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thinking about how seam as a torn-up plushie and rouxls as the rules card both fit the secret boss theme of discarded objects.
thinking about how rouxls hints at his real power but never fights you properly, and how seam is able to defeat jevil alone, but rouxls’s is always played as a joke and seam’s abilities are always played down by seam. and of course how the both of them have the gaster mouth, and how seam learned the same knowledge as the secret bosses through word of mouth, and how in chapter 2 rouxls completed half of spamton’s plot points. pretty interesting huh. you might even say. very very interesting.
#haven’t made original deltarune posts in a bit#didn’t realize tHIS many people saw the old ones???#i guess because it was gradual??#deltarune#self rb
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what the fuck am i doing. scheduling this at 1am.
#MD personality shift au#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones N#murder drones uzi#serial designation N#uzi doorman#murder drones Nuzi#Nuzi#enzi#biscuit bites#tw suggestive#??? i guess#no one actually notices it but he's slightly lifting her shirt. lol. lmao.#being aroace is making suggestive/nsfw art that you gradually lose interest in because you just don't feel it yknow? LMAO#it starts out like “oh boy! this one's SPICY!!” and then it devolves into “oh yeah whatever. gotta color here and shade there.”#“dang i fucked up the anatomy there. wait what was i drawing?”#shoutout to my fellow aroacers who do this full-time cuz i could not I'd literally die of boredom LMAO#its . 1am and im jsut rambling in the tags
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"industry plant" is literally just the new way of saying "this female artist is having a lot of success and I don't like her for it".... like ok well personally I just don't find it that hard to believe that young women can be talented and work hard and achieve things
#like i have never seen a male artist be accused of being an industry plant 🤔🤨#also it's just funny because more often than not they've literally being working and releasing music for years before their breakthrough#like obviously i've followed sabrina but even chappel who i'm not a follower of i've been aware of her gradual rise for ages#if they were planted then whoever did it was slacking at growing them for years i guess!#(i also saw one of these comments say that sabrina being pushed by 'the industry' is unfair to smaller artists like gracie abrams#and i have to laugh like no shade at all to gracie but do we really think miss ABRAMS is the best example of disadvantage in the industry)#talking
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it's kinda fascinating to me how welt has been "at the end of his life" for like. several decades by now. he goes on and on about how old and weary he is and how "his job is done" and his story is over but- oh wait i just realized i can phrase this in a very funny way- he's kind of sorta immortal now because he got the herrscher core back, so he's really just stuck in the epilogue for all eternity
#kdj will never leave my brain. clearly#hsr#or uh#hi3#???#idk?#ill just tag the guy himself#welt yang#like his story could have ended several times#with his self sacrifice during the second eruption or his self sacrifice in the sea of quanta or his self sacrifice in apho#man welt get your shit together#or with him teaching bronya to be his successor and her surpassing him#but none of these character arcs were about him. they were moreso about the effect he had on other characters. while he stays the same#and it makes sense because when does the guy ever think abt himself lol#but all of these endings would have been tragic in a way#so maybe this epilogue he's stuck in. the. the space train he's stuck in.#HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#i ought to tag orv at this point#maybe that epilogue (hsr) is what he needs. because we can tell that things are different for him#and that he's gradually talking about going home less and less#but all the tragedy of his self sacrifices happened bc even while crushed by grief none of his friends/family saw another way out#and he had to take responsibility again. but if this happens in hsr - with him going back to self sacrifice without question#do you think the astral express crew will let him? or are they gonna try to find another way? without letting him do it all on his own?#um. this is very long#hsr meta#i guess
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"It is critical that Konoha institutes homosexual marriage,” Itachi gravely intones. “I’ve had a dream ever since childhood.”
“Of…of social equality?” Iruka fumbles.
“Equality?” Itachi drops the syllables from his mouth with the manner of someone who’s never heard of the concept before. “That's not relevant. My lifelong dream has been to arrange Sasuke’s marriage.”
