#i hope yall like the background 😁😁😁

[silly-ehggy]

My collection 🤑 (there are many more but I only have so many fingers, ya know?)

(Reblog if you like) (oh n btw this was originally based on an image I saw but I changed the concept too much for it 2 relate anymr...)

[platinumrosetail]

Tgcf/heaven officials x reader ideas:

This idea I got today:

The reader reincarnates as a ghost fire in tgcf and decides to make it almost everybodies problem, thing is the reader wasn’t expecting to be having enough power to rival a calamity ghost power so now the reader just cause more chaos, hua cheng being in the background being proud of the ghost fire reader because the reader mostly plays with the gods who act horrible to xie lian.

This idea I had first:

The reader would be the fiance to xie lian but by the fall of xie le he (yes he) had died by the multi-face disease, or that’s the what to be believed. He reincarnates into the another world, growing back up to the age he died but this time reincarnated back into his past life world 800 years later.

(This ⬆️ idea can go two ways which if I choose this idea to do first I’ll make a voting poll on to decide which one, the choices will only have something based off of the two ideas I have for this though I might make more, depends lol)

This I had second after the first idea (the fiancée!reader):

The reader would be xie lian’s and hua cheng’s daughter who travels back in time to the past when her parents relationship hasn’t even started yet, so she brings chaos as she hangs out with her future parents either unintentionally or intentional no one but her knows.

(This ⬆️ has multiple ways I could do it so like the fiance!reader I’ll be making a voting poll for if I do this one instead, now I do have a completely different idea that involves the reader being hualian’s daughter which will also be in the voting poll of if I choose to do this one)

This was the semi last idea I had at least before I had the ghost fire!reader idea:

The reader is the next life of xie lian, who at some point is teleported to their past life world, the reader decided to help out their past life as it would seem that he needed it from what they could see, meeting many people from their past life who were either friends, foe or acquaintances.

(This ⬆️ has one crossover that I particularly like the most so this will most likely won’t have a voting poll for this one, but that may change lol)

I think that’s all the ideas I had so far? Hope yall like it though, I had been having trouble trying to think of ways to explain these ideas that I had first before the one I had today so I’m glad I was able to finally explain it now for yall! 😁

[shaunamilfman]

Dating Van Palmer

pre-crash headcanons

for the anon who req'd them ❤️

can and will make you watch every movie in a franchise. hope you liked the first Friday the 13th, you're gonna have to watch the other 8 as well. she can not leave something unfinished once she starts it. 

absolute hocus pocus fan. quotes "another glorious morning. it makes me sick!" at least once a week. The Sanderson sisters were big eye openers for her. 

she always has movies playing in the background even if yall are doing other things. she just really likes the background noise. she'll mouth the words as they happen because she knows them so well.

i think she'd read/write out loud. you're working on homework together and you hear her unconsciously murmering the words as she writes her English essay.

van keeps convincing you to study with her but will ultimately keep forcing playful eye contact till she distracts you away from it. Definitely as excuse to hookup/makeout. she knows what she likes 🤷. 

van sleeping on her back while you sleep against her side in one of her arms. nosing up against her neck as you get comfortable, one arm thrown loosely around her. 

Van would lay her head face first in your chest everytime she could. it's not even inherently sexual, she just comes home and is like "today drained me". 

she's such a nickname girl. not even cutesy nicknames, she thinks it's funny to lengthen your name as a joke. like if your name's Kelly she'd call you Kellabeth at least once. 

there are very few things Van wouldn't do to make you laugh. she prides herself on being funny and sees your laughter as a sign of affection. dating Van means getting your own personal court jester. 

she strikes me as the watching type. you'd catch her staring at you a lot. she wouldn't be able to take her eyes off of you, she feels so lucky to be able to date you.

yall would exchange flirty looks over your cups at parties from across the room. you'd be talking to Jackie and Jackie would be like "Y/N? Hellooooo? 👋👋" 

you get in a big argument with another yj and you look over and vans ass is just like 😍😍😍. 

she'd plan you these really thoughtful dates if you were into them, but when it's your turn she just wants you to take her to get food and see a movie. 

