#i guess it’s kind of a vent idk
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nothing important, just ✨vibes✨
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#incredibox v8#incredibox dystopia#my art#i guess this might b kind of a vent art too. idk
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I had a rough day and needed to word vomit this out to cope, which is why it doesn't have my usual formatting. GN!Reader, warning for some brief mentions of crying, but other than that it's just Bucky taking care of his partner 💙
Bucky holding you after a bad day at work, keeping you close to his chest and gently wiping your tears with his thumb as you recount the events of the day, listening intently to you vent. He presses little kisses to your forehead as you cry it out, and gets you water once you've calmed down. He refuses to leave your side until you've downed the entire glass because "you cried a lot, Doll. I just don't want you to get dehydrated."
Bucky carries you into the bathroom once you're done, cradling you against his body as he runs you a bath. He was just going to let you lay back and relax while he cooked your favorite meal and turned down your bed so it was nice and ready for you to fall into when you got out, but how could he say no to those pleading eyes you gave him when you asked him to join you? He opts to put in an order at your favorite takeout place and strips down before settling in behind you. You're in his arms as soon as his body hits the water, flesh and metal enveloping you in a cocoon of love and warmth. He takes his time washing your hair, peppering your back and shoulders with with kisses.
Bucky helps you out of the tub after he excuses himself so that he can throw on some clothes and grab you something warm to wear: your favorite pair of jogging shorts, the Henley that keeps disappearing from his top drawer, and a hoodie that he's been wearing a lot lately, knowing that you love how it smells like him. He turns down the bed as you get dressed, and somehow timed the food delivery out perfectly, so he gets you settled in bed before running to meet the delivery driver.
You and Bucky eat in bed, and once you two are done he lays in your lap and lets you play with his hair, knowing that it helps you calm down.
Bucky watches you start to sway, the way you fight to keep your eyes open, and asks if you're ready for bed. You beg him for some skin-on-skin, though you really don't need to. He would give you the universe if you asked him to. He helps you out of his your shirt before stripping off his own and hugging you to his chest. You nuzzle into him, stroking your fingers up and down his happy trail as you happily fall asleep on his chest, your bad day long forgotten as you doze off in his arms.
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Had an absolute nightmare of a day at work and when I told my family about it my mom made it all about her like she ALWAYS does and my dad was at least sympathetic but just gave me like a sympathetic shoulder pat and all I want is a hug but no one in my family really does that so now all I want is a Bucky to hold me and tell me it's all gonna be okay and take care of me so... This happened
#bucky barnes#james bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fluff#mcu#vent fic#kind of?#idk man i just feel alone and ignored and touch starved and the fact i had a bad day isnt helping so... this is a coping mechanism i guess#joys of having a narcissistic mother: when i have a bad day and am looking for some baseline human empathy i know im not getting it from he
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#diet vent#again yippe#im rly sry abt like not being so enthusiastic and chatty lately#idk why? sudden burnout?#i expected to be done with this page hours ago but im still not done#i also feel a lil demotivated? dunny know why#.-. ...#feels like im being seen for the wrong reasons#not that theyre bad but its not what ive wanted#which is a prtty lame excuse i guess#i guess when i get extremely bored with myself i get upset#like i need stimulation to keep going and that is so so soooo unfair#espcially when sometimes i just kind of#stop reacting or responding. so then it looks like im annoyed or trying to ignore someone when im just#overstimulated#bleeegh this is dumb
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Vent post incoming in the tags
#beware beware#so I’m going to a psych ward againnn tomorrow#lol#sorry for talking about personal stuff all the time#I feel like I was proud of the drawing I made today but no one is liking it#lolll#sorry#so the psych ward#I’m gonna go there and try to get better again :)#wish me luck#so they’re kind of thinking I have bpd and I agree and Idk I’m just a mess right now#is this too personal to share on the internet???#i wish people liked me#pls tell me if you have any tips on how to take care of yourself when you’re sad#lollllllllll#I’m going to explode#I feel like I’m losing my mind and no one really cares?????but that’s fine i guess everyone has stuff going on#idk what Imm talking about anymore#pls don’t worry about me#but also wish me luck#vent post#personal vent#vent on main
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"fandom discourse isnt that serious" yeah duh but i feel like i should be allowed to talk about things like people being misogynistic or justifying abuse without being told im complaining too much or something, when these are such extremely prevalent issues in fandom 😭
#also idk about you guys but complaining is fun to me#like. being super negative and focusing solely on that isnt fun but that isnt me#maybe thats how some people might see it but thats not how it is from my perspective#i like to enjoy lots of fandom content and then when i see something that rubs me the wrong way i like to get my feelings out#so i block then post about it and then move on#its really not as deep as people make it seem#you dont have to follow me and can even block me if my page is too negative for you <3#other things i complain about are usually me talking about not having good experiences in the fandom#like being told my characterization of saiki is wrong by people who literally didnt understand a word of saiki k#which i feel is valid of me to complain about lol#ok whatever the point is. literally just leave me alone LMAO#this is kind of a vent i guess#someone irl said this to me and i felt inclined to talk about it here because people have said this on here too#also im autistic so a lot of it truly just is that serious to me LMAOODODNDKEKD#meows post
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Honestly, I don't feel so good right now.....
