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[pastadoughie]

[ftm-radio]

UPDATE!?!?

oh my god. I don't know if I can even properly express how I feel right now. I am gonna need some time to fully process this, lmao.

I've been freaking out over this for a week, and today I finally had my appointment, and everyone I spoke to was so warm and friendly! I did NOT expect to walk away with a prescription today, like I figured that would be too good to be true, I'd probably have to come back for a follow-up before that happened, but no! The doc was like 'I want to do a few tests to make sure there's nothing we need to worry about, so I'm ordering these labs,' and I was like 'okay,' thinking that the T would come after those were squared away, but THEN she was immediately like 'and I'm also putting in a prescription for androgel' ajauhsbehdehjejbs

said prescription is being processed at the pharmacy, so we'll see how long I have to wait before I can pick it up. I'm so fucking excited. I can't believe this is happening.

...I need to take a nap. 😂

[vanity-breaking]

yeah if I wasn't on t and I watched I Saw The TV Glow I'd probably have a crisis

[thecommunityoftrustworthysinks]

just had an experience

[IMAGE ID: a four panel comic (very simple, made in snapchat) of a green stick figure on a black background. throughout, the stick figure has a smile and no other expression. first panel: white narrative text says “man hiding t items for parental visit.” green text dialogue says “good. safe.” second panel: figure stands, with white text that says “he carries on.” third panel: large white text says “LATER.” green dialogue says “time for T! hehe.” fourth panel: close up of figure looking into some form of a cabinet with a purple question mark above his head. blue and white large text at the bottom says “he has adhd…” END ID]

[whiskingskin]

Something I've heard over and over and over again from my genderqueer friends about testosterone is that they're terrified to start, cause it'll make their anger?? Worse?? Maybe it was me finding myself In a body more comfortable, or me already being in therapy and conscious of my emotions and their impact but. Being on testosterone made a lot of my emotions feel more manageable.

Testosterone doesn't make you angrier. Testosterone doesn't transform you into this man-beast that yells at everybody and is suddenly horny all the time. Testosterone doesn't affect your problem solving skills, your people management, or your lack of foresight into your own anger like?

If you're routinely blowing up at the people in your life then yeah. Yeah, testosterone might make that action feel a bit easier and wilder. But if you, you know, acknowledge your emotions and allow yourself to experience them without taking them out on other people... then that. Won't. Happen.

You will never be able to control your emotions. Never ever ever. But you CAN and WILL control your reactions to these emotions.

Idk where my rambles were supposed to go but. Testosterone doesn't make you an angry person. You might BE an angry person, just on your own, and that's fine. What's not fine is taking that anger out on others and blaming it on testosterone. You're not the victim, you're just a dick.

[dickconoisseur]

Ahsuidi God I swear the orgasms like immediately after taking my tshot hit different

[karinyosa]

cleaning out my following list and am being reminded of the phase i had where i was trying to make myself feel about being wlw the way i felt about being mlm (which is not what i called it at the time and also i was bisexual at this time) and i did this by. following every random carol fan blog i could find jshdsjhshjdsdcjhsdjchsbjdcgshdcjsdghcjh

[neotibicen-linnei]

at that weird stage of transition where I feel like live action shaggy when he drank the girl potion, like my voice is pretty much dropped & I've got a half decent beard & body hair. but the rest of me is still kinda ⌛ with sizable honkers, so it gets me she/her/miss/ma'am'ed a lot, basically no idea what bathrooms to use at this point bc I get Looks in both of them. however I've never been so hot

[lokh]

can you lose muscle without losing weight

[sleepy-sham]

me: so I was gonna make dinner tonight but then I was like ugh it's gonna take way too long for this chicken to defrost

my roommate, looking at me quizzically: well you can just defrost it in the microwave?

me, in a quieter voice: but see I was actually looking for an excuse not to cook dinner & just order food

my roommate, a look of understanding on his face: oh well the microwave's actually broken!

[lucian-evander]

Is there any people here with bpd and who take testosterone who could share their experiences with it please ?

[peachjuiceretriever]

🍬 What a cute little girl you are, showing how much you need to be breed and used, I love it to read about fakeboys like you and how wet it makes you to think about men putting you in your place which is ofc. Nude on your knees, with your head between the legs of a men to suck his dick hard until he wants to fuck your holes and fill you with his hot cum. I bet you imagine that right now.. him bending you over, pushing his hard dick deep inside you and slapping your ass while he fucks you hard and fast, only for his own pleasure and then right at the moment that you climax, he thrusts deep inside you and knocks you up without asking and at the same time gives you you tshot so his little fakeboy knows exactly what she has to do if she wants the next one. What do you think would you like that?

YES PLEASE!! yes please use me!! mmmfhh i wanna be used like a cocksleeve so bad please!!! wanna be bent over by a real cock and taught how good girls should behave!! hmffhh i wanna have my face fucked so hard i wanna have makeup running down my cheeks from tears and cum and sweat <3333 i wanna be a good girl sososo bad i'll take as many loads as i can!!!

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

they should invent hormone shots that don't fucking hurt

[kwonhochi]

i need o t bash my head through a WALL!!!!!

[leonardburton]

rpg genderqueer pc mechanic where you roll a dice to see how people perceive your gender. is that anything

[squishe]

hey. Hey . we picking up the testosterone and needles tomorrow