I don't think vans ever really had someone pay as much attention to her as you do, so there's a big learning period for her on how to respond to it. it would really fluster her until she got used to it. 

watches you put on makeup/nail polish in awe. has very little interest in it herself but will ask you to paint all of her nails a different color at least once

taking the rare chance to touch her in public by carefully painting a yellowjacket on her cheek before a pep rally. like you're holding her chin gently in one hand while painting with the other. vans like 😳. the other yjs looking at each other like 🤔. 

van would go all fucking out for Halloween though. not in like a wholesome way though. she would hide around corners and jump out to scare the shit out of neighborhood children. she can and will collect all the candy they dropped. you're watching her in disbelief and she's just like 😁.

van likes to slip in the shower with you and just hold you under the spray. there's something about the shower specifically that makes her crave that kind of contact with you. Just stands behind you and wraps her arms around you until you coax her out or the water gets cold. 

she's surprisingly sentimental. she'd keep things you gave her no matter how small. she has a whole box in her room filled with notes you sent her in class. 

[whoseafraidofliloleme]

GURLLLLLLLL HELLOOO 😁😁😁😁😁

sooo i re read hold your peace nd I CANT HOLD MY PEACE AFTER THIS ITS GOING SO WELL NOW LIKE THEM ALLBEING HAPPY ND CUTESY COUPLEEEE YEEE (makes me cringe but at the same time i kinda want what they have 😞)

literally THE RINGS ALL OF THEM ARE SO FUCKING PRETTY MY FAVS WERE yunjins nd yn they were so sososkksksk my type nd all the rings that u choose were so pretty they all looked so regal elegant and pretty 💗 literally so pretty I was staring at the screen for past 5 minutes

nd the chapters were so wellpaced nd the way first chapter was like an introduction to theory like no background making just straight diving into the story 🥰so it's fine don't worry about and the drama love the dramas u create <333 ur mind so sexyyyuy

nd the WAY YALL HAD DIFFERENT WAYS TO MAKE THE COUPLE TALK IS SO SWEET ND HEHE adorable like locking our main couple in a room to talk it was so so cute nd the way u focused on the side characters too nd their representation is so 🥰🥰🥰

literally enjoying the stories 💗💗sm

was so tired today 😞but re-reading stories made me so happy

nd ur Hpstories are so well done they aren't overdone nd to me as a person who doesn't know anything about Harry Potter can enjoy the story nd can understand the references easily after thinking a little bit and from reading your past stories

love u take care I'm happy that u went to doc nd took the antibiotics

take care stay safe GIRLLL

when's your birthday winter baby ??

GIRL HELLO!!! SORRY I WAS ENJOYING MY BIRTHDAY AND YA KNOW BEING SICK TOO 😭😂.

Okay this is gonna be long, I love long asks so lets go... I do love them being all cutesy and lovey dovey. (Girl same, its cringe but these are my babies so I want them happy😂)

The struggle I went thru to find those rings, like it was fun but a lot of thought went into it 😂. Isa's ring being purple, Jay and hers fave colour. Yunjins (maybe my fave? I love them all never mind, I cant pick a fave) the green for both Yunjin & Chan being Slytherin and the rose cause its Yunjins fave flower, just like another thing of how well Chan knows her. Sumins ring, the heart was cute and the red for both her and Min being Gryffindors, like the brave at heart reminder. YNs ring, I really just wanted it to be the most unique and it was the longest to find this ring but Id like to think it was worth it.

The first chapter, I really wanted to jump right into the action so to say 😂. Im happy u think the pacing is good, I was worried it felt too much like there was filler chapters and the story wasnt moving forward. Lol not the my mind is sexy 😂😂😂.

With this story in particular, the side couples are just as important as our main leads. I do so enjoy the different dynamics that these couples have and how that affects our main leads.

Aww I hope the lil boost my stories gave was good....

Ah, I havent thought of someone not knowing HP reading the crossover fics but its good to know that even with minimum knowledge, the stories are still enjoyable.

Aww ily too. Take care and stay safe too!!!.

My birthday is the 1st of Feb so Im a full on winter baby, atleast by british standards.

[blackgirl-galactica]

ABOUT: ALBERT EINSTEIN 🧐💡

NOTE: WHILE I AM NOT A PROFESSIONAL ASTROLOGER, I LOVE ASTROLOGY AND ITS ASPECTS!! PLEASE DO NOT STEAL OR REPOST MY WORK WITHOUT CREDIT!! THANK YOU!

-Hey yall!!

-I got a little break from readings and natal reviews, and I'm back to blogging! Today I am going to discuss the astrological chart of the one and only Albert Einstein! (Background: I wanted to look up his chart for awhile now since we both are Pisces Suns and Sag Moons, so I thought it would be so cool), and I found some interesting things about his chart!! I hope you enjoy it too and most of all learn something astrology related! At the end of the blog I will also link his biography I referenced while studying about him and his chart. Chart credit: Astro.com.

