Why they had cheated on you. You don’t understand at all and wont ever.’‘ Your voice cracks on the last sentence and you an feel the lump in your throat become sore.

He bites his lip unsure of what to say next. Those words had hit him good inside. ‘‘ Im sorry. I truly am. But you know the reason why we had to end it. I fucked up bad and the media was making the scandal bigger and messier day by day. It was better to just call it off.’‘

One by one your tears start to drop. You nose begins it’s running trip but you sniffle it back up.

‘‘ You could of denied it. You know you could of made a statement and denied it. But you felt something for her didn’t you? Didn’t you?’‘ You semi-yell, sobs already starting to take it’s way over.

He bites his lip once again and ruffles his fingers through his hair, “ Baby..’’

You wipe your tears with your hands making your face even more puffy from the crying. “ I am jealous. I am I admit it Jimin. But do you know i have been suffering for one year and two months? I can’t sleep at night because im so used to your touch at night. I look at every couple in Seoul and think to myself, Dang they seem so happy. What’s their secret?’’

Jimin sits up, making eye contact with you with tears welling up into his eyes. It hurt’s you more than yourself to see him crying. It always has.

‘‘ Please don’t do that. Don’t do this to yourself. Please get help from someone to try and move on. Please. I don’t like to see or hear you make yourself suffer.’ He begs, getting up from his seat and coming towards you.

Jimin sits next to you, hesitantly opening his arms up to you. Would it be wrong to embrace him? He’s being too sincere, but thats what you want right? You decide to just do it, and lean into him only for him to pull you in closer into his chest.You just lay there crying and sobbing while he runs his fingers through your hair. You shouldn’t be doing this. He has a girlfriend. But it feels so right.

‘‘ What does she have that I don’t? Why couldn’t you love me the same way you love her “  You cry into his chest, soaking his shirt with your tears. 

You’d been waiting for this moment to just let it out. Let everything out.

‘’ Please don’t make this harder than what it is right now. Just try and forget me and move on. Please.” Hypocritcal. How does he expect you to get over him when he’s the one whos holding you so tight right now. Soon enough his sniffles join yours in harmony.

You raise your head up and look him deep into the eyes while you wipe away his tears, “ Don’t cry Jimin. I’m the one supposed to be crying over you. Don’t cry.’’

He takes your hand away from his face and wraps his fist ontop of yours, “Please promise me you will move on okay?’’

You shake your head no, “ I can’t make that promise.”

He doesn’t say anything. He gently cradles you in his arms and lifts you up. You don’t think to where he is going. You just close your eyes and grab onto his shirt firmly not wanting to let go.

Soon enough you feel the cold sheets over your bed. He covers you in the duvet and leans down to your forehead.  A kiss. Your fist is still locked onto his shirt in which he tries to pry it away but you don’t want to let him go. He sighs and raises his arms up as he takes off the shirt revealing an extra plain white wife beater under it. Taking your other hand, he wraps your hand into another fist onto the shirt to where both of your hands are holding onto it.

‘‘ Please better yourself for me baby. Sleep and eat well. “

Is all he says before turning off the lights and walking out your bedroom door.  You can hear him putting on and zipping up his heavy coat but you just don’t make a sound.

The apartment door clicks and beeps letting you know he’s already gone.

[kkusuka]

december 14th

synopsis: imagine being the object of both Miya twins affection? they’ve know you were theirs from childhood, it just took you a damn long time to realize it. 

osamu miya x reader x atsumu miya 

(i have no idea what this is or where it came from) 

just your normal childhood bestfriends turned obsessive bastards kind of fic! 

THIS GETS KINDA DARK, READ AT YOUR OWN TERM

SEVERE MANIPULATION ‼️‼️

and an overuse of crossed out text. (clarification at the bottom for anyone who is confused) 

is this angsty?  

