#i had the time of my life

[hangezoehq]

"Show me where the enemy is."

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Last month I took home 3rd Place in an AOT editing contest run by @iiitsubasa. This was a major step up for me in terms of putting my work out there, and I'm very proud of placing at all. It was a honor to work closely alongside a community of supportive artists (some who went out of their way to give me tips on my first draft, so I owe some of my placement to them lol), and have my work judged by someone I look up to!

Boiling the essence of such a complex anime like AOT down in a one and a half minute video definitely wasn't an easy task, but I gave it my best shot. Let me know what you think when you-

Check out the full video below!

[libelulalil4]

One time I got so high watching jeremy fragrance videos I forgot he was jeremy fragrance and thought I was watching lestat de lioncourt post-year 7 footballer haircut on instagram twirl about doing deranged perfume reviews

[k-white]

I SAW FIRSTKHAO IN REAL LIFE FACE TO FACE AND I DON'T THINK I PROCESSED IT YET

The Fan meet was so fun! they are the cutest beans and I love them and literally witnessing the love stare they do irl was incredible, I also EarthMix and they are so funny and energetic, it was such a great experience

Also FirstKhao basically only spoke in english and didn't even need the translator for the questions most of the time I was so proud and impressed🥹🥹🥹🥹

I am so happy I went to the RomeFM

[louiisaa]

hold on to the memories they will hold on to you

[basic-enemy]

it's july now but i'm still thinking about the Pride parade :,3 so happy i got to be a part of it, marching with the floats was a dream come true <3 🦇🏳️‍⚧️

[butiknowiloatheyou]

a proper good time !!!!

[the-river-rix]

I’m obsessed with three particular parts of the 54 below concert version of torture tango

1. The MLM lighting

2. Curt Mega fully just moaning, whimpering, and panting like he’s in a porno into his mic the entire time

3. The very homoerotic and sexual movement/gestures (there’s mimed nipple twisting/tearing off nipples???)

[itsjaywalkers]

Hi! If you had to assign Ancient Greek myths (or myths of another kind) to each of your fic couples, which ones would you choose? (Very curious what you would choose for Jegulus vs pandalily vs bartylily etc.)

hi nonnie!! sorry it took me a few days to get back to u, but u sent such a good and interesting question i had to . properly think it over before i gave you a reply!! i even discussed it a bit with my best friend, even tho her knowledge on the topic of the marauders is limited to what i've told her + the couple of fics i've convinced her to read lol

anyways !! i used to be a mythology nerd so this ask genuinely made me swoon !! thank u for sending it and encouraging me to rant about both my fav ships AND greek myths <3

for jegulus i feel like it's a bit obvious.. they're so orpheus and eurydice coded.. to me.. it's all about devotion and being incapable to accept a lost love or move on and yet not being able to save the other person, or bring them back, bc it's been doomed since the start. but it was still beautiful while it lasted, and any of them looking back is proof that the love was there in the first place, and that it mattered!!

i could also see them as pygmalion and galatea (shout out to my beloved mil !!) bc i feel like their dynamic, especially in a canon context, is a lot about . them idealising each other in a way . about loving each other bc of what they represent . regulus has james in a pedestal, he sees him as this beacon of good and kindness and he loves him because of that. always from a certain distance, knowing it's bound to end at some point bc he's rotten and he isn't allowed to taint something as perfect as james. not like he'd want to, anyway. and james !! he sees regulus as something beautiful but broken that he's meant to fix. he thinks that if he treats him well and loves him right, reg will change and will choose him exactly like sirius did. he thinks he can mold him in what james thinks is the best version of him, bring out the good he's sure hides somewhere deep inside of reg. ultimately, they're both wrong, and are basing their love in what's simply an ideal etc etc

for pandalily.. they're the amazons <3 powerful warrior women who rejected and rebelled against a men-dominated society <3

they're also very scylla and charybdis coded to me.. two terrifying monsters in the mediterranean sea.. ships being forced to navigate between the two creatures and it almost always ending in tragedy.. their relationship + love is very . monstruous and twisted, in the best way, because they embrace each other's ugly sides and encourage them. they love each other not in spite of them, but because of them. they love violently and intensely, and what might seem grotesque and dangerous and plain wrong from an outsider's perspective it just . works for them . they're happy in that chaos and destruction <3

i could also see them as alcyone and ceyx, mostly in the sense of being this arrogant couple who dares to compare themselves to the gods and ends up being punished for it, because i feel that's very accurate to the version of pandalily i have in my head. also alcyone killing herself after ceyx died, ready to follow him anywhere, even to the afterlife??? that's pandalily. they wouldn't be that . upset or devastated about it i don't think, but the point is that if one of them dies, the other is killing themselves right after, no questions asked

as for bartylily.. it can only be hades and persephone to me.. persephone being demeter's precious sweet daughter and hades being the king of the underworld, always an outsider even around the gods. her having so many suitors but hades being the most persisting one.. softening around her and being utterly fascinated by her freshness and her beauty.. resorting to kidnapping her bc he knew her mother would never approve of their union.. persephone eating from the pomegranate and ending up bound to the underworld.. her being the emobodiment of spring but also becoming the queen of the underworld.. idk i feel like the duality is very . lily . (or at least it's very my lily) and this being such a controversial myth, with so many ppl arguing about if persephone truly ended up falling for hades or if the time she spends down there with him is always against her will, if she was tricked into eating the pomegranate seeds by her husband or if she did so willingly, etc etc, it all fits bartylily incredibly well!! i'm also personally very fond of the story so that's always a bonus

[misspoetree]

Happy Halloween 👻👻👻

[We had a Ghost Photoshoot for Spooky Season and it was probably the most fun I had all year]

[kaunisbaby]

every night i dream that im travelling to random countries for blind channel shows. my brain is obviously still processing the tour lol

[thisusedtobeafanpage]

Going to horror theme parks is hard because i just find myself oddly attracted to all the scare actors

[xgingersnapxshopx]

[scorpsblack]

The fact i was 13 when this album came out the first time and now 13yrs later i get to relive it all over again😭 somebody sedate me

[nocturnalspell]

went to see my babies to the theater 🥰 just when i thought i couldn't fall in love even more with james, there i was drooling the entire time, my desire for that man has no limits i need help

[morally-grey-variant]

long live all the mountains we moved

[basic-enemy]

it's july now but i'm still thinking about the Pride parade :,3 so happy i got to be a part of it, marching with the floats was a dream come true <3 🦇🏳️‍⚧️