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may i request rin, isagi, sae with an s/o who is unathletic pls!! like bad at sports in general (cause i've never been good myself š)
She's a runner she's.....a track star??
A/n: this is so ass but like i did my best šššš, zont bully me sjjskekeke, some crack silly stuff, ALSO other requests will get done at some point dw!!!!

Rin:
-Will bully you a bit
-At first he'd be like "Lukewarm, just excuses you can walk up the stairs"
-Will make you participate in his runs from time to time "You're in the house lazing around all the damn time, outside now!"
-Later on after falling down the stairs or fainting, too much for his liking, he'd be nicer and take a bit more breaks with you, will still force you to participate tho...
-And no he didn't carry you after passing out you're imagining it!!!
Bonus:
+after fainting for the first time around him, he was so fucking worried but hid it while giving you a piggy back ride home, he may or may not forbid you to do anything in the house for a week (yes rin gets a bonus cuz he my bae)
Isagi:
-Momsagi making a comeback with this one, one worried bf you got
-First time when he asked you to run with him you were so out of breath after barely 50m and he was high-key panicking "OMG ARE YOU OKAY DO YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN?!?"
-Will have some candy and water on him in case you feel dizzy
-He still brings you with him so you can get some vitamin D (you hermit need to touch grass), he'd leave you on a bench with something to keep you occupied like some kid
-Overall he'd be understanding
Sae:
-Not as forceful as his brother, will make you go to gym with him for your own health
-Will not believe you're unathletic "That's a dumb excuse, now on the treadmill"
-Once while you were fighting for your life on the treadmill while he stood beside you making sure you actually put in effort he increased the speed "You should do something more challenging" "SAE NO-" as soon as it sped up you fell face first, hard
-Feels guilty but won't let it show, and suddenly you'd get a lot more gifts than usual
-Since then he never questioned how you used machines, will still tease you about falling
#venna's out!!!#venna's requests chest š§°#venna is a dum dum#venna is crusty#blue lock#venna scrolls š#rin itoshi x reader#blue lock x reader#itoshi rin x reader#bllk x reader#bllk rin#itoshi rin#bllk sae#itoshi sae#sae itoshi x reader#sae itoshi#isagi yoichi#bllk isagi#isagi x reader#blue lock isagi#i had a vision#this was fun
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That was a long time ago
swap/evil au!Dante x childhood friend!Reader
Cw: a lot of exposition, dmc3 Dante, gn!reader, this is more of an intro post for the au so I could practice writing him, use of baby and sweetheart, next post WILL be smut with an older evil Dante where he actually is horrible, he's just a little mean in this ā¤ļø
(THIS IS ANOTHER AU I DONT ACTUALLY THINK DANTE WOULD DO ANY OF THIS SHIT IN MAINLINE)
A/n: i have not played dmc5 in a while and forget what the fuck the area around their house looks like, so play along if there's not a forest nearby. I also like... i dont know what happened near the end, its not verg good
He remembered that fateful day. He was left alone, sparring outside. Vergil said he wanted to keep reading his dumb poetry. It was quiet, that familiar of bugs was missing. The chirping of birds gone silent. It was as if time went still.
He didn't notice it at first, that buzzing in the back of his mind that made him want to flee. He probably should of. At 8 years old his mother left him to die. Thrown to the wolves. Thrown to the demons, more accurately.
He watched as the house burned down to ash, the smoke high in the sky. Even as he fled, running for his life, he could see that smoke high in the sky.
And he remembered the days before that. Where he played with his brother and his friend. His secret friend. Mother and father were always worried about them, said they couldn't go too far off the property. But Dante never listened.
He saw another kid in the woods next to his house, plucking some of the wild flowers from the ground. Placing them into their little basket. They looked so excited with each little flower they plucked. And Dante never got to hang out with other kids his age. He crept into the forest, dodging every little leaf and twig that if crunched could scare them.
"Hii!" He shouted, watching them look up.
"Hi?" You waved back at him nervously, and he watched as you stood up straight from the ground.
"Who are those flowers for?" He pointed down at the basket, stepping in front of you.
"They're for my mom. She told me not to come over here but they're just so pretty. Look!" You held your hand up to his face, a small, red wildflower limp between your fingers.
"Can I pick some?" Reaching towards the ground, he grasped at the little flowers, squishing them in his hands. The delicate petals fell onto the ground, leaving partial, crumpled stems in his hands. He was about to give up and sulk, stomp off to go bother Vergil and hope that'll make him feel better.
But you reached out, gently picking up another flower of the ground. Setting into his hand as carefully as you can.
"Now you have one to give to your mom."
Thats all he can remember. His head aches if he thinks about it anymore. That's all he needs to remember anyway.
Why would he ever sit and daydream about the eight year old you, when he's got the smoking hot adult you?
"Dante.." You mutter, gazing down at the rubble and gore beneath temen ni gru. Hundreds dead or injured, the squeals of demons feasting ringing out loud enough for the next city over to hear. His hand tightened around your hip, pulling you close.
"Yeah, baby?" He snaps out of whatever place his mind was, a sharp grin on his face. He looked a little too delighted staring at the gore below him. Like a king on his throne. You wouldn't be surprised if he saw himself as one. "You like what you see, right?"
"It's... definitely something!" His hand drifts lower, resting right on your ass. As much as the urge to swat his hand away rises in you, staring at all the viscera makes you rethink that. "A little... excessive, don't you think? Couldn't we have done this somewhere more... rural? Not right in the middle of the busiest part of town?"
He snickered, leaning into you and glancing over. "I forget how stupid you are when it comes to hellgates and stuff. We can't just move a hell gate, baby. That's where it is so that's where it comes up. Not my fault that I killed a few people."
"You're the one who raised the hellgate! If you didn't raise it then those people wouldn't have died!"
He went quiet, snarling a little. He dipped his head a little lower, his nails digging into your skin.
"If you talk back like that again, I'll throw you down there with them since you pity them so much. You humans are so fragile, any time someone dies you just have to whine about it." He rolled his eyes, as if you were complaining about spilt milk.
He adjusted his grip on you, grabbing your wrist and walking away from the edge.
"Enough of this anyways, I've got a reunion party to plan."
Intro to the au next post WILL be sloppy pervert sex leave me recommendations for what he should do pls ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹
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Sirius is nervous because itās been a long time š Headcanons

ā” Sirius grew up in the 60ās and 70ās which is the time period of the Sexual Revolution (sex becoming less stigmatized, the second-wave feminism movement, etc.), but I imagine the wizarding world is quite behind the times in regards to social politics. Especially pureblood and half-blood families that donāt follow muggle culture.
ā” So I headcanon purity culture was still pretty rampant in Siriusās day.
ā” Thatās not to say Sirius is completely inexperienced. He was a handsome, popular, charismatic rebel, spending nine months out of the year at a co-ed boarding school. Some stuff was bound to happen.
ā” But it was few and far between. Usually some hand stuff, maybe some mouth stuff, and very rarelyāthe real stuff.
ā” And before he knows it heās a single, thirty six year old man trapped in his parentās house. Heās known nothing but loneliness, starvation, and survival mode for the last thirteen-ish years of his life. He hasnāt had the time or energy to even think about a womanālet alone touch one.
ā” Imagine his nerves when he meets you and thereās an immediate chemistry. Lingering glances, prolonged eye contact, and perhaps a few unnecessary (but not inappropriate) touches.
ā” There was one time you innocently patted his thigh as you stood up from the dining room table, and Sirius had never felt more foolish or immature as when he felt the undeniable truth of his prick stiffening in his trousers.
ā” Then came the seemingly inevitableāthe two of you left alone, sharing a bottle of wine and sitting too-closely together on the sofa. Sirius catches you glancing down at his lips every so often, and he feels grateful for the liquid courage. He canāt imagine how heād fare sober if heās still feeling this nervous after two glasses of wine.
