#i have an audition this week :)
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Sight singing auditions my beloathed
#i have an audition this week#i am so fucking anxious about it#like holeeeey crap#and there's a sight singing component#last time I auditioned for them I completely shit the bed on the sight singing portion#like it was so bad#so i'm just gonna be lowkey panicking all week yay#music stuff
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spent ages preparing to audition for a role I really really wanted and it's looking like (still unconfirmed) they might not even be holding auditions at all but have just given it to someone directly
which, meh, that sucks but that's the industry!
I'm just like now what? I spent a lot of my free time the last few months prepping and I genuinely don't know what to do with myself now!
#guess I'll... have a bath?#call my mum?#keep prepping anyway on the off chance the rumours are false?#I already asked my agent to investigate but she can't find out either!#that's hollywood baybeeee#sorry mario your blorbo is in another show#I should get myself a treat as a reward for all my hard work even though it didn't work out#I have 3 criteria for this sort of thing and if I tick them all off I can walk away happy#Did I approach it from curiosity not ambition?#Did I make it known in the industry that I wanted the role?#Did I prepare for the role?#I did all three of those things so audition or no audition I can hold my head up high#might get myself one of those nice cookie dough brownies from the coffee stand this week as a consolation prize
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Hello to the 3 other people who listen to dogbowl and like homestuck
OG Album Cover:
#homestuck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#i mean technically (i think?)#i havent drawn in a while#mostly bc of auditions i have in 2 weeks (scary!!)
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually��#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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hi! i saw your post the other day about how the felix and pepper chapters can be tough to write and especially to edit. i just wanted to say that you’ve done an amazing job so far and you are absolutely in my view skilled in judging what to keep or cut! part of me doesn’t want you to ever cut anything though as i just love this story and want it to go on and on! but i know also that however you decide to gracefully conclude will be just perfect in terms of pacing and such:) all to say: no pressure, and thank you for your dedication and work. ❤️
thank you so much for this! 🩷🩷 this absolutely made my day if not my entire week!!
my life has been hectic recently and while writing is usually a comfort for me, it has been hard to put my time and energy into it. your support seriously means the WORLD to me. thank you thank you!! 🩷🩷🩷
#I’ve been putting off writing until I actually have the time to focus on the next chapter without half assing it#soooo much happened this week#I auditioned for a musical for the first time in over a year. I felt like felix#it was really scary but in the end I got a lead which is so awesome 🥹#but between the first audition and the callback it was so scary and time consuming cause I barely knew anyone 😭#now that the stress is dying down though I can actually start writing again :) 🩷
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Kinda upset I wasn't invited back to perform for the annual drag show the year after I started using my wheelchair (and thus my university having to rent a wheelchair lift for the stage) and this is after performing for 6 years straight with no issues
#wrenfea.exe#i dont want to accuse my college of ableism#especially since they might have just forgotten to send the email invite#but ive never not received that email even after graduating#i found out they had the show a couple weeks ago#ive been planning my performance for the entire year too like putting together my costume and practicing#they only announced it on Instagram the week before the show so it was too late to audition#also i rarely check instagram anyway#idk its suspicious cause thats the only thing thats changed is me incorporating my chair#maybe they were mad they had to rent it for an ambulatory wheelchair user?#i doubt it was the hosts fault shes always been great#its been weighing on my mind
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i'm going to try and catch up on xivwrite and wip wednesdays tomorrow, everything is a lil overwhelming atm :')
#tomorrow's my last day off for two weeks bc i scheduled myself to work every day up until i leave for my conference :')#which also means i need to plan what i'm packing and figure out what i'll need tomorrow#and do laundry#and do a million things for work bc i hired two ppl this week#and i have my mid year review on friday which. i did not finish#and a post audit call which. i did not make an action plan for#can i just scream that i'm tired !!!!#i'm stil chasing down my DM for every little thing#i need a week off where no one needs anything from me...pls#but all this to say skfjsdf i'm excited to read what everyone's been writing#i'm just low on spoons lately ;-;#gg txt
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okay i haven’t been posting about it on here a ton bc it is causing me so much anxiety but. i just auditioned for a community theatre production of newsies, my first time ever auditioning for something (TECHNICALLY not true i tried out for a student production in college and did not have enough availability to reasonably do it anyway and it ended up getting cancelled due to covid, also that was a straight play IVE NEVER SUNG ALONE IN FRONT OF PEOPLE BEFORE) and i’m so scared about doing it because it’s a half hour drive from me and that’s a LOT for me i hate driving more than 15 minutes (especially on a regular basis) and i HATE going out after dark in the winter. BUT they offered me Specs (i had said in my audition form that that would be the dream for me) and i’m like. i told them i would call back tomorrow 😭 i’m 90% sure i’m gonna do it but like holy fuccccccck i’m scared. not even about performing but about the commitment
#but also like feeling VERY proud of myself#never auditioned for anything before and they offered me exactly what i wanted…. okay slay!#also i want to make friends i don’t have any friends here#i just had such a fucking mental breakdown this past week that i’m scared of my ability to commit#a lot of you probably don’t remember because this was before i accidentally deleted and had to remake#but i was A Newsies Blogger for quite sometime#i had a sideblog for a while and i genuinely forget what the url was#but i think i had a specs url at some point#i was santafeprologue for a LONG time#r.txt
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speaking of college majors and things we would have done differently - a friend of mine in this study abroad program is majoring in spanish and portuguese, minoring in arabic through this program, and was considering another minor in german at one point. THAT'S what i should have done
#i just want to know all the languages#is that too much to ask#genuinely i regret not managing to fit any hebrew classes into this degree#i'm this close to asking a professor if i can audit hebrew 101#even though i am so busy#if it weren't a 5 day a week class i'd do it#the multiple arabic dialects available here will have to suffice#talk tag#college blogging
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found my old theater tag from when i did theater and getting really really upset again deep breaths
#not pjo#chitter chatter#had the realization the other week that i spent the first 18 years of my life performing#(dance ; gymnastics ; band ; marching band ; theater ; chorus ; acapella#and now I haven’t performed since 2017 and I just. I genuinely. it’s not good.#im so bad at auditioning though and im not actually talented so im cooked#im cooked and devestated#I think there’s a similar post to this in my queue bc I queue most of my personal posts these days so I can have a bit of distance from them#but I am so upset I need to post now#cornucopia of creative energy#all the worlds a stage#first post since 2018!!! please put a hit out on me.
