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Gonna miss the cr ep tonight cuz I'm out of town but u bet ur ass I'm liveblogging that monday upload
#reading dorym fics to fill the void#gonna be aching for the ep all weekend istg#we're so late in the game that any ep could be the one fuckin orym or chet perma dies in#i gotta be live for that i cant not be#like orym dying would hit the hardest for me no doubt#and i dont WANT it. but if its gonna happen i gotta at least BE THERE#yall get me i know u do#sea rambles
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On my knees begging for anything trans!Obi-Wan :') love your work btw
your wish is my comand lovely anon, here's obi-wan having a nice peaceful moment training
#art requests#i got perhaps a little carried away i cant lie buuuuut im very happy with this#first thing ive really drawn in like 6 months#i came up with a silly over complicated lore for the tree in the background because .. well you gotta think about something when you draw#its a short lived species that picks a direction and grows in it until it falls over and dies and lots of smaller ones grow up in its place#and yoda plants them around the creche / training areas/ gardens / wherever and they act as a lesson in attachemnt for younglings :)#like yes this tree thats been around all your life (10 years or less) is dead but look it dying has made new trees and new opportunities#and maybe sometimes he gifts them to younglings he likes or ones he thinks could use the reminder sometimes that things ending isnt the end#new stuff happens after everything continues its all fine#anakin definitely recieved one or ten#probably was still recieving them into knighthood because yoda is a troll#he doesnt know theyre supposed to collapse and die though he just thinks hes really bad at looking after plants#anyways#yep#done with that#my art <3#cal draws#obiwan kenobi#trans obi wan#trans obi wan kenobi#trans! obiwan#star wars#star wars fanart#fanart
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something about finding safety in a bed that's long been empty
#dude i need you to know how fucked up i was about sniper and his parents#me and my friend were really GOING AT IT like. this poor man loved his parents so dearly#i cant imagine the grief he felt knowing they had passed#AND HE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE !!! ALONE !! FOR MONTHS AFTER!!#its gotta fuck a person up#especially since all the things that once brought him comfort are stripped of that warm familiarity bc his parents are gone.#now all he's got is a cold empty old house and himself#tf2#tf2 sniper#tf2 sniper's parents#tf2 fanart#art#team fortress 2#squishart
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LDR moon by @spadillelicious
Guys.....I caved in
#neonsart#love death and rollerskates#fnaf moon#fnaf moondrop#moondrop#next time hopefully ill do something on digital#ive been having too much fun with markers on paper#gotta love the feeling of traditional art#tho i feel digitall is more fit for my style#anywaayysss lemme ramble about this fic cuz o my god its so good#i live for the 80s aesthetic and man i do love me some obsessive sun and moon#man i legit got emotional over both moons and suns sides up to ch14#i cant wait to know more ab their pasts amd learn more about their povs#also i wanna kiss sun idc what people say
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he's living rent free in my MINDDDDDDDD
#zoro#zoro x reader#one piece#one piece live action#opla#roronoa zoro#zoro roronoa#zoro opla#someone STOP my delusions i cant anymore!#😔 my moots are fed up of me bringing only Zoro gifs on their timeline guys i knOW IT#also notice how this only has his smile.#yeah i love it. hes so ?????#his grin gotta be the most cutest thing to exist i cantttttttttt
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Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!
I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.
#fe three houses#ferdinand von aegir#discord emotes#i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but#i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share#since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself#the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but#some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts#so those im gonna skip on lol#whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em#i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones#if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use#i used concernednand (the upper one) so much#the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time#debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love#fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist#someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet#and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art#and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet#and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote#and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server#some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me#cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog#and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog#so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here#so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao#anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server#i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away
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I know the discourse well is poisoned and no one hates bioware games more than bioware fans, but I am just 🫠 having so much fun with veilguard it's unreal. It is selfishly the dragon age game I always wanted. with less emphasis on cRPG, a more focused story, curated mission based design that spotlights the high fantasy stuff, slowburn structure with companions, significantly less sidequest bloat, and a fully real-time action-oriented combat system that isn't riddled with the growing pains of previous titles. when I first played origins I imagined something almost exactly like this as my ideal version of a sequel; and it was one of those dirty, selfish thoughts that I knew was disrespectful to the then-established DNA of the thing, but I can't help but feel giddy about having it here and now. like down to the shift away from the childishly dark tone and to something more inherently flexible with a baseline aspirational quality. I hate aesthetically depressing games so much. am I not alive right here and right now already
