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playing veilguard is bad for me cause i just keep getting ideas for vigilant pcs smh
#at this point? kinda over emyr#i miss rhydian and want to dig into whatever he's been up to#but ALSO#i have a pc idea that i'm foaming at the mouth over#just take lucanis's whole Situation but make it an ex-templar 👀#the vibes are killing me#i have simply Perished#i really should just return to my lil rogue guy#but my brain is always itching to play new concepts#so rip to me i guess#nancy's d&d adventure#campaign: the vigilant
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I'm well aware that I'm probably alone on this hill but this is basically my ideal dynamic for them. Sorry not sorry lmaoooo
#goldenheart#ballister x ambrosius#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#nimona 2023#nimona#alors art#suggestive#literally everyone else sees Bal as the perma-bottom and i am so so sad bc they were both so switch-coded to me </3#and I KNOW that if A/B/O gets popular enough that its gonna be omega Bal all the time every time#so i will stake myself on the alpha Bal hill and simply perish here by myself rip me#(also yes im well aware of the omega Am fic thats on ao3 rn i am kissing it so deeply you have no idea)
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trick - post canon Cardassia garashir
sorry for the delay! It's been a hot minute since I've worked on this one, and I had to wrangle my brain into the right headspace for it!
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Bashir was staring after the retreating nurses, his brows drawn together in a strange expression. One finger tapped idly at the glass in his hand, a restless motion that suggested that the Doctor was thinking.
Always a dangerous occupation, where Bashir was concerned – and in this case, very likely dangerous for Garak, as well.
He took a sip of kanar, the flavor heavy on his tongue, and then let himself slip into a practiced expression of vague disinterest, directing his gaze somewhere over the Doctor’s shoulder. He suspected, however, that this would not be enough to dissuade Bashir from pursuing this thought of his, the frustrating man.
But, oh, it was Garak's own fault, wasn't it? He was the one who had allowed the Doctor to grow so close to him, who had invited him to Cardassia, of all things! Truly, he had no one to blame but himself.
And sure enough-
“Garak,” Bashir began, tone almost frighteningly conversational as he leaned forwards over the table, “how many of my colleagues think we’re married?”
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from this ask game
(I know we are now well post halloween, but if people wished to send me more of these based on the game, it is good incentive to write, so i will surely not object.)
#i maintain that garak pov requires an absolutely *heinous* amount of italicization.#(i lie. i love it. italics are wonderful)#also i keep writing julian and then having to change it back to bashir because. imo garak is SO PRUDISH about first names.#like yeah. people think they're married. but calling him “julian” is still somehow too intimate for our dear repressed lizard.#if he were to take such liberties as to call the doctor julian - why he may simply perish on the spot! the *indecency*!!#also i'm gonna be honest with you i wrote this out and was like 'yes this is good' then pasted it here. and then rewrote half of it.#it's better now certainly. but. slightly silly of me.#i would surely write faster were i not the pickiest person on the planet. but alas.#ds9#star trek#ask game#ask#deep space nine#garak#julian bashir#garashir
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On the topic of Heta OCs, I'm finally getting around to exploring this idiot gooner Vatican (Feli's greatest opp)
(Design still not final!)
Please excuse the OC stuff recently, I just got through a major deadline so I'm indulging myself as a lil reward <3 Alternative version under the cut:
#hetalia oc#hws vatican#aph vatican#have smthn simple while I heal from my burnout kgfdk#also yk what I'm scared of what will happen if we get a canon Vatican like kjhgkjg I can't imagine him any other way than what my friends n#I created#I will simply perish I think#temmie tidbits
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“She’s tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt me”😤😤😤
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra ‘s AMAZING regency inspired art😮💨😇🙏)
#I just have a love of big regency dresses what can I say😔🙏#if you haven’t seen them yet this is a study of the GORGEOUS P&P illustrations from the 1890s by Charles Brock#they are all just so spectacular & I stare at them alllllllllll the time wishing I had an ounce of his talent🙏🙏🙏#so I do these studies to pretend even though I change some things😅😅 bc these studies is the best way to improve imo🙏#but I remembered halfway through why I rage quit trying to draw with my fountain pen a year ago😂😂😂#that thing is amazing for writing and I love it like a child#but drawing?! tbh I should have used my drawing ink pen but whatever#I woke up with a hankering to do some crosshatching (which I hate) in an attempt to get over myself#also!!!!!! when Mr Darcy says something like that it’s no wonder Elizabeth jumps at the bit to believe every awful thing she hears about him#it’s like Mr wickham’s dumb stories that nobody else in their right mind would believe#are speaking right to her soul. like OF COURSE that asshole from the assembly would do all of those things😤😤#he called me ugly so OF COURSE he would deny mr wickham his living😤😤#(I don’t blame her I would do the same🤝🤝)#ALSO why tf did he even say that when he’s clearly smitten from the beginning#I’m sure if he knew that she heard him he would simply perish from mortification#well thst is my p&p - inking horror - inspiration rant of the day🙏🙏#(I read p&p at least once a year & it is the only fanfic I really read😅😅😅)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#eloise babbit#regency au
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you could theoretically read the series in the order 8.5, 9.5, 9 instead of 8.5, 9, 9.5 because books 9 and 9.5 take place parallel to each other but also sophie and keefe never interact between them so hypothetically there should be no difference (and no spoilers either way).
