#i have had 2 oreos today and it’s 11 pm.
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im in pain from hunger. idk why
#like i know it’s because i’m hungry#but i genuinely feel sick and it hurts#and i never feel hunger this intense?#i have had 2 oreos today and it’s 11 pm.#ive been stuck on my bed for the past five hours just scrolling on reddit#i was going to eat but now i feel like i can’t#im going to eat something bc i can’t sleep with this hunger pain#but i dont want to eat bc i feel sick#like nauseous#or however it’s spelled#fuck ckdjdjxkdkd literally wtf is wrong with me#i spent less than three days eating a lot of calories. like how is this the correct response
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Day 13
Weight: 61.45
Today was exhausting. Woke up 30 mins before my shift cause I thought I worked at my other job 😑 anyways, had to sprint to get there on time. Couldn’t eat anything but had a coffee. And just got home, it’s currently 11:13 pm. I’m gonna have my dinner then I’ll work out and take a long ass bath ahhh im so tiredd.
Didn’t workout, I’m too tired and I’m getting insane thoughts about food but I’m done for the night and I realize it’s only like this cause of the way I’ve been restricting. So starting tomorrow I’ll increase my food intake to the way it was before. The thing is I’ve been restricting by accident since I’ve been busy but it’s still affecting me and I wanna be smart about this. That’s all for my little rant :)
Exercise:
- 10k steps: ✔︎
- 75 sit-ups: x
- 75 russian twists: x
- 75 squats: x
- april han arm workout: x
Meals:
- Snack 1: medium iced black coffee - 0 cals
- Dinner: 5 chicken nuggets - 270 cals
- Snack 2: 3 oreos - 160 cals
2 large waters: ✔︎
Total cals: 430
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i can’t tell if my ed is back back or if i’m just not eating because we barely have food.
i eat at most once a day because where i’m living at rn we have no money for food so the only time i eat is when/ if my boyfriends friends dad cooks dinner or when/if my boyfriend brings home food in the morning after he gets home from work (9 out of 10 times it’s just his left overs from a fast food place)
the reason i’m questioning if it’s my ed or not because i’m not even upset about it. this whole week and last week anytime i go to the bathroom i’m body checking again. i haven’t done that in months. and while writing this it’s almost 11:30 pm and the only thing i’ve had today is 2 pieces of sushi (because my bfs friend didn’t want the rest of his) and a few oreos. and i just put the calories in from that and it made me freak out a bit. (it’s under 900 cals and i haven’t freaked out about calories in over a year then again i stopped tracking because i tried to get better so maybe seeing the numbers of what went in me freaked me out? idk.)
but anytime i do eat it’s small ass portions because i physically can’t get myself to eat more and at the same time i don’t want to eat more.
also im def not losing weight because i have something wrong with my heart and anytime i move too much i pass out or have a non-epileptic seizure. so i literally just lay in bed all day and i don’t want to eat because i can’t burn it off.
also i have no idea why i’m posting this, probably because this is the only place i feel like i can talk about this without being judged tooo much.
#ed bllog#ed update#disordered eating mention#tw ana diary#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#tw ana shit#⭐️ving#eating disoder trigger warning#ana trigger#tw 3d vent#tw eating issues
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1-100 >:DDDD REVENGE!!!
FELIXXXXXXXXXXXX >:(( 1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? -spotify 2. is your room messy or clean? -it’s pretty messy i guess 3. what color are your eyes? -blue and grey
4. do you like your name? why? -yeah it’s fine 5. what is your relationship status? -single 6. describe your personality in 3 words or less -certified intrusive thot 7. what color hair do you have? -brown and rn it’s red 8. what kind of car do you drive? color? -i dont have a car 9. where do you shop? -hot topic, goodwill, target 10. how would you describe your style? -comfy emo 11. favorite social media account -of mine, probably discord or youtube 12. what size bed do you have? -twin >:(( 13. any siblings? -i have 1.5 brothers 14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? -probably vancouver, idk canada seems lit 15. favorite snapchat filter? -i like the one with devil horns and a tail but its cute 16. favorite makeup brand(s) -i dont wear makeup 17. how many times a week do you shower? -i used to shower every day, but i dont do anything that gets me dirty so like maybe 3 times but if i leave the house then i shower 18. favorite tv show? -stranger things 19. shoe size? -8 or 9 20. how tall are you? -5′6 with shoes >:(( 21. sandals or sneakers? -sneakers wtf 22. do you go to the gym? -lol no 23. describe your dream date -making some pie or something together and then eating the pie and then sitting on some rooftop looking at stars 24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? -quite a bit actually but i’m saving up for a phone lol so soon it will be like maybe 10 dollars lmao 25. what color socks are you wearing? -not wearing socks but the ones i had earlier were white (ankle length) 26. how many pillows do you sleep with? -just one but it sucks 27. do you have a job? what do you do? -NO BUT IM TRYING TO GET A JOB BUT THE FUCKIN PEOPLE THERE ARE GHOSTING ME AND WONT REPLY TO MY EMAILS SO LIKE SBJHBJS 28. how many friends do you have? -like 4 lmao 29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? -idk nothing super bad but i do a lot of small shit that makes me feel guilty when i realize what i did 30. whats your favorite candle scent? -juniper rosewood 31. 3 favorite boy names -leo, clay, charlie 32. 3 favorite girl names -ivy, uh... idk thats all ive got 33. favorite actor? -no clue 34. favorite actress? -no clue 35. who is your celebrity crush? -not a celeb but i’d smash danny phantom 36. favorite movie? -nightmare before christmas or edward scissorhands 37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? -no, but my fav book is probably the prince and the pauper? idk 38. money or brains? -CASH MONEYYYY jk probably brains but if your entire personality is being “smart” like fuck off lmao 39. do you have a nickname? what is it? - a bunch of people call me son (see #49, #100), some call me rat, dumdum, goth boy
40.how many times have you been to the hospital? -just once i think when i was birthed. i also went once with my brother cause he kicked some scissors i left out on the floor and it sliced his toe the fuck open and he needed stitches and i watched him get the stitches and almost passed out :/ 41. top 10 favorite songs -please dont make me do this i dont have it in me 42. do you take any medications daily? -yea i take 20mg of vyvanse but i need to get it raised to 30 cause 20 is Not Enough 43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) -i got some dry fuckin skin yall dont even know 44. what is your biggest fear? -it depends. the dark is a pretty constant one though 45. how many kids do you want? -like 2 or 3 eventually 46. whats your go to hair style? -in my face, looking stupid 47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) -it’s pretty small 48. who is your role model? -i dont fuckin know lmao 49. what was the last compliment you received? - “i belive in you, my son, you’re an amazing human being“ (same friend mentioned in #100, not actually a parent of mine) 50. what was the last text you sent? -”no it’s a raccoon“ YOU GET NO CONTEXT LMAO 51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? -i dont think i ever hardcore believed in him, maybe i did though i remember sleeping under the tree one christmas eve waiting for him but i was like “oh yeah that makes sense“ i guess 52. what is your dream car? -i honestly dont give a shit as long as it actually fucking works 53. opinion on smoking? -cigarettes? fuck no that’s nastyyy. weed? that’s fine i guess but wait till you’re like 18. 54. do you go to college? -no. am sophomore n highschool 55. what is your dream job? -musician/palentologist 56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? -fuck the suburbs lmao, but also im tired of rural, so like.. semi urban?? 57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? -no but i take the little soaps >:)) 58. do you have freckles? -yes 59. do you smile for pictures? -awkwardly, yes 60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? -dont have a phone but i have like 12 on my computer currently. 4 are of me, the rest are of my cat or random shit 61. have you ever peed in the woods? -yes 62. do you still watch cartoons? -cartoons these days kinda suck but like if they were good fuck yeah i would like gravity falls can come hang yknow? 63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? -i had nuggets from mcdonalds today so i guess them? i dont really care 64. Favorite dipping sauce? -i got sweet and sour but i dont like it that much. that schezuan sauce was great 65. what do you wear to bed? -wouldnt you like to know? ;)) 66. have you ever won a spelling bee? -NO ive only been in two. the first one i misspelled the word “turmoil“ cause i had never heard it before and the second one i spelled the word “owed“ as “ode“ cause i was thinking like ode to joy and then i felt like a big Fool afterwards :(( 67. what are your hobbies? -lol what hobbies 68. can you draw? -i am physically able to draw, but not well, no 69 (haha). do you play an instrument? -yeah i play a few 70. what was the last concert you saw? -i saw Chicago in either georgia or tennessee i cant remember in like 2016 71. tea or coffee? -hot coffee, iced tea. NOT the other way around. (i love both though) 72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? -starbucks 73. do you want to get married? -sure why not 74. what is your crush’s first and last initial? -dont have a crush 75. are you going to change your last name when you get married? -idk maybe 76. what color looks best on you? -i dont know but i wear black a lot and that’s pretty dope 77. do you miss anyone right now? -yeah 78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? -closed 79. do you believe in ghosts? -on the fence. not 100% “oh my god look at these gHoSt oRbS i need to sage my house!!!“ but i accept that there’s some things i wont understand about the world and that i have no answers to. i wouldnt be surprised if there are, and i wouldnt be surprised if there aren’t. 80. what is your biggest pet peeve? -whatever my adhd decides i viscerally hate with a firey passion right at that moment 81. last person you called -my brother (the 1 of the 1.5 from #13 and the one who sliced his toe in #40) 82. favorite ice cream flavor? -chocolate is dope 83. regular oreos or golden oreos? -regular double stuff. if you say golden, mint, peppermint, or thin oreos i’m gonna have to euthanize you, i dont make the rules. 84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? -rainbow cause it’s prettier 85. what shirt are you wearing? -queen shirt from hot topic 86. what is your phone background? -i didnt get a phone between question 60 and now but my computer one is some mountains with the moon in the background 87. are you outgoing or shy? -really depends on who i’m around 88. do you like it when people play with your hair? -YES FUCK AAAAAAA (this girl played with my hair literally once in middle school and i was like oh shit and i had a crush on her until the end of middle school true story,,, so ashley if you’re out there-) 89. do you like your neighbors? -to the left they’re fine and their dog is nice but idk what happened to the horses so that’s sus but that’s where our cat came from so they can hang guess, behind me they’re fine but their boys are loud, to the right they’re fine, and even further to the right are the dope neighbors and waaaaaaaaaay far to the right is a llama and he’s dope as hell 90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? -whenever the fuck i remember to/have the energy 91. have you ever been high? -i dont think so but i wouldnt put it past myself 92. have you ever been drunk? -not that i can remember, no 93. last thing you ate? -sloppy joe from a can 94. favorite lyrics right now -”not gonna waste my life, cause i’ve been fucked up“ 95. summer or winter? -fall. fuck you 96. day or night? -night but i like it when it’s actually night and it doesnt get dark at like 4 fucking pm cause that makes me depressed 97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? -dark is good, milk is fine, white is only suitable for fancy stripes on chocolate covered strawberries 98. favorite month? -i vibe with september 99. what is your zodiac sign -sagittarius (was almost a scorpio but i was holding out >:))) 100. who was the last person you cried in front of? -in person, my mom like 6 months ago, on a discord call, my friend (i love you by the way, you’re the best,,, i dont think he has tumblr but im just putting it out there) like a month or so ago. i hate crying in front of people, i turn into such a hyperventilating snot monster which is not suitable for human gaze and thats the real tea :/
felix this took like 2 hours of my life i will never get back i hate you and i hope you’re happy with what you’ve done <3 <3
also anyone who wants to stalk me, enjoy this information that im handing to you on a silver platter :)) <3
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Layers Layer 1: The Basics
Name: Stephanie. Age: 31. Birthday: July 28th. Gender: Female. Zodiac Sign: Leo.
