#i hope you got something that made you happy and eat some good food ♡

[cinnamoneve]

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eonian \ əʊnɪən \ (adj.) - continuing forever or indefinitely; lasting for an immeasurable amount of time

❆ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: gojo satoru x gn!reader ❆ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: food always tastes better when it's shared with someone you love. even if you're too tired to appreciate it ❆ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: reader doesn't like red bean paste lol (this is self indulgent because i do not like red bean paste. im sorry.) ❆ 𝐰𝐜: 2k ❆ 𝐚/𝐧: i love domesticity i love boring things about being in love!!! in my mind gojo isn't sealed and nothing bad ever happens to him, he's eating taiyaki on the floor and happy ♡ please enjoy

satoru said he’d be home hours ago.

tracking him down when he was out on a mission was near impossible. you both agreed that if there was any kind of emergency, he’d definitely find a way to get to you. but if not, no news was good news with satoru’s work.

unfortunately, this made any type of planning difficult for the two of you, so you had to soak up all the time together you could.

by the time you had finished dinner, your appetite was gone, and you’d realized that the last thing you wanted to do was eat by yourself in the quiet apartment. you covered the food, as if a thin layer of plastic would help to preserve the presentation and flavor. satoru would eat when he’s home, and you’d join him, you thought.

mealtimes always made satoru a little bashful. he refused to eat without you, and would pout if you didn’t uphold your end of it as well. satoru firmly believes that food always tastes better when you share it with someone you love. whether or not it’s true, or whether or not you believe it yourself, satoru has an almost parasitic way of infecting you with every inch of him; so throughout your entire relationship, you can count all the meals you’ve eaten alone on one hand.

hidden beneath the five languages of love, there has to be a secret, sixth one that satoru has surrounding food. what better way to tell you he loves you than to cut your apples the way you like? or remember your takeout order? not to mention the sampling of any dessert place within a certain radius of his mission, just for him to steal a bite. or two. or three.

sharing a meal with satoru felt deeply intimate. with every bite from his plate, it felt like his love was devouring you at the same time. whole, or piece by piece, even. he had always wondered if you’d caught on that his sweet tooth developed after he kissed you for the first time. he’s just hoping to find something sweet enough to hold himself over until the next time he gets to fall in love with you again, and again.

collapsing on the couch, you drifted off thinking about what dessert he’d bring you this time. some type of pastry? a sweet bread, doughnut, or maybe a cake sampling? you wondered if he’d smear icing on your nose so he could kiss it off again, or how many kisses he’d steal between bites. or even, the gentle way he held his hand underneath your chin to catch any stray crumbs.

your daydreaming got the best of you, however, and you hadn't realized the time when you heard the all-too familiar sound of a key jingling in the door handle.

you sit up a bit and make yourself look like you weren’t fantasizing about a man who is already and desperately yours. you didn’t want satoru to feel guilty–he wouldn’t want you to stay up too late for him.

it’s around 3am when the door opens.

he looks wiped. your poor, pouty boyfriend melted in your arms when you met him at the door.

“i missed you, love,” was all he managed to croak out before exhaustion hit him, nearly leaning on all of you with his weight to keep himself stable.

“i saved you something to eat, satoru,”

“oh, thank you. i love you,”

he placed a gentle kiss on your forehead after mumbling the confession, and shuffled his way into the kitchen. not even halfway in, his legs called it quits and he resorted to sitting down on the cold floor.

“i don’t think i’m moving from this spot”

“i’ll join you, honey,” you spoke softly, almost nervous that your words would shatter him. 

you leaned down and helped him take off his blindfold. he ran his fingers through his hair, eager to loosen it up and relieve the tension building. 

you notice a white box wrapped in delicate twine. 

“can i take that from you? where can i put this?”

satoru rubs the day out of his eyes. “anywhere’s fine. this shop near me today is known for its taiyaki. i couldn’t remember which filling you liked, so i got them all. we don’t have to eat them now”

satoru had watched you order taiyaki before, on numerous occasions. for a man who can remember every detail of orders from restaurants you like, there’s no way in hell he could ever forget which filling you preferred. chalk it up to exhaustion, maybe, or his own selfish intention of eating the ones you don’t like.

you grabbed the box and put it on the counter, silently.

satoru watched your every step as you carefully reheated the dinner you made. although, a puzzled expression crossed his pretty face when he saw you reheating two plates instead of one.

“you didn’t eat?” he asked, almost whispering.

“hm?” you almost didn’t hear him. “oh, no, satoru, how could i? i wanted to wait for you”

he rests his head on the cabinets behind him, gently pouting away from you.

“it’s late, love, you could’ve eaten without me.”

his voice was sincere, but you knew his words weren’t. eating alone would’ve been the straw that broke the camel's back, he realized, and he regretted his bold-faced lie the second the words left his mouth.

all you did was continue to heat up your plates, a soft smile adorning your tired features. satoru looked at you like you were made of an ornate and delicate glass, something precious to admire but never touch. you were almost a heavenly treasure, tonight especially, and he couldn’t help but watch in silence.

you grabbed your plates and sat with him on the floor, just enough to be close but not in his personal space. extending out your legs to get comfortable, satoru gently laced his long, spindly legs with yours. anything to be in your space.

“eat up, it’s hot,” was all you said.

satoru did as he was told, grabbing the plate from your hands gently so as to not burn himself.  

“thank you for the food,”

you sat in silence for a bit, just enjoying the meal you made and each other’s presence. usually, satoru is buzzing to tell you about work missions; the kind of curse, how his students did, if he had to dramatically save them (and how cool he looked doing it too). tonight was different. you’re not sure if something happened or if he was just too tired to even bring it up, but you still wanted to ask.

“do you wanna talk about your mission today, satoru?”

“mmm, there’s nothing to talk about, babe,” he added between bites, “it was super lame and long. i missed you the whole time, though”

“thinking about me with an ugly curse in front of you, how romantic”

“ah, hush, you know what i mean,” he rolls his eyes and shakes his leg against yours. “how about you, how was your day?”

you finish your meal and set your clean plate on the kitchen floor with a big sigh. 

“booooring,” you shifted closer to satoru as he finished up as well, “i had no work to do, so i just hung out here all day.”

“mmm, sounds fun though. a day to do nothing, i mean” satoru put his hand on your leg as he looked off at the floor. 

he wondered how he’d spend a day off. his first thought was to spend it with you, and the next, would be to take his students out. maybe to an expensive shop nobara wanted to see so he could spoil her a bit, or take yuuji to some movie he’s begged someone, anyone, to see with him. or actually, the day could be spent finding megumi a quiet bookstore in a quaint and cozy town so he can truly soak up some alone time.

naturally, his thoughts go back to you, and how you could spend the time together. god, the possibilities were just endless. a day trip? a movie marathon? a romantic day together filled with any type of date you’ve ever wanted? he didn’t care. a day in bed with you would be a day fulfilling and well-spent.

not once did he consider spending it alone. he was selfless like that, but also selfish like that. 

you grabbed his plate and stood up to put it in the sink, grabbing the pastry box on your way back to joining him on the floor.

“doing nothing is fun, i guess, until it really isn't. it’s lame being alone,” you say. you sit a little bit closer to him than before, throwing out your regard for satoru’s personal space. if anything, his hand on your thigh was an indication, a blinding one, really, that you should be closer to him.

satoru’s leg finds yours as his hands reach for the box. 

“what, you miss me or something?” 

his ridiculous question forms a reluctant smile on your lips. you look at him as he gently holds one of the taiyaki between his teeth, passing you the box and avoiding eye contact.

“hmm, maybe a little,” you answer, grabbing the box from his lap.

satoru takes a bite and looks at you, exaggeratedly offended.

his mouth is full.

“only a little?” 

“yeah. just, like, a teensy bit”

satoru sighs dramatically after he swallows his first bite.

“and to think i brought home your favorite filling too, from a famous taiyaki shop”

you meticulously pick out one of the crispy fish from the box, hoping you guessed the filling correctly.

“i thought you didn’t remember my favorite,”

satoru stops chewing for a second to mull it over.

“c’mon. did you really believe that?”

“hehe, no,” you giggle, “you’re not good at lying to me, you know”

“whatever,” he groans, finishing off his last bite.

biting into yours, you realize you picked wrong, and the taste of anko fills your mouth. you stop chewing immediately.

“blegh, i got a red bean paste filled one,” you moan.

“i’ll eat it, baby,” satoru grabs the fish and the box from your hands. he picks out another. “this one is chocolate filled, and this one is custard. i wasn’t sure if you liked matcha, but i got a couple of those too,”

you grab your favorite from the ones he pointed out, and scoot up to kiss him on the jaw.

“thank you, satoru, this is sweet.”

“i don’t even know how you function without liking anko,” satoru replies, “even if it’s a red flag, you’re so welcome,”

you both continue to eat your treats together, commenting on how the shop lives up to its reputation. satoru helps you to your feet as you begin putting the leftovers away for the night.

as you turn to the bedroom for your long overdue sleep, satoru doesn’t follow.

“coming to bed, honey?” you ask.

“i’m gonna clean up a little. you don’t have to wait for me,”

“leave it for the night, satoru, it’s been a hell of a day,”

if one person cooks, the other cleans. it was an unwritten rule in the household. satoru liked keeping a clean house to maintain a clear mind, but he was relieved to hear tonight was the exception.

he turns off the lights and finds you on his way to the bedroom.

“thank you for waiting for me tonight, my love”

“i only did so the food would taste better, you know,” you laugh back.

“i’d say it was worth it then.”

if only food could taste this good forever, could be this sweet, you would wait a million years just to sit with satoru on the kitchen floor.

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[mylovejimimi]

The Kims, your breeding problem | SJ & NJ TWO SHOT PT. 1.5

— PAIRING: mafiaboss!seokjin x mafiaboss!namjoon x mafiaprincess!reader — GENRE: smut +18. minors dni — WARNINGS: omg none? sorry i didn't include much smut in this one, i didn't have much inspiration so i just made this to add a little context and to move the plot forwards. — SUMMARY: Desperate to save your empire and your name, you walk into the lion's den with a plan. Turns out those two lions had a plan of their own, and now you're the piece of meat they had been so starved for. — WORDS: 6k >>> You can read part 1 here <<< Soooooo it's been a while lol I have so many things to do omg but i'm happy i can give you something, even if is a little lame like this continuation lmao I swear to bring you something much better in the next one, pls forgive my dry mind and busy life, ilyyyy Please remember you can send me a tip by buying me a ko-fi if you like my works, it will meant the world to me ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ And as always, i look forward your thoughts on this. Enjoy !

Namjoon had picked an interest in you since he started in the whole crime business thing. You were big in that circle, more for yourself than for your family’s history. News always carried your name around, and then, one day, he had the luck to run into you in one party.

Back then, he was an orphaned eighteen years old whose only chance at life was to be a construction worker or a bouncer at a club, given his prominent height and overall bigger frame. Somehow, he ended up being a bodyguard at the service of some minor drug lord that loomed the outskirts of Seoul; he saw all kind of illegalities at work but could be proud of having never participate in any of them. However, any little remaining morals he had were thrown out of the window the day his boss was invited to a big party – the party your father was hosting.

The opulence of your mansion left his jaw on the floor. There weren’t that many people, but the power and easiness all of them exuded left him green with envy: no one there knew what was to have bellyaches because of how hungry you were to get sick for eating moldy food from the trash and having no hospital that would treat you, to fight to death with people that wanted to rob you or take advantage of you. None of them had lived a single tragedy, none of them even had to worry for breaking the law to survive and the possibility of prison time because all those people were over the law. It angered him; that party got him so furious to the point that he almost resolved to get out of that business, out of that circle of rich people, and start over as a fisherman in the sea or something like that. Or just go and jump under a train.

Just when he was about to turn around and leave, he saw you. There you were, appearing in a cinematic sequence: strutting down the staircase in your flowy, red dress, while all eyes were on you. You were in the spotlight, as always; shining more than any of the dresses and expensive jewelry being worn there. You had all the power in the world and you knew it, of course; he could see it in your prepotent smile, your ruthless eyes, your arrogant vibe. Only nineteen years old, but you showed so much promise and hunger for more – didn’t even hope for more, you just naturally expected it, felt entitled to more.

You were also very beautiful physically – he felt attracted to you like everyone else, after all –, but the poise and status you had entranced Namjoon beyond words. He decided he was going to be just like you, or even better. He was going to have all the power in the world. He was going to have you.

Seokjin, on the other hand, had always been lurking around you. Waiting. Plotting. Achieving.

In the beginning, he was the good guy. He was a nice kid, introverted yet polite and pretty smart. His family had served yours since your grandfather began his incursions into morally questioning matters. He was born into the same opulence you were, but it wasn’t his. He had traveled with you, and get to know many places far away, but as a servant. He had dinner every night on the same table as you, but he was the one picking up the rests of food you threw on the floor maliciously.

Each and every time he had to clean after you, carry your things around and put up with your whims and spoiled bitch tantrums. Insults, degrading words, and even objects were shoot his way by you any time of the day for any random reason. No other family member of his was treated as poorly as him, and no one knew why you picked on him. But he put up with all of it from birth until he turned fifteen.