- The first thing I noticed was how most of his planets were in the Southern hemisphere (above the horizon) of his chart. I point this out because usually this may indicate an individual who will be more well-known publicly while one with more planets in the Northern Hemisphere (below the horizon) may have more of an emphasis on their private, personal life and may not care to be famous. Doesn't mean it can't happen, but it may be all based on preference and free will at the end of the day.

- I first noticed the Sun-Mercury. We all know that Albert Einstein was well-known [Sun] for his ideas [Mercury] on theoretical physics. His Sun is even at 23° [Aquarius degree--rules physics]! Also his chart ruler [Neptune] is in his 11th house [ruled by Aquarius--physics]! Super cool so far! 😁🧐

- His True Node is also in the sign of Aquarius [physics] at the 2° sextile to his 10th house Aries Mercury! According to Nikola's degree theory, the 2° of any sign is the degree of true supreme power! Given the fact that his True Node is also in the 8th house [transformation], part of his destiny [True Node] was to learn [Mercury] about physics [Aquarius] change the field of theoretical physics with the ideas [Mercury] he came up with, and he may have alot of drive to do it as well [True Node conjunct Mars].

-Another aspect that stuck out to me was his Mercury-Saturn conjunction in Aries in his 10th house [house of career and public reputation]. The ideas [Mercury] that he produced in his career [Saturn] would have a prominent effect on his career and his popularity (E = MC2?). He was the first one [Aries] to develop the E=MC2 equation, and it is one of the most popular equations in modern history [according to various sources, he founded this equation in 1905]. Saturn is not just about time, but also about durability. The fact that this famous equation is so well-known and stuck around for decades is an attestment to this aspect in his chart.

-Albert had a Sagittarius moon in the 6H. Explains why he was so philosophical [Jupiter--philosophy]. According to the biography, his family [moon] did move [Sagittarius] often and he even became a German citizen in 1914 and revoked it in 1933 [for political reasons]. Also, the moon in the 6H also talks about finding emotional comfort [Moon] in one's work [6H], and the biography did note that "in his spare time, he produced much of his remarkable work." His ruler of the 5H [hobbies, things we enjoy] is Venus and his Venus is in his 10th house [career],which checks out. 🤯

-What I found funny reading his chart and his biography was when I noticed his 3rd house Virgo Uranus rx in opposition to his 9th house Aquarius Jupiter. My first thought was "I bet he was critical [Virgo] about the ideas [3rd house] of physics [Uranus rx] that was already circulating in the field of academia [9th house Aquarius Jupiter]. " And then I read his biography that said, "At the start of his scientific work, Einstein realized the inadequacies of Newtonian mechanics and his special theory of relativity stemmed from an attempt to reconcile the laws of mechanics with the laws of the electromagnetic field." and I was like oop-- 😶😶. Yet, this opposition part of his T-square to his 11th house Taurus Pluto as the apex planet. Meaning this kind of discerning energy within the academic field led to him transforming [Pluto] the field of theoretical physics.

-The last thing I read about Albert Einstein’s biography was his multiple marriages and alleged love affairs. According to biography he married multiple times, including to his cousin, Elsa Lowethal. I had to dig deeper because the biography didn't speak much on his love life. I noted that given he is a Cancer ASC already spoke to his sensitive nature and outlook [ASC]. And the ruler of his ASC [Sag Moon ] was sextile his 10th house Aries Venus. Moon-Venus aspects denotes one who loves being in love, not just relationships, but being in LOVE! And the Sag Moon [Sag ruling Jupiter--expansion and freedom], Albert may have wanted to always chase the "next best thing" when it came to his relationships. A hopeless romantic always on the chase if you will. Then I read that he allegedly had multiple women he would talk to [while married smh] and write letters to in both marriages. This is according to the Wikipedia page about him. While Wikipedia may not always be accurate, that portion of it made alot of sense to his aspects.

-That's all! What did you learn from this? Feel free to tip at my cashapp: $DellyRelly.

-Also, there is 1 natal review left on my Miiriya store!! Get it in before it's out of stock!

References:

https://www.nobelprize.org/prizes/physics/1921/einstein/biographical/

About Albert's love life: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albert_Einstein

-Claude

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[escapewriter]

now playing track thirty-three: the 1

synopsis: As far as you know, being one of the very few ‘defective’ people on earth has changed your life and not for the better. After not receiving your soulmate bond on your 10th birthday, you felt hopeless. But there was always one person who showed you all the possibilities that it isn’t so hopeless after all. dedicated to @sunlightwoo

pairing: jeong yunho x reader

genre: soulmate au, best friends!, some parent au fluff in here, slight fluff, angst, humor

wc: 4.4k (4403)

warnings: swearing, small mentions of death, mentions of anxiety, slap in the face golly

hehe funny how we were literally talking about soulmate au’s the other day gina🤔 but surprise! i am your secret santa😁😁 i was so happy i figured out the plot and everything because it went well with everything! i hope you like it, and pls dont yell at me foekdks (also i hope i wasn’t obvious LOL)

a/n: killing two birds with one stone woooo. but happy holidays yall. and this was way longer than i anticipated it to be oops.