Layer 2: Your Family
Do you have any brothers or sisters? I have two brothers. Do you have any pets? I have a doggo. Do you still live with your parents? Yep. Do you have any stepparents? No. How many cousins do you have? Like over 50. Only two of them are from my dad’s side.
Layer 3: Your Friends
Who is your best friend? My mom. Who have you been friends with the longest? -- What do you like to do with your friends? -- Do you have more friends online or in real life? -- What is a good way to make friends with others? *shrug*
Layer 4: Your Home
Do you live in a home, apartment, duplex, trailer, etc? A duplex. How many rooms are there in your house? 2 bedrooms. Is your home large or small? It’s small. What is your favorite room in your house, and why? My room. It has my bed and all my stuff and I spend majority of my time in here. Do you prefer having people over to your house, or would you rather go to theirs? With friends I preferred going to theirs. I don’t like playing hostess.
Layer 5: Can You
Can you fold your tongue into the taco shape? Nope. Can you touch your toes without bending your knees? No, cause I’m a paraplegic. Can you tie a cherry stem in a knot with your tongue? Nope. Can you hold up your end of a physical fight? I’ve never been in one, but I’m still going to say no. It wouldn’t go well for me. Can you do any yo-yo tricks? I haven’t played with a yo-yo since I was a kid, but I never could get the hang of any tricks. I couldn’t even get it to go back up easily.
Layer 6: Who
Who inspires you the most, and why? I haven’t felt inspired in a long time. :/ Who helps you maintain your sanity? Uhhh. Who do you go to most often for advice? I don’t ask for advice very often to be honest. Who knows you better than you know yourself? I don’t even know myself anymore. Who is someone that you would die or put your life on the line for, no questions asked? My mom and brother.
Layer 7: Do you
Do you still eat sandwiches without the crusts? Yeah. I’ve never liked the crust. Do you typically finish your meal at a restaurant, or need to take a container home? I don’t finish my meal completely ever because I get full fast and I’m such a slow eater that everyone is done for awhile and I feel bad having them wait. Depending on what it is I might take the leftovers home, but honestly I usually don’t. Do you pull an Oreo apart in order to eat it? Yep. Do you read a lot of gossip magazines? I haven’t read a magazine in several years. I used to all the time as a teenager. Do you make friends easily? I don’t have an issue getting along with people, but I don’t develop friendships with a lot of people. I don’t really try either to be honest. Especially not these past few years. I haven’t tried or wanted to make any friends.
Layer 8: How Many?
How many people live in your house with you? 3 people and a doggo. How many pets have you had in your lifetime? A couple hamsters, 4 doggos, and a fish tank full of fish. How many tries does it take you to become successful at something? Uhh. I don’t know. I don’t think I’m all that great at anything. How many meals do you eat a day? Usually just two. How many people can you honestly tolerate? Just a few people at a time.
Layer 9: How
How do you typically get to school or work? I’m done with school and I don’t have a job. How do you deal with a breakup? Not well. How do you like to help others? I used to try and help people with what I could when I could, but admittedly I haven’t been very helpful or useful to anyone, including myself. How do you know when you’ve found “the one”? I guess I don’t know because I truly thought I did with Ty, but that went nowhere. How do you sleep in bed? I sleep in the middle slightly turned to my left with my head propped up.
Layer 10: What
What do you think happens when we die? I believe in heaven and hell. What do you do if there’s no toilet paper left on the roll and you’re already peeing? At home I call for my mom and ask her to bring some or I have to just get up and get some more from the bathroom pantry. What do you eat most often? Wingstop and ramen. What toys did you enjoy most as a child? I was obsessed with Barbies. What do you do if you witness someone being awful to someone else? I don’t know what I would do.
Layer 11: Where
Where is your favorite place to eat out? I’m more of takeout gal, even pre-COVID, which now takeout is all I do, but anyway I love getting Wingstop and breakfast from this local place. Where is the place that has the best ice cream in your area? I’m not a big ice cream person and haven’t had any at all in years, but apart from the common places like Baskin Robbins and Cold Stone, I know we have a few trendy, cool ice cream places in town I haven’t been to thatI hear are really good. Where did you meet your current or last significant other? We met through a mutual friend. Where can you be found at 7 PM. typically? Here at home, most likely in bed on my laptop. Where can you find the best French fries? This local place has delicious beer battered garlic fries.
Layer 12: When
When did you find out the truth about Santa, the Easter Bunny, and the Tooth Fairy? I don’t remember exactly when I found out about the Easter Bunny and Tooth Fairy, but I stopped believing in Santa when I was 8. I feel like I stopped believing in the other two prior to that. When do you typically fall asleep? Around 6 or 7AM. When was the last time that someone paid you a compliment? I don’t remember. When do you feel most comfortable? When I’m lounging in bed. When did you last go to the bathroom? A couple hours ago.
Layer 13: Why
Why do you enjoy taking surveys so much? I’ve enjoyed taking them for so long now it’s hard to imagine a time where I no longer do them. I mean, here I am at 31 and see no stopping in sight. I think they’re good distractions and give me a place to vent and ramble as well when needed. They’re like my diary entries. Why do people gossip so much? They’re bored and other people’s lives are either more interesting or they serve as a distraction from their own. Why can’t humans fly? We don’t have wings. Why aren’t you doing something else right now? I want to be doing this. Why is the sky blue? Cause that is the color God intended it to be.
Layer 14: If...
If you had a million dollars, what would you spend it on? I’d pay of mine, my parents’ and my brother’s debts first, then I’d buy us a bigger house and furnish/decorate it, do some other shopping, travel for sure, and then I’d have to be smart and careful and save as well after having some fun. If you found out someone was cheating on you, would you ever take them back? I honestly don’t know. It would depend on a lot of things and if I did, it would take time and work. If you found a wallet with cash in the street, including identification, would you turn it in? Why or why not? Yes, absolutely. If you could have any food right now, what would you like? I just had ramen so I’m good right now. If you found out that the world was going to end tomorrow, how would you spend your last day? Freaking out? ha.
Layer 15: Firsts
When did you lose your first tooth? Like 5 or 6. Who was your first teacher that you ever had? I don’t remember my preschool teacher’s name. When did you first learn how to ride a bike? I didn’t. When was the first time you had sex? I haven’t. Did your first birthday have a theme to it? I’d have to ask my mom.
Layer 16: Lasts
Last person you texted: My brother. Last drink you sipped: Starbucks Doubleshot energy drink. Last time you rode a bike: -- Last time you swam in a pool: Like 8 years ago. Last person you hugged: My aunt.
Layer 17: Favorites
Favorite Color: Pastels, rose gold, sea foam green, coral, and yellow. Favorite Season: Fall and winter. Favorite Shape: Hearts and stars. Favorite Letter: I don’t have one. Favorite Number: 8.
Layer 18: This or That
Pepsi or Coke? Coke. Movies or Television? Both. Phone or Tablet? Phone. Fruits or Vegetables? I like some of both. Animals or Humans? Animals, ha.
Layer 19: Which
Which Poke’mon is your favorite? Let’s go with Jigglypuff. Which day of the week is your favorite? I don’t have one. My days all blend together. Which birthday celebration was the most memorable for you? Various ones throughout my life. Which holiday is your favorite? Christmas. Which shoe do you put on first? I think my right.
Layer 20: Love Life/Relationships
What is the name of your first love? Joseph. How many times can you honestly say you’ve been in love? Twice. Have you ever been in a relationship before that was abusive in any way? No. Have you ever been engaged or married before? No. Do you have any children? Nooo.
Layer 21: Jobs, Dreams, & Goals
What did you want to be when you grew up (as a little kid)? I wanted to be a teacher. What do you aspire to be now? What interests you? I have no idea. :/ What is the most recent goal you’ve achieved? I haven’t achieved any in a long time. What is a goal you are still striving to reach? I should be setting some, but... Have you ever won any sort of awards before? If so, for what? Honor roll certificates and award from school clubs I was in.
Layer 22: Opinions & Beliefs
Pro-life or pro-choice? Pro-choice. Were you raised with any sort of religious background? If so, then what? Both sets of grandparents were the ones who tried to influence me in that way and they were of different religions, Jehovah’s Witnesses and Christians. It made things very confusing and complicated and I struggled with what I believed for a very long time. I went through phases of being atheist, agnostic, and then slowly started to open up towards Christianity. Democrat, Republican, or Independent? I don’t want to get into that. For or against the death penalty? It’s very complicated. Thoughts on assisted suicide? That’s a very touchy, sensitive subject.
Layer 23: Currently/Today/Present
What day is it? Saturday, March 6th. What’s the weather like outside? It’s currently 46F. What have you eaten? So far just ramen. Did you run any errands? It’s only 5:21AM, but I won’t be going anywhere today. What time is it? ^^^
Layer 24: Yesterday
Did you have a work shift? I don’t have a job. Did you eat out anywhere? I had breakfast delivered and then got Wingstop takeout for dinner. Was it snowing? No, it doesn’t snow here. Who did you last say goodnight to? My mom. Did anything unusual happen? No.
Layer 25: Tomorrow
Do you have to go to school/class? Nope, I finished school back in 2015. Does this day have any sort of significance to you? No. What is a chore that needs to get done? I don’t have anything I need to do right now. Will you hang out with friends? I don’t have any friends. I’ll hang with my family at home. What time will you be expected to be awake by? Like 4 or 5PM most likely.
Layer 26: Have You Ever
Performed a magic trick successfully? Nope. I dabbled a little bit with card tricks when I was a kid, but I was never any good at it. Sat or laid on a rooftop and looked at the stars? No. I’d be too scared to do that. Walked around with your underwear on inside out or backwards all day without realizing it? Probably. Touched a snake? Nooooo. Been bitten by an animal? If so, what animal? Nope.