#Gir Says#I guess this is some kind of vent art or idk#it's ok to share idc...#I just wanted to take out my frustration and sadness and well#Sorry Torbek... I still love you so much#<//3#OUAW#Torbek#and that's it#I don't feel like tag a lot#I'll just try to distract myself with anything else....#Sorry....
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Had a bit of a bad spot today
Doodled a little Greg when I felt better
Here's a little Greg for you if you're feeling down
Please hang in there <3
(program: krita; time: like 15 minutes)
#eggin creatin'#otgw#otgw fanart#otgw greg#vent in the tags#I don't know what set me off#I think I'm tired and did a lot of stuff today#then got frustrated#couldn't find my water bottle and somehow trying to use two screens has mucked up krita's settings#and yknow. dying keyboard issues#then like health anxiety crap and I just#aaagh#really kind of felt like having a meltdown#I think what set it off was the impending low blood sugar though#really capped things off#it's funny I just said to a friend that I don't get like. hypoglycemic super aggression like some people do#I just get tired and kind of cranky and whiny#but like oough I had no patience for myself like. at all#but anyway enough venting#I'm a bit better now thank goodness#ironically this was within a few hours of getting home from church which usually like. calms me way down#so yeah idk#hopefully this won't happen again but who knows#I'll just. pray for peace or something I guess. usually pray for that before bed but y'know maybe it should be an all-day sort of thing#might be. might be good. ough#anyway. yeah#have a good day. lots of love to you all
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Sigh, kinda in a slump, I have a bunch of things I wanna make progress on (and a bunch of others that I HAVE to do), but I haven't really found much inspo lately. I have some ideas in my mind but I can't bring myself to start them because I have other projects that I said I'd finish (for friends and such) that I haven't, yknow, finished.
Idk, I wish I could just finish the those projects just so I can start new ones, but it's that kind of situation where you started it super excited but not really knowing how you would make it, and now there's some glaring issues that would require way too much effort to fix, and it's way too late into the project to start over again.
#idk just venting a bit#or wishing I had better commitment to projects#it doesn't help that it was kind of ambitious (not really but it's not simple either)#rather just that there is not much info on the stuff I wanna do with the program#eh whatever ill figure it out#hopefully#i just don't want to disappoint my friends#i know that they wouldnt hate me or anything but I'd feel pathetic honestly#so it's more of an honor thing I guess /j
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You know, a long time ago I read this stupid ass Reddit comment complaining how they couldn't understand why people were "obsessed with making Crocodile a woman", and of course I just looked at it like "bro, if he's trans then he literally ISN'T a woman, that's the whole point, nobody wants Croc to be a woman 💀"
But I feel like the more and more Dragodile seems to pick up in popularity the more I keep on running into fanart where Croc's either being feminized/woobified/intentionally made to look smaller, more petite and feminine than Dragon, or straight up he's been detransitioned to live as a woman farting out more babies 24/7, not to mention the constant she/her'ing and calling Croc a "mom"
Like people are allowed to do whatever the fuck they want, but man. Some of y'all really do want Croc to stop being a trans man and be a woman instead. That's just so emotionally distressing to realize.
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Like maybe there isn't THAT MUCH that kind of content it's just that when I do run into it it sticks out more#And to be fair. The mpreg girlies love mpreg and getting a ship with such a blatant opportunity for it is too good to pass up on etc#Like. Like I just don't know what to do. I don't want to have to block half the fucking OP fandom#I already feel (slightly) bad for blocking people for posting untagged Croc genderbends on sight#I could start blacklisting more and more keywords/tags to maybe help avoid some of the Distressing content#But between Not Everyone Tags Their Shit To Begin With and What If I Miss Out On Stuff That's Isn't Personally Distressing#(Like not all depictions of stuff like IDK pregnancy are equally Distressing either. Some is fine. Others make me want to jump off a bridge#Going ham on the blacklist wouldn't help either#Do I just have to stop going in the tags for content. Like I guess there aren't many other choises huh#I don't even care for Dragodile that much I'm more just invested in Crocodad#I'm sorry I just wanted to vent
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having a terrible time. Unfortunatley i am unfit to talk to people and keep crying about everything
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😭 whenever me and my sister talk abt how we were punished growing up shes like “well i turned out fine” girl well good for you ! i mean you kinda didnt but im glad you at least feel good about it. i have a different opinion but whatveer
#honest to godddd she was defending parents yelling at kids the other day#like ‘well it teaches them and they listen’ NO !!!!!!#ive looked into a lot of stuff abt gentle parenting. like the Proper kind#and its soooo. oh my god. this cld have been my life??#theres this one lady who does like. exposure therapy w herself and her audience where she drops a glass or something and just sits there#calmly. and then cleans it up peacefully#and its like. in the commenta too so many ppl r unable to fathom a world where this wouldnt get you beaten or screamed at#its really sad#its sad to see kids growinh up and passing down physical abuse to their kids#and same with psychological abuse. you are not going to pwn ur kid by manipulating them theyre just going to get sick#idk its hard. i guess we have different wxperiences. i definitely had to deal w different things as the eldest lol#sorry this isnt rlly a vent its just smth that interests me.#guys dont ever have kids if youre thinking of using psychological warfare against them. just dont
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God. nights like these sure do wonders for my self-esteem, don’t they.