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~Year 10~

You have been waiting for this moment ever since you found out from your parents that your soulmate bond would be revealed the moment you turned 10 years old. However, it wasn’t the case with you.

You remember sitting at the dinner table, your parents there with you, as you all began counting down from 11:59pm until it hit midnight. But when midnight came around, nothing happened. You wait nervously at the table as your parents make a few calls, eyeing you to describe your condition and behavior to whoever it was on the phone with them. It was when they came back to sit with you that you knew you were one of the rare ‘defects’ that the universe chose. You don’t exactly recall how you handled the news, but you did remember calling one person who wanted to hear everything.

You were ashamed to talk to Yunho because he too was one of the defects, and you never want to make him feel as if being a defect is the worst thing in the world. But you couldn’t contain your disappointment.

“Hey, hey, listen,” Yunho’s soft voice was heard through the phone, “at least you have the free will to fall in love with someone you like rather than some random person.” You smile to yourself, sighing before flopping onto your bed.

“Did you feel like this when you found out?”

You heard rustling in the background before he cleared his throat to speak. “If I’m going to be honest, I was kind of glad.” There was a pause. You weren’t sure how to react, and it made you uneasy about how quiet he was being.

“You still there?” You heard him say, and you nodded even though he couldn't see you.

“Yeah, I’m here.” There was more noise in the background before the sound of yawning echoed loudly through the speakers. You giggled softly before deciding it was time to end the call due to his drowsiness.

“I’ll see you later so we can hang out for your birthday, okay?” You hum in response before bidding goodnight and hung up.

***

~Year 12~

Sixth grade was one of the worst years at school. It was a common thing for everyone to know what each of the soulmate bonds are because of the fact that it was known as a huge ice breaker when meeting new friends.

What you thought was going to be an accepting group of new students turned into your worst nightmare. Left and right, everyone looked at you as if you were contagious and could take away their bonds. No one wanted to be your friend, so you roamed the halls, ate in classrooms, and studied in the library just to avoid everyone.

You envied everyone who had stories to tell about meeting their soulmate. It was a milestone that everyone accomplished, yet you felt stuck in place, like you’ll never get that.

“Are they outright mean to you?” You shook your head as you took a bite out of your sandwich. It was Saturday, and you were having lunch with Yunho. You both hang out on the weekends, not being able to find time together during school days.

“Does anyone know about you?” You asked him after taking a sip of your drink. He nods, shrugging as if it wasn’t a huge deal.

“No one really cares at my school, they’re more fascinated rather than judgemental.” You nod and wipe your mouth with a napkin. “Not that there’s anything to be fascinated by, but they don’t treat me any different.”

“Ugh, I wish I went to your school.” He smiled to himself and took a bite of his ramen. “Must be easy living life with no weight on your shoulders.”

Finishing up the rest of your food, you didn’t notice his pout as you got up from your seat to throw your trash away.

***

~Year 15~

It was your first year at high school, meaning new people to meet and a fresh start. Luckily, Yunho was also attending the same school as you, so you both had more time to hang out with one another.

The first few months were smooth, no one really cared about your soulmate defect and it helped you relax more. You hung out with Yunho more, made some new friends, and felt welcomed; you were able to enjoy the beginning months of your first year in high school.

It wasn’t until you had a project assigned for one of your classes. You were required to write about your soulmate bond and a bond that you wished you had instead of that.

“What the fuck?” Yunho stared at the paper in his hands, reading the instructions carefully. “Your teacher is making you do this? When you don’t have a bond?”

“I know!” You exclaimed before throwing yourself onto your bed. “And what sucks is that I spoke to them about it, asking if I could possibly write about something else that isn’t related to soulmates,” you sighed, turning over to lay on your stomach and stare at Yunho who sat at your deck, “and guess what they told me.”

He sets the paper down on top of your computer. “Deal with it?”

“Yeah, but if you can think of harsher ways to say ‘deal with it’ then it's that.”

You watched as he grimaced to himself, the thought of actually having a soulmate bond disgusting him internally. But, he was willing to help you out.

