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I have cyclic vomiting disorder
That means i throw up about once a week :))))
Ive thrown up in every situation known to man, but sometimes at home i gotta grip that bowl or im gonna fall over
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#i do have a stool to sit on now#while i throw up#but last month i did have a fit so bad my upper arms were on the seat and my forearms were against the lid and i was DEATH gripping the rim#like above my head#i had that shit in a chokehold#but like i keep the toilet clean#because once again#i throw up ~once a week. sometimes more sometimes less#its a fun existence
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You came into this world together, and you go out of it together.
Bruce Greenwood as Roderick Usher and Mary McDonnell as Madeline Usher in THE FALL OF THE HOUSE OF USHER (2023)
#what is this biblical valonqar shit!!!#still doesn't rank high among the flanaganverse for me and it lacked the heart i liked in the others but it had THIS#maybe the codependent yet mutually destructive siblings trope still has me in a chokehold. and they were TWINS.#who wrapped themselves up in mythos and messianic arrogance!!#the fall of the house of usher#mike flanagan#horrorgifs#horroredit#tvedit#tvgifs#television#dailynetflix#userstream#cinematv#filmandtv#filmtv#dailyflicks#bbqueue
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somebody needs to study the gargantuan levels of cunt carlos used to serve at tororosso .. this is literally the peak embodiment of "the devil's favorite prince", "il diavolo rosso".
he is lucifer, the morning star.
he is the planet venus.
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#the first pic... POP OFF THE FALLEN ANGEL BY ALEXANDRE CABANEL#carlitos#carlos sainz jr#toro rosso#the devil's favorite prince#no shit he had a chokehold on all the paddock and he was barely a rookie#little panicked gay max did not stand a CHANCE#the blush... the freckles.. big shiny puppy eyes.. no wonder someone so beautiful gets hated so much#he looks unreal#truly wicked face card wHAT ARE WE EVEN TALKING ABOUT#13 yr old lando i get you....#formula 1#f1
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Trans fem Jaybin asking Bruce if she can visit Willis in prison because she wants to know what he would have named her if she was born a girl and that's how she finds out that Willis was murdered and despite knowing from day one Bruce just... didn't tell her.
#dc#jason todd#transfem jason todd#Jane Todd#robin!jason#bruce wayne critical#No because why did he do that#“I think that Jason is slipping because he didn't process his parents grief” NO FUCKING SHIT ASSHOLE#You guys don't even know how much trans Jay stuff I have in the chamber#trans fem trans masc genderqueer genderfluid nonbinary#canon compliant canon divergence aus you fucking name it#Trans fem Jay has had me in a chokehold recently though#btw I think Medea would be her name if she was a bio girl#but Jason is known to be awful at coming up with names so I think she picked it because she could still be called Jay#and because everyone was already calling her Jane Doe anyway#but that's just my vision#Willis Todd#I love you Willis they could never make me hate you#he would be so fucking excited about Trans Jay guys#His little girl is a boy who looks exactly like him? so so proud#His baby boy is a girl with Catherine's smile and jewelry now? no. 1 girl dad of all time
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Blue Skies~!
Recently replayed the portal series after years of not playing it and now I’m sucked back in to my obsession of this series. It’s sooooo gooooood! So I did a doodle to celebrate me getting back intoy obsession with Portal! There’s a bit of a reference to a certain *cough cough* popular fanfic-
#portal#portal 2#portal chell#portal fanart#portal 2 fanart#chell fanart#companion cube#I love this game so much like holy shit#I use to be freakin obsessed with this game#come home from school to just replay portal 1 & 2 everyday#need to rewatch the musical version and harry101uk’s stuff#definitely need to reread blue sky cause that shit is fire#portal blue sky#the animatic to blue sky was another thing that made me want to be an artist#I can’t listen to Mr. Blue Sky without thinking about portal and then crying from nostalgia#that fanfic and ship had me in a chokehold and still does-
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Rip aeschylus you would’ve loved take me to church by hozier
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Source: “Achilles in Love: Politics and Desire in Aeschylus’ Myrmidons” by David D. Leitao
#it’s a pretty good essay you should check it out if you love gay stuff and ancient greek politics#one hard thing about studying classics tho is that essays sprinkle in random greek words that I can’t understand#but it does a good and thorough job at explaining different concepts#so yeah I enjoyed it#the myrmidons has me in a chokehold fr#‘had you no reverence for the unsullied holiness of your thighs/ungrateful for the many kisses I gave you?’#<- I need that shit tattooed on me#greek mythology#patrochilles#achilles#patroclus#aeschylus#the myrmidons#the iliad#hozier#classicism#tagamemnon
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ur swap pomni does not have a single thought in her brain and i love that for her, thats all i have to say have a good day OP
You are very correct, anon! And thank you so much!!