Layer 27: School Life
Are preschool and kindergarten mandatory where you live? I’m not sure if preschool is, actually. I went to preschool. Were you or anyone you knew homeschooled? I was for a brief periods of time after some long hospital stays in 5th, 6th, and 8th grade. Did you attend public or private school? Public. Were you bullied in school, popular, or somewhere in-between? I wasn’t bullied and I most definitely wasn’t popular. What is the highest level of education that you completed? I have my BA in psych.
Layer 28: Your Appearance
Eye Color: Brown. Hair Color: A mix of red and my natural dark brown. Height: Like 5′4. Weight: Somewhere in the 70s (pounds), I think. I haven’t been weighed in years. Do you have freckles. moles, beauty marks, or birthmarks - and where? I have some freckles, some moles, and a birthmark.
Layer 29: Electronics, Internet, & Social Media
How much time do you spend on the internet per day? It really varies. Which social media platforms do you belong to? All the big main ones. When’s the last time you replaced the batteries in your television remote? I don’t recall. Are you more likely to stream movies and shows on your laptop, or cast them to your television? I prefer to on TV. Do you have an e-reader, or do you prefer actual books? No, but I do use the Kindle app on my phone.
Layer 30: Are You
Are you still in school? Nope. Are you a member of the LGBTQ+ community? No. Are you looking forward to anything coming soon? There isn’t anything coming up that I’m looking forward to. Are you dreading anything coming soon? Upcoming doctor appointments. Are you gullible or naive? I wouldn’t say I’m a gullible or naive person, but I can be gullible and naive at times.
Layer 31: Does
Does your workplace make you feel like you can never take a day off without feeling guilty about it? -- Does someone currently hold the key to your heart? Myself. Does anyone out there hate you? Probably. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Yes. Does crying make you feel less strong? Sometimes I do feel like that because I’m just so sensitive and moody and feel like such a baby sometimes. I don’t think crying makes you weak, I’m just hard on myself and feel like I cry too much and over ridiculous things at times. I’m like seriously, you’re crying again?? Or wow, you’re crying over this??
Layer 32: Would You
Do the Polar Bear Plunge? Helllllllllll no. Ever try to walk across a room blindfolded? I’ve done that. And with just my eyes closed. Swim with sharks? Noooooo. Go into outer space, given the chance? Noooooo. Go out in public, looking how you do right now? Ew, no.
Layer 33: Pets/Animals
Do you have any pets? If so, what type, and their names... Yep, I have a 4 year old German Shepherd/Lab mix named Princess Leia. If not, what type of pet have you always wanted? -- What is your favorite animal? Dogs and giraffes. Do you think it is cruel to have circus animals? Yes. How often do you walk your dog, if you have one? How often do you scoop the litterbox, if you have a cat? I don’t walk her because it would be too hard for me to do, but my dad does a few times a week.
Layer 34: Food
What is your favorite breakfast item? Scrambled eggs, biscuits, and hash browns smothered in country gravy, scrambled eggs with spinach, garlic, and green onions, breakfast burritos, and breakfast sandwiches. What is your favorite kind of dessert? Cheesecake, brownies, cupcakes, muffins, donuts, cookies, Little Debbie snacks. Do you eat all three meals everyday? Nope. I usually just have two. What’s the longest you’ve gone without food? Ever, like 2-3 days because I had just had surgery. Otherwise, just a day without any food at all. I’ve gone days with very little when I’m really sick or having appetite issues. What do you like to eat when you are feeling sick? I don’t like to eat when I’m sick, which becomes a problem. I have to try and at least eat buttered toast and soup.
Layer 35: Past
Does your past ever come back to haunt you at times? I’m always dwelling on my past. What is one of your favorite memories of the past? Childhood memories. What is something that you used to do in the past, but no longer do? I used to have somewhat of a social life, but now I don’t have one at all. If you could have a meal with someone from the past, who would it be, and what would you ask them? My grandmother. I’d just want to spend time with her and catch her up on the past 15 years as much as I could. Which historical time period would you like to go back to and check out? Hm. I don’t know.
Layer 36: Future
Do you think you will ever get married one day? Honestly, no. I really don’t see it happening. Do you plan on ever getting a different job in the future, or are you happy with the one you’ve got? I don’t have a job currently. What age do you plan to retire at? Or do you plan on working til you’re dead? I don’t know what my plans are in regards to work. What is something on your bucket list worth mentioning? One that pretty much everyone says, but traveling. If given the opportunity to see how your future plays out, would you take it, or no? The future terrifies me, so no I don’t think I would. It could possibly end up being encouraging if I saw things turn around for me in a good way, but I’m afraid it would just show more problems and things getting worse. :/
Layer 37: Hygiene
How often do you shower? Every couple days. How often do you brush your teeth? At least once a day. Do you actually iron any of your clothes? I’ve never ironed my clothes. How often do you do laundry? It gets done about once a week. How long do you use a bath towel before switching it out? I only use it once.
Layer 38: Clothing, Makeup, & Style
Do you wear nail polish? If so, how often do you paint your nails? I haven’t painted my nails in almost 5 years. How would your describe your sense of style? Super casual? ha. I live in leggings and oversized graphic tees. Are there any popular trends that you do not find appealing? Of course. Where do you typically buy your clothing from? Boxlunch and Hot Topic. What sorts of accessories do you wear/use? I haven’t worn any accessories in awhile. I used to be a big accessories person, like I stuff to match all my outfit and my arms would be full of bracelets.
Layer 39: Hobbies
Do you still color, even as an adult? Yep. I love that adult coloring books became a pretty big thing a few years ago, I love ‘em. Do you/would you like to crochet, knit, cross-stitch, etc? Nah. What’s the last thing you crafted all by yourself? I’m not an arts and crafts person. Do you use Pinterest at all? I do. What’s the last thing that you cooked or baked? Ramen, of course.
Layer 40: Dislikes
List some of your pet peeves here. Eating sounds is a big one. What are some things that annoy you about yourself? Oh jeez. Many things. Is there anyone out there who you actually hate? Who? Myself? What is a feeling that you dislike? Feeling sick. Do you get some ugly road rage while driving? I don’t drive.
Layer 41: Random
Have you ever successfully pogo’ed on a pogo stick? No. Not sure how that would work with a wheelchair, ha. Have you ever mastered the jump rope? Again, kinda hard to do, but I’ve kinda jumped rope before. Not the actual jumping part course, but did the movements while just wheeling over the rope instead and continuing to move forward. It’s kinda hard to explain, but yeah. Do you know what it feels like to be truly happy? Uhhh. Is it winter in your part of the world right now? Yes. What’s your favorite type of survey, and why? I enjoy themed ones like this and ones with random, interesting questions that allow me to elaborate more than just simple yes and no. I don’t mind some of that thrown in and some basic questions, but I want more.
Layer 42: Music
What are some of your favorite genres of music? I like variety. What are some music genres that you can’t stand? I’m not into dubstep. If you had a blank pair of concert tickets, who would you hope to be going to see? Hm. I’d have to think about that. Do you still listen to music on the radio from time to time? It’s been like 4 years since I’ve listened to the radio. iTunes, Spotify, Pandora, Amazon Music, or YouTube? Spotify.
Layer 43: Books
What were some of your favorite books as a child? How young are we talking? Like around 4th grade I started getting into Goosebumps, Nancy Drew, The Baby Sitter’s Club, Ramona and Beezus, and choose your own adventure books. What genre of books do you typically read most often? Well, for the past couple years now I’ve just been reading murder mystery and psychological thrillers. Apart from those, my favorite genres are fiction, YA, and NA. What are some of your favorite books as an adult? I have several favorite murder mystery series. What is a book that you were required to read for school that you actually enjoyed? One of them was A Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. Do you read any newspapers or magazines anymore? I haven’t in years.
Layer 43: Around the World
Where’s the best place you’ve taken a vacation and/or day trip to? My Disneyland trips are definitely some of the best. Where is somewhere that you’d like to go someday, assuming you have the funds to do so? There’s so many places I’d love to visit. Where do your family members originate from? Most are from here, but some from different cities and states. What is your favorite type of ethnic cuisine? Italian. What is something that is typically representative of your own culture? Hm.
Layer 44: Would you Rather...
Drink apple juice or grape juice? Ew, neither. Wear pants or shorts? Pants. I don’t do shorts. Be taller or shorter? Taller. Go to a zoo or an aquarium? Zoo. Visit an art gallery or a museum? Museum.
Layer 45: Movies
Do you remember what the first movie was that you saw in theaters? No, but the first one I remember seeing is The Rugrats Movie. What are some of your favorite movies you’ve seen? There’s so many. What genre of movie do you typically enjoy? Horror, psychological thrillers, drama, superhero, fantasy and sci-fi, romcoms. What is a movie you’ve seen that you weren’t expecting to like, but were pleasantly surprised? I didn’t think I’d love Star Wars and the superhero movies like I do, honestly. I got into them late, but once I started I was hooked. How many movies do you own? Are they all DVD’s, or do you still have some VHS ones left? I have like 10 DVDs in my personal collection. I also have my Disney VHS tapes stored away.
Layer 46: Personality
Are you more of an introvert or an extrovert? I’m an introvert all the way. Are you more easygoing and laid back, or anal? I think I come off as easygoing and laid back to people who don’t know me, but I am not. I mean, in some cases I am, like when it comes to traveling I’m pretty much down to do anything and I’m cool with just chillin’ and checking things out. Are you kind to everyone who shows that they deserve kindness? I believe so. Describe your sense of humor. I honestly don’t know. Like, I like corny, punny, cheesy jokes, but apart from that I’m not sure how to describe it. People will show me stuff they think is funny and they can be dying of laughter and I can be straight-faced or just give a little chuckle or blow air out of my nose, ha. So yeah, it’s hard to explain. Random stuff will just really strike me as funny. And even if I do think something is amusing, it doesn’t always mean I’m laughing hysterically ya know? I haven’t had a good laugh in a long time. Do you tend to over-share? In surveys I do sometimes.
Layer 47: Celebrities
Which celebrity has given their child the most unique name, in your opinion? Meh, I don’t know. Are there any celebrities that you keep tabs on/read articles about often? Not as much as I used to, honestly. I used to be wrapped up in celebrity gossip and entertainment. I still like that kind of stuff, but I don’t know I just haven’t been following it as much. Who is/are your celebrity crush(es)? Alexander Skarsgard. Have you ever personally met someone famous before? If so, then who? Jamie Lee Curtis and Drake Bell. Who is a celebrity that you’re getting tired of hearing about all the time? Hmm.
Layer 48: Emotions
When was the last time you cried? A couple days ago. What are some things that you’re afraid of? Losing loved ones, dying, never getting better/getting worse... What is something small that makes you happy? That first sip of coffee. Who is the last person that you were angry with, and about what? It’s been awhile since I’ve been angry with someone. Are you typically a shy or outgoing person? I’m very shy.