Seokjin was a nice kid, but he always had a short temper, and each time it was more and more difficult to contain himself around you and your shit attitude. He tried, tried, tried but one awful day, you were in a bad humor and went to punch your favorite sandbag – him – who was in a worse humor.

That one time, you were both teens and full of hormones, each one dealing with their own teenage problems. You hated all you had to do to be better than your brother, please your parents and gain a second of their precious attention; Seokjin hated you and how he was chained to you to be your slave for God knows how long. You made his life miserable, always reminding him how worthless and stupid he was, how useless for society he was since he was so damn poor and dumb. You had said to him once – after sniffing a little crush on you from his part – that you could never give him a chance no matter how hot he gets because he would always be the same pathetic, useless bastard good for nothing but cleaning her shit; and that was exactly what he was remembering while washing your dishes when you came running to him at the scream of ‘you piece of shit!’. A crystal glass flew your way, followed by a plate, another glass and a ‘shut the fuck up for once, stupid bitch!’

After the big scandal you made in front of everybody – your parents, his parents and other employees of the mansion – your father gave Seokjin’s father an ultimatum: the violent little shit that almost hurt their precious girl gets lost before morning or all of them lose their jobs and get wiped out the face of the planet. Needless to say, within an hour, Seokjin was chased out of the residential neighborhood by your father’s thugs.

He wasn’t homeless for long; knowing the people in the business, he was linked by somebody to the same druglord that, years later, employed Namjoon. The old criminal took a liking in him when he saw his thirst for blood, his recklessness, his egocentrism; Seokjin was afraid of nothing now that he decided he wanted revenge and nothing else. So, he learned the ways, the ins and outs, and soon enough he befriended Namjoon, forming an alliance with him to overthrow the old drug master and start their own illegal enterprise.

Years working, years scheming, both with very different motivations but the same target: you.

…

Stirring up from sleep, you were disoriented for a good amount of time. You opened your eyes and set them on the ceiling but didn’t move, feeling soreness taking over your body from your feet to the last hair of your head. When you tried to move your arms and couldn’t was when you remembered where you were, and realized that your hands were tied again. You groaned.

As you were thinking what to do next, a snore interrupted your train of thought. At your right, Namjoon slept soundly on his back, snoring from time to time. At your left, Seokjin slept on his side with a frown on his pretty features – and both assholes had their sweats on and let you stark naked. Was it that they trust you enough to sleep with you or they were just dumb? Though, you were tied up, really sore, naked, and unarmed, so you weren’t exactly a threat.

Moving as little as you were capable while depleted of energy and having your hands literally tied, you sat yourself against the headboard and waited until the men woke up.

Did they really mean it when they said they wanted to make you pregnant? Had they read your mind? Because that was exactly what you had in mind.

After years watching your father wreak havoc everywhere he went, you realized his method wasn’t the most efficient always. Murdering the enemy to take their place? That’s how you conquered kingdoms in the Medieval Era, but not in the modern day; not when your enemy was as elusive and as informed as you. The many ‘surprise attacks’ your father orchestrated failed miserably, resulting in many of his men killed and his enemies to declare revenge against him. That was how your family was losing all its former power and glory, how you were losing money and influence. But you were smarted than that.

“Look who just woke up.” Seokjin groaned once he heard your voice, hosting a frown even before opening his eyes fully. “Prince Charming, the father of my child.”

“You’re fucking insane” the man muttered, sitting on the bed and looking at you in disbelief. “Aren’t you even the littlest bit worried about being held captive and forced to give birth? I can’t fucking believe you.”

“I told you there was no one like me.” You grinned proudly at him. “Besides, you’re hot enough to not ruin my good genes, so maybe I’ll give you a chance for the sake of my linage.” You expected him to tell you to shut up or something along the lines but it was radio silent. You saw Seokjin’s face transform in a second; his previous grimace turned in a stoic seriousness and he looked at you dead in the eye, with the coldest stare anyone has ever directed your way. His reaction did spark a little worry in you.

“What did you just say?” he asked in a mutter while taking hold of your arm, gripping it hard.

“Hey, this isn’t –”

“What did you just say – give me a chance?” he repeated with the same neutral tone through clenched teeth.

“Okay, chill, I’ll resist and kick and scream or whatever, no need to –” He interrupted you by pulling you close to his face, which sported a lethal scowl. His clutch on your arm tightened to the point you were sure it would bruise, but you were pretty shocked by the change in his whole persona to react accordingly.

“You don’t know who I am? You still don’t know who the fuck I am?”

“A fucking Kim? I don’t know what you want me to say, dude.”

“Fucking bitch! After all you fucking did to me!” the man yelled on your face, now shaking you aggressively. You refrained yourself from yelping and showing signs of fear, but the reality was that, this time, he was genuinely scaring you. What was he on? You hadn’t known him personally until that night. What could you had possibly done to him?

Namjoon woke up from all the scandal his brother was making; however, instead of being surprised and maybe even stop him, he just sat there rubbing his eyes, watching the scene unfold with a frown. Immutable, he saw how Seokjin left your arm alone and went for your hair, using it as leverage to make you stand on your knees when he stood up from the bed.

“I’m Kim Seokjin, that name doesn’t ring a bell?” The sting on your scalp made you groan but that wasn’t the answer Seokjin was looking for. “Answer me!” he demanded. Disoriented, you shook your head no, making him scoff. “Of course, it doesn’t. You made my life a fucking nightmare but you didn’t even bother to remember my name.”

“Man, I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about –” And it was the truth. You didn’t have a clue of what he was accusing you of. You were far from an angel, that’s for sure; you had made many people suffer and turned many lives into a living hell, but Seokjin’s? You would remember fucking up his life. You would definitely remember a man like him.

“It’s so cruel that you don’t remember him, baby” Namjoon added calmly while lounging there on the bed, watching you like he was on the beach just admiring the waves of the sea –so unfazed by his brother’s outburst. It can’t be that serious, you thought. “He was that kid with glasses that worked in your house. You know, the one you kept fucking over? Your pet or whatever.” Your clueless face was the last straw for Seokjin, who threw you onto the bed with force. You grumbled when all your weight fell on your hands at your back but none of them cared. Your scalp still burned from Seokjin’s strong hold.

“I’ll make you remember me, stupid bitch” he promised through clenched teeth as his hands tugged brutishly the waistband of his sweatpants. Maybe it was the good shaking Seokjin gave you and the following toss, maybe it was the insult, but suddenly a light bulb went on in your head and you recalled who the man had been in your life.

“Wait, you’re that whiny bitch that almost kill me.” The older Kim clenched his jaw and pulled your body by the legs to his own standing in the side of the bed. You scoffed, putting all pieces together at last. “That’s the reason why I’m here? Seriously? It’s been more than ten years already, man, just get over it.” Now that you knew what was going on, it didn’t even surprise you when he took hold of your face abruptly. It was always so funny to you just how men would turn into villains because a girl was mean to them when they were twelve. “Wait, wait, let me be the bigger person here: I’m sorry, okay? I had always been a spoiled bitch and all that, but who could have taught me manners in that house? I was raised by literal criminals.”

“I couldn’t care less for your fucking reasons; you were more than a bitch back then and are a nuisance in the present. I should have busted your head open that night.” Albeit his menacing words, you didn’t perceive the threatening energy they should deliver. If anything, Seokjin seemed annoyed by his revenge. Reasonable, you thought, he had stretched it this long it, it’s no longer fun.

“Well, as I said before, just kill me now and finish with your fourteen or fifteen-years-old vendetta.”

“I promised Namjoon he would have you.” Still immobilized by Seokjin’s hand, you looked at the mentioned man by the corner of your eye; he gave you a wink and a smirk. That… you didn’t mind that. “And, as I said before, killing you would be the easy way out. You have to go through what I did and pay with your body.” A spark warmed your insides when his unoccupied hand cupped your breast – however, you still had a deal to seal.

“As tempting as a life being your sex slave sounds, I have other plans.” Disregarding you completely, the older brother started kneading your breasts with both hands. Namjoon joined him taking you by the armpits and yanking you up the mattress into a sitting position against his chest. “You said I was a nuisance, why?” A miscommunication happened between the brothers, because, while Seokjin remained silent with the intention of ignoring you so you would eventually shut up and know your place, Namjoon, who liked you, spoke up.

“You’re too strong. Your pussy has some kind of magic that makes men be loyal to death to you. The most powerful won’t let go.”

“Goddamn, Namjoon. Why are you telling her that?”

“She’s not going anywhere, hyung, this information is useless now. Besides, I’m wifing her and it isn’t nice to hide things from my spouse, don’t you think, baby?” You turned your head to give him a tight smile. It was dangerous to trust any of them, but there was at least one snake in that snakes’ pit that wasn’t going to bit you that hard – or even bite you at all, if you were nice enough to it.

“The fuck are you saying, Namjoon? This is not a damn rom-com.” Seokjin looked way too annoyed at his brother’s excuses, and you thought that maybe it was more personal than it seemed, and maybe your hypothetical wedlock had something to do with it – though, it would be illogical to you if a man like Seokjin felt anything but bitterness.

“And so what? My life is not all about crime and money, I want a family too, man.” His brother scoffed and rolled his eyes. Namjoon wasn’t someone that took offense in things that easily; however, he lived for irritating his hyung. “Sorry not everybody is as miserable and unlovable as you. I’m actually a pretty decent guy.”

“What a load of crap.” Seokjin let go of your body and stood up. “You turned me off with all that bullshit. So whatever, I don’t feel like using this bitch now.” Expecting him to turn around and leave the room, you were surprised when he went to the mini bar in the room, poured himself a drink and sat on the sofa in front of the bed.

“What, you’re going to watch us?”

“What else is there to do? I’m not leaving you with this simp. He is likely to let you go with a kiss on the forehead. Fucking cuck.”

“Well, this bitch doesn’t feel like being used now.” You looked briefly to the man behind you, to see if he was on your side even the slightest. He was not.

“You really think you’re calling the shots here, dear?” Seokjin clicked his tongue in disappointment. “We have a lot of training to do with you. Hoseok! Jungkook!” he shouted. In an instant, two men dressed in black entered the room solemnly; not a single emotion on their faces when they saw your naked body. “You will give all of us a show now. Learn that I decide what you do and who watches you doing it.”

When Namjoon secured his strong arm around your waist and descended a hand on your folds, you knew there wasn’t a way out but obeying that bitter asshole.

…

It was very difficult to find someone in the circle Namjoon moved in. He had already experienced three attempts of murder with beautiful women as bait, and an endless number of pseudo-dates with gold diggers. He wasn’t romantic per se, but he did yearn for an authentic, loving relationship, and a big family as a result – and you, that didn’t need his money because you had much more than him nor could kill him while being their hostage, were the very possible solution to his problem.

Namjoon’s desire to have a family wasn’t always as evident as in that point of his life, when he got all the financial power and influence he once dreamed of. Although life was great and all for him, he realized a feeling of hollowness that no amount of money, designer clothes or prostitutes could fill, or even conceal. Not anymore, at least.

He was smart enough to trace that desire back to his lack of a family since birth, and even admitted to himself that he needed tight bonds in the present as much as he had needed them when he was three or fifteen years old. It was not easy, however, to open himself completely to meet someone for an authentic, loving relationship. How to let himself be loved if no one had ever loved him? As uncomfortable as the feeling was, he needed to feel loved. He needed to be cared for. He needed to be important and special to someone for who he was as Namjoon the person, not as Kim Namjoon, Mafia’s Grim Reaper. Plus, he loved Seokjin as a real brother would, but he couldn’t rely entirely on his only friend for the rest of his existence; that man had a life of his own, after all.

Luring you into their mansion, then, was hitting the jackpot for him; even after all those years since he first saw you, he still had the hots for you. Having you under their thumb gave them absolute power over your fortune and business, and gave him the possibility to have a somehow okay relationship with a woman he felt attracted to and who had the same ideals as him. Killing two birds with one stone, right? And he was so sure he knew enough about women to know how to manipulate you so you would love him. It was brilliant, in his humble opinion.

Although, there was one potential problem that became more evident day by day: Seokjin. The man acted all mighty and unbothered, but after all those years working together, Namjoon knew better; he wanted to have you just as much as him, and not in a reversed-roles-revenge situation – which wouldn’t be so bad, if he wasn’t in a permanent childlike tantrum state. They had shared before, they could do it again, but as long as Seokjin denied his attraction to you and disguised it as a physical retribution for all you did to him, he would just be a pain in the ass for you and Namjoon.

…

“You know, when you said I was being held captive, I really thought it was just a figure of speech. Didn’t even cross my mind that you would actually keep me in this room like I’m an animal in a cage.” Exiting the bathroom in a white bathrobe, not at all like the ones in your home, you looked at Namjoon with a frown and crossed arms. He just stared at you innocently while sitting on the bed and folding your clothes.

“Sorry, princess, orders from above. Seokjin is in a power trip since you came so he thinks of you as his prisoner.”