ā” Sirius kisses you first. Itās shortāonly lasting a second or two as he pulls away to gauge your reaction. He feels a surge of excitement and confidence as you donāt allow him to pull away for long, softly cupping his bearded cheek and pulling him in for more.
ā” From there, itās just like riding a broom. You never forget.
ā” Things progress slowly. Itās almost an agonizing pace as it doesnāt take much from you to get his cock hard, but itās a necessary evil. Despite the uncomfortable feeling of his shaft rubbing against his pants, he wants to take his time in order to be sure it doesnāt end too quickly. Not even just for you, but for this sake of his own pride, he needs this to be a good experience.
ā” Sirius is well aware of how long itās been for him, so heās not ignorant to the fact that he wonāt last long once heās finally able to feel his cock inside you. Thereās no outcome where he wonāt burst within the first few minutes.
ā” So once the two of you have reached the bedroom, Sirius is sure to spend an ample amount of time with his face between your legs. Heās unwilling to detach his mouth from your cunt until your legs are shaking, and the only noises leaving your mouth are different variations of swear words, his own name, God, and Merlin.
ā” Heās mildly surprised and quite happy with how well heās done. He was foolishly half expecting the clit to have moved to an unidentified spot within the last ten or so years. Thankfully, female anatomy hasnāt changed any during his drawn out stint of celibacy.
ā” As expected, he doesnāt last long once heās finally sunken himself into your sopping wet cunt. With your body flush with his, your legs wrapped around his hips, and moaning deliciously into his ear, no amount of forced thoughts about quidditch or reciting correct wand movements could prevent him from bursting ropes of cum as deeply into your pussy as he can reach.
ā” By the end of it all, Sirius wasnāt sure why he was even nervous in the first place.
ā” (For the next day or so, you get a few questionable looks from the others as Sirius struts around Grimmauld Place happily singing his favorite tunes)
#sirius black#post azkaban sirius#sirius black x reader#post azkaban sirius black x reader#sirius black fanfic#sirius black fanfiction#sirius black one shot#sirius black headcanons
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BABYDOLL: CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. GAME OVER

jj maybank x fem!routledge OC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. it's a race to flee the island, but a sick twist of fate lands lottie in the hands (or fists) of the local drug dealer and the island's newest murderer.
note: rafe and barry are EXTRA assholes in this chapter; it's still canon-level violence but only read what you're comfy with! ALSO! we're two chapters away from the end of s1!!
word count. 3.7k || masterlist
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Lottie awoke with an ache in her neck and was only half well-rested. The events of the day prior had knocked her out, but the looming sense of dread and anticipation kept her mind spinning even in her dreams. Sirens still echoed now and then outside, which eased Lottie with the thought of her brother still evading the police. He just had to steer clear of trouble until three, when they planned to meet up.Ā
After a quick snack courtesy of Kieās clueless parents, they started prepping for John B. and Lottieās getaway. Pope volunteered to get gas from his parents' shop, leaving the other three to start packing for the trip.Ā
Kie had gathered a collection of food that would tie them over for a while. JJ and Lottie worked on packing it in bags and a small cooler they were also stealing from Kieās parents.Ā
āDo you think thisāll be enough?ā asked Kie, placing her hands on her hips with worry pinched in her face.Ā
āFor a couple of weeks at least,ā JJ replied. āThat should be all you guys will need.ā He kept his eyes focused on the counter in front of him. He had hardly spared a glance at Lottie since they woke up, and she noticed rather quickly. That wasnāt like JJ. It was like he was avoiding her, somewhat. The brushing off of Lottieās concern last night mustāve still been on his mind. That was the only thing Lottie could think that would cause him to act that way.Ā
Lottie tried, once again, to meet his eyes, but he did not even seem to notice her gaze on him.Ā
āThereās a case of water in the back-ā Kie started to say before JJ cut her off by volunteering to grab it. He slipped away as Kie made a face and said, āHeās being weirder than normal.āĀ
āI know,ā Lottie said, relieved that someone else noticed it too. She found herself picking at her nails again, which she had done a number on yesterday. They looked like hell and stung, but she continued to pick at the broken skin.Ā
Kieās gaze fell onto Lottieās hands. She reached under the counter and handed Lottie a lighter to fiddle with instead.Ā
āI donāt know why heās being weird,ā Lottie continued, directing her energy onto the lighter. āWe were fine yesterday until we got here to crash.āĀ
Kie brushed a few stray curls behind her ear and shrugged. āItās probably just ācause you and John B. are setting sail. He might just be worried; we all arenāt super thrilled you guys are leaving, but itās not like thereās much of a choice, which sucks. JJās just not one to talk about his feelings.āĀ
āYeah,ā Lottie sighed. āBut heās usually not like that with me.āĀ
It wasnāt easy to get JJ to talk about anything without him brushing it off for making a joke about it, but if anyone could, it was Lottie. She didnāt know why exactly that was the case, but it had been like that since they were little.Ā
Kie seemed ready to say something else, but she pressed her lips into a thin line when JJ returned and swallowed whatever she was about to say.Ā
āAll right,ā JJ said, setting the case of water on top of the cooler. āAnything else?āĀ
Lottie patted her pockets and realized that she had left nearly everything at her house, besides a few items forever stuck inside the Cameronsā mansion. All she had on her was her cellphone, which held her ID and five bucks in the back of the case.Ā
āI need to go home,ā she said. āI have a stash of cash and some stuff I canāt leave without.āĀ
āThe place is definitely staked out, Lot. Thereās no way youāll be able to stroll up there without being ambushed by cops,ā Kie said.Ā
āI know, but I think Iāve gotta risk it.ā There was a whole house of memories she was leaving behind; she had to take some things with her, memories of her mom and dad that she couldnāt part with. It was risky and probably not the smartest idea, but she couldnāt bring herself to leave without taking something to hold on to.Ā
āIf the cops try to question me, Iāll play the distressed sister of a āmurdererā whoās grabbing her shit to stay at friend's house. Iāll tell them I have no clue where John B.āĀ
Kie and JJ didnāt seem to like the idea, just from the looks on their faces. āThey could still detain you or follow you and screw up the plan,ā JJ said, a slight edge to his voice.Ā
āIāll try to throw them off or make something up. But Iāll try not to get caught at all. As my brother would say Iāll do some āsuper secret spy shitā or whatever. In and out. They wonāt even know I was there.ā Lottie knew her house better than any policeman did. She knew every window that didnāt lock, creaky floorboard, and the quickest and easiest way to sneak in and out.Ā
Their dad had never been super strict, but there were times when she and John B. had sunk back in after a party a couple of times. Lottie had also snuck JJ into her house when their dad was home, who was not a fan of boys in his daughterās bedroom, even if it was just JJ. She was fairly confident she could evade the cops long enough to sneak in, grab what she needed, and slip out without detection.Ā
āAll right,ā Kie relented. āTake my bike, itās out back. Weāll load up this stuff and get the boat.āĀ
Lottie nodded, and Kie started to haul the bags of food toward where her car was parked in the front. JJ hesitated, finally looking at Lottie.Ā
She hesitated to leave, too. āDo you think your dadās gonna be home when you go to look for the keys?ā she asked, remembering she had promised that theyād all try to help him find the keys to his dadās boat, so he wouldnāt have to face the man alone, not after what he had done to JJ last time he had gone home.Ā
With a shrug, he said, āProbably. Passed out though, if Iām lucky.āĀ
Something in Lottieās gut twisted uncomfortably. āYou know, I could hold off on my stuff and come with you-āĀ
JJ cut her off with a quick shake of his head. āNo, Lot. Itās my dad. I can handle stealing a set of keys from him. You got your shit to do. Weāll meet back up later.āĀ
āJustā¦be careful, okay?āĀ
A half-smile graced his lips before he replied, āYou too.āĀ