Layer 49: Digging Deeper
What is your favorite alcoholic beverage? I don’t drink. How old were you when you got drunk for the first time? 21. Do you smoke? Nope. Have you ever taken and sent naked pictures of yourself? No. Have you ever done any drugs other than marijuana? If so, which ones? Nope.
Layer 50: Games
What are some of your favorite video games? Mario Bro games. Do you have any computer games that you play regularly? I go through phases with The Sims where I’ll play all the time and then go years without playing. The last time I played was 3 years ago. What was your favorite board game, growing up? Sorry!, Trouble, and Life. How about your favorite card game? Growing up I liked playing Uno and Crazy 8′s. How good are you at solving puzzles? (such as a Rubik’s cube, word puzzles, or putting together a jigsaw puzzle) I love word searches and such. I used to enjoy doing actual puzzles when I was a kid. I’ve actually been wanting to do a puzzle lately.
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50 Questions You’ve Never Been Asked Before
Tagged by @haikucal (thanks you lovely!)
And away, and away we go!
What is the color of your hairbrush? Blue and black
Name of a food you never eat. Sushi
Are you typically too warm or too cold? I’m like always cold, which is why I live in a place that is warm 90% of the year.
What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Uh... checking feedback on my school work under the impression that I would use said feedback to do more school work. Obviously that didn’t work.
What’s your favorite candy bar? Milky Way
Have you ever been to a professional sporting event? Yes. Several baseball games. So many baseball games.
What’s the last thing you said out loud? “You are banished to the living room between the hours of noon and 10 pm”
Favorite ice cream flavor. Cookie dough/Oreo/Chocolate (will never say no to ice cream if any of those are my option.
Last thing you had to drink? Dr. Pepper.
Do you like your wallet? I mean... it does the thing so yeah?
What was the last thing you ate? Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Not with the Dr. Pepper. The Dr. Pepper came later. I’m not THAT much of a heathen.
Did you buy any clothes last week? Nope! I buy clothes next to never.
Last sporting event you watched? Like on TV? Or actually attended? Because TV would be the Superbowl and actually attended would be a baseball game (Yankees v. Angels) for my dad’s birthday back in 2017.
What’s your favorite flavor of popcorn? Kettlecorn.
Who was the last person you sent a message to? Uh, it was to my groupchat with @cxddlyash, @frontmanash, @philthepegacorn, and @talkfastromance4
Ever go camping? Loads of times. Quite fun camping is.
Do you take vitamins? I used to, but I stopped for reasons I’d rather not go into detail about.
Do you go to church every Sunday? I don’t go to church ever.
Do you have a tan? Naturally tan my dude! But I do need to go outside and turn my summer color tan.
Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? Pizza.
Do you drink soda with a straw? Only if it’s in a to-go cup.
What color socks do you wear? Black like my soul.
Do you ever drive the speed limit? On the streets yeah. On the freeway, not so much (seriously I can only go 65? Really? Bruh...)
What terrifies you? Surface answer: spiders and falling off of heights. Deep answer: achieving my dreams because I’ve spent so much time chasing them that I don’t know what to do once I actually make it. Like what if chasing it was what made me happy?
Look to your left. What do you see? My desk with all my junk on it.
What chore do you hate? Dishes. I worked as a dishwasher for 2 years and just fuckin nope!
What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? Anything regarding 5SOS and “Hey Siri”
What’s your favorite soda? Dr. Pepper with Barqs rootbeer being a very close second.
Do you go into fast food places or drive thru? Go in
Who was the last person you talked to? Husband.
Favorite cut of beef? Uh... sirloin?
Last song you listened to? Independence Day by 5SOS
Last book you read? Fantasy Lover by Sherrilyn Kenyon
Can you say the alphabet backwards? No... but I can sing it forwards in a language that isn’t my first one!
How do you like your coffee? With a shit ton of French Vanilla creamer, as a iced caramel macchiato, or not at all.
Favorite pair of shoes? Red checkered slip on Vans
The time you normally go to bed? Non-quarantine? Around 10 or 11. During quarantine? Between midnight and 3 am.
Time you normally wake up? Non-quarantine? 5:45 if it’s a week day, around 8 or 9 if it’s a weekend. During quarantine anytime between like 9:30 and noon.
Do you prefer sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
How many blankets are on your bed? On my side? 2. On my husband’s side? 2 and a sheet.
Describe your kitchen plates. White ovals with raised edges.
Do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? Long Island iced tea
Do you play cards? Not really no.
What color is your car? Like a dull silver
Can you change a tire? In theory.
Your favorite province? I’m American...
Favorite job you’ve had? Resource Center Assistant. Best hours. Best pay. Best boss. Coolest kids. Relaxed atmosphere.
How did you get your biggest scar? I don’t have it anymore, but I scratched the shit out of my head crawling under a bush to get a ball when I was like 8 that went from eyebrow to hairline. The only scar I have that’s still visible is on the outside of my right ankle from when the razor slipped and snagged when I was like 14 or some shit (shaving legs is like a fuckin Olympic sport, alright?)
Favorite day of the week? Friday.
What did you do today that made someone happy? Uh... @cxddlyash asked me to look over something for her and I said yes. Not sure if that counts...
Tagging: @cxddlyash, @philthepegacorn, @talkfastromance4, and anyone else.
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1. what is the color of your hairbrush?
Black and white
2. a food you never eat?
Lobster, shrimp, oysters (any sea food tbh)
3. are you typically too warm or too cold?
too cold in the winter and too warm in the summer
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Writing a presentation
5. what is your favorite candy bar?
I don't really have one
6. have you ever been to a professional sports event?
1 football game (I am more of a home watcher in the comfort of my sofa)
7. what is the last thing you said out loud?
"****** can go to hell"
8. what is your favorite ice cream?
Oreo, coffee, Lotus, Ferrero rocher, Kinder and a lot more
9. what was the last thing you had to drink?
Water
10. do you like your wallet?
Yes
11. what was the last thing you ate?
Milk and cornflakes
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend?
No
13. the last sporting event you watched?
Probably the Super bowl
14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
There are flavors? Butter and salt
15. who is the last person you sent a text message to?
My mom
16. ever go camping?
Twice, 10 years ago. Never again!
17. do you take vitamins?
Yes, a lot, everyday
18. do you go to church every sunday?
Nope, not a christian
19. do you have a tan?
I am the whitest person ever. I burn not tan
20. do you prefer chinese food or pizza?
I like both but Chinese food is my EVERYTHING
21. do you drink your soda with a straw?
If I am at a restaurant yeah but at home no
22. what color socks do you usually wear?
White and black
23. ever drive above the speed limit?
Ummm yeah
24. what terrifies you?
Close spaces, getting stuck in an elevator, losing people who are close to me, dying
25. look to your left, what do you see?
A cup
26. what chore do you hate?
Cleaning/taking the trash out
27. what do you think of when you hear an australian accent?
Mate lol
28. what’s your favorite soda?
Coca cola and sprite
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru?
We don’t have drive-thrus so I go and take in as a takeout
30. who’s the last person you talked to?
My mom
31. favorite cut of beef?
I don’t eat red meat
32. last song you listened to?
Maneskin – Fear for nobody
33. last book you read?
The King's Men- Nora Sakavic
34. favorite day of the week?
Friday and Saturday
35. can you say the alphabet backwards?
No
36. do you like your coffee?
I am addicted!!!
37. favorite pair of shoes?
I CAN’T CHOOSE I am a fashion whore
38. at what time do you normally go to bed?
?????????? ever since Ms. Rona there is nothing normal about my sleeping schedule lmao. I once stayed up for 40 hours (I should probably be sleeping now)
39. at what time do you normally get up?
When I had to go to uni between 5:30-7:30 am, but now it is between 12-4 pm (like I said totally fucked up schedule)
40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets?
Sunsets
41. how many blankets are on your bed?
One
42. describe your kitchen plates.
Grey and black. They are pretty and simple but I already managed to break 3 lol
43. do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage?
Kasteel
44. do you play cards?
No
45. what color is your car?
Silver
46. can you change a tire?
Nope
47. what is your favorite province?
?????
48. favorite job you’ve ever had?
Don't have one…I am studying to do my dream job tho
49. how did you get your biggest scar?
A light bomb broke and exploded right above me in my kindergarten and shreds fell on my leg.
50. what did you do today that made someone else happy?
Nothing…but tomorrow I am buying my parents groceries so that'll make them happy
Thanks for tagging me @luludemauryyy ly
I’m tagging @bloggideon @robbe-deserves-the-world @fehmyn @pduwd @soo-fuckedup @londongirl2001 anyone else who wants to do it :)
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alright, well today was pretty good. I woke up at like, 11:36 with a work phone call that I handled and then got out of bed. I ordered breakfast food from that place we get breakfast delivery from sometimes and friend headed over, she arrived and then shortly afterwards the food did. she for some godforsaken reason wanted to watch the Cats movie, so we suffered through that and all its horrors. I’d never seen the stage show, but I’d once watched a recording of a production and wasn’t terribly fond of it. so that was a whole thing. at some point we ordered shamrock shakes from mcdonalds (well I got a shamrock oreo mcflurry, but close enough) which were very enjoyable, and we were looking for something random to watch because we didn’t want to start anything new, and ended up with the new jumanji movie, which we got like half an hour into before friend wanted to go home and take a nap, so she did that while I watched some more Gotham and chilled for a bit before making dinner. I’d made this recipe once before but I forgot just how damn good the outcome is (it’s called cheesy taco pasta, in case you were interested), so I finished that and friend showed up again and we ate while pretending to pay attention to the flash though we really have no clue whatsoever is actually going on in this show despite watching most of the episode each week. but then there was legends. ah. we’d been building up to this one for a while because it was Ray and Nora’s departure, and well, there were gonna be a lot of feelings associated with that. God, watching Brandon start crying as Ray was like, super emotional for me, and seeing Courtney get upset to as she was leaving all these people who cared for her like, god, Brandon and Courtney didn’t deserve this and I’m way happy that Brandon was sounding off in a few interviews about just how fucked up this all was and how it was a bad decision from one man (named Phil Klemmer) and not the rest of the staff. so I had a lot of feelings from that, and I mean fuck Phil Klemmer right? can’t believe I once trusted that little bitch. smh. but yeah, it was a good episode, I have to go back and look at the shots to see if there’s anything even vaguely recognizable for a Sara cosplay because this season so far has given zero viable cosplay options and I may not be seeing Caity next week anymore but I’m still going to see her eventually and I need an awesome new Sara cosplay for the occasion. but anyway. after legends friend went home and I went back to Gotham, I’m like halfway through the third season which I guess is about the midpoint of the show. I’ve been enjoying it so far, and it’s been amusing to watch the small overlaps it has with Batwoman and the larger “Gotham” city and such. Around 10 I turned on the news and then the late shows for a bit before showering and starting to get ready for bed and now I’m here. it’s late and while I don’t have work I do have a 2 pm conference call which means I’ll have to wake up like eventually, so I’m gonna take this as my opportunity to go to bed. Goodnight dudes. Hope it was a good one.
