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As I apply to new jobs, I just found a job listing which states:
Advise the customer on Sapio Science best practice, ensure the deployment is best placed to succeed
and I can't help but think of Monstrous Agonies!
Only sapio science??? How discriminatory!
#monstrous askbox#good luck on the job hunt!!#i have an interview on wednesday that im really hoping i get#part-time in a second hand bookshop i was BORN for this#luck luck luck to anyone else seeking gainful employment!#may your interviews be several and your rejection letters few but also may you actually get them instead of just never hearing back#i once got a rejection letter a full year after applying#like yeah babe i actually figured that one out by myself#thanks though
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why is jobhunting so humiliatingggg crumples up into a wet paper ball on the pavement
#had to send so many emails today. god fucking forbid#interview today cancelled but I have another tomorrow + ANOTHER wednesday auuuugghh someone HIRE ME ALREADYY#the wednesday one is for an actual lab job which would be really cool and its only half an hour away but im never getting my hopes up again#bc ive been teased and rejected too many times..... im jaded now >:/#but its fine. someones gonna want me. eventually. probably 🥹#ok i need to go eat smth#.diaries
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IDK IF YOU'RE STILL TAKING PROMPTS BUT WE NEED WENCLAIR IN STREAMER ENID AU IN LIKE AN INTERVIEW OR TWO FOR THE SHOW
Enid was going on her merry way until she gets stopped by a microphone to her face.
"Ma'am! i have a question!" says them and well, Enid didn't really have much to do so she turns to look at the woman with a tilt of her head.
"yes..?"
"you're a werewolf yes?" the woman questioned and she looks like she's about to shiver out of her timbers with how much she's shaking. Was seeing an outcast that much of a big deal to normies?
Enid nods, popping a quick "yep! why? you interviewing werewolves for smth?" she hopes they weren't gonna try and antagonize her, that'd be really shitty.
also because she isnt in the mood, couldnt they start a fight when she's geared up for it instead of when she's out with groceries?
"yes ma'am! we here are interviewing werewolves on their thoughts on the new upcoming movie Lunal curse-" she couldn't even finish her sentence before Enid immediately perked up, leaning forward with a smile.
"Lunal curse? like Wednesday Addams book, lunal curse?"
The interviewer didn't expect that, giving a surprised look before following with just as much enthusiasm. "yes! seeing as werewolves were a main focus, we would like to see their thoughts on such contents and just how faithful it is."
Enid was very much aware of how her teeth sharpened but holy shit she was just too excited.
"As a werewolf myself, im sure she did her best to showcase her thoughts through her story! and i'm not the only one, with how quickly its already getting an adaption despite just coming out a few months ago." Enid's hands shook, nearly flapping. "I cannot wait to see how Wednesday - bless my wife - would act it out on the big screen."
the woman was nodding along before she blinked. "Wife?"
Enid agrees as easily. "just a nickname! i just love her so much so it sometimes slips out."
Interviewer woman lets out a oooh in reply. "im sure wednesday appreciates the support!"
The blond just grins at the cam, "im sure she does."
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"Cute werewolf, huh?" Manager murmurs, staring a the multiple footage of interviews. "definitely stands out compared to the rest but are you sure you want this to be seen during the talk show?"
Wednesday just humms from her spot, eyeing Thing as he crosses out some words in the script. "Yes, is there a problem with it?"
he lets out a sigh. "I didn't know you were comfortable with being seen as a wife of all things."
Wednesday finally drags her eyes away from Thing to raise a brow at him. "There's something special about that -as you said, cute werewolf." Manager just nods. Well, he's just here to do a job. "If you say so."
When Enid blows up her phone after her guest appearance at the show, all Wednesday will do is smile.
-U CALLED ME CUTE??
-Am I wrong?
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OH BOY OKAY SO IM BACK IN YOUR INBOX TO RANT ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS
So like. We were supposed to be waiting until the end of august right. Which I WOULD BE FINE WITH. But evidently he is not cause he is like. Texting me constantly. With goodnight and good morning texts. And being very super flirty. And. I feel overwhelmed.
And I realize Im just a very low social battery type of person. On top of being arospec. But it feels like a lot even for a non arospec person. And idk if its like. Hes in a honeymoon phase or something. But I am. Not at that level atm.
And I haven’t talked to him about it yet. We are actually planning on talking about shit on Wednesday. And its definitely something Im gonna bring up. Its a matter of *getting* through Wednesday. And then I *hope* he gets it through his head that I can not do this level of romance and flirty shit all the time. And hope hes okay with that.
BUT ALSO. On wednesday when we talk, I have a line and if he isnt willing to accommodate it. Then I can not do this relationship. And that line is simply to block his ex. She hates me, and has been abusive to him. And honestly the fact that he doesnt want to, it feels like hes trying to keep that door open. Rather than actually wanting to commit to a new relationship. (And to my knowledge, he is not poly).
But yeah. Yeah. So Wednesday I might be on here screaming about job interviews or i might be screaming about how much dating sucks.
Either way if this goes south Im just committing myself to a life of being single and free with my cat
- that one really annoying mutual
Nooo you’re not annoying trust me you should see me in my other mutual’s DMs.
Man I’m sorry that sucks. I’m 100% that type of person and I’m trying my best to hold it back and not be overwhelming and flirty to someone I’m pretty sure doesn’t see me that way because I don’t want to be annoying. I’m sorry you’re feeling overwhelmed.
As someone who is like that I personally think I would be able to (and hopefully am) tone(ing) it down. Best of luck, I had my own Serious Conversation™️ last week as you know which a lot of my mutuals are getting bad vibes from but 🤷🏼
Wishing us both luck in our semi-romantic adventures.
