#i have a lotttt in my list

[cthulhum]

need to look forward to reading a fic in 3 days its the only thing thatll help me get throught these trying times (calc midterm) i fear. any recs. pls.

[diorsluv]

feather , part 3

“ i’m your dream come true ”

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yourusername quinn kept provoking me at the ducks @ nucks game and started throwing a bitch fit because i was rooting for MY BROTHER’S TEAM so here’s to all the quinn girls ❤️❤️ (ft. jacky poo poo bear and trev because he played so well tn)

and just so you know i like the habs better 🙄

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jackhughes I’VE NEVER SEEN THE MIDDLE PHOTO BEFORE

→ yourusername that’s bc i just made it babes

→ jackhughes all hail mini drizz, our graphic designer lord and savior 🙏

jamie.drysdale oh my god

_quinnhughes OH MY GOD

→ yourusername YEAH WHAT ARE U GONNA DO ABOUT IT NOW HUH

→ colecaufield don’t provoke him 😧

username51 SOULJA BOYYYY TELL EM

→ yourusername BABY YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU

lhughes_06 WHERE DID YOU GET THAT PHOTO OF HIM WHEN WE WERE KIDS

→ yourusername a magician never tells her secrets 🫢

→ lhughes_06 oh god i’m next aren’t i

→ yourusername idkkk 😈😈😈

trevorzegras I MADE IT ON THE MAIN

→ yourusername yes you did!

username28 the quinner album edit???

username3 we quinn girls thank you 🙏

username92 the huggy bear behind the scenes photos 🤧

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_quinnhughes she’s literally climbing something in half these photos

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yourusername HAH YOU HAVE LESS PHOTOS THAN ME AND THEY’RE NOT EVEN THAT BAD EITHER

→ _quinnhughes YOU MAKE IT DIFFICULT TO TAKE BAD PHOTOS OF YOU

→ yourusername that’s a compliment dumbass

luca.fantilli disclaimer: NEVER try to bring her to top golf or she will accidentally hit you with a golf ball

→ yourusername YOU’RE SPREADING RUMORS ABOUT ME WTFFF 😟

→ rutgermcgroarty I’M A WITNESS

→ yourusername YOU WEREN’T EVEN THERE

username20 it’s impossible to take bad photos of this woman confirmed

jackhughes mom said to “stop terrorizing luke’s poor girl”

→ lhughes_06 SHE SAID “stop terrorizing THAT poor girl”

→ yourusername woah there slow your roll bud i’m not anyone’s girl 😐

→ _quinnhughes oh my god she literally did it to me first

trevorzegras what the shit is going on

→ _quinnhughes what the hell is “what the shit”

username40 I WAS AT THE STORE AND I SAW QUINN POINTING THAT WATER GUN AT HER HEAD WHATTTT

markestapa i think you should start putting a leash on her

→ yourusername nonono i think we’re good (don’t give them ideas)

→ edwards.73 lil drizzy as a leash kid???

→ yourusername STOP IT WITH THE LIL DRIZZY ALREADY

next chapter notes ) so she’s a short one but i liked it a lotttt i’m probably gonna go inactive for finals week (i know it’s horrible 😥) BUT I WILL BE BACK AND GREATER THAN EVER

[attachmentbarbiee]

Hi! Any dair fanfictions you can link me to?

lol well you asked the right person. i have 43 dair fics bookmarked, but for this post i'm going to trim down the list a little lol.

cotillion chaos by atmymercy is a fic set in s1, where blair's helping prepare dan for his cotillion with serena, since she wasn't sure if she wanted to go yet. but while they do these lessons together, they slowly start to fall for each other. an adorable dair fic <3

the entire open wound series by mysteriesofloves is phenomenal. it's post-canon, revolving dan and blair being miserable in their marriages, before eventually finding their way back to each other. it has a lotttt of angst before their happy ending though.

this is how it's meant to be by an_expensive_imagination is a post canon dair fic (+background serenate) where dan is constantly there for blair and henry in ways chuck never is, and they end up falling in love. super cute dair fic, with a side of serenate and blerena friendship.

brutal by strideofpride is a dair fic set in s2, where after neither of them get into yale, they both are doing horrible, and find solace in each other. they become friends with benefits, before becoming something more. this one has a lot of angst before the happy ending though!!

the milk and honey route by mysteriesofloves is a dair yale au---where they both get into yale and end up falling in love. this one's super cute, and i love it.

the universe is shifting (and it's all for me) by woods_comma_elle is a dair fic where blair re-enrolls at Colombia, and runs into dan on campus and discovers he teaches a seminar there. they end up spending more time together again, and slowly falling in love again. i love this fic, it's blair centric where she's starting to find herself again, as well as falling in love with dan again.

you could call me "babe" for the weekend by pentaghastly is a oneshot about an au where dan's a bartender and blair's a snobby rich girl that keeps on going back to the bar, and they end up falling for each other. i'm a sucker for bartender aus, and this one's super cute and fluffy and i love it.

we are the crossroads by mysteriesofloves is a dairfair one shot, with tons of angst (but with a hopeful ending). there's so much pining and emotion in this one and it's so painfully in character, i absolutely adore it.