#friday chats#tw vent#went to a baseball game and wore myself down with all the adrenaline#and i just. i really fucking miss my partner#i hate being back in my hometown with my family#and they’re not feeling much better being back with their own#but the thing that’s getting to me is like#my self-worth really is in the fucking ground isn’t it#my partner hardly knows the scope of it and yet they’ve said things that Should be reassuring#probably bc it’s kind of obvious i don’t think too highly of myself#but i’m still just. scared that now that we’re apart they’ll drift away#bc i just. don’t understand Why they would stay#and i feel like i have to keep their attention#while at the same time not coming off as overly clingy or needy#like. apparently i’m comfortable to be around? and funny? these aren’t just their observations multiple ppl have said this#but i think a lot of that comes from how much i hold back to be likeable#and i don’t usually try to be funny a lot of the time i just say things and people take them as jokes#and idk. it’s not even just them it’s all my relationships i think#and it’s when i get tired enough that the wall of repression breaks down and i start feeling like a shell of a human being#i just straight up fucking Forget. that i feel like this#i very recently REMEMBERED that hey yeah my birth name Does feel uncomfortable and too wrapped up in the person my family thinks i am#bc i just. wouldn’t let myself feel that discomfort#to the point of hardly realizing it was There#and man does that make me feel like i’m faking the whole thing#i just. feel like shit right now. and i want to stop feeling that way#maybe i should schedule a therapy appointment#idk#that’s all i guess
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Gabe puts himself together and makes a list.
Fandom: Elena of Avalor
Characters: Gabriel Nuñez, others mentioned
Other: rundown of basically the whole show, angst, no happy ending, no resolution, monologue
Word count: 1086
Gabe rubbed the coarse towel on his head, ruffling his still wet hair. He felt a little lighter now, calmer, like he could finally start putting his thoughts in order.
It all started four years ago already. He should've taken a hint when he let himself and Isabel be kidnapped on his very first day on the job. And not long after he let Fiero in to that party where he turned everybody into stone, and then almost made it impossible for Elena to defeat Orizaba, when she first discovered her scepter's powers. He didn't really shine that first year of his service.
He froze for a moment when he realised what he just said sounded like a pun. He pinched the bridge of his nose in shame. He really needed to take a break from both Mateo and Elena.
His most embarrassing failure to this day though, was probably taking El Guapo's sword back when he was competing for his post. It was selfish, it was dangerous, it was breaking the law - and it was just so stupid. And the worst part was that during those two days when Guapo was possessing his body, there were moments when he didn't want him gone. There were moments where he was glad - delighted - that he was stronger, he was faster, he was more confident, and just how difficult it was to decide to actually use Mateo's cure. There were moments back then when he finally felt like a true knight.
His gaze absentmindedly went to the training dummy set aside in the corner and felt the fresh abrasions on his knuckles burn. Nowadays he often wondered if he wasn't too similar to the cursed general. If maybe Mateo's potion didn't work completely and some part of the ghost was left in him. But he always quickly abandoned these thoughts.
His first year as captain wasn't much better than as a lieutenant. He didn't notice anything off about Rita for the weeks that she's been around. He was just as fooled as Mateo and just as dismissive to Naomi as Elena's been. And then he even let Shuriki herself into the palace. Shuriki. The one worst nightmare Avalor had to face in the past half a century and he didn't even notice though he might've passed her himself in the crowd. That would be it, in terms of his security skills.
He reached for his uniform that he's left on the chair earlier and slowly took to buttoning it up.
And what followed - oh stars, what followed. In the weeks after Shuriki returned they all - he, Naomi, Elena, Mateo, even Isa - they all could've died a thousand times over. And during all of that. He. Was. Useless. He lost the scepter piece to Shuriki, he couldn't help Isa when Shuriki set the tower on fire. Magic fire. And he was powerless against magic, against wizards, against scepters.