“Aren’t you on his same level? Why are you letting him do as he pleases?” The man’s response was a nonchalant shrug. You cursed under your breath, decided to not lash out on Namjoon because he could be the only way out for you – and you really needed to be out of that room or you would actually go insane. You were sure it had been weeks already. “And what are you doing here, anyways? It’s been days and you keep coming and acting like my maid.”

“I like the domestic roleplaying.”

“So, it isn’t only that Seokjin doesn’t want me out but you also keep me here to play house?” Putting the last of the shirts he bought for you on the pile of clothes he also bought for you, he grinned and made an affirmative sound. “Is it that difficult to find a real girlfriend?” In your head, you meant it in a mocking way, but out loud it ended up sounding like a genuine question.

“You know it is, baby” Namjoon replied matter-of-factly. “You can’t tell me that all men around you are fit for a serious relationship.”

“Why would I want a serious relationship? I was loved enough as a kid, I don’t need that fairytale bullshit.”

“Good for you but some of us didn’t run that luck of having love or a family in our lives.”

“So I have to believe that, because you didn’t have parents, you come and act as if we’re a couple to feel like you’re actually wanted by somebody.”

“Oh no, I am really wanted by lots of people, but what I want is to feel loved by a person I consider my equal.” You snorted. It was the most ridiculous thing you heard a man say.

“Haven’t you tried therapy?”

“Not my thing.”

“Who says I love you, anyways?”

“You will love me. On your own or by Stockholm Syndrome.” You chuckled sardonically at that.

“You know what? You’re right. It’s either falling in love with you or with the viper that is your brother.” Loving them or not was the least of your concerns; first and foremost, you had to look after your enterprises and striking a formal relationship with the Kims was the least risky way. The family business was a kingdom torn apart that could not stand a chance if being put up against the Kim’s mafia.

“You know he is not actually my brother, right?”

“Yeah, of course.”

“It wouldn’t be illegal to marry us.”

“You really care for legality at this point?” He shrugged once again. “And you think I would marry you?” He got uncharacteristically serious in an instant.

“Look, I’ll be straight with you: I want a family because I didn’t have one. I want a wife and children and all that. It won’t work with just any woman but it could work out with you.”

“Why me?”

“Unlike my brother, I don’t underestimate you at all. I know you’re pretty smart and I know you figured out by now that an arrangement between you and a Kim will be only beneficial for your decaying family.” So, Namjoon was the brain there. You were mildly impressed.

“And for you and your unstable connections, since I’m such a hindrance for both of you and your affairs with powerful people.” He smirked at you and your sharpness. Not a single thing escaped you and he really liked that. “As strong as you appear, not many people trust two nobodies, huh?” Now you were talking. Namjoon clicked his tongue and gave you a real smile.

“You don’t have to say it like that, baby, it hurts my ego.” You shrugged.

“I see which one of you two has the balls.” When he chuckled, you noticed his dimples for the first time. Was it the domestic ambience and the casual sweats-and-shirt attire what made him much more attractive then than when you first met him? Whatever it was, you wanted him to start negotiating or just leave you alone – small talk and thinking about his hotness would not help you get out.

To your dismay, he put his big hands on each side of your hips and pulled you to him until you stood between his open legs, looking up at you with his head tilted and wide eyes. It was so intimate you almost gagged.

“Women like you get on my nerves, but” the man said lowly, holding your gaze. “I really like you, Y/N.”

“That’s my pussy magic.”

“Yes, but I also like you whole, not just when I fuck you.” His thumbs caressed your hips over the robe while he talked, and, for a moment, it felt real; like you had a bond with Namjoon, like he truly meant what he said. Nevertheless, you knew you were just hallucinating as a byproduct of the confinement and Namjoon being somehow nice – and he was taking advantage of that to make you slip, you could tell. Would he succeed? You didn’t think so; it's been days interacting with no one but the Kims, but the only person you knew you could trust was yourself.

“Listen, I understand you’re too deep into this marriage fantasy shit of yours but cut the bullshit, you don’t really know me, bud.” You crossed your arms and looked away in indifference, but by your peripheral view you saw him biting his lip slightly. Was he trying to seduce you now?

“May I get to really know you, then?” His eyes never strayed from yours, barely blinked even, as he leaned his head on your stomach. It wasn’t surprising that a man like Namjoon was so well-versed in being enchanting women; he had such acting skills that he looked genuine in his actions. Like he was really into you. Like he actually wanted you.

“No, you may not. And get out of my space, you creep.” Tittering, he let you push him away from your body. “And stop giggling at everything, it doesn’t make you look friendlier.”

What would he gain from making you trust him, though? It was true that you had more influence than them, and they killing you would not change that. Their best shot was to join forces with you to gain the favor of anyone, but it was vital you showed that you endorsed them. Then, what was he trying with you? You had no idea.

Namjoon got up from the bed slowly, his frame towering over yours and making you look and feel tiny (which your personal trainer could testify you definitively weren’t). A sudden tension raised between you two. His energy shift was accompanied with a hand stroking the side of your neck and a sleazy smirk. By now you got familiar with his changes in behavior, and oh, you were in for a very eventful night.

Sleeping with Kim Namjoon was just as enjoyable as you expected, if not more. The man wasn’t just about his pleasure, no; it seemed he also got off from giving you pleasure, as much as he could for as long as he felt like. Like in that moment, when he caressed your lower lip with his thumb as his lips descended on yours – both his hands also descending on your body. It made you so mad that his sensuous movements stirred some intense heat in your core. From the way your body reacted to him, you were sure he pulled a Pavlov on you.

“I’m telling you, sweetheart, you will love me.” In a swift motion, his strong arms hooked under your thighs and he picked you up roughly like you weighted nothing, walking towards the nearest wall to slam you against it. You yelped and cursed at him. Namjoon just laughed. “Are you sure you don’t love me already?” Your poorly tied bathrobe opened and exposed your naked form to the man’s eyes, who always enjoyed the sight and didn’t miss the chance to thrust up his clothed crotch into your bare pussy.

“Fuck you, asshole” you gasped, but didn’t fight him when he buried his head on your cleavage, making a path of kisses towards your left breast.

Namjoon took your nipple between his lips, sucking lightly and stimulating it with kitten-licks, but before a single moan left your mouth, the door was whipped open and Seokjin strutted into the room. If he was the least surprised from finding his brother feasting on your chest, he didn’t show it; he just looked at you smugly. He seemed in a much better mood than the last time you saw him:.

>> The last time he went to your room he was in a rage fit. You didn’t know but that day he tried bribing a congressman that was close to your father, who refused to switch sides and go against your family – the tenth failed attempt of turning people against you in the week. He was really mad and so he went to your room to fuck you and rough as punishment for existing and to let out off steam – which resulted counterproductive, because one, you actually enjoyed the whole thing, and two, as soon as he came, you started nagging at him to let you out of captivity. It was his last straw that day; with only his briefs on, he stomped out slamming the door behind him. Then, it was only Namjoon visiting you daily.

“I have great news for all of us” Seokjin began, standing less than a meter away from his brother and you. Uncomfortably close. “Please, carry on and don’t mind me, just listen.” The younger man ignored his brother completely, focused on sucking a hickey on the tender flesh of your breast. Closing your eyes at the pleasing sensation, you weren’t able to see Seokjin arch an eyebrow and take your jaw harshly, so you would actually pay attention to him. The biggest of smiles adorned his face when your eyes opened. “Your brother gave up, so daddy is planning on giving everything to you.”

“What?!” you gasped when Namjoon bit your nipple hard, jerking away from the other man’s grasp. Goosebumps raised on your arms from the stimulation – but as the information of your family sank in, your heart raced faster.

“Well, I assisted him to give up on life with a bullet to the head and convinced your father with a punch on the nose, but now everything is lawfully yours, and so lawfully mine too” he added with a proud tilt in his voice. Taking everything from your family was all he had wanted for many, many years; taking revenge on you was on a close second place, and killing your father would’ve been the cherry on top – however, that would only make you a more insufferable bitch than you were already.

Getting rid of your useless brother, though, was favorable for them and a way to get on your good side.

Your response was to throw your head back, groaning as Namjoon rutted his growing bulge roughly against your now leaking core. Having your legs spread and perched on the man’s hips made your folds part and expose your clit to the harsh friction of his sweats whenever he moved, and to the air when he withdrew. His wet tongue ran up your chest to your throat once more and nibbled his way to the tender spot under your ear to abuse the flesh there. You squealed high-pitched, chills running all over your body and ending up on your pussy. Pants filled the room and Seokjin was completely forgotten, as Namjoon increased the speed of his shallow thrusts and grinded hard to make you whimper; which the older man didn’t like.

Taking hold of your hair from the roots, he pulled back and turned you to face him.

“I did this for you, bitch, can you show a little gratitude?” he grunted through clenched teeth. You just looked at him through heavy lidded eyes, conscious of what he was saying but deciding to disregard him and his alleged altruism in favor of focusing in Namjoon taking his cock out and rubbing its head on your folds. Once again, Seokjin was left out of the bubble of intimacy Namjoon and you had inadvertently built.

How could you keep disregarding him as if he was a mere dirty rag? Hadn’t you learned to respect him in the slightest in all that time?

Seokjin wasn’t as dumb as everybody thought – he realized instantly what were the emotions that invaded him in that moment. Anger – and envy and jealousy. His masochistic side had taken over his whole self and made him want the very same woman que hated the most. What was it with needing to posses the one person you despised and who despised you back? He would never know and he didn’t want to. All he knew was that it was impossible to keep denying how his carnal desires had evolved into something more.

“I’m talking to you!” he yelled before taking your arm and yanking you with such force that you fell from Namjoon’s arms straight to the floor at Seokjin’s feet. Then, he took you by the hair, pulling you up to land on the bed, tightening more and more his grip on your scalp. Bewildered by the sudden violence, you could only look at him and notice his very read face and how the vein in his neck was about to explode. “Look at me when I talk to you, you stupid useless whore!”

“Seokjin, fuck! Calm the fuck down, man!” Even Namjoon was taken aback by the vicious reaction and didn’t know what to do. His brother had a really bad temper, yes, but since when he let himself go so wildly around you?

“All I have done since you came and you keep being a fucking bitch to me like you had always been, shit!” Seokjin kept yelling on your face until Namjoon pulled him away. Your scalp burned like never before.

You couldn’t discern what was really happening: they tussled, yelled at each other things you couldn’t understand and Namjoon even grabbed his brother by the collar of his shirt menacingly. And then a blow, and another, and another, and another, and blood. Soon enough, the cockfight grabbed the attention of the men that guarded the room and a sea of thugs dressed in black barged into the room to put the brothers apart.

And you?

You feigned fear and walked backwards, away from the fight, until you reached the door. And then you ran.

[rs-wonderland]

I would like to make another request if possible, I would like headcanons for azul,vil, riddle, malleus and jamil with an orphaned mc fem who had a difficult life and every new thing she sees excites her, for example a delicious meal or some new object hahaha thanks take care thx

Note{ hello dear! Thank you for your request! I hope you enjoy it! Have a good day/night, love ya~♡}

Azul:

♡When Azul find out all about your past, he didn't let go of you. He couldn't belive how someone can leave or treat you like that! Even more touch starving then before, and he agree to do every one of your silly ideas. Just to see you smile.

♡Doesn't bring it in the conversation, also he hasn't told anyone. Except Jade and Floyd, just so they can watch what the say infront of you. (Headcanon that Floyd sometimes makes orphan jokes)

♡You said you didn't really eat a delicious meal? Jade and Floyd are already on there way to make you something, as Azul talk to you about what you want to eat. If he had to you can have the whole table full of different food just for you.

♡Saw you colecting some jewelry he got you, and you putting it all carefully on shelves. He got you even more of them, your favorite one is the one that he gave you on your first date (also the first one), and it has both his and your initials and is covered with the small purple shells.

♡Tries to make you forget about all the bad mamories in your past or just replace them with new happy ones with him!

♡Anyone dares to talk bad about you, he already has twins chasing them and after that you never saw them again. :)

Vil:

♡He was suprised, he just thought you were childish like half of the school is. Now he feels bad, and is kind of blaming you for not telling him. But i don't see him changing his behavior

♡Same as Azul, he didn't told anyone, except Rook ofc, someone needs to take care of you while he is not there. Wouldn't tell you that he knows, he thinks that you'll tell him when your ready.

♡Epel probably tried to make a joke about it, and Vil almost killed him. While Rook couldn't belive that Epel would have said that.

♡Takes you shopping every other day just to see you running around with that sweet smile on your face as you look at all new clothes, and oh does pretty eyes of your that shine when Vil chooses an pretty outfit for you.

♡Once you even told you that you liked and wanted to try his night and morning skin care routine. The next day he ran to the Sam's shop to get extra prodacts for you.

♡Buys you cute plushies that you saw in the store. And even got Rook to take notes of everything your eyes look at and everything you feel that you need it! And after that buys it.

♡If doesn't know your his and starts talking mean stuff about you. He will have Rook on his way, but if it's something really 'to much' Vil will take care of it him self. (And what a suprise! The student got food poisoning and now they are in the medical room)

Riddle:

♡He is mad. You didn't deserved that! Its not fair, why didn't you told him!? He isn't going to tell anyone!