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you had entered their life in a whirlwind of childhood laughter. it must’ve been hard for you to move all the way from Tokyo to boring ‘ole Hyogo. moved strait to them. but you seemed to love everything about your new environment, and things over there seemed to like you right back. it was bright and sunny and everyone had funny accents!

everyone was so nice, especially the twin boys from the house across the street. the second day you arrived in the town they had shown up on your doorstep and invited you to practice some volleyball with them, but you assume that is was because their mother forced them too. from the way they had laughed when you had taken one of atsumu’s sets right to the face or how osamu didn’t bother speaking to you until you had hit a spike, you were under the clear impression that they did not like you. don’t think that, they love you, they always ask to go over y’know?

 that was until the first day of your new middle school when you heard all about how the miya twins had a cool new neighbor from tokyo. apparently they had been blasting it through the school, and they didn’t hate you as much as you though. turns out you also walked the same way home at the same time, you with a club you were trying to join and them with volleyball practice, so you ah the chance to get info strait form the source. they would tell you anything if you asked, all you needed to do was keep talking to them. 

that walk home was where atsumu declared that they were simply testing you and seeing if you could truly be friends with them. or, as horrific as they made it sound,  you were a girly-girl who was scared to get dirty. luckily you were a fair mix of the descriptions and form then on they were your self-proclaimed protectors. now and forever, they promised. 

the rest of your middle school days wee filled with mindless banter about how cool aran-kun was and how atsumu was going to make it to the Olympics, no matter what. and he declared that you were coming with him. of course not after osamu chimes in about how your going to go with him, to achieve whatever food related path he treaded. 

graduating middle school was the beginning of a new chapter in you and the twins. You had helped them dye their hair and they made sure that absolutely no boys, other then them, were near you. (with the exception of the team and a few of their closest friends) not that anyone who did get too close to you ever did again. now the you were official high-schoolers your parents became more then aware of your close relationship with the twins. the late movie night sleepovers were moved into a more open space where your mother could spy on what you were doing “just in case.” you were also increasingly aware of how the twins had grown. 

they were no longer the small and twiggy boys who had made you play volleyball with them every Sunday. and they noticed that you weren’t that same small girl that would hold things above their head for that short span of time you were actually taller than them. they liked being taller than you, it made them feel powerful.  first year was full of atsumu’s gloating about the all Japan training camp and his new best friend Omi-chan (which did hurt your feelings that you were replaced, but he assured you that you were in fact he favorite living thing on the planet)  and osamu’s grimaces, having to listen to his brother. 

the end of first year was when you truly realized how popular your two best friends had gotten. girls would leave things in their lockers almost daily and the two would take the gifts with great pride. looking back they never did get into a real relationship with anyone.  

it was September of second year that everything took a turn. you had begun to date a boy form the class below, Takehiro. they hated him, you were leaving them, you cant leave them. you had noticed their obvious distaste of the boy, and takehiro seemed not to like them right back. the relationship lasted about a month before he began to try and convince you that the twins were bad for you, and that you should try and move away from them. no, you can’t do that. get rid of him he was bad for you. listen to them. what kind of boyfriend doesn't let his girlfriends have other fiends? thats a bad sign, y/n. 

and with that it was just you and the twins again. as it should be. it was great, you had all of your fun and the twins became themselves once more. one month and 17 days until a point of no return you’ve never thought you’d have to cross. there was no need, it should have happen sooner if anything. 

december 14th, second year. outside the school gates

5:26pm

“look, y/n, i-i, really like you and i was just wondering if-” the poor boy didn't even get to finish his sad confession. two warm bodies were already next to you and glowering at the poor pathetic boy. 

“were, ya sayn’ somthin’?” atsumu. 

“yea, sorry we interrupted.” osamu. 

your wonderful protectors, they would help you out of this mess like always. this guy won't be having any of you. you belonged to them. 

“we jus’ happen to notice-” 

“that ya we talkin’ to our girl, y’know, had to come check it out”

you usually found comfort in them finishing the other sentences, but now it seemed to awaken something more sinister in the twins. you just didn’t see it last time with poor takehiro.  you could hear the venom and possessiveness coming from their words. but all that was drowned out by atsumu pulling you into his arms. how it should have always been, let it happen, don't fight. 