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50 questions you've never been asked before
Thanks for tagging @flamboyant-louie ily
1. What is the colour of your hairbrush? Uh neon green with a black handle.
2. A food you never eat? Jalapeño (maybe idk)
3. Are you typically too warm or too cold? Too warm, always feel hot.
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Worked out.
5. What is your favourite candy bar? I don't eat candy much now, so I don't have a favourite but if I have to, i'mma say maybe kit kat.
6. Have you ever been to a professional sports event? No I haven't, not into sports.
7. What is the last thing you said out loud? "What am I doing!!??" To myself bc I stood in my spot and didn't realize it for a few minutes (Haha idek myself)
8. What is your favourite ice cream? Chocolate!! And oreos and cream.
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? Water, bc mah mom said I wasn't drinking enough.
10. Do you like your wallet? I don't have a wallet
11. What was the last thing you ate? Banana? I don't remember.
12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? No, haven't brought anything for so long.
13. The last sporting event you watched? Uh probably AFC Cup (it's an asian football competition)
14. What is your favourite flavour of popcorn? I don't like popcorn much, but I can contain salt and butter one.
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? Mah best fren.
16. Ever go camping? No, but I'd love to.
17. Do you take vitamins? Yes I do, every morning.
18. Do you go to church every sunday? I'm not religious so I don't go to church, like at all.
19. Do you have a tan? No but I'm not white either.
20. Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? Both!!
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw? Yeah but not often tho.
22. What colour socks do you usually wear? Black or gray.
23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? I'm too babey to drive and I don't think I ever will. I'm a good citizen jahdhshxghsdh.
24. What terrifies you? Insects and bugs.
25. Look to you left, what do you see? Mah wall bc I'm lying near it.
26. What chore do you hate? I hate everything, but I have to do them anyways haha.
27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? I'll be like "ooooo they're not from here." And that's it lmao, also I'm a dumbass so I don't think I'd know that's an Australian accent.
28. What's your favourite soda? Pepsi. Especially diet one.
29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? I've never hit the drive-thru so yeah you get the answer ajdhdhdhxdj.
30. Who's the last person you talked to? Mah ma.
31. Favourite cut of beef? I like beef, so yeah akhdhhdhdhhfjd.
32. Last song you listened to? Don't Call by Lost Kings.
33. Last book you read? The Fault In Our Stars by John Green.
34. Favourite day of the week? I hate all ajhdhdhdhd, eh Friday?
35. Can you say the alphabet backwards? No haha.
36. How do you like your coffee? A few teaspoon of coffee and lot of milk jahxhhdjdhddhhd (me and kéry have the same taste in this haha)
37. Favourite pair of shoes? Uh idk, as long as they're comfortable.
38. At what time do you normally go to bed? 9 or 10 pm (yes I'm a good child ajhshhdjd)
39. At what time do you normally get up? Sometimes 7, often 8-9am.
40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunsets bc I can actually see it often.
41. How many blankets are on your bed? 2, one is thicker than the other.
42. Describe your kitchen plates? Most of them has flowers.
43. Do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage? I'm too young to drink and alcohol isn't my cup of tea either.
44. Do you play cards? Yes, Uno!!
45. What colour is your car? I don't have one.
46. Can you change a tire? I'm babey so no akhdhcjshdjd.
47. What is your favourite state/province? Idk, I'd love to visit some first then choose a favourite.
48. Favourite job you've ever had? I'm 16 so no jobs yet.
49. How did you get your biggest scar? Uh okay, long story short. I fell off a chair backwards, hit the back of my head on the edge of a wall. I cried and I had so many stitches for that. Couldn't sleep that night.
50. What did you do today that made someone else happy? I haven't yet, just woke up but I'll definitely make someone happy today :)
Tag!!! @little-merry-go-round and @dumbthotonly (if you want, bc it's a long ass list haha)
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85 Truths Tag
Rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people. Idk who to tag and I’m too lazy/exhausted to go in and tag my friends on here so I’m just gonna tag everyone who wants to do this!!
Last:
1. Drink - Water
2. Phone call - from a random number that I don’t know and didn’t answer
3. Text message - my mom
4. Song you listened to - “Mayores” by Becky G ft. Bad Bunny
5. Time you cried - a week ago
Ever:
6. Dated someone twice - nope
7. Kissed someone and regretted it - nope
8. Been cheated on - nope
9. Lost someone special - yes
10. Been depressed - maybe??? I don’t think so though I’m not completely sure
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - nope
Fave colours:
12. Pastel anything
13. Blue
14. Pink or yellow
In the last year have you…
15. Made new friends - yes !!!! and I love them with all my heart
16. Fallen out of love - wasn’t in love to begin with
17. Laughed until you cried - yes
18. Found out someone was talking about you - nope
19. Met someone who changed you - nah??? I’ve changed myself
20. Found out who your true friends are - yeah
21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list - don’t have facebook
General:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - don’t have facebook
23. Do you have any pets - a doggo and a kitty girl
24. Do you want to change your name - no but I used to
25. What did you do for your last birthday - it was just my parents and I and we went to dinner and then came home and played Catan aka my ideal fucking night I’m such a board game person
26. What time did you wake up today - :))) okay s e e that’s a trick question bc I accidentally fell asleep at like 7:30 am and then woke up at 9:30 am and stayed awake until like 4 pm and then fell asleep and woke up at 7 something pm so basically I’m a mess
27. What were you doing at midnight last night - probably played a game on my phone, either solo or with my friends
28. What is something you can’t wait for - my liCENSE and to move out of this damn city:’)))
30. What are you listening to right now - music
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - no I don’t think so but I know a Theo does that count
32. Something that’s getting on your nerves - lately??? um my sleep schedule??? tired of staying up too late and sleeping in too late and missing some of my friends while they’re awake
33. Most visited website - probably youtube
34. Hair colour - brown
35. Long or short hair - short fuck long hair I look terrible with it and it ruins my damn curls my hair gets too heavy to curl if it’s long and I need my curls bc it’s like my fall back since I don’t do makeup or getting ready at all
36. Do you have a crush on someone - no one I know irl but definitely my Tae tae
37. What do you like about yourself - my hair and I’ve been working on liking my smile you guys be proud of me I also like my dimples which come with the smile so that’s helping
38. Want any piercings? - ye s I wanna start with ears but I’m just hesitant to get them bc I’m a side sleeper and I’m like worried about sleeping on my ear when it’s freshly pierced wouldn’t that fuck some shit up I can’t sleep on my back I wake up every twenty minutes so I’m waiting on that
39. Blood type - don’t know
40. Nicknames - Sae and pet names, everyone ends up calling me some form of baby or bub/bubby/bubu etc. also get called kid a lot
41. Relationship status: :’) what’s a relationship ya bitch can’t even get the online “idek you” playful flirting from anons that disappear two days later let alone real pEOPLE
42. Zodiac - pisces
43. Pronouns - she/her
44. Fave tv shows - Game of Thrones, Bob’s Burgers, Vikings, Spongebob, probably more but I can’t think of them
45. Tattoos - not yet but I will one day I want so many but like money, healing and also indecisive
46. Right or left-handed - right
47. Ever had surgery - nope
48. Piercings - none yet
49. Sport - I did archery for a month I did dance for a couple years I did horseback riding for another lil while and my god do I miss them all I miss horses so fucking much :((( they’re so sweet and emotionally connected to you and I love them so much
50. Vacation - Sweden
51. Trainers - ??? idk what this means tbh is it like a personal trainer or trainers like shoes?? bc idk what brand I use
More general
52. Eating - nothing rn but I just had mini oreo thins
53. Drinking - water
54. I’m about to watch - you know I don’t really know I think some fetus!BTS videos bc I’m trying to do research for a post
55. Waiting for - my license and day 5 in mystic messenger to come bc I just started playing and damn it I just wanna see my sunflower son (Ray) but he’s like the last to unlock apparently so I have to get through a whole bunch of the others to get to him when all I wanna do is comfort him and give him a hug
56. Want - my license, to move and a girlfriend/boyfriend/significant other
57. Get married - would I ever get married??? Yes I have nothing against marriage but my grandmother advised to never get married before 25 so I’m gonna try to stick to that idk if I will
