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You mentioned having a ton of doodles, would you ever consider making a sketch dump post?
sure, why not? here's a bunch from this year for ur browsing enjoyment... it's a mixed bag of lots of different brain rot, merch i didn't make, and planning illustrations (most of which i thought about coloring and then promptly gave up. lol)
#ASK EVER#saiouma#is the only one im gonna tag bc theres a lot of them in here... im always thinking of u 310#it's been hard to draw lately... i hope my brainworms come back home soon#ever makes art
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)
like, i get it’s a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus far… maybe we’ll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guess…
#there’s like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d y—#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read it… man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know you’re unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anyway…#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins there…#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think there’s a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about right…#b u t if there’s the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l s—#i think we’ll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heck’s going on with vol 2’s chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchan… it’s as though she can only love herself if she’s dolled up as chuutan…#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions she’s thinking of herself as chuutan… maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when she’s at home in her own room…#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of what’s about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t if—#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soon… we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi no—#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and they’re just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#it’d make the most sense for an anime series at this point… since chizuchan is marketable and it’s set in the same anime verse#so there’s no inconsistencies to retcon and such…#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! we’d be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#…but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok that’s enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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slams a fist on the desk.
#shit oh my god i only have three scenes left to write.#nabi gyu ur gonna come out of the oven sOON.#AFTER HOW MANY MONTHS GOSH#its currently at 38k BAHAHAHAH#well....three more scenes unless i decide to add more HUSHJNDSKAK#i'm going out to work on research today but i hope we can finish eaRLY i'm vibrating to write more when i get home.#u don't know how cathartic it is to finally write these 2 specific scenes that have been haunting me for months and months.#going 2 cry.#i miss beomgyu.#i started crying yesterday when miracle started playing on shuffle u don't understand.
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frolicking in the real world sorry guys
for now i hope you guys like this cool glass swan i saw at a dimsum place
#✧ chatting !#that picture is awful but i was rushing to take it cause we were leaving LOL#cousins are coming over to see me i think soon . . . . ive been busy greeting and hanging w family lol#i ate a bunch of good food !!!!!!#and got somecool presents for my family back home 👍👍 im excited#i hope they like them#i got my parents some cute mugs . . . and my sisters some cute figurine thingies#and i got this ?? thing u build. idk how to describe it but i cant wait to put it together i am going tk show it off to everyone LMAO#we also got some yummy bakery stuff . . . lots and lota of stuff yahooo#its been a good start of spring break 👍👍#i alos made some tentative plans w a friend later in the week so thatll be fun . . . !!!!!!
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when everything on bin taesoo's phone seems to be about harper — @sunchases .
#sunchases#taesoo & harper : bond .#handcrafted flower crowns : edits .#A LIL GIFT FOR U !! GAY PPL#it seemed fitting given the fact that#they were the first thing we talked about#our babies...#him n r.an were bickering n being childish and#she always says h.arp.er is her new brother when that happens#all >:c#she loves him v v much too ok#and talking abt plans as a couple w s.ky.... it makes me soft#s.ash.a has been bothering them for ages to meet h.arp.er too#n s.oo def sent that text to harper w a pic of him#on the couch w all the cats (a.strid clinging to him ofc)#telling him to come back home soon bc they miss him!!!#anyway i hope u like this c:#just wanted to make a lil thing
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part 2 of my cat shelves/living room improvements. I wanted to build something to house consoles/electronics while doubling as a place for my cat to climb on.
This was a lot of fun to build, and it became sort of a collaborative effort! I'd been brainstorming a way to support it that would still look good (the shelf alone weighs about 30 lbs) and my mum suggested the diagonal braces so the weight is mostly on the foundation wall, with 2 smaller brackets under the top shelf to hold it to the wall. And later when I wasn't sure what colour to paint the inside, @tacgnologist suggested painting it white and getting LEDs which is the best $20 I've spent recently, I love how it looks.
#garryposting#diy#woodworking#my brother has given me free reign over a cache of spare plywood so watch out! i got more ideas coming soon#literally had a dream about home improvement projects last night what have i become#also vanth i hope its ok to tag u in this! its the part im most pleased with so i felt like credit where credit is due LOL
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will we be getting the rosie x judy 3-part piece soon? i love them so much 😭
HI SWEET ANON!!!!! apologies for being a day late to this! 😭
THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE ON JUDY X ROSIE!!!! it means so so much, as getting to write for them has been so much fun + getting to explore judy and rosie together in this capacity but also as characters themselves has been so fun! i won’t lie …. this semester i’m having less time than i thought i would with being able to write so i’ve been quite limited sadly 😭 but at the moment, i have a bunch of prompts in my inbox to get to AND have the 3-parter on my mind and for the time being, might do more work on the 3-parter as my next hull of work! i’m hoping to manage some time to work on it today and tomorrow and *possibly* have it out during the week? (at least the first part haha!) but we shall see!!! busy is an understatement i fear 😭😭😭
THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE!!!!!! truly! <3
#judy x rosie u will always be famous#forever chaotic af#live laugh love them fr#anyway#thank u sweet anon#i’m hoping soon but literally my semester is BUSY AF 😭#meetings/lab time in mornings#classes all afternoon/into night#coming home = exhausted / doing work / sleeping LMAO#weekends = working#😭😭😭#BUT i am being better about giving myself mental rest and usually writing is that break so!#HOPEFULLY! SOON!
