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WHERE MY DAE-HO FANS AT?? [crickets]
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#OOOUGHAHHHHH#squid game#kang dae ho#player 388#artsbotz#this drawing caused me endless grief. but i have to provide for my son if nobody else will#ill draw him happy soon š«”#also will draw evil 457 yaoi too#girlll. every time i see ppl switching up on dae ho in the finale i go crazy. most blatant ptsd symptoms ever. OPEN UR EYES#āoh hes a fake marineā āstolen valourā STFUUUU!!!!!!!!! YOU DONT KNOW HIM.#<- if this turns out to be the case in s3 im walking into the ocean#but i still think either way he is 100% ptsd. same w gi hunnnn#nobody GAFFFF abt gi huns trauma man. āhe learnt nothing lolā you dont get itā¦ you just dontā¦#anyways YAYā¦. life is beautiful#i got a watch and set an hourly timer on it to remind me to check my schedule on the hour#but so far all its really doing is jumpscarinh me#so its a success. lol. ok bye
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Nothing to see here just steph stealing glances of klay like heās afraid heās going to get caught šš (via namxsj on twitter )
#nba#golden state warriors#dallas mavericks#steph curry#klay thompson#steph/klay#ok first of all oh my god#secondly i need asg week to be NEOW actually I donāt think im capable of waiting til feb#both teams have kinda been floundering (mavs to a lesser extent but still) and I am growing Impatient for the reunion !!#also the buddy hield cycle being proven right for the 4th(?) time. lmao. some of those dumbasses rlly thought they got prime klay back#the victory lapping after beating the blazers jazz pelicans and pelicans was like nothing I had ever seen#especially towards a fucking legend !! like klay fucking thompson !!!!#no one not even pr-trained to high hell steph curry himself could ever convince me that heās hopeful or even okay with this bullshit#he needs klay. klay needs him. they need each other and always have but itās looking more and more likely that steph is#gonna go out like kobe while klay is gonna gonna keep chasing the ghost of pre-injury self#that last part felt so wrong to type out because i personally think heās been everything you could want and more from a guy#who went thru everything that he went thru and#his comeback is probably my favorite comeback story in any sport ever of all time bc itās such a fairy tale. and it also actually HAPPENED#!!!!!!!!!!!!#ppl talk abt the injuries like they happened to him and then he just disappeared forever like no bitch !!!!#he came back and they won it all that same year !! led the league in 3pm the year after that !!!!!! led the league in ft% the year#after that n ppl still acting like he adds virtually no value to any team that wants to win a chip when in reality that couldnāt be further#from the truth#I wrote it like that because I get the sense that they both look a little lost/confused at times and I canāt help but think that#losing embarrassingly or not they might at least be in better spirits (if nothing else) if they still had each otherās company#oh well. lol#ok I think thatās everything I had and a million sorrys if this post exploded on ur dash i wish I could turn off my stupid sports rpf brain#but I canāt ā¤ļø#wishing every happiness to the two of them tho theyāre my babiest girls frfr#nik's rants
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I think Ed would be a serial clothes stealer š¤
#my art#levianthanliesart#Heied#it has got an alfons in it#Edward elric#alfons heiderich#fma#03#cos#Modern au I guess?#I might do more of these if you have suggestions for clothes lol#He would definitely steal stuff from Alphonse more too#But brain went ships go brrr#Definitely want to draw cos Ed in alfonsā white shirt and nothing else lmao#Sorry if my writing is messy also! My art program does text bad
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i have seen a lot of posts about lucanis & illario lately, that specifically call out that some of the things Lucanis says about him are kinda mean. usually in context of 'yes what illario did was fucked up but they BOTH went thru the fucked up training and lucanis says shit to him too' etc etc. and i'll be honest as someone who does have a contentious/estranged/very-low-contact sibling relationship. everything lucanis said came off as super mild to me and they should both be WAY nastier to each other actually. yes even when you include their dynamic in wigmaker job which was both more lighthearted And heartfelt. but like if you want realism they should be going from that to 1 minute later annoyed enough to break out the super cutting remarks dragging up the worst things the other has ever done/said, specifically becuause they know it will hurt the other most. then i would believe it more tbh.