another thing you could theoretically do is alternate between reading books 9 and 9.5. a chapter here, a chapter there. it would be like reading a longer version of unlocked, with the povs alternating between sophie and keefe.
in fact, in theory, there could be a possibility of even less spoilers if you read it 8.5, 9.5, 9. for example, if vespera makes an appearance in unraveled, and you didn't know she would die yet, it could be a really cool way to see her last minute and have an extra layer about her before her death. whereas if vespera makes an appearance in unraveled and you already know she's going to die, it feels a little more empty. not completely meaningless, but like. kinda empty. like if vespera hints at a larger plan or something in unraveled and you didn't know she was going to die, you'd be super excited to see this plan shake out, but now that we know she's going to die something like that wouldn't hit as hard.
#kotlc#kotlc unraveled#kotlc sophie#sophie foster#kotlc keefe#keefe sencen#i am. theorizing. hypothesizing. if you will#i wanna see a new kotlc fan do this in like five years#and tell us about their experience as we vigilantly take notes#obviously this is theoretical because idk what shannon's gonna put in unraveled yet so we'll just have to wait and see#if that's a valid possibility#if i was a new fan and someone told me that unraveled and stellarlune take place parallel but never interact#i'd read them side-by-side#alternating between the chapters as if i was reading unlocked lmfao#because i can't take an entire book of keefe straight i will simply perish lmfao#ngl i am kinda hyped for this book now i wanna see what direction shannon's gonna take this#seeing it as less of a kotlc book and more of a case study#and praying to shannon that this .5 thing doesn't become a habit#i think it's just cool that now in theory at least there's a different way that you could experience the story
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I've said it before and I'll said it again, it really hope this isn't the "kids conversation" because God, I hate that media trope.
I know it's too early, and I can see Buck totally acknowledging that fact but adding "if this is gonna be a deal breaker it's better to know now before we're in too deep" and Tommy just says "I think it's a little late for that."
#hate hate hate the “one person must have kids or they'll simply PERISH and the other person doesn't want them” trope#so i hope that's not where we're going#i didn't really like it with Tarlos but the way they handled it was GOOD#bucktommy#911 abc#plus honestly i just really don't see them as parents and i HATE the mandatory offspring trope just as much
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looking back at the yjh webtoon screencaps i have saved and giggling... hes so cute... moe... my pookie ^___^ 🥰🥰 poor little meow meow woof woo- *eliminated where i stand*
also these poses are sooooo... 꺄아악🖤🫣🫣🫣🫣
#talk tag#orv liveblog#<--gonna just tag my orv misc posts as this now#i looooove when the webtoon artist draws him like a demonic beast#its genuinely so moe to me smdbsndn like hes supposed to be rly handsome but theyre not afraid to make him look unhinged#i rmbr livetweeting that yjh hibernation pic captioned 'hes so moe'... apparently that was 2022(just dug it up)#more than 1 person has told me that theyre surprised i bias yjh from the webtoon alone#bc apparently they dont do his chara justice(v 😔😔😔 to hear that...thats not good..)#BUT HOW COULD I NOT BIAS HIM!!!! (apparently this is not a universal experience aldjskdj)#this just makes me even more uncontrollably excited to read the novel i cant wait to love him more than i alr do#and i love when he glares and makes a disgusted face at kdj... its so cute 🤭 he's like an angry black dog to me. hes like a wolf puppy#*tries to pat his head and gets cut down in .00001 sec... no he wouldnt waste his sword on me... i would simply perish from being in the#the presence of his aura#literally the tsundere ever#aside from hiei... hiei rly primed me to like male tsunderes guys#like after him i have loved sm tsundere male charas since#yjh is in a league of his own tho. like idc how many similar/near identical charas have come before or since#he OWNS the yjh archetype literally everyone else is just copying him <33#even if it was a choice btwn yjh and cedric id have to go w yjh... he is the original im sorry... i love u cedric#and i love that the whole point is that his design/chara archetype ISNT supposed to be original... thats the Point#he's the typical op dark haired stoic cold brooding (and sexy) protagonist...#his chara concept is supposed to be that trope... but what orv does w him is so subversive#and the fact that he is supplanted from his position as the protag in the narrative... i love it sooo much#like maybe i wouldnt care as much if he actually was the protag? bc again it wouldnt rly be new#but the fact that he isnt the actual protag is sooo good#IM NOT RLY SAYING OR ANALYZING ANYTHING RN BUT I JUST FELT LIKE YJH LOVEPOSTING#o sidenote his webtoon faces make great rxn images slfnsmd I LOVE USING THE FIRST ONE#i love using heartwrenching anime/comic moments out of context as rxn images its so funny to me#me @ the orv live action cast announcement
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I was joking a while back that the actor they have playing KDJ for the orv movie was too handsome for him and a friend who's read orv was like "KDJ is actually secretly attractive!!" And I just felt my soul leave my body right then
SIGHS...