Staying off the main roads, Lottie did her best to avoid getting caught before she even made it to the Chateau. The distant howl of sirens both unsettled and eased her worries, knowing they were close but also that they were still searching for John B. How he managed to continue to evade them, Lottie didnāt know, not when it seemed like the entire island was hell-bent on bringing him in. But being a Pogue made you crafty, especially when it came to the cops.Ā
Not long after crossing over into the Cut, the sound of buzzing pricked her ears. She spared a glance over her shoulder, keeping the handlebars straight, and spotted not one, but two motor bikes running up on her quickly. At first, Lottie thought it was Pope, but the accompanying bike confused her.Ā
She turned her head and kept her gaze focused on the road in front of her, staying near the edge to allow the bikes to pass, but they slowed as they neared her. One of them cut in front of her and stopped abruptly. Lottie panicked and jerked the handlebars to the right, sending her and Kieās bike off the road. She dropped her feet from the pedals and forced the bike to a stop.Ā
The other bike parked beside the first one, and two helmet-clad boys jumped off. Lottie gently laid Kieās bike on the grass and hid her shaking hands in tight fists at her sides, ready to tell off whoever the idiots where who ran her off the road, but as they pulled off their helmets, Lottieās anger twisted into something more nervous, fearful even but with an undertone of rage that simmered in her veins.Ā
Rafe and Barry. The local murderer and drug dealer, two people Lottie never wanted to find herself alone with, ever. Too much shit had gone down between the groups for any interaction to be not fueled by a hateful fire.Ā
Lottie took a step back as they stalked forward, her foot hitting the bikeās wheel.Ā
Rafe held up his hands, almost mockingly, as he said, āLook, we donāt want any trouble.ā His tone indicated the opposite.Ā
From around him stepped Barry, a gun clutched in his hand. Lottieās heart dropped into her feet. Suddenly, she was right back on the roadside when Barry tried to rob them of their gold. That time, she at least had her friends and brother to take control of the situation, but she was all alone now. The heavy weight of panic pressed down on her chest uncomfortably, but she tried to keep her cool.Ā
āThen whatās with the gun?ā she said slowly, eyeing Barry as he stepped closer with eyes narrowed dangerously.Ā
āIām lookinā for your bitch-ass friend,ā he spat. āDonāt think I forgot that lilā stunt yāall pulled. I want my fucking money back.āĀ
A part of Lottie was relieved that JJ wasnāt with her. Sure, heād know how to wriggle out of that situation, but not without shared black eyes and bruised knuckles. But without JJ there, Barry couldnāt hurt him the way he clearly wanted to. The money was gone, but she wasnāt going to be the one to tell Barry that.Ā
Lottie swallowed thickly, her throat burning like she was close to crying, but she forced her emotions down. āI donāt know what youāre talkinā about,ā she said.Ā
Rafe cleared his throat and pushed Barryās arm down to the gun wasnāt pointed directly at Lottie. She didnāt want to be, but she was a little bit grateful for that. āJust tell us where your brother is. Thatās all we want to know.āĀ
That look was back in his eyes, a crazed glint halfway hidden behind the rich smugness of a Kook. Maybe he was high again, either on coke or the murder he just committed.Ā
āI donāt know where he is.ā Which was true, but it would also be a cold day in Hell before Lottie ever sold out her brother toĀ anythingĀ , especially Rafe Cameron.Ā
A dry, humorless laugh left Barryās lips. āYou donāt know shit, huh?āĀ
Lottie took another step back, half tripping over the bike before Rafe caught her wrist so she couldnāt put any more distance between them. His fingers dug into her skin harshly, but just for a moment before he relented just slightly.Ā
āDonāt touch me,ā Lottie said through gritted teeth. She attempted and succeeded in pulling her wrist out of his grasp before holding it to her chest.Ā
āListen to me-ā Rafe snapped, his voice low and attempting to leave no room for whatever argument she had. But Lottie cut him off, the words tumbling out of her mouth before she realized her mistake.Ā
Pissing off Rafe Cameron never ended well, but the Pogues had a hard time learning that lesson. Lottie thought she knew it well enough, but when faced with the blond asshole, it was hard not to dig under his skin the same way he did.
āNo,ā she said. āIām not ratting out my brother or my friends to fucking murderer.āĀ
He stilled, nose twitching and jaw tightening. āWhatād you just say?ā He reached out again, that time grabbing her arms with a fierceness that startled Lottie even more than she had already been. His breath was hot, seething as he stood nose to nose with the bike in the grass, not doing much to separate them.Ā
If any of her friends were there, they would have met Rafeās anger with their own. And if anyone had the right to be angry, it was Lottie. God, she was so angry that they were in that position in the first place. She was angry at the Cameron men most of all.Ā
āI know you killed Peterkin.āĀ
Maybe it was a trick of the sunlight, but Lottie could have sworn she saw the smallest hint of panic in Rafeās eyes at her words, before it was washed away by a wave of anger. He pushed her back, hard. She lost her balance and landed on the grassy embankment.Ā
There was no time for her to react before Rafe towered over her. āShut up!ā he yelled before threading his fingers through his hair, pulling at the ends. āShut up!Ā
He looked like he was losing it, and Lottie didnāt want to be there when that happened. She took a book from John B. and JJās book, delivering a quick kick to Rafeās shin and catching him off guard. He cursed and hopped back, tripping over the bike.Ā
Lottie started to crawl away, putting some distance between herself and Rafe before she attempted to stand up. But she had momentarily forgotten about Barry and the fact that she was outnumbered. He rounded Rafe with his own mutterings of curses and, in retaliation for kicking Rafe, sunk his dirty boot into Lottieās back.Ā
She had been half-way standing, still bent over, before his kick sent her sprawling back out against the grass, face first that time. Her nose caught the ground before her hands could prevent the blow.Ā
Pain exploded in her face, bringing tears to her eyes that refused to be shoved down. The click of a gun cocking pushed Lottie right over the edge. She squeezed her eyes shut and buried her face in the grass as a sob pushed its way through her lips.Ā
āDonāt be stupid, bitch,ā Barry said, right behind her.Ā
She didnāt move. The sound of blood rushing in her ears was almost louder than the boys. She faintly heard Rafe mutter, āIām not a murderer.ā A beat. āI did what I fucking had to do!āĀ
The boom of his voice caused Lottie to seize up, her whole body pulled tight like a rubber band, terrified of snapping. A hand roughly grabbed her shoulder, forcing her to roll over. Hovering over her was a smirking Barry, still with a gun in his hand aimed at her. āIām gonna give you one more chance-āĀ
Rafe cut him off as the distant sound of sirens echoed through the air. āHe canāt be far,ā he said. āJust forget her. Weāll find him ourselves, follow the cops, but find him first. Weāre wasting time here.āĀ
He shot Lottie one last look before he turned on his heel and left. Barry lingered for a moment, leaning down close, waving the gun around like it was a toy and not something that could kill with ease.Ā
āYour friendās got another thing cominā. No one steals from me and gets away with that shit.ā He followed Rafe, the two of them starting their bikes and taking off without so much as another glance in Lottieās direction.Ā
She waited until the sound of their bikes faded to sit up. Her chest ached, her back hurt, but most of the pain was in her face. She licked her lips as something wet coated them, only for an awful metallic taste to fill her mouth. Using the sleeve of her flannel, she wiped under her nose, staining the fabric red.Ā
If Topperās elbow hadnāt broken her nose at the boneyard, her face planting sure did. It hurt worse than that night on the beach, or maybe she just didnāt have the help of alcohol on her side.Ā
She needed to move, bike up Kieās bike, and pray she could make it to her house and to the dock in time to leave with John B. But she couldnāt get herself to stand up. She needed to toughen up, swallow the pain, and go through with their plan. But she just couldnāt.Ā
Her mind yelled at her as she brought her knees into her chest and buried her head in them. The tightness in her body snapped, showering her in a quick fit of tears. It hurt to breathe, to even out the air in her lungs.Ā