When I say "aesthetically" there though I do mean it. I'm fully on the opposite side when it comes to tone and positions expressed in the story itself. I am just not including that in my analysis because I am not done yet - so please no spoilers! I think I am where most people consider to be the second act, and I definitely have my gripes with the narrative framework and some of the optics, but I won't put the cart before the horse and will see how it wraps things up first. Above that level, in terms of how it presents itself, of how it plays, of how it balances its core pillars - it is such a bioware-ass game and I could not be any cozier in it. So grateful it exists
#and thank god for that reboot away from live service horseshit they were pushing. this is the most offline ass game in ages. bless#anyway no one is allowed to reblog this because people here aren't normal and I am afraid of spoilers#but I cant pretend not to adore every second of Beef Hilda Mercar and her adventures as a shadow dragon reaper#I have her fully invested in shield throws. that shit couldnt bounce better if zagreus was tossing it#also everyone is so pretty 🫠 this is the first time for me in a bioware game where like#purely aesthetically. i feel targeted and manipulated. these people feel designed around my tastes it's so embarassing#text#dragon age#okay I gotta mention one more thing. it is a very specific ass peeve I have#their dialogue system has never felt as.. nimble in their frostbite titles. something about the constant fades in and out and click delays#it all feels insecure on the engine-end side to me. maybe I am dumb. but veilguard also has this issue#like the original 2 DAs and the unreal engine mass effects had such snappy and frictionless selection-to-dialogue feel#and their frostbite titles I swear to god some greare is missing in the wheels there. here too. it is a LITTLE annoying since this is like#my favorite part of engaging with their games. it's not a huge issue but I have grown keenly attuned to it#inquisition had horribly bad delays in response selection. andromeda had those godawful delays in starting and ending convos#and those things are still somewhat present here albeit to a lesser degree. it feels like a streaming thing#idk. I do not make games. but I think that shit needs to feel smoother
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You don't understand!!!!! I kept seeing this pic around and assumed it was an edit???????? (In all fairness the angle is a bit weird so)
but just now I came across an uncropped version
so I GUESS IT'S VERY MUCH REAL???????
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attempt 1 and 2 at a design for demise as a mortal
i really like the second sketch :3
(this is him making up a version of himself if he grew up as a mortal instead of becoming a deity as a child; hes half lynel so i mixed in some boar elements as well :P )
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#tloz#loz#demise#character design#doodles#gotta doodle some blorbo too#i need to make a design for him of each of the species of people that lived in his world#bc back when his world was alive he had disguises for each of them#so theres a boar- a lizard based one- and a dog one based on the shadow guard from ww#also a more humanoid one that he got his tiny lil horns from#i jsut wanna draw so much i cant focusssss help
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Samurai and Ninja in crappy pics because December here is under a constant cloud and I just want y'all to see them all golden and cute without learning how to take aesthetic pictures 🥴 💙❤️😆🥰
linktr.ee/Mezzy
#klance#can i tell everyone to look away before i write tags to someone privately lmao no? damn#anyway yes i meant music!! and thank you for sharing something!!#baking seems like a hyperfixation#like i know you said you baked once but then look at me#...i was thinking if i could make salads.... i gotta be medicore at least at one food thing#its a joke its a joke#i will one day get used to focusing on more complicated kitchen work than heating up meat or cooking things in salt and water#anyone else had trouble getting out of bed this december?#once i do i try to pick physical activities that dont require creative thinking because man#at the post office i had small talk with a lady waiting in line she didnt speak polish so u know me it happened#and she recommended light therapy lamp#im very tempted to try it becase i had record bad thoughts sleepless nights and jerking awake this month#it might be rooted in economic instability growing inflation costs of living and shitty working conditions while still trying to buy gifts?#but hey there are things we cant have control over and there are things we can#ive got winter wonderland comic coming though#i will try my best to speed-finish it as a christmas gift aight#i hope its going to be a nice thing!!#wow thats a long set of tags
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Is there a cat who you think had an unjustified death that you’d redo to be more satisfying or just undo the death entirely?
Sandstorm and Leafpool's deaths are the first and worst offenders that come to mind. Bumble is an obvious one, but I'll let Bumble's Official Representative tell you about how awful her death is.
Sandstorm dies by an infected wound, unremarkably with only her grandson around so that her death can motivate him and solely him. This was done A) so that they could pad out the SkyClan/Kin twist for the readers who hadn't read Firestar's Quest or any of the SkyClan books and B) in Kate's words to "thin the crowd":
And like, I get it, thin the crowd, ThunderClan is huge...but that's an arc one major character, that's Sandstorm. This is a book, a narrative, and Sandstorm essentially dying just so her lame ass grandson can get some short-lived inspiration is a bad ending to this character's story. It's just disrespectful to such a major character and it shows how little the authors think of their female cast, even one as prominent and important as Sandstorm. It was done solely for Alderheart's arc and it's honestly not even satisfying in that regard. It's bad writing.
Mind you, the Kin twist doesn't even last that long, any reader can smell BS a mile away. There's no reason Sandstorm couldn't have gone out fighting, pretending she was playing along before revealing the truth. Bad writing all around, disrespectful to the character and her legacy, just shows off how disposable the female cast is to the authors if it means giving their male protags a temporary arc boost.