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HIIIII OMG OMG OMG YOUR REBLOG WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER ❤️ i saw it this morning when i woke up to feed the cats and it made me smile SO WIDE <3 CAT PHOTO IS AT THE BOTTOM 🖤
please whenever you feel the need, just sleep <3 even if it's the middle of the day. try not to stay awake just to sleep at night 💔 i really hope you feel better ❤️
i honestly think idols can pull off the colour pink so well, wish i could dye mine pink but i only suit darker colours of....colours 😂
ikr <3 though i started watching 911 again and i was up til 4am watching it 👀 i know one of the main actresses of glee was revealed to be a bully behind scenes which idk didn't surprise me tbh. i used to love her as an actress but her interviews felt so off to me </3 i really hate bullies 😡😡😡
IM SO SO HAPPY YOU LOVED IT <3 i was actually really struggling with your gift because i was seeing other peoples and i felt like mine wasn't great but then i remembered you saying how the gift was us getting to know each other and that you'd be happy with anything 🖤 i'm really happy you like it <3
BESTIES 4 LYF ❤️ also!!!! tea and biscuits. my favourite snack <3 i'm gonna hopefully start watching a kdrama on friday, bc from then to tuesday, i'm off work so i'll have some time to relax 🥰
i was waiting for you to reply before i posted the gift, i didn't want to post it and then i had to let you reply to an anon. 🖤 you've been so so so kind to me and i just love you already ❤️ i'm so EXCITED to talk more!! 💎
Toffee on the left! Luna on the right ❤️
hey hey hey 💖 of course! it was a great surprise to finally know who you are 💗 now that i've looked at your blog, i can see all the little clues you left during our conversations. especially the wednesday and criminal minds stuff haha
tysm for thinking of me 💕 i am trying my best at taking care of myself but thankfully my mom is with me and she's such a huge help 💝
ah staying up until 4am to watch something reminds me of my teenage years 👀 even if i wanted to i wouldn't be able to do so now </3 which is a good thing hehe oh really? 😡 i mean i'm not surprised either but i'm getting tired of all these celebrities thinking they're better than others. it happens everywhere but, when in a group (ie a show, a group of singers, etc.), there always seems to be one who wants the spotlight to themselves. it's getting repetitive 💔 i already have a hard time getting into a show, but seeing stuff like that, it's no wonder i don't want to watch new shows anymore. i don't have time for drama. i just want to enjoy what i watch in peace, but this makes it hard sigh
i know i wrote a novel in the tags but it's really really pretty 💟 the fact that you took time out of your day to make something for me means a lot. you'll never have to worry about something like that with me 💖 and let me reiterate: our friendship is the true gift 💘
oh if you start the kdrama (or is it a jdrama? cdrama? tdrama?) please let me know which one it is 💓 i'm hoping i can start watching summer strike either tomorrow or this weekend because the premise (and all the gifs i've seen) is really interesting and i think i'll like it 💞
i had a feeling you were waiting for me to answer. i also wanted to answer the last anon message before you revealed yourself or else it would've stayed in my inbox forever hehe💕
OK. okok! i was waiting to answer the rest of your ask before talking more in depth about my new cats toffee and luna (yes, by revealing your cats to me, you are now contractually obligated to share custody of your pets i'm not kidding! jk) UM EXCUSE ME? YOU SHOULD'VE TOLD ME YOU HAD THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CATS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!! like they're so pretty they could be on the cover of vogue, elle, harper's bazaar, any other magazines (my fashion knowledge is limited lmao) 😻 if your friendship wasn't enough (which it is), seeing toffee and luna made this event 124877523368751222222565457426545214852485x better (won't bother deciphering this number but just know it's a lot!) wowowowooooooooooooooooooooooooooowowowowowowowowow! user lenteur is currently disfunctioning </3 cause? (Y)OUR CATS 😻😻😻
#lettre#lovely mutuals#if you want your own emoji please lmk or i can choose one for you?#anyway i'm so thankful for this event because i got to know you (and your cats hehe)
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What would you recommend to deal with the anxiety this has caused? Because I know I will have anxiety until he is seen somewhere, goes to an event, does an interview, the cast talks about him or supports him, anything tangible. Until then I will still be a mess.
So how do I deal with it? :( and also why do I care so much, cant figure it out lol? I loved this show but I dont know any of these people and no I dont even have the hots for Percy at all actually. I like short guys and he's a damn tree lmao. And im team Wednesday should stay single. But I do care and I hope he's ok and his castmates have his back....until I get an actual satisfying answer that is the case I will feel like shit every time I think about this, so at least once a day.
Any advice? :(
I talk to you guys when I feel anxious. It's what makes me feel better, to know I'm trying to actively help.
I usually say to take a step back, and think about other things, but I don't know. I am a person who needs to do stuff, so I'm trying my hand at all things that could help this situation.
I'm here, I'm over at twitter trying to interact there more, I'm making moodboards and generally trying to repopulate his tag with nice stuff. I highly recommend it.
Or learning how to crochet. It also helps? Doing stuff with your hands.
I may have babbled a lot of nonsense, but really it's trial and error. Hope you can find what makes you feel better.
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March 11, 2024
Had hot chocolate with my friend Sophie. So lost in conversation we forgot that we had a journal club with our favourite lab mate Émile. Ran across campus. 8 minutes late. Received his sarcastic French comments. I would expect nothing less. Met with our CAN-RGX team and introduced them to our new member David. David is really cool. I know him from years ago. Secretly want to be his friend more. He has done some really cool things, like solo bike-packing across California, rafting the Grand Canyon, and babysitting in Japan. David is the kind of person that should be writing a blog like this. Did an interview with the university newspaper about our project, which I am leading. Hunter drove me to pick up my parcel. Thanks Hunter. Hunter got his passport pictures taken. "This Staples feels like the backroom" he said. "What's your current phone plan, maybe I can save you some money" the staples employe said. I gazed upon the wall of pastel highlighters. I am just a girl after all. Thought about the bike-packing trip I've been invited to go on this summer. 2000km from the Netherlands to Spain. I should probably text Russell back about that. I want to go with every bone in my body, but I don't think I can afford it. Im not sure if I can afford to go to Virginia (with Hunter, Cass and Sophie) either, or even New York (With Hunter, Kaylen, and Matt) to see the eclipse. The next one won't happen until 2044, and the moon may have exploded by then. at least Im getting paid to go to that conference in Singapore this June. I'll have to go to Korea to see my friends. Im not Korean, but seeking fluency. Speaking of, I should study for my Korean tutoring session on Wednesday. They love their football, which is great because im Manchurian, and it runs through my veins. I hope these blogs will start to get more interesting as I do more things. The life of a PhD student means work and life don't always happen at the right times. 8 pm and studying for the LSAT, but having fun. Listening to LOFI to drown out the hum of the fridge. A glorious reminder that I am now living in a safe apartment, away from the awfully awful basement I lived in before, with bad people, too. But that is over now, and we will look forward. Never look back, it distracts from the now.