“Why don’t we do this, what if for the first part, you talk about the soulmate bond you want.” You nod slowly and begin to sit up on your bed. “Then for the second part, I’ll try to think of something, but in my perspective so you don’t have to stress.”

You were shocked. Yunho had grown to hate the idea of soulmates because of how it was already decided on who our soulmate would be. He believed we should fall who we fall for, and you knew his parents played a big part in his belief.

“You’d do that? Are you sure?” He smiles before standing up from the chair and walking towards where you were sitting on your bed.

He pats your head softly, “For you? Why wouldn’t I?”

That moment of warmth in your chest sparked something, a feeling that could fuck up your entire friendship with Jeong Yunho. But instead of pushing it aside, you decided to fall for whoever you fall for.

***

~Year 17~

“Smile for the camera you two!” You rolled your eyes at your mom who was snapping photos of you and Yunho. “Come on, don’t be like that, smile with Yunho!”

You catch Yunho smirking at you, and you roll your eyes once more before reluctantly smiling. You both were taking photos before attending a school dance, both of your parents wanting to capture the moment.

“Okay, okay, I think you guys got enough. We’re gonna go now.” You laugh at Yunho who began to push his parents away as you were bidding goodbye to yours.

“Stay safe you two!”

***

Upon arriving at the hotel where the dance was held, your nerves began to kick in. Not because of the people, but because Yunho was your date. It wasn’t anything new with him being your date because you both have attended previous dances together. What was new are your feelings now getting involved.

Ever since he helped you with your project freshman year, you saw him differently. He was still your best friend, always has and always will be, but you felt more drawn to him as if something was pulling you towards him.

“You okay?” You hadn’t realized you stopped walking, standing off to the side where the dancefloor was.

“Yeah, sorry I thought I forgot something.” You didn’t make eye contact with him, hoping that he wouldn’t notice the embarrassment on your face.

“Alright, come on. I see some open seats. We can sit there.” You followed his lead to the corner of the room, a circular table with some seats scattered around. He pulls a chair out, signaling you to take a seat before walking around to face you. “I’m gonna get a drink and some snacks, you want anything specific?”

“Just water please.” You yelled over the booming music. He nods and quickly walks to where drinks and food are served.

Taking in your surroundings, you see that a lot of people here are bonded. Some have matching tattoos, others have words written on their arms, and you can easily tell that others are soulmates just by the look of them.

Although you would have wanted a bond, you felt lucky to have known a guy like Yunho. It doesn’t just happen where you meet someone who’s a defect and you just so happened to be a defect as well.

You blame your superstition for convincing you of the possibility that Yunho could be your soulmate. It was impossible. And even if it was, how would he react to the news? Would he be happy? Relieved? Sad or disappointed? You didn’t want to know the answer to any of those questions.

Yunho returned with two water bottles and a plate of snacks. He sets them down in front of you, taking the seat next to you.

You pop a chip into your mouth, humming at the salty taste before looking at Yunho who eyed you suspiciously. “What?” He squints, leaning forward and you lean back, eyebrows shooting up at his behavior. “What’s wrong with you?” You question before flicking his forehead, to which he winces and covers the stinging skin with his hand.

“I’m trying to read you.”

You laugh out loud. “Well stop it, you’re being weird.”

“I’m being weird? You’ve been acting so awkward ever since we took photos.” You purse your lips, choosing your words carefully.

“Just not in the mood for a school dance.” You shrug and reach for your water bottle. He eyes you again, wanting to press into it further but thankfully let it go.

“Alright, I get that. But you owe me one dance, it’s tradition.”

***

The night was soon coming to an end, only a few more songs were left on the playlist. Yunho was roaming around, talking with a few of his friends here and there while you waited at the table, not in the mood to talk to anyone.

You watched him from afar as he was talking with a few of his friends, laughing at something he said. You smiled to yourself, now processing how fond you were of your best friend. You wouldn’t say anything though, too scared to face what could possibly happen.

Haven’t realized he was approaching, you take a sip of your water, looking everywhere but him because you know what was going to happen the moment the next song began to play.

“Come on, you promised a dance and I’m not taking no for an answer.” He held his hand out, smiling down at you. Sighing, you take it as he leads you to the dance floor, silently begging your heart to stop pounding the way it is.

He turns to you, a cheeky grin on his face as he moves your free hand up to rest on his shoulder, his hand then moving to rest against your side. Your other hand was still holding onto his other as he lifted it and began swaying to the music.

He leans forwards, his mouth next to your ear as he whispers. “Isn’t this way better than last year?”