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This work day has been TORTURE because I host karaoke at work on Fridays and the seniors chose THIS week to request absolute BANGERS when I'm only two medicated days into recovering from bronchitis.
#there was a fire at work last friday and it gave me bronchitis from the smoke when i was evacuating everyone#(lungs are fine btw they x-rayed me twice for damage)#also a lady hit me with her car the day before yesterday when i was driving to get my steroids#I'm winning the case though at 20/80% blame (me at 20%) to 100% and my insurance comes with rental#all the discomfort aside#it's nice to get the car checked out properly and examined before the trip in a way#I have two weeks to recover from bronchitis before the audition#at least Jaskier will have a good story to tell in a random fic down the way because of this lol#emmett speaks
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My fave thing about the WxS dynamic is that emu/rui/miku are always like tsukasaaaa it’s 3pm it’s time to make you do incredibly dangerous and life threatening stunts!!! & tsukasa is just like ok 😔 into the cannon I go 😔 while nene (arguably the most normal and sane person in WxS who could easily put a stop to this) is like yeah see you later idiot. Bye. (Not looking up from whatever game she’s playing)
#project sekai#i think tsukasa and nene should have mlm/wlw hostility. they’re friends nene just thinks he’s a dumbass.#kaito comes back to the sekai and everything is on fire. lives have been lost.#rui and emu planning some truly heinous things to put tsukasa through and nene is just like 😐👍🏻 sure#he’ll be fine & it’s like enrichment to him if you don’t launch your tsukasa out of a cannon once a week he has too much energy#and will start yelling at random passerbys that he’s gonna be a big star one day#rui 🤝 emu: torturing their good friend tenma tsukasa for funsies#i love the convos tsukasa has with them both where he’s like you want me to do WHAT (does it anyways) he’s so funny…#my favorite little group of clowns… the silliest geese…#i also think this is why kaito is the vocaloid most associated w WxS because they need a responsible person and that will not be miku.#in general their dynamic as a group fascinated me but like also their individual dynamics…#emu is the first person to try really hard to be nene’s friend. nene is teaching emu to sing.#tsukasa and rui being the weirdo wombo combo at their school and rui thinking tsukasa has star power#rui and nene being childhood friends who drifted apart & rui building the nene robot…#rui and emu being so so so attatched to wxs even if their friends want to move on & enabling each other’s insanity…#emu seeing tsukasa fail his audition and being like I Want That One :) and he grows to really respect and care abt her… ough I love them#nene and tsukasa getting past their beef and becoming friends…
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chat who do i audition for in anastasia
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For everyone asking about results — I have decided the vast majority of them (though these won’t be a casting, I need to work more closely with those who have gotten through to the second round before I decide that). They are coming out, some have gotten then already, but at a slow pace because I’m extremely busy this week with real life things. It’ll clear up next week but know I haven’t forgotten or something, I just don’t have the time or energy to spare right now.
#auditions#info#basically i have a whole load of performances in addition to my usual days#this week is school musical week which i’m in#i have music stuff all day every saturday but i’m doing a short singing concert there this week too#sunday i have a concert with my choir#monday evening i have a carol thingy with school choir#i had dress rehearsals all day this monday plus a choir concert after that#and the past week and weekend were taken over by rehearsals#which were pretty intense#in addition to normal school stuff in which i’m doing way too much of#(last year of school i’m 18)
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the urge to remake my rqg 177 zoscar animatic is SO fucking strong rn. actually the urge to make any kind of rqg animatic
#rqg#bluebird.txt#it's cuz i made one in like 2021 but now i can't find the file fucking ANYWHERE and it makes me sad bc i remember it#frame for frame#im so very very sad#i think i uploaded it to youtube but i took it and all my animatics down#bc i had to use my youtube to upload audition videos (which are private)#but i can't have private audition videos and then publicly some fan stuff hsfjrjgkdncns#i guess i could make an alternate account#but i think those videos are gone now :(#i also made a jmart animatic that looking back on it i am still proud that i finished it#RAH#and this week a the rockrose and the thistle zoscar animatic. i plan in my mind. THE URGES!!!!!
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whatever i’m just really upset cause i feel like i’m never going to get to be in a theatre production again….talking to my friends in theatre makes me so sad. i’m happy for them but i feel like i’ve lost something and i can’t get it back
#my school only casts theatre students in its shows. theres student run theatre but they haven’t wanted to cast me in anything.#i apparently already missed auditions for one theatres season. the one theatre that is having auditions in like a week#isn’t really doing anything i would make sense as a cast member in.#it’s also just so competitive in general that it would be so hard to get in even if i did audition#i’ve really tried to find smaller local stuff but like i haven’t found anything#and it’s like i KNOW im not the best actor. but god i miss it….#jules.txt
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