‘yer ours, remember that, no stupid boy is ever going to have you-”

“the only people who will ever have yer is us, understood?” 

you’re theirs, always have been, you knew it, they know you know it. you were just not looking for it hard enough. 

yes you did, somehow you had seen this coming all along and just didn't want to acknowledge it, but no it seems as if you had to face the two faced monster, you pprotecters, this is all for you, that was hiding since you moved to the small town in hyogo. home, your home.

two sets of hands grabbed at you guided you back into the house that was across the street. home home home

“it’s ok if you don’t know it now, we have all the time in the world to show you” 

they were your home from the minute you opened the door on the second day in the town. you just took too long and they had to rush a bit. no worries they have the rest of their lives to show you what home really is. 

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(just a little briefing bc when i originally posted this on my old account there was some confusion, the crossed out text is the twins and as the amount of split text increases so does the amount of control the twins have over you, thats why there is so much and why it gets more frequent towards the end. than you <33)

[katherinewilliams221b]

For the guaranteed honest answer - why 💔 in the katlings post tags???? Im anxiously awaiting the spoilers...

I am surprised to say the least! Okay, so, I think you read too much into that. I wanted yo use a heart with a bandaid but I dont have one or I didnt find it. However, to give you more substance, I still havent decided about the kids situation. I often think about katlings and I love love the idea of her and three or four black kittens following her around but maybe for another potterverse. These are the situations I juggle with:

A single daughter, a pretty much exact copy of Kate, a calm and curious baby that turns into an inquisitive and adventurous kid, much like their parents, who loves spending time with them but also explore on her own, becoming a wonderful woman who is a true 50/50 mix of Charlie and Kate.

This same daughter but with an expected addition to the family! I often think about Kate in a hospital, trying to help a woman with an, unfortunately, uncurable desease (not yet known to the magic or muggle world). In addition, there's always a small boy outside the room, waiting patiently for her mom to get better. Kate does the best she can to tend to the kid as well and they slowly become friends. When the woman inevitably passes away, Kate does the impossible to give the boy a new home and the three of them welcome him into the family.

This same daughter with a dark and angsty twist. Maybe this scenario is the reason I maybe put that heart subconciously. To make you feel better, I think Ive given them enough pain for a lifetime and Charlie and Kate dont deserve this. But I did explore the idea of Kate losing a baby after their first daughter. But I just cant do it. I imagined it in my head and its too much even for an angsty/bittersweet writer like me because this type of pain is like no other.

So yeah, no spoilers for the wip tho, this story isnt about that. They will discuss the topic, I will give you that scene, but no actual babes for now. And although I dont see them having more than 2 kids, I adoreee (as I said) the idea of Kat being a mama duck and having all her katlings following her around 💜

Thanks @eldritchscreech for the ask! I hope I gave you at least some portion of your answer bc I dont think I have lmao

[hanafubukki]

Convert Anon💜 here!!

Ooo naming them is always hard but maybe think about what the fathers would name their children after and maybe try and search up names with certain meanings and i would love to hear about them all!!

Gimme the adorable children pls, i love them

:0 thank you!! Blue eyes and a lot of freckles here and maybe one day you can guess my hair color👀

And all of them willing to babysit while me and Leona have a small date night and cuddle is just *chefs kisses your beautiful ideas*

Yes, kick Crowley’s ass!! Beat him!! Make him suffer for how we suffered!! Jkjk Crowley has no grandpa rights and those rights only belong to Divus and maybe Ashton and Trien is also grandpa

And Jack running around with a lil liom cub strapped to his chest is for sure a sight to see and 10/10 is greatest one to watch in an emergency

Ace and Deuce being the best bois and helping with pregnancy is just 🥺😭💜 my bois are gaining braincells and im so happy!! And i would tell them i’m not glass but i would appreciate some apples and water and them beating up anyone who dares make us cry is also so them and just watch the chaos unfold as Epel joins in and Jack is the only sensible one and removes us from the situation and helps us calm down