On the side of the road, she heaved in fresh air, wishing Kie was there to help calm her down. Instead, she was alone, on the side of the road with a broken nose and the time slipping away from her.Ā
Her phone was tucked away in her pocket, probably with a broken screen from her fall. She didnāt bother checking it and lost track of how long she sat there, sick to her stomach as the blood started to dry in the humid air. She stopped crying, the salty tears clung to her skin as defeat. It was stupid, she knew it was stupid. If she had been Kie or Pope or JJ or her brother, she would have jumped up and taken off like nothing had happened. She'd keep going because that was what the Pogues did.Ā
Yet, Lottieās own head pleaded with her to justĀ stop.Ā The gold. Her dad. Ward. Kook vs. Pogues. Agatha. Everything wrapped her up tightly, squeezing the drive out of her. Much like the hurricane that dredged everything up in the first place, Lottie was a storm of feelings, relentless and no good.Ā
It swept her up, blocking out the outside until a car pulled up beside her with red and blue lights.Ā
āHello?ā a voice called out. Lottie snapped her head up, spotting two police officers with their hands hovering over their holsters. One good look at Lottieās face caused them to retract their hands from their hips.Ā
The male officer sighed and spoke into his radio, āWe have a confirmed location on Charlotte Routledge. Bringing her in now.āĀ
Lottie briefly closed her eyes in both pain and frustration. Of course, the cops found her; she was a sitting duck.Ā
The female officer knelt in front of her with a sympathetic look on her face. āDid someone hurt you?ā she asked.Ā
The man scoffed, crossing his arms over his broad chest. āIt was probably her brother.ā He didnāt say it with care or concern, only judgment.Ā
Lottie glared at him, but it became more of a wince than anything as moving the muscles in her face only hurt her nose. āNo. It wasnāt my brother. He wouldnāt hurt me orĀ anyone.Ā ā The man rolled his eyes, only pissing her off more. She balled her hands into fists. āHe didnāt do it. He didnāt!ā Each word came out more frantic than she wanted it to.Ā
āCalm down,ā he patronized.Ā
āJim!ā the woman snapped, also glaring at the man. āGo wait in the car.ā He looked ready to argue, but she left no room for it. āNow!āĀ
He retreated back to the squad car with a grumble under his breath, leaving the two women alone. Lottieās chin trembled as she tried to stop another round of tears from spilling out. āHe didnāt kill Peterkin.ā That time, her voice came out as a whisper.Ā
āOkay,ā she replied softly. Lottie couldnāt tell if the woman believed her or pretended to, so Lottie would cooperate. āWhy donāt we head over to the station, get you cleaned up, and take your statement, yeah?āĀ
It wouldnāt matter, Lottie thought. No matter what she said, no one would believe her word over Wardās. The only person who would have was dead.Ā
The officers werenāt going to just let her go, so she nodded and allowed the woman to help her to her feet. In the back of the squad car, Lottie sank down in the seat and wished for the storm to blow over.Ā
After blood was washed down the sink of the police station, Lottie was left in a stained flannel and shirt, a broken nose, and a feeling of utter dejected. Time passed slowly, like honey, hours ticking away as the window she had to make it to the dock for her getaway trip with John B. It was disastrous, her swollen face and broken plan.Ā
No one was in the station besides a woman who manned the phones and the two officers who brought her in. It was eerily quiet, due to everyone else being out searching for her brother.Ā
They had taken her phone, preventing her from contacting her friends to let them know what had happened or to tell John B. to wait for her. Not that she would have. He was likely gone, and a part of her was relieved. The other half of her was devastated. It wouldnāt be forever, only a couple of weeks, they believed.
However, Lottie and John B. had never been apart for longer than a weekend. They were two halves of a whole, even in their older years. Being separated felt wrong. Sticking together was the one thing their dad had instilled in them from a young age. He told them, as long as they had each other, they didnāt need much else. Their dad believed all a person needed was someone to look out for them; he didnāt have that, though, and he ended up dead.Ā
What if something happened to John B.?Ā
Lottie shook the thought from her head as quickly as it came. She and the Pogues would flee to Mexico once things cooled down on the island and they'd spend the rest of their lives surfing and sticking together.Ā
All John B. had to do was make a clean getaway. That was all she had left to hope for.Ā
The two officers had questioned her extensively about his whereabouts, which she played dumb until the male officer was red in the face. The woman had eventually hung her head and left the room with the man in tow.Ā
Lottie sat and stared at her reflection in the one-way mirror, mind far away, until the woman came back some time later. āHere,ā she said, handing Lottie an ice back and a spare windbreaker.Ā
With a quiet āthanksā Lottie replaced her bloodied flannel before pressing the pack against her nose. The cold felt nice against her inflamed skin.Ā
āWeāre supposed to bring you to Shoup,ā she said, nodding at the door.Ā
āWhereās Shoup?āĀ
The woman held open the door and gestured for Lottie to stand up and exit. āYouāll see.ā
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Back at it again at the Krispy Kreme, part three of the Star at night. Shout out to Shoya again for being my editor!
Before you read, this is a warning before the warning labels. This is legitimately considered dead dove according to the guidelines of DD. If there are ANY, and I mean ANY labels that you see that you know you CAN NOT handle. DO NOT READ! Take care of yourself. Seriously, heavy material is in this chapter. If you are still here, enjoy this chapter.
ā ļø warning ā ļø dead dove šļø , death, heavy themes of mental and physical abuse, use of unorthodox methods of punishment, attempted sexual assault (not Ray), manipulation, emotional unease, trauma, underage possession of alcoholic beverages, and alcohol in general.
If you personally need to take a break will reading, do so. The story will still be here. I promise, come back when ready if you need to. Enjoy the read.
āThe Star At Nightā
Part 3 āLossā
The mask was held out for him to take. Its colors burned into his brain. FUCKING STEEL SHERIFF?! This had to be some kind of joke. Ray felt himself claw out past the Binary Star faƧade. Ray was supposed to be buried deep, wrapped up and lost in the light of Binary Star. This made Ray claw to the surface. Thoughts and feelings rushed to the surface like a dam that had broken and left damage as it went.
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14 years ago
Ray enjoyed the sun while he had it. Based on its position it was probably around three in the afternoon. The hottest part of the day but, hey, at least there was a cool breeze for a day in May like this. The brown sack of groceries held in his arm. He had to admit, having super strength was nice. Groceries felt like nothing. After exiting the store he even helped some old lady carry bags of groceries like it was nothing. Felt good. Ray looked down in the bag. The lady had much healthier stuff than he did. I mean, if Ray would choose he wouldnāt be one to drink beer in whiskey. Just an errand for hisā¦dad. He practically gagged at the thought of that man being his father. He shouldnāt even have the title.
Ray was glad he walked instead of drove, that means he gets to be out of the house for longer. After all, he doesnāt hardly leave, he schools at home because the NAHA doesnāt want him out among other teens his age. Not sure if heād get into trouble. Besides, the NAHA knew from a report given to them by the steel sheriff that Ray was still dealing with the repercussions of the southern war. He shivered at the thought. Thank goodness he was only a part time hero right now. Heād be stressed to the max. He liked it well enough. Being a hero. Then again, he was always nervous to do the wrong thing though. To mess up. What if he wasnāt the Hero the people wanted? What if he was a mess up? What if he wasnāt what the people needed.
Finally, Ray had made it to the little house that was a bit out of town. Away from prying eyes. He slow played it, walked at a slower pace, hey, the mail is probably here too. Might as well check that. The mail consisted of fan mail, bills, and other things that Ray didnāt really care about. With a sigh he moseyed on up the path to the door. That when a scream pierced through the air, muffled but for Ray, he heard it clear as day.
