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Will we see a more feminine side to the reader? Or do you believe she wouldn't want to because of everything that has happened?
good question! (-> hasn’t thought much beyond that chapter i just posted cos that was like… the point of the fic)
reader is in a very unique position now bcos you have space to heal safely & then figure out what the hell u wanna do when ur not spending every second trying to survive !! it’s a weird time !! you’ve never had this kind of free time !! or safety!! or encouragement !
i think that the lines between masculinity and femininity will be rlly blurred just cos of how long you’ve lived one way — and getting in touch w your feminine side is just one of a thousand things you get to try out in velaris <3 haven’t decided if you’ll like it or not yet!
#i imagine there will be turmoil#i’m sure i can write a lovely scene about the first time you wear a dress#you’re muttering about how impractical it is and the breeze is cold on your legs and you can only shift certain ways#and azriel is like…. speechless 😧 absolutely fucking gone for how beautiful you look#sloane speaks#asks#anon#thanks for the ask!#i love questions hehe
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with my chorus guiding you, forge ahead.
(quote from the thing is by ellen bass)
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#hermes ffxiv#I LOVE YOU ENDWALKER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ILL MISS YOU#just in time too i finished on my absurdly lore-dense hermes alt so you can imagine the turmoil im in
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I know we all laugh at Fourteen and Donna screwballing the universe and then immediately tapping out of the storyline in favor of oops-not-vegan casseroles in the backyard but
What was Fourteen up to during the Devil’s Chord? What were any of the previous Doctors up to? We saw with Mavity that they’re at least somewhat aware of changes in the time stream. Did Maestro change things so dramatically that the Doctor had never fallen in love with Earth in the first place? Or did Fourteen blink and open his eyes to find the Earth he knew, the one they’d been slowly learning to live and rest in day by day, gone? Changed irrevocably, Donna, Rose, YazRoryAmyWilfGrahamBillRoseallofthem maybe never even born? Blink again and they’re all back, unaware that it’s even happened? The panic that could have brought, as he realizes that they’ve surrendered the mantle to his new self, and trusted themselves to keep the universe spinning, but now that means he’s helpless. If their future self fucks up, they’re irrevocably screwed too. No way to find out what’s going on, nothing they can do, their entire timeline relying on a version of them they barely know.
Alternatively, Fourteen blinking, seeing London in flames, finding a nice hunk of broken concrete to sit down on, and sighing impatiently as they wait for himself to hurry up and fucking fix it so they can finish beating Rose at Uno
#doctor who spoilers#devils chord spoilers#I choose to believe that fourteen gets his peaceful retirement#because I like the haha funny of it better and let. this. spaceman. rest.#but imagine the turmoil of suddenly seeing your timeline change#perhaps dozens of times#instantly and WITHOUT WARNING#healing but never being able to escape the lingering anxiety pricking at the back of their neck#waiting for the next time everything is snatched away for a blink#and for the one time it lasts#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#what’s fourteen up to#he’s up to suffering bc I say so#donna noble#devils chord#this is slightly incoherent but#have some angst#and then some not
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the duality of man
#angel devil#chainsaw man#csm#i had these two ideas back to back#you can imagine the emotional turmoil i was under
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refusing to be undone.
Atia Balba, niece to Julius Caesar, died only a year after his assassination, and was survived by her two children, Octavia the Younger and Gaius Julius Caesar Augustus, who she had named Gaius Octavius at birth. Both her son and daughter would outlive her by several years.
#historyedit#perioddramaedit#history#ancient history#roman history#ancient rome#octavia the younger#octavian#augustus#my edits#my stuff#yes i hate domina yes i will use gifs of it for my rome stuff#if only because there's no other option and tgc could have played an amazing augustus if he had a better script#and yes i am using olivia for octavia cuz she and tom look a lot alike#so they should play these aristocratic orphans someone give me money for it#anyway the fact that they spent far longer without their parents than with them will always be fascinating to me#especially octavian cuz caesar died just before atia#and he and caesar had a connection that octavia wasn't a part of#(also imagine being octavia man)#(your little brother becomes head of the family during a lot of familial turmoil and starts killing just so many people)#(how did she feel about that as his older sister? as the only immediate family he had? when he's also the only immediate family SHE had)
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Can you imagine having a huge crush on the local freak? Yeah neither can Billy. Hahaha. Ha. Ha.
#mungrove#billy hargrove#eddie munson#billy hargrove/eddie munson#stranger things#sometimes you just need Billy to be the one with the big embarrassing crush you know#like can you imagine the TURMOIL?#Billy fighting off the urge to smile whenever Eddie does something silly in class#because he's COOL okay he can't laugh at the CRINGE stuff Munson does and says#but also fucking HAWKINS everything SUCKS here and why the FUCK is Munson laughing#punch him punch him punch him punch him punch him#the weird feeling in his belly? yeah that's rage#PURE RAGE#i doodle
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"Few knights are truer than you, Ashe. I bade you to keep living, and you have."