58. Career - I wanna do lab work in paleo anthropology or work in a museum
Which is better
59. Hugs or kisses - hugs with forehead kisses
60. Lips or eyes - eyes
61. Shorter or taller - taller
62. Older or younger - older
63. Nice arms or stomach - I guess arms bc I love a soft tummy but I also qualify that as a nice stomach so ?????
64. Hookup or relationship - relationship
65. Troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant
Have you ever
66. Kissed a stranger - nope
67. Drank hard liquor - nope
68. Lost glasses - I once lost them at 3 in the morning bc in my sleep, i suppose I had picked my glasses up and flung them across the room and I had to go wake my mom up to find them for me bc I can’t see without them
69. Turned someone down - you gotta be confessed to do that so n o
70. Sex on the first date - h A
71. Broken someone’s heart - negative
72. Had your heart broken - not really
73. Been arrested - no
74. Cried when someone died - yes
75. Fallen for a friend - not really
Do you believe in
76. Yourself - yeah I feel like future me really has her shit together
77. Miracles - idk man
78. Love at first sight - attraction yes, love no
79. Santa Claus - I want to so badly
80. Kiss on a first date - depends on how good the date was
81. Angels - again idk
Other
82. Best friend’s name - Gavie or Jade or Eva
83. Eye colour - brown
84. Fave movie - Jurassic Park or Quest for Camelot
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Small July Wins
1 - atikah and racheel came over, oa webinar (rheumatology), duolingo (DL)
2 - they ended up sleeping over, DL, "attended" pak Kus' webinar just becausee hes my skripsi advisor
3 - a page of padi cbt, idai webinar (respiratory disease in covid era), DL
4 - ran 3 laps in my house complex (afterwards my heart was pounding against my chest), hopecardis webinar (arrythmia), DL
5 - 1 ma article (moluskum kontagiosum), perkani webinar (congenital heart disease), DL
6 - DL, idai webinar (pregnancy and newborn stuff in covid era), put sheet mask on lol i neglect my face a lot lately
7 - accompanied juan with mom to perbanas institute for sbmptn, while waiting we went to lucky cat and imeri to get apd, picked up juan, went to social pot (kokas) afterwards, DL. Lucky cat was empty, the vibes of a cafe felt new to me (it surely has been a while). I felt super refreshed. Did some writing for ma article there. Tried salmon and black olive spaghetti, caesar salad, mom drank piccolo. The spaghetti kinda tasted like mi telor but with salmon lol. Talked and laughed plenty with mom :) i rarely talk with her nowadays. Im glad the awkwardness melted away
8 - videocalled with apa salahku for gaby's birthday, zoom for school prep (covid safety stuff), a bit of cbt padi, DL
9 - negative rapid test alhamdulillah, fk digital (kejang anak), cbt padi, DL
10 - some exercise, talked with shiko on zoom, DL, aand since i started padi CBT i finished 2 tryouts (150 questions). It’s not a lot but Im proud of myself :)
11 - went to tj duren with ara, but while we wait the n95 seller we went to citraland, tried fried salmon roll at shigeru, ended up meeting the guy at cl, afterwards we got pisang goreng madu bu nanik, went to rodalink pesanggrahan, ended up getting seirockya at puri, and then i dropped ara off at tj duren. Theeen i went to devis place to hang out and sleepover. Lots of foods. Delicious "lava cake" made from instant brownie mix. Played werewolf. In the morning i managed to finish the pre and post tests in OCI Covid. Happy tummy and laughter :) i hope i can be more productive after this
12 - DL (thank god i freezed streak for weekend because i completely forgout about it yesterday), during sleepover @ devi’s we watched love for sale, a copy of my mind, and love for sale 2. The frustration is real bruh we rly wanted to know more about Arini. Did UKDMA (2 attempts, score: 24, 58), wrote 1 MA article, sorted my downloads folder a bit. After ‘wasting’ (happy times is never a wasted time but still, there’s stuff to do) my time yesterday i felt more urge to do something useful
13 - actually started my day with DL and padi cbt wow (brain still fresh from sleep), CBD about BPPV with dr Widayat. Since ive experienced one before i asked and asked and asked lmaooo. Packed up some of the stuff for tomorrow, hoping to not forget things. Read the journal for litrev before bed
14 - DL, first day of school after a while -- turns out weight distribution is key to avoid sore butt LOL. You kinda have to also support your body weight on your feet. Theres no sore butt at all during my 50 mins trip (amazing feat if you ask me). Went to poli rhinologi (DPJP: dr niken) she kindly gave me a patient to examine, and casually told me to put anterior tampon. I, who have never attempted it, was holding back my fear of trying something new lol. Alhamdulillah, i can somehow do it (even though one tampon fell, tiffany paboooo). The ppds kindly explained stuff to me and i feel like i shamelessly ask nowadays. Like it would be a waste not to ask something. Next was CBD @ Ara’s, we ate Ayam Bakar Mas Walid. Liqo with kak Kartika.
15 - DL, did litrev in the morning bcs i fell asleep lmaoo, tweaked tumblr a bit (i like low contrast the most), fell asleep while watching larynx anatomy video until 1:30 pm yalll i missed half of cbd. Tried to read stuff for poli larfar tomorrow.
16 - DL, ppds i met today lives in poris and worked at puskesmas kalideres lmaoo. Had a bit of headache and gassy stomach that felt better after sleeping and eating. thank god i was picked up by mom and theres food and stuff. i guess the difference of being at home and kosan is that you kinda remember more who youre fighting for. my mind felt healthy-ish lately, of some sort. but the headache made me sluggish
17 - DL, nevermind about the healthy mind part lmaoo
18 - DL, physical activity, padi cbt (after 200 questions i was today years old when i realized there were answer keys on telegram 👁️👄👁️), read optima tht batch 1 2020. Watched khs playing chess blindfolded against try guys and then i was purely amazed by what the human brain can do. It somehow motivated me to study lol
19 - DL, finished optima pem tht batch 1 2020, made 1 cbd ppt, webinar "holistic skin rejuvenation", free mindset tryout
20 - DL, haven’t got minicex but at least im trying to stay hopeful!1!, read the notes from today’s cbd since i basically only heard the whole thing on my motorbike like a podcast, did nasal irrigation n took a slow release vit c
21 - started the day with some stretches and squats, trying to drink more water!!, listened to kak dela's tips for ukmmpd from mindset, DL, read a bit abt epistaxis, the clear wallet i ordered from china finally arrived, edited 1 buku pld article
22 - was in poli onko this morning w ara, a patients consciousness was decreasing so code blue was activated. Finished poli at 1 am. It's been awhile since I last saw emergency situations. Went to maison weiner, ate almond croissant there and bought chocolate sourdough and chicken pie. Despite not getting minicex, the road home was not hot, the sun hidden away. The wind is breezing, podcast is on, talking about mindfulness. Todays quite a good day. Im healthy, insyaAllah. I hope my family will also stay healthy. Woke up at 11ish pm, DL, made my ppt for lcbe exam ((tomorrow)) til 1 am
23 - DL, lcbe exam with dr arie (turns out he picked epistaxis over sinonasal tumour), met up with racheel devi silvi at mcd and jco. Hojicha oreo mcflurry tasted good. Got lost on the way to racheels house lmaoo. She flies to malang tomorrow. Can i wish for life to stay simple and happy forever?
24 - DL, originally meant to be a minicex session turned out to be story time by dr Ezzy, she told us about cases that she managed, one of them is putting on tracheostomy for a baby with Moebius syndrome that went viral on twitter. We didnt even present our case and she only asked us for the scoring form. Thank you doc our lifesaver :”” after trying so hard for minicex the last 2 days turns out maybe its fated so we can meet and be inspired dr Ezzy. Mom picked me and we went to Maison Weiner before going home. Passed out from 6pm until the morning lmao
25 - a bit of exercise, DL, tried kemonyu.id mentai from duta garden, i’ve had better mentai than it but at least its on promo. it uses butter rice so that’s something new to me. rapat nemo to decide dates
26 - DL, liqo with kak Kartika about things you can do in Dzulhijjah, A2, started reading optima pem dv batch 1 2020
27 - DL, round was cancelled bcs no patient, lazed around and slept and lazed, continued reading pem dv optima, did like a half of 1 pamela reif video and my HR soared in 2 mins lmaoo
28 - DL, finally mustered the will to finish DS etika profesi, finished reading optima pem dv batch 1 2020, 2A, did 1 pamela reif video (titled 10 mins calorie burn that wont kill u), read a bit of my dv notes
29 - DL, ppds at poli were so kind!, ate shabu2 by mom and basically fell asleep
30 - DL, made ppt PKL, alhamdulillah PKL went ok with dr ika
31 - watched annabelle comes home and suicide squad with keisha karin juan, DL, relatives came to our place, ara also came for a sleepover and after i picked her up we went to dajens place lmaoo they set up bbq
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Diner- (G.D)
Authors note: hey this is my second imagine hope y'all like!! There’s no warnings. Light smut maybe. Barely. Hope you enjoy!!
Requested: No
11:14 pm. We’ve been at the diner for 15 minutes and still no waiter. And every second going bye, I become an even bigger third wheel. Everyone hates being a thirdwheel. It’s a proven fact. While the couple is having the time of their life, you’re just there, eating your slice of pizza alone. Well now I was just sitting on one side of the booth alone, while my friends Jessica and Anthony were on the other. Not being in the conversation was boring, but something else was attracting my attention.
Across the diner was a boy, a very hot boy, may I add. He had the most defined jawline. Sun kissed skin, brown hair with a streak of blonde. What intrigued me even more was the fact that he was alone. He seemed to have just gotten here, given the fact that he was on his phone with no food or drink near him. If he was waiting for a waiter it would take him a year, considering the service here was unbearably slow.
I thought about approaching him. My mom always warned me of strangers. But he was a hot stranger. What if he’s meeting someone? That would be bad. Fuck it, wait a little before going. I waited a couple of minutes, 4 to be exact, before exiting my booth. “Guys I’ll be back in a few"I said to them, even though I doubt they heard.
I walked over to him, even though he was still looking down at his phone. I slid across the booth from him. He looked up from his phone and furrowed his brows.
"Do I know you?"he asked, almost scared.
"Probably not. I just saw you alone and I figured I would go sit with you. Plus I hate being a third wheel"I said.
He chuckled, nodding his head. "I know what you mean. My brother is dating someone, and she’s nice and I like her, but it’s like I hate going out with them. It’s always them two, and then me. And I never get what’s going on because it’s a ‘couples joke’ or some dumb shit"he vented. He continued venting. For the next 10 minutes. At the end of his vent his hair was a little messed up from tugging on it. His face was a little red too.
"Easy there tiger"I giggled.
"Sorry. It just gets me so annoyed"he smiled.
"I know me too. They’re both my friends and I love them but it’s annoying"I said.
"I don’t get that"he looked confused.
"Get what?"I furrowed my brows.
"How you’re the third wheel. I feel sorry for whoever left you"he said. I smiled.
"Thank god they did leave me. Or else I wouldn’t have met you"I said. He blushed and looked down.
"You’re cute when you blush"I giggled.
"You’re cute all the time"he said.
"Hi, sorry for the wait, there’s shorten staff. Can I get you something to drink?"a waitress asked. Her name was Marissa. I knew her because I always go to this diner. The buttons on her shirt were all mismatched, her hair was a little messy. And she looked a little sweaty.
"Can I get a coke"Grayson said.
"Ok and for you Y/N?"she asked me.
"Oh I’m not-”
“She’ll have a coke too"Grayson interrupted me.
"Ok be right out with that"she left.
I looked at Grayson, kind of staring him down.
"What?"he asked.
"I’m paying for my drink"I said.
"You’re funny. I’m paying for everything. This is a date"he said.
"Oh, so we’re on a date now?"I asked.
"Maybe. Maybe it could end like our waitress"he said.
"Oh my god"I laughed, and so did he.
"So tell me about yourself"he said.
"There’s not much to me"I shrugged.
"Yeah right. How old are you?”
“17 turning 18 this year”
“Oh me too. You graduated high school?"he asked.
"Yup. I went to Long Branch"I said.
"That’s 30 minutes from me"he said.
"You live in LA?"I asked.
"Yes how’d you know?"he asked.
"Lucky guess. What are you doing here?"I asked.
"I was just driving and was hungry and stumbled upon here"he said.
"I was gonna say no one comes here by choice. Except me"I said.
"Why do you come here?"he asked.
"My mom used to love this place when I was little and would always take me here. Back when there was service. But I don’t know, I never stopped loving this place. I went here after school with my friends or just to get out. Or when we snuck out. I don’t know"I shrugged.
"What happened with your mom?"he asked.
"She died in a car accident when I was 12"I said. He frowned and took my hand in his.
"I’m sorry"he said.
"It’s fine. Anyways, you grew up in LA?"I asked changing the subject.
"No. I grew up in Jersey. I moved out here with my twin brother. We make YouTube videos"he replied.
"Oh. Are you guys the dunkin tins?"I joked.
He laughed and shook his head. "Something like that”.