♡Treats you like a little glass, like your going to break any second! Only going to talk to you about it if your okej with it, he just wants to know that he is always there for you! He only tells Trey, bc sometimes he justs want to make sure that he is doing everything okej.

♡Made a rule: No orphan jokes.

♡You want his tart? Well it's for Unbirthday party, but if it makes you smile you can have a bite. Want to pet a hedgehog in the afternoon? It's againts rule number 147. but he'll turn a blind eye to it, BUT ONLY THIS TIME (and every other time you want it)

♡If Ace finds out? Riddle will keep you nine planets away from him. Also got Cater to text him when Ace is close to you.

♡Someone dares to break a rule he made and made you uncomfortable with a joke? HEADMASTER WILL HEAR ABOUT THIS!! THEY CAN'T TALK ABOUT ANY STUDENT (especially you) LIKE THAT!?

Malleus:

♡You two got the same puppy energy!

♡Was really sad when you told him about your past. Does everything to make you smile and make fun new memories together!

♡He told Lilia about it asking for advice. Lilia tries to adopt you, headmaster just didn't approve it. What a shame.

♡You can have the whole world in your hands if you ask him too. Does everything with you, as he is him self also knew to everything.

♡Silver and Sebek are babysitting you two, and are in charge of introduces you two new things.

♡Loves how he can talk about things he likes with you, bc not so many people listens to him.

♡Sebek tried to yell at you once, about how you shouldn't be so childish. Well Malleus got mad, and lets just say that Sebek was heared crying in his room for the next couple of days -_-

♡If he hears someone joking about your past, they are dead...

Jamil:

♡Your Kalim no.2

♡Knows about it, but doesn't talk about it. Not even to Kalim.

♡Cooked for you so many times and each time your reactions are even cuter, he swears he will cook forever if he needed to just to see you smile.

♡Babysittes you and Kalim. But doesn't complain about you, your to sweet and to precious. So that means you'll have to listen to Jamil complaing about Kalim.

♡Took magic carpet once and you two spend the whole night giggling and looking at the stars. (So romantic 🥺)

♡Gave a lesson to Kalim when he find out about your childhood and how he should not bring it up.

♡Uses his unique magic on everyone that thinks they are so smart to talk shit about you. And you never saw them again!

[nogenderbee]

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣 𝕂𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕠 ₊˚ˑ༄

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ anon request: Hello hello! Well I really like your writing and I saw the status open so here I go, I would like a reader as Rui's younger brother and the reader is dating Akito S.? Maybe their encounters where Akito goes to the reader's house and finds Rui in the kitchen, or the couple spending time at school and Rui peeking in, I don't know, they're just vague thoughts. Thank you (Regarding the personality of the reader, perhaps asocial/introverted but when he is in confidence he makes it known why he is Rui's brother? Well, that topic is how you want to do it)

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Hi!! Omg I love it!! And I kinda used your ideas because they were simply too good not to use!

It turned out kindaaa long I guess? But I honestly like it so I dearly hope you will too!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ fluff

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You looked around the school for Akito during lunch break when you finally found him sitting behind the school.

"Hey Akito!"

He looked up from his phone and stopped munching as soon as he heard familiar voice. Noticing you, small smile spread across his face and he moved aside a bit to make some space for you on bench.

"Yo! Come sit down. Guess what I got today."

"Oh!! Are those my favorites?! Awh did you cooked it all for me~?"

"You're overthinking it. Just give it a taste."

He picked up your favorite food with chopsticks and put it closer to your mouth, hoping you could give him some honest opinion about it. He did baked it tor you after all... not like he's ever gonna admit it tho!

You on the other hand didn't hesitate for a second and opened your mouth, letting the food end on your tongue as you carefully munched it. You didn't wanted to say just "it's good" but you really couldn't fine anything to complain about! It's like he put his heart into making it perfect.

"It's good! Mind if I have another one~?"

"Not at all. I cooked a bit too much so I'd appreciate your help..."

Another piece ended in your mouth. You and Akito really just shared private moment right now, not expecting anyone to interrupt since it's a bit of w secret spot at school.

"Fufu~ Isn't that adorable~?"

Both of you heard familiar voice and immidietly turned your heads towards it. Then only difference was that you had a smile when you saw Rui and Akito looked as if he just saw a ghost.

"Hey Rui! What are you doing here?"

"You've mistaken our bags and put your lunch in my bag. I couldn't let me lil bro starve now, could I?"

You gratefully took the lunch box from your brothers hands, happy at the thought you might share your lunch with your boyfriend as well, as little thanks for cooking something so delicious for you!

"Thanks a lot Rui-!"

"LIL BRO?!"

But your sentence was interrupted by shocked Akito. He should've known! He should've recognized that :3 smilez blue strands and mischievous personality!! How are you so similar and yet so different?! He wouldn't want to suddenly befriebr Rui but he doesn't wish to break with you either...

"That's correct. I guess we never really met each others properly... Well just know that you have my gill support of your relationship! I heard lot's of goods from lil one!"

"Lil o- you have the weirdest nicknames... but thanks..."

"Fufu~ I'll leave you to your little romance moment now. Have fun!"

As fast as he appeared, he disappeared. But it seemed to only bother ginger guy... you just sat down and opened your lunch box as if it was nothing. You even offered him first piece of your lunch before eating.

"Say ah~"

"No thanks."

But he declined and out all of your favorite food from his lunch onto yours, only confirming this specific part was made for you. You sat there a little confused but after noticing his blushing face, you quickly realized what he was trying to avoid and what he was thinking on.

"Is someone shy~?"

"Oh shut it!! I just now see how similar you are..."

"You'd date my brother?"

"Never. You're simply something else... don't overthink it."

"No need to. I already got you figured out~"

You munched on your food, leaving Aktio blushing like crazy as he tried to hide it by turning his face away and focusing one eating his food.

So much happened on a single lunch break... he may end up having trauma for this place... but then again, it is your usual spot to hangout at and he can't really bring himself to stop doing that.

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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @yulikesminori @toyaswif3y @miya-akane - come get your pancakes lover!

[robinismywifee]

Back to the Old House - Chapter 4

August 23rd, 2034

[4 weeks, 5 days since beginning of Chapter 3]

Raines age: 16 years, 6 months

Ellies age: 15 years, 3 months

CW: none?

Words: 1920

Masterlist

Raines POV:

Today is the first day of patrol. Maria was super impressed at the gun range and she gave me a week before doing the real patrol job, just making sure I was ready to be around new people, taking me out to eat and shit.

It's been difficult, but I need to pull my head out of my ass.

I woke up early, 6am, patrol started at 7am, but Maria wanted me to eat beforehand. I brushed out the knots in my hair and brushed my teeth, got dressed, just jeans and a black tanktop, as it was still summertime, and my black canvas shoes.

I swung my bag over my shoulder and equipped my holster around my theigh for my gun.

"Hey Maria" I said in a sleepy voice, rubbing my eyes, making my way into the kitchen where Maria sat at the stool infront the counter.

"Hey, you seem tired. You sure you're still up for it?" she said, sipping something out of a steaming mug.

"Yeah yeah, i'm sure- it's just early"

She nodded, "you want some?" she gestured to her cup, "uh, what is it?"

"Coffee" she smiled proud, "oh, no thanks, never had it. Wouldn't wanna waste any"

"You sure you don't wanna try? It has caffeine in it, get you out of your tired mood"

"Not really, i'll be fine with water."

"Would you rather us go to get breakfast or me make you something?"

"Uh.."

Well I would definitely rather stay here to get food, but I should probably go out to eat so i'm not too overwhelmed with meeting this Jesse guy.

"Let's go out?"

Maria smiled, she gulped down the last splashes of her coffee, placing the now empty mug on the table, "i'm glad you said that"

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After I ate only half my food, since it felt like i was gonna puke if I ate anymore, me and Maria left to go to the stables.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't finish it.." I practically mumbled to her as we walked

"What? No. Don't be. You probably have lots of anxiety right now and i'm proud that you even tried. I'm also very proud that you're going out of your comfort zone to do this job."

I felt confused. Why is Maria so nice to me?

she wouldn't be if she knew the real me.

I stayed quiet. Thinking of how happy her words made me feel and thinking of how much I didn't deserve to feel that happiness.

"Hey" Maria waved to the guy who worked at the stables once we arrived, "We're gonna have you take this guy. We found her injured a few months ago but shes healed since, and fully trained. She's a good girl who was in need of an owner. She doesn't have a name yet either, so feel free to name her. This will be both of you guys first time on patrol" Maria smiled, as she handed me the horses rein.

I nodded, getting up on the horse. "perfect, now just follow me" Maria said softly, I followed next to her slowly riding my horse until we made it to infront the exist, I saw 7 other people on horses. They all looked to range from ages 18-30.

"Sorry for the wait. We got new patrol people, this is Raine" Maria introduced me to everyone, as I shyly waved. It felt weird considering i've been in town for weeks now, and yet I only know about 6 people, 2 of them I dont even know the names of.

"Hey Raine! I'm Jesse" one of the people said, it was the guy closest to me and looked to be the same age as me. His smile was gentle and he seemed nice. Maybe this won't be too bad.

"Hi" I awkwardly said, unsure of what else to say as he already knew my name.

"Great, I hope you two become friends as you'll be working together from now on, that is if everything goes well, but im certain it will."

Maria continued to talk about saftey precautions and which partner group was taking which route, Jesse already had taken this route before from when he had did group patrol, so I was basically just gonna have to follow him.

Once the gate opened, every partner group went separate ways, and it was just me and Jesse.

"So, I heard you came in weeks ago and was in the hospital for awhile. I also heard you got out of it weeks ago, where you've been?" Jesse asked in a curious tone, glancing to the side to look at me for my answer. When I opened my mouth nothing came out, he spoke up before I could make an embarrassing scene. "Sorry, that could be very personal, I dont wanna overstep anything.."

"Uh- no it's fine. I- I was just um.. I mean, I was in a coma? So I was recovering.. from it.. i've been staying at Maria and Tommy's place."

God, I sound so fucking stupid. Also im lying. I've been done recovering, i've just been staring at the wall in bed letting my own thoughts consume me.

"Oh, thats cool. Maria and Tommy are nice dudes."

It was awkward silence since I didn't know how to reply, and by the time I thought of just saying 'yeah' it was too late to reply.

"So what's it like being in a coma? I heard you dream some weird stuff- oh, and when people visited you, could you hear them?"

I softly smiled at his excited banter, he actually felt nice to be around and didn't make me that type of uncomfortable yet.

"Uhh, no weird dreams that I remember. Just was sorta blank. And, I wouldn't know. It's not like anyone vistied me"

"What do you mean? Of course she vi-" Jesse started saying, but stopped talking in the middle of his sentance. I scrunched my brows confused.

"Uhh.. sorry," he let out a dry chuckle, "forgot what I was gonna say"

What the fuck was that about?

I nodded, feeling awkward.

"Uhhhmm. So what made you wanna do patrol?"

Jesse asked, "Oh, just thought i'd be good and could help out."

"Nice.." Jesse nodded looking at me, as I stared down at my horses mane. "same.." he said, stretching out the A.

"Welp, Maria had us take a short route since its our first time and we're young, so.. here we are"

Jesse said, once we made it some office type building.

I didn't say anything, we entered it and Jesse signed us in. "You don't talk much, do you?"

"Guess not."

He nodded, pukering his lips and blowing air out. "Hey, you wanna know a fun fact about me?"

"Uh.. not really?" I asked, confused of why he kept trying to talk to me as we searched the building. "Can I tell you anyway?"

I shrug, not caring.

"Okay, well, my girlfriend, is actually the one that found you. You know, like right before you passed out in that coma."

My eyebrow's scrunched, and my face visibly showed confusion. What is he talking about? Ellie was the one that found me and shes not into gu-

"Dina, is her name"

Oh right. They were in groups.

I nodded, "Nice" I said not knowing how else to respond. "I think you and Dina could be friends. You'll have to meet her one of these days"

"No thanks" I said, cutting him off. He looked at me confused, "Oh- I just meant, i'm not really.. a social person, and meeting you is enough for me.. for awhile.."

His confusion dropped as he understood. "Gotcha. Well, still, it's a small town, you're gonna have to meet her eventually. But yeah, sure, take your time"

The rest of the patrol was boring silence broken up with Jesse throwing in information about himself that I didn't need to know. He even told me his shoe size? He's kinda weird. But definitely better then most, he wasn't being weird to me in that way at all and I feel like I could relax around him.

We finished the job and made it back to Jackson. It only took us a few hours since we had a short and recently cleared route. We didn't run into any infected or anything.

The people at the gates said hello to Jesse and welcomed us back, I figured that they didn't know my name. We rode to the stables, the stables were empty except for the same person working from before, and a black haired girl standing off to the side, looking as if she was waiting for something. She looked odly familiar.

Jesse was infront of me when I heard the girl speak up excitedly, "Jesse! How was it?"