Scarlet Blaze, Ashe vs. Dimitri at Arianrhod
#i just love him sm#cannot imagine the turmoil ashe was going through on this route#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#fire emblem#blue lions#few3h#ashe ubert
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I think people have said this before but. Would someone please tell Nureyev that if I were Slip I would not want to be brought back
I can't imagine waking up having lost 20 years of my life and finding out that the love of my life was nothing like the boy I remembered becuase he's just wasted 20 years of his own life trying to save me. Frankly, I would rather be dead.
#tpp spoilers#tpp#the penumbra podcast#peter nureyev#slipjackson#let my boi rest in peace#having said this i would DIE to see juno and slippy boy interact#can you imagine#they'd either hate each other or be best friends#either way nureyev would be in turmoil
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A pdf for a Jttw Translation
A deleted song from Epic the Musical
Me struggling desperately not to make elaborate AU’s while trying to design something I can freakin draw
#jttw#jttw sun wukong#jttw tang sanzang#epic the musical#i dont fucking know#suntang#tripsun#I ship things not because they’re plausible but because#CAN YOU IMAGINE THE EMOTIONAL FUCKERY#can you imagine#the turmoil#the moral debates#the devotion#I’m here for (fictional) drama I’m not sorry
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ari ari ari i need your thoughts on this!!! suguru who lives and breathes being able to take care of his s/o, like that's HIS MEANING to life once he's found The One. butbutbut what if he got severely sick like he isnt able to even get up and he's all weak and frail like a victorian child. obv his s/o wouldnt mind it at all and would LOOOOOVE to pamper him like the roles are literally reversed but he feels sooooooo guilty that now hes the one being taken care plsplspls this has been plaguing my mind
ANONNNNNNNNNNNNN
THIS CONCEPT IS SO DEAR TO MY HEART………… hang on let me get my thoughts in order .
suguru is just . such a caretaker type. he feels so much more comfortable in that position. i absolutely think he’d devote himself to tending to your needs, and i absolutely think he’d feel extremely uncomfortable if he got so sick that he couldn’t do that anymore 😭 if he was forced into a position where he couldn’t do anything but meekly let you take care of him…. it makes him so viscerally uncomfortable because it’s just so foreign!!!!
this is just my take on him, but i really feel like suguru was neglected as a child …… he strikes me as the type who had to take care of himself, always, so that’s where he feels most comfortable. he’s so used to take care of others, and himself, and i think it gives him a sense of control that he’s dependent on. so when he gets hit with such a severe wave of sickness… and he can’t even get out of bed on his own…. :’3 well . i think he feels very helpless and very uncomfortable!!!!! maybe even a little irritated . he just hates the feeling i think…
so!!! you have to ease him into it :3 deep down he’d probably really, really enjoy being pampered and tended to…. but he’s so hesitant . i feel like he tries to fend you off and reassure you at first, but when you’ve made it clear that you’re taking care of him whether he likes it or not ……. he probably. gets a little shy 😭 he’s just a baby…….. speaks even softer than usual because his throat is raspy, pouts after taking his medicine, blushes a little when you spoon-feed him soup………. he’s just. SO cute. he gets so clingy i think. he really loves the attention and he’s very very embarrassed about it LMAO
ANYWAYYY IN CONCLUSION . you’re so bigbrained anon <3333 this man needs to be pampered and babied relentlessly . made then he’ll relax a bit.
#for the record he’s turning the tables COMPLETELY the moment he gets better lmao#he’s pampering you even more than usual to make up for his bout of sickness#silly man !!!!#ALSO THIS REMINDED ME .#i have this super long stsg/reader series in my notes app#and one of the chapters is . just this 😭#sugu gets a fever and is very cute abt it#i <3 him sm#thank you for the wonderful brainworms anon!!!!!#also the moment i imagined sugu being sick i started crying which is 💀 yeah.#shoko would have to come take care of us both bc i would literally be so devastated if i saw my sweet boy in turmoil </333#ask tag ✩
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¡FLASHING LIGHTS + VERY LOUD NOISES!
𝗿𝗲́𝗽𝗼𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗮̀ 𝗺𝗮 𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲 / byler
#Repost because I wanted to add some things#byler#byler edit#stranger things 5#st5#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#stranger things edit#my edit#Tags from original post:#I love an “it's always been you” relationship with devastating amounts of turmoil and yearning#I also like to imagine Will remembering moments he's had with Mike in the van scene#Will holds one card that he can't use /ref#I Belong to You / Mon cœur s’ouvre à ta voix - Muse#Cuz I Love You - Lizzo#tumblr killed the quality#There's still a delay and feedback when I post it on here even though I tried to fix it. Guess I'll die#Common Will Byers suffering edit
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always sound so over the top, but Chan really has spoken about Felix being his other half, his second-self, and his soulmate. So being reminded that Felix felt not a single bit of caution around him when they met, is the sweetest thing.
