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Will we see a more feminine side to the reader? Or do you believe she wouldn't want to because of everything that has happened?
good question! (-> hasn’t thought much beyond that chapter i just posted cos that was like… the point of the fic)
reader is in a very unique position now bcos you have space to heal safely & then figure out what the hell u wanna do when ur not spending every second trying to survive !! it’s a weird time !! you’ve never had this kind of free time !! or safety!! or encouragement !
i think that the lines between masculinity and femininity will be rlly blurred just cos of how long you’ve lived one way — and getting in touch w your feminine side is just one of a thousand things you get to try out in velaris <3 haven’t decided if you’ll like it or not yet!
#i imagine there will be turmoil#i’m sure i can write a lovely scene about the first time you wear a dress#you’re muttering about how impractical it is and the breeze is cold on your legs and you can only shift certain ways#and azriel is like…. speechless 😧 absolutely fucking gone for how beautiful you look#sloane speaks#asks#anon#thanks for the ask!#i love questions hehe
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the biggest juxtaposition of adam parrish is that he is, by habit and by nature, extremely practical in all things, except when it comes to his independence and pride, in which case he is often damnably impractical. and this must all come to a head when he starts planning his college essays. because adam is a planner, so he knows very well that he could vastly improve his chances by writing about going through poverty and child abuse and legal emancipation (all of which is, technically, public information following the trial). but also: he would not want to do that. he would, in fact, prefer to do quite literally anything else than (in his mind) invoke pity or tie his own achievements to his parents. on the other hand, he would do anything to go to college and wouldn't let his parents harm his chances any more. anyway he probably has another mental breakdown on the way to self growth and I think that's cool to think about
#adam parrish#the raven cycle#trc#if trk had any coherent timeline this in fact should have happened in the thick of the glendower action#but we're waving the rules of time as per usual#also should take into account that adam needs significant financial aid and so would actually have to declare a lot of it#but ALSO should take into account that he has not once showed willingness to let rational thought get in his way when it comes to this#like literally I cannot imagine him writing an essay about these things.#but I also cannot see him ignoring how crucially this could help when he wants to go to top ivy league schools#this bad boy can fit so much turmoil inside him#v:text
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with my chorus guiding you, forge ahead.
(quote from the thing is by ellen bass)
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#hermes ffxiv#I LOVE YOU ENDWALKER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ILL MISS YOU#just in time too i finished on my absurdly lore-dense hermes alt so you can imagine the turmoil im in
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I know we all laugh at Fourteen and Donna screwballing the universe and then immediately tapping out of the storyline in favor of oops-not-vegan casseroles in the backyard but
What was Fourteen up to during the Devil’s Chord? What were any of the previous Doctors up to? We saw with Mavity that they’re at least somewhat aware of changes in the time stream. Did Maestro change things so dramatically that the Doctor had never fallen in love with Earth in the first place? Or did Fourteen blink and open his eyes to find the Earth he knew, the one they’d been slowly learning to live and rest in day by day, gone? Changed irrevocably, Donna, Rose, YazRoryAmyWilfGrahamBillRoseallofthem maybe never even born? Blink again and they’re all back, unaware that it’s even happened? The panic that could have brought, as he realizes that they’ve surrendered the mantle to his new self, and trusted themselves to keep the universe spinning, but now that means he’s helpless. If their future self fucks up, they’re irrevocably screwed too. No way to find out what’s going on, nothing they can do, their entire timeline relying on a version of them they barely know.
Alternatively, Fourteen blinking, seeing London in flames, finding a nice hunk of broken concrete to sit down on, and sighing impatiently as they wait for himself to hurry up and fucking fix it so they can finish beating Rose at Uno
#doctor who spoilers#devils chord spoilers#I choose to believe that fourteen gets his peaceful retirement#because I like the haha funny of it better and let. this. spaceman. rest.#but imagine the turmoil of suddenly seeing your timeline change#perhaps dozens of times#instantly and WITHOUT WARNING#healing but never being able to escape the lingering anxiety pricking at the back of their neck#waiting for the next time everything is snatched away for a blink#and for the one time it lasts#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#what’s fourteen up to#he’s up to suffering bc I say so#donna noble#devils chord#this is slightly incoherent but#have some angst#and then some not
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refusing to be undone.
Atia Balba, niece to Julius Caesar, died only a year after his assassination, and was survived by her two children, Octavia the Younger and Gaius Julius Caesar Augustus, who she had named Gaius Octavius at birth. Both her son and daughter would outlive her by several years.