Also Leona if he found out would also probably want to beat rheir ass for making his wife cry

And yes he better back off or i will bite him and make him not sleep on the bed or sleep alone with Grim in ramshackle

No cuddles for him and i will be angry at him if he tries to prevent me from seeing my friends and that does include Malleus Leona

And just imagine when the baby’s born, 10/10 will invite Malleus and Lilia to hold the baby and let them bless the child like how the fairies did in the movie cause i ain’t risking a curse

Also when the baby first holds Leona’s finger i feel like his heart would just swell with pride and joy and of course he is the first one to hold the baby and name him and second would be me and Leona tries to join us in bed and sleep with us and the newborn som but sadly we do not fit

I think the hard about the most is that I cant chose which one I like? or that I want it to be a good one and that I don't know if it fits and then I become for indecisive and then they become nameless lolol

I once had a time travel story where malleus' children travel back in time and gives him a birthday party. it was cute and kind of angsty and my readers probably are getting tired of all the time travel stories so I delayed writing it.

hair color 🤔 maybe blonde? or black hair? unless you colored your hair? I like the color blue or green 👀🥰

Watch Crowley weep as the other staff babysits the adorable baby and he can only watch.

epel would be hilarious because he's a mix of feral and loving care. I can expect Sebek also being the same. it would be cute.

malleus and Lilia would be so happy to bless the chid and honored to bless them.

the tender look in Leonas eyes would be so heart warming

[tastyykpop]

hii! can i request a jeno very angsty scenario where its his s/o and his anniversary but he forgets abt it bc the dreamies wanted to go to an amusement park and then the managers took his phone so when he comes home his s/o and him get into a fight and they dont talk to each other but she always goes their dance practices since his s/o is so used to taking care of him and he gets sad bc his s/o doesn't look at him at all and he's tired because since he's so stressed with the cbs he just wants love but he knows he's wrong and they make up and stuff:) I'm sorry if this is long! you dont have to do it if you dont want to:)<3

a/n: jdjsjsjsj thanks for this beefy request it was fun to write :)

[sᴀʟᴛʏ]

𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥,ƒℓυƒƒ

Sitting on your bed, you wondered when your boyfriend was coming home. After texting him where he was and wondering when he'd come pick you up to celebrate your guy's anniversary, youd started losing hope seeing as he never answered or bothered reading them. You knew jeno to always answer after just one second but it was like he was ignoring you.

Furious and heartbroken, you threw your phone on at the other side of the bed and decided to just take off the dress you were going to surprise him in. It was his favorite color too. A deep shade of blue silk, comfortable and cute yet still appropriate enough to wear at the fancy restaurant you guys were planning on going to. But those plans were thrown out the window quickly once you noticed how late it was.

"Why do men?" your eyes rolled as you moved in your bed, trying to get comfy.

"Why do men what?" You shot up in the bed from the sound of jenos voice as it basically frightened you back to reality. He was so quiet, you didn't even hear him walk through the door.

"Its about time you showed up." Jeno raised an eyebrow at your sudden aggression, not knowing why you were suddenly angry at him. He thought you'd be excited to see him.

"Woah why are you getting mad at me?" He questioned as he started changing out of his work clothes and into his pajamas.

You grit your teeth. How could he forget this special day that only comes once a year? "Did you forget what day it is?"

Jeno cocked his head to the side, "Um...Tuesday?" He really was clueless on where you were going with this, but your face made him realize he was missing something.

"Jeno..." your head fell into your hands, your boyfriend sat next to you in the bed, still wondering what he was missing and why it was on the tip of his tongue, "Our anniversary, you missed our damn anniversary."

The boys eyes bugged, he knew he missed something and the whole day he couldn't figure it out. He had been so stressed with the recent comeback and the upcoming one that even something as simple as an anniversary date slipped his mind.

God, he felt so bad just thinking how excited you probably were today to go out with him and enjoy your guy's day together, but because of him, your day was long gone and passed up.