The Kind of Opposites Who Do Not Attract by Stapler_Stealer is a post-canon fix-it, where dan and blair keep on running into each other and end up falling back in love with each other. this has to be one of my favorite post canon fix-its, the way it all goes down is entirely plausible to me.

ofc, there's many more amazing dair fics, but these are just some of my favorites. i myself have a draft for a longer dair one shot and a draft for a longfic nyu dair au (but am to scared to publish bc i have 4 other ongoing fics lol), but regardless i hope i was able to help!!

[moneymartin]

・❥・- after the storm

summary: you meet kate at a bar after you get stood up on a date ♡

warnings: none rlly. more fluffy than smutty. also rlly awkward kate cuz shes nervy :( use of y/n if that counts???

rpf. dont read if ur uncomfy

a/n: this has been in my fucking drafts for a week. also thank god i revised cuz this thing sucked before i proofread it 😭 same like every story every divider is a skip. also sorry for ending it like that i jus like leaving it up to everyone’s imagination 😇

you sit quietly at a table, a drink in your hand and at least 4 empty beer bottles in front of you. drunk and somewhat confused after some stupid guy stood you up on a date here. at least 3 hours have passed since he was meant to come, but you couldn’t suck it up and leave the club without the embarrassment of coming in alone, and walking out alone. it was fucking embarrassing and that always made you wanna hurl. everything did now.

everyone was meant to find someone or do something with someone tonight but you were certainly checked off of that list. things haven’t gone your way in forever and this is probably the worst one. now you’re just drowning yourself in alcohol and digging a deep hole you probably won’t be able to get out of. scanning around for a way to get your butt out of here, or just find a waiter, you’re suddenly stopped when you make eye contact with a girl. she’s got the prettiest blue eyes you’ve ever seen, and she’s coming your way.

“hey,” she spits out and smiles, taking a seat in front of you. it makes you a little nervous and frankly, you’re quite scared. “i’m kate…” her hand extends outwards towards you, expectantly waiting for a handshake and an introduction back. the fear you felt when she sat down just a moment suddenly dissipates and is replaced with a feeling of relief when your hand meets hers. “y/n.” you slur out, breath slightly reeking of alcohol. it doesn’t reel her away but makes her grow a little bit worried.

“thats um.. a lotttt of beers.” kate laughs, hoping to bring up the mood and energy that surrounds you. you’re obviously not happy, but she’s trying to make it seem like whatever happened isn’t as bad as you think it is. “y’know, being all drink and alone in a club like this isn’t very safe,” she starts and shakes her head slightly. “especially when it’s a pretty girl like you.” your eyebrows raise at her slip in of a compliment, face flushing and your lips pursing. she’s already incredibly bold, but there’s a glint in her eyes that shows how shes really feeling about this interaction.

you notice that she’s slightly nervous and that her movements and small jitters make it known that she is incredibly awkward. when you don’t answer back to her compliment, she smiles weirdly with her teeth and looks around the club, then at your face again. theres a pause as you let out a breath and just stare. “i’m sorry, what?” your voice is raspy still, and the music is straight over your voice which makes it harder for her to hear you. but the way your eyebrows raise and your eyes nearly pop out of your head makes her put the pieces together about what you felt about her ‘boldness.’

“it was nothing! i didn’t mean that…” she laughs and rubs the back of her neck and then digs her nails into her arm. kate’s teeth grind together and she inhales a deep breath, trying to play it cool when she knows deep down she’s dug herself into a big stupid hole she can’t get out of. “i’m just saying it isn’t safe, y’know!! not a good idea to be alone.” her voice goes up an octave and her body tenses up when you lock eyes with hers. yikes. “i can take you home to like.. help you sober up?”

her proposal makes your face scrunch at the thought of it. a stranger you met not even 10 minutes ago offering to take you to your home so you can sober up. really? “you’re not some serial killer, right?!!! i really don’t wanna end up in a ditch tonight cause that’d make everything worse!!” you blurt out just a little bit louder than you should’ve. kate gets the sudden urge to just smack her hand right over your mouth after you two get looks from people inside. “oh, god, no! what the hell?! i’m just trying to help you. so, please let me.” she begs and grabs your hand, locking her fingers with yours to calm down the drunken nerves in your system.

“okay..” you sigh, realizing just how desperate she is to talk to you. that is what it is. she just wants to talk to you, and shes trying her absolute hardest to make it seem like shes just going to help you out. kate pulls you up from the chair and wraps her arms around your waist, steadying your drunk and wobbly body. “i got you, alright?”

your body sinks into the couch after you somehow managed to guide her to your place. it took a little longer than it should’ve. the club was only 5 minutes away from your place but the whole trip took about 20 minutes. different streets and different roads and different alleyways.