You roll your eyes at the memory, snickering as he laughs softly. “You suddenly break dancing during a slow song was not it, Yunho.”

He grins at you, the mischief in his eyes telling you that's not a good sign. “Bold of you to assume I won’t do it again.”

***

“How was the dance?” Your mom greets you at the door, a sleepy smile on her face.

“It was fun. Why are you awake?” She engulfs you in a welcome back hug, waving outside to Yunho who sat in his car, making sure you got inside safe.

“Just wanted to greet–” You turn to your mom, her expression unreadable as you tilt her head in confusion.

“What’s wrong?” She shakes her head and tells you to wait in the dining room before returning with your dad. They whisper softly to each other as your dad brings his phone out to text someone. The uneasiness settling in. “Can you both tell me what’s going on? I’m freaking out.”

Your parents sat down with a quizzical look in their eyes before speaking. “You have a mark on your wrist.”

You lifted your hand to see what mark they’re talking about before spotting a line. You examined it, laughing to yourself as you thought that maybe Yunho or someone else drew on you during the dance. “It looks like someone drew a line on me with a marker, I don’t think it’s anything serious.”

They sigh, understanding your denial before explaining what that specific mark means. Your mom took your hand with the mark, softly caressing it. “This mark grows the more you fall in love with someone. It’s a rare bond that you don’t see until you fall in love with your soulmate. It’s also probably the reason why we didn’t see anything when you turned 10.”

Everything your mom told you, you couldn’t believe. You didn’t want to believe it because it seemed impossible. You had so many questions, but only one was floating around in your mind. Does this mean that Yunho is your soulmate?

Your dad read your mind. “You fell in love with your soulmate. However, the bond won’t be sealed unless they fall in love with you and the mark appears too.”

“Hold on, does this thing keep growing?” Your mom smiles and looks back at your wrist.

“It's like a permanent bracelet. It wraps around your wrist, and grows the more you fall in love with them until it reaches your heart. But, your soulmate has to reciprocate in order for it to reach your heart.”

You nod your head, smiling to yourself before standing up for your seat. “I’m going to bed, tired from today.”

***

~Year 18~

“How does this look?” Yunho turned to give you a full show of what he was wearing. “Does this scream first date attire?” Without looking up from your phone, you shoot him a thumbs up, to which he throws one of his pillows at you. “You’re not even looking.”

You finally look up, quickly scanning what he’s wearing before nodding in approval. “Looks nice.” He smiles and sits on his bed, grabbing his phone. You tried hard to not ask so you could save yourself from the pain, but curiosity got the best of you. “Who are you going on a date with?”

He doesn’t look up from his phone, typing away at something before his gaze lands on you. “Remember the person who approached me after our graduation ceremony? It’s them.” You raised your eyebrows, nodding.

“So I assume they’re a defect?” He grins this time, looking back at his phone like he was waiting for a text or call.

“Not really. Their soulmate unfortunately passed so they did have a bond.” You tilted your head, thinking that maybe his opinions on the soulmate bond might have changed.

“So you’re saying you're okay with soulmate bonds?” He rolled his eyes, standing up to put his jacket on.

“I was never against them in the first place. I just preferred to do things my way rather than accepting the system where we’re already determined forever with someone we don’t know.”

You pushed further, “So, hypothetically, if one day you find out you do have a soulmate, would you try with them?” You watch as he stands still, face contorted in deep thought.

“Honestly? No, I wouldn’t.” He checks the time on his watch and makes a ‘tsk’ sound. “I gotta go pick them up now.”

You laugh bitterly, “Your date is at 6:30, it’s 5:30 right now.”

He gasps dramatically, placing a hand over his heart, ignoring your bitter tone. “I’m excited and you insult me for being early? Rude.”

***

It was 9 o’clock. You were waiting for Yunho to call after his date ended like he said he would. To say you were nervous was an understatement; you’re fucking heartbroken. You wanted to tell him about your mark the night of the dance when you first found out, but it was him you were in love with, meaning that he is your soulmate. You weren’t ready to lose him over this.

Your phone began to ring, his contact name popping up indicating that he was calling you. Taking a deep breath, you answered on the third ring. “How was your date?”

“Fucking fantastic.” You smiled, heart breaking but containing it because you knew he was happy from tonight. “I just dropped them off and they kissed me!” He laughed out loud and you did too because his laugh was so contagious. “I wasn’t going to make a move because it was the first date and I didn’t want to make them uncomfortable, but they did it. They really did it.”

You cleared your throat, forcing a smile onto your face. “I’m really happy for you Yunho.”