Jesse smiled, "Hey Dina,"

So thats her? Fuck I hope Jesse doesnt try and make me introduce myself.

"It was pretty chill, we had a short route and no trouble. No infected or anything."

Jesse got off his horse and put the horse in its assigned stable, while I did the same. I saw from the corner of my eye Jesse and Dina hugging.

I could feel their eyes on me once they stopped hugging. "Raine? This is Dina"

I took a breath before turning around, "Hi" I mumbled, barley audible. "Hi, it's nice to meet you. I'm glad to see you up!"

Are you though?

I nodded slightly, pressing a fake smile that I thought was convincing when in reality it wasnt at all, and then turned around to leave.

Once I left the stables and was out of their view, I heard Jesse apologizing for my behavior.

Why the fuck do I act like that?

I speed walked to Marias with my head down, feeling my heart pump fast. My cheeks were red from embarrassment.

Once I got to the house, Maria was already in the living room, and was alerted by me slamming the door shut that I was back.

She got off from the couch and ran over to me, "Raine? Whats wrong, did you get hurt? Did you get bit?" Maria asked me in a calm voice, but you could hear panic and worry behind it.

"No- no im fine-" I took a deep breath, feeling my cheeks grow more red from being even more embarrassed, since I was starting to have a hard time breathing over it.

"Well what's wrong? Was it too soon to go out?"

I shook my head, bringing my hands to cover my face, "No, I just- I dont know, I think it was just- alot, for such a short time." I breathed out, pushing past Maria to get water from the kitchen.

"Oh, i'm sorry hun, are you gonna hold off on patrol for awhile, or are you gonna stick with it?"

She asked, following behind me to the kitchen.

"No- I can still do it. Im fine. Tomorrow at the same time?"

She nodded, "Are you sure? How was Jesse? Do you want to switch him for someone else?"

I immediately shook my head no. That would just cause more trouble, and I would have to meet another person.

Before Maria could talk more, I took my water and went to my room.

[lovergirl-san]

𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐁𝐨𝐲 || 𝐇𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐬 𝐱 𝐲/𝐧

Hello everyone!

thank you for all the love on my last post!

But today I have a Hawks x y/n story since it's his birthday 🎉!

hope you enjoy

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It was December 28, what did that mean? it was Hawks' birthday, you knew this, you had it marked on your calendar for months, but hawks didn't know you knew, you'd barely talked to him at all today and hadn't even said happy birthday to him. as a matter of fact none of his friends have said happy birthday to him. his fans have yeah but it was more special from you, and a little important that his friends said it, but none of you did, not to worry this was all part of your plan.

yes, this was a bit corny but who cares? the plan was to ignore Keigo until 7:30 pm and honestly it was HARD. you loved being around Keigo you'd live in his skin if you could (clingy ass mf) but you had to go along with your plan.

Like I said before this was hard for you with Keigo moping around and looking all said was making you upset. you knew he thought out of all people you'd be the most excited to celebrate his birthday but here you were ignoring him.

eventually, he got tired of trying to get your attention and did what everyone expected him to do. he went and bothered Endeavor. you had called Enji and told him that when Keigo gets to his place KEEP in there until 7:30 and that's what he did. even though Hawks was being annoying and Enji wanted him gone ASAP because Keigo was like the son he never wanted but sadly he had. but for you, he kept him there until 7:30. Endeavor loved you, he thought you were really good for Keigo and thought you motivated and brought out the best of him and even tho Keigo is a pain in his ass he likes to see him happy.

Anyways, I'd say about 6:30 Endeavor told Keigo to go up to the guest room and get changed, there was an outfit waiting for him. Keigo went upstairs and changed but was very confused. maybe endeavor was gonna take him out to do something since his own girlfriend and friends "forgot" his birthday. but he was wrong. Endeavor drove him right back home. "uh boss, why are we here? were you not listening when I said y/n hates me and never wants to see me again?" Endeavor rolled his eyes at hawks then got out of the car, "come on you stupid bird." Hawks got out of the car with a pout on his face. "fine."

Endeavor led Hawks up to the rooftop (you guys live in a penthouse) when they got there was saw you in a long sleeve black dress, your hair and makeup were done, and behind you was a picnic with sushi, cookies, wines, and other foods i'm too lazy to name. you walked up to hawks as Endeavor walked somewhere to the side. "Sorry I made you wait so long, I needed time to set up, But happy birthday Love."

Keigo looked at you in awe, sure you made him hate himself for hours and made him think you hated him but it was all worth it. "God, I thought you hated me for a sec," he said with a breathy chuckle before he pulled you in and kissed you.

After your long passionate kiss... "Let's eat?" he questions, he hasn't eaten all day he was starving. "mhm, let's go"

I'm too lazy to write any more about the little picnic but you two enjoyed it, he also opened his gifts, you got him some watching, matching bracelets and clothes for the two of you and you also got him a new car.!

sooner or later his friends texted him Happy birthday too, you had to explain that it was also a part of your plan and you made them wait so long to tell him so they wouldn't interrupt your date.

The two of you also brought things into the bedroom... it was set up with candles and rose pedals everywhere there were also some rather interesting toys set up on the bedside table as well, hawks gave you his signature smirk and pinned you to the bed (Wattpad moment) he was about to take control until "Uh uh birdy, It's my turn to take care of you tonight, after all, you are the 𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲"

Sorry if this is bad it was rushed i had to sneak away from my dinner party to write this! But i hope you enjoyed, Thank you for reading, See you next time bye!

[strawberry-cowmilk]

K here is a scary one. Unfortinately Halloween is over. Whatever. MC and and her brother pull a prank on the datables and brothers. MC suggest they should watch a supposedly haunted copy of Terrifier (2016). While the end credits start to roll after the ending the brother comes into the room dressed as Art the klown. Let's say that the brother looks exactly like him in costume. Boys reactions to the movie and to the prank.

Hi! Halloween is not over unless you want it to be ♡ I tried going to the family dinner in a halloween-inspired outfit last week. Anyways, on with the request, I hope you like it

mc and their brother prank the obey me cast

mc's gender is not mentioned, not proof read

a/n: I didn't watch the movie but according to the summary on wikipedia, it has a lot of gore scenes (it's really bad according to me). Maybe don't watch this if you're like me and cry at the sight of blood. Also, no Luke in this because this movie isn't child-friendly.

content warnings: pranking, mentions of gore, mentions/implication of vomiting

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Lucifer

horror movies don't affect him too much, he knows it's fake and is the type of dude who could fall asleep while the characters on the screen are screaming

so, when he saw your brother in the clown costume, lucifer didn't really bat an eye

'very funny, now take the costume off, Diavolo is here'

Mammon

mammon can't handle horror very well, but he acts like he does to look cool (nobody buys it)

after the movie was over, he declared that it wasn't scary at all, and nobody would ever be spooked by it

however when your brother showed up, mammon screeched and ran out of the room, climbing over levi and belphie on the couch and knocking over two vases in the process

Leviathan

levi enjoys horror, and it does scare him but it's the kind of fear you'd feel after the bread comes out of the toaster with jumpscares (you're scared for 2 seconds only before realising it's just bread)

still, he'd like it more if the movie was animated, partly because the gore will not be realistic anymore

levi felt the same toaster-fear after seeing your brother in the clown costume

Satan

he honestly wanted to see more plot in the movie, but neither horror or gore disturb him too much

satan didn't even notice your brother walked in dressed as the clown until he heard mammon scream and a vase breaking

it didn't scare him, and honestly, his experience pranking lucifer made him think the prank was predictable

Asmodeus

asmo can enjoy some good horror movies, but this doesn't count for straight up slasher films, he feels like he has to sit in a bath for hours afterwards despite being a demon

when he sees your brother, he screams a little before getting mad at him for the petty joke

he's going to do some research on future movie night films

Beelzebub

beel loves watching movies because of the food that will be present, but he felt a little bit uneasy eating while something like this was playing on the screen

the prank didn't scare him, he was enjoying some candy bar and that deserved more of his attention than a dude in a clown costume

beel asks you if you're okay after everything, what if the movie was too much for a human to handle?

Belphegor

he fell asleep right at the start of the movie, abd woke up during some violent scene in the middle

so it's this kind of movie? well, belphie's going straight back to sleep

also he would have slept through the prank if only it didn't cause a chaos, he just woke up and squinted his eyes to see what's happening

Diavolo

this man is always so happy to watch movies with everyone, but this is one of the cases where he goes in smiling and cones out questioning why he came

so these are human world movies? interesting to know

the prank didn't really scare him, if it did, it would have been like levi's toaster-fear, diavolo appreciates the effort but thinks it's not funny

Barbatos

to be honest, he's pretty disappointed

you got the whole devildom prince sitting here and this is the kind of quality of movie you decide to show him? and personally barbatos prefers films with more plot

the prank was the final blow he needed to leave, he made up some work related excuse and left

Simeon

he's never been happier with his choice to not bring luke to this movie night

simeon can handle horror and gore normally, but he had to look away from some scenes in this film for the sake of the food he just ate

and honestly, he too could see the prank coming

Solomon

solomon is kind of the same as simeon, though his tolerance for highly violent scenes is higher than the angel's

and the prank itself wasn't all too funny to him

the funniest parts to solomon were mammon's escape act, barbatos awkwardly leaving and asmo's yelling at your brother

[writella]

I completely understand and yes, you did explain that right! lol. My past two weeks have been really great! My birthday is tomorrow and today was not the best. My mom yelled at me today and I got so angry, plus I have a feeling this year, my birthday isn't going to be the best like it is every year. I'm turning 19 and I don't know what to do. I might crash at my friend's place.

Anyway, enough about me, how have your few weeks been! Besides homework and all!

Love you!

Noo :( I won’t pressure you for details, but I’m so sorry. Yelling, or even the littlest arguments with parents can be so hard because they feel most personal. I hope whatever it was, you can let it roll off your back or you can talk about it later. Staying alone for a while and then trying to talk about it later usually helps me, but I know everyone is different.

And omg your birthday, how exciting ♡ I will definitely make sure to wish you a happy birthday tomorrow! Im not sure why you’re feeling the way you do this year, but for me I’ve always had an off feeling about my birthday since I was young. Turning a new age can be scary and I think Ive always had this tiny bit of ever present sadness or fear in me. There is a part of it that I don’t understand, but then there is another part of it where I think growing older just makes me think about the experiences I didn’t have like other kids have or the things I wished I had but I don’t while time just keeps slipping away. Dramatic I know, but I write this to say that I hope you don’t feel so alone in your worries and it’s okay and normal for more people than we think to feel a little off about their birthday but also!! When I turned 19, I remember feeling so afraid, like I was on the cusp of loosing something since it was the last age that was going to have that -teen at the end of it, but as time went on during that year, especially in the summer, I realized that the year that felt like the big ending of something truly ended up being the start of understanding at least a tiny little bit, who I wanted to be. I do not know anything at all and I’m still confused and struggling with a lot but when I was 19, I started going to more concerts and in the summer I met two of my online friends after years of talking to them. Still some of the best moments because talking and going out has never been something easy for me but I did it!!

Again, I’m sorry you’re having doubts, but also know that those unknown feelings you’re having about your 19 year, could also bring in some positive moments that you haven’t even thought of yet. 💗

I think I totally took your feelings out of proportion and maybe it’s not as stressful as I decided to assume, but just in case I hope you found some solace in this. :) Also sometimes just wearing something pretty, and watching a good movie or show and ordering some food you like (and cake!!!) is always a good plan to me. You’re the part that makes it special.