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six oh four p.m.
i have made it back home. i love it when we come home after a day in the water and sun. It's much more calm and collected. the younger boys sometimes still have an abundance of energy, and im like --- how in the world, and i try to be the biggest energy vampire. sometimes my daughter will play with them and sometimes she won't. she has a hard time being the only girl. i always tell her it's better than way, but she won't understand until she is older.
he always says he is going to take me to the botanical gardens, but somehow we never make it. i didn't get my hopes up this time, so i decided to write before i cooked dinner. half of the time, i dont even know what day it is, and i only know the time when i write, really. he has an interview on wednesday for a bigger position, i hope that he gets it because he will finally have normal weekends off, but honestly, i liked him having sun-mon-tues- off. It worked somehow. but he wants to feel normal, so i support him, i always have.
i want to read later. Hopefully, i can make time because i also want to paint. haha-- oh, first world problems. and i tell you, americans have it good, or we just really dont know what the fuck is going on because people are running from their countries. i still cant believe that we complain. it sickens me sometimes, but there is nothing that i can do about it.
every time i open the news app, i think - "murder-- americs favorite breakfast," and i try and keep my morale up like a baggy pair of jeans i never wanted to wear. ugh. im telling you, why can't anyone see that is all they talk about? people are fighting out of fear aggression, not for a cause or a legitimate ideology. the power that lies within the people will never be recognized because everyone has become a realist.
x
#diary#tumblr diary#diaryposting#personal diary#poetic#poetry blog#writers and poets#writing#writeblr#poetry
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they wont see my audition videos until Wednesday and then someone else will email me with an interview date and i am stressed out but at least it's out of my hands now.
its been a month since i got the confirmation email, it had no submission information. i answered the questions asked, added my own questions about the process and submitting.
A month and the first response to it was 'any luck with thisr videos' so yeah big panic.
then my voice coach telling me my initial attempt to record would have passed an in person audition, but since I'm recording, they'll wonder why I didn't re-record. I was really hoping to audition in person.
So much rides on this, I'm 39 this year, this is my only skill. I need to get into this program. I have worked so hard.
i literally filmed for 3 hours. I had no voice when i finished. My dad is off, so I have to actually beg my family to get out for hours to record if I hadn't gotten a useable take yesterday. I was fucked
once my room is clean, and I'm accepted, Im converting my closet to a recording booth.
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i closed my eyes and suddenly, i became known as the monsterfucker anon—ANYWAY; wednesday doesn't seem to be the type to become a green eyed monster but how does she react to the talks about people crushing on her girl? specially since their relationship status is vague, i could see someone (maybe a co-star or just a fan) asking sin out in her presence or publicly hearing someone wishing sin to rail them. speaking of which, with all the interview talks, i can def see hem reading thirst tweets together
you said that you didn't think really that far in but I HAVE TO ASK: how influential is the show and streamers like endespair in terms of the way outcasts are treated? being called a monsterfucker seems to be more derogatory than funny or nice tbh. is helios also a late bloomer like enid? and is viper also one for the macabre? if so, i feel like her describing helios' transformation to be graceful is so viper of her
since isabelle is an endespair fan, has she done anything to wednesday in behalf of endespair? like endespair is opening fan mail for like a special or something and suddenly comes across a paper she remembered isabelle asked her and the rest of the cast to sign or a poster of the lunal curse with wednesday's signature. is that a bit awkward for her? how does she treat it? esp since isabelle doesn't rlly seem to hide her infatuation with endespair. how does wednesday react? does she feel more obligated to show up as willa in the background?
you said that wenclair isn't really hiding their relationship. will endespair ever be like "o yea guys im e "sin" addams, watch lunal curse now" or sum? would isabelle notice certain traits sin and endespair share that lead her to realizing theyre the same person? does sin call wednesday willa on set? does anyone even bother to question why these two have matching rings? on why they're always so sus and gomez/morticia-like?? why are sins eyes suddenly pitch black when looking at wednesday but bright blue when at literally anyone else??
the interview about werewolves thoughts on the lunal curse, does it ever click to people that the cute werewolf blonde with huge teeth who praised the book and the upcoming adaptation—THE ONE WHO CALLED WEDNESDAY HER WIFE– IS THE SAME PRETTY WOMAN WEDNESDAY IS OFTEN SEEN WITH? THE ONE SHE'S SO COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY WITH???
THE BTS OF WENCLAIR— they're mostly in the background but they're never NOT doing anything. people go crazy for romance and probably see how close these two are. i mean, their co-workers see it, how can the world not? master lip readers come out and reveal the disgusting, dirty stuff these two speak in what seems to be a million different languages. it causes people to look deeper in miss e. addams, the beast that got wednesday out of her cage. WEDNESDAYS HANDS ARE UNDER HER SHIRT PEOPLE, BEST FRIENDS DONT DO THAT!!!
WHAT IF WEDNESDAY'S WALLET GETS LOST AND PEOPLE SEE THEIR MARRIAGE PHOTOS + OTHER STUFF LIKE LETTERS THEY EXCHANGE????
I swear being known as a monsterfucker is uh
Hm
Seeing as outcasts exists, it's kinda up in the air. Like one, being known as a monsterfucker is usually in jest and people just think you have a type or worse case, you got a fetish💀 which is what Wednesday's PR doesn't want her known for. They just twisted it into a fascination with actual monsters.
The more outcast inclined people in Wednesday's Fandom tend to think she simply has a type and it's just a running joke bc of what she writes. Kinda like how people hope she gets her own golden retriever werewolf Gf like Viper 🥺 bc clearly she's projecting her want /j
Anyways, as for if Wednesday reacts! She always hides a smile behind a mug when such talks happen, it's smug asf too. Like I got what you can't have <3
It's hard to be jealous when their relationship survived like 5-6 years of ldr so they trust each other a lot! She does tease Enid abt it tho, much to the werewolf's confusion.
