#i have so many thoughts about this rn
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There is A Lot To Unpack. And I love this season a LOT. It has a darker vibe than the rest of the seasons, and it's written well, especially episode 4 and beyond. It's damn good, omg. Literally the only season that can rival it in my mind is s3, but I don't even know if s3 is actually better than it anymore. And I still keep thinking about that one scene in episode 4 that made me cry because I'm soft and weak and wasn't expecting that and its ending me.
#i have so many thoughts about this rn#im such a sucker for series that are more dark but the main characters remain okay#which is evident by my favorite single book and my favorite book series which are both ones that most people probably havent heard of but#theyre SO GOOD#but also super extremely dark#i also REALLY love the witcher#im glad tdp isnt as dark as those but im so glad that it is getting dark while still keeping everyone safe#there were times in there where i legit wanted to go feral and yelled and had my blanket grasped in my fist and was barely my teeth in anger#cuz im also way too protective for my own good like rayla is but the...outcomes made it go from being terrifying to good fuckin angst#also my god will this season fuel some GOOOOD fuckin shit for rayllum holy shit#all the characters were also so good this season too and i can tell that they made everyone seem a bit more mature than before or at least#thats how it seemed to me and i grately appreciate that#i legit need to stop talking before i spoil some truly big stuff. but yeah. holy shit i fucking love this season. its so good#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp season 5#tdp s5#i keep thinking about that one scene from episode 4 with the beautiful iconic tdp music that plays during happy moments and its making me so#soft and emotional#hello new scene that imma probably replay multiple times during rewatches#i dont do that a super ton in this show but there are about 5 scenes i do that with in the show and 2 of those i usually watch like 4 times#each time while crying because they hit me on an extremely personal level and are like free therapy for me because they really highlight#some of the main ways i relate heavily to rayla and how i need to work on having a better image of myself and self love so they make me#fucking sob every time but in a both painful and healing way cuz it both hurts but also feels real good when callum reminds her of how good#she is. and 1 of those scenes was in the thing from episode 4 that killed me this season. aka the main scene i cry at is the oasis scene#when rayla breaks down cuz...ive had multiple breakdowns where i said the exact same things to beat myself up some alone and some with my#friend to comfort me and then he comforted me similar to how callum did with rayla: so naturally and in such a meaningful way that helped a#lot to help remind me to feel better about myself. but just. well. without the kissing lol. but yeah. the other scene was the one on the#back of the ambler when callum was reminding rayla why shes amazing. the one highlighted in the end of the short story. which also ended me#to read and i keep thinking about that too cuz of how much what he said stuck with rayla (and with me tbh). and now this scene just makes me
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ghost of you
super quick Sua screencap redraw to celebrate the new video release - no I was not expecting it to be Like That and yes I was devastated
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#alien stage#mizisua#alnst#alnst sua#why is the acronym so hard to type correctly#drawing doomed yuri on valentines day </3#was not planning to make alnst fanart but i was contemplating violence and that reminded me of the show#long story short 3/4 of a class i'm in failed an exam#and the prof refuses to acknowledge that maybe he needs to revise his teaching methods#instead of blaming all of us for being stupid#anyway this isnt about him#i saw someone call sua the dead wife and wow so true#flashback queen#hyuna was actually my fave...time to pick a new one i guess!#now that im putting the art and the ref side by side i can see a billion mistakes#i will say the warmer tones + sua smiling more is on purpose tho#call it mizi vision with those rose tinted glasses#u ever think about how the ppl you love can haunt you#there have been so many times i thought a stranger was someone i knew bc i recognized their hair or clothes or the way they laugh#(yes lord huron is stuck in my head rn)
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Oh, love. I'm merely waiting until you're happy. So hurry up, mon cher.