His blood ran cold, chest tightened painfully in his chest. Felt a little sweaty as his body grew hot. He knew what this meant, someone was inside fighting for themselves. Trying to get away from the hellish nightmare that was Steel Sheriffās home. Ray felt stuck to that spot, heās a hero. Heās done this before? Why did it feel so difficult? He knew the answer. Because when he played hero at home? There were consequences. He shook his head, that didnāt matter. Consequences or notā¦someone needed his help. The grocery bag dropped to the ground, glass breaking, the bag slowly soaking making the paper soggy. As Ray made bounding leaps to the door.
He burst through the door with fever, hurry. His eyes widened at the sight before him. He would think heād be prepared for it but itās still shocking every time. āI SAID ONLY ONE TIME! ONE!ā The woman beneath Rick cried out as tears streamed down her face. She cringed as Rick kissed and prodded at her body. Her glossy eyes looked at Ray. Her face was bruised, left eye swollen shut. āH-help me. Please.ā The woman whines making his heart drop to the floor. āSHE SAID GET OFF!ā Ray screamed, rushing Rick, grabbing him by the shoulder tearing him off the woman. Rick flew through the air landing on the glass coffee table with a crash.
Ray knelt beside the woman. āCan you stand?ā He inquired, taking the womanās hand gently. The woman shook her head no. She was panicking, having a hard time trying to get her up. āYOU FUCKINā LITTLE BITCH!ā Ticked yelled starting to get up. Making Ray panic a little. āItās okay Maāam. Iāll help you up but we have to be fast.ā With that Ray stood up taking her hand with him pulling her up, before he pulled her along to the front door, making her stumble a little. The front door was still wide open. He pushed her gently out the door. āGO! GET SOMEWHERE SAFE!ā Ray cried out, everything running on high alert. The woman stumbled down the walk way sobbing but still out of harm's way. A breath of relief was short-lived.
Rays felt his leg leave the ground as he felt himself being yanked back by his shirt collar. āBoy what did I fuckinā say would happen when you get in my way?ā Rickās tone was dangerously low before he stopped eating Ray, throwing him against the ugly cream sofa. Before Ray could even get up Rick sat on him, straddling him, keeping Ray pinned to the floor. āWhat did I tell you? Say it.ā Ray swallowed thickly. He hated this, hated him. He should just kill him. Waitā¦no. No, Ray shook the thought away. No, heroās don't think like that right? They shouldnāt. A good hero doesnāt think like that. Ray couldnāt fight back, he had nowhere else to go, Rick had ingrained into Ray's mind that no one would take him either.
A tight grip on Rayās hair snapped him from his thoughts, making him grimace. . āIām talking to you. I expect a FUCKINā ANSWER!ā Ray swallowed the lump in his throat as Rick released his hair and pulled a lighter and cigarette from his button up breast pocket. āYouā¦you said thatā¦if Iā¦ā this was humiliating. He didnāt want to do this. Even if he tried to keep his voice even, it didnāt work. āIf I intervene Iāll take whatās left.ā Rick nodded āAtta boy.ā Rick took a inhale of smoke before pushing it back out in Rayās face, making his nose wrinkle. āYou ruin everything.ā Rick said slowly. āSay it.ā
Ray looked up at him, his eyes widening a little. Really? Why? Why was he like this? Rick suddenly pushed the hot cigarette to the skin on Rayās upper arm. āSAY IT!ā Ray cried out, āI RUIN EVERYTHING!ā Rick smiles, āSAY IT AGAIN.ā Ray shook his head, āPlease I-ā his sentence replaced by a yelp. āI RUIN EVERYTHING!ā Ray repeated. āSAY IT FOR ME AGAIN BOY! MAKE ME BELIEVE IT!ā Ray yelled out in anger, his teeth gnashing, āI. RUIN. EVERYTHING!ā Rick nodded, taking another drag. āThatās right. You do ruin everything. Now. Where is my whiskey?ā Ray felt his heart sink. A numb feeling coursing through his body. āIā¦I dropped it.ā He mumbled. āWhat was that boy?ā Rick inquired credulously. āI dropped it.ā Rick let out a humorless laugh. āWell, today isnāt your lucky day, is it Sun Ray.ā Rick reared his fist back.
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Present moment
The memory stopped, the horrid movie in his mind halted. This is it. Sure he lied, he wasnāt going to let these people go. However, he doesnāt remember one thing. Hershelās special request. Crime rate was going up again. There was an example needed. To be made. He knew he could use Red Diamond to cut them down like he wanted to. After all, there will need to be a cover story soā¦needs to make sure to leave as little recognition of him as possible. Maybe killing them slowly wonāt be too bad. A good release. Binary Star is put up for the next little bit of time. Leaving Ray, and ONLY Ray. He killed the man in his grip gruesomely before the group's very eyes. Just so they can see whatās coming to them. Ray smiled, āIāll give you a head start. Fair enough? 10ā¦9ā¦get running, 8ā¦ā The countdown of the beginning of his hunt.
The countdown felt like a threat, no, worse than that. A promise of impending suffering. Carol and Sam ran at your side down the hall, the countdown of Binary Star feeling as if it was racing with you. āWe have to get out of here somehow!ā Sam cried out, breath ragged. āThe front door is a no go.ā Carol commented. Thatās when the image of the map flashes into your mind. Thatās right, that's it! āI got it! There is an employee exit in the locker room that leads outside! Thatās our way out!ā You say to the women running beside you. āPerfect, weāll head-ā Carol stopped talking, only leaving labored breath and the ending of the countdown. āZero. Countdown is up.ā Binary Star called in a teasing tone down the hall.
āWe need to hide, we have to separate. Weāll meet in the locker room.ā That sounded like a terrible idea. Carol continued on, āOne of us has to make it to the locker room.ā The way Carol said it left a pit in your stomach. What? One? But what about everyone else? We can- no, I canāt leave anyone behind. You think to yourself. You love these people, they have been here for you for the longest time. You couldn't leave them. They were your family. āHide!ā Carol called.
You push forward, turning down the hall into the Greek exhibit. The room's lights were dim, white marble statues stood tall, historic gods and goddesses stood tall, some of the walls were lined with shields and weapons of all kinds, and stands with vases intercity designed. Footsteps scared you out of your short admiration, practically making you dive for cover behind the large āVenus De Miloā statue. Thatās when he started talking. āYou know. When I was younger, in my teen years. I used to imagine that people would make statues of me. Would treat me like a god.ā
You peek your head around The corner of the statue, there he stood looking up at a statue you went familiar with. He wiped some dust off of it. āAnd they do. They just donāt tell you howā¦difficult it really is to be treated as such. The more you are seen. The less you are heard. Well, the fact is that, no one truly sees me. Not really anyways.ā Binary Star chuckled a little. āEnough about me. Iād rather talk about you. You and your little āfamilyā as you put it. I have to admit, you have an interesting family trade you have going on.ā What? Family, how did he even know that? You never said anything about it? āI can read minds. Just how out of the loop are you?ā He jests. That made this so much worse.
Binary Star took a deep breath. āDo you want to know something else? I have great hearing too. I can hear the sound of your heart. The fear. It is funny, two hearts almost beating at the same pace.ā What did that even mean?! His words only made your heart beat faster, sweat forming on your brow. He knew you were there, so why did you keep hidden? Your thoughts suddenly were interrupted by the sound of a case breaking. Thatā¦wasnāt you. āAh, someone made the first move. I was waiting for that.ā He cooed.
Looking around the statue there stood Sam. Frozen in place, the vase broke to bits on the floor. She looked at you. Her eyes were not even trained on the figure stepping towards her. In a flash he ate up the distance snatching her up by her throat. āWhat to do with you hm?ā He inquired to himself. āWhat do you think, (you)?ā He was calling you out. He must have read her mind or something to get your name. āAh, creative-ā he looks back at you. Who was now standing away from the statue, Afraid.
