#transgender vent

[thetransblog]

I am so incredibly tired of trans folks being treated as a debate.

I’m so, so tired of being treated like I’m just an opinion, a life style even!

I see people making those videos about “transphobic people vs trans supporters” where they sit them down in a room and treat us like we are some sort of weird debate to have and we are an opinion and not real human beings with emotions

We aren’t just transgender, we are people, we are someone, we are like everybody else we have feelings.

Yet we are treated like a background character with a different opinion to debate about.

[sunification]

NOTHINGS NEW (vent)

Please spare me in dignity, won’t you please give some decency

[shorttrans]

Tw: parental stuff, not quite transphobia but inextricably tied to the idea, talk about hating men, and quick mention of genitals (not in any sexual context).

This is a vent post. Feel free to skip over. I'm just throwing my problems into the void.

Sometimes I think my mom doesn't love me as much because I'm trans.

No, not because I'm trans. Because I'm a trans man.

She constantly likes to tell everyone how much she hates men. Men are stupid. Men are gross. Men are trash. Men are rude. Men are always out to hurt us.

I can't blame her. She's 50. She's seen a lot. She had a man choose cocaine over her and their child. She had a father who was a piece of shit. She had a lot of male stalkers, too.

But sometimes it still hurts. The comments didn't stop when I came out, not that I really thought they would. Now they just have a joking "sorry, Nova" afterward.

She's accepting of me being trans. She uses my name and pronouns. I get to wear whatever I want and have my hair however I like. She let me go on testosterone. So I feel so bad for feeling so bad.

Why is me being angry always called "testosterone poisoning?" Why do I feel like the more I transition, the more scared of me she'll be? Why do I feel like she'd love me less if I was lifted from her stomach with a penis and not a vagina?

Why do I feel like she'll stop loving me when I don't look like a daughter anymore?

[xxbl00dsh3dbunnyxx]

No one talks enough about the pre-t teen trans boy experience

Being so painfully aware of being trans and unable to do anything, you just have to sit on autopilot and actively watch your could have been teenage boyhood pass right in front of your eyes while you wait to be able to start T

When you want to be friends with the boys in your class but instead you're still just seen as a girl no matter what you do, or worse, "the tranny" or "that weird kid" or whatever other fucking labels

I don't know, I'm just upset and angry, I just kinda realized I'm 17 and have just been on autopilot all my teen years, just waiting until I can move out and start T and just leave everything behind

[the-black-parade-system]

my mom would rather have a depressed daughter than a son

[rosekiller-addict]

i wanna know what God I pissed off bc today's thanksgiving right? so already, not gonna be a great day bc family gatherings always lead to politic talk and ppl basically debating if I should be alive (they don't know i'm queer)

but then ofc today has to be a masc day (I'm afab) so I'm going to be constantly misgendered and dead named all freaking day (I'm not out)

[dreamdropsystem]

OUT OF MY MIND | take me out of here - Niko

[void-does-not-sleep]

Sometimes I genuinely hate being genderfluid and I have moments where I really regret coming out.

For me personally…being genderfluid isn’t about using any pronouns but more about using all pronouns depending on how I feel.

For example, certain days I will identify as a boy, other days as a girl and some days as non binary.

I have days where I feel super masculine and I want to chop off all my hair and wear my binder to appear flat and have people use he/him for me.

Other days I’m comfy being feminine and wearing girly clothes and being called a girl.

But on days when dysphoria hits, getting misgendered hurts so much it makes me wanna rip my skin off and cry.

When I came out to my friend group which consisted mostly of trans people I seriously thought I’d feel supported but no, I feel the exact opposite.

I know I don’t exactly pass cause I can’t chop my hair off to appear more masculine/androgynous cause of transphobic parents but I still do my best to appear masculine on days where I feel like a guy, like wearing my binder and wearing masculine clothes. But that’s just isn’t enough. I still get misgendered. Still get called by my feminine name.

And I could just speak up about it

But…I don’t want to seem like I’m making it a big deal

Nobody else in the group seems to get misgendered

It seems to be just be the case for me.

And it makes me feel so shitty…almost like my identity it too confusing and i should just stop.