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aims for some reason your posts never appear on my dash anymore >:( tumblr is trying to keep us apart </3
SOBBB ;( !!! tumblr please don’t separate us !! if you can’t see my posts then what is this all for .. </3
#me when i’m gatsby and solely post just for u to see :(#LMFOASKJSJS#but i think it’s a tumblr glitch goin around bc ive noticed this too#a lot of my mooties posts hide in the for you tab and i’m like !!!!#ofc it’s for me T^T !! need my mooties to come home (on dash) stat !!!#sigh i really hope they fix it soon bc i feel like im missing stuff </3#𐔌‧。˚ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅꜱ ֢#⋆˙ᰔ ֢ 𓂃 rylie .ᐟ
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checked the hellsite to see if anyone else was experiencing Technical Difficulties™️ and the ao3 tag is fucking trending 💀
#the memes are SENDING ME omg#i saw someone say a homophobic hate group is behind the ddos attack but i feel like ao3 is so insular??#like how would u know abt it if u arent on there yknow?? esp if u actively hate The Gays#idk its v strange i hope my beloved fic website comes home from the war soon lmao#not dw#ao3 shenanigans#ao3
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sigh… come home to my heart etc etc
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ok not posting pics now bc no one will see it but my outfit fuckimg popped off tonight all 3 drag performers i saw complimented me on it either before or after the show and i am definitely letting that go to my gay little head 😌🌈
#it was sm fun#i was on a date and they are so fucking cute and hot and sweet and i hope we hang out again soon ahhhhhh#it was supposed to just be a coffee date but then invited me to this punk/drag show going on later and i was like 👀#i couldn’t imagine the combo at the time but it was SO GOOD#i need more of that in my life#one of the performers was so fucking hot oh my GOD i was losing it#anyways#a good day#my feet are SORE and my ears are prob mad at me but at least we bought earplugs after the first set bc we were like damn this shit loud#why didn’t we think of this sooner lol#but it was cute#i never know how to like#make any moves esp the first time i’m hanging out w someone irl#but i wanted to kiss soooooo bad omg#we texted once i got home and seems like the vibes are rheee#there* lol#not getting my hopes up bc u never know but idk#future rowyn i hope that y’all have made it work or someone else just as cute n sweet has come along <3#future rowyn#rowyn rambles
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it has literally been 84 years I’m so glad my mans out of prison
#gojo come home the kids missed u#and by kids I mean yuuji and megumi#I don’t know if nobara can miss him#hope we find out soon#ITS LITERALLY BEEN 3 FUCKING YEARS#jjk#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen
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my sibling is coming over n spending the night wit us in our new apartment which is the only thing keeping me going thru this fucking shift <3
#i rly miss like. coming home 2 them#i hope we live together again soon. its weird living w someone for 20 yrs n then one day u just dont anymore
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how is it already the 18th OMG the finalo being released on streaming platforms too. ITS been a whole year holy shit.
#its 18th so that means its almost the 19th aaajshahahUJuauuauaujauau#i actually was supposed to work tomorrow but there's no way. im gonna be an emotional mess so im skipping it 🐈⬛#also on the 20th im going to a funeral ahahaa how ironic#and then the 21st announcement IM PISSING MY PANTS IM SO SCARED but excited#hopefully ill have some free time in these next few days.#Ily BT and acchan thank u for not making me kms even when things are so hard#Im so busy and exhausted im literally sleepwalking#i miss spending so much time w. my fave band and i feel so lonely irl#i miss my mom too#it was her d🐈⬛🐈⬛th anniversary 2 days ago and i feel so sorry. i was so occupied by work i almost forgot#i love you mom im sorry i couldnt even go to the cemetery this time around. When ill be at the funeral ill make sure to visit#please protect her too#ive been really touch deprived and really helpless. i wish youd come home and stroke my hair and tell me its gonna be alright. I always tel#myself that at 20 i shouldnt be so reliant on my parents#but i dont know how to become an adult honestly#i wish someone would show me#i want someone to tell me it wont always be so dark and exhausting#ive always been independent#but i just need my mommy now honestly#i miss you so much#i should get ready for work! I love you please kiss acchan for me too#and issay and all the others in heaven#Im sorry all for being so stupid here again. I feel so terrible for not visiting her grave on a special day because I WAS SO BUSY#please dont take away my only joy man#i cant continue working if i cant even say hi to mom and Acchan ahhah#man im gonna be late#love you all#hopefully in the next few days ( tomorrow) ill give some life signals#things are not good! but ill hope theyll be better soon
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