"they want me to what-"
"yes my dear, they went you to do the very same thing you did to m-" sudden hand on mouth.
"wends you can't just say that in public!?"
Pushing that quickly aside, the outcasts racism thing isn't as bad here as it is in my streamer Wednesday au.
The forevermore series change the outcasts view from caution to intrigued, it's why endespair is such a niche streamer bc it's not everyday you see a supposed scary werewolf scream like a little girl and admire a woman.
Also seeing as imperial gold (ship name of helios and Viper) is literally Wenclair, yes Helios is a late bloomer and Viper is into the dark and macabre. It's why the show decides to go with Viper narrating some of helios' scenes and vice versa for that good contrast.
"despite the fact that I've been in this school for years, I haven't been granted the blessing to see Helios shift right before my very eyes.
Now that I'm gifted such an opportunity, I cannot believe the time I've wasted not seeing it.
She's beautiful.
All big gleaming teeth and a body shifting to a form no one else can compare too."
Then on screen is the most brutal looking werewolf transformation ever.
Meanwhile, we got Helios over here stating the obvious.
"to the stars, moons, planets above- they did not have the right to give my deadly roomie a silver knife"
Helios is standing there, looking fucking enraptured with blow out eyes as Viper does idk, smth. I haven't figured out the plot of Lunal Curse other than the main points soooo, it's left vague on purpose.
Endespair doesn't accept fanmail, left over paranoia from the stalker in her junior year so isabelle can't send such things.
Wednesday doesn't at all feel obligated to pop into stream as Willa. They just work in the same room and if Enid wants to go stand up to bring her wife into a hug then that's their business as chat cries abt how single they're making them feel.
As for if Isabelle, I feel like. She'd be in denial? But then she realizes the scar Enid has isn't just effects but real and she goes, oh shit
Like just a little bit bc the way Endespair carries herself is alot more easily exagerrated compared to how Enid normally is. It doesn't help that Enid dyed her hair a little bit more saturated for Helios so they may look similar if you double take.
So she was like 'aha, totally a coincidence' but when she's watching a endespair stream, Mika will wonder where shes watching sin from.
The two fucking PANIC after that
As for the matching rings, I made Enid wear two rings just for that reason too! So in the end It just looks like they're wearing accessories, that's all. Gold rings for Enid bc the obvious is obvious and white gold for wednesday.
Enid cringes at the thought of seeing herself on screen. So she doesn't at all bring up her status as Sin on stream. Someone brings up that there's a werewolf acting with Wednesday Addams? Cringe, disgusting, hurling noises
She's her own hater and chat takes it as Enid being low key jealous that it's another werewolf and not her.
As for whether people recognize Enid from that werewolf interview, they recognize her as endespair than sin. The dorky ass clothes, known beanie and overall simp mannerisms clocked it to her Fandom.
Sorry anon,, people are delusional sometimes so while they note the simp werewolf, they don't linger on it too long.
Wenclair bts? You're so right, whenever they're outside of their room, they do alot of things. Like Wednesday chasing Enid who's wearing a bit too tight of a shirt with the smaller lady wearing a jacket that suspiciously is a bit too baggy.
Sometimes you can see Wednesday looking over papers and Enid is just leaning over her, practically caging the director in between her arms.
Inbetween breaks, if Enid is ever drinking smth, the cast kinda does a double take when Wednesday grabs the bottle and drinks from it. They didn't even looked shocked, like yeah this happens.
Idt Wednesday would ever lose her wallet, but that would definitely be one way to reveal the relationship
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Hello friend you invited the chaos
So so so. Recap: friends for years, he dumped his toxic ex, started therapy, we start actually talking.
OKAY. So we were officially dating like *last week*. Monday I was over his house and things were good. Tuesday night/Wednesday morning I legit thought he died cause he wasn’t answering his phone (he did not die he just broke his phone, but the worry was there cause I know he deals with depression).
But while thinking he was possibly dead, I had a job interview at the really cool lab and Im gonna be calibrating gas detectors and doing titrations every monday!! (Spoiler I got the job).
And then I had a second one later in the day after he got his new phone but this one was in some sketchy basement lab with two other employees that are both grown men and Im honestly surprised I didnt die down there.
And then thursday I went to my first therapy session to help deal with anxiety and some other shit right. (It will be so fun showing up after my intake appointment with an entirely new set of issues). Oh also this entire week is happening while my autoimmune disorder is flaring too. Thats also a thing. But also. At this point, things are still fine with the guy. Like he was talking about introducing me to his friends and shit.
BUT OKAY THEN FRIDAY HAPPENS. AND THIS IS THE DAY THAT ALL THINGS WENT TO HELL. *He* invited me over his house during the day while most of his family was gone. And I went cause I was off work and also like. At that point why wouldnt I? But uuuhhhhh while I was there, some *things* happened that *he* initiated (fully consensual) but also that boy was fucking *rough* and I have bruises all over where he was grabbing and I’m sure more I cant see. But like. Genuinely kinda a fun time.
Until. Out of no where he like kinda rushed me out of his house. And I was very confused and concerned about that, because obviously I just put a hell of a lot of trust into someone I had considered a good friend. And so after I got home I asked him if I did something wrong, AND GOES ‘We’ve been very close friends for 5 years so dating just feels not right.’ Which like. Was a whiplash moment for me. So I responded with ‘So. You just want to be friends is what youre telling me?’. AND THIS ASSHOLE GOES ‘Yeah, for now at least’.
BOY THERE IS NO FOR NOW AT LEAST. YOU JUST BASICALLY USED ME AND TOSSED ME TO THE SIDE. LIKE. NO??????
So yeah after that I was sad for a little bit but then ya know I started to be able to see the bruises and I just got so fucking pissed off from that, that I was no longer sad. The sad is gone. I was instead petty and went to the county fair with Mountain Boy and told him what was up and yeah. Thats what that insta post was about lol. I was just being petty because I could be.
OH BUT ALSO. I have to see him in early september for a chemistry meeting and I have every intention of looking hot as fuck when I show up just because I can and I refuse to let a boy get in my head about my own self confidence.
