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Hyped on coffee no thoughts head full of reader being the sun to Ezra Bridger’s moon bc he is the moon that reflects all the good he was given by everyone else and the reader is the sun bc they always are to him no matter what-
#ezra bridger x reader#i have many thought head full rn#some of it is anxiety#some of it is coffee#some of it is other fandom stuff#and this thought right here#do not drink coffee after like 12 - 2 pm yall very bad idea#LMAO#i should also add that it is almost 11 pm rn
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angels
#torikasa#enstars#ensemble stars#tori himemiya#tsukasa suou#see because in horoharo theyre reapers as in angels of death thus the wings and crosses motifs in the uniform#this has a premise inside my head. has had one since i first drew these in likeee february ig damn#tsukasa comes from a long lineage of angels of death -it's an important family tradition#whereas tori is an angel of love (aka a cupid)#which gained relevancy much recently in comparison but are very powerful rn#still his family and him often get underestimated and so on#tsukasa angel of death also lines up with how he will come to meet ritsu and so on....... many thoughts here#ra*bits are in the dreams section also#as in they make people have nice dreams <3#soñar con los angelitos#eichi has recently been investing in the love section because he found it could be useful and therefore met tori and such#wataru is technically also love because full of love and surprises but theres something clearly off about him#and so on. wow thats so much longer than i thought it'd be ill shut up now#art tag
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help i cant stop thinking about wrecker!soundwave au....
its so bad...im so brainrotted....i literally thought of this au yesterday and now im thinking about what it would take to turn it into a real thing....
i gotta read the idw wreckers comics. and i gotta see what lore they have in tfp...i have to figure out a timeline. i need soundwave to defect and join the autobots okay. i need an au where soundwave realizes that the whole decepticon cause is a fucking sham, that its symbiotes died for nothing, that it killed the planet for nothing, that everything it has ever done has only lead to untold pain and suffering for absolutely nothing. i need it to realize that it's been living a Fucking Lie and defect.
and it doesn't even WANT to be part of the autobots, but they are the only force that can stop the monster that IT CREATED!!! i need to explore the themes of taking responsibility to a whole new, crippling level. i need to explore the relationship with its symbiotes and their memories after it defects. i need to know where its limits would lie, how much bullshit it would be willing to take, how far it would be willing to go.
i need soundwave to feel like it deserves the ostracization that the wreckers put it through. it deserves this because of what it's done. it deserves to be put through hell because of the hell it has released on others.
i need to explore the themes of its backstory, how the pits changed it, how never having any autonomy allowed it to become what it became. i need to explore why it hates the autobots, if that's just something that came with being a decepticon, or something else. i need to have a moment where the wreckers are fucking with laserbeak, because they see her as a drone, non-autonomous, and soundwave finally lashes out. they're all like chill tf out bud, you remember the rules. and soundwave just responds with a recording of optimus prime saying "freedom is the right of all sentient beings."
and its like a moment for soundwave, personally, that feels so fucking wrong but also terribly right. because the decepticon cause was supposed to be about autonomy, freedom, and self determination. and some how, some way, those ideals were lost and the slagging autobots picked them up.
do you see my vision??? do you understand what i'm saying??? i need this au more than i need air. i need it. i need to inject it into my veins. i need to consume it directly. it has to be something i create.