#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#loustat#otp: all my love belongs to you#my edit#my gifs#pretend these are pretty#seriously tho the way his gaze lingers on louis' mouth is all i can think about rn..............#i have many more thoughts about this but i will save them for a reblog tag rant so tumblr doesn't zap my post into the void lol
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May have finished the game but he’s still on the mind. This is also my 200th Emmy doodle. 🫣
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#a simple doodle cos I’m still tired and reeling from the game#and I haven’t the energy to finish any of my bigger ideas rn#Emmy in black will always be such a look#and glasses of course#hehe shdidhd#I have so many thoughts about him and my rook’s romance with him#need to draw em all#can’t believe I hit 200 what the hell#wonder how long I can keep it up#it’ll slow eventually
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was gonna do a full post with more designs, but it's already taking me way too long to post these, so whatever. here's some of my uu designs. <3 they're very basic, and i will do a more detailed sheet with different arcs (?) in mind, but it will take me way too long, i fear. so you can have those for now. ^_^ they're all from like... a month ago? maybe more.
#☆ my art .#unstable universe#i don't have many like notes to list about my designs because i can't put my thoughts to words very well#plus i wrote out some initial ones that i had so yeah#still figuring out what to do with dean#i like the thought of him jsut being a guy.#like everyone is some type of creature or a hybrid#and dean is just... a guy.#i think it's silly#i'm gonna do other relevant characters like ken wato minute luigi etc too#i just cant promise when or how soon#might add more things when im more coherent#i have a slight fever rn uhh.#parrotx2#wifies#deanthebean9#wemmbu#eggchan#princezam#spokeishere#mapicc#planetlord#i think thats all of them
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Guess what I just finished
#ff#ffxiv#and but just I mean last night#sesame#Kaiien#saffron#Alphinaud#Alisaie#Thancred#urianger#yshtola#Ryne#piece that’s good enough I’m willing to post it solo#I’m so emmotional rn I have so many thoughts about the story rn and I’m inflicting so much damage to Kaiien and Sesame hahahahahhahahahahaha
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So let me get this straight:
Hollow knight is about the journey of a small creature possessing the corpse of a god's discarded child, and the character arc that unfolds as they realize they're more than the path they were set to take, eventually defeating the corruption instead of merely postponing inevitable destruction.
Rain world is about the journeys and experiences of many small creatures sent by a bunch of gossiping computers, and the efforts to help stop the destruction caused by a corrupted god that unfolds over hundreds of years, all to postpone his inevitable death.
Man, video games are fun!

#rain world spoilers#hollow knight spoilers#gonna ruin both games in one fell swoop for y'all kekekek#I have SO MANY THOUGHTS about rainworld rn#I also have many thoughts about hk but I've been sharing those for years already#Truthfully I haven't talked to Moon in the final campaign yet#I'm afraid to#Rain world plays like a novel you can't set down#Every time you open the game there's more to see#Not to mention just how ridiculously high the skill floor can get#You can absolutely play the game without learning any tech or even caring about the lore at all#But when you really get into it? Aw man it's just absolutely infatuating#hollow knight#art#rain world
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I need to chew both of them like a stress toy
#senart#solarballs#i hate them i hate earth (proceeds to draw only them for the rest of the day)#ANYWAY HC#earth changes his clothes a lot but he usually wears tshirts. Or he would just wear same thing until it felt uncomf to be wearing it#its either new outfit every earth day or the same fit for a whole week theres no in between#i have so many thoughts about him man why does my brain always pick these kinds of characters#AND LUNA IM SO SORRY YOUR DESIGN IS SO BLAND 😭😭 ILL DO YOU BETTER NEXT TIME#sigh i totally dont have favorites#i ll write more later man im so hungry rn i cant thinkmn
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little sunshines ☀️
#the band ghost#fawn's art#nameless ghoulettes#nameless ghouls#sunshine ghoulette#ghost fanart#HI HELLO I'M ALIVE#uuuh rip that thing i wanted to do in october lmao 🥲✋️ i got a huuuge loss of motivation#slowly trying to get back into it rn <3#but anyway!! i changed her design a bit to fit better with my hcs#i plan on sharing them cuz i have. SO many thought about sunshine summoning.#i don't know when!!! but i will!!!#*thoughts#>:(#OKAY HOPE Y'ALL ARE HAVING A NICE DAY/NIGHT <3
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how im feeling abt 34 + some faroe au doodles
#i have so many thoughts on malevolent rn#and my aus#begging everyone to come send me asks i just fucking love talking about it#but oh my god. in shambles#i love my little johns#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john doe#john malevolent#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#faroe lester#faroe malevolent#the butcher#dennis collins#privateeyes#daniel malevolent#the king in yellow
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Caught up with BNHA manga, I love criticizing the worldbuilding but also I love watching deku being insane. Superhero avatar-state makes for some good shenanigans.