And really in the end he was evidently lacking in both braincells and inches, so it was no real loss on my part lmao
Anyways thats been my week, how are youuu??????
Daaaamn he really strung you along huh well man I feel that about people doing a complete 180 on you and showing their true colors out of literally nowhere. I’m sorry it all went down like that, yikes. Yeah, no, I don’t think I would want to be “friends” with someone like that either. Fuck that guy frrrr. Especially right after that.
Damn what a shitty week but I so hope a new job is exactly the kind of reset you need to take your mind off things.
My week has been alright. I’m feeling really burnt out and emotionally exhausted but I’m healing from the bullshit that I went through. I start school tomorrow which I’m not exactly looking forward to but not dreading either but next week I’m going on vacation (also to Myrtle Beach, finally) since I have 3 days in a row off and my birthday is coming up.
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hey quick question, i wanna get into watchers content, but im not sure where to start. too many spirits looks like a fun show where they just drink and tell stories, are you scared kinda looks cool, puppet history looks great, esp since i saw the last ep after i saw the hype and really enjoyed it, and there may be something else im forgetting, so what do you reccommend i do first?
OH SHIT SORRY JUST SAW THIS IDK WHEN YOU SENT IT
Okay so yeah there's a lot of Watcher shows and they're all great so I'll give a little break down of each so you hopefully decide based off what kind of stuff you like most, then I'll list my favorites
This will be in order of when the first ep of the series was uploaded:
Puppet History: it's a history show! And Shane Madej plays as a puppet called The Professor who teaches history the guests. Ryan Bergara is always a guest every episode, then theres one other person who will come onto the show as a guest, Ryan and the guest compete to answer questions throughout the show and who ever wins becomes History Master and gets the coveted history cup. Ryan never wins and becomes nemesis with The Professor. There's also songs each episode! And they're very fun! Also there's lore and it's insane. It has 4 seasons, 27 eps, and I would say is Watcher's most popular show, there will be many more seasons of this I'm sure. If you like history, songs and mysterious lore, then this is the show for you.
Watcher Weekly: This show was a weekly talk show that happened every Wednesday where the boys would talk about the lasted thing uploaded, what would be uploaded next, and would play some games or talk about random stuff. It's no longer going on, it had 39 episodes. If you wanna watch the boys talk more about bts and also see the boys just talking and stuff, then check this out.
Spooky Small Talk: Ryan goes into a haunted house (at Knotts Scary Farms) with a guest and interview them. Very fun learning about more these people and seeing them and Ryan get scared, or in Shane's case somehow not flich even a centimeter, at the same time. It only had 1 season, 4 eps, and its one of the less popular shows, and it's probably not likely to make a return, at least not soon. However if you like watching ppl get scared and talk about their life then maybe watch it.
Weird Wonderful World: Shane finds fun places to go and takes Ryan along with him. Super fun show of Shane and Ryan just going places and having fun. It's 2 seasons with 9 eps in total. It stopped due to covid but it was popular show so I'd say it'll hopefully return one day (I least I really really hope so I miss it alot).
Homemade: Steven Lim and sometimes a guest go to a restaurant and learn how to make a food from there, then they go to someones home and learn how their family makes the same food and then decide wether the restaurant or the homemade version is better. Great show if you wanna learn more about food and also if you wanna more chill show. Unfortunately it only has 1 season of 4 eps (it deserves more, I want this show back, I miss it okay).
Top 5 Beatdown: Shane, Ryan and guest(s) talk about their top 5s on random, meaningless topics. Basically 3 people, mainly Shane and Ryan, auguring for 20 mins, it's very fun. It has 2 seasons, with 10 eps, and I also miss this show and am waiting for its return.
Grocery Run: Steven and guest go to a grocery store, vibe and talk to each other, buy a bunch of food, Steven pays for it, and then they go home and the guest has to use those groceries to cook for Steven. Another pretty chill show. Also 1 season of 4 eps.
SD&D&D: short for Social Distancing and Dungeons and Dragons. This started when covid started ofc. Shane, Ryan, Steven and Katie LeBlanc play D&D and its very fun. Shane's the DM, Ryan, Steven and Katie's characters are extremely fun. It's 1 season with 8 episodes. I miss this show so damn much. If you like D&D check it out.
Are You Scared?: Ryan reads spooky stories to Shane. If you like horror you'll like this. And there's also awesome art to go along with the story. Great mix of scaryness and jokes & having fun between Ryan and Shane. For the first two seasons some of the stories were false, some were true, and the two would guess which it was. But now they're all fake. It's 4 seasons with 24 total eps.
Too Many Spirits: Steven makes alcoholic drinks, Ryan and Shane drink them and read spooky stories sent in by the audience. It's a very fun and chaotic show. Steven's bartending is insane and he seems drunk despite not drinking in the show. Ryan and Shane get drunk and ofc thats hilarious. The stories that are sent are also very funny. If you like chaos then this one you'll want to watch.
Dish Granted: Steven asks someone what their dream dish would be. Then he has 24 hours to make the perfect dream dish for them. It's fun and Steven is pretty chaotic and very stressed in the show, but then it's very sweet at the end when we get to watch the guest eat the dish.
There's also the one off Tourist Trapped: Shane and Ryan go to LA and Ryan takes them around to tourist attractions and Shane takes them to hidden gems. They were hoping that this would become a series but they couldn't immediately make it into a series due to money and then ofc covid happen which really ruined the chance of it happening. Which is really unfortunate cause the episode that they did make is really great, it's super fun and wholesome.
Oh and ofc finally: theres the upcoming Ghost Files, aka Buzzfeed Unsolved (Watcher's Version) aka Shane and Ryan quit Buzzfeed and then made their own ghost hunting show. But ofc this won't be out til 2022, but without it even being out yet we all already know this is gonna be a great show when it comes out.
Now finally my own personal favs: Puppet History, Too Many Spirits, Are You Scared?, Werid Wonderful World, Dish Granted. But really all of the shows a great and worth checking out.