Oh… and about my week lol. There is this girl I made friends with in my previous semester and we caught up again last week and she invited me to eat pizza with some of her co-workers this past Tuesday! First time I’ve ever been invited to do something like that which was super cool. Busy with school ofc but watching twd and moments like that help. 😌

[4myteacup]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗵𝗱𝗮𝘆. ♡

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢎⠱⠊⡱⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡠⠤⠒⠒⠒⠒⠤⢄⣑⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡤⠒⠝⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠲⢄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀���⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⣢⠐⡄⠀⠉⠑⠒⠒⠒⣄ ⠀⠀⠀⣀⠴⠋⠀⠀⠀⡎⠀⠘⠿⠀⠀⢠⣀⢄⡢⠉⣔⣲⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢘ ⡠⠒⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡰⢅⠫⠭⠝⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣤⡋⠙⠢⢄⣀⣀⡠⠊ ⢇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠜⠁⠀⠉⡕⠒⠒⠒⠒⠒⠛⠉⠹⡄⣀⠘⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠑⠂⠤⠔⠒⠁⠀⠀⡎⠱⡃⠀⠀⡄⠀⠄⠀⠀⠠⠟⠉⡷⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⠤⠤⠴⣄⡸⠤⣄⠴⠤⠴⠄⠼⠀⠀⠀

hey baby boy, started this post with a giant cinna because why not. it's so you, isn't it? i want to start off by wishing you a happy birthday. happy birthday to the love of my life, for whom i am so grateful to. the person who makes my life worth living and who makes me so incredibly happy. i wanted to make today special, and of course, i spent hours planning our sleepover, and because we basically live together now, i wanted to make it a bit different and special.

i do hope you love it. and i hope today is everything you imagined.

first things first. today i got up while you slept and i started working on this sleepover idea. wasn't sure what i was going with but i found some inspiration online and stole some of your bedsheets and the next thing you know, our fort was looking pretty good.

as for the cake, i had to pick it up yesterday, but because you don't really eat i figured you wouldn't really check the fridge anyways. and you didn't. was that me being a smartass? :) now... i know this might be a lot for you to take in right now, so you can have some cake, but i'll make sure to eat more so you can taste it on my kisses and my blood. sound good?

now, as for your presents. you get 5 things. your presents are things that i have bought leading up to this day and that i knew you would like.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗧 #𝟭. ♡

so... the first one is kinda lame and it isn't perfect. and that's because it was made by me, but i think you can appreciate the effort i put into it for you. i found this shop where you can customize your own cups and i painted one for you (used some molds for the moth that's why it turned out decent. but hey, i tried. maybe we can head there together sometime soon? on a date.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗧 #𝟮. ♡

the second present is something i've been meaning to give you for a while. this is just me thinking of the future, i know soon you'll start going into practice, so i felt like you could use this one. stay hydrated, carry it around, drink a lot from it, and do not get any headaches. or i will know.

i will be asking you how often you're drinking water when i sneak in, don't worry.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗧 #𝟯. ♡

the third present isn't really a thing. but it's something we'll both benefit from. i was thinking of a trip anywhere during the summer? or maybe to multiple places. we traveled to paris last time and it was... my first time doing anything like that. so this time i think you should pick where you want to go. i was thinking of somewhere with a beach? i don't ever go to those so it would be nice. and i know you can't probably be out in sunlight for too long but don't worry, i have it covered! so here's the plan.

during the day: we'll stay in, cuddle, and have a lot of sex in every corner of the hotel room until we can't anymore, and then...

during the next: we'll go out and explore, try some food, visit some local bars, head to the beach for a midnight swim... whatever we can think of.

bonus: i'll buy you a cinnamoroll beach towel if you say yes :)

we can plan this a bit better together, and we can go in a month, or whenever it's convenient. as long as we're together, i don't mind.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗧 #𝟰. ♡

your 4th present is a hat. but not just any hat. it's a cinnamoroll reversible bucket hat. i think you'll look very cute in this honestly... i just couldn't stop myself. also i'm realizing i keep spoiling you with cinna stuff. i'm a good babe, aren't i?

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗧 #𝟱. ♡

this present is a bit experimental... and maybe a little weird. but between us, nothing is actually weird anymore. i decided to do this because i wanted to give you an energy boost on your birthday.

i also wanted you to be able to actually enjoy eating food again, and i don't know if this is going to work, but i wanted to try it anyway. so i made you a jelly-filled donut. the filling is a strawberry compote infused with my blood, which i added raw so the taste would be stronger. they're not overpowered with sugar or anything cause i wanted you to be able to focus on the filling itself.

if you like it we can try this for other things? i know you miss eating, and that it makes you sick. but maybe there's a balance? i don't know, guess we can see how your body takes it for now.

i also hope you don't think this is hella weird... if you do, i'm just joking btw (i'm not joking).

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗡𝗢𝗪? ♡

great question. and i have a few ideas.

first of all, we need to enjoy this pillow fort that took me a while to build. we can watch a movie, i definitely want to make out and grope you... and well, it wouldn't be a birthday without you know what :) haha... you can decide what we do this time. i'm open to suggestions.

most importantly, i want you to have a good birthday today, to fully embrace this day with me. to just enjoy yourself and to remember of just how much i love you, my baby. you are my world, my reason for living, and i am so happy you're alive and by my side. so happy you were born. i'll always be by your side, baegi (yes, i just came up with this nickname, it's short for bae seulgi obviously).

I LOVE YOU POOKIE BEAR!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ♡

ps: your mom called, we scheduled a video call sometime today so they can wish you a happy birthday.

[boba-beom]

it's honestly so great, i really missed being here. home. with the people i love. i spent most of my life here and sometimes, i really miss it and i wish i could've been able to stay here for uni as well. that happens when you live abroad i guess, you long for your home, for your people, for your language, for your culture and your food.

omg you had your birthday?? belated happy birthday 🥺 i hope you had an amazing time with the people you love❤️ i haven't known you for that long, but i really enjoy talking to you and seeing your posts on my notifs. you always manage to bring a smile on my face c:

LMAO NOT THE "you're getting older" message pls😭 i don't know much about the whole situation, but he seems confusing? is he being friendly or is this going to become some sort of casual thing between the two of you? idk if you've ever watched friends, but there's this submarine guy phoebe went out with at some point and basically he resurfaced every 2 years and they had the most amazing time together. so it could be something like thaaaat? or it could be just him being friendly. guys are so confusing honestly😭

ah, i swear, rediscovering things is a whole new experience and i'm sure you'll enjoy it as if it's the first time. i just love it when muscle memory kicks in, cause it feels like "wow i can't believe i remember this" and also "damn it, i AM good" LOL. what type of guitar do you usually play though? classical, acoustic or electric?

ahh, you're welcome. honestly at this point i'm convinced that you could write about a trashbag and i still would like it, because your writing is that good. it captivates you in its own way and i enjoy seeing all these scenarios i've never thought of or seen before on here (• ♡ •)

that sounds like a good idea. i hope everything goes well with your coursework and you get a good grade. you got this!!❤️

when it comes to university, i start my next semester in april and my timetable is such a mess, i'm really not looking forward to the next semester in a way lol. but on the other hand, i'm super excited for some of the lectures and seminars i'll be attending. we're finally taking two clinical psychology lectures and this one seminar about mental disorders. the clinical part has always been my main interest ever since i started my bachelor's, so i'm excited to finally dive in deeper. oh, that reminds me. what are you studying if you don't mind me asking?

that's so true smiles, thank you🥺❤️ i'll definitely tag you once it's out, thank you for being so supportive❤️❤️

ohh the uni trip sounds so exciting, i hope you had a good time!! and it sounds like you've had a very productive couple of days!! hope you're also resting and taking care of yourself <3 pls that post made me so soft, it was so well written and i just loved the moments between mc and beomgyu🥺 really showcased how well they matched each-other, almost fitting perfectly into one-another like two puzzle pieces. i also use bullet points to write sometimes haha they really do help with planning/brainstorming and then also connecting everything into one once you're done.

i've been pretty well tbh, just eating a lot and having a good time with my friends and family hehe. i can't believe i go home in three days though, these past few days really felt like a fever dream.

of course being in the comfort of your own home is the best over anything, but I'm really happy you got to spend time with your loved ones <3

this was longer than I expected lmao

and thank you! yes, it was only a small celebration since I had quite a loud one last year. plus I only stayed home for 3 days since I had uni a couple of days after my birthday.

it's funny actually, yesterday he went to my home city for an interview and he was there for two nights, but last night was his last night in the city and I was added to a group call with him and our bsf. my bsf left the call around 2am but he and I kept talking until 6am :') and he had a train to catch at 10am... it was nice, I feel like I did genuinely get to know him a little more without having our bsf there to prompt us to talk. but I feel like I enjoy talking to him, but I think I'm going to leave it at just friends... for now since that's all what it feels like at the minute :>

that's so true! and I have an electro-acoustic guitar!! I do want an electric guitar at some point though, or even a bass too. are there any other instruments you want to learn or have played in the past?

and pls, you're too sweet :') I do have the tendency to use flowery terms and what not, I can't help it though hehe but thank you so so much for always being so interested and I love hearing your feedback because I always wanna know what goes on through someone's mind or their thoughts about anything of mine that they've read.

but thank you! I've been progressing well, but I do need to make timetable or a schedule for things I need to do, slowly but surely I will be okay!

I hope your next semester won't be too hard on you! omg my sister does psychology too and clinical is something she's wanting to do :> I do interior architecture and design! I'm loving it, truly, but it's just the fact the deadline's coming closer is something that makes me anxious about my work is all.

I had a long rest over the weekend and I've been back on the grind since monday so I've been keeping on track with what I've been wanting to do! and yes, that piece was written a little differently than what I usually do but, again, thank you for liking it so much! I'm happy my imagination was envisioned well to you<3 and for writing, everyone has their own ways, as long as you enjoy the process then go for it!

I hope you have/had a save flight, my love! as always, there will be more times when you can come back home and spend time with them again! it's just something you can look forward to next time, yano? rest up and I hope you have good days ahead of you 💕

[mrskurono]

MERRY CHRISTMAS MOMMY I LOVE YOU AND IM SO GLAD I FOUND YOUR BLOG THIS YEAR YOU ARE MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE PERSON ON THIS WEBSITE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU *MWAH*

-Bee<3

AWW DON'T YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME SOB BEFORE BED ♡

Merry Christmas and I hope your day was as beautiful and sweet as you 🎄💖

[faegirly]

hey man i recently watched arcane and omg i love it!! my pan heart cant take all these pretty boys and buff ladies bdbsbsbsns

i was wondering if u could do something with viktor? like some good ol touch starved yearning content? no rush or anything lmao ♡♡ ily

hello there Anne 💫 yaay! im so happy you got into and love Arcane! its honestly amazing and i couldnt be happier that you enjoy it too. and honestly... its really got me thinking about if i might be pan too 👀 but that's another conversation lol. and of course, anything for our best boy Viktor ✨ I hope you enjoy!

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Just A Touch - Touch Starved Viktor x Gender Neutral Assistant Reader

The Hexcore throbbed and pulsed against the confines Viktor had been working on it within, struggling against his testing and hissing as he turned dials over and over. in the dim laboratory, the high ceiling catching the echoes of the subject's resistance and sending them back down to the scientist from the cool walls, surrounding him in a thin hurricane of metalic and organic sound. but Viktor kept his eyes fixed on the illuminated core, hardly blinking despite the dryness he was unfortunately getting used to in hopes of maybe figuring out how to make the Hexcore respond the way he wanted it to.

"Come on, you're meant to expand, not contract. Work with me here." the brown haired young man muttered under his breath, his accent turning harsh as his frustration rose.

he couldnt remember how many days it had been since he started his, now, 23rd attempt to make the Hexcore respond to organic matter in a productive and sustainable way, but every time he tried something new, a new rune combination, a new base for it to draw energy from, the result was the same. and as if in response to his encouragement, the Hexcore span and hissed again, relaxing back into a tightened state, the light eminating from within the crevaces dimming as if it were frowning at him.

"Stop it!" the scientist nearly snapped back, his eyes bagged but burning with fatigued determination. "I have been more than patient with you. The least you could do is take the samples I provide and grow with them, through them. not... suck them dry of all the nutrients and leave the husk behind."

and again, just as he settled to turn the large dial on his right 12 degrees more to the left, the Hexcore sputtered and turned, each row of runes recalibrating into a new combination before settling again, rendering Viktors current hypothesis null and void.

the burst of rage that rushed up through his blood was enough to make him kick away from the work bench with a stiff shout of "DAMMIT!" followed by strings of curses and damnations for the core that it wouldnt understand. it wasnt sentient like he was, or so he thought. but in his anger, bowing over to push his hands through his slightly greasy brown hair, the marrow deep ache in his spine making itself known once again, he was unaware of your presence entering the room.

"Viktor?" you called, pushing the heavy gold framed door of the Academy Laboratory open with your back and then started the long trek over to the main area.

when you got no response from the man you knew would always be there, you smiled and called again. "Viktor, I know you're here, and have been for nearly three full days now. Heirmerdinger is getting worried, and wanted me to check up on-" but your words were cut short when you finally rounded the pillar in the centre of the lab and spotted your studious colleague hunched over by his work bench, muttering to himself in a familiarly worrying way.

you quickened your pace til you reached Viktor's side, setting the tray of food down atop some of his papers before asking again, your voice softer now, "Viktor? It's me, I brought us something to eat."

nothing. the scientist seemed oblivious to the fact that you were in the room, let alone beside him. you sighed slow then crouched and said, "It's your favourite. I made it myself since I know youre not fond of how... sharp the chef here makes it usually. 'Takes away the organic flavour' you said." you chuckled a little, remembering how serious he'd been about it when he'd complained the first time, but when Viktor didnt look up again, you lifted a hand and gently placed it on his back, whispering now, "Viktor? You ok?"

immediately, Viktor sucked in a sharp breath through clenched teeth as his eyes shot up. he sat bolt upright, cheeks flushing as his gaze darted around the blurred room til he found you smiling and crouched at his side. he blinked absentmindedly at you for a moment, not sure why he'd reacted so strongly, but when you smiled a bit more and rubbed his back with your thumb-

that tremour of fluttering heat rushed through his skin once more, making his eyelids flicker with the shock of the sensation before he choked out, "O-oh, I- ahem, I'm.... s-sorry I didn't... I didn't hear you come in."

"It's alright," you grinned, standing and pulling your hand from his back as you continued, "I know you work hard but you gotta take a break every now and then, ok?"