#doodle#i have so many thoughts on highschool superhero anime rn i am literally losing words and losing track of what i want to talk about
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thinking about the detective & Rebecca's dynamic sm on this wednesday. the special hell of feeling alone so early on in life. knowing that in stories sometimes grief can bring families together, but not yours. looking at every future relationship or fling or situationship through the lens of being deeply, fundamentally unlovable. because why wouldn't you? what kind of lesson does absence teach? what lesson must be taken away to survive it? even if it's bred from necessity, what does that teach the mc about themselves? will they even know love when they first see it, especially if that love does not look the way they recognize. if it does not look like begging?
#i may or may not be writing a fic about this#but i have so many thoughts rn#i love complex mother x daughter dynamics and even though r meant well it is so messy#that wound can never be fully healed#only maintained & repaired and nurtured#twc#rebecca x mc#anyways in case you couldnt tell kira is romancing A#oc: kira#the wayhaven chronicles
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" just know that i'm always here for you, okay? "
i'm finally finishing up my s2 rewatch and getting to the 24th episode awoke a beast in me. so i wanted to make a fake screenshot based on some of their lore that takes place during that episode. i think they'd end up having a heart-to-heart moment since kuroba went through similar struggles after their grandfather's own hospitalization...
also have a bonus doodle bc i need to even out the balance between serious & goofy with these two.
#my urge to attempt writing a fic based on this is SO STRONG. even though i do not have a lot of experience w/ fic writing#buT GAAAA I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THE LAST TWO EPISODES AND KUROBA....#it's hard to put into words rn but god there's so much.....#like. kuroba trying to help out matsuyo behind the scenes since they sympathize with how hard things can be when i loved one ->#is in the hosptial due to something that could've been life threatening ( matsuzou's heart attack & chouji's hip + leg injury )#i also think they personally delivered some get-well flowers to matsuzou and checked up on him in the hospital#that's not even getting into everything that happens after the sextuplets die...#i won't go into it rn but there's a reason why matsuyo & matsuzou are very keen on kuroba marrying into the family#ALSO I FINALLY DREW A BACKGROUND AGAIN AFTER 50 YEARS#now ya'll have a lil insight on what the inside of kuroba's shop looks like hehe#hopefully my rambling is making sense rn. i hope it is 😭#osmt#yumematsu#osomatsu-san oc#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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would calling this something like "the sun to his earth" be a little bit too cliche? maybe...
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#tedependent#trent crimm#ted x trent#I JUST GAHH!! GAAAHH!!! I HAVE MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THEM!!!!!#pn.art#YEAH IM NOT IMMUNE TO THE SUN/MOON WHATEVER THEHELL :/#since i probably wont be able to draw what i have in mind rn id just say it now. i have this thought about stars on the ceiling and how ted#and trent grew up with different fathers. how ted had a loving dad who he wished he told him more how much he meant to ted#and trent's father being more strict. wanting him to be something else. a stronger man. someone who played football. and how glow in the#dark stars is just a core part to many kids' childhoods and how ted probably had them and trent didnt#IDK.. IDK IM THINKING ABOUT IT... im making zero sense and this is a thought that goes nowhere but i just love the imagery of it all SNIFFS#something something ted and trent being two people who didnt want to be like their fathers but in very different ways but also so similar#enough that theyll definitely buy their own kids glow in the dark stars if they asked#IM LOSING MY MIND RN. HELLO. ANYWAYS....#EDIT: WHY DOES TUMBLR LOVE REMOVING TH E FINAL LETTER IN SOME OF THESE TAGS
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Btw just want to be clear that Time and Time Again is set to, and will if I don't pause, conclude in May 2025!
Webtoon didn't want to renew or give me any extra episodes so I'm trying to work with what I have. I'm sorry it's ending sooner than I'd like, it's been difficult to come to terms with and challenging to condense my plans.
You deserve a solid conclusion, and I've spent months writing to try and reach that. If there's anything you'd really like to see before it ends, do let me know in case I can (and want to) fit it in.
I'd rather not work with them again, and I hope I won't have to! But coming off of years being overworked and underpaid does not make that easy, to say the least...