Here you go, an extremely silly fic about Itachi wanting to arranged marry off Sasuke sooo bad
#itachi fucks up his relationship with sasuke in a different way entirely in this AU#and will use his hokage powers to get him married to naruto about it. problem solved.#this is kakashi POV and it was fun gradually realizing as I wrote that he thinks of Itachi as One of His Many Failures. nice and healthy.#I think kakashi being itachi's anbu captain is an invention of the anime but it's a good one#I also accidentally wrote him thinking that itachi is such a cute little weirdo because I think Itachi is such a cute little weirdo#leaning into it....#I'm reading naruto I guess#sounding writes fic#mine
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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A friend is trying very hard to convince me to start donating plasma (he gets a referral bonus if he signs someone up) and ngl the idea of using it to pay for less important things like books and art commissions is appealing if only for the fact that I get to say "Yeah I'm paying for this with blood money"
#Seta Speaks#My disposable income is gradually being syphoned off by the slew of wedding-related things I'm doing this year#Bachelorette parties wedding gifts travel costs.......it weighs on the bitch y'know?#I'm always money-conscious but the desire to funnel money into superfluous purchases is STRONG lately#Though-- and I did tell my friend this-- the sell on getting me to donate plasma sounds very much like getting signed up for an MLM lmao#But he did say he made $500 a month last month so idk many getting a blood-based debit card might be something in my future#Another bar for art commissions specifically-- I am a lot more private than I think people give me credit for#And I hate giving out my personal info as a result. Literally the biggest bar in not already getting a commission is because of this#I don't want you knowing my real name I don't want you knowing my email I want none of it#Unless we're very close and then MAYBE you get first name rights only but that's a BIG maybe#Musings at 9 AM I guess lmao
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accidentally made myself angry thinking about The Stranger just now but idk how to explain what I'm thinking about
#bluejay chirpin#it's a fun book for limbus company to cover but i think bringing it back in the 2024 tumblr sphere had some negative consequences#it reminds me of some of the takes on dungeon meshi's worldbuilding#like im wise enough now to not defend meursault's actions but the criticism of colonialism is not as big a part of the story as people thin#some of it is- like almost everyone in prison being an arab was certainly criticism of the system- but not all of it#camus himself was born in french algeria and his belief was that french people born in the colony should be able to stay there#meursault *is* a colonist by technicality but boiling him down to JUST that is a gross misrepresentation of what the entire book is about#he's a stranger! an outsider in his own society! he holds the gun but his court rejects him too#they dont give a shit about the murder he committed; if this was a story about oppressive power of colonists he would've got off scot free#but he didn't. because this is the story about meursault. a man society does not accept and views as just as subhuman as#how they view the people they're ALL colonizing#huh. i guess i did know how to explain after all#there was something under my long rodya post that i agreed with at first but then gradually began to disagree with more and more#on both rodya's side and meursault's side#sort of thinking about that right now...#l'etranger#well it's midnight posting ig
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What pet/kid would squeak if you squeeze them?
First and foremost: definitely Shroud, like its undeniable, but you would also be mauled afterwards to its debatable if it's really worth it.
Micheal would as well but he's probably gonna go tell on you and sic Tubbo on you.
Yogurt, because of course.
Friend I think would but I'm a little less certain for Mareep.
And finally, I feel like Edward (who is technically more of a roommate than kid/pet but he needs to be included in more) would make some weird noise that you can't translate into words but it would be similar enough to classify as a squeak.
#i had to sit here and THINK for a minute to remember kids/pets and i probably still dont remember soo many#i do remember a few of the pets ctommy had in the past but i didnt mention them because they dont have that#uhh feeling? to them i guess#like henry would just go mmmMMMMMMMMOOOOO#<- like one does#what if it was edward who was the infamous Hot Enderman?#i mean im sure he and cranboo would be able to talk a lot with him being ctechno's roommate and all#when responding to you i try to prioritize talking authentically rather than properly and because of that ive gradually become aware#of the disgustingly large amount of times i use like when talking#i feel like im pretending to be a teenager but im reallu just three kids in a trench coat#or three raccoons would work also#my super cool moots !!#crazed raccoon chitters#dsmp shroud#michael underscore beloved#dsmp michael#michael the piglin#shroud the spider#dsmp yogurt#dsmp edward#dsmp friend#friend the sheep#mareep dsmp#mareep the sheep
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I kinda hate how dead Half Life/HLVRAI tumblr rp is. :(
Then again I may just not have found those people yet. Wanted to rp Half Life on here, but yeah, couldn't find any active accounts.
Anyway, if you come across this and you'd like to rp Half Life or HLVRAI on discord, you can send me a message, and I'll check you out. :> As long as you're a pretty decent person who won't ask anything illegal of me, I wouldn't be opposed. I'm also A-Okay with OC's.