#yapping#atp its autistic rambling#GOD i am SO HEAD FULL MANY THOUGHTS RN#maccadam#maccadams#soundwave#tfp#idw#the wreckers#wreckers#i NEED THIS#I NEED SOUNDWAVE TO GET SYSTEMICALLY BULLIED#THIS DOESNT EVEN COVER EVERYTHING IM THINKING OKAY IT DOESNT I HAVE SO MUCH MORE
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holy shit did kipperlilly kill buddy so that if kristen died no one would be able to bring her back and the only member of the church of cassandra would be gone
#i mean there was a lot at play here#it sounds like buddy wouldn't have been able to revive them even if he hadn't been murdered because the gems weren't in his bag??#unclear whether he knew that or not - currently i'm inclined to believe he was being genuine about reviving them#but someone had stolen the gems so he couldn't. i might be giving him too much credit idk#but i think kipperlilly's original plan was to kill gavin pundle to sabotage their exam - buddy wouldn't have been able to bring him back#w/o the gems and neither would kristen. so their grade would be significantly impacted#and if neither cleric can bring anybody back and the proctor isn't there to oversee the fight the monsters might have just kept coming#until the bad kids really did all drop#but idk why kipperlilly would suddenly switch to killing buddy if that wasn't the original plan and if he already couldn't revivify them??#unclear also how much oisin knew of this. rn im wondering if he was onboard w sabotaging the exam but didnt know she was going to kill budd#& the plane shift was an immediate shock reaction#or i did see someone suggest he wasn't even there to see it which. is also possible#idk just. many thoughts. head full. what the fuck was up with that preview also#my post#d20#fantasy high#fhjy
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i need post anime stein going on a trip to just fucking Relax after everything that happened cuz i think that. he would not be doing too great after all of that
#like yeah i lost full control over myself and almost killed multiple people but the kishins revived so i dont have time to deal with that rn#many thoughts in my head and if i write them down more ill explode#orz
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i want an actual episode of "Day in the life of sun" so bad, I wanna know what is he doing in the house all the day.
Same! QwQ pls give me that episode! Gaisbsnsksn
#mutuals asks#ask answered#sun and moon show#sams#sams sun#sun and moon show sun#my head is full of cotton rn#i have so many thoughts#and yet#i can't write anything atm#the episode with ruin gave me so many theories and ideas#for what's going on and what may happen#idk where to start
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woagh 2 posts in one day
#sketch#listen your honor i love him#im unsure if i wanna tag yosuke in this bc theyre like 15 min sketches so i think imma leave it like this and let the lord decide#i know hes not a like the fan fave in persona but somehow the trash boy has grown on me and is now like top 4 for the whole damn franchise#like mold or smth#you just gotta like reimagine him as a very tired repressed bi 16 yr old in a closet made of glass and he immediately becomes more likeable#like bro he works retail and is 16 thats why hes like that#also like the scene from the group date in pq where he goes “all right now we can be partners for all eternity!!!!”#that lives in my head rent free#listen he lives with teddie and works retail#as someone who also worked retail i promise you most of his not kanji related outbursts are justified#the kanji stuff is bad fr fr but like hes also 16 in 2011#let the 1st 16yr old who was not an asshole and uninformed cast the first stone#sorry i have a lot of feelings for 1 yosuke hanamura and i needed to tell all of you in this my diary#which reminds me#most of yall came from me posting about dr which ndrv3 has a very special place in my heart and on my walls#but alas p4 kicked saihara to the curb so idk if ill be making anymore??????? maybe i might in the future but idk im old and tired#and dr is and always will be full of 13 yr olds which is fine but i dont wanna interact with them bc im old#and tired of the same discourse every 6 months#maybe when the not actually but totally is dr4 that kodaka is cooking up drops ill make dr art again but unlikely for rn#once i figure out how p4 protag chan's bowl cut works ill draw boys kissing#i do need to figure out how to draw boys kissing#since it will also lead to figuring out how to draw girls kissing which is almost dare i say more important#anywho thank you for coming to my newest diary entry#i will never stop yapping in the tags#this is a promise#yall gotta know all my thoughts in as many characters and tags tumblr will let me have
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october
#it seems i have a hard time drawing plants and also warm colors. sigh#but eh this ones done i dont feel like adding any more to it#digital art#veeeery much many thoughts head full this month#some big changes outside and inside and its chaotic rn but. it feels fertile also#+ pretty fall colors#so i think i captured that feeling even if its not super pretty or fleshed out
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oh also speaking of ebony music some kind of mix of these two covers is basically what i imagine his voice sounds like. btw