Okay. Buckle in. I'm gonna finally actually address and explain and theorize about this whole...thing.
I'm not gonna cite any exact chapters cause it's like 11:30 and I've got an 8 hour drive in the morning but I'll at least make an approximate reference to where certain things are mentioned. Also, this post is just my personal interpretation for a good bit of it, but it's an interpretation I feel very solid about, so do with that what you will. Moving on to the meat of things:
There is one (1) instance in the web novel that I know of which describes specific features of Kim Dokja (especially ones other people notice). This takes place when members of KimCom are trying to make Kim Dokja presentable to give his speech at the Industrial Complex (after it's been plopped down on Earth). This is when they start really paying attention and focusing on Kim Dokja's appearance since they're putting makeup on him; I still don't think they can interpret his whole face, but they can accurately pick out and retain more features than usual. If I remember correctly they reference him having long eyelashes, smooth skin, and soft hair. These features can be viewed as (stereotypically) attractive.
Certain parts of the fandom have taken this scene and run with it at a very surface level, without realizing (or without acknowledging at the very least) that this scene is not about how Kim Dokja looks. This is, in part, due to not realizing or acknowledging why Kim Dokja's face is "censored" in the first place, and what that censoring actually means. I think it's also possible that some people are assuming the censorship works like a physical phenomena rather than an altered perception.
I'll address that last point first. The censorship of Kim Dokja's features is not something as simple as a physical phenomena. It's not a bar or scribble or mosaic over his face. If that were true it'd be very obvious to anyone looking at him that his face is hidden. But his face is not hidden to people. They can look at him and see a face. If they concentrate on his eyes, they can see where he's looking. They know when he's frowning or grinning. They see a face loud and clear. But what face are they seeing? Because it's not really his, whatever they're seeing.
No one quite agrees on what he really looks like. And if they try and think about what he looks like, they can't recall. Or if they do, it's vague, or different each time. We notice these little details throughout the series. Basically, Kim Dokja's face is cognitively obscured. Something - likely the Fourth Wall, though I can't recall if this is ever stated outright - is interfering with everyone's ability to perceive him properly. This culminated in him feeling off to others; and since they don't even realize this is happening, they surmise that he is "ugly."
Moving on to the other point about what the censorship means: To be blunt, the censorship of his face is an allegory for his disconnect from the "story" (aka: real life, and the real people at his side). The lifting - however slight - of this censorship represents him becoming more and more a part of the "story" (aka: less disconnected from the life he is living and the people at his side). The censorship's existence and lifting can represent other things - like dissociation or depersonalization or, if you want to get really meta, the fact that he is all of our faces at once - but that's how I'd sum up the main premise of it. (The Fourth Wall is a larger part of the dissociation allegory, but that's for another post).
So you see, them noticing his individual features isn't about the features. It's not about the features! It doesn't matter at all which features got listed. Because they could describe any features whatsoever and it would not change the entire point of the scene. Because the point isn't what he looks like. The point is that they can truly and clearly see these features. For the first time. They are seeing parts of him for the first time. Re-read that sentence multiple times, literally and metaphorically. What does it mean to see someone as they are?
This is an extremely significant turning point dressed up as a dress-up scene.
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P.S. / Additionally, I'm of the opinion that Kim Dokja is not handsome, and he is not ugly. He is not pretty, and he is not ghastly. Not attractive, nor unattractive. Kim Dokja isn't any of these things. More importantly, Kim Dokja can't be any of these things. The entire point of Kim Dokja is that you cannot pick him out of a crowd; he is the crowd. He's a reader. He's the reader. Why does he need to be handsome? Why must he be pretty? Why is him being attractive necessary or relevant? He doesn't, he doesn't, it's not. He is someone deeply deeply loved and irreplaceable to those around him, and someone who cannot even begin to recognize or accept that unless it's through a love letter masquerading as a story he can read. He is the crowd, a reader, the reader. He's you, he's me. He's every single one of us.