Leafpool dies in Squirrelflight's Hope, a book in which you think will center the sisters in the narrative, as that's what the prologue sets up, but is actually about Squirrelflight and Bramblestar's awful relationship drama. She dies in a rockfall trying to save Moonlight, gets sent to StarClan where she is berated and yelled at and nearly sent to the Dark Forest before accepting her death. Afterwards, her children take shots at her once she's dead, awesome.
Like there's bleach in the wound when it comes to Leafpool's death. She is not killed in a mainline series, she's killed in someone else's super edition in which she is not even the focal part of the plot! Her own death is not even about her, it is a quick berating of Leafpool before it turns to Squirrelflight (and mind you, Squirrelflight's trial also sucks, it's bad the narrative seems to think she's done something wrong, but there's a big difference between how the two are treated). At her own funeral, Jayfeather takes a snipe at her for, uh, lying to protect him and blames Hollyleaf's death on her:
what does this mean?? what are you talking about??? she tried to kill leafpool over the lie, she died protecting ivypool????
And then!! That's not even the end of it!! Crowfeather, the cat who abused his son to the point it drove him to train in cat hell, blamed it on Nightcloud, took continuous shots at Leafpool purely to hurt her, and more not only gets an entire super edition in which everyone, including his dead mommy and his dead crush, comes down to teach him how to be nicies, the narrative rewards this development with deputyship. He is a light in the mist, he reconciles with his son, and he now continues to torment me with his continued relevance in the current arc (do not @ me i know and it hurts).
Onestar, a character with far more autonomy in what he had done, a leader with a law that essentially allowed him to be a dictator with no resistance just, uh, has to think really hard on his life for his trial. He just reflects on his life and Tallstar, idk after fucking off for five minutes is like "oh yeah you feel good now about what you did? yeah okay come on in bro :)"
The books are so painfully uninterested in Leafpool beyond reminding the reader of how awful they think giving her children a safe life was. She dies in a book that's not about her, given a trial when does who have done more get less, and her ex, her counterpart in a sense, is consistently given an insane amount of favoritism in how he's constantly offered chances to be angry, be forgiven, reconcile, and more. There is a massive difference in the autonomy (in-universe) that Leafpool is given versus her sister or Crowfeather or Brambleclaw.
There's probably more that I could find, Warriors looooves anticlimactic fridgings for its female cast, but these two came to my mind first. Character death in a series like this is good, but the authors are so...boring, offensively so, in how little they want to do cool and meaningful deaths with some of their long-lasting and impactful characters. Leafpool drives multiple arcs, she is the center of them, and yet they are so painfully uninterested in her. Sandstorm has been there since book one, she is a legacy character. Graystripe dies at the claws of the big bad in TBC, Ravenpaw is given an entire book about his passing, Dustpelt dies protecting his Clan in Bramblestorm's Storm. Sandstorm dies of an infection, to thin the cast (ineffectively) and give her grandson temporary angst.
#deer rambles#wc spoilers#tbc spoilers#leafpool#sandstorm#this turned into a long ass rant these deaths piss me off#character death is awesome. a satisfying or cool death will be talked about for literal years#this shit just sucks#i gotta start being better about tagging i cant find SHIT on this blog#and my squilf's hope live read is broken up?? into like. two separate tags??
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is it cunty to think its kind of lame when people get really stringent about like 'ummm dont tag zosan if its actually sanzo bc some of us dont ever want to see this fake guy bottom ok!!!'