"No wait, that was today!? Babe I'm so sorry, I was with the dreamies at the amusement park and I didn't have my phone with me because my manager took it and-" jeno stopped mid sentence before noticing he still didn't have his phone and forgot to get it back from his manager. He messed up bad today.

"You could've told me beforehand you were doing something with dream, although I still wouldn't have appreciated you missing our anniversary, but at least you wouldve told me where you went." You showed your annoyance by rolling over in bed, ignoring jeno.

Jeno growled at his sudden frustration, he already apologized and explained himself why are you still mad? "You know what? At least I told you what the hell I was doing and why I couldn't respond. Yeah I missed the anniversary, but you know what? Its just the fucking time of year we started dating, the day will come again."

"So what you're telling me is you don't care about the day we started dating? Whatever I'm not in the mood to argue right now." You never turned to look at jeno once you finished talking, needless to say you didn't care what he was going to reply with. It wasnt like he cared anyway.

The bass of the music boomed in the practice room. Everyone was so tired these past few days and were anxious for the upcoming comeback that all they wanted to do was relax for once and take a break.

Jeno especially.

After the little argument you both had last night, he couldnt get that out of his head. There were no words spoken to him this morning and you didn't even spare him a glance. His heart broke for sure and he didnt know what to do because he knew he messed up bad. Saying those words to you and knowing how much it meant to you, was something he wish he could take back and start over.

Walking through the practice door, you took a seat on the floor where you rested your head against the wall with bags of food for the members. They were doing so well preparing for their comeback you wanted to congratulate them for working so hard. Plus, you wanted to make sure jeno had eaten today.

"Is that food for us!?" Chenle came barging towards you, giving you a strong squeeze as you laughed into his shoulder.

"Yeah I got food for everyone to congratulate you guys for working so hard." You smiled and handed the bags of food to chenle who looked about ready to take it for himself and eat it.

"Thanks so much y/n! You're the best!" He hopped away happily with the food. Jeno stared between the food and you. He loved how you took care of everyone and still came to their practice though you both weren't on best of terms at the moment, but you weren't even looking at him or acknowledging his presence again, only returning your attention to your phone.

Jaemin wrapped an arm around jenos shoulders as he was eating a chicken wing and looked at the you as well, "Whats up with the both of you all of a sudden? Normally you guys are being so disgustingly cute that I have to walk away for a solid 5 minutes." Jaemin sighed.

"I-its nothing. We just-"

"What is it?"

Jeno shook his head and put on the best smile he could muster while patting jaemins back, "its really nothing jaemin." He said and walked over to the food.

You on the other hand felt bad for causing jeno to be this way. He was silent and didn't really interact with the members when they were eating and goofing around. Not even haechan or mark could crack him. You sighed, putting your phone down and leaned your head against the wall. The only way for all this tension between the two of you would be to settle this and forgive one another. It shouldn't be that hard.

"Jeno," you called, startling your boyfriend who perked up with full cheeks, "come here please."

The dreamies silently watched jeno amble towards you, too invested in what was going to happen to continue talking. You didn't seem to care though, just wanting to get it over with and talk with jeno.

You still stared at the ground avoiding eye contact with jeno, but he couldnt take it. All he wanted was your attention on him.

"Can't you just look at me," he muttered before taking a seat in front of you, "I know I messed up, but please?"

You blinked up at him, "wait...jeno are you tearing up?"

Jeno sniffled back the tears and looked at you with big puppy eyes, your heart sank at the sight. You didn't intend to hurt him, you were just sad and angry about one important thing. And now you think maybe ignoring him had gone too far.

"Please dont cry." You took his hand into yours, softly caressing his knuckles.

"I-im sorry I cant help it. I know I messed up and now you're ignoring me and its just so frustrating because of the comebacks and I'm so used to you taking care of me that I can't even go one day without you loving me." Jeno teared up again. If just a day could hurt him, imagine what would happen if you kept this up.