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quick dynamite watch rundown
im glad that mox hasnt forgotten about lee moriarty being on the BCC shortlist, even if seemingly everybody else has. he's been so busy being away for work and he's been stepping in to help out his son(s) (im not forgetting shooter here) wherever he can, but claudio's really stepped in for much of the parenting. regal's distracted playing hard to get towards mjf. we all know what bryan's been up to. despite this dysfunctional polycule, moxley STILL wants to expand the family desperately so he's baiting lee moriarty to prove himself.
the elite vignette HURTS and i think we should stop referring to AEW and start calling it AW instead. i have little hope for them returning before Full Gear.
i LOVE lee moriarty's green hair and his neon green shorts, but i would like it better if the colours matched. god i love watching him wrestle though.
the acclaimed birthday bash is absolutely 5/5, best thing in the world. i love max casters silly little outfit i love his shorts. i love that they give billy foam fingers so he can still scissor, even though they tear immediately. i love the love they have for the fans in the audience. i love the fucking ADOPTION PAPERS. i love the risky DX reunion shoutout. i love that they never give billy gunn the mic. i love that his sons-by-blood get offended. i am kinda sad there wasn't more body horror, or sneaky swerve doing more fucked up shit to daddy ass, but i guess halloween is over :/
forget my AW idea from a few bullet points back. keep AEW in the logo but change the wordmark to Acclaimed Every Wednesday already.
you cant pay me to care for FTR but i do enjoy that they come out in acclaimed-pink and stand across them in the same colours
ok so ive been slowly making my way through the AEW back catalog and watching april 2020 now, which is the point britt and tony schiavoni become besties. so britt's segment is extra special to me. i have to say i ADORE how britt neglects to show up with renee and saraya for a sitdown (two new hires, already famous from WWE) and instead insists on doing an interview with her bestie tony, who has been at AEW since day 1 - just like her! PERFECTLY mirrored by how saraya, in her segment, talks about how AEW seemed a cool rebel thing when it started but how it gained legitimacy in her eyes when all the ~big names~ joined. britt's here to say fuck you we're homegrown and proud of it! a recurring theme this episode(*)
the colt cabana thing is insane and extremely funny to me. excalibur called him "marcia cabana's baby boy".
the BCC vs JAS fight was great, ill never ever have enough of this feud. camera suspiciously pulling away from bryan "pussy delirious" danielson & daniel "dragon slayer" garcia at all times because you *know* the moment they laid eyes on each other they [redacted].
rey fenix being too much of a good boi to use the hammer. i love you catboy
keith lee is SO upset by the shit swerve's been pulling! he's laying it all out for swerve! ("ACCUSATIONS! FALSE ACCUSATIONS!") swerve just wants to make up, keith lee wants to know who's sick enough to abet in the mutilation of daddy ass.
i was paying a lil too much attention to twitter drama earlier this week, and jade and marina got a lot of heat because their fight would supposedly be bad or boring. im OBSESSED with the fact that we barely saw them exchange 3 strikes on screen. it was just nyla taunting jade the whole time. nyla's absolutely one of my faves at the moment holy FUCK i needneedneed to see her beat jade for the TBS title sooner rather than later! vicky guerrero's voice is my sleep paralysis demon, she should be on commentary every match mainly because it would make people angry.
house of black epic >:)
TONI'S FINALLY GETTING SOME PLOT??? TONI STORM IS GETTING CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT THAT'S MORE THAN JUST "ohh i wanna fight :)"??? WE'RE SEEING JAMIE VS TONI AT FULL GEAR? aaaa
(*) to elaborate on the "fuck you we're homegrown and proud of it" statement: i'm seeing it in britt baker's promo, in the Elite vignette, colt cabana being the mystery ROH champion, even in the Acclaimed's sheer popularity to a degree. people online keep saying they should use the punk vs elite drama as an angle and i think that in this way they are??
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liveblog containment post for aew rampage 6/10/22
waow its eddie (vs hager...) here is a link to their intros. they did the "no time for intros on tv!!" thing eddie!!!!!!!!!!! kill this man ...............leg hold oh hes mad now. you chopped the wrong man hager is damp. i dont like this guy. boo hager NUT GRIP eddie that was great but: please grab literally anyone else's junk next time. thanks in advance >:( do NOT pin eddie excited for the hashtag ftretta match even tho i miss chuck severely im glad eddie pops his top down for us the viewers tho. dear chuck, please take some notes for when you return yaaaaaay eddie!!!!!!!!!!! because eddie won, i will not be mad.
oh. its a britt baker segment why is she butting into the toni storm thunder rosa thing... no.... please britt baker you SAID you'd CHILL. you'd let OTHERS have the SPOTLIGHT. you SAID THIS!!! really? would heel britt baker just go and do this? go on interviews and tell LIES?
this the show th' yall be waitin on adrenaline pumpin through yer chest this is make or break. my bones are made of stone so step inside the ring, im stompin through your soul this is rampage, screamin cause damage bump you with a vengeance... the finish to make you vanish boom boom boom boom sendin' back to the amateurs bringin back for a smackin' this a takedown (takedown) chyea ready for rampage this is rampage yeah uh this is rampage chyeah chyea this is rampage (lets go)
oh! ortiz video segment... buildup for that hair vs hair match
satnam singh finally in da ring! with uh. lethal those poor jobbers... tall man in da ring being tall uh huh. ok. well he was definitely in the ring and did moves
hookhausen segment! lmao. danhausen in the golf cart lmfao. hook in the. vehicle ok i love them. they are just two funny little rapscallions having fun
red velvet vs kris statlander!!! heel vs dark... kick ass, stat!!! aaaahhh!!! we love you omg. child sign HELL YEA STATLANDER COUNTER kill her stat!!!!!!!!!!!! murder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry velvet. youre up against kris statlander and i have allegiances climbing up the ring with velvet on her. just flipping velvet down. kris youre so strong catching velvet. big lift! kris statlander!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no!!! knee attacks!!! every time. we get got by the rampage commercial jumpscare big lift! corner fight!! what the! kicking out of statlander's big spinny move!! THE ROLLUP TO SUPLEX... TO BIG SLAM TO ANOTHER KICKOUT???????? aahhhhhh!!! what the heck!!!!! how many times must statlander fireman carry velvet before she wins nooooo!! knees to the back of the head! velvet doing cutter moves!!! face kicks!!!!!!!!!!!?????????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA spinny kick: grabbed! statlander: yelling power punch! yay statlander wins NOOO BLUE KIERA ATTACKS...?? nooooo!!! violence!!!!! where is stats friends. where are her stable theres anna jay! no! theyre getting owned!! athena: to the rescue? lmfao WHAT THE!! INTERCEPTED BY EVERY OFFICIAL u_u i hope they get their revenge on the baddies someday
segment about the ethan page vs miro fight on wednesday! miro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no dan lambert alert -_- lmfao ok nevermind the camera zoomed in on ethan page and now hes off camera ethan page is cool and i like him. he has a hot bod AND charismas AND is good at talking. i wish he was not with dan lambert.