#half life#hlvrai#rp#looking for people to rp with because I can't really find anyone active on here by searching#btw I'm 27 years old because I figure mentioning my age is important#Anyway I'm not expecting anyone to respond to this or even to message me#Also looking for people to rp with because I'm not really having the most fun on Twitter trying to rp with people I'm honestly frustrated#a rant is incoming below#like things were going great for a little while and then people just gradually lost interest in me I guess :(#like even people who I really liked interacting with who seemed to like interacting with me just kind of stopped unless I approach first#even then they may just like my response and respond to someone else#It's to the point where I'm questioning if they even like me or they are just tolerating me#like I'm lucky if I even get one response to something I post in a day so it's not very fun anymore#I want to post that I want to take a break but I know I'll be pissed if everyone and their dog comes out of the woodwork to respond#because it's like “this is why I'm taking a break no one responds unless I have an issue”#it's been ongoing for a couple weeks to the point where I've made a line graph
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Life would have been so beautiful if people in this generation had decided to actually care about each other instead of arguing on apps all day. For example, I would be alive by 40. Lol
#The way my mother looks at me sad and tired as the years go on because she knows I'm not going to make it#nobody cares about each other in this generation and I know that more than anyone#there's nothing that I can do or change or post or be or meet to be able to change the fact that I will be utterly alone once my mother is#dead#I've tried this app I've tried Twitter I've tried other apps I've tried real life#I've tried my whole life and I've only become more off putting and more undeserving of people's even tolerance as I've got an older and I#can't give a damn about it because I don't care about anyone and nobody ever cared about me my whole life except for my very mother#can't drive no resources and can't even have anyone to talk to about it because everybody's so vapidly superficial these days anywhere you#go#The irony of me posting this on Tumblr which is one of the main Pinnacle points of mine bitterness at this point#I tried to commit years ago to save my mother from the even longer death for the both of us#of her gradually aging and seeing her daughter withering away with her quite literally attached to her hip#but she made her choice of keeping me alive and forcing me to even pay for the hospital bill#so I guess she wanted the much longer and more detrimental painful fate#but not because she's thoughtful#it's because she's a f****** idiot
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wish people gave GIR an important role more often. All you would really need to do is make him more aware of his surroundings and a bit less spazzed out. Give him and Zim a deeper relationship. Have him become of the driving forces to Zim accepting Earth. Give him opinions about the Tallest, who he might realize aren’t the friendliest, or have his duty mode side calm down and be openly affectionate in a non-annoying way. Write a fic with a major character death tag and kill GIR, I don’t know. Just use him more often.
#This has been a PSA because similar to Zib I have never seen anyone use GIR in a meaningful way#invader zim#gir invader zim#Fanfiction#Make GIR great again#I guess#make him gradually break down as Zim feverishly requests replacement parts from the Tallest who never give them#He’s not just a SIR unit#he is fundamentally the only SIR unit who seems to have any emotion whatsoever. He is a marvel of emotional response in a machine#And you’re just gonna ignore that??
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enemies to lovers? Frenemies to lovers? Frenemies to frenemies and lovers at the same time? Kismesis?
OHHI I SEE sorry. i suppose its like rivals -> frenemies -> together (with the other previous ones included).
#clemask#macthinker#my humble opinion is that most (blank) -> lovers should have a mixture of the original status it keeps it fun. i am a fan of a good rivalr#there could also be an invisible (friends) arrow inbetween the last two if you want to get super specific#i dontthink theyd really notice the change its like a gradual thing and then its like oh. i guess were friends but they wouldnt call each#other that because theyre still technically rivals and also ones a resistance member and the other is a cog and you see#at least thats my canon.... my headcanon (to the tune of gametheoryactually ive never watched game theory)#does that make sense. sorry i get a little embarrassed writing things out
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Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 15: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression
(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)
Yesterday's poll decided that The Adventurer should purchase some new shoes for himself while he's in the city...
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It costs quite a bit of coin, but in the end he decides that having a new sturdy pair of boots will serve him well on his travels. After he's done in the shop, he rushes back to the local inn before nightfall, eventually settling into a somewhat restless sleep..
The next morning, he orders some cheap vegetable stew from a food stall, then lounges in a park as he has his breakfast, watching the squirrels weave through flowering trees and birds pecking about in the dewy grass.. When finished with his meal (and sufficiently recovered from the emotional turmoil of burning his tongue on the soup), he quickly sells his old pair of shoes to a sketchy pawn shop before finally getting back to his journey...
By his calculations, if he he walks all day, it should only be two more sleeps before he gets to his destination, so he sets out to travel as efficiently as possible. He doesn't have the money to rent a cart, or the skill to ride a borrowed horse, but, he does have some fancy new walking shoes and a renewed sense of purpose. No more meandering through fields looking for flowers, napping in the shade, or scanning the ground for cool rocks.. He's going to focus this time!