"You think I dont love you right now?" You asked. Jeno nodded his head slowly, "Babe, of course I love you, I was just mad you forgot or anniversary and went to the amusement park with the dreamies." A sigh fell from your lips before you lifted jenos chin up, "I shouldn't have acted the way I did last night and argued. I dont expect you to be perfect jeno."

There was a smile on the boys face as he brought a hand behind your head and kissed your cheek, "Im sorry, I really am baby. I promise ill make it up to you." He said.

"I know a really cute restaurant. We can have a cute date later." You smiled and jeno nodded his head happily until you heard a groan come behind him.

"This was so disgusting. I need to walk away now."

[behindthekitty]

Apple Juice Royalty au!

Some of you might have seen my posts about it but basically i have created an au in which Epel is a prince and Deuce is a knight. I will talk more about them with their chatacter sheets ♡♡

First up our new prince Epel! If you cant read my handwriting I'll type it all out here

☆ Generally pretty emo

☆ Hates the cape and crown, but secretly likes the rest of the outfit

☆ likes horses and swordfighting and sports

☆ Was a boy in the village doin alright then he became a prince overnight now hes gotta figure out how to do it right so much to learn and see up in the c-

Epel is new prince adopted by the king. Under what circumstances, I'm not sure. Its possible his parents died and he was left all alone before Vil scooped him up. Despite what hes been given he's really miserable having to stay in the castle and learn a totally new dialect and manners and study all the time. He hates it. He wants to leave, and so he does. Epel escapes his home often. Also he's basically a disney princess at this point lol

About the outfit: Its based off of epel's dorm uniform and i also used some references from pinterest and Halloween costumes lol

Next is King Vil!

☆ In his 20's or so

☆ sighs a lot

☆ Having ro lead a country + lowkey raising a teen + looking good all the time is stressful

☆ But he manages

☆ Help

Vil became king, most likely when his father died. He decided to adopt an heir early on to save himself the trouble, but it really caused more trouble than it prevented. Epel's a handful and also really angsty. Dealing with him is bothersome, especially when he somehow keeps escaping even when Vil posts more and more guards around the castle, he always gets out somehow. It used to make him angry but he decided it wasn't worth the stress after a little while. Now he just sends people to go look for him whenever he escapes.

About the outfit: I used the same combination of references as I did for Epel, but i was also able to take influence from the evil queen.

Knight Deuce Spade!

☆ Takes his job seriously!

☆ a little too seriously!

☆ Obviously in love with Epel but will deny it to hell.

☆ Can't tall to Epel without blushing and sputtering

☆ Has a weakness for pretty boys

Deuce is a new knight trying to do everything right and make his mother proud. His backstory is the same as it is in canon. Wanting to do right by everyone ends up with him taking his job a little too seriously but he's also terrible at the job he tries so hard at. He's not a good fighter and also dumb. But lucky for him, nothing truly dangerous ever happens in their country.

His conflict is wanting to do his job right and also being head over heels for epel and wanting to see him happy.

About the outfit: I didnt design it, i stole it from some kid. But it fits him doesnt it? source

Chief Riddle Rosehearts!!

☆ Bite-sized knight

☆ Will actually destroy you

☆ Also tired of Epel's BS

☆ I wanted to draw him holding a sword :(

Riddle is another who takes his job very seriously. And he has to. He's the Chief knight and is thus the leader. Everyone has to follow his lead, no ifs ands or buts about it. If you argue, he'll yell at you and thats never fun.

Riddle is the guy Vil calls on whenever Epel escapes. At this point whenever Riddle is called in, this is what he expects the reason is. Riddle puts his all into finding Epel everytime and honestly cares more about it than everyone else does.

I wanted to draw him holdinga sword but couldn't figure it out

About the outfit: I couldn't find many refs of the kind of armor i was going for but it was fine. I took a lot of inspiration from his overblot form. Ignore the fact that he's on a tilt.

Other less important characters!

Trey!

☆ follows Riddle around

☆ Help

Cater!

☆ literally only became a knight to get closer to Vil (simp)

☆ commissions many paintings of himself

Ace!