“how’d you end up alone in there anyways?” kate asks, dabbing the back of her hand against your face to feel for a fever. your face is flush and you feel the rush of embarrassment coming back when her question finally registers in your head. it was the one thing you didn’t wanna talk about with her tonight. not because it was bad, it was just the fact that it was incredibly embarrassing. “got stood up.”

her eyebrows scrunch at the reasoning you give her while a pit grows in your stomach due to the look on her face. she looks like she wants to leave all of a sudden but its quickly replaced with a soft smile when she sees how you feel talking about it. “things happen for a reason, no?” kate says and smirks. she has a point though. maybe you got stood up on that date because you were bound to find her? that was dumb to think about. but it might’ve been true.

“yeah, i guess.”

“guys come and go. its not like it’ll happen again too. you’re very pretty.”

“you think so?”

“i know so.”

kate’s bold statements and words make you wonder if she really does mean them. and for some reason, you’re hoping that she does. her hands are shaky against your face and she shifts around the space on the couch to keep you comfortable instead of herself. she’s putting your needs in front of her own needs. you take in a heavy breath, looking up at kate while she stares at you longingly. “there’s obviously a reason why you wanted to help me.” you giggle.

her jaw slacks at your accusation, her face suddenly becoming a deep red. “no, c’mon! t- thats not true!” kate stammers over her own words and turns her head to the side to hide her face from you. you reach out to grab her wrist and tug her down towards you. her eyes look like they’re about to pop out of her skull and shes got a nervous frown on her face.

the confidence she manages to build up always crumbles in just a matter of seconds after you say something back. she likes that, and it makes her nervous in such a good way. “oh yeah?” you question and slide your hands up to her shoulders. your fingers wrap around her hoodie neckline, gripping tightly. “yes!” you know that she’s lying. theres an obvious reason why she offered in the first and you know exactly what it is.

“then show me why you really wanted to help.”

[patricia-taxxon]

For my new year's resolution I'm picking an artist each month and listening to everything in their discography I haven't heard before. This month you're the artist!

I noticed both that you have a MASSIVE catalogue and as far as I can tell no button on bandcamp to just download your whole discography. Before I go through the tedium of downloading every album one by one, are there albums you totally recommend just skipping for any reason?

my discography is like a vlog channel, if you go through the whole thing you'll be exposed to a lotttt of idle experiments as i figure out what i wanna make. theres a lot of firsts, i didn't "debut" as much as i just gradually pulled myself together, and the first 20 or so albums are a minefield. there's a lot of extremely embarrassing stuff but some of my fans are still ride or die for a lot of it, so if i gave you my list of skips it'd probably be too punitive.

Little Spoon is the first time I made an album with like, intentionality? like, putting together my skills as a songwriter and working at something for more than a month. that cutoff point leaves out a lot of fan favorites though.

[honeypiehotchner]

Devil's Backbone (Unsub!Hotch x Fem!Reader) -- part ten

I listened to the stripped version of "Good Looking" a lotttt starting around now as I wrote this fic. It's perfect for how the reader is beginning to feel, the sadness and confusion, remembering how Hotch was and realizing how she no longer knows him 😭😭

Warnings: things are beginning to unravel

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Ten: The skyline falls as I try to make sense of it all -- "Good Looking" by Suki Waterhouse

“Hotch said he didn’t have any of the files, JJ,” Dave said, stepping into her office. The two of them spoke on the phone last night, as promised, and Dave wanted to give JJ the update first thing in the morning, as promised. “He said he had older ones.” He listed the names off and JJ nodded along.

“I have those accounted for,” she said, looking at her computer, shaking her head. “I know he had those. The others are probably in here somewhere. It’s just weird.”

“I agree,” Rossi said. Files didn’t disappear randomly. If some were taken or even copied, JJ was notified, and she logged it. “But we’ll figure it out.”

“Did you look through Hotch’s office?” JJ suggested. She seemed hesitant to even ask, chewing on her nails after proposing the question. 

“No,” Rossi said. “Should we?”

She shrugged. “I don’t know, should we?”

Rossi thought it over. Strauss’s concern. Your odd reaction to his questions. Hotch’s strange character every time Rossi called. None of it made any sense. Rossi assumed it was grief, just like you told him, just like he told himself, that maybe it was Hotch even trying to convince himself that he was feeling better than he was. But there was a nagging feeling deep in his chest that he couldn’t get rid of.

“Yeah,” Rossi finally said. “I’ll go look.” He knew how it looked and felt: like an invasion of Aaron’s privacy. But this was becoming too convoluted to worry about privacy.

Rossi went back into the bullpen, glad to see you sitting at your desk already. He tapped your shoulder as he went by, nodding his head up to the second level.

You got up and followed, assuming he was going to his office. Your heart began hammering in your chest when Rossi stopped outside Hotch’s office. No one had been in there since Hotch left. It was locked. 

