#i hate adulthood
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Got back up after my weird dream, feelingrested somewhat but still extremely fatigued as usual. I hope it rains like it's supposed to so that i can curl up all day and eat porridge. And clean Mango's tank cause i desperately have to. Might have to get some body doubling for that cause ive been too tired/in pain and been putting it off.
and the fact that I have a food service gig in a few days where i have 2 serve rich ppl again is making me so mad that's it's making me feel even more tired
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My dad: Get married but not to a white guy
Me, flirting with several women: Got it 🫡
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my obsession with tim drake came forth and tripled bc of a fic I've read at fucking 2am in the morning and I cannot stop,, would this be worse than my leon kennedy hyper fixation? It's possible bc I was down bad for tim since I was 14 or 15, u cannot take this away from me from my cold, dead fucking hands bro
#personal#ext talks#tim drake made 15 yo so down bad and in love#do u know how religiously ive re-read the red robin series bc i was in love with him and his long hair#im upset that his other appearance has ths undercut#i want his long hair back damnit dc#gimme it#yk what im an artist ss much as im a writer too#ill fucking draw it myself#my only problem is my work takes up all my time now#i hate adulthood#why am i a working adult#I wanna read#i wanna draw#i wanna write#for my entire life tq#TIM DRAKE I THINK YOURE TOPPING MY LEON KENNEDY OBSESSION LOLLL#TIM I HATE U (KISSES U ON THE CHEEKS)
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crying over work for the first time today :))))
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I gotta go back to work today. Pls think gay thoughts to help me get through this because I really really really don’t want to go :( wanna be silly with my friends all dayyyyyy UGH
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why is asking to hangout so humiliating. my friends should just be with me 24/7 to avoid this
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so many dramas to catch on , so little time i have
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The Myth of American Healthcare Speed
I’m in a bad mood. Not an uncommon thing in my life these days, given the fact that everything seems to work against me when I need it most, but today it is something really special that has me in a bad mood. A common refrain I hear to why universal healthcare wouldn’t work is “well, if you have universal healthcare, then you’ll have to wait insanely long!” Been hearing that line ever since I…
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inner child
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#the war within#struggling to explain what im trying to capture here#I think for the longest time I believed adulthood hit when the child you was no more#so until recently i refused to accept that my childhood had ended#But the truth is that child-you kinda just hands adult-you the wheel of the car but they're still there and messing with the radio#anyway I imagine Anduin's inner child self and what his opinion is of everything that has happened#AdultAnduin believing his childself would hate him but he actually looks up to him with some sortve concerned awe#also the background looks like what i see when i close my eyes and i think represents in one's headspace pretty well#i think i used something similiar in an ealier piece of him panicing and#it just works so well when covering mental stuff
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#boink#oh instagram reels#btw in this video she had a “glow up”#which was basically having aged a little#like regular young adulthood early 20s type you're not gonna look the same as time goes on#like she got bangs and new glasses#i didnt even notice the first two times the video looped#like what#like cool!#yeah!#having a partner who loves and supports you will probably make you look happier! since you feel happier! ok!#also everyone looks different after a year when they're like twenty one!#what!#that's not the boyfriend effect that's just! being human! what the fuck!#also--- divine femininity??????#oh brother#for pete's sake#if you will#look for the most part i think that in general the women and girls and ppl that go with this kind of thing#the divine femininity and girl math and girl pretty and boy pretty etc etc etc#like i hate this kind of stuff but im not about to say that theyre at fault for it#like this is not helping anyone#and it just#god#it makes me upset!#maybe im overreacting but also i kind of think that we're collectively underreacting about this#like i dont wanna see it all over tiktok /let alone/ from my actual real life friends!#earlier this year my friends (women! women friends! staunchly feminist friends!) were joking unironically about girl math#like do we not see how that's harmful. when we talk about poor financial decisions and completely seriously call it girl math.#how do we not see a problem here
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they wouldn’t stop fighting until they shared toys
#i love writing them as sickeningly in love as adults and then as hateful little vermin as babbies#there’s a reason they were separated until adulthood in canon#my ocs#my art
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everything in life
#humor#funny memes#dank memes#lol#best memes#funny#haha#dark memes#boop#memes#relatable#random#adulthood#introverts#jokes#fuck life#tired#deppresion#overthinking#i hate this#numb
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I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant
#positivity#pro aging#also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye#saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end#i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks#it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging#in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom#as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you#older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake#and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints#and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like...#...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same...#...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that...#...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that...#...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are...#...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself#and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older#but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences#and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe...#...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body#i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was#i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it#and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World#it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living#inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH#didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????
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thank you for listening to me . some things are hard to say out loud but you make it easier.
#relationship#books and reading#booklr#artists on tumblr#aesthetic#writers and poets#love#writers#writers on tumblr#art#i hate this#i hate it#ughhhh#why#honestly#lies and the lying liars who tell them#feelings#emotions#loss#emotional#im hurtin#hurtquotes#relatable quotes#sad memes#adulthood#crush#gf#queer#this is what makes us girls#women
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it is simply so fucked up to have been a pjo/hoo enjoyer for my entire childhood and sort of drifting away from riordan's work over time and then randomly waking up one day to find out jason grace died. that's FUCKED
#ramblings#ive been getting more pjo/hoo content on my dash and i've been Thinking#ultimately i don't hate him for doing that because that's literally like the whole thing#lots of demigods don't make it to adulthood and all that#but just simply the experience of being an avid pjo lover that went dormant and then just#going online and ppl are like HES DEAD!#to YOU! to YOU he is dead#i however never left 2014 (unfortunately)#pjo#hoo#jason grace
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idk if i’m ever going to get over the fact that Maddie never got a chance to really grieve Daniel.
Like he died and her parents grabbed all their stuff and moved away, to a new town where Daniel didn’t exist and then they checked out. They disappeared into their grief leaving a young (i think 9-10 year old) Maddie to raise her younger brother, to press bandages and kisses to skinned knees, to hug and hold after a scary dream, to teach to ride a bike.
Maddie was too busy raising her brother for her parents she never got a chance to grieve properly, her grief buried just below the surface, and Buck knew she was sad, but not why. Then she married Doug, and she still didn’t get to grieve. She was too busy walking on eggshells and worrying for her baby brother who was wandering the world aimlessly.
Then she ran, and she still didn’t get to grieve the pain from Daniel being shoved down low so she could get through. I don’t think Maddie truly grieved Daniel until after she told Buck, I think that grief was just sat in the bottom off her heart locked away fighting to come out, but Maddie was too busy trying to stay afloat to release it.
#911 tv show#911 abc#9 1 1 on abc#911 maddie#maddie buckley#maddie han#911 daniel#daniel buckley#911 buck#evan buck buckely#genuinely don’t think i’ll get over it#can you tell i hate the buckley parents??#cause i do!!#they suck!!#like sorry they made buck a savior child#and parentified maddie#i understand that grief is hard#and losing a child is a near impossible grief#but also you have a responsibility to your other children you can’t check out#and like i would argue that maybe i could have redeemed them in a similar way i did with katniss mother#but the way they treated them even into young adulthood makes me mad#they didn’t try and change#storms rambles#sorry for the buckley parent rant#i hate them
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