I'm doing my best, and I hope you like what I have coming up.
#years of being overworked. underpaid. and literally manipulated and gaslit lmfao#it does not feel good to beg to be treated equally. and then told to be satisfied with less than that#it has been repeatedly demoralizing and insulting#and im not doing it again#i would rather nanny again (most exhausting job ive ever had) than work with them again#but. i would rather not!#I'd rather continue to make comics#but to do it full time i would need like 500 patrons on the $5 tier minimum...#which is SO MANY PEOPLE and incomprehensible to me#ive already proven to myself i can live on 25k a year but obviously its tight (i live in socal)#this. is not what this post is about#it's so hard for me not to complain about them#i feel bad for my current patrons i only share stuff on discord as of right now#well i do the merch packages but like#it's mostly just my discord#just dont have the time or energy to manage my patreon#cause idk if yall know but patreons site is TERRIBLE from the creator side???#it takes like 5 minutes to upload a single post it's ridiculous#so i cant manage it rn. I've thought about hiring someone to help me with it but i cant afford any help#anyways ultimately this is informing people its gonna end#and is turning into a vent around all of the stress surrounding that#like i literally had to take a couple months to just be sad its gonna end and come to terms with that#its hard! it's hard feeling so tossed aside and having your stories controlled even in part by someone else#anyways yeah#i havent finished writing the last arc yet#so theres space for me to fit stuff if theres something people really want#so id like to get in what i could if i can!#text post#sorry i always turn any thoughts about comics into vents about webtoon#theyre so ass man..... it's fine. im gone in may...
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I've lived different lives
The Shinichi-POV AMV I edited to pair with my Heiji-POV AMV for COMPASS: A HeiShin Anthology, which you can download for free and read all about @haidocityzines!
Like Heiji's video, Shinichi's also uses a song by Fly By Midnight, "Different Lives," which took all of one listen for me to want to make a HeiShin AMV set to it. The zine includes a short essay with more details and thoughts, but to expand a little, in the time since I finished this video, I've written about what I think would be "the most narratively tragic ending for HeiShin," arguing that it would be either of them dying:
Shinichi becomes Conan because he does not rely on others or ask for help. (After all, if he trusted Ran to follow Vodka with him, there’s no way events would have carried out like they do.) Through being Conan, he’s somewhat forced to rely on others and ask for help, but when it comes to Heiji, it’s really a choice. He wants to investigate cases together. He wants Heiji to help him. So, if Heiji were to die in a case or in the fight against the Black Organization, I could see Shinichi falling back into his pre-Conan days. Relying on Heiji and trusting him got him killed. It’s better to do things alone, to not let anyone in. The progress Shinichi’s made throughout the series would be undone.
And that's something I was going for with the video, too. Shinichi is terrified of losing his loved ones, but there's a different level of terrified when it comes to losing Heiji. Because Heiji is someone he trusts. Heiji is someone he lets in. To lose that would be debilitating. Render him hopeless.
Because that's another thing about Heiji: he's hope. His alcohol (Episodes 48-49) serves as the first cure to APTX 4869. It gives Shinichi, literally, the first taste of victory—of undoing the poison, of taking the Organization down. Shinichi's life was so different before Heiji, and to be left without him... that's unfathomable. Terrifying.
Ramblings aside, this AMV can also be viewed on YouTube, in full 1080p and with optional subtitles, here!
#fancam friday!#detective conan#case closed#shinichi kudo#heiji hattori#conan edogawa#heishin#compassheishinanthology#amv#my amvs#video#eye strain#long post#ramblings#funimation english dub script#note that this *does* have an illegal english dub name#which i used to try to cut out of my amvs but i just can't anymore i'm sorry ^^; have at least one wip with more of that rn#i really could talk forever about them though haha i have so many thoughts#like i think there's also something about the terror of realizing you're in love with someone when being together is currently impossible#and potentially *always* impossible#they're so tragic but also i think genuinely good for each other and i just love them so much#really sad i didn't finish another essay about them for the zine! but maybe someday....#in any case source list is on youtube! special thanks to astravis as always for that film dust overlay <3 loove me those vhs effects#(with real vhs footage for a lot of it!)
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