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#music#i feel like ppl thought he had a deeper voice when i first introduced him but nahh he might be one of the highest pitched guys i got lmao#but frankly that doesn't mean much since i can't put a name to Any of my other guys' voices other than shadow the fucking hedgehog for edge#i think the closest i can get to describing karma's voice is like. markiplier but angrier#fluff would sound somewhat higher pitched but he's been smoking since he was 11 so. well he sounds like it#MAYBE one of the game grumps for stretch. it switches between arin hanson & dan avidan Constantly#and for russ i'm gonna be so real i have no clue. that dude just sounds like whatever#maybe he sounds like a real person or maybe he sounds like all the 2016-2018 youtube comic dubs i used to watch i can't fucking tell#NOT skeletor tho.#i can imagine soo many other things but when it comes to how voices sound it's like i have aphantasia im being so genuine rn#there are times where i will have a few songs stuck in my head so hard that i can actually feel like i've listened to & cycled through-#-all of them without playing anything through my headphones for several hours. i can imagine vivid scenes with full dialogue and visuals#i can basically hear them talking to each other and see their movements. but when i try to Know what they sound like it all falls apart#why is this my One impossible weak point its ANNOYING#ahem got sidetracked anyway ebony is the clearest voice i have and he sounds like jet the hawk but prettier#Youtube
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#cw rhory talk#randomly thought about rhorys oc who used to be dougs boss today and found myself on his art blog looking at pictures of him#led to me thinking about doug meeting him one more time after having escaped the labs#i wrote a whole story about how doug escaped but i avoided actually narrating sir or him being in the story as much as possible#but i ended up thinking up this whole sequence of doug finding sir in the village they built one night and just. laying on the floor w him#having a brief conversation full of nerves and pregnant pauses and carefully chosen words on dougs part#that concluded with doug grappling with the fact that despite sir having. literally tortured him many times. he still misses him sometimes#and i was like. fine. this is character development for doug. ive thought about similar before its not really new#but halfway through the scenario in my head i just started like. sobbing#i dont remember the last time i cried over rhory#and i know for a fact that the last few times i have it was because i was thinking about how he abused me#but this felt like a grief cry and idk what even triggered it. i mean realistically it was thinking abt that doug/sir scenario but#idk what spurred that on either. i havent felt actual grief towards him in so long#but im literally sitting here rn and thinking like. yes at the end of the day he abused me and left me with cptsd#but. at the end of the day he was just a kid. he was an exhausted kid who was getting absolutely nothing that he needed#he used to tell me he planned to kill himself at 16 as a kid and i would always think 'oh that so sad so young'#but now thats im nearly 25 and hes still 21 its like. god. he was still a fucking kid really.#he was a kid that liked to go skateboarding and get ramen with his brother and carried a jellycat bunny everywhere.#who liked roleplaying ocs on minecraft and drawing silly art of them doing stupid stuff together#i havent grieved him in so long. it feels foreign#personal
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#another major downside of going through artblock for so long is that you accumulate a massive backlog#of things you wanna draw that it becomes genuinely overwhelming lol#and it's difficult not to like freak out that you won't have enough time to get around to it all#even though that would be completely ok like i'm not required to draw every idea i have and if i even only draw one of those things#thats already a win considering how little i drew these past two years#it's just hard to shake of the feeling of needing to make up for that? but that's not necessary idk why i feel pressured like that#i have a lot of weird expectations and perfectionism towards my art that made engaging with this hobby extremely difficult#honestly the reason why i made the artblog is to just deliberately dump unfinished and “bad” art on there#so i can hopefully get over my unproductive expectations and just focus on having fun with art again#i can already kinda feel it working bc when i think of drawing now my problem is not knowing where to start bc there is so much i wanna make#instead of like this dread that it won't be good enough#and that once i pick up my pen and get started i'll just spiral into having an existential crisis again lol#i moved from 'if i can't draw well i'm not worth anything as like a person :(' to#'i have a billion fanart and oc ideas and if I cant draw them all at once i will explode So instead i'm just gonna sit here and do fuck all'#that's progress in my book!!!!!#i'll go check if i have any more old sketches to post and then i'll just work on whatever i feel like rn#i keep overthinking this shit. i need to go with the flow and just draw. I don't need perfectly polished finished pieces#I'm just gonna work on stuff until i get bored with it and then that's the 'finished' piece no matter what it looks like idc!!!#that may seem counterproductive and perhaps a bit lazy? but that's gonna be my mentality going forward#bc i think ironically that's gonna be more productive for me all things considered#sry for the ramble ever since seeing that one post about old vs new art comparisons and polished/clean artstyles#that are uninteresting to look at i've been doing a lot of thinking and reconsidering what i'm doing with my art#many thoughts head full. just needed to get it out of my system
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i believe tana mongeau about cody ko btw.