“I’m really happy too.” You heard the engine of the car in the background as he drove back home, continuing to tell you everything that happened that night.

You couldn’t seem to focus on what he was saying, every detail going in one ear and out the other. You didn’t like acting like this because he did nothing wrong, but you couldn’t help it.

“Hey, you still there? Don’t tell me you fell asleep, it's only 9:15!” You fake a yawn, trying to play it off like you were listening.

“Focus on driving.” You said as the engine turned off in the background.

“I’m already home. But give me a second, I want to talk to you about something.” You sat up straighter, a wave of anxiety crashing as you thought about what he wanted to talk about. “You still there?” You hum, waiting for him to continue as he settles back in his home.

“When you came over today to help me figure out what to wear for my date, I saw something on your wrist.”

Your heart dropped. You were caught and you don’t know how you’re going to be able to get out of it.

“I thought it was just a bracelet or something, but it really looked like a tattoo.” He pauses on the other end of the line, your breath hitching in your throat as you wait. “Is it a tattoo? Or is it what I think it is?”

Play dumb.

“What is ‘what I think it is’? Because it could be a really long birthmark.”

You heard his laugh softly before clearing his throat. “You know what I mean. Is it one of those rare soulmate marks where you have to fall in love with your soulmate in order to get it?” Your silence answered his question. There was a sour feeling in his tone when he asked another question. “Who’d you fall in love with?”

You didn’t want to tell him, not like this, not over the phone. So you diverted the question. “How did you know about this specific bond? I didn’t even know about it until my mom saw it.”

He knows what you’re doing but decides to play along. “When my parents told me about soulmates, I wanted to know about every possible bond out there so I did research.” He pauses. “Who’d you fall in love with?”

You again avoid answering. “Is mine the only rare one then?”

“From what I’ve read, yes.” Another pause. “Who’d you fall in love with?”

You slightly scoff to yourself, but he heard you loud and clear. “Why does it matter? It’s not like he’ll love me back.”

To that, he laughs. “Are you kidding? You haven’t even tried to find out. If you don’t want to tell me who yet, then tell me when you found out at least.”

“No, that defeats the purpose.” This time, he’s the one scoffing.

“What’s wrong with telling me? I’m literally your best friend and you won’t tell me.” There was silence. You weren’t sure if you should tell him or not, but it’ll end badly if you don’t tell him anything at all. One thing you do know for sure is that you can’t lie to him.

He beats you and speaks first. “Are you scared I’ll look at you differently?” Feeling nervous, he quickly talks before you again. “I won’t look at you differently. Nothing will change our friendship, You don’t have to be scared to tell–”

“The dance, junior year.” You cut him off. “My mom saw it when I got home from the dance after you dropped me off.” It was silent, so you took the cue to continue. “Believe me, I didn’t know I had a soulmate. And I accepted the fact that I didn't, which is why I was so shocked. I didn’t tell you because, one, I didn’t know how you would react, and two,” you pause, voice stopping you from continuing.

“...Two?” He asks, waiting for you to say it. To confirm it.

“It’s you who I’m in love with.”

***

~Year 21~

You wait in the booth at a cafe, your date waiting in line to order both of your drinks before heading out for your 1 year anniversary.

It was winter session, so no school for a few weeks, which gives you time to relax and finally be able to breathe without homework forcing you to stay awake. You were determined to take advantage of this break, knowing that you’ll be able to spend time with the person you love.

As he waits in line, you look out the window, admiring the small snowflakes falling and all the couples walking hand in hand. Your eyes caught a few of them as you grinned, now feeling the amount of love in the air.

It was a beautiful sight and you couldn’t wait to get out there and experience that feeling yourself.

***

~Year 26~

“Yunho!” You knew he had to be home, his car was in the driveway.

“Yeah babe, I’m here.” You see him emerge from the hallway, a goofy smile on his face. You laugh and quickly take your coat off before engulfing him in a hug. You felt your heart warm up. Your mark reaches where your heart is, creating a beautiful flower, thus solidifying the bond you had with your soulmate, and your best friend.

“What’d you do on your day off?” You ask as he leads you to the kitchen.

He shrugs, eyes avoiding yours. “Oh you know, the usual.” You take a seat at the kitchen island, giggling as he heats up some leftovers.

“You mean to say you played video games all day?”

“Yep, and you can’t blame me.” You grin at him when he turns back to look at you.

“No I really can’t.” You pucker your lips, silent asking for a kiss. He laughs in embarrassment before leaning in to give you a soft kiss.

***

~Year 29~

You purse your lips together in attempts to control the sob trying to escape your mouth. You look down, your eyesight getting more blurry as tears continue to stream down your face.