He looks back at sam. āYour friend here has quite the wild imagination. Sheās thinking of all the possible things I could do to her. Only thing she didnāt account for is that I would use her imagination to think of something. Worse.ā In that time of talking you panicked, you could just let Sam die like this. Not if you were there. Your eyes scanned the wall, there wasnāt much but you saw it. The metal throwing disk on the wall. With a tug it came off, you swung it around to throw it at him, hoping heād drop Sam giving her time to escape. He caught it just before it reached his head. His head slowly turned to face you, a huge unsettling smile on it. āI like the way you think. (You).ā
Those words made your heart drop to the floor. āNO!ā You screamed as he took the disk and slammed it right into her face once. Just one hit and teeth fell to the floor, drop falling in droplets. She moaned in pain, eyes wide in shock. āSAM! STOP! PUT HER DOWN YOU BASTARD!ā You scream, grabbing another weapon, a spear. Itās what you got. Youād use it. Just as you turned around to face him. It was as if he was waiting just for you to look. Sam was gagging, the disk set in her jaw. āDonāt be angry with me, you picked how she dies. Gave me the weapon with your own hands sweetheart.ā With a sharp jerk of his gloved hand, Samās has fell to the floor with a sickening splatter. Making you drop your spear.
Another scream of horror escaped your lips. Binary star set her down gently, Adam took two wobbling steps toward you, reaching out. Her tongue hung from the absence of her lower jaw. Blood soaking her dark clothing and skin. Sam gurgled and choked before dropping to the floor with a thud. You could stop the tears that began to fall, that quickly turned into sobbing, the sobbing turned into throwing up. āAwww, donāt feel too bad. Her death was decently quick. Besides, kudos to you, you gave me some good entertainment so far.ā You couldnāt stay. You couldnāt, youād be next.
As fast as your legs could carry you, you ran down the hall with fever. Sobs are still wracking your body. The locker room was just up ahead. Not too far. Just as you passed the dinosaur exhibit, Carol came barreling out at the same time. Slamming into you. Her eyes widened. ā(you)? Hey, itās alright. Come here.ā Carol grabbed you, pulling you back into the Dino exhibit, cradling you close. āNo itās not alright,ā you cried. āI tired to save Sam and he fucking killed her with the disk I threw at him.ā Carol attempted to sooth you. āShhh, you did what you could. We canāt stay here though. We have to leave. Come on. Get yourself together.ā With a nod. You follow her out your hand in hers.
Just as you two left the dinosaur exhibit, Binary Star was waiting right there for you with a smile. āAh, funny running into you here.ā Carol and you paused, before she shoved you right into his arms before making a mad dash down the hall. Leaving you in his arms in shock. She justā¦she just left you. She actually left you! āMmm, maybe you arenāt really family.ā You try to move from his grip, only for his grip to tighten on you. His head turning from Carol's disappearing figure to you. āHow does that make you feel? (You)?ā
It honestly made you feel disgusted. She was like your mother when you separated from yours. You trusted her. āSay it.ā He said giving you a tight squeeze making you yelp. āDISGUSTED! IT MAKES ME FEEL ANGRY!ā You cry out. āThatās what I thought. Letās go pay her a little visit shall we? Maybe even have a little, heart warming chat.ā His tone was anything but warm as he dragged you down the hall with him after Carol. Your fighting means nothing against him.
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i should read a book too
#kirbco brand cola#i have so many books to choose from too#i think i'm gonna go for If This Isn't Nice What Is? (kurt vonnegut) and IWTV ?#i have house of leaves and some other stuff too...#eventually actually have to read The Body Keeps Score but i'm secretly hopiong my hold on the audio book finally comes thru#before i decide to crack it open#cos i think that'll be easier...
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He thought of Sansa, brushing out Ladyās coat and singing to herself. You know nothing, Jon Snow. x
#asoiafedit#thenorthsource#book jonsa#jonsa#valyrianscrolls#sansa stark#jon snow#ghost the direwolf#hes a good boy he deserves to be tagged too#rani graphics#from top to bottom its - from Chronicles of the Three Sisters by Heinrich Lefler and Joseph Urban; house tully necklace; elizabeth of york;#the midnight wolf; from Cantigas de Santa Maria (the lute); dante and beatrice in the garden; poldark; some dress i found idk;#meeting in the turret stairs; anne with an e. the rest is just canva stuff. the red weirwood leaves. the lemon. the dove crow and bat.#the snowflakes. the blue roses and the other flowers. i was so mad bc my go to white boy jon fancasts are gilbert from anne with an e#and ben barnes in dorian gray but i realized men's clothing from like 1850s onwards looks way too modern. like the jackets have not changed#so i originally had the scene where anne and gilbert kiss in the anne with an e finale but his jacket stood out SO BAD.#so i had to go with aidan turner's curly ass even tho jon has straight hair. angering!#also lol that poem is about a half brother sister duo altho i don't think it's meant in the way i mean it here lajsflk#i have a few others like this planned out but they take me a long time to make so no promises
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Silly Game Time: Have you ever seen or heard a ghost (or what some might've considered to be a ghost)? If so, when and where?
Ohohohohohohoh Iāve been looking for an excuse to share some of this shit.
Short answer, yes, a while ago, twice at my house, and once on an island.
long answer is under the cut because Iāve been looking for an excuse to ramble about this stuff and it got a bit out of hand, aka horrifically long. So just be warned I guess.
So for context my momās side of the family has a history of some mildly supernatural stuff happening, and being able to sense stuff and all that jazz. Not in like the Hollywood type of way, just occasional feelings of a presence, or seeing something weird out of the corner of their eye, or encountering something strange for a bit, stuff like that. Overall pretty mild. And lucky me, I got it too. Maybe not ghosts or demons in the traditional sense most of the time, but definitely something else on occasion. Most of them are harmless, or just curious, but some are more malicious and all of that stuff. You can usually tell the difference based off vibes. Now hereās the thing, if you can more easily sense them, they can more easily sense you, and tend to get curious and interact a bit more because of it. Iāve encountered a couple of weird situations, none of which I can logically explain away easily (maybe the last one was my brain playing tricks on me, but considering it was on an island where a murder occurred on the next island over and was known to have many ghosts on it and literal graves I donāt think so), and Iāll share the ones I can think of right now here.
So this first one I donāt actually remember, because I was a newborn at the time. But my mom has told me about it a bunch. She said that when I was a baby and had just been brought home, Iād sometimes start randomly crying in my room. Now all kids do this, but she said I sounded almost scared. Iād always stop a while later, and when they checked on me I was fine. But she said that she felt a weird presence in my room sometimes. Now one time my mom apparently was putting me down for a nap, and I was all fine and dandy, the room all warm, and I went to sleep, and she left. A minute later I started crying really badly, so she rushed in, and apparently caught a flicker of someone looking at me by my crib, and the room was no joke several degrees colder, like actually cold in there. She immediately grabbed me and left the room, before telling whatever it was to leave, because it was scaring me. Sure enough, after that it left, and didnāt come back. It had just been curious.