Some people have requested a full body drawing of her, as well as gangle and zooble, which I'll try to be making! I'm just not having as much time as I did before because of college and stuff!
#miga answers#tadc swap au#swap au#i love dumb bitches#living for this ignorant shit#a full body drawing of pomni is in the making already tho#i had started it before people requested lol#chokehold wip thing came from there
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Person of Interest | 3.21 'Beta'
#person of interest#poiedit#tvedit#poi spoilers#harold finch#grace hendricks#john reese#sameen shaw#nikolatexla#this scene had me on a chokehold for 3 days...#i've started listening to radiohead so much bc of this that i actually worry about myself#and i've watched season finale yesterday. damn. fuck. holy shit. i cried. it was so fucking painful to watch#like i really need someone to hug while watching this show
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nobody fucking touch me rn i went to see tf one in the cinema and im shaking. they actually made a good transformers movie. what the fuck
#time to go home and read the entirety of jro's mtmte and lost light again ig#what the FUCK i was not expecting it to be actually fucking stunning. that's MY loser dumpster fire of a children's toy franchise how did t#ey actually make it . good#really good#five out of five stars. when elita said “you dont have the touch or the power” i fucking choked#obviously it is only going to mire the canon more because of the changes to megatron's backstory (no gladiators 😔) & lack of allspark plot#but i dont even fucking care. dont even touch me rn i cant ever get over this#broken friendships & corruption arcs are THE SHIT and they did this one better than i was expecting#when pax fell like a falling star... primus itself opened to him...#ratchet cameo! arcee cameo! jazz cameo! not to mention ALPHA TRION#i can see the war in this . i can see this . millions of years in the future they will still b fighting. orion mightve been a “pacifist” by#megatron's standards but he knows how to fight. he fights more than he should. and bee.... bee... THATS MY FUCKING NAMESAKE GUYS DONT EVEN#TOUCH ME RN. IM SHAKING. HOLY SHIT#bumblebee you are SUCH a dork. what the FUCK.#and the quintessons!!!!! i am LIVING for the art direction and the organic/inorganic imagery#those quintesson energon-hoover things reminded me of energon eaters too. & in that first shot of them entering the cave w the primes i#originally thought scraplets before i came back to myself. there's something to be said here tho.#they did a good job with the worldbuilding. suitably alien-like. exceeded expectations. that ginormous quintesson ship? i'm going insane#you can SEE the birth of the myth in this stupid fucking movie you can SEE how op becomes who he becomes. the way he grew. the way they bot#grew until they were the only person that could hold the other back . the way he is going to be irreversibly changed. d16's eyes...#that scene w starscream has a chokehold on me. i cant breathe. the way they all looked at megatron when his blaster emerged#the fight scenes#ELITA ONE !!!#AIRACHNID !!!!#honest to god though i must confess that the first coherent thought i had about this movie was “oh they made him so cunty” . abt pax. i#am so sorry#but okay okay okay i . they were amica endura at the beginning. at the least. i'm. AKHRERJGH#tf one#me when megatron ascended out of iacon & he was the only land vehicle amid a swarm of planes. me when the SYMBOLISM#🐝
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logged into my old roblox account and went to free draw. old five pebbles art be upon ye
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and a kwite for your viewing pleasures
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#i was expecting to see some low quality shit when i got on there but. no it's actually all pretty good#most of it is dsaf and deltarune. you wouldn't believe the chokehold those two games had on me a year ago y'all#rain world#rw five pebbles#kwite fanart#i guess#ethan's romanceless art