☆ Messes around, isn't taking this seriously

☆ bad influence

Rook!

☆ Royal advisor

☆ What does he do? Vil doesnt even know.

Everyone else in hearstlabyul is a knight and so please imagine them in the same outfit as Deuce but with their respective symbols.

A lil plot i guess

Epel started sneaking out not too long after he became a prince. As soon as he had settled in he got tired of it. So he'd just leave. These early escapades happened at night whenever Epel was feeling especially emo. He'd normally go to the horse stables and take a ride to clear his mind, or climb a tree and stargaze, something like that. Stuff princes shouldn't do. He'd never leave the castle grounds, though. His secret was only exposed when Deuce found him. He should have reported Epel but that weakness for pretty boys and the empathy he's known for prevented him. It was basically love at first sight when Deuce saw Epel up close for the first time, not that Epel could tell.

After that, Deuce and the other knights (besides riddle) who gradually found out began helping Epel truly escape, like out into the real world. With their help, He could be out for a few days, or weeks even. And as Epel and Deuce start spending more time together, they get closer and closer 👀

My other ships might be here too but I don't really want to design an outfit for Rook lol so mostly just TreyRid on the sidelines maybe.

I do want to make a comic but uhhghnbchg i always quit those lmao I get so unmotivated.

Anyway thank you 4 reading! If you have any suggestions for this au, lmk. If you're wondering, I probably won't add any more characters to this au, since i see no reason to. this is it 4 now

[enbyblades]

ok so my roommate and i were talking about starop bc i love dragging her into my bullshit...but also its her own fault for asking why i ship them jsdlafsf but anyway we came up with some good angsty content 

so anyway to be honest we were detailing a potential animatic jashdlasfjsf but it kinda led to us talking about the story potential of having this cross faction romance and all that like parallels between characters; theyre in a fight and somehow starscream winds up fighting against optimus and he fires a missile at him but misses a little too intentionally and megatron notices and like squints his eyes and gives starscream shit about it later of course bc hes suspicious and tells soundwave to keep a closer eye on him,,,, 

whereas ratchet, in a separate battle, starscream gets shot down by one of the other autobots and optimus just freezes and he wants to run to star and make sure hes ok and it shows on his face and his body language and ratchets pieced things together at this point, he knows Smthn is going on between those two, cuz hes perceptive and he just,, nods at optimus and turns the other way, off to help the others...he pretends he does not see it. 

and knockout knows, hes still a bitch but he and starscream have smthn of a mutual respect for one another, mostly bc breakdown acts as knockouts conscience ajsdhlsff, so while he teases star like “have fun with your boy toy, screamer? ‘,:)” he still like covers for him when megatron is wondering where he is and hes off with optimus. 

but the SPICY parts, so starscream kidnaps bumblebee and fucks him up a good deal, probably as a desperate attempt to get megatron off his back a little, and when optimus and maybe someone else arrives to save him, star grabs bee in a chokehold with his gun pointed at his head and optimus of course is horrified and trying to talk him down telling him he doesnt have to do this and wondering whY hes doing this, and starscream shoots bumblebee in the torso, not killing him but yknow, hes gonna be out for the count for a hot minute, and flees the scene 

so they dont see eachother for a while, they stop having their secret meetings bc optimus is hurt and starscream is in his own emotional turmoil over the situation. before optimus can figure out how he wants to handle the situation, he gets a complaint from fowler whos like “WHY is this goddamn jet ATTACKING random truckers???” bc starscream, ever so smooth, decided the best way to get ops attention was to. tackle him in alt mode apparently. ratchet gives him a look and says “looks like someones trying to get ur attention...” and optimus decides hell try to find star in their usual meeting place. ratchet of course is like, long suffering sigh “i cant stop you optimus...i just hope you know what youre doing. be careful.”

so they meet and starscream tries to act like everything is normal but of course optimus has to address the elephant in the room, and starscream is like “i thought we agreed to not talk about war and factions when we meet..” and optimus is like “starscream, you grievously injured bumblebee. you know why we have to talk about this” it becomes pretty heated, mostly bc starscream is explaining himself and is frustrated at the world and their situation and is ranting. he apologizes and clearly regrets what he did, and optimus, having the spark of a saint, forgives him tho hes still hurt. starscreams still VERY distressed though. they have This exchange:

“starscream...please. come back with me... you wont feel like you have to hurt my friends anymore. we wont have to sneak out in secret...”