The next thing I remember encountering was when I was like 10 or 11, itās hard to remember, and wasnāt really a ghost I donāt think, but it was definitely something else, and it was definitely not nice. It possessed a stuffed monkey toy, one that came with a car in the trunk for some reason, with that cartoony smile and black eyes. It was cute for a while, until one day, it just. Wasnāt. Its face didnāt change, but somehow it felt more malicious, and like there was something behind it that meant us harm. It was in my younger brotherās and Iās room (we shared the room at the time), and there were several occasions when it moved on its own. Every single night it moved a little closer to my brotherās bed, inching across the room every time, though neither of us had touched it out of fear. Finally one day it got too close, and I was scared enough to go throw it out in the kitchen trash (downstairs, and across the hall/house from the at the time family room, which is important later), thinking that it would be gone in the morning. But instead, that morning we found it on the desk in the family room, laying across one of his other toys, as if nothing had happened. (I later asked both my parents and neither one had removed or touched it.) So my brother and I were scared, and I went and put it laying down in the kitchen on the stove, which was completely empty by the way, and went to talk with my brother. When I went back in, it was sitting straight up, propped up against the cookbook on the stove, just⦠staring. That freaked me out really bad, so I did the only thing my kid brain could think of (based off the limited media I had consumed at that age and what I had) and did an exorcism of sorts. I figured that crosses repelled demons or whatever, right? So I grabbed some lavender cough rub (which ended up working really well), drew a cross on it, and pinned it in a bike helmet so it couldnāt move and hung it in the breezeway. Repeated the cross thing a few more times, until it no longer felt actively malicious, and threw that thing away. It never returned.
Another one was a more complicated one, but I remember it really well. I think it was when I was 12 or 13, again, hard to remember. It was on an island, which was known for among other things, apparently having MANY ghosts, for many reasons. But I was playing a game of manhunt (basically a game of hide and seek mixed with tag for those who donāt know) at night on the island with some other kids in the group I was in, and it was all dark. I had started to feel a bit nervous and also didnāt know how long the game would last, so I started heading back to the hotel area/lawn area with lights and people, the main meeting place where everyone generally is, and people went after getting caught or opting out of the game. I began walking down this path, and kept seeing little blobs of shadow moving out of the corner of my eye, so I kept going to get back to the hotel area, not running or trying to catch their attention (seriously if you donāt need to draw supernatural attention then you probably shouldnāt, it rarely ends well), until I stopped for a moment because I saw a HUGE blob of shadow leap over the path, behind a fence into a garden or something, and disappear. I began walking to a more defined path after that, and soon began walking along the gravel path. After maybe a minute or less of walking, I heard footsteps behind me on the gravel path (a very distinct sound) and soon picked them out from my own. After a minute I stopped and turned around to see who it was, but nobody was there. But I still heard the footsteps on the path, getting closer. Thatās when I bolted and absolutely LEGGED it back to the lawn area, to the nearest largish group of people with lights, and sticking with them for a while, until some of my friends showed up, having been caught, and we sat on the hotel area steps for a while under the lights.
So yeah, I definitely have. Thatās not all of them, but they are the most memorable ones
#Chaos Answers#and thatās not even counting the window knocker#(For context when I was younger I was a bit scared of the dark. At night one time I heard a knocking at my window.#My second floor of the house bedroom window. I was scared for a while. Eventually I turned over and told it I wasnāt scared#and to leave me alone. It left after that. I think it fed off fear and attention.)#Iāve also had some other weird experiences that werenāt really ghost things more like glitch in the matrix things but yeah#A lot of weird shit tends to happen to me#Some of my friends too#And one time I can be ABSOLUTELY SURE it wasnāt a hallucination because we both heard it and got it recorded#(An ice cream truck song at random times. It got closer and farther at random. It didnāt actually exist. She looked for it once. Nothing)#So yeah I guess Iām a ghost magnet some friends are too (to varying degrees) and itās weird and annoying to deal with#Also please donāt mock me please#(None of this is religious btw. I couldnāt give less of a shit about religions outside of mythology. Itās just stuff that happens.)#(The lavender thing probably worked because of the power of belief and also lavender repelling evil stuff and it being medicine technically#Also before anyone accuses of any mental health issues or conditions trust me I got tested. Only have ADHD. Nothing else.
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im. filled w rage
#some of it is reasonable and some of it isnt#the reasonable stuff is like#everyone i live with is leaving messes everywhere#and food out#and dishes and trash and being reckless about the things we Will have to pay for#like the ac or the water#i understand being happy and messy#but please remember u live with other people and what u do effects everyone living here too#not just u#and the amount of guests weve had over recently has made me want to die#like our house feels a goddamn trainwreck and way too full#and yall making messes and not picking thwm up makes it feel aaaall the more crowded#were roommates guys#and were all grown adults too#so be more fucking responsible please??#and give notice about guests staying over??#and stop moving the furniture!!! STOP IT or at leats PUT IT THE FUCK BACK WHEN UR DONE#just š can we be adults and clean up after ourselves and be considerate roommates???#god i dont wanna be home#but i got shit to do and its the week of rhe weddinf#so FUCK YALL#if im real petty i wont talk to either of them for the rest of the week#b doesnt listen when i communicate shes got excuses#and n. will not be hearing from me anyways bc he pulled some super rude shit#and i do not have the time to deal with it or even the situation#i have various more things on my plate like the messes yall keep making and the fucking WEDDING that im not dealing w it#ugh
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I will probably be selling some things i don't want to sell but hey š«
#when you leave your job for feeling like a stupid outcast burden and being treated like you're one and the world shits extra debt on you?#i guess you have to#i had a woodchuck that ill sell i guess#and then i have some other small animal skeletons in the degrease#with a bunch of raccoon skulls#i still have two possum skulls that i cant fucking put back together#which pisses me off a lot#but ive got other stuff too#ill have the house to myself for a few days soon so ill go ahead and shuffle degrease bins#fucking hell dude
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where is my fat husband
#stream#iām lonely !!!! i want a man !!!!!!#me: whereās my man#me at the same time: not leaving the house nor dating apps & also is having a mental breakdown everyday while self medicating#also iām 90% sure my meds are starting to fail again ALSKALKSLAKSLAKLSAKLSMAKSKK#ANYWAY#i didnāt even go to gay bars when i was allowed to drink like ššš#itās all a bunch of straight people#thereās no point#like i constantly here old queens going āyoung gays donāt do xyzā or ādonāt know how to xyzā like ok girl its because that shit died like#idk probably before the pandemic truly it was dying but the pandemic was the nail in the coffin like girl ā¦ā¦.. i turned 21 a month into#lockdowns like#ok so i did stuff illegally & went to other shit but it still was straight bars 90% of the time thereās like 6 gay bars in houston total ššš#like idk what they expect like if ⦠those venues arenāt there & are increasingly AGAINST doing the goofy tings ā¦. how would the YOUNG KNOW#like at this point idk i truly think that itās kinda on the elders at this point ALSKALSKLAKSAKSLAN like yea theyāre boomers at the end of#the day so like iām not saying that they didnāt have it hard they did they did ok but. get over it ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLA like alright ⦠but#iām saying this as someone who knows the history & bullshit like ok yea everyone needs to understand what itās like to have your community#die before ur eyes but at the same time. thereās no community now ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLLA like girl ā¦#girl ā¦ā¦.#yall HAD a community but now all that shit is gone & none of us young ppl have any funds to make that ššš#like girl i have 12$ in my bank account i dream of being able to rent a flat at some point like a ONE BEDROOM u know W A LIVING ROOM & yall#own rentals so like this is UP TO YALL ā¦..#like ur the problem ? ššššš#@gays for trump & loghouse republicans iām looking at YALL#a lot of these mfs are liberal too - pro invasion of iraq democrat back the blue bootlickin NIMBA faggots šššš#anyway thatās just me bitching#iāve been so fucking IRRITABLE today
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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up
#rat rambles#stars posting#like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very#duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have#I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that#fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests#like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not#and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop#and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless#but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way#idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her#but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go#maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think#Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm#and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg#but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down#me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it#(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in#the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad#it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO ššššš oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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Every time I see anything about Europeans not having screens on their windows I remember that one post āthis is why you got the plagueā. I cannot read anything about Europe and window screens without remembering that post, and honestly, I am still confused as to why people there donāt have screens
#emma posts#around here if you had no screens youād be getting west Nile and shit just because you wanted some nighttime summer breeze#even without west Nile I donāt want more mosquitoe bites than necessary#plenty of other stuff would get in too. but you would be in mosquitoe hell#how do you guys live with biting stuff getting in your house? with flies getting in your kitchen?#it only happens here if someone leaves the door open too long or they have the lights on when they open the door at night#I mean. flies get in when it starts to get cold. but it would be way worse without window screens#and Iām pretty sure mosquitoes donāt know fliesā mysterious secrets for getting through small openings#at least most flies that get in houses donāt bite#if you leave the door open and a horse fly or deer fly gets in itās shitty#those fuckers bite#and ticks! They usually donāt get right next to your house. but that depends on whatās around your house#and mosquitoe bites itch for DAYS#how are you guys not just getting diseases and unpleasant bites in your sleep?#and what happens if a bird accidentally flies into your living room?#if that ever happens here thereās a lot of panicking between both the bird and the humans#and I love bats but you really donāt want them getting in your house and that would just make it easier#I love them a lot but they are very good at carrying diseases. they are built different when it comes to immune systems in mammals#and if you leave your window open at night and donāt have some dog to scare them off you know raccoons would be all over your kitchen#and mice and rats too. maybe squirrels. rodents get in sometimes other ways but thatās just opening the door for them like welcome guests#if they arenāt pets then you probably donāt want them there especially for sanitary reasons#and bugs that like to eat your food!#I like animals but a lot of them arenāt great in your house#and when mice have gotten into my familyās house and realized that there were multiple cats they would just hide somewhere out of reach#until they died. even with live traps around they didnāt always move from their hiding spots out of fear#it has to be a terrible way to go. I feel bad for them#more would end up dying that way or from the cats eating them if they could just wander in through open windows. often when they do get#inside itās because a crack formed somewhere in the window insulation#and your cat could just yet themselves off the second floor or higher. one time I had the screen off for something and my cat wandered onto#the roof and only came back in when he noticed I was panicking
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Apprentice of the Butler
AKA "Alfred Pennyworth hires an interim butler while he recuperates from a Rogue attack. Who better than adoption bait Danny Fenton?" prompt!!