He squeezed the comb in his hand until its teeth painfully drove into his palm. He took a few breaths in and out before he turned to the mirror.
Then of course he got captured by Fiero during the battle of Nueva Vista and let the Delgados escape. And if he wasn't good at keeping criminals away, he was even worse at finding them. He spent what? Three months? Four? Chasing Delgados all throughout the country, combing through every inch of the jungle and every abandoned house and he would've never found them if they didn't reveal themselves. Not to mention that he couldn't capture them even when they basically served themselves on a silver platter.
He took the report from his desk and skimmed the even lines of text one last time. He let out a sigh before putting it in a file.
He seemed to be getting worse at his job actually. They had them all imprisoned, even the ex chancellor when he turned out to be a criminal too. And finally everything seemed to be over, everything seemed to be well and almost too good to be true. Well, it was definitely too good to last. He let his guard down, he allowed himself a moment to relax and those dangerous criminals escaped, again. And again on his watch. And he wasn't even able to catch Ash and Esteban despite being right behind them. He wouldn't have caught the other two if one of them didn't get turned to stone and the other gave up.
He stopped for a moment before the mirror to make sure he looked presentable. He took a few deep breaths, unfurrowed his brows. He already had to explain himself of one thing, he didn't need any extra attention to his shortcomings.
Doña Paloma's words stung when he heard them, of course. It hurt even more knowing that two of his friends agree with her. But what was probably the worst was that deep down he knew she was right. Why was he still leading the guard? And how long was he still going to? He now saw that the moment someone more skilled, more competent came along, he was going to lose his position. He was replaceable.
He controlled his pace through the palace corridors, even though he wanted to get it over with as soon as possible. He answered with a nod to a salute, when he passes the guard posted before the treasury.
But that's why he was taking action. There were enough fights where he was knocked out, his sword cast away and he was simply useless. But he was going to do better. He had a plan now he just- he just can't make such stupid mistakes as he did today. He has to do better.
He raised his head high as he reached with fist towards the door and took one last deep breath.
Was it really so bad that he finally wanted to show what he's worth?
#my post#blue's writing#elena of avalor#eoa#gabriel nuñez#gabe nuñez#gabriel nunez#gabe nunez#this is kind of sort of a vent fic i guess#i am projecting my emotions and unhealthy coping mechanisms on gabe#i might add a short happy ending part later but really idk
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#it feels like you Have to be in discord servers for any kind of social connection on the internet these days#and its ... really disheartening. i get mad nervous about servers so i often have to mute them and only participate in like#a specific channel or two. because i get overwhelmed easily.#but all the servers are big servers and if you're not in THE server then who cares !!#idk. im being a bit too disparaging maybe but it just.#it feels bad when you leave a server due to servers stressing you out and then it seems like you've lost all your friends too.#trying to just work with the solitude and do what makes me happy but there's always a void.#//also sorry for putting this here but there's like 4 followers here and i didnt want to put this on my main#this is just like. culture shift venting i guess Lmao but im anxious someone will assume its About Them or smth /caring intent#its no one person's fault; its just how the social sphere is shifting; as it always does.#i should go have some breakfast#/rambling#/not a rb
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Bruh, this is the third time i've been sick in the last 2 months. Viruses have to actually be targeting me at this point, cause this is just ridiculous (⊙_◎)
Like yeah I have a weaker immune system, but I'm literally not even going anywhere! I guess whatever traces my sister brings home from school (she's in HS) is enough. To make matters worse, my toddler brother is about to start pre-school. I sense so many more illnesses in my future O| ̄|_
#i'm really excited he's starting school though#he's practically my kid so that adds to it#i guess this is kind of a vent? rant? idk#i'm just really irritated#especially since everyone else is usually fine#or if they do get sick they are better within a day or two#and i'm out for like a week#and also to find out that i can't even take dayquil/nyquil anymore without severe pain (i have been taking it my whole life)#yeah this is a rant#feel free to ignore#i just need to complain a bit😅#i'm also gonna take a covid test cause this sore throat is worse than normal#i've only had 4 things that made it this bad and covid is one of them#cheese says stuff#rant
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ALL THE YEARS OF NOT HAVING DYSPHORIA IS ALL HITTING ME AT ONCE all of a sudden i look in the mirror i PHYSICALLY WINCE i hate my facial hair, my body hair (except for a few places) i can FEEL my chin hairs they need to be KILLED FOREVER. I HATE WEARING JEANS AND NOT BEING CUTE AND PRETTY i need to kill. Not sure about my feelings with my name and voice BUT GRAHHHHHHHH
#vent post#personal vent#queer vent#transgender vent#tw vent#wtf is happening#why am i so dysphoric rn#ive never felt this adament on neesing estrogen before#i guess i must be a girl of some kind#atleast rn#this all happened today#and idk why#gender dysphoria#transgender#genderfluid
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