He saw Chan as someone worth learning from. Someone he could befriend and debut with, and that’s what they ultimately got, and that’s wonderful, but I always find it kind of crazy that Chan seems well aware that Felix was his person the moment they met.
#chanlix#their age difference upon meeting low key#breaks my heart when I think about how fast#it seems Chan realized Felix was important#to him because dear god I can’t imagine me#finding a person who feels like home after#spending nearly a decade struggling toward#a life goal away from my family and then#being hit with the fact that my feelings for#them literally cannot go beyond platonic#and I obviously don’t know without a doubt#if Chan has romantic feelings for Felix but I#would bet a pretty penny on it so yeah I just#can’t imagine all the turmoil he must have#went through as all those realizations hit at#once because feeling greedy over someone#you feel your truest self with all the while#being aware they’re literally not an option#yeesh… talk about developing a complex
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i cant help thinking that this is what we will get in twp and the way i want to SOB so badly :'((
literally not a single part of my being will be okay after this
artist: @nairafeather
#my ass isn't ready for the amount of emotional turmoil this scene will give me#and when they just hold each other THEN WHAT#(then i'm on the floor sobbing ig)#they have my heart :(#only the best for these 3 pls#throw angsty kit into the mix and i'm GONE#no but imagine will meeting kit and mina STOP#FUCK NO#i just made myself sadder somehow#my heart isn't ready for twp yet#(but also my soul longs for it)#jem carstairs#tessa gray#will herondale#the infernal devices#the wicked powers#tid#twp#tsc
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i'm fine with how 2-1 ended but sometimes i kinda wish alice was one of the people who got low scores in chapter 2-1 so he got to personally participate in the final attraction.. like can u imagine him having to deal with everyone accusing reko of being a fake while he fully believed that she's his real sister and she's like only a few feet away from him... having to push/see his own sister getting pushed down towards the pit of spikes... i'm going insane
#yttd#your turn to die#alice yabusame#reko yabusame#stels#the emotional turmoil will definitely be worse though and i can see him getting very violent about it#that's why im kinda glad hes not up there with the rest of the girls#but at the same time its sooo interesting to imagine how he'll react if he's up there with reko nao and sara too..
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Can't stop thinking about unhealthy co-dependent teen!fireskulls..
#directly related to that Matryoshka idea i had#Pump's fear of abandonment (which stems from his parents leaving for work) leading him to do stupid and selfish things to try and assure#him that Skid won't leave him#spooky month#skid and pump#skid#sm skid#pump#sm pump#skump#fireskulls#au#skid x pump#the idea I'm having rn is that Skid starts to experience psychotic symptoms and depression#and he's like hm maybe i should go to the doctor about this#but Pump is immediately like oh my god please don't because he's scared that if Skid gets medicated he'll realise how ridiculous and chaoti#that Pump is and won't want to be his friend anymore#so yeah gaslight gatekeep girlboss ig#(none of it would be romanticised at all btw)#they deal with their turmoil in different ways#skid draws and spraypaints his ''personal monsters'' (hallucinations. he doesn't know that though) all over the place#pump destroys stuff with his hammer and sets shit on fire#so yeah if y'all like the sound of that incredibly angsty (and probably cringe) au then I'll draw something for it lol#i just want skid and pump to be a little fucked up when they get older okay#sm 6 hinted that their personalities are gonna change (them getting upset and wanting to be better)#so this au would be that but cranked up to the extreme#they're still very silly and spooky btw they're not like edgy broody teens i'm not that bad /lh#i guess the best way to describe it would be like...#you know jinx from arcane? imagine if her character was split in two. skid gets her psychosis and pump gets her chaos and violence#wow i accidentally reached the tag limit lmao
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oh fuck ow ough. do you guys think after the infarction house Struggled with baths for a while. like he has bathtub baggage already. it's vulnerability that can be used against him, he's cornered, it hurts, and isn't it so shameful to be terrified of a bath at his age?
delirious with pain and to have a bath suggested to him to help, and all he remembers is ice and john watching him with disdain before he left greg locked in the bathroom to suffer alone
#house md#it doesn't last obviously#but right after the infarction just imagine the turmoil#learning by example that soaking his leg /does/ make it feel better helps push through the. bad associations with baths#idk i just think it's wild how two terrible points in house's life have some connection to Bathtub#and don't even get me started on comparing aspects of house md to saw again..........
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