#orv#orv analysis#orv meta#orv spoilers#beso babbles#inbox#there's also the meta that he is described with these (stereotypically) pretty features as they are about to try and 'sell' him to a crowd#which feels to me like a very pointed way to convey how 'beauty' is commodified. how audiences like 'attractive' characters more#note: made some edits to add in a couple of sentences my brain forgot in the moment so make sure u reblogged those if u do#tag edits for further commentary that isnt strictly relevant to the point i was making:#do i think that this face censorship was executed as well as it could have been? nah.#not that it was like. done Badly. it's followed through to a certain point. its established enough for me to make this post at least.#but i do think it is the one thing in the web novel that SS didn't capitalize on.#like. they still stuck the landing but it was not as picture perfect of an execution as the rest of the metaphorical stuff in orv#also. this (not the face censorship specifically but the 'hes just some guy' point of it all) is one of the big reasons i think that-#-visual adaptions of orv can never quite work. they can do the best that they can with that medium but a lot of nuance is lost-#-simply by virtue of it being a visual medium#i personally think the only way a visual medium could work would be one where they commit to the power move of not showing kdj's face#(until a certain point (of view) that is)#his face is always facing away or out of frame or hidden by someone or something else in the way#commit to the fucking allegory or simply perish
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Was overcome with the urge to smooch @clxckwork-sun-n-moon So Cries The Wolf Eclipse - only I ran into a slight issue
Namely, they're 10ft tall:
Had to bait them down with chicken nuggets <3
#post let luce#dcamv#so cries the wolf#clxckwork sun n moon#my art#hi limey it seems like i simply have to draw myself smooching your eclipses one way or another#I JUST WANTED TO DRAW THE FOREHEAD SMOOCH BUT THE FJKFDDUCKING HEIGHT COMPARISON#WHY WOULD HE BE DOWN HERE?? IDK NUGGETS APPARENTLY!!#boy is taller than fucking. SJ Eclipse. whom I'm now very accustomed to#BUT SCTW ECLIPSE ALSO HAS FOUR ARMS AAAAHHHHH#screams. perishes. can i bribe them to be my weighted blanket also ill bring dino nuggies
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“Listen here, you life size skull emoji, I am the fuckee in this situation"
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I’m a simple person, I don’t ask for much in this life. I really could live without a lot of things if I could just have my basic needs met.
My basic needs: food, shelter, human connection, Ty Blackthorn’s POV.
#you don’t understand how desperate I am#I’ll take anything#a paragraph#two and a half sentences#any crumbs Cassie wouldn’t mind dropping#alas#it seems I’ll simply have to perish#these two years will be the death of me#ty blackthorn#Kit herondale#the wicked powers#twp#tlkof#the last king of faerie#shadowhunters#tsc#the shadowhuter chronicles#cassandra clare#kit x ty#kitty#tda#the dark artifices#sobh#secrets of blackthorn hall
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@extravierge put the idea of bishop's knife trick back in my brain and now i am pacing like a caged animal imagining it as patrick's emotional devastation piano ballad leading right into don't stop believing
#'these are the last blues we're ever gonna have' & 'the glow of the cities below lead us back to the places that we never should have left'#into 'took a midnight train going anywhere' & 'don't stop believing'#i would simply Perish
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guys my exchange fic is going so badly it's actually like. embarrassing
#when i tell you i have forgotten how to WRIIIIITE!!!!#someone send HELP omg...#first check in is TODAY!!! my doc is nothing but an OUTLINE!! ohhhh i am simply going to perish#ceilidh served me an entire plot on a silver platter and i said “tysm. i have no idea how to do anything with this”#im so sorry queen 🙏🙏🙏
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Hey brittanyyy Here are some leaks of luo yunxi as chu xun from immortality (when will it air im so sad)
https://www.tumblr.com/stellarflex/710415267980886016
W A I T
I haven't looked at the MDL page for this in aaaaaaaages, what the fuck do you MEAN Chu Wanning is Till The End of the Moon guy who was all over my dash for months last year!?!!!?!!?! WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNN
#GW Asks#Immortality#Isn't the potential ban lift still 2-3 years away?#Not that I'm optimistic because I'm sure they can just renew or what have you#But istg if these shows ever leak I was simply perish
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Miss Fisher fans. Do any of you know. Where I can find the episodes for download in 1080p. You know. I'm just asking. For no particular reason at all.
#ACTUALLY... i have visuals and words swirling around in my head and i will simply perish if i cannot vid this out#miss fisher's murder mysteries#mfmm#phryne fisher#jack robinson#phryne x jack#phrack#period drama#fanvidfeed#i suppose i could settle for 720p if that's all she wrote#but i would be sad about it
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