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music made me lose control againnnn wtf
#ocs#nat#qamar#character art#the point of this was to break out of my art rut#and secondarily to give a shit about their day to day lives#and ..tertiarily..? thirdly to think rly hard about situations i dont have a solid grasp on yet. and get them closer to being real#oh btw the music in question is Guppy by charly bliss. that album has had me in a chokehold
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oh so NOW y'all rushers wanna talk about James Diamond/Jett Stetson and Jo Taylor/Lucy Stone?!??!?!!! NOW y'all wanna go and totally get behind that like it's the next big revelation?!!??? WHERE WERE Y'ALL WHEN I WAS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALONE IN THE FRONTLINES COVERED IN BLOOD AND RELENTLESSLY HERALDING THESE DAMN RAREPAIRS WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BATTERED CONVICTION AND YET NO ONE FUCKIN LISTENED?!?!!!! ISTG I'M GODDAMN CASSANDRA RN FINALLY WATCHING FORETOLD PROPHECIES GET FULFILLED AND YET. THE VINDICATION FEELS ALL TOO LATE AS THE LEGACY I HAVE BUILT IS ALL BUT FORGOTTEN NOW
#THERE ARE 16 JAMES/JETT AO3 FICS AND GUESS WHAT. 10 OF THEM ARE FUCKING MINE. AND COUNTING.#6 JO/LUCY FICS AND 3 OF THEM ARE MINE ISTG AM I GOING INSANE??????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I AM SO PISSED BRB CHEWING ASPHALT RAWRGRHGD#ok fr i love jocy but it's been around for a while so i'm not taking credit for it. JAMETT HOWEVER. THEY ARE MY GAY HIMBO BASTARD CHILDREN#THE FUCKING WAY THESE IDIOT BOYFRIENDS HAD A CHOKEHOLD ON ME BRO I. HAD TO WRITE ALL THE CONTENT AND DRAW ALL THE ART AND EVEN MADE#QUESTIONABLE SHIT MY ACE ASS REGRETS TO THIS VERY DAY AND FOR WHAT. THEY CALLED ME A DELUSIONAL FOOL FOR IT. NOW HOW THE TURN TABLES#Y'ALL WANNA TALK ABOUT TOXIC HIMBO BOYFRIENDS YAOI????? DO NOT CITE THE DEEP MAGIC TO ME WITCH I FUCKING WROTE IT MYSELF ETC ETC.#I STILL HAVE FIVE MILLION JAMETT DRAFTS WORTH 100K WORDS AND A WHOLE JOCY AU AND I'M TEMPTED TO REVIVE THEM ALL OUT OF SPITE NGL#IT INCLUDES HURT/COMFORT ANGST HAIR FIC AND SECRET BF REBOUND JETT+REPRESSED GAY JAMES FIC AND A WHOLE JAMETT REWRITE OF BIG TIME SURPRISE#EVEN IF ALL MY OLD BTR FIC DRAFTS ARE TRAPPED IN MY BROKEN LAPTOP;;; I'LL GET MY BROTHER TO PRY IT RIGHT OUTTA THERE IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKE#ALSO IF Y'ALL WANT MORE RAREPAIRS HI KENLOS NEEDS MORE LOVE. IDC KENLOS IS FUCKING ADORABLE AND PERFECT AND IN THIS MANIFESTO I WILL#AND DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT KENDALL/JETT OR EW LOGAN/JETT GET. THAT SHIT AWAY FROM ME THAT GARBAGE IS TRULY VILE WHAT'S THAT BROTHER ÆÜGGÖH#I'M NOT EVEN IN THIS FANDOM ANYMORE AND YET. AND YET!!!!!! I CAN'T LET IT SPIT IN MY FACE LIKE THIS!!!!!! MY CLOWN MAKEUP WILL MELT OFF!!!!#(this is all /lh btw. like i'm kinda mad ngl but just @ myself. i had jamett brainrot for the longest time and it corroded my frontal lobes#neway rant over lmao i hope everyone's having a lovely day out there <3 will this mark the return of this shitty blog???? idk djdjfjkxl#i been thinking about it for a bit but idk how welcome my obnoxious cringeass still is in the rusherblr space soooo#files this under: SHIT THAT GOT ME SO MAD IN DACLUB AT 4 A.M. THAT I REVIVED MY WHOLE DEAD BLOG TO SCREAM INTO THE MERCILESS VOID ABOUT IT#btr#big time rush#james diamond#jett stetson#jamett#james diamond × jett stetson#himbo boyfriends#jo taylor#lucy stone#jocy#jo taylor × lucy stone#stop it forever#it feels so weirdly nostalgic writing out those tags again ( ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )#ps. did i spend 30mins making that gif just so i have an excuse to show off my eien ni beautiful pink-haired one truest loml on main??? NO
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Crazy how especially in the earlier seasons RWBY would just casually drop some of the sickest fight scenes of all time on you just genuinely kinda out of nowhere and you just had to move on from that. Forget about the insane big raven kill fight. now we're back at school.