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Even though ive known i was autistic for several years now uhh the last few weeks have made me realize i hadnt really accepted it as much as i thought and im realizing the Symptoms are a lot more pronounced in ways i hadnt really considered and idk what to do with that info tbh
#talk tag#the fact i dont console game much bc i dont have a chair thats comfy enough and i do not like sitting on my bed for it is. hm.#literally have the ps5 on now and am not playing it bc the seating situation is Wrong.#i also have been noticing how often i stim and im hm.#cracking my knuckles probably is a stim i just never really thought about it#unable to do anything if the situation isnt right or dont have a good enough reason to do task right then and there#head feels like its just full of yarn and its all getting jumbled up just aaaaaaaa#i have too many personal tasks rn too i just dont have enough hours in the day#too many games to play art to draw things to write puzzles to work on on top of irl shit 💀
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it is time to Think about Iceman
#i have so many thoughts#abt his place in the world and in the xmen and how he views himself#i have an extra amount of thoughts about time displaced bobby#that’s a Special Subject#I could talk for hours but my head is so full of thoughts rn i can’t pin down one thing to rant abt
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minotaur wedding night with his pretty human (now) wife?
He had been nervous, but you quickly assured him that if you didn’t love him with your entire heart, you wouldn’t have married him.
He towered over you, his bull head massive compared to yours. You couldn’t have been more happy with the way his long, flat tongue filled your mouth and greedily suckled at your own tongue.
“My little one… my love…”
He gently pried open your fat pussy lips with two fingers, sinking one of his digits into you. Your now husband was a bit traditional, wanting to wait until marriage to make love.
The farthest the two of you had gone was making out and a big of grinding, so you were shocked with how much his fingers alone stretched you out.
“Gods, you’re beautiful…” he muttered, his breath warm against your neck. His free hand pinched and played with your nipple, his soft brown eyes looking over your plump frame with awe and wonder.
Once he was able to fit another finger inside of you, he pulled them out and pushed his cock against your hole, wincing at how big he was compared to you.
He was nervous about it, but you loved the size difference. It got you all hot and bothered, seeing you massive husband looming over you.
“Baby… don’t make me wait anymore… I want you…”
With a bit of encouragement, he sunk his cock into you slowly, bruises forming on your hips as he struggled to not plow into you immediately.
Despite the fact you liked how big he was, you would still need time to adjust to the stretch. His cock was as thick as a coke can, and you felt unbelievably full.
“Gotta… gotta move, little one…”
He began rutting against you, panting as his hips bucked into yours at an unforgiving pace. It was less painful now, you were becoming accustomed to his cock, your pussy remembering his shape and falling in love with him all over again.
“B-baby, g-gonna-!”
You came much quicker than you ever had before, the feeling of your pussy clenching around his cock making a strangled moan leave his lips. You held onto his horns for support, crying you as he fucked you through your orgasm.
That was the first of many orgasms that night. Your husband became an animal, unable to stop until you were both too exhausted to move.
He was so happy, seeing how full you were of his cum. Your husband had always had filthy thoughts about breeding a calf into you… and as he fell asleep, he could already imagine you as a mother to many calves.
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