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on GOD we’re gonna see those old men kiss someday bro
#i have to believe that#destiel#deancas#spn#dean winchester#castiel#spn s16#spn revival#every time i make a post like this i have to do a lot of soul searching to decide if i want to tag it w jenmish/cockles
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Just thinking about them, and how this episode was a turning point in their relationship. Jim willing to protect her at any cost, armor or no. Claire seeing him for who he really is for the first time. Not the slacker fuck-up who misses play rehearsal and trashed her house.... but the hero struggling under the weight of two worlds who saved her and wants to save her brother because he cares for her, and because it's the right thing to do. And in return... she saves him. And I'm reminded that this scene won't happen... and it makes me horribly sad.
#I'm supposed to be finishing jlaire art... but I'm too depressed#I hate that fucking movie so much for what it took#jlaire#I need to know they get back to each other#I have to believe that#jim lake jr#claire nuñez#tales of arcadia#trollhunters#toa#toa trollhunters#trollhunters tales of arcadia#trollhunters toa#toa wizards#rott#rott salt#rise of the titans
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ok so i've been rewatching the good place recently and there was once scene in season 2 episode 6 that stood out to me.
the scene between michael and janet in his office where michael refuses to kill her. "why are you making such a big deal about turning me into a marble forever?" "because of reasons. there are reasons. they exist, and I just don't want to explain them right now." "what are the reasons?" "they're reasons, janet!" "okay, but what are they?"
"the reason is friends!"
after he says this, we see michael blink in shock over the fact that he actually, truly cares for someone. it surprises him that he even has the ability to care. it humanizes michael to the audience by showing that even after years of nihilism, he still cares somewhere deep down. this is the first time we've seen michael express his feelings honestly. and it feels raw and real in a way that is emphasized so well in the show. before this moment, michael was trying to form excuses over his reluctance to kill janet, i.e. 'vicky will find out' 'we need you to escape to the real good place' etc etc. after the shock has set in, michael stands by his statement.
"but for me, our… our relationship has become important. you're my oldest, my truest, my most loyal friend. i can't just get rid of you and replace you with some other janet I don't even know."
in this moment we see michael recognize the value of external connection and companionship. the realization that things, that people matter to him.
i talk a lot about michael, but this moment also humanizes janet. i mean this in a way that's different from michael. throughout the show so far, we've seen janet as a comic relief, or as someone who really isn't very fleshed out as a character. she's mostly used as a device on the show for the main characters to gain items or knowledge for their own benefit. it's established very early on that she's not human and therefore does not have feelings. however, as we progress through the show, after all of the reboots, we see janet begin to develop feelings. she becomes more human because of that. additionally, this scene impacts janet as well. this is because it's different for janet to matter to someone not just because she's useful to them. michael values her because she's his friend, because he cares about her. not what she can provide him. maybe it started like that, but now, she has value outside of being useful. it shows janet that she is not replaceable, no matter what she may think. however, even with her developing psyche, she's still pragmatic to a fault. insisting that killing her is the choice that causes the most good.
in fact, now that i think about it, this is an interpretation of the trolley problem presented for michael. 'kill his closest friend to save the neighborhood, or not kill her and let the neighborhood be destroyed, and his experiment deemed a failure, risking retirement'
in the previous episode titled "the trolley problem" we see michael's fickle grasp of ethics as he plots on how to cause the most carnage. however now, when faced with the exact scenario in a way that applies to him, he is unable to do anything. he chooses to save janet's life, risking the entire experiment, his future, and the existence of everyone else. and is that selfish, sure. but it shows that michael has grown. that he prioritizes the people he cares about over all else. it shows that michael is loyal, a trait we have not seen him display so far in the show.
anyway, what was i on about again? oh right, the importance of michael and janet's relationship in the development of both of their characters. about how friendship, having people to lean on, being vulnerable, caring, having external support can help you build yourself into a better person. i think that good place is a show centered on the belief that everyone can change, that it is never too late to improve oneself. the good place shows that being "good" is a choice. that you have to choose it over and over and over again. and that even in this bleak world, it matters. all you can do is be kind and caring and good towards others, and i think this is the moment where michael chose it for the first time.