You watched in terror as Rossi took out his keys and let himself into Hotch’s office, flicking the light switch.

You walked inside slowly, your voice low as you asked, “What are you doing?”

“What I don’t want to be doing,” Rossi replied in a hiss, pinching the bridge of his nose. He gestured toward you. “Shut the door.”

You closed the door and pulled the blinds for good measure. Or to help your paranoia. You had a bad feeling in your stomach and a bad taste in your mouth. “Rossi, what the hell is going on?”

“JJ can’t find a few files,” he replied, stopping in front of Aaron’s desk facing you, placing his hands on his hips.

“I know, she told me--”

“One of them she can’t find is Issac Holman.”

“What?” That was not right. That had to be a bad coincidence. The file showed up missing and Holman was dead? Impossible. Too eerie to be a coincidence.

“Another one missing is Nicholas Edwards,” Rossi continued. “He died two days ago. Shot in the back of the head, executioner style.”

“What? Why didn’t you tell us?” That was a brutal method; it was necessary to alert the team.

“Because I didn’t want to say anything just yet,” Rossi replied. His fuming eyes landed on you next. “I need you to come clean with me.”

Fear shot through you so hard that you took a step back from him. “What?”

“When I called you into my office a couple of days ago, you acted like I was interrogating you when I asked simple questions,” Rossi recalled, stepping closer to you. “What did you and Aaron talk about? Tell me the truth. Right now.”

You shook your head. This was a nightmare. This was not happening to you. “Rossi--”

“Agent L/N, I am ordering you,” he pressed, raising his voice. He stepped closer, pointing an accusatory finger at you. “Tell me. This is bigger than whatever secrets you might have, so I need you to get over it and--”

“We had sex!” you blurted, shame rising in your chest like flames, burning their way to your neck. “Is that what you wanted to hear?”

Stunned, Rossi struggled to find words, eyes blinking and jaw opening and closing. “You-- Are-- Are you two seeing each other?”

“No,” you replied, your face burning with embarrassment. You wished that was the reason behind the sex, that it was a sweet, romantic, domestic relationship you were hiding. “He kicked me out. He wanted nothing to do with me. Can we move on now?”

“Yeah,” Rossi said, turning around slowly. “Help me look for any files he kept in here. Holman and Edwards might be in them.”

You nodded, glad your failed fling with your boss was forgotten for the moment. “Why would they be in here?”

“He liked to go over them afterwards,” Rossi explained. 

“Yeah, I know.” You turned to look on the side tables by the couch, but there were only random magazines, no doubt put there by someone else. Strauss probably put them there one day to liven the place up a bit.

Rossi studied one section of Aaron’s desk against the back wall. “This is empty.”

You leaned over. “Yeah.” You stared at it, eyebrows furrowing. “He used to have a lot of books and…” Files. You remember. You watched him close his briefcase as he said he was sorry but you knew he didn’t mean it.

Rossi turned and looked at you, the same haunted expression on his face. “He took them with him.”

You nodded slowly, your hand covering your mouth. “I watched him take them.” You paused, a sick feeling settling into your bones. “Rossi…what is going on?”

“I don’t know,” Rossi said slowly, shaking his head. “I don’t know.”

But he knew. You both knew. Neither of you wanted to admit it.

+++

Aaron was washing the blood off his hands in the unsub’s bathroom sink. 

He didn’t mean for that much blood to be shed, but he got carried away. The unsub fought back harder than Aaron expected him to. One punch led to another and then Aaron had flashbacks to George Foyet. The unsub’s face no longer existed. It was only Foyet, and Aaron got revenge. Again. And again.

Unfortunately, it made a mess of the fucking bedroom. Thankfully, none of Aaron’s blood was shed. He caught a few blows to his chest and abdomen, but none to the face, none that bled, not like the unsub bled all over the goddamn place. Aaron knew the human body carried 5 liters of blood -- thanks to Reid -- but it looked like much more.

He needed to leave as soon as possible, so he settled for cleaning his hands thoroughly and forgetting the rest.

He rode back to his home in Quantico in silence. No music, no news. He needed to think.

But thinking only landed him in places he didn’t want to be, so he stopped. He stopped for food and carried on back to Quantico to get his things together.

He had one more unsub to hunt, and it wouldn’t be easy. The fucker ran from him once, he assumed he would do it again. So, Aaron needed to be careful and meticulous about this one. It would take longer than a weekend getaway.

+++

You were called into Strauss’s office the following day. You knew it wasn’t good, but you knew that even before you saw Rossi sitting in one of her chairs, fingers pressed to his temple. 

“You called for me, ma’am?” you asked, shutting her office door behind you.

“Yes,” Strauss rounded her desk, gesturing to one of the empty seats on her couch. “Sit.”

This is not good. You did as you were told, sitting on the very edge of the cushion. Rossi refused to look at you, and it made your stomach turn. You took a deep breath. 