“Ok here are your drinks. Can I get you something to eat?"Marissa asked.
Except Grayson didn’t know what he was going to have because they didn’t give him a menu.
"Do you like pancakes?"I asked him. He nodded.
"Give us 2 of my favorite stack"I said. She nodded and went back inside the kitchen.
"What’s your favorite stack?"he asked.
"Surprise"I smiled.
For the next 35 minutes, we kept asking each other questions and answering them. I told him almost everything about me. Which is weird, because who tells everything to a stranger? Me I guess. And him.
I learned a lot about Grayson in a measly hour. I learned the little things, like his favorite colors and favorite food, to the deeper things, like his biggest fears and past relationships.
As we were talking Grayson started sniffing the air.
"Are you trying to detect something?"I asked.
"Funny. It smells so good, what is that?"he asked. His question was answered when he came face to face with my favorite stack. It was 3 huge pancakes with bacon, sausage, and home fries on the side. Inside the pancakes were chocolate chips and marshmallows. It was the best thing in the world, no joke.
I was only able to eat 1 and a half pancakes. But Grayson ate all of his and then the rest of mine.
"I was starving. Holy shit now I need to do an extra long workout"he said. I laughed as Marissa brought out the check.
"I have to pee. But don’t touch the check. I’m paying"he said. I shrugged and waited for him to be in the bathroom before calling Marissa over and quickly gave her $30.
"When Grayson comes, tell him I already paid"I said. She nodded and I walked out of the diner to the exit, standing on the balcony. Through the window I could see Grayson coming out of the bathroom, and looking confused as to where the check was. He went over to Marissa and I saw him try to slide money over but she handed it back. They had a quick discussion before he headed out. He walked out of the diner and came over to me.
"I hate you. I can’t believe you payed"he said.
"I said I was going to"I replied. He shook his head.
"Come with me for ice cream?"he asked. I looked over at the window before seeing my friends, too busy making out to notice I’m gone. And he was a stranger. Second time I said that. But this is a once in a life time opportunity.
"Let’s go"I said. He grabbed my hand and led me to his truck.
He opened the door for me as I got in and closed it for me too. I watched him jog to his side before getting in as well.
"Nice truck"I said.
"Thanks. It’s extra roomy in the back"he smirked. I laughed and so did he. I quickly texted my friends where I was and where I was going in case this stranger was a serial killer.
He started driving to another place. He handed me the aux, to which I gladly accepted and started playing lit ass music. We bumped the whole car ride to the ice cream place, which I didn’t even notice was 20 minutes away. We pulled into the parking space and he parked away from the other cars. Again he got out before jogging to my side and opening the door for me.
"What a gent"I said, grabbing his hand as I jumped down from the truck. He smiled at me and we made our way towards the line.
"Do I want a cone or a milkshake?"I asked.
"Cone"he said.
"Then I want a milkshake"I said. He stared at me as I laughed.
"Can I help who’s next?"the guy asked. I stepped up first, Grayson behind me.
"What can I get for a hot girl like you today?"he asked, trying to flirt.
"Can I have an Oreo milkshake?"I asked, ignoring the comment.
"Anything for you"he said, before writing it down on a cup.
"What about you Gray?"I asked, turning around to see Grayson. His jaw and fists were clenched. He was breathing a little heavy too.
"Yeah, can I have a vanilla cone with Oreos on top?"he asked. The guy nodded, almost in fear considering Grayson was 2x his size, height and muscle wise.
"I’m paying"he said. He put his hands on my waist and scooted me over a little so he had no choice but to pay. He handed me my milkshake and grabbed his cone, as I followed him back to the truck. Instead of eating it in the truck we popped open the trunk and sat there and had our ice cream. I lay back and stared up at the sky and the stars.
"It’s so beautiful"I said.
"I know"Grayson replied. "I’m not talking about the stars.”
I looked over and his eyes were fixed on me. I smiled before leaning closer to him, my head resting on his chest.
I finished my milkshake, trying to get the last few drops from the bottom of the cup. Gray took my cup and his paper from his cone and threw them out. When he came back we sat back inside the truck.
We continued talking for a little until we both stopped. All of the sudden we were staring into each others eyes. I noticed how his eyes were such a light brown, and his pupils dilated. I could kiss him right now. I will kiss him right now.
“Gray?"I whispered.
"Yeah?"he asked.
"Kiss me"I said. And with that he leaned over the console, his hands on my face and we passionately kissed. But it wasn’t just a kiss. It was more. Our lips moved in sync as we started to make out. We both pulled back for air. I smiled, and he grinned. I reconnected our lips, and his tongue immediately slipped into my mouth. Eager, yes, but for the both of us. I couldn’t help but to smile, and he pulled back. He was grinning from ear to ear.
"What are you thinking about?"I asked.
"2 things: 1, how lucky I am right now and 2, if we could test out the back seat"he said.
I laughed, pulling down the compartment on the passengers side and grabbed a condom.
"How’d you-”
“I had a feeling. Now shut up and kiss me"I said. He happily obliged, and I will say this. It was a night I will never forget.
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OneHundredFive
STEP ONE: Spell your name with songs: Closer - The Chainsmokers Over You - Miranda Lambert Undo It - Carrie Underwood Right Above It - Lil Wayne The Motto - Drake Need You Now - Lady Antebellum Everything You Do - He is We You and I - Lady Gaga
STEP TWO:
– Name: Courtney – Birth date: July 12th – Nickname: I don’t have one – Eye Color: Green – Hair Color: Dark Brown – Zodiac Sign: Cancer
STEP THREE: –The shoes you wore today: Rose gold ballet flats – Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni, mushroom, banana peppers and pineapple – Goal you’d like to achieve: Fall in love
STEP FOUR: – Your best physical feature: Eyes – Your bedtime?: I usually go to sleep by 9 every night during the week and whenever on the weekend
STEP FIVE: This Or That… – Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi – McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King burgers, McDonalds fries – Adidas or Nike: Nike – Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither, I hate tea – Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla lately – Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee, cold brew specifically STEP SIX: Do You… – Smoke: No – Curse: Fuck yeah – Sing: I do sing, doesn’t mean I can sing well – Dance: Sometimes – Take a shower everyday: Yes – Have a crush: Not at the moment – Do you think you’ve been in love?: Yes, I don’t know if I ever will be again – Want to go to college: I already have an accounting degree – Like(d) high school: Yes – Want to get married: Yes – Get motion sickness: Very much. Car, train, airplane, boat, you name it lol – Think you’re attractive: No – Think you’re a health freak: I fucking wish, then maybe I’d be a little attractive – Get along with your parents: Yes STEP SEVEN: In the past month… – Gone to the mall: Yes – Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No -Eaten Sushi: Yes – Been on stage: No – Gone skating: No, I want to though – Made homemade cookies: No – Gone Skinny dipping: No – Stolen anything: No STEP EIGHT: Ever… – Played a game that required removal of clothing: No – If so, was it mixed company: N/A - Flashed anyone: No – Been beaten up: No – Shoplifted: One time when I was 14, with the wrong friend. Got caught, never did it again and never hung out with that crowd again STEP NINE: – Age you hope to be married: If life went how I planned it I would have already been married at 22 – Numbers of Children: One and I want to foster – Describe your Dream Wedding: Nothing too big. Lemon-Raspberry Chiffon cake. Barn with twinkle lights. October wedding. – What country would you most like to visit? Fiji
STEP TEN: In the opposite sex.. – Best eye color?: Green or Blue – Best hair color?: Dirty blonde or brown – Short hair or long hair?: Short – Height: Taller than me but not way tall STEP ELEVEN: – Number of people I could trust with my life: A good handful – Number of CDs that I own: Maybe 3 or 4 – Number of tattoos: 6 – Number of piercings: 7 Personal Quiz Who were you with yesterday? Co-workers What woke you up this morning? Alarm Where are you? My living room Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Hell yeah, going on a wine trail Do you like anybody? No THE PAST Ever thrown up in public? Not that I can remember Passed out because of alcohol? Oh yeah, bad times What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? That I need to go take a shower THE FUTURE What kind of home would you like? 2 story ranch with wrap around porch. 4 bedrooms 2 1/2 bath What do you want to be when you grow up? Forensic Accountant Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Hopefully married, or at the very least, engaged. Maybe with someone who can help me be able to go back to get my bachelors. IN GENERAL Do you like candy necklaces? Not really When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? I can’t remember but it couldn’t have been long ago Do you listen to music every day? Yes Do you still go trick or treating? Nope What was the last thing you ate? Supreme Fiery Doritos Locos Taco from Taco Bell Are you a fast typer? Most of the time if my hands are positioned right Whats your favorite type of soda? Cherry Pepsi, Cherry Vanilla Dr. Pepper, Vanilla Root Beer Have you ever moved? Yes, twice Have you ever won an award? Yes Are you listening to music right now? No How long ’till your birthday? Another year :( My birthday was last Friday When were you the saddest in your whole life? 7th grade. Almost commited suicide What time is it? 8:31 pm Do you use Ebay to buy or sell? Buy Who makes you mad? A lot of people.. Have you ever heard a song written about you? No Something you wanted to happen in 2018? Lose weight, didn’t happen. Typical Summer 2019? Lose weight... Honestly do you miss 2018? No HONESTY SECTION 1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Blue 2. Honestly, whats on your mind? How I need to take a shower 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? This and watching Grey’s Anatomy 4. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Nope 5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Doctor 6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? I’m jealous of everyone who has the life I dreamed about years ago.. 7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? People who are just immature 8. Honestly, do you bite your nails? Nope, I used to though 9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? No 10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? No 11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? No 12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? Nope, I’ve cut those ‘friends’ from my life 13. Honestly, are you in denial? Yes 14. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? No 15. Honestly, do you like anyone? No 16. Honestly, does anyone like you? I doubt it ANGER SECTION 1. What do you do when you’re mad? Rant, be short, cry, isolate, say lots of things I don’t mean, get nasty 2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? Hurt myself, said unnecessarily things 3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Yes 4. Do you swear when you’re mad? Very much CRYING SECTION 1.When was the last time you actually cried? Yesterday. Started another IBS flare up and I’m just so sick and tired of it 2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes 3. Do certain songs make you cry? Yes. Good memories, moved by it, or sad memories 4. What usually makes you cry? Sad parts in movies, stuff that I wish I had makes me cry too HAPPY SECTION 1. Are you usually a happy person? Eh I guess 2. What makes you the happiest? Fall time, outside at night, perfect temp, looking up at the stars 3. Do you believe in yourself? No 4. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? It makes me feel self-conscious
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i was tagged by @greyspaace forever ago, so thank you! Sorry about the delay! ♥
1. How tall are you? ↳ 5′3 & 3/4″
2. What are your favorite TV Shows? ↳ Pushing Daisies, Over the Garden Wall, Stranger Things, Parks and Rec, Bates Motel, Steven Universe, and so many others.