I can’t help that I feel this way.

I want to be a boy but I’d never medically transition.

But I also don’t mind being a girl but only on days where dysphoria isn’t a bitch

And it’s so confusing and I hate it

It makes me feel like I’m faking it

Like I’m not actually a real trans person

[kilogramoftears]

growing up as a trans teen is one of the worst things because i will never have a normal childhood, if my parents don't support me they can hide me. my yearbooks and my first drivers license and my permission slips and my attendance record and my graduation walk won't be about me. It'll be about a dead version of who i legally am and who my family want me to be. i just want to live my life without being reminded what a freak i am every 2 minutes.

[therealcodfather]

Vent //

I just bought some boy pajamas (two pairs) and they don't fit and the material is too scratchy and I feel like I'm gonna have a break down because I was really looking forward to wearing them - I don't have any other guy pajamas and I can't and I'm just so upset

[thetransblog]

Welcome to the trans blog :D!

This account exists so that transgender people can share their experiences with being transgender. Both the good and bad.

This account has been made to spread awareness about transgender people especially now with the election in the USA because of the life threatening state many trans people are in. This account is here to help trans people so they know they aren’t alone, and educate cis people.

I’m transgender and the reason I made this blog is because of the insane amount of uneducated people I meet on a regular bases. When I say that I both mean the transphobic people and the people that just generally isn’t very educated on this topic

I’ve met many people in my day to day life, that dismiss the serious issues that trans people face, not that they mean any harm but they simply have never experienced it, and they all assume it’s not a big deal and doesn’t happened often.

I’m fed up with it.

So I’ve decided to make this account so you trans folks here can express yourself and tell your stories and cis people can understand us much easier. Because the education system sure isn’t doing us any favors.

The way this is gonna work is that I’ll post some stories of my own every once in a while, and if you have any stories that you wanna share, you can submission them and of course my inbox is open. You can always be anonymous!. You can also text me privately and I’ll post your story without anyone having to know it’s you <3.

THIS BLOG IS MADE AGAINST TRANSPHOBIA. THEREFOR TRANSPHOBIC COMMENTS OR TEXTS WILL NOT BE INCLUDED.

Everybody is allowed. As long as your not hurting anybody your allowed

Which means that this blog supports furries, therians and pretty much anybody that doesn’t harm others.

The only people that are allowed to share their stories are people under the trans umbrella but people of any identity or sexuality can follow this account <3

Thanks for reading!

[valorieblogzz]

guys its so jover im in the closet, sobbing, i hate it here i wish i was born a boy i wish i wasnt trans its sooofifudh

[the-odyssey-of-a-clown]

Her her her her

Why does it hurt sometimes and not others

[cavedbat]

tired of being trans. i wish that the little girl who used to inhabit my body could just be real. i want to wear fun little dresses and skirts and go on dates with boys and be pretty. i look back at the little girl who would dance around in dresses and loved pink and would argue over being the girliest girl of my friends. but she doesn’t even feel like me. i feel so separated from her. that’s never been me. underneath that mask was someone who loved bugs and fishing. who played in mud and threw sand. a little boy who just wanted to play call of duty and halo with his older brother.

and i know these are all so stereotypical and all of these things can exist at once. but i just wish that little girl could’ve really existed. she would’ve loved tiktok, dance trends, dressing up, posting photo dumps on her finsta, going out to parties, having friends. but she was never real

[goopymess]

I want testosterone just so I can be masculine enough to be called a pretty man when I have a dress on.

[spiralingguitarist]

i am not anorexic and neither do i have an eating disorder but

i need to lose this estrogen

i need to lose those breasts

i need to lose those thighs

i need to lose that so called "nice ass" (its not nice)

i need to lose that endometrium

i need to lose those eggs

i need to lose that fertility

i need to be sickly skinny, i want to be androgynous, really. i don't need all that femininity at all, i dont need to suffer like this.

i get misgendered every day don't i? I'm a little trender bitch, i am massive. i hate all thay fat i have, estrogen is an horrible hormone. it has made me felt i was made solely to have kids.

i need a new purpose.

my new purpose is to pass. to be a sickly skinny enby child!