#when i say that scene stood out to me i mean i spent the last 10 minutes sobbing about it#maybe i'm completely wrong#i'm not really sure but all i know is that it matters#our choices matter#i have to believe that#i'm sorry about how long and unhinged this ramble is#in all likelihood it makes no sense but i feel like i had to say it#the good place#tgp#michael and janet#anya's unhinged rambles
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Foolish ate hotdogs threw up in a cup spilt it on someone said they would come back with a napkin and never returned
Is it true??? I believe its true all of his stories r true either way
Edit: it was false but I don't fucking believe him
#foolish#tubbo#tubbathon#tubbo liveblogging#i have to believe that#like its foolish were talking about#liar liar
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good luck
thank you
good luck to you too, hypno, I know you need it
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6k in and my head is about to explode. STILL not allowed to say what i want :(
#this fic is going to get negative notes i can already tell lmao#the scope of appeal is so stupidly narrow#but That Does Not Matter#i have to believe that#its for ME#its what i want to see and its what makes me happy#i will never put this in a real post because i would be immediately dragged into the square and burned for hypocrisy#but i think its worth saying#this is rasmr specific i dont know about any other fandoms so dont take this as a universal rule#if you go into your favourite tag variant (e.g. 'redacted [x character name]' or 'redacted [genre]')#and sort by 'top' rather than 'latest'#i would like you to scroll down until you find fic#by which i specifically mean PROSE - not bulletpoints or hcs or matchups or those sorts of things#(this is not to say that those things aren't good or worthy of respect - they ARE - but that's not what i'm talking about here)#i would like you to just think about how long it takes you to find a fic in there#because surprise! it's almost certainly longer than you would hope or indeed expect#now........ i wonder why that is?#i don't mean to sound egotistical or selfish or self-aggrandising through all this#but.... you know. fic writers - during their one life on this earth - put in an AWFUL lot of their real time and energy and love into this#into writing things for other people who they will never know or meet to enjoy for FREE on the internet#i don't think you can be surprised that it's a bit disheartening to do all that and then be met with basically silence#it's like cooking for people yk?#some fics are more complex/longer/time-intensive than others - in the way that making a five-course meal is more work than making a sandwic#but if someone made that food for you - whether it was a cookie or an entire christmas dinner - you'd still say thank you...... right?#you wouldn't just take it from them and leave the room - then eat it in total silence where they can't see - and then not say anything...?#if you liked it - or even if you didn't! - wouldn't you still say thank you? wouldn't you tell them that it was nice and you enjoyed it?#that you liked the ingredients they chose or the way they cooked it or the toppings they chose to put on it?#for the sake of everyone whose ever cooked you a meal i hope you would#because i'll tell you something for free - you will be scrolling on that tag for an uncomfortably long time. why is that?#because reblogs/comments/kudos/likes are to fic writers what 'thank you' is to a cook
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Cursed Books Are As Old As Written Language, As Is Their Cure. There Is More Than One Way To Despell Yourself. Hold Steady, Little Tree, You Will Survive.
Best Of Luck.
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Thank you, little fairy in my inbox.
#it will be ok#I will be ok#I have to believe that#I will be fine#almost over#almost done#the croakerverse#the muppet joker#wisteria answers#cursed book
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makes me feel a little less sick thinking about money to find out nearly half of the UK has less than £1000 in savings and the average for my age group is only £3000 like. ok…..
#it’s not great and i’m in a different situation bc i’m like#bc i’ve been living on the savings i did have for the last couple years#and aren’t employed rn and likely won’t be for a little while yet#but money anxiety eats me alive sometimes even when it’s like. spending money someone gifted me for my birthday or xmas or something#so idk#maybe this is all oversharing but eHHH it’s only the same like 3 ppl who seem to read my posts anyway#one day i won’t stress about every penny i spend#one day i won’t feel like i’m stuck existing in one tiny room living with family#one day i will feel strong enough to get a job again#one day i will be happy#i have to believe that#it’s hard lately tho
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wow.fuck this jonah guy man. stopping chimneys heart like its some game??? thats a life we’re talking about
i can’t wait till he’s dead or behind bars
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last night I dreamed I was standing on the bleachers again listening to the soft sound of the waves from the other side of the trees
and I started running through the overgrown grass, across hot pavement and down damp sand, washed up red brick fragments digging into my feet until I felt the water cold on my toes
and I jumped and it hit me like a tidal wave, shocking the breath out of my lungs with the taste of salt, my city reaching up to catch me, and I was home
#this one is gonna come true I can feel it#I’m terrified of leaving Boston because I know what it is to come home to find home’s changed so much it’s unrecognizable#you will never make it back to any place you leave and find it like you left it#and when you leave home you know you can’t go back#but I AM coming back#I have to believe that#and when I do carson beach will be waiting#it’s only four years I am NOT getting stuck in the Midwest for the rest of my life#not goodbye just see ya later XD#snailtalk
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today wasn't as shitty as i thought it would be, but i believe that i'll have something better soon
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Given that while I move into Layton, I am gripped by an almost paralyzing fear that the same thing that happened with Ace Attorney is going to happen again, that Professor Layton is going to end up doing something that I cannot forgive, I understand this on a deeply personal level.
