#i got testosterone :3

[ftm-radio]

UPDATE!?!?

oh my god. I don't know if I can even properly express how I feel right now. I am gonna need some time to fully process this, lmao.

I've been freaking out over this for a week, and today I finally had my appointment, and everyone I spoke to was so warm and friendly! I did NOT expect to walk away with a prescription today, like I figured that would be too good to be true, I'd probably have to come back for a follow-up before that happened, but no! The doc was like 'I want to do a few tests to make sure there's nothing we need to worry about, so I'm ordering these labs,' and I was like 'okay,' thinking that the T would come after those were squared away, but THEN she was immediately like 'and I'm also putting in a prescription for androgel' ajauhsbehdehjejbs

said prescription is being processed at the pharmacy, so we'll see how long I have to wait before I can pick it up. I'm so fucking excited. I can't believe this is happening.

...I need to take a nap. 😂

[vanity-breaking]

yeah if I wasn't on t and I watched I Saw The TV Glow I'd probably have a crisis

[gendzl]

nsfw tmi in the tags :-)

[mothmvn]

sorry! didn’t realize you were ftm trans! I assumed you were a cis man. but that’s what happens when you assume, you make an ass out of you and me.

the point that it’s not the same still stands. young boys don’t deal with osteoporosis.

of course it's not the same! they are different processes with different underlying causes. they're just a lot more similar than i expected!

you hear about male puberty and menopause as these very gendered things, as experiences that can't possibly be relatable to the "opposite" gender. and here i am - i'm not going through either one of them, really, and also kind of going through both, and expecting symptoms that are from either one or the other (or both!) depending on how my transition goes.

on the osteoporosis specifically... as mentioned, i'm a young man going through male puberty with HRT. in the interest of my comfort in my body as a man, i could get a total hysterectomy that would leave me without ovaries - this would masculinise me further, but leave me with no internal hormone factory. this would leave me with osteoporosis risks on par with most-menopausal people. in that case, am i still a young man going through puberty, or am i now going through menopause, now that i'm also taking my HRT for osteoporosis risk reasons?

i'm just saying, i see more similarities between these categories than differences! it's easy to talk about it in Men and Women terms if you fall into one of those categories more neatly, but i'm right at the crossroads and that's just my experience.

[salsa-ishida]

you're back!! it's been so long!! I missed you <3 <3

ahhhh I missed you too!! Life has been insistent on grinding me to a paste but we perservere

[karinyosa]

cleaning out my following list and am being reminded of the phase i had where i was trying to make myself feel about being wlw the way i felt about being mlm (which is not what i called it at the time and also i was bisexual at this time) and i did this by. following every random carol fan blog i could find jshdsjhshjdsdcjhsdjchsbjdcgshdcjsdghcjh

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

having a job is awesome sometimes i bought three chrimmas gifts today

[dickconoisseur]

Ahsuidi God I swear the orgasms like immediately after taking my tshot hit different

[neotibicen-linnei]

at that weird stage of transition where I feel like live action shaggy when he drank the girl potion, like my voice is pretty much dropped & I've got a half decent beard & body hair. but the rest of me is still kinda ⌛ with sizable honkers, so it gets me she/her/miss/ma'am'ed a lot, basically no idea what bathrooms to use at this point bc I get Looks in both of them. however I've never been so hot

[lokh]

can you lose muscle without losing weight

[sleepy-sham]

me: so I was gonna make dinner tonight but then I was like ugh it's gonna take way too long for this chicken to defrost

my roommate, looking at me quizzically: well you can just defrost it in the microwave?

me, in a quieter voice: but see I was actually looking for an excuse not to cook dinner & just order food

my roommate, a look of understanding on his face: oh well the microwave's actually broken!

[lucian-evander]

Is there any people here with bpd and who take testosterone who could share their experiences with it please ?

[peachjuiceretriever]

🍬 What a cute little girl you are, showing how much you need to be breed and used, I love it to read about fakeboys like you and how wet it makes you to think about men putting you in your place which is ofc. Nude on your knees, with your head between the legs of a men to suck his dick hard until he wants to fuck your holes and fill you with his hot cum. I bet you imagine that right now.. him bending you over, pushing his hard dick deep inside you and slapping your ass while he fucks you hard and fast, only for his own pleasure and then right at the moment that you climax, he thrusts deep inside you and knocks you up without asking and at the same time gives you you tshot so his little fakeboy knows exactly what she has to do if she wants the next one. What do you think would you like that?

YES PLEASE!! yes please use me!! mmmfhh i wanna be used like a cocksleeve so bad please!!! wanna be bent over by a real cock and taught how good girls should behave!! hmffhh i wanna have my face fucked so hard i wanna have makeup running down my cheeks from tears and cum and sweat <3333 i wanna be a good girl sososo bad i'll take as many loads as i can!!!

[kwonhochi]

i need o t bash my head through a WALL!!!!!

[leonardburton]

rpg genderqueer pc mechanic where you roll a dice to see how people perceive your gender. is that anything

[siffrins-therapist]

Not feeling good and wanting to make bad decisions