#historyedit#perioddramaedit#history#ancient history#roman history#ancient rome#octavia the younger#octavian#augustus#my edits#my stuff#yes i hate domina yes i will use gifs of it for my rome stuff#if only because there's no other option and tgc could have played an amazing augustus if he had a better script#and yes i am using olivia for octavia cuz she and tom look a lot alike#so they should play these aristocratic orphans someone give me money for it#anyway the fact that they spent far longer without their parents than with them will always be fascinating to me#especially octavian cuz caesar died just before atia#and he and caesar had a connection that octavia wasn't a part of#(also imagine being octavia man)#(your little brother becomes head of the family during a lot of familial turmoil and starts killing just so many people)#(how did she feel about that as his older sister? as the only immediate family he had? when he's also the only immediate family SHE had)
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Can you imagine having a huge crush on the local freak? Yeah neither can Billy. Hahaha. Ha. Ha.
#mungrove#billy hargrove#eddie munson#billy hargrove/eddie munson#stranger things#sometimes you just need Billy to be the one with the big embarrassing crush you know#like can you imagine the TURMOIL?#Billy fighting off the urge to smile whenever Eddie does something silly in class#because he's COOL okay he can't laugh at the CRINGE stuff Munson does and says#but also fucking HAWKINS everything SUCKS here and why the FUCK is Munson laughing#punch him punch him punch him punch him punch him#the weird feeling in his belly? yeah that's rage#PURE RAGE#i doodle
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"Few knights are truer than you, Ashe. I bade you to keep living, and you have."
Scarlet Blaze, Ashe vs. Dimitri at Arianrhod
#i just love him sm#cannot imagine the turmoil ashe was going through on this route#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#fire emblem#blue lions#few3h#ashe ubert
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Inside Your Mind - word count: 708 - Regulus Black + James Potter
Regulus Black sat alone in the dimly lit library of Number Twelve, Grimmauld Place. The flickering candlelight cast dancing shadows across the cracked spines of ancient tomes. His fingers rested on the pages of a book he wasn’t reading, his gaze unfocused. He was lost—not just in the room, but within himself.
His thoughts circled like vultures, picking apart every shred of confidence he’d ever had. You’re a coward, Regulus, the voice in his head whispered. You followed him because it was easier than standing against him. You let the Dark Mark brand you like cattle because you were too weak to say no.
The self-loathing grew unbearable. He stood abruptly, his chair scraping loudly against the floor. His breathing grew ragged as frustration boiled over. Grabbing the nearest book, he hurled it across the room. The heavy tome struck the wall with a thud, dislodging a shower of dust. But it wasn’t enough. He began pulling books off the shelves, one after the other, letting them fall in chaotic heaps around him.
Why did you even bother trying? he thought bitterly. The library descended into chaos, and still, the storm inside him raged on.
A loud crash echoed as a heavy bookstand toppled over, spilling its contents. Regulus froze, his chest heaving. The destruction around him mirrored the turmoil within, but it didn’t bring relief. It only made the silence heavier.
A creak in the floorboards broke through his spiraling thoughts. He didn’t bother looking up. Probably Kreacher, come to scold him for the mess.
But the voice that followed wasn’t Kreacher’s.
“Bloody hell, Reg, what’s all this?”
Regulus turned sharply, startled. James Potter stood in the doorway, his hair as messy as ever, glasses slightly askew. His expression was a mix of concern and disbelief as he took in the chaotic scene. He stepped inside, carefully avoiding the scattered books.
“What are you doing here?” Regulus snapped, his voice hoarse and sharp, like a frayed wire.
James raised his hands in mock surrender. “Easy there. Sirius sent me. Said you’d probably try to hex him if he showed up himself, but he’s worried about you. We all are.”
“I don’t need—”
“Yeah, yeah, you don’t need help,” James interrupted, stepping closer. His tone was light, but his eyes were serious. “But maybe you need someone to listen. Or at least someone to stop you from destroying the entire library.”
Regulus looked away, his shoulders tense. James crouched down, picking up a book and placing it gently back on the shelf. He didn’t say anything for a while, just worked methodically, restoring a semblance of order.
The silence between them wasn’t oppressive. James had a way of filling a room without saying a word, his presence a steadying force.
“You don’t have to do this,” Regulus murmured after a long moment. “You don’t have to pretend I’m worth saving.”
James paused, looking over his shoulder. “Who said anything about pretending?”
Regulus’ throat tightened. “I’ve done things, James. Things you can’t imagine. I’ve… I’ve hurt people. How do you come back from that?”
James stood and walked over to him, his hazel eyes steady and unflinching. “One step at a time. You don’t have to have all the answers right now. Hell, you don’t have to have any of them. But you’re trying, Reg. That’s what matters.”
“What if it’s not enough?” Regulus whispered, the question breaking free before he could stop it.
James didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he stepped closer and, in one swift motion, pulled Regulus into a firm hug. Regulus stiffened, his arms pinned awkwardly to his sides.
“Let go,” Regulus muttered, trying to twist free. “James—”
“Not a chance,” James said, his grip unwavering. “You’re not going to fight your way out of this one, mate. Just breathe.”
Regulus squirmed, his face burning with indignation, but James held fast. Gradually, the fight drained out of him, and his rigid posture softened. His breathing slowed as he leaned, almost imperceptibly, into the embrace.
“You’re not alone,” James said quietly, his voice steady and sure. “And I’m not letting go until you believe that.”
Regulus closed his eyes, the tension in his chest easing as he allowed himself, just for a moment, to believe him.
#marauders#james potter#regulus black#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#sunwater#mmm ill write something better#microfic#i have written so many different versions of the inner turmoil regulus has within his mind#if you listen to the song i linked#i mostly used just "You live inside your head withi it all. you're pulling down the books to the floor#and i imagine it in kind of a slow motion movement
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I think people have said this before but. Would someone please tell Nureyev that if I were Slip I would not want to be brought back
I can't imagine waking up having lost 20 years of my life and finding out that the love of my life was nothing like the boy I remembered becuase he's just wasted 20 years of his own life trying to save me. Frankly, I would rather be dead.
#tpp spoilers#tpp#the penumbra podcast#peter nureyev#slipjackson#let my boi rest in peace#having said this i would DIE to see juno and slippy boy interact#can you imagine#they'd either hate each other or be best friends#either way nureyev would be in turmoil
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A pdf for a Jttw Translation
A deleted song from Epic the Musical
Me struggling desperately not to make elaborate AU’s while trying to design something I can freakin draw
#jttw#jttw sun wukong#jttw tang sanzang#epic the musical#i dont fucking know#suntang#tripsun#I ship things not because they’re plausible but because#CAN YOU IMAGINE THE EMOTIONAL FUCKERY#can you imagine#the turmoil#the moral debates#the devotion#I’m here for (fictional) drama I’m not sorry
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Tweets like this
always sound so over the top, but Chan really has spoken about Felix being his other half, his second-self, and his soulmate. So being reminded that Felix felt not a single bit of caution around him when they met, is the sweetest thing.
He saw Chan as someone worth learning from. Someone he could befriend and debut with, and that’s what they ultimately got, and that’s wonderful, but I always find it kind of crazy that Chan seems well aware that Felix was his person the moment they met.
#chanlix#their age difference upon meeting low key#breaks my heart when I think about how fast#it seems Chan realized Felix was important#to him because dear god I can’t imagine me#finding a person who feels like home after#spending nearly a decade struggling toward#a life goal away from my family and then#being hit with the fact that my feelings for#them literally cannot go beyond platonic#and I obviously don’t know without a doubt#if Chan has romantic feelings for Felix but I#would bet a pretty penny on it so yeah I just#can’t imagine all the turmoil he must have#went through as all those realizations hit at#once because feeling greedy over someone#you feel your truest self with all the while#being aware they’re literally not an option#yeesh… talk about developing a complex
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ari ari ari i need your thoughts on this!!! suguru who lives and breathes being able to take care of his s/o, like that's HIS MEANING to life once he's found The One. butbutbut what if he got severely sick like he isnt able to even get up and he's all weak and frail like a victorian child. obv his s/o wouldnt mind it at all and would LOOOOOVE to pamper him like the roles are literally reversed but he feels sooooooo guilty that now hes the one being taken care plsplspls this has been plaguing my mind
ANONNNNNNNNNNNNN
THIS CONCEPT IS SO DEAR TO MY HEART………… hang on let me get my thoughts in order .
suguru is just . such a caretaker type. he feels so much more comfortable in that position. i absolutely think he’d devote himself to tending to your needs, and i absolutely think he’d feel extremely uncomfortable if he got so sick that he couldn’t do that anymore 😭 if he was forced into a position where he couldn’t do anything but meekly let you take care of him…. it makes him so viscerally uncomfortable because it’s just so foreign!!!!
this is just my take on him, but i really feel like suguru was neglected as a child …… he strikes me as the type who had to take care of himself, always, so that’s where he feels most comfortable. he’s so used to take care of others, and himself, and i think it gives him a sense of control that he’s dependent on. so when he gets hit with such a severe wave of sickness… and he can’t even get out of bed on his own…. :’3 well . i think he feels very helpless and very uncomfortable!!!!! maybe even a little irritated . he just hates the feeling i think…
so!!! you have to ease him into it :3 deep down he’d probably really, really enjoy being pampered and tended to…. but he’s so hesitant . i feel like he tries to fend you off and reassure you at first, but when you’ve made it clear that you’re taking care of him whether he likes it or not ……. he probably. gets a little shy 😭 he’s just a baby…….. speaks even softer than usual because his throat is raspy, pouts after taking his medicine, blushes a little when you spoon-feed him soup………. he’s just. SO cute. he gets so clingy i think. he really loves the attention and he’s very very embarrassed about it LMAO
ANYWAYYY IN CONCLUSION . you’re so bigbrained anon <3333 this man needs to be pampered and babied relentlessly . made then he’ll relax a bit.