“What do you know of Hotch’s whereabouts?” Strauss asked conversationally. She went over to her minifridge and grabbed a bottle of water.

“Uh, he’s at his apartment, I guess?” you replied, taking the water from her.

“You guess?” Strauss pressed.

You chuckled awkwardly. “Ma’am, with all due respect, I don’t know where Agent Hotchner is. We haven’t spoken since he left.”

Strauss laughed as she sat down across from you. “Well, Dave told me you did speak to Aaron.”

You looked at Rossi with wide eyes, sensing betrayal, but he shook his head only slightly. So he told her the truth, but not the full truth.

“I went to his apartment to offer condolences,” you said. “And to check on how he was doing.”

“And how was he doing?”

“He seemed fine,” you shrugged, putting the water down on her coffee table. “What is this about?”

Strauss sighed. “Agent Hotchner’s behavior has been worrying me since the day I sent him home,” she said. “Now, supposedly, he needs to get away, with no phone, no devices. And frankly, I cannot let him do that.”

You looked at Rossi, your eyebrows furrowed. “Where is he going? What is he thinking?”

“I don’t know,” Rossi replied. “He wouldn’t tell me. Just that he is heading out tomorrow morning.”

You turned back to Strauss. “Ma’am, I had no idea--”

“I know,” she stopped you with her hand in the air. “I don’t care to know the details of your relationship with Agent Hotchner. I hope there aren’t any details. But seeing as you are someone he trusts, I need you to follow him.”

“Follow him?”

“Yes. See where he goes. If it’s nothing troubling, you will return to the BAU. This is a private assignment and you are not to discuss this with anyone outside of this room, do you understand?”

You nodded. “I do.”

You felt like you were signing your life away.

[gods-favorite-cl0wnboy]

sooo uhhh I’m high key kind of addicted to character ai which is bad for multiple reasons so. This is day 1 of not using character ai. If anybody wants to rp with me (I am a minor, fandoms will be listed below but I do enjoy OC roleplay) I would love to repair my writing skills and my ability to connect with people!

FANDOMS:

Arcane

Helluva Boss

Stardew Valley

Minecraft (is there a fandom for this)

Gravity Falls

Is Cryptids a fandom. Like, the concept of cryptids. And monsters in general. I love.

The Owl House

Analog horror

good omens

TADC (The Amazing Digital Circus)

Etc (I have a bad memory, so I’ll probably add more later! If your fandom isn’t listed just ask me about it, I watch/read a LOTTTT of media and there’s a good chance I at least know of it)

[zorbs]

ty for the tag bumble bee :)

open tag!

tagged by @peplos to show my top 5 songs on repeat thanks for the tag <3

tagging: @mothgf @wormtiddies @zorbs plus open tag ! no pressure of course <3

[gwaaaaar]

My personal opinion on the atherines

Catherine time... catherines all over the place.

So. I got into the original game when i was like. 11. Which is crazy i shouldn't have been there. I was always a katherine stan though I felt like it was obvious. Now that I'm older though my opinions on them have changed a lotttt but mostly the same.

So appearance wise, catherine is my favorite I think her design is really creative and cute. I also like natural color palettes better so qatherine is a bit ehhhh for me. He's cute too and very cosplayable but I just like catherines better. Katherine is also a realllllll stunner but I liked her concept art with black hair better... but shes my world too.

Personality wise though catherines at the bottom of the list. Qatherine solo holy shit. Its like sicing a pitbull (qatherine) against a baby (k/catherine). THE PITBULLS GONNA WIN. He is so incredibly sweet and kind and brings out the best in vincent ofc hes the fucking best. Although I think Katherine is sweet as well even though she makes a lot of mistakes that are. Wow. But she learns from them and apologizes and I think thats all that matters.

Qatherine is perfect bc hes like an angel or whatever but Katherine is human and realistic. You will never find a Qatherine irl (or maybe you will idk) because no human is perfect. But you will find quite a few Katherines. I do relate to her a lot because I want to help my friends but end up becoming kind of a control freak and I do feel bad abt it. I think its a realistic struggle to want the best for people but not doing it in a right way.

CATHERINE HOWEVER is an abusive bitch. Shes so hot but shes fucking rude as hell . Why do people like her... its hard i cant have her as a discord icon or else that sets off red flags 😔/lh. I think Catherine has her own appeal but the literal emotional and physical abuse is like . UGHHHHH her and vincents relationship is literally built on that I DONT LIKE IT.

Anyways thats my two cents :3

[noname-nonartist]

(If you're not comfortable with ask games, feel free to ignore)

When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish them, and send this ask to the last 10 people in your notifs!

@not-so-empty-sekai (side blog)

your art is so good btw :3

Oh? A song ask-chain game? Sounds fun! :Dc

Hmmm. Okay, how about this!