#we need to go back to having loserass ship names bc it took me a long time to even figure out people were using the name order to denote t/b#like oh sorry now i have to tag zosan sanzo zosanzo who gaf man theyre fucking is that not enough for you gdfjcvn#also idk like. isnt the pairing itself and how theyre interacting more important than who is the top ?#and i do get if you have a preference for sanzo but everything is tagged zosan so you cant efficiently search for your interest#but it also is just not that deep man#zosan IS the main tag unfortunately i think you gotta just live w it#my wall is also specifically w zs bc they both have the range to do it all so idk im like. they can both switch anyway its just nbd
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it's insane actually that Neve tells you about the Demon of Vyrantium and how she's heard rumors of him but never been able to uncover his name, but has been tracking the information on him for years now. and then you walk into the Diamond ten minutes later and go "I need a magekiller" and Caterina just goes "Lucanis. My grandson"
#hello???????? i mean thanks and all#like neve very clearly is not aware the demon of vyrantium is apparently dead. it makes sense that the crows would not want that known#but really driving home the absurdity that caterina just gives him to you so easy#what was her plan once he was back. like had she guessed illarios involvement and knew those two could NOT be living in the same house afte#and was setting up a place for lucanis to be instead that illario can't get to?#thats weird tho bc they assumedly dont know about the lighthouse/eluvians yet#alas no i fear i just gotta chalk this one up to how rushed the start of this quest is compared to what we see was cut#i have been able to Ponder my way into explanations around other bad writing but i cant fix all of them#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#dragon age: veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis#caterina#house dellamorte#antivan crows#jade plays dav#ramblings#lucanisposting
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I'm probably not the first to admit this but goddamn was I a narcissistic prick when I wasn't on stimulants
#adhd#not art#like this only thing I could think about was how understimulated I was#every person was boring because I was in such a severe and chronic state of dopamine deficiency#so I wasn't interested or curious about ANYONE and nobody could 'satiate me' and I deemed everyone boring because of it#then the first week on my meds & I went to visit my neighbor#& I was like 'omg your granddaughter came to visit this weekend? how was she? :)'#and then after I went home and I was like wow she's so sweet and her life seems so interesting I cant wait to talk more about it#and then it hit me I had known her for YEARS and it wasn't until now that I.. cared :(#made me feel really bad but also glad that I actually have the capacity to care and it wasn't just my personality#I had to do a lot of damage control :T but some bridges were burned and I gotta live with that#now I can proudly proclaim that no im not a narcissist bc I think people are interesting and I wanna hear them talk#i can just sit and listen and internalizing their perspective ..#for once I like people and I'm not a victim in some imaginary fight for mediocrity with everyone else#it never excited and im happy to feel that way#also whenever I speak with unmedicated adhders I just look at them like wow you don't even know how much your brain is making itself suffer#every adhder may not want to or can take meds and that's fine but everyone at least deserves to know what it feels when they work
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in the category of things true in my heart: Steve has knocked out three of Pony's teeth rough housing, Soda has done the door n string trick to pull one out (pony TRIED to do this alone one time but he was too chicken to slam the door n two bit stuck up behind him n SLAMMED it n pony HOWLED like he'd been SHOT), n collectively as kids darry soda n pony helped pony get like four of his BARELY wiggly teeth out for cold hard tooth fairy cash
#every time steve knocked out of ponys teeth out pony would SCREAM#n it would always scare steve so bad#but darry would come in n take one look n be like man that tooth was about to come out either way pony HUSH#steve didnt knock out a permanent tooth it was a BABY one#ponys still losing his mind#man was NOT good with losing the baby teeth thing#by the time they were yanking ponys teeth out for money darry was old enough to know it wasnt real#but he knew that fucker would still get a quarter or two#so hes got his finger IN ponys mouth like CMON WE GOTTA HAVE ENOUGH CASH TO GET THAT NEW COMIC#(they get caught :()#also fun fact#i have a cousin thats 14 n still hasnt lost his last baby tooth#so pony could plausibly still have baby teeth by the time their parents die#which means darry gets to deal with the lovely experience of pony coming home with a mouth FULL of blood#n pouting so hard#bc he 'swallowed his thucking godthamn thooth'#darrys trying his best to be serious#its really only working a lil bit#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#he loses a tooth one time with dallas n dallas cant even LOOK he finds that shit DISGUSTING#he takes him all the way home marching pony in front of him bc he cant stand to look or he'll vomjt#none of the boys let him live it down#dallas winston#steve randle#the outsiders 1983#two bit mathews#cw losing teeth
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The Midoriya Twins from Singularity by WinterMoonlight
I've been wanted to draw fanart for this fic for a while now, especially as an excuse to draw Satoru with his eye scars, and I figured it's one year anniversary (and Satoru's canon birthday lol) was a good occasion for a little sketch. Both Izuku and Satoru benefit from having a brother so much and I weep at how wholesome they are.
(By the way Singularity is a great JJK x MHA fic where several JJK characters get reincarnated in MHA and it's so good and I cannot recommend it enough. We get fun new character dynamics AND it does canon character dynamics so well. Consider this the tip of the iceberg of my propaganda.)
#jjk x mha#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#my hero academia#mha#gojo satoru#midoriya satoru#technically lol#midoriya izuku#singularity by wintermoonlight#fic rec#fic fanart#pencil's art tag#ill admit I was mostly drawing satoru as satoru as a teenager but#i do think it's so cool how he also takes after his new uncle iykyk#while izuku of course is the spitting image of inko#that said I couldn't resist giving satoru a bit of freckles too#he deserves them#as a treat (to me)#also I wasn't sure which direction his eyes got sliced but I always imagined it horizontal so here we are#also to keep rambling about my one-night-drawing art choices the shirt thing was too good to pass up#my favorite izuku tshirt kinda matches satoru's hair so I returned the favor#it was weird to put satoru in green but he's a midoriya now he's gotta live up to the name#anyways cant believe Ive been following this fic for a year now#how time flies
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