#for the record he’s turning the tables COMPLETELY the moment he gets better lmao#he’s pampering you even more than usual to make up for his bout of sickness#silly man !!!!#ALSO THIS REMINDED ME .#i have this super long stsg/reader series in my notes app#and one of the chapters is . just this 😭#sugu gets a fever and is very cute abt it#i <3 him sm#thank you for the wonderful brainworms anon!!!!!#also the moment i imagined sugu being sick i started crying which is 💀 yeah.#shoko would have to come take care of us both bc i would literally be so devastated if i saw my sweet boy in turmoil </333#ask tag ✩
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replaying dav act 1 and the way i instantly prefer the minrathous route is wild sorry antiva 💀💀💀
#enjoying act 1 way more in general. i am RELAXED i am CRINGE i am FREE i already know what HAPPENS#but yeah lol i mean for my canon i'll leave it as is but dsjfhghj the compare and contrast of how i felt#with the viper vaguely writhing on a table versus lucanis being like 'i have no heart for anything but my city' is WILDDDDD#AND THE BLIGHTED CANALS. THE SPECTACLE OF IT#there were some good moments in the treviso arc for sure and i really like the arc with hardened neve. but u know#it does hurt cause i know how it could be. but i live for the drama of it and i'm very glad that i'm not losing access to everyone#(although that phantom cough is in there so we'll see how that develops. at the very least vi and teia are still there bantering)#idk. if i'm being real the crows were probably my biggest disappointment overall in the game lol#(not for the same reasons as everyone else- differences in their portrayal from dao is easily explained for me by the people we're hearing#from being literally the equivalent of royalty. imo there is way less retconning going on then just frankly narrowing of scope.#something not being mentioned doesn't mean it doesn't exist. but there's a lot i wish were mentioned! or landed better! anyways.#i did still like them overall! and i imagine playing a crow adds a little more connection there with teia and vi)#i think i will be way more satisfied with seeing them in more active turmoil#and to spend more time with the shadow dragons.#more tarquin more dorian more mae. that's a w from me#i do worry abt hardened lucanis from vague comments i've seen 😭 but again i live for the drama#it speaks#veilguard spoilers#vir dirthera
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¡FLASHING LIGHTS + VERY LOUD NOISES!
𝗿𝗲́𝗽𝗼𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗮̀ 𝗺𝗮 𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲 / byler
#Repost because I wanted to add some things#byler#byler edit#stranger things 5#st5#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#stranger things edit#my edit#Tags from original post:#I love an “it's always been you” relationship with devastating amounts of turmoil and yearning#I also like to imagine Will remembering moments he's had with Mike in the van scene#Will holds one card that he can't use /ref#I Belong to You / Mon cœur s’ouvre à ta voix - Muse#Cuz I Love You - Lizzo#tumblr killed the quality#There's still a delay and feedback when I post it on here even though I tried to fix it. Guess I'll die#Common Will Byers suffering edit
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i cant help thinking that this is what we will get in twp and the way i want to SOB so badly :'((
literally not a single part of my being will be okay after this
artist: @nairafeather
#my ass isn't ready for the amount of emotional turmoil this scene will give me#and when they just hold each other THEN WHAT#(then i'm on the floor sobbing ig)#they have my heart :(#only the best for these 3 pls#throw angsty kit into the mix and i'm GONE#no but imagine will meeting kit and mina STOP#FUCK NO#i just made myself sadder somehow#my heart isn't ready for twp yet#(but also my soul longs for it)#jem carstairs#tessa gray#will herondale#the infernal devices#the wicked powers#tid#twp#tsc
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i'm fine with how 2-1 ended but sometimes i kinda wish alice was one of the people who got low scores in chapter 2-1 so he got to personally participate in the final attraction.. like can u imagine him having to deal with everyone accusing reko of being a fake while he fully believed that she's his real sister and she's like only a few feet away from him... having to push/see his own sister getting pushed down towards the pit of spikes... i'm going insane
#yttd#your turn to die#alice yabusame#reko yabusame#stels#the emotional turmoil will definitely be worse though and i can see him getting very violent about it#that's why im kinda glad hes not up there with the rest of the girls#but at the same time its sooo interesting to imagine how he'll react if he's up there with reko nao and sara too..
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