#i have decided not to spiral over that

[amusingmyselfsblog]

i have so many questions about mor:

so, she who owns horses in a secret estate in an unknown location. i need the logistics for this.

does she employ stablehands to come and visit, or do they also live on her estate. is she the one who visits everyday to look after them? just how big is her estate? can the horses roam free for a mile or is it a tiny place? and just how many horses does she have? and where does the IC think she lives? in Hewn City, or the moonstone palace, or the HoW, the townhouse? or does she now always reside in the River House? does she have an attachment to the HoW? how does she feel about it now that it’s nesta’s home? does she use the cover of dancing in Rita’s to keep everyone pacified about her whereabouts. how long can she be gone on her own (without informing anyone) before someone starts looking for her?

in the fifty years of Amarantha, was mor in velaris or hewn city? my memory is foggy, but i think she was stuck in velaris. who took care of her horses the entire time she was gone?

she says she wants to train with the valkyries. i don’t know where to search for this, but i’m pretty sure i read that mor learned all types of fighting styles from many different groups. was there a reason she didn’t join the original valkyries? and why is she interested in learning all fighting styles? is it her hobby? what about it specifically draws her to that?

rhys says they never talk about mor’s mother. why? mor says to feyre that her mother banned her from their quarters. again why? who is her mother? why so much focus on her father when her mother barely gets a mention? and why is mor more powerful that her father? is it to do with her mother’s bloodline? speaking of family, what is rhys and mor’s relationship like? i need more details. if anyone is truly rhys’ chosen sister, it’d be mor, wouldn’t it? and how was her relationship with rhys’ actual sister? did they get along? did rhys introduce mor to tamlin? what did she think about him before rhys and tamin’s father’s violent feud?

and why, after her fight with rhys over eris’ alliance to the night court, was she back to being chirpy the next morning? was there more conversations feyre was not privy to or is this how mor and rhys deal with conflict between each other?

when rhys died, feyre was in grief but she didn’t feel any weird magic other than the absence of the bond. did mor become next in line for that minute or two? where was she during this moment anyway?

is she also related to theia? is she starborn? is she a witch? what kind of healing powers does she have? witch healing powers? or is it just the typical fae healing abilities? why hasn’t she gotten angry enough to shake another mountain? why do we never see the extent of her powers? and, finally, the one everyone always asks, how exactly does her Truth power actually work?

when thinking about mor, i imagine her in a red dress, with red lips, red wine, high heels, and dancing at rita’s. but she’s an equestrian, who loves learning all types of sword fighting, who’s power grants her the ability to catch lies. i feel like she’s curated her image so well. is she hiding something or does she just value her privacy more than anyone else?

I need answers!

[drowningbpdbodies]

Me? About to lose my shit? It’s more likely than you think

[the-labyrinth-of-me]

Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk

[random-chaos-and-stuff]

And here is the cute sleeping baby dragon sculpture! It will be fired soon, and then glazed.

I’m quite proud of it.

[sixpossumsinaclownsuit]

[rinofwater]

I hate feeling bad and not knowing what I actually need to make it stop

Yes great I suck and I'm mostly just wasting space, thank you brain that's very helpful, but could you give me hints about what you're actually throwing a hissy fit over?

No, I just get to sit here and suffer? For literally no reason? And feel the urge to make that everyone else's problem? Over literally nothing? Yeah? Not even just a little hint?

Okay, yeah, no, that tracks, dunno why I expected anything else, love it

*internal screaming will continue to intensify for an unspecified period amount of time hooray*

[luminaryofblood]

God, every time I see posts arguing about "Stop comparing Miquella to Griffith!" I feel this burning sting because, come the DLC and-- yeah, they kinda did go and turn Miquella into a Griffith.

[cerealmonster15]

I forgot I drew this yesterday lol……

[the-grape-entity]

When a bad day at the end of a few bad weeks turns into being terrified you’re getting worse and terrified you’re never getting better

[freezi-drink]

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[autism-corner]

erm

[littleravenpuff]

reminder that you can and should curate your online experience

[youremyonlyhope]

why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up

[fernspirals]

am I being delusional and over dramatic

[thediktatortot]

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[criticalfai1ure]

how's pekka feel about his son?

wonderful question tbh!

pekka loves alby more than anything. i don't know that there is anything he literally would not do for him. he would, hypothetically, go so far as to see a young grisha and have her father killed so he can adopt her and raise her in ketterdam to stand at alby's side when pekka inevitably passes his crown on to his son.