"Y-yes, um..." Viktor's heart was crashing into his throat at a mile a minute, and while he couldnt understand why, he knew that the moment you pulled your hand from his back, a strange coldness replaced where your touch had been. it pushed a frown to his brow and guided his eyes to your hand as it moved with you. he couldn't look away.

sighing as you pulled up a chair beside him and set his bowl of hot soup before him, you carried on, "But like I was saying, Heirmerdinger was worried when you didnt come to give him a report about the progress with the Hexcore last night. Is everything ok?"

the brown haired scientist's eyes were glazed over with shock and confusion, so much so that the sudden appetite he'd felt for a second on smelling his favourite meal disappated as he muttered, his voice distant and light like he was talking in a trance, "... No.... nothing to report...."

Your eyebrows lifted as you took a mouthful of your own meal, the heat a much longed for relief in the cool room. "Nothing? Hm... I was hoping at least you got some results of note."

finally, Viktor's gleaming amber eyes lifted to your face, his sallow cheeks skill clinging to the ghost of the blush that had filled them not moments ago as he asked, "What... did you do?"

"Well, I was trying to follow your notes, the ones you copied down for me three days ago when you tried the core with those plants. I'd been in the greenhouse, trying all kinds of bases since, I thought, maybe that was the root of the issue of its rejection. Unfortunately no matter how many I tried, they'd all eventually-"

"No, that's... I'm not talking about the Hexcore." Viktor interrupted, blinking quickly down to his pale palms, pressing his thumb into them and shuddering an exhale.

a slight frown pressed into your forehead as you swallowed, setting your dinner aside to ask quietly, "What is it, Viktor?"

the sun was beginning to cast it's golden eye over the city of Piltover, it's clean rays resting on rooftops and cutting through the glass of the windows that turned the city into a shattered mirror, sending the burning light, not so different to that in Viktor's eyes, reflecting back up into the clouds above.

The muted thrum of the Hexgate sending another ship out of the city rumbled through the room as Viktor's blush darkened softly and he finally muttered, "...How long have I been in here?"

You checked your pocket watch and slowly sighed, "Three days and 15 hours... and counting."

Viktor stared at his hands as the Hexcore whirred behind him, then slowly reached over his shoulder til his fingertips grazed where you had touched him. when he tried to clear his throat, his breath caught but he ignored it to explain as succinctly as he could, "When you came in with the- with our food, you.... you touched me..."

before he could continue, your eyes blew wide, a tremour of regret spiralling down into your gut and pushing up a rushed spluttering apology of, "Oh I- Viktor, I'm sorry if that wasnt ok. I didnt mean to make you uncomfortable by-"

"Uncomfortable?" he glanced up at you, a curious eyebrow raised before he smiled ever so slightly and shook his head. "No, not... not in the slightest, I don't think. If it did, I would've told you, believe me."

You frowned a little, but this time let him continue, though he seemed not to really understand himself. "When you... touched me, my... s-something in me just... well, everything in me reacted in a way I haven't felt before. I was all... w-warm and... my heartrate increased significantly. and when you pulled away I-"

"Viktor." Now it was your turn to interrupt him, gently and grinning as you stood close enough to get his gaze to lift to yours. you watched him swallow dryly before offering your hand.

Viktor hesitated for a few seconds, holding his breath before placing his hand in yours, and just like he'd been half-expecting, the rush of heat filled his body again. it knocked all the air from his lungs, making him gasp as he rocked on his feet, trying to find even the slightest balance, but before he could catch hs breath, your body was pressed against his own, your arms wrapped around him, your cheek nestled in the crook of his neck and against his angular jaw.

you were so warm. so... incredibly warm.

the scientist felt his knees quiver and nearly give out beneath him but before he fell, he clung to you, panting and gently trembling with a relief he didnt know he needed. it was heavy but at thw same time, weightless and the longer he was against your body, the closer he wanted to be.

Viktor's face was now a blushed canvas of satisfaction and gratitude, his whole being sinking into your arms like you were quicksand as you softly squeezed his sides and rubbed his back with your thumbs. Viktor melted into you, a blissful tender smile gracing his lips as he exhaled, "Yes.... this was the feeling. I..."

the serene moment in the light of the setting sun stilled momentarily as Viktor asked, "Touch... starved?"

You smiled then too, whispering against his neck, "You work so hard. You should take time to lighten up a little."

the scientist tried to laugh but again, his bfeathgot caught in his throat, making his voice crack as he asked through a soft chuckle, "And... this is how I.. lighten? I suppose?"

"It's one way." You smiled. "But don't worry, I'll be here to make sure you're never touch starved again."

but you just chuckled and held him closer, humming as he returned the pressure of your embrace in turn and shook your head, "I'll explain once you're feeling better and we're eating. That ok?"

Viktor was too enraptured in the feeling of his body against yours to respond, and you understood. he couldnt remember the last time someone had held him like this, so surely and tightly, but he was grateful that the cold emptiness that had cloaked him for so long was now replaced with a warmth he could rely on, from a person he now had another reason to appreciate and cherish more than ever.

end

[kangaroosmile]

Give you all the love you deserve - Changbin

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description: Changbin comes home late to you waiting with dinner. To make you happy, he eats it all, filling his sweet little tummy. While he eats you notices his bloated tummy and start to stroke it.

Needless to say this man is more than embarrassed but maybe, just maybe he kinda likes it?

pairings: Seo Changbin x gnreader

genre: Relationship, Boyfriend Changbin, feeding, food, tummy, belly rub, non-sexual kink

triggerwarning: food, eating, stuffing,

word count: 1.7 k

You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist

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You were waiting for Changbin. It was already past 10 p.m. and to be honest you were quite sad. Chanbin promised you to come home earlier. At least he promised to try. Because of his busy schedule you two couldn't meet as often as you both wished. So of course you were sad that he was late. He didn't even text you to let you know he would come later. You just hoped that the food you cooked would still be good. You let out a little sigh and decided to watch a new episode of the drama you watched recently. You sat there for about twenty minutes when you finally heard the door to your apartment opening. Slowly you stood up and walked towards your front door. Changbin was already getting out of his shoes when he saw you.

"I'm sorry for being so late", he muttered and smileď at you. "Can you forgive Changbinnie?", he asked in a higher voice and touched his cheek with one finger, looking all cute. You nearly rolled your eyes but couldn't hold back your smile. You nodded softly after a moment, he then smiled wider and gave you a quick kiss on your cheek.

"Why are you late anyways? Didn't you say the filming would not take longer than 8 p.m.?", you asked, took his hand and slowly pulled him towards your living room.

"Oh Minho-Hyung kinda forced us all to eat together after the filming. You know it's been so long since we all ate together." You stopped in your tracks and stared at him. His eyes grew big, suddenly so sad. "Did I say something wrong?", he asked, stepping closer to you. You let out a little sigh.

"It's just that I cooked for us", you explained with a little pout on your lips. For a second Changbin stayed silent, rubbing his tummy.

"You know I wasn't really hungry when we ate earlier so I didn't eat much. But I'm kinda hungry now", he explained.

"Oh really?", you asked happily. When he nodded, you pulled him again towards your living room. "Sit-down I will get the food. What do you want to drink?" While Changbin got himself comfortable and you grabbed the dishes you made.

"Do you still have soju and beer?"

After you placed everything on the table you sat down next to Changbin, your back against the sofa. While he poured the soju and beer into his glass, you placed some of the meat you cooked on his rice. With a big smile he turned his face towards you.

"Love you. Thanks for making dinner", he whispered and then gave you a soft kiss on the lips.

"I love you too", you whispered, while you brushed through his hair. "And now eat." For the next few minutes you two ate silently. All you heard from time to time was a little hum or a small huff. Because you tasted the food you made several times before you stopped eating after a while, you felt full and watched Changbin eat instead. With his cheeks full of food he looked so cute, you couldn't hold back a smile and carried his cheek for a moment.

"Do you like it?", you asked shyly. With red ears he nodded.

"It tastes amazing, jagi", he mumbled, giving you a soft smile. Happy with his answer you started to side hug him, your head on his broad shoulder. You started to play with his hair softly while you continued to watch the episode you started earlier.

"Can you let me be for a moment? It's warm. I want to take my hoodie off", Changbin said after a while. With a big pout on your lips he drew back a bit and watched how Changbin pulled the hoodie over his head. Doing so he also pulled the shirt underneath up a bit, revealing a very full looking tummy. It was sticking out a bit and looked all packed. It looked like Changbin himself didn't even realise that his tummy was exposed for a moment. With a soft smile you closed the distance between you two again, while Changbin took a big sip of his drink. He let out a little huff when he placed down the empty glass. Slowly your one hand travelled from his broad shoulder, over his chest but then stopped before you went down to his tummy. You could feel his glance at you so you returned it slowly. He looked at you with big eyes waiting for your next action.

"Can I?", you asked, sending a short look towards his tummy. The next second he escaped your glance and started to laugh while he hid his face behind his hands.

"If you want to", he whispered but still couldn't look you in the eyes.

Slowly your hand wandered lower and was now laying on his bloated tummy. Smoothly you rubbed his tummy in small circles which made Changbin sigh in pleasure. He pulled you closer to him, hugging you with one arm. It made you feel all warm and safe.

"Your tummy looks so tight", you giggled, patting it lightly. You heard a low groan from Changbin.

"God this is so embarrassing", he muttered under his breath, blushing like crazy.

"Why should it be?", you asked, caring and gave him a soft kiss on his cheek. "I think you look extremely cute and you were so happy while eating." You now stroked soft circles around his navel, smiling at him as he finally found your glance again.

"You think so?", he asked surprised.

"Excuse me? Of course! Do you even know how attractive you look right now? How lovable?" He started to laugh and tried to escape by hiding in the crook of your neck.

"What are you doing to me?", he whined, while he pulled you even closer to him. With a small smile on your lips, you placed a kiss on his red ears.

"I just give you all the love you deserve." Hearing these words, he drew back a bit and connected your lips with his. His lips were warm and pressed softly against yours. You could taste the beer he drank a bit but it didn't bother you that much. When his lips left, you slowly opened your eyes again and met his eyes. He stroked over your cheek lightly and then ate the chicken and rice that was left on his bowl.

"That was really good, jagi. But I ate way to much", he muttered laughing at the end and patted his own bloated tummy.

"I'm happy you liked it", you whispered. "You have such a sweet little tummy right now."

Looking down at his sweet little bloated tummy he let out a sigh.

"Hannie will tease me when we get to the gym tomorrow. I can already hear him.", Changbin whined and showed you a big pout.

"Naww I kinda want to see that to be honest", you replied laughing.

"Of course you would", he muttered but then started to laugh too. "You are unbelievable."

"That's my you love me."

"Yes I do."

"Can we go cuddle in bed?", Changbin asked after a few minutes, looking all sleepy.

"Of course we can", you replied with a smile and stood up, followed by Changbin. He let out a little whimper as he was holding his tummy. "Are you alright?", you asked with concern.

"Yes but I just noticed how much I really ate. My tummy feels so heavy", he muttered, leaning a bit against you.

"Well maybe you shouldn't have eaten two meals in a short time", you giggled and stroked his cheek softly. His eyes went all wide which made you giggle even harder.

"How did you know?"

"We have been dating for about two years now, Binnie. I learnt to tell when you are lying. Also you normally only drink soju and beer when you have to eat the rest of my dinner after you finished yours and are already quite full." He rolled his eyes for being catched. "But I appreciate it that you eat all the food even though you already ate dinner just to make me happy", you then whispered and gave him a kiss on his lips.

"I would do it again." With a found smile you stared at him for a moment, then you pulled him with you towards your bedroom. After you stripped down your clothes and got into your pyjamas you two layed down.

Changbin let out a loud satisfied sigh and hummed while he got comfortable. You pressed yourself against his side and placed your head on his muscular chest. Changbin searched for your hand and linked them together when he found yours.

"Thanks again for making dinner. It was really delicious." Softly stroking over his cute bloated tummy, you smiled at him and gave him a kiss on the nose.

"Next time we can also just put it in the fridge and eat it the next day, Binnie. You don't have to force yourself to eat something", you then whispered. You felt him nodding.

"I know but to be honest it kinda felt", he stopped mid sentence, getting all red in the face. "I kinda liked the feeling? I felt all warm and safe and you next to me made it even better. Also I kinda liked it when you took care of my tummy."

"Oh Binnie thank you for sharing this with me", you replied, knowing how much courage saying it must have cost him. "And like I said earlier I was so happy seeing you happy and comfy and you looked so cute with your stuffed cheeks and the relaxed smile on your lips."

"If you want, we can do this again sometime. I will take care of you, will spoil you with all your favorite food and make you feel all comfy and warm." A happy small smile appeared on Changbins lips and he hugged you tighter.

"You would do that for me?"

"Of course, I love you", you whispered. "And I also like to see you all flustered when I tease you or take care of your tummy." You couldn't hold back a giggle as you saw his reaction.

"Of course, of course", he muttered.

After that you two fell in comfortable silence while you took care of his tight tummy.

"Goodnight, jagi", Changbin whispered after a while, already half asleep.

"Goodnight, Binnie. Sleep well", you muttered too and continued to stroke over his tummy till he was asleep.