I’ll list 5 songs that are pjsk songs (since I’ve been listening to them a lotttt), and 5 other songs that aren’t pjsk related, to mix things up a bit! >:3c

Okay? Nice~

Let’s gooooo!!! (List under the cut)

Side Note: Thank you for saying my art is good! It made my day! >///<

PJSK Songs that I listen to~

1. Bake no Hana

Of course this song is gonna make it into the list! Because ever since Mizu5, I’ve just been listening to this every dayyyy :’)

Mizu5 wreaked me emotional for reals, for realssss ;v;

2. Ultra C

I’m so proud of vbs for finally surpassing RAD Weekend! It was such a good event, and an even banger song! The moment where Miku gave one last encouragement to Kohane? So good. Ahhh! Of course the scene afterwards where vbs when to visit Nagi’s grave! Ahhhhh! It punched me in the guts! In a good way tho! TvT

3. Watashi Wa Ame

I know it’s a joke that all of Ena’s events are about her struggles as an artist, and while it’s true. I do think they mix it up enough and show Ena’s character growth throughout it super well. And this event is the prime example of that.

Her getting insight of what her father struggled with as an artist. Ena learning how she was the main inspiration for his father’s possible last painting. How he sees her as a hope of light in his darkest times. How he genuinely loves and wants to protect her (albeit not in the greatest way as we all know). And how she grew so much in both understanding and confidence to understand her father’s intentions.

It’s such a really nice event for me that also got me emotional. Also the song is so gooddddd~ *v*

4. Regulus

Yepppp, a Leo/Need song! It’s such a banger!

While I’m not that well versed on Leo/Need compared to N25 and VBS, I did read Honami’s stories (look, my adhd brain be hopping around the storyline like crazy whenever i gets attached to a character lol)

And i just gotta say, I’m so proud of Honami! She has definitely grown so much since the main story.

Her initially lacking the confidence to make a decision due to her anxiety, fears, and people pleasing tendencies. (that caused her to initially be distant from her closest friends, and caused her to be depressed during that time)

To now. Being confident to speak truthfully about her feelings and standing up for herself and Leo/Need (seen in the Little Braver event). And now she’s an offical leader of Leo/Need! Ahhhh! So proud of her! >v<

5. Watashi Wa, Watashitachi Wa

Bang! A More More Jump song to finish off this list! >:Dc

And once again, I’m not as well versed in the MMJ, but my adhd brain did get attached to Shizuku, hence me reading the her event stories (i still have read Shizu4 yet tho… •3•;)

But anyway! I absolutely love this song and the event that is associated with it. It’s such a good way for Shizuku to face her past and show how much she has grown and is willing to be more proactive to be the best idol she can be, as herself.

It also gave more insight what happened during her time in Cheerful*Days and how the rift between the members began. Fleshing out the members and showing a more complex situation than a simple jealousy situation at first glance.

And like the song is so catchy and hopeful, a perfect song that embodies Shizuku’s determination. :3c

Oh shoot. That took longer than expected uhhhh… Rapid fire non-pjsk song list, go!

Non-PJSK Songs:

1. 雨乙女 (Ameotome)

2. Sing The Moon

3. Yubikiri Genman

4. ThoughtCrime

5. いばら (Ibara)

[domoriu]

i says yes to the haul 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ ur inspiring me to get my piercings bc u have the Exact ones i want (+ others but i might be a little ambitious abt some of the other piercings i want)

-🪼

OKAY MALL HAUL!!! + i had a little dinner after which was fire so i had to show 🤤🤤 and also i bought my baby sister some stuff 🙏🏽

also what other piercings do u want? i have a few on my list but not too much, just the other side of my nose, my belly button, possibly my eyebrow, and then a hard maybe on getting my nipples pierced 🫣 too scared for that one but idk !! and i want a LOTTTT of ear piercings like i want my whole ear pierced up but for some reason ear piercings scare me more than anything else so ive been putting it off 😭😭😭

[befrilled]

. ݁₊ •⊹♪ .± ݁˖ . ݁ ~ about ~ .• ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁±`

UR SEXGODBOYFRIEND!!

faggirlboydyke <3 whatever pronouns

20 years old

follow for genderqueer sleaze... . . . . im like if.. ....... an emo... girl.... . .. . .... were a grumge boy

pleaseplease talk to me about music (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡ + spam-liking will get u head

nsft so 18+ ONLY !!