3. What are your favorite YouTubers? ↳ Aaaahhh... I don’t really watch a whole lot of YouTube. I love Dodie Clark and Markiplier though. They’re gems.
4. What’s your favorite feature of yourself? ↳ I love my eyes and my hair!
5. Cats or Dogs? ↳ BOTH PLEASE (even though I’m more of a cat person)
6. Candy or Fruit? ↳ Fruit, please
7. Hot or Cold? ↳ Cold because sweaters and blankets for days
8. What kind of phone do you have? ↳ Samsung Galaxy S7
9. Movies or Music ↳ ooooh.... music.
10. How many kids would you like to have? Boys or girls? ↳ At this time, I don’t want kids... and I don’t really see that changing anytime soon tbh. If I did have kids, I think I’d want 2 girls--it’s whatever.
11. Top 3 favorite foods? ↳ Taco cupcakes, burritos, and rice.
12. Top 3 worst foods? ↳ OLIVES, pickles, and... sauerkraut?
13. What’s something you’re afraid of? ↳ Being alone, rejection, the dark, failing.
14. Any phobias? ↳ I don’t think I would classify any of my fears as phobias. My fear of heights is only really bad when I am at the top.
15. What makes you the happiest? ↳ My friends, family, animals, food, scenery/nature, queer people living and loving, christmas lights, CORGIS, art.
16. Have you eaten today? And if so what? ↳ I had... coffee, a blueberry bagel w/ cream cheese, water, burrito, cookies, a bite of a rice bowl, and I think that may be it? I may have some oreos and milk though.
17.What time is it currently where you are? ↳ 11:57 pm.
18. Snowy day or rainy day? ↳ Rainy day!
19. If you could paint your room any color what would it be? ↳ Black so things would stand out more or a really dark purple or burgundy.
20. Makeup or no makeup? ↳ Either or, but I love eyeliner... so I’ma keep doin’ it.
21. Dressy or casual? ↳ Casual af.
22. Milk or soda? ↳ Milk. The only soda I like to drink is Jones and that is pretty infrequently.
23. Favorite smell? ↳ Rain, vanilla, citrus, tropic, food, and the lingering scents of loved ones when on your clothes/blankets/pillows/etc.
24. How are you at meeting new people? ↳ I’m hella awkward and quiet.
25. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up? ↳ Check my phone or put my glasses on. Oh and groan because mornings.
26. What’s the first thing you see when you look at someone? ↳ Their eyes and mouth. I usually notice the shape of their noses too.
27. Top 3 personality traits you want in a partner? ↳ Loyal, trustworthy, and compassionate.
28. Kiss or Hugs? ↳ I’m sure kisses are nice, but I’m more in favor of hugs at this time.
29. Going out or staying in? ↳ I like staying in, but going out can be fun with the right people.
30. Lastly, tell your followers something they may not know about you. ↳ I have seen Smash Mouth perform their song All Star live. It was magical.
I’ll tag @sass-and-chocolate, @latenitetacos, @hootowlforlife, & @tequilaismylaady
#of course y'all don't have to#anyone is free to do it#thank you Katie!#you're a gem#I love things#personal
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Ugh the formatting is really messed up in this one. The spacing between the questions and answers changes throughout. I don’t like a space between the two at all, but I can’t seem to get rid of the space if it’s already formatted that way.
Is your birthday before August? Yes, it’s in July.
Are you an Aries?
Nope. I’m a Leo.
Would you consider yourself artistic?
Ha, no. I wish. I’m a great color-er. lol. However, I did get a few art supplies for Christmas. I get inspired now and again to try and draw so I asked for art stuff, but what always happens is that the inspiration dies or I get frustrated and give up. I also got a book with 500 drawing prompts to help give me ideas. Last month I painted Christmas quotes and a few little Christmas related pictures and such to frame and hang up as decoration. That’s what led me to want to do more painting of things like that, and just today I got another idea for something so we’ll see how it goes.
Are you a brunette?
Naturally, I am. I’ve been dying it red for almost two years.
What is your favorite channel on TV?
I always check to see what’s on E!, Logo, Oxygen, TV Land, Hallmark, ID, and MTV2. I watch Nickelodeon at night for Full House and George Lopez. If there isn’t anything good on those channels, I just scroll through the guide and see if anything catches my attention.
Have you ever been to Chicago, IL?
Nope.
Do you have a crush on anyone?
I just answered this question earlier, but I have more than a crush on someone.
Where is your dad right now?
He’s asleep.
What did you last eat?
Double Stuffed Golden Oreos and coffee.
Is it past 11am?
It’s almost 11PM.
Who was your first friend?
These two girls in preschool, Crystal and Starr.
Are you a Gemini?
Wrong again.
Have you ever been to Germany?
Nope.
Are you in high school?
No. Next year will be my ten year anniversary. :O :O :O
What is your favorite holiday?
Christmas.
What do you hear right now?
The television. I'm watching Full House.
What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Strawberry, mint chocolate chip, and birthday cake.
Have you ever been ice skating?
Nope.
Can you play any instruments? I used to play some piano. It’s been almost ten years since I last played, though. :/ I really regret not keeping up with it.
Does your name begin with J? No. You haven’t guessed anything right so far, survey maker.
Does your birthday fall in the months of January, June, or July?
Okay, I spoke too soon. My birthday falls in July. You got one.
Do you regret your last kiss? No.
Do you have any kids?
Noo.
Have you ever taken a karate class?
No.
Who was the last person to tell you ‘I Love you’?
My mom.
Have you ever been to the Statue of Liberty? Nope.
When was the last time you went to a library? Not since I was in school sometime. I think the last time I went to the library was over two years ago.
What is your middle name?
Nah.
What is your favorite kind of music? I like a variety of music.
What does your name mean?
I think something about being crowned or something.
Do you have any nieces or nephews? Nope.
Do you live on your own?
I do not.
Are your the oldest child?
I am not. I'm the middle child. <<<< Same.
Do you know anyone who lives in Oregon? No.
Do you have any pets?
My precious baby girl passed away last month. It’s almost been a month now... :(
When was the last time you saw a rainbow? I don’t recall.
What was the last book you read?
I’m currently reading, He Found Me by Whitney Barbetti.
Are you a Scorpio?
Nope.
Would you consider yourself a shy person?
Very much so.
How many tattoos do you have?
Zero.
Are you a twin?
I am not.
Do you like techno? No.
Do you own an umbrella?
I do not.
Are you under 21?
Sigh, no. I’m six years over.
Have you ever been to Utah?
Nope.
Have you ever been to Vatican City?
No again.
How many windows are in the room you’re in? Just one.
What are you wearing? Leggings and a white long sleeved shirt.
Can you whistle?
I cannot.
How many X-rays have you had in the last 2 years? One. I had a CT Scan back in November.
Are you on good terms with your last ex? We’re not on any terms, really.
Do you own an Xbox?
Yes.
Who is the youngest person living in the same household as you?
My brother.
Are you wearing anything yellow?
Nope.
How many zippers are on the clothing you’re wearing?
There aren’t any.
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ALL OF THE NUMBERS PLS
I'm such a boring person sorry 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? Not confused at all2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? Haven't gotten one of those for maybe 3 years 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? As long as he doesn't do it near me, and doesn't smell like it, I wouldn't have a problem 4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Trust issues make it difficult 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Maybe watching a movie or sleeping idk6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? Nobody because I don't drink 😂7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? I honestly have no idea, I'll probably kick my EX bf ass right there 8: Are you close with your dad? My dad passed away like 6 years ago 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? lol I wish 10: What are you listening to? The sound of my fan11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Water12: Do you like hickeys? As long as nobody can see them, go ahead 😉13: What time do you go to bed? If it's school night, probably 9pm. If it's the weekend 11 pm maybe 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? Yep15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? Yes16: Do you always answer your texts? Unfortunately yes17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? YES18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? An hour ago 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? Yep20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I was making up scenarios in my head 21: Is anyone else in the room with you? No22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? YES 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? I don't think so24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Yes, but wishing that is useless and disappointing 25: In the past week, have you cried? No26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Pink27: Do people ever call you by your last name? Never28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? Maybe29: Do you have a best friend? 2 actually 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Nah31: Who was your last call/text message from? My best friend 32: Are you mad at anyone? Every single day33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?byeo 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 21 35: How many more days until your birthday? 8 more months tho I ain't counting days 36: Do you have any summer plans yet? Summer classes, that's it37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Yeah 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Why should I?39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? A lot40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Y E S41: Do you think age matters in relationships? If it's like less than 10 years bo42: Are you available? Yeah 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? Just ine44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Belly button but I'm too scared for that 45: Do you believe exes can be friends? If your ex isn't a fucking asshole46: Do you regret anything? A lot of things 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? This q&a48: Did you ever lose a best friend? Yes49: Was your last kiss a mistake? Y e s 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Because he's with someone 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? No52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Jesus Christ no53: What was the last thing you ate? Oreos54: Did you get any compliments today? Nah55: Where are you going on your next vacation? I wanna go to Peru56: Do you own anything from other countries? No57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? Girls58: Where have you lived most of your life? PR 🌴59: When was the last time you took a long drive? I don't drive 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Thankfully no 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? What?62: Who do you text the most? My best friend 63: What was the last movie you saw? The Blind Side64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? No boyfriend right now 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? 066: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? No67: Do you curse around your parents? Yeah I don't give a fuck68: Are you happy with where you live? Yes69: Picture of yourself? Horrendous 70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Monogamous 71: Have you ever been dumped? Mhm72: What do you most like about making out? Forgot73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? No74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? Both75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? Arms, smile76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? My best friend 77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? Still a virgin 78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? Still a virgin 79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? Seeing my crush80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Maybe81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? No82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? They notice83: Do you miss your last sweetie? No84: Last time you slow danced with someone? My quinceañero85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? No86: How can I win your heart? Too difficult 87: What is your astrological sign? Virgo88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Sleeping 89: Do you cook? I make some bomb scrambled eggs and toaster waffles 90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? NO91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? Honestly yes92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? Monogamous 93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? S m i l e94: Name four things that you wish you had! Perfect skin, straight hair, money, a genie with infinite wishes 95: Are you a player? No96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? No 97: Are you a tease? Yes m98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? Nope99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? Yes100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? Nooe101: Hugs or Kisses? Why not both?102: Are you too shy to ask someone out? Vert 103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Height 104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? Sure105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? I'm not that type of girl 106: Do you flirt a lot? Yeah107: Your last kiss? 2013108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? No109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month? No110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be? My crush 111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next? No112: Does someone like you currently? It's a crush 113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone? I'm so out of his league 114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? Serious relationship115: Ever made out with just a friend? No116: Are you happier single or in a relationship? I don't even know 117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.AM I BORING
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