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[villxinmiixx]

Can you write about re destro getting reader a cat as a birthday gift? And reader gets really overjoyed by this and starts crying of joy and hugging re destro while kissing him.

I presieit your writing and i hope this is not to much to ask for ❤️You have made my day so much better with your latest posts.

(sorry this got so long)

cute kitties

﹫redestro ( yotsubishi rikiya )

♡ gn reader

♡ genre; fluff

♡ note; happy bday pastel! judging by your ask :')

i'm very happy to hear that someone is happy whenever i upload my fics, it's really hard to believe it but it's true!

and i can't fight with facts 🧚 hopefully i'll be able to make everyone around me happy too!

you woke up from your deep slumber, turning your head to the side you found that your husband wasn't there.

which is odd since usually both of you wake up at the same time, or atleast he wakes you up.

you turned your head to the night stand behind you, the clock on top of it read; 10:38 am.

huh, you overslept i suppose.

you sat up from your position and started tying your robe, you put on your slippers and went to the kitchen.

oh, so there he is.

rikiya was making pancakes for breakfast, you saw on the table that there was a cake with unlit candles and a present beside it.

how could you be so stupid-- it's your birthday, you usually forgot your birthday due to work and other things you have to worry about.

your slipper made a squeaking nose which resulted to redestro turning his head towards you.

“ah, sunshine! your up, happy birthday! let me finish this batch real quick and i'll help you get ready for you day! ” he beamed at you before he countinued making the pancakes

you smiled lightly at him while you walked to his direction and hugged him from behind.

“thank you so much rikiya, don't worry about me i'll go ready myself up it's not like we're going somewhere. ” you grinned at him, warming his heart as heat went onto his face.

your husband knew you didn't really like going out whenever there was a private event like birthdays, you told him it was attracting attention so you prefer that your birthday was spent at home and you get to cuddle and watch movies with him or something.

you walked away and went to your room, proceeding to go through the walk-in closet and closing the door.

re destro narrowed his eyes to the side on where you once stood, he gently smiled as he finished the pancakes.

he was glad that he was yours, and he was glad that you were his.

he set the pancakes onto the table and fixed the plates.

after he was done with that you came in a beautiful and comfortable outfit that matched both the occasion and your natural appearance, your smile wider than it could ever be.

“you look good, my love. after we eat breakfast how about we eat some cake and open your gift? ” before he could even finish you were already chomping down on your pancakes as if you were a beaver trying to shape a bird house with wood.

he smiled and ate his food too, after that you tried to lift up the box to another table.

it was not that heavy but it felt like something was small and delicate inside, so you did what any other person would do.

you shook i- jaykay you carried it gently and slowly to the coffee table, rikiya followed suit.

while you were contemplating on what was inside he sat on the chair and just smiled as he stared at your curious state.

you unwrapped the gift to realize there was a few holes in the box, you heard a soft purr from the inside; could it be?

you took off the lid and peeked, there were two kittens sleeping peacefully inside.

you turned to rikiya speechless “rikiyaaa~!”

it was like falling head over heels for him again, you pulled him into an embrace; hugging him tightly as small joy filled tears flowed from your eyes.

he patted your head gently as he laughed lightly.

“i know you've been wanting one since you've been young but your parents never allowed you to.

i thought it was the perfect gift for your birthday, so you could feel less lonely when i'm not around”

you put a hand onto your chest and the tears in your eyes did not cease.

“i'm really glad i met you. ” you said before peppering his face with kisses.

you both say in unison: “i love you”

©𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐱𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐢𝐢𝐱𝐱 - 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝. 𝐍𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞𝐝, 𝐦𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝, 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧; 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝.

[anarchistbitch]

hi hiiii

before I reply to everything else

Bridgerton.

KSJDJDJSKSKSSK I AM IN LOOOOOOOVE WITH KATE the scenes where she smiled or laughed added 10 years to my lifespan each

Anthony you dumbass bitch (affectionate), that post that said something like 'Anthony saying I'm a gentleman before acting like the biggest whore' so true <3333 I adore him

I feel bad for Edwina but she really was that blind bc those two were eyefucking every single time they were around each other and when they were not eyefucking they were trying to devour the other through their eyes, seriously wtf and come on at the lake she saw Kate staring at sopping wet Anthony and that post about how she kept sending them on dates, sorry baby but 🤡👌🏻

their last scenes together were my absolute favorite, I loved seeing them so happy and in love even if I was also thinking "damn bro, your whole family is right there"

I'll admit I laughed when Kate's accident happened bc it felt so damn dramatic and I couldn't take it too seriously but tHEN I SAW ANTHONY CRYING OVER HER WAKING UP AND I CRIED TOO BITCH THE FUCK

both of them had really complicated views on love and ah, I'm just glad that by the end they get to experience and enjoy it

I still cackle everytime I see a gif of the scene where Anthony smells the air after she walks by and Lady Danbury looks at him SO unimpressed and done ksdjdjdjsj it's just gold

Edwina as her own character was fantastic, I loved her so much, she's amazing and I hope she gets the happiness she deserves

Penelope, oh Penelope, I can understand her actions but I also disagree with some of them, her fallout with Eloise hurt a lot, she got into a very complicated spot with Lady Whistledown tbh, I wonder how Colin will take it when he finds out and how it will get resolved since the queen is so dead set on finding her

Lady Featherington and Lord Featherington made me so uncomfortable ugh despite that I really like Lady Featherington as a character, it's hilarious how most things always end up coming back to bite her into he ass but she is a woman put in a situation that today would be very complicated and it would be even more so in the 19th century so I do appreciate her

another scene that made me cry was the one with Gregory and Anthony in the study, it's just so painful that he doesn't really remember him and Hyacinth never even knew him

the pall-mall scenes were so fantastic, Anthont and Kate rolling in the mud my beloved <33 and the scene at the libry(study?) damn, it just took me out, I need to see Anthony reading to Kate when it storms

I also cried when Lady Mary had her talk with Kate about how she was family and she deserved all the love in the world, took me the fuck out (after Edwina left the wedding and she called Kate her half sister, that felt like a slap and I needed to see them reestablish Kate as an unquestionable part of the family)

my mans the jeweler was hilarious and the true mvp for making Kate try on the ring and when it got stuck? poetic cinema (also, between you and me, when I was little I used the very same tactic he used to get cake, super effective)

Benedict dragging Byron? loved it sksjdjzjzk

Colin and his drug tho ksndjdsksksksk that made me laugh so much too

idk about you but I absolutely hated the way Eloise just went through Penelope's room like that, that would've infuriated me but maybe that's bc my room us very own personal haven

I'm kinda sad that we didnt get to see Kate and Anthony's wedding

I couldn't help but notice how Lady Danbury, Lady Mary and Lady Bridgerton made a widow's club

ANYWAY, those are all the thoughts I can share rn cause hw awaits me, holy week can't come fast enough

take rest and eat good food!

tons of love, M♡

babe im so sorry tumblr glitched and i thought it posted before??? AHHHHH

ANYWAY. bridgerton. yes.

KATHANI SHARMA MY LOVE. i loooved the actor in sex education but in bridgerton idk she just blew it out of the stadium cuz dude. literally cannot stop thinking of the intense eye contact during the wedding scene.

AND THIS SHOT

SIMONE ASHLEY IS A MFING PRINCESS

anthony going"im a gentlemen" while trying not to horny LMAOOO

edwina really set them on a date leading to more anthony horny™ thoughts like dude took one look at legs and kbfksbfkerifehri

like dude they can't NOT look at each others eyes normally its always a)ravenous b) horny c) in LOVE

that scene where anthony is making out with kate in front of his family reminded me of that one zayn malik paparazzi photo where bella removed zayn's hand from gigi's butt cause they were lichrally in public lmaooo

honestly all i could think of during that scene where kate runs on her horse was the headless horseman[yea my thoughts wander a lot] and it def cut the tension but the next episode being titles the viscount who loved me(loved as in past tense freaked me out for a second there)

ppl really watched anthony and kate crush on each other in the most repressed way and collectively thought ,"we should let them handle it on their own" like no!!! interfere!! interfere!!

lady danbury everytime kathony looked at e/o

i love seeing pyramid schemes in different settings but lord featherington was disgustang😒 but lady featherington girlbossed and gatekept!! respect for that!!

oh i was fully on the floor when gregory said that cause the full story of the bridgerton patriarch's death fucked me up man😢 the way anthony stepped up as a father figure to his youngest siblings yea,, ;-;

oh man i didnt even check ao3 for bridgerton yet😳😳 but yea anthony would def read for kate during storms😊😊[the amount of times im writing the names-kate and anthony,,, im gonna say a & k]

edwina getting angry at the wedding was so full of raw anger and betrayal i really loved who that scene was acted out and the way she said "half-sister" . that hurt bad even for me. mary taking the time to reassure that k was a part of the family from the moment she had seen her , that hurt too 😭😭 they care for each other so much and its just. family yk???

that scene with the ring getting stuck was actually a's dad trying to tell a that he should marry k god bless him🙏🏾🙏🏾 [also im p sure the only reason that kate didnt give him cake anyway was cause it wasnt her house cause bro you gotta give ppl who visit ur house smth!! and that cake looked so good too,,]

no one hates byron more than everyone else-benedict bridgerton

colin does the absolute most every season like ?? youre going through a dinner high?? in front of ur entire family??

i think at that point eloise was at a breaking point with all those dead ends and many many scandals that she just had to know but was mostly hinging on penelope admission that yes she was lady whistledown [its like that cassie scene from euphoria s2, they knew the truth by the others reaction] but its was still a huge invasion of privacy. and how did eloise know how to look under the floor too??

i hope we get to see kanthonys wedding soon😔

best of luck on ur hw!!! take care , take rest and stay safe mwah mwha MWAH

[myucchu]

s/o, atsushi and kyouka are misunderstood for a family

pairing: atsushi nakajima x reader (?)

genre: fluff, headcanos

albedo's note: this idea came to my mind and found it very cute ^^ so i hope you like it and sorry for any mistakes

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• being atsushi's lover meant sharing the apartment with him and kyouka and you didn't mind bc atsushi was your boyfriend and kyouka was a real angel with you . unfortunately they always had work to do consequently they leave you alone in the apartment. you weren't angry, it was their job and it was their duty to do it, but your days were so boring and sad without your beloved tiger and your little bff :(

• when they told you they had some days off you were really happy. you immediately proposed to go out to the amusement park to spend some time together

• poor babies, they couldn't say no bc you literally cried when they told you they were on break from the agency

• so yay! finally some time together!

• the day you went to the amusement park was all perfect and no, i'm not exaggerating. the sun shines in the sky and there were few people that meant that you didn't have to wait to get on the rides.

• you was so close to punch the guy who said kyouka was "tOo LiTtLe " to get on one of the rides, but atsushi stopped you and suggested you and kyouka to try out some of the prize games

• you caught a fish in one of the games and gave it to kyouka (you cried when she said she would call it y / n)

• in one of the games the prizes was a white tiger-shaped puppet which reminded you of atsushi

• after quite a few attempts (and money) you finally managed to take the puppet and you gave it to atsushi but he insisted that you had to keep it because you got it with your own strength and blah blah

• "atsushi darling, shut up and take this stupid puppet"

• he blushed and accepted the gift (finally-)

• after a while kyouka claimed to be hungry so you and atsushi decided it was time to eat something

• bad decision

• kyouka tried every type of food that the amusement park offered and it worried your and atsushi's wallet

• but hey, if it hadn't been for her this cute and embarrassing accident it wouldn't have happened :D

• you decided to go to a takoyaki shop because bby atsushi never tasted them

• so you entered and went to the store clerk

• completely normal right ? well until the clerk said :

"oh a young married couple and their beautiful daughter! how can i help you?"

• silence

• the boy asked you the question again, thinking that you wouldn't hear it, oh but you heard it loud and clear

• after a couple of seconds you literally got out of your mind

• young married couple ??? beautiful daughter ??? like , a family ????

• atsushi, red as a tomato, explained that yes , you and him were dating but not married and that kyouka was not your daughter but only a kind of friend

• you laughed lightly despite your cheeks burning. kyouka was silently dying of embarrassment

• you took the takoyaki and sat on a bench, still shocked for what happened

• atsushi tried to joke about it, asking if kyouka really seemed like a fusion between you and him

• kyouka, continued to eat as if she forgot everything (she remembered, she just wanted to forget)

• you decided to intervene but what you said only made atsushi blush more

• "i think it would be nice ..."

"eh? what?"

"get married to the person you love"

• atsushi.exe has stopped working

"or have children ..."

kyouka has sworn to have seen atsushi's soul leave his body

" i wouldn't mind having a family with you, atsushi"

"y / n, please stop it. you're killing him"

• when you got home, it was already night so you decided to go to bed immediately. kyouka wished you a good night and you did the same and then followed atsushi to your room

• as soon as you lay down on the bed you rested your head on his chest you were about to fall asleep when atsushi whispered something to you

"y / n-chan ..?"

"mh?"

"i wouldn't mind either ... you know...have a family with you"

• you blushed, apologizing to atsushi for saying those things, but he just giggles "no need to apologize." he said and put a kiss on your cheek