......After a few hours, he comes across a broken down carriage in the middle of the road, with few people surrounding it, seemingly stuck trying to repair a wheel or something. It's hard to discern from afar..
Maybe if he helps them, he could get a free ride.. or some coins.. or make a new lifelong friend! Who knows? Possibilities flood his mind, this is what adventuring is all about! Wandering into interesting situations and making the most out of them!! .. But, then he recalls his previous oath.. he's supposed to focus today and not allow himself to sidetracked.. And who says he has the skills to help anyway? It could always just be a waste of time... Hmm...
What should he do?
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Additional Information
the adventurer's current main quest: follow his map to reach the abandoned castle ruins and see the rare animal specialist about the mysterious egg he has
#paventure posting#poll#polls#choose your own adventure#GHWOOPPPs yeah it's been an entire month basically since the last one ghj.. I said I was trying to get back on schedule.. idk what happened#I guess I initially thought that april would be a less busy month but then it actually ended up being MORE busy with a ton of appointments#and stuff so then I had like no time. on top of trying to get a lot of other stuff done... so.. eughhh#I DO STILL want to keepon track of this more though. I want to at least get him to the abandoned castle so he can complete#his quest. I think like. the first poll a lot of people seemed to like and care about and participate in so it was kind of like 'oh! cool!#it can be a fun collaborative story with a lot of people!' but then gradually less people participate or care so then I kind of allow mysel#to slack with it as well liike 'oh its fine if I miss a day or two here and there' which then turns into a month when I have other stuff#to do lol. Because it does still take time. like maybe 2 hours to put a post together. even if the art and writing is relatively rushed and#quick. Especially since polls are not editable once posted so half the time is just proofreading the post and tags 15 times#just to make super sure there's no errors or etc. lol.. But trying to clear two hours of time during an already hectic day for something#that generally speaking very few people are engaged with or care about at all when it's meant to be interactive (like with normal art#or costumes or other stuff I do - low interaction doesnt bother me since that's not the point/it's not as relevant. but with an actual poll#you do want like.. the most poeple possible to vote on it etc. lol) so it's like.. ehhh#I was originally thinking like 'oh i could do this for an entire year and tell like a whole story and it'd be cool to see where it ends#up eventually after so long and the community kind of choosing the direction of everything!' but now its like 'well people care significant#ly less about the following polls than they did the first one so maybe not As Big Of A Thing but I do at least want to finish the current#thing going on' etc. I mean if in the next few posts it becomes More Of A Thing then it's very fluid. I could do it for longer#but with the way things are looking it's like. is it worth the time investment when i ALSO have 800 other creative projects I'm meant to be#working on?? etc. etc. ANYWAY though.. Still there will probably be at least 10 or however many more since there's still like 1-2 more days#before he even gets to the castle plus then doing things AT the place.#I want to continue his journey!!!!! I also have just felt sick and weird and so unfocused for a while eughhh.. sorry#OO I almost forgot about his injury from the fight. i had to just add it in the last moment lol.. SEE this is why I proofread 100 times#I can't edit polls so they have to be Correct the first time.. ueghhh
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God I'm just. Really tired of sexual shit being in everything literally cant even interact with a relativley general-age media without dealing with it at every corner. Interacting with fandoms especially it's so fucking depressing like it's not SUPPOSE to be there but people never think that their horniness isn't above critiscism and that there's little to no responsibility they have to practice when interacting with media IF THE MEDIA ISN'T SEXUAL/EXCLUSIVLEY FOR ADULTS THEN DON'T SEXUALIZE IT simple fucking logic yet I can't have shit on this bitch of an earth
#even if i wasnt aroace this is just. bullshit#vent#i couldnt escape it so i literally had to gradually exposure therapy myself to it so i could tolerate existing around other people#truly sex is just. its so annoying. people are so annoying about it i live in an annoying world where im suppose to adapt just because#almost nobody has any fucking interest in being idk. responsible or compassionate about it i guess#they shove it in everything because they dont want to care they dont want to be critical of their interactions with things#here i am trying to enjoy something that MAYBE has a teen rating but shouldnt have anything beyond idk. a joke or two#but i cant navigate content without having to deal with people being irresponsible and putting their horniness in it#im repeating myself but its so annoying and its so frustrating because nobody gives a shit they just think with their libidoinstead#just trying to enjoy mob psycho in peace man cant have shit#cant enjoy art without bloking half the people making it fuck meee#and dont get me started on the fanfics like fellas This Is For General Audiences you will NOT die if your practice restraint
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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