“how many times do i have to tell you i CANT optimus! megatron would KILL me!” (he used to claim that he cant abandon this cause hes worked so hard for, but hes since come to realize the original ideas the decepticons were fighting for have been lost to megatrons batshittery.)

“we would protect you-”

“oh, like you protected CLIFFJUMPER?”

his eyes widen as he immediately realizes how royally hes just fucked up, and he can see it in optimus face that hes barely holding back a whole slew of hurt, disappointment, anger. it hurts twice as bad bc we all know WHO killed cliff, but also bc optimus no doubt has that leader complex that causes him to feel like cliffs death was his fault bc he couldnt lead them well enough to prevent it, and STAR knows this, and optimus Knows that star knows this, and its just..OOF. so optimus holds it in.

“o-optimus, i- im sorry, i didnt-”

“starscream....i cannot abandon my family. so you need to pick a side....and if it is not removed from the decepticons...i dont think it is healthy for us to keep this up.”

“optimus wAIT-”

but hes already transformed and is driving away. 

again time passes, i havent thought this part all the way thru yet, but eventually they meet again somehow and starscream apologizes (again) PROFUSELY, and optimus, in his infinite patience, forgives him again. they meet in their secret place, and its a pleasant normal meeting, but what optimus said is still very much an issue that needs to be addressed, and its lingering. starscream apologizes again for what he said about cliffjumper, and says smthn along the lines of “if anyone could protect me, not that i NEED protection, mind you......id trust you to be able to.”

“then come back with me...”

he looks conflicted. he wants to go so bad, but....

“we’ll see.” 

they kiss and part ways. optimus drives off, but when starscream turns around hes face to face with lazerbeak. soundwave comes out of his hiding place.

“scrap...”

he doesnt bother trying to come up with a lie. he knows it wont get him anywhere. soundwave heard enough, and no doubt recorded it. so instead he pleads with soundwave not to say anything. he promises he wont betray the decepticon cause, he hasnt given the autobots any information and he doesnt plan to, just PLEASE dont say anything. 

soundwave doesnt say a word. he opens a groundbridge and gestures for starscream to walk through first. 

and the next part also isnt totally fleshed out but i imagine he doesnt feel like he has much of a choice, so he walks through and has to face whatever megatron has in store for him unless he manages to escape somehow. whether he gets out on his own volition or is thrown off the ship by megatron is still up in the air, but the ensuing fallout of soundwave finding out and telling megs is what finally pushes starscream to abandon the decepticons for good. 

ANYWAY. YEA. ANGST.

[wrylylichen]

people use rock and pop songs for six of crows playlists which like, fair. okay. so now what I want is a kaz playlist made up of just songs from natalie maines' angsty country rock album, mother, which really fits kaz rietveld, farmer's son and country boy. thank you for coming to my ted talk

like. trained abt his trauma. come cryin to me abt how he pulls people into his crew from the lowest. Free life abt after he gets his revenge.

I feel like country songs make an interesting exploration of his different compulsions. I’d run away is very country and like,,, imagine kaz imagining running away with inej. the parallels to the bit in crooked kingdom where inej is like she cant have a normal life, but like somewhere between a high energy life as a pirate and being an acrobat…that's inej's fantasy and kaz's is different, I think less formed, I like the idea of him falling into being a politician but also like kaz and inej taking a vacation in the countryside and healing?????

in ck he uses his country knowledge to manipulate colm kindof but don’t tell me its not still part of his roots. hes grown past it but also like. hes 17. and hes probably is repressing any desire to be anywhere except where he is. but like. kaz coming to terms with his nonexistent childhood. man. im having Thoughts