boom boom boom boom. send it back to the amateurs... this is rampage...
trent!!!!!!!!!!!! ftr!!!! backstage segment. uhh the other guys are there too ftr are so lmao @ this guy trent: yall hangin out with nerdasses
wednesdays gonna have some cool matches
oh! main event time! ftretta!!! vs aussie open! and ospreay trent and his goofy little waddle oh they too-slowed trent??? dont bully him i am missing the best friends. i am mourning. im bereft trents looking good btw. yeah i'll say it. hot a what. this is who i am now i say stuff like that. i talk about the hot men. can you believe that? its unbelievable. to just say that men are hot lmfao what is dax's little slaps here oh no! theyre beating up ftr! trents tagging himself in. is the bumpmaster going to be taking bumps oh hell!!! sick ddt from trent! he is just standing around while guys are fighting. shrug oh cool moonsault trent oh no! his ankle... no!!!!!!!!!!!!!! big corner kick from team njpw!!! look i know trent is just trent and thats ftr but could the enemy team not kill and then pin trent. please. for me and my poor heart theyre folding up trent into shapes. theyre putting him the corner and punching him. theyre chokeholding him!!! noooo trent!!! trent gets out! get em dax empire getting dismantled! triple suplex! four-- LMAO KICK TAG-IN? get em cash yesss i love tag team collab moves and ftr does them great oh no! now cash is getting murdered noooo dont pin cash!! noooooooo cutter finisher moves ! ftr do not lose against these bad guys who jump people in the middle of matches hurricarana! tagging trent in and he is on one leg. is this a good idea get em trent no his ddt got countered!! oh no!!! ospreay killing ftr NOT THE ROLL UP yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay trent got the big win! go trent woo
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❧ check in tag
tagged by the sweetest angel @propinqxity to do this little tag. this is such a cute list of questions, and some of these i dont think ive been asked before. thank you so much for the tag and the tumblr crush mention lovely. you truly are a bright spot on this website and i mean that sincerely <333
going under a cut because im certain i will ramble ~
1. Why did you choose this url?
its sort of like a pun between yall dont know and the fact that, hopefully, sincerely, chanyeol does not in fact know that i run this blog lmao i changed to this after a long time of being bread-jinie and i wanted to rebrand. i will, however, do my best to never change URLs again because the masterlist switch over was a complete hassle
2. Any sideblogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them
i have a fic recs blog called @yeoldontknowiread. as to why i have it, i know it hasnt been updated in ages since ive been kind of on hiatus, but i think reading and sharing work on this platform is immensely important. i actually read quite a lot of fanfiction, and i try my best to share the things i read. im very very behind on recs at the moment cause i try my best to write something substantial for every recommendation i make. as a writer, i know exactly the kinds of thoughts and feedback on fics that make my heart soar so i try to put in the same energy to my recs. community is only fostered when there is reciprocation
3. How long have you been on Tumblr?
hmmm since april 2017. i actually had my 4 year anniversary this year and i did have plans for things but i got roped into real life things and couldnt celebrate the way i truly wanted to :(
4. Do you have a queue tag?
no but sometimes i think i should. i view tags as a library on top of my knee jerk response to things. most of my tags are just my initial thoughts or feelings at any given moment, so those take precedence over a specific queue tag
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
when i was getting into exo, i was reading fanfiction like crazy. i used to write fanfic quite a lot in other fandoms, but at that time i hadnt written anything in about 2.5 years. exo was the first re-introduction to that feeling of excitement and inspiration. after about 3 weeks of straight reading, i decided i wanted to write again. i wrote the prologue to hero in about two hours and tried logging into AO3 to post it. sadly i forgot all of my log in information because it had been years, and was getting frustrated. i really wanted to put it somewhere out of fear that id lose interest if i didnt do something with it, and everything id read had been on tumblr. so i made a tumblr just to put hero lmao i didnt have any mutuals. it was a blog with straight 0. i hadnt even created an account to interact with writers before that moment, i really thought id be a silent reader forever. but exo woke me back up and for that i am eternally grateful.
6. Why did you choose your icon?
the yours music video is...so stunning? like the colour theory throughout the whole thing is truly so inspiring and gorgeous. and this shot of chanyeol looking at the painting took my breath away, truly. tulips and the color of peach, like do you know how evocative that is? ugh
7. Why did you choose your header
my header was made by @jamaisjoons for my birthday this year because shes literally the most talented person when it comes to graphics. and this was so kind of her to do, i cried a lot
8. What's your post with the most notes?
uhm....either the body through time or truth i cant remember which but i checked recently and its one of those
9. How many mutuals do you have?
honestly at this point im not even sure. i know ive lost a bunch while i was on hiatus because i was basically a dead blog, and some people do dash cleanses. and im certain others have left, too, for their own reasons. still, i have a good core of friends though who are active and that is enough for me
10. How many followers do you have?
more than i probably deserve
11. How many people do you follow?
399
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
uhm i guess? there was a time when nng was not updated and every wednesday id post the days go by music video in sadness and grief but im not a big shitposter. if i make a text post its usually a life update or me crying about chanyeol, theres no inbetween lmao
13. How often do you use Tumblr every day?
tbh i havent used tumblr that often, not since march i think. i used to use it many times a day, checking in on friends and stuff, but once i started focusing on my phd applications i was only here sporadically. i didnt make an announcement either, just let my blog run on queue so i wasnt totally gone. i think i was checking in twice a week or maybe once every two weeks to refill my queue and check mentions etc. but now that my interviews are done im trying to get back on here daily to reconnect
14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?
ive had my share of disagreements with people and any details about those situations shall remain as they are meant to: private
15. How do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?
in what context? like, you need to reblog this or your wish wont come true? or like, please reblog this to spread the word/spread awareness, etc? in the case for the former, i scroll right by. in the case of the latter, if im around and see someone raising a go fund me or some major event is occurring and i find a post with good sources or charities i will reblog. mostly though, the full extent my activism isnt really on this blog. its my escape from reality. my activism is usually placed on other platforms.
