#i have chest pains

[spxrm]

yall this is from when I was like 17 omg… it was in my drafts so I decided to share

thought about this while i was supposed to be doing a current event article so thought i'd share okay so just picture this. you and shawn just had a baby girl and shawn just so happened to have a few months off from touring, promoting, etc. so he makes it a habit to sing his baby girl to sleep nightly. eventually, he has to go on tour again and your baby girl has grown so accustomed to him singing her to sleep every night that she refuses to rest w/o him, so he gets her a build-a-bear that has his voice in it and whenever she can't sleep, you play it for her and although it's supposed to be for her, it makes you feel closer to him, so sometimes you selfishly use it for yourself

[nationalharryleague]

My family makes me so anxious and angry

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

hope you feel better soon!

I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!

[tipsyjaehyun]

Joke has always been a silent crier.

Maybe it's because of his childhood trauma, growing up in a family where crying would be seen as a weakness and another thing to be taunted about, but he always puts on a brave facade in front of the world and never lets anyone see his tears. He always tries to cover his mouth to silence his sobs.

In ep 2, when he thought that the sweet boy who believed in all the goodness in world was long gone, he shed a silent tear.

In ep 7, when he had his heart broken, he tried to fake a smile for grandma. It was later when he was alone that he let his tears out.

Even in this episode, at the hospital, though he breaks down, he tries to silence his sobs and control his tears.

So, imagine the pain this man is going through when he literally lies down on the floor and starts sobbing inconsolably. He's breathless and has to be taken care of by Aran and Hoy.

[n0heart]

it's not a nude nor kinky content but i wanna share this pic because My Boy took it today while we were at central park and it's special to me 🥰

[startswith0]

Ch333

Sometimes i like to reread the panels that hurt my being, like, see?do you enjoy the slight throb in your chest seeing your favourite characters in pain?and i reread them, again

[amazingdeadfish]

(Explosion Noises)

[front-facing-pokemon]

[danwhobrowses]

For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will

[transsextual]

I don't have tits anymore :)

[tea-tuesday]

travel tales: seoul, south korea

[persephoneflouwers]

I’m home.

It was a strange day and in some ways it was worse than yesterday.

I slept barely 4 hours, was awake at 4 am and just waited for my alarm to ring for 1 hour and 50 minutes staring at the dark ceiling.

I also slept in my sisters bed, because yesterday night when I read Louis’ post on IG I felt an intense chest pain, that I only felt the night my grandma died. I was scared and couldn’t sleep alone.

I went to work in a total black outfit, was there awfully early. I didn’t speak. My colleague didn’t speak because he’s apparently very good at the reading the room.

I couldn’t even bother to wear my scrubs. I kept my black clothes. My black trousers, my black loafers, my black socks, my black cardigan. I even kept down my black hair.

It simply was a black heart day.

I barely spoke, only to expose clinical cases to my tutor doctor.

I was running down a fever at some point, because I was hot and then cold and then my eyes burnd and my voice was cracked and I felt so much pain in my muscles, I wanted to just go home and lay down.

I almost forgot I had blood tests to check. I went there saying “my veins are difficult, just take this [showed my radial vein on my pulse], I dont want to waste your time*. He didn’t even hear me probably, I don’t know. What I know is he tried for another vein and failed.

I was looking at his earrings. They were semicircular rings with sharp endings. He was a cool middle age man. I should have said something, commented on how cool his earrings were. I didn’t.

I wore my FFP2 mask and kept sniffing my nose. I didn’t feel pain, I just wanted to go home.

He took my distal radial vein after all.

I thanked him and I said I’m sorry my veins are like this, I tried to bump them and even drank coffee to raise my blood pressure but it is that it is.

I went back to the doctors office. There were so many people, I was uncomfortable. I hated that I couldn’t be showing how upset I was.

I hated they asked me “total black today huh?” I didn’t want them to know about my emotional state.

I looked for patterns. Stripes, circles, matching colours in people’s clothes. It calmed me down.

I met crush guy too. It was awful, i didn’t match his energy at all. I asked him to leave me alone because it was a rough day. He texted me later to say they were worried. I didn’t want them to know how I am. They don’t understand.

I took an ABG sample on the cutest old man today. I asked him if I had hurt him and he smiled and said I was a delicate angel in his cute accent. I failed the test, by the way. I had to ask someone else to do it for me. I didn’t want to needle this person again.

I asked my colleague, probably the only one who knows what is going on, if she needed any help and she said yes. I helped her out with some clinical reports for the weekend.

Everything and everyone were so loud today. I wanted to play my day on mute. I didn’t listen to any music in my car on my way home. It was just silence.

There was a rainbow in the sky at 5ish. I said “hi liam” and it was heartwarming.

I love rainbows. They’re silent, innocent, light. I hope to see the rainbows again.

[cvntdracvla]

"you might not know this, but i had the tailor inscribe your initials on the back side of the ticket pocket. right here. so your name would always cradle my- [heart]."

except he DID know this did he not? since that is his vision of lestat talking. sigh they loved each other so deeply but were never able to communicate it well. so either he was pleasantly surprised one night randomly turning lestat's jacket inside out, lestat having not told him about it before, OR he is just conjuring that up in his mind without it being true, hence the "you might not know this." a more unlikely option, but they r all fucking crazy so. i do not know which is worse

[tazmiilly]

period just knocked me the fuck out. had chest pain last night and thought "surely this means nothing". woke up in so much pain

[puppypeter]

I want to read about Jamie courting the hell out of Roy, wining and dining him, bringing him coffee in the morning, leaving him pastries on his desk with a sweet post it note, buying him flowers, making him hella flustered and panicky at the lack of control because that's always been Roy's role when dating someone

[ganondoodle]

it feels so unfair...

i just want to have fun making art again instead of wasting uncountable hours working on things that will never work out and get horribly irritated by it