#murder drones is making me think of that because it comes INSANELY SUPER CLOSE to replicating the utter insanity of those fights#listen to me listen. a show needs only ONE THING. ONE THING. to grab me by the ghoulies.#and its well-choreographed and flashy fight scenes#but murder drones really succeeds in pumping up the hype during its fight scenes. youre like hooting and hollering at the end#rwbys make you just. jaw drop. say what you will about the yellow trailer but the whole club fight has had a chokehold on me for a full#decade now#and the red trailer for that matter holy shit#i have both of those near memorized#FRANKLY ALL FOUR OF THE ORIGINAL TRAILERS FOR THAT MATTER#rwby#spectyr screeches
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Finally deleted MyFitnessPal off my phone for my own personal sanity
#got some memories with that app#at first it was just sitting there bc I couldn’t stop myself from tracking the calories of some things#but after a 13 day streak shit could only get worse so I deleted it#proud of myself#that thing had me in chokehold last year did not want a repeat#tw myfitnesspal#tw mentions of eating disorder#random post#ooc post#kind of vent#???#started to wake up stressed out about what I’m gonna eat and I was like nooo not ts again#was literally restricting myself to 1200 cals a day AND IM 5’7#tw eating issues#sucks when you’re not even underweight so you don’t feel valid#waitttt I was not meant to trauma dump in this post#can we not bring being 2000s model skinny back into being trendy bc why are body types a tend in the first place#I can change fashion but definitely not my body#no bc this world is fucked up why was I scared to die alone bc I wasn’t skinny when I was literally 10#I hate that it’s normalized to praise people’s bodies#like idc if that makes me soft but a girl just living and everyone just talking about how good her body is#why is that okay bc yes it is positive but it also creates so many negatives#like does anyone get what I mean#it’s a compliment but it also makes everyone including that person afraid to be anything but ‘body goals’#idk how to explain it but like imo bodies shouldn’t serve aesthetic purposes#they actually have functions and needs and they allow us to live#tw body image issues#I hate wiead’s too but that’s just because why is everyone’s food so gourmet I literally just slap some butter onto toast lol#late night post
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Underappreciated S2 scene: "Going Up."
#good omens#when i tell you that this scene kicked me in the face and i crumbled like a paper bag#this was the most perfect scene in the whole show dont @ me - real az crowley and adam prepare to square off against satan energy#the swells of the music? david arnold is a genius but he did NOT need to go this hard#like the chord drop when the lift arrives? CHEFS FUCKING SNOG#whole scene was so fucking baller and i cant believe i saw it with my own two eyes#“Going Up” UGH the way i lost my shit at this episode ending the whole thing had me in a vice like chokehold#also doctor who vibes were off the charts and utterly immaculate#not a shitpost but its good omens babyyyy
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mcu rant time yippee
So I was rewatching that scene from Age Of Ultron where Steve and Tony chop logs to inspire my new Supernatural fic (don't ask why lmao) and. Guys. Joss Whedon just writes fucking awful dialogue. I haven't been hardcore into the MCU in a long time, and the stuff I've stayed interested in is mostly Captain America movies and some of the TV shows.
I honestly have no idea why the majority of people like the mainstream Avengers films so much. Like yeah I like the characters a lot, but compared to their solo movies everything is so contrived and stiff. Every other word is an action movie buzzword meant for trailer fodder, the conversations don't really give away anything we don't really know, characters are too one-dimensional - compare this to The Winter Soldier, literally the preceding movie, where yes the dialogue is still Marvel-esque, but the message of the movie is genuinely important (almost more so today), characters actually have deep conversations and seem like real people, and the plot is smaller and more focused. (Not to mention the contrast between the way Natasha is treated in both those movies.)
Sorry for the rant - I just haven't watched any of the core Avengers movies in so long and I forgot how much I hate the way Joss Whedon in particular writes movies.
#also ABSOLUTELY hate how the “marvel humor” infected everything#listen I was hardcore into marvel for a LONG time#Like from 2014 to 2019 and then briefly again in 2021#that shit had me in a CHOKEHOLD#but even when I liked it#it was mostly the small individual franchises#I never really loved the big ones cause they're just so male coded in a way I don't really like#And YET#I had to hear all the guys in film class raving about them#This is NOT judgement on anyone who genuinely likes these movies#But the main avengers ones don't sit well with me today#And God the dialogue#It is just SO awful#long live captain america the winter soldier though#nothing wrong with that movie ever#marvel cinematic universe#age of ultron
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