(please read under cut for DNI ect.)

enjoying subbing and domming at the moment but sometimes that shifts :3 subbing is what i tend to be most comfortable with

online im intoooo....... bdsm.........degradation.......... begging........ chill puppyplay......praise.......... daddy kink (but only if u have reallyreally cool gender)........... dumbificaton............... knifeplay........ being a brat but maybe not as much as submitting............ looking cute and being dolled up................... intox stuff......... breeding but with gender again............... overstim...........degradation again............... cnc is kind of hit or miss but i <3 when it hits.................... somno......... masochism............ free use ......... humiliation..... bruises and bite marks and scratches <3333..............

and then for domming stuff im into receiving worship (but like not quite??? i have to think about this one idk right words), degrading, humiliating, begging, like obsessive vibes....... but keep it playful.........i like feeling crazy around really pathetic boyz but i guess i haven't explored it so much U⁠ ⁠´⁠꓃⁠ ⁠` U

limits: fauxcest, misogyny kink, ageplay, scat, feet, birth

if a kink isn't on either of these lists and ur curious just ask :3 either i forgot or there's nuance

DNI: MINORS, AGELESS BLOGS, RACEPLAYERS (including any fetishization of POC bodies like BBC or ebony shit), ZIONISTS, TRANSPHOBES, NASTY OLD CIS MEN WHO WANT TO PUT ME IN A CAGE, ANY KIND OF ZOO OR "MAP" SHIT

if Ur cis try to at least be chill about it

my "about" is always updating !! sometimes i forget about things im into and sometimes i forget about things i'm not into!! sometimes things change (⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠) the world is a beautiful place

tag navigation:

befrilled666: hot pictures i take

befrilled333: ramblings!! sometimes fagging out, sometimes mentally ill, often silly !! genuinely don't feel bad about filtering the tag because it's very diarycoded and i talk a lotttt

bekilled: rants and heavier topicz (new tag)

i try to tag anything triggering relevantly but obviously what's triggering is subjective so i can't make promises. generally i will tag discussion of dysphoria, s/h, s/a, restrictive eating (via autism), and most harder drug use. but like,, i am a struggling bitch so don't expect me not 2 b (⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠)

[thanx-files]

Season 3 Wrap-Up

Let’s skip the boring part. We know the routine by now, and I have a lotttt to say this time around. Thoughts on Talitha Cumi and S3 below the cut.

Talitha Cumi

My least favorite season finale so far, if I’m honest. It’s not that the stakes weren’t high enough, it’s that I was confused for a lot of this episode. I, like Mulder, have precious little patience for Cancer Man and his musings, and there were a LOT of musings in this episode. I’m going to have to read the Wikipedia plot summary for this one. Also, not enough Scully.

Season 3

My favorite season so far. I know, I know “Thanx, you’ve said that every season!” If you’ll recall, I was on the fence about season 2 being better than season 1 (Pilot my beloved) because I feared recency bias. But I feel very strongly that S3 beats out both S1 and S2 pretty handily, recency notwithstanding. Why? Because it’s fun, in a way. The first handful of episodes are less so, but as the season finds a rhythm, there are these brilliant little character moments. Skinner gains a lot of depth this season, for example, but he also has some killer one-liners that tell us he is playing this game for better or for worse.

And as for Mulder and Scully? If there is one thing these two will do, it’s talk on the phone. Those were some of my favorite details this season. The classic “it’s me,” but also the way they can’t stay off the phone in Coprophages. The way Mulder knows Scully will stay on the line to eavesdrop in Avatar. Mulder, our “ticking time-bomb of insanity” starts to show his Captain Ahab side more (hello, Grotesque???). And Scully gets to call him on it! More importantly, the moment I’ve been waiting for: they finally let Scully be so so Catholic.

This season just went crazy, I don’t know what to tell you. There are some seriously unhinged episode progressions — and I’m not even talking about the two-parters. Coprophages to Syzygy to Grotesque (just two eps before Pusher)? Quagmire to Wetwired? Stop it.

5 fave eps (now with more musing!):

Revelations - I told y’all I wanted more Catholic Scully, and this episode really delivered. I love that our skeptic is religious, however remotely. I love Scully. I love that there is this part of her which the X-Files never seem to touch — until they do.

War of the Coprophages - The way they can’t stay off the phone with each other. The way Fox Mulder just HAPPENS to be in the cockroach town during the cockroach uprising. The bug that crawls across the screen. The way Mulder is eating chocolate cake while writing his report about how he narrowly escaped an exploding shit lab. The inexplicably exotic bug he squishes without hesitation.

Pusher - Fuck all the way off. The paper that just says “Pass.” “Smile, Scully.” Russian roulette. Russian roulette!!! I don’t need to tell you all about this. You already know. Plus, there’s this deeply unwell post I already made.

Jose Chung from Outer Space - I also already posted about this one, but the TL;DR is that this sitcom fanatic loves a frame story and a series of Events Which Probably Didn’t Happen Like That.

Quagmire - I KNOW I KNOW it was between this and Wetwired. But when it comes down to it, the Captain Ahab conversation is just too fucking good. Also, I feel I should honor the memory of Queequeg, who deserved better.

5 least fave eps:

The Blessing Way - It’s not that it’s a bad ep, it’s just not for me. I’ve never been much for the metaphysical “between life and death” thing where you talk to your dead dad and he tells you to keep living. This is because my heart is made of rocks.

The List - I’ve come to the conclusion that I just don’t like prison eps.

Piper Maru & Apocrypha - I just got lost. Glad to see Krycek again tho!