#layton brothers mystery room#Lucy baker#Alfendi Layton#professor Layton#all my hope is pinned on him now#I don’t know what I’ll do if he lets me down#a true gentleman would never#i HAVE to believe that#queue takumi defense squad#professor cody
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ok i said this after the truth video i think. but after the dust settles from this it really feels like everything is on the table and i won’t be as stressed anymore- not because nothing bad will come out ever again bc well. men in powerful places. but idk. it’s always been like this
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I've been away for some time.
Life has been rough I truly won't sugarcoat it. From overworking, lack of genuine rest, losing a close family member, and slowly feeling more alone in the world. It has taken its toll on me.
But I remember why I used to love coming on here so much. The friends are irreplaceable and I love them all dearly, but this place helped me feel like time wasn't shooting by. My days felt like the actual length of days.
So for those who care to read, I'll be here more frequently. And unlike I ever did before, I'll probably actually post about myself and my life as things carry onward.
P.s. thanks to all the spam accounts for giving me even more followers. Weird as hell, but spam accounts gonna do what they do.
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Remember this fact when you feel hopeless. Yes, things look bleak. But we are all still fighting and change is happening. As good things happen, bad people fight it as hard and vicious as they can. Because they feel the world change in a way they ultimately cannot stop. We will persevere.
“At the same time, families across the country face excruciating decisions to relocate to a different state to protect their children from dangerous and hateful anti-LGBTQI+ laws, which target transgender children, threaten families, and criminalize doctors and nurses. These bills and laws attack our most basic values and freedoms as Americans: the right to be yourself, the right to make your own medical decisions, and the right to raise your own children. Some things should never be put at risk: your life, your safety, and your dignity.”
That’s an excerpt from President Biden’s Proclamation on Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer and Intersex Pride Month, 2024.
In my lifetime, we’ve gone from the White House press secretary laughing uproariously at AIDS patients and making sneering accusations of members of the press corps only asking about AIDS because they were gay to POTUS supporting the rights of trans people, trans kids, in a proclamation of national recognition of Pride.
No, more plainly, we’ve come to this point in the last fifteen years.
The depth, breadth and speed of this progress is astounding, especially as it has coexisted with absolute regression and a constant state of attack of LGBTQIA rights from Republicans.
Do not take this for granted.
#queer life#queer#some of you will think of it as performative#and to a degree#it certainly is#but its a stepping stone to a better world#I have to believe that
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work all night on a drink of rum
daylight come and me wan go home
stack banana til the morning come
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#someone suggested i turn off reblogs. to that i say. i’m not a fucking quitter#esp when i get to see my husband dancing in my notifs every time this gets a note#since this reached 30k notes i wanted to say that people in the notes saying you shouldn’t feel safe around horses are right#story time :) when i was very little i got kicked in the face by a horse.#obviously this is very dangerous and i could have been concussed but there was no bleeding or bruising or no teeth knocked out#so my family didn’t believe me and even tried to convince me that it never happened at all. accused me of lying about it#it was specifically my grandma (who i realized much later in life was extremely emotionally abusive) who insisted i was lying.#but i remember it clearly. i know that it happened. i know that it struck my front teeth and knocked me to the ground#and i have never felt safe around horses since <3 or my family actually#ahem. i always felt safe around my grandparents. ‘‘not anymore’’ said knife grandma#are you still reading this?#reality is an illusion the universe is a hologram#you just lost the game#speaking of loss#|#|/#||#|_
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