Yunho, who holds the same expression, holds a smile. He contains his shaky voice, telling you once again that he adores and loves you. How he wants to spend the rest of his life with you. His soulmate.

“What do you say best friend? Will you marry me?”

You look up at the sky, thanking the universe that they brought this man to you. That he was yours and you are his. That even though the hardships, you both were able to get past them together.

“You don’t have to ask me twice.”

***

~Year 32~

“It’s your turn.” You faintly heard Yunho grumble beside you. You mumble incoherently as he shoves you to wake up. “I did it yesterday, baby. It’s your turn.”

You groan, finally forcing yourself to wake up. You glance at the clock on your night stand, checking the time. It was almost 6am. You stood up and stretched your arms quickly before walking over to the crib where your baby boy lay awake.

“Hi there, my love, good morning.” You spoke softly to not startle him or your husband who was lying in bed. “Time for breakfast, huh?”

Reaching inside the crib, you carried him out of the room and into the kitchen to prepare his bottle. “Are you hungry?” You smile at him, poking his belly to which he just stared at you. You frown, but it quickly turned into a grin. “Not a morning person, huh? You’re just like your dad, oh god.”

“He’ll take that as a compliment.” You turn to look at your husband who stretched by the doorframe.

“I thought you were sleeping.” You take the bottle and begin to feed your son as Yunho approaches you, wrapping his arms around you and being careful to not disturb your child.

“I got lonely.” You snort to yourself as he places a soft kiss on your cheek, your heart warming at the affection.

“Of course you did.”

***

~Year 21~

You were too distracted looking out the window of the cafe to notice San had placed your drink on the table. “Ready to go?” He shoots you a soft smile, his hand held out for you to take.

You look back out the window, seeing your once best friend in a shop with the person he fell in love with. The mark that reminded you of the pain that night you told him continuing to grow, wrapping around your wrist, following up your arm, over your shoulder, crossing your back, and around your waist to the front of your chest, just barely reaching your heart. Did his mark ever grow once?

You looked at San, eyes crinkling as you beam at him, excitement crossing your features as you take his hand. It’s better to move on than wallow in pain. “I’m ready.”

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Hello my Saplings! 🌱 It is I, your Wannabe woodland Elf who Loves to Crochet! 🧶😊 My my, it has been a while hasn't it 😅 I apologize for my absence! I've been going through a heck of a lot within the past year, and I believe I have finally found footing on the ground 😊 I'm very greatful for everything I've been through the past year, for it's been a huge learning experience! I'm also super Greatful to all the new friends I have made since then as well! 🥺👉👈 To my new friends, and friends who've stuck with me through it all, You have no idea how much yall have gotten me through such wonky rough spots, but I thank you!! Thank you for showing me kindess when I needed it most! 💚 Thank you for showing me peace within the chaos. 💚 Just thank you for being there. Really, I mean it from the bottom of my heart! 💚 🧶🧶🧶 Now onto business! 😎 So, within my absence I haven't been crafting nearly as much as I used to, but I did happen to make a few wonderful pieces 😊 I'll be showing them off here soon, and I'll be updating my inventory as well! 😁 Currently I'm not taking a lot of customs, for my full time job keeps me pretty busy! 😅 But y'all are welcome to throw suggestions my way, and I'd love to try them out! 😁 💚💚💚 In this photo, I'm wearing a Caplet I made for my Halloween costume! I'll be showing a video soon of what it looks like! In the background is a wall hanging I made as well! Anyways, I hope Y'all have an amazing day! ☀️😁 💚💚💚 Caplet pattern by @thevegetariandragon Yarn on Caplet by @redheartyarns Color of yarn - Olive Tree of life necklace by @rawearthvibes Citrine necklace by @wildquartz Sun Glass Dred bead by @thirdeyegypsys Oh So BohoWall hanging pattern by @loveandstitchh @peace.2u dyed my Dred 💚 🌱 🌱 🌱 🌱 🌲 #mcktreecrochet #mcktree #natureinspired #elfgirl #mcktreecrochetfb #mcktreecrochetetsy #etsyseller #isellonetsy #handmadeitems #crochetgirl #woodelf #woodlandelf #crochetaddict #crochetinsta #caplet #loveandstitchpattern #crochetersofinstagram #crochetcaplet #crochetinspiration #redheartyarns #redheartyarn #crochethandmade #crochetaddicted #yarnspirations #redheartmetallicyarn #redheartmetallic #olivegreen (at Everett, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWdq8m-JrFx/?utm_medium=tumblr