Talitha Cumi - See above.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to buckle my seatbelt for the [REDACTED] [REDACTED] arc. Maybe I’ll also rewatch the pilot just for kicks.

[schnozzythebozzy]

Welcome Welcome, travelers! Nice to meet you folks! =]

I'm Schnozzle, the Bozzle. Call me Schnozz or Bozz, go ahead and pick one! I'm the big bad owner of this oc blog thingy- YES IM CHANGING THIS BLOG FROM A SELF SHIP BLOG TO AN OC BLOG BC IM NOT RISKING CLUTTERING MY DAMN MAIN.

I'm Transmasc, Demiromantic, Asexual, and i go by he/him! Other pronouns are okay, but it would be nice if you dont call me by she/her.

I'm in a LOTTTT of a fandoms, that it's genuinely gonna be a load of work to list them off. If you DO wanna see fandoms im in, go ahead and read it on my main blog, @schnozzlebozzle !

IM ALWAYS OPEN TO BEING MUTUALS!

Now, time for tags!

Me talking normal shtuff #❗~ Schnozz nonsense

Me posting doodles and/or art #❗~ Schnozz arts

Me responding to asks #❗~ Schnozz screams

Me reblogging oc ask games #❗~ Schnozz askies

I have a few tags for my OCs =3

Jasper's tag #🐟 ~ Freshwater fish lover!

Schnozz the sona's tag #🔺~ schnozzposting!

Thief's tag #♥ ~ stealin' whats not yours!

Jackie's tag #💥 ~ Bandit of the east!

yeah. Thats it.

Anyways.. DNI ❌ TIME! DNI if you're a proshipper, tcest enjoyer, fontcest, pedophile, and basically every weirdo freaky shit label out there. If you do interact i'll fuckin block you and send you to the deepest parts of the ocean where you'll drown. /j on the last part but srsly, dont interact if you're included in the DNI!

And BFY 📣 I'll possibly post gore art, anything bloody, y'know. And i'm very immature at times so lemme know if i act like it so i can stop.

[indigodreames]

I was going to make an update post of everything that's happened over the last couple of months and the reasoning for my inactivity but decided against it bc it was just a lotttt of negative stuff that I've thankfully (mostly) have been able to move past!

However, I recently got a new job that will be taking up a lot of my free time and adjusting to my new work environment/job in general but it's a new chapter I'm very excited about! I do plan on making some temporary changes here which I will mention below.

I do still want to be active here, but I think it will be very sporadic, likely on the weekends or on my half day (but I'm not making any promises atm and will try and figure that out later/after the new year bc it's only been a month on the new job and i'm still adjusting!)

I will also be temporarily cutting down my muse list. Not to say I'm removing any muses, but for the time being I will shorten my muse list to muses that I currently have the most muse for at the moment and really want to write as to not be so overwhelmed with drafts/plotting/etc.

Also since I'm off for the next week and I've finished up drafts during my hiatus, I'm gonna run my queue with all the replies I have, if you wanna keep or drop any threads feel free to lmk! I don't mind either way, I know a lot of threads are months old, so I don't mind dropping and starting fresh if you wanna, or if you wanna continue whatever we had!

My canons will still be very sporadic, nothing's really changing in terms of that tbh. I will try to be around more for plotting to get things established there, so if you're interested in writing/plotting with any muses over @wiildroses feel free to hmu!

I will do my best to try and be active/more active on discord in terms of chatting and plotting. Since a lot of the negative stress I've been dealing with is getting much better I'm anticipating being able to be more active there at least!

Anyways, I will make an updated/temporary pinned post with all of this info but just wanted to share it with the dash for a lil update post now that I'm break for a bit!

[orchidsweets]

Quick Intro Post!! ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

Never done of these before but here we gooo!

This is a Selfship Blog as my bio indicates, so if you are uncomfortable/don’t like that sort of content then leave if you’d please!

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I know some people don’t like sharing there F/O’s, but I’m completely fine with it. So if you see any of your own F/O’s on my list and aren’t comfy sharing on your half, then feel free to block me!

Some quick info on me: ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

Name wise for me “OrchidSweets” is fine or just “M”!

Pronouns I prefer is They/Them and I usually like speaking in Third Person about myself cause it makes me more comfy <3

Artist/Animator who enjoys drawing my F/O’s a lotttt like….too much

18+

M has brown-caramel/shortish hair, purple glasses, warm medium skin, likes wearing cardigans and comfy clothing :3

F/O list: ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

- Pizzahead (Video Game - Pizza Tower)

- Harvey (Video Game - Stardew Valley)

- Colin (YT Horror Show - Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared or DHMIS)

- Sundrop/Moondrop (Video Game - FNAF Security Breach)

DNI: (¬_¬")

- Proshippers

- F/O’s that resemble an animal way to close + Don’t pass the Harkness Test!

- Anyone that doesn’t like Selfshippers or will just judge me

Woop Woop!!

Thanks for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day!! RAHHH!! ( • ̀ω•́ )✧