Okay, so imagine Danny moves to Gotham to pursue astrophysics at Gotham-U but he's having a surprisingly difficult time keeping a job. Every time he gets hired, the place gets burned down or blown up by Rogues; it's like he's catnip for trouble. Somehow, he's always in the wrong place at the wrong time.
And Alfred Pennyworth also happens to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. He's at the Gotham Market Co-op, where Danny's been recently hired, and suddenly it's gassed by Scarecrow's Fear Toxin. All the employees and customers scramble to put on their gas masks, but Danny's new enough that he has no idea what's happening. He's suddenly seeing Fright Knight, Dark Pariah, and the GIW. So, he Goes Ghost, defeats all of Scarecrow's goonies, and saves the day! If only his boss would think so, too.
Uh, no. Apparently Danny's now on a Wanted List as an undocumented meta?? And his boss can't be investigated by the GCPD (he's, like, four years behind on taxes and has been dodging the IRS for longer), so he regretfully has to let Danny go. But, hey! Maybe if he becomes a documented meta, he can get hired back. Except Danny can't because the GIW can access the meta registration database and he'll be found out faster than he can leave Gotham.
So, Danny's fired again.
And Alfred "Pride & Honor" Pennyworth?? He's not gonna let the child who saved him (because Scarecrow absolutely was going to snatch the Wayne's butler, who better to take hostage than a billionaire's publicly beloved Father Figure??) possibly become homeless. It's clear the kid is a college student and is barely scraping by, probably paying way too much for room and board at Gotham-U. And... maybe his wrist hurts a bit from a fall. He's older now, it's not impossible that he'd get a sprain or a broken bone. (Plus, Alfred knows the look. The same one as Dick, Jason, Tim, even Bruce. There's an immense grief in those small shoulders, fear and loneliness.)
Cue Alfred hiring Danny on as an interim butler while he recuperates (oh, he's terribly injured, thank you so much for helping me, my boy-). And Danny can't say no. I mean, this old man got injured during the Rogue attack he was apart of! And he's asking for help! And it's also nice to have some money. And a bed and... oh, God, he's working for a billionaire frootloop. Uh-oh.
(Alfred absolutely doesn't tell Bruce about his new son apprentice. It's worth it to see Bruce's eyes glaze over as sees a black-haired teenager standing in the kitchen with Alfred, then doing a double take when he realizes it isn't Jason. And the others are banned from the kitchen, so who is this child in his house?? It's not Kon or Jon either??)
Meanwhile, Danny is actually having a great time with Mr. Pennyworth!! The older man is kind, soft-spoken, and really knows his stuff. Danny really enjoys learning how to cook, especially because none of the food comes alive to fight him. Eventually the Batfam just become used to seeing Danny in the kitchens, gardens, around the house with Alfred. He's a cute kid, always smiling and talking about his college classes. He has effortless sarcastic banter with both Damian and Jason, bonds with Tim about some kind of difficult mechanical mathematics or something, trades dad jokes with Dick. He even manages to win over Cass, Steph, Duke, and Babs.
The only one Danny doesn't truly seem to like is Bruce Wayne, although he never outright disrespects him, since he pays the bills and Danny's midwestern manners kick in. Bruce is confused and very concerned because why is this kid literally glaring daggers at him all the time?? Is he going to poison Bruce's coffee?? Danny's just trying to figure out if Bruce Wayne is a "collects vintage dentures" or "keeps teenagers locked in his basement" type of billionaire frootloop. (He'd kinda prefer the kidnapping, Danny does not want to go looking for a wine cellar and find an entire basement of old teeth.)
Bonus if Bruce tries to subtly win the boy over and Danny's just like, squinting at him, white-knuckling a frying pan and muttering, "That's exactly what someone who collects teeth would say..."
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use a catheter on me. fill me up before going to sleep, water, soda and of course a lot of tea. in the morning I'm desperate, pleading for my morning release, but you don't let me go. I'm squirming, even standing is really painful. I think it's finally over when you come to me at my catheter, but you just attach a funnel and fill me up with your piss. at this point my bladder is unbearably stretched, it just hurts. I beg you to let me pee but you have other plans. you dress me in a slutty outfit, short crop top with no bras and a tiny skirt without panties.
"we're going to the grocery store" you say. and that's it, my begs are usless.
every step is painful, my legs can barely hold me but fortunately the store is near. we go through the aisles, you order me to bend to take some stuff, just to see my ass, my bare pussy showing off and whimper escaping from my lips. it hurts so much, I need to empty my bladder. we wait in line for payment, luckly an old woman allow us to pass.
"you should go first since you're pregnant, such a lovely couple" she said, pointing towards my bulging belly. I can barely smile, the bladder is so full and stretched, you smirk. "you're so kind ma'am, wanna feel the baby?" so you guide her hand to my belly, prodding and squishing it, I just wanna cry. the old woman starts touching it too.
"please..." I manage to whimper. "oh poor girl, you must be so sensitive, you might need a massage" said the woman, starting touching harder to help but just getting me more desperate. you chuckle, seeing how the ma'am was unknowingly torturing me.
"thanks for the advice, I'll treat her at home" you smirk. after paying and getting back I start begging you. on the floor of the house I'm just a whimpering mess.
"don't worry, I got you" you said, just for you to turn me over, my bladder pressing on the floor in a hurtful way and your cock sliding into my tight cunt.
"please so full... to full..." I can only whimper, my bladder stretched to unbearable limits. you continue pounding into me, while I cry until you cum and cum again. my pussy abused, overstimulated and red, your cum filling me even more. you let out some other sprout of piss, just to plug it in me and leave me on the floor like this, a whimpering and crying mess, full, hurt and bruised, with my belly stretched out and bulging a lot. piss and cum filling me up.
"get up, you have my bath to run" you order. it will be a long day and I can already barely crawl without crying in pain.
pretty please??? (MDNI)
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