16. Do you like tag games?
i doooo!!! theyre so fun i love learning about my friends
17. do you like ask games?
i love those too! theyre so cute and usually a nice way to have interaction immediacy with people in the community
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?
no one. can we please abandon this notion of fame on tumblr? arent we all here to write about some dick and some smut and some fluff and then hang out together and log off? lmao tumblr isnt reality and followers/fame is so arbitrary on this platform, no one has any control over any of it
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
i am in love with so many people here. let me name a few:
@yehet-me-up @kyungseokie @jenmyeons @j-pping @jamaisjoons @inkedtae @kookdiaries @yoonia @dulcetvk @kithtaehyung @imdifferentshadesofpurple @ditzymax @sugaurora @sahmbtsficrecs @junghelioseok @yeojaa @augustbutwinter @joonscore @btssavedmylifeblr @cutechim @sunshinekims @kimtaehyunq @ouvuo @delhyun @exo-stentialism @sooibian @softyoongiionly @jinseunie @zibermuda @bratkook @1kook @luffles424 @xjoonchildx
and so many other people and mutuals that i am certainly forgetting. love is such an expansive feeling, and it encompasses platonic ardor and creative desire. i admire every single person listed for so many different reasons, and cherish and treasure them or what they provide to the community. love is such an important and broad experience. truly, i hope they feel adored every single day x
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AKVILE MY BELOVED HOW ARE YOU???
how was the interview??? Hope it went well!!! 🥺 im sending you good luck and vibes so that you get the best position possible! As you may remember I had my interview as well and things went good I think! I might be moving to London soon for 2 years :0
So sorry for appearing and disappearing all the time heh I was quite busy the past few months.
I'm kinda excited for MCC but also I don't know who to watch! I usually watch George most times but I kinda miss hearing dreams voice lol but I also wanna see georges pretty face .... ahhh idk!
Oh! And I was thinking to get some dream and George merch but I like subtle merch....something that doesn't scream that is (minecraft youtubers) merch ya know... but I got no clue what to get.
Anyways hope u had a lovely day and make sure to drink water and get plenty of rest cutie 🥺💕
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hello my love!!! 💖💖💖 i am doing very good thank youuu! how about you? 😁❤️ i rambled sooooo much in this especially about job interviews lmaooo so putting it under read more 😂
my interview went really well thank you for asking :'D my first interview was brilliant and they invited me to the 2nd stage but apparently they all had a chat amongst themselves over the weekend and decided there's a different role i'd be more suited for as the one i originally applied for they thought i might get bored?? :') which is really exciting to me that they i guess kind of got a good idea of what kind of person i am, that i'm capable and exciting enough to take on a more interactive role and that they are genuinely considering taking me on!!
so i interviewed for the new role on wednesday, and the lady who interviewed me said the previous lady i was interviewed by spoke very highly of me :') so it was very nice to hear that, definitely raised my spirits and confidence, and by the end of this interview i was invited to the 2nd stage on the spot which was epic!! and 2nd stage is i believe the final one, i've been given a brief to do and i gotta create a presentation for them :)
they want to see my powerpoint skills, as well as creativity and critical thinking and i guess my confidence too - which i didn't have much of at all throughout my life but i feel like i gained a lot of it in the last few months so i'm really looking forward to it, i've been brainstorming a lot and gonna give my absolute 100% on this presentation! after wednesday i imagine i should hopefully have a pretty good idea about whether i'm getting the job or not so fingers crossed!!
i'm so glad that things went well for you!!! it sounds super super exciting, especially if you get to move to london omgggg you're gonna be in my ends!!! if you don't have an answer yet, then best of luck to youuuuu i hope it all goes well and you get the opportunity you deserve!! ❤️❤️❤️😁 i'm sure you absolutely smashed it!
interviewing can be so scary and daunting but honestly your biggest asset will always be your personality!! if you make them feel comfortable and keep them smiling, they won't worry as much about your experience and skill set if you don't think you have enough of it on paper, but it'll make them think 'oh i'd love to work with this person'. you know you're more than capable, you can learn and you can pick things up, and you'll make them believe that no problem, as long as the good mood is kept up during the interview!
one of the things i live by - and this is actually part of the company culture of my current workplace - is that people may forget what you said, people may forget what you did, but they’ll never forget how you made them feel! when an employer has to sit through 10 interviews per day, they won't remember which person had a better track record or achieved higher statistics, but they will definitely remember the person who made them feel the best! so that's the aim for sure :)
don't apologise at all, it's nice that you're keeping busy, i hope you're taking care of yourself 😁
and hope you enjoyed mcc too!!! i watched george's pov i always do :') but i went to watch dream's a few times as well! it was a wild mcc haha i loved it
and totally agree with you on subtle merch, it's the best!!! that's why i love the 25 mil hoodie so much from dream, it's such a cool design that's not in any way obvious it's got anything to do with a minecraft youtuber :'D not that i'm ashamed of liking dream or anything, but i've just never been much into fan merch stuff. even my most favourite bands and musicians, i either don't have their merch or i don't wear it out idk. but the 25 mil hoodie is super cute and can totally be worn out so once it gets a lil colder it's probably gonna be a nice lil staple piece for me for casual wear :'D
get plenty of rest and water too my love, stay safe and good luck, thank you for coming back and checking in as always 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU 💖💖
#ask#🌰 anon#<33333#sorry i took so long to answer :')#just wanted to take my time and give you all my thoughtssss#it turned into an essay OOPS#and i have a terrible habit of offering advice when no one asks for it#sorry lmaooooo#but maybe someone will read it and find it useful who knowsss#have a good one <33333#long post
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