#idk just personal late night musing as i fail to Sleep#i know the idea of those posts is ''both of them are kinda fucked so why does illario get all the blame (besides caterina)''#well illario tried to have him Killed and frankly i am astounded lucanis keeps it to simply 'its easy to look good next to him'#and 'could you?' or whatver that other one on the roofs is#yes even for CROWS the assassin group and all#idk man. if my sibling and i are in each others presence for more than a couple hours at family things i literally have to go punch walls#maybe if we got to see lucanis & illario actually have it out i would feel more ways about it with everyone else#but i'll be honest it came off to me as just pretty bland#been trying to mentally get more into illario bc he's all over my dash these days but i only see meta about how he could be Healed#and nothing bout how they should say the worst things in the world to each other and then deck it out. which is what i would like to see#so alas#ramblings#jade plays dav#lucanisposting#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#dragon age: veilgaurd#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#idk i just cant get worked up about lucanis' lines like that. they're so toned down. compared to what i am used to in Real Life lol#i do think the writers tried!! i just think itās uhhhhh one of those dynamics that is really hard to capture unless youāve Experienced it#i just think the lines we hear in game would be Nothing to illario compared to what they have assuredly already shouted at eaxh other in the#past
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a notepad that slowly got turned into a journal
#ffxiv#haurchefant greystone#geese art#ocs#oc: kiriltugh#back when he was still a summoner heād go through at least three of these a month#and that only got worse when he had to start beefing up his spells due to the. well the everything#and then THAT got worse when all of a sudden he had to hold onto those letters from his good friend#for. you know. the important information on them. and nothing else#neowwwwā¦. my most important authorās note for this piece isssss#that tear was made after he had finished filling this one up.#my second most important note is any spelling mistakes are uhhhh definitely intentional kirilās bad at spelling#and itās not just really hard writing in a fantasy script LOL#heavensward kiril#I GUESS
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this is literally insaaane. in many ways the only well-written scene for cameron in teamwork. she has house all figured out and it actually pisses him off. this entire episode is lowkey about cameron being the only fellow who has outgrown him. the others all fall for his 4d chess game but she is just so sick of it, and she has bigger things to worry about like keeping her marriage afloat because if she doesn't, what does this say about her life for the past 5 years? whas has she gotten from this job if not at least a functional relationship? is she really that damaged?
and that's not even considering the fact house knows he will have to choose between chase/cameron because he is right about that: the horror of chase's homicide hasn't hit her yet. she blames house for it and he wants her to blame chase because, well, he did it. because if cameron and chase compete for the same spot, he will obviously pick cameron. and he tried to get them to compete by giving chase the dumbest fucking excuse ("you can only prove to your wife that i don't control you by letting me control you!"), but what house fails to understand is that cameron is NOT playing. she is so done with this. even when she does accept chase did commit murder and that house has little to do with this specific case, she is sick of him. and that's why she's the only one who escapes the haunted house. but at what cost
#plus in a seasonal sense it is interesting how she is the first one to realize that house hasn't changed at all. with the same enablers and#the same environment he will always act the same. and he wanted! to change. but they can't let him because they assume that#if he can't be a genius doctor then he can't be a person. and he believes it because he's got nothing else going on for him lol#allison cameron#house md#hameron#<- i guess? lol
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save them tbh
#my art lol#shitpost#vocaloid#flower vocaloid#fukase vocaloid#oliver vocaloid#utatane piko#zhiyu moke#stupid joke i've been meaning to make for a while lmao. 'quick' doodles done in an attempt to save my mental state a bit (didnt work)#i'm sure moke's got issues too but nothing overtly bad ever happens to him in my shit i think... but thats more bc i forget abt him š#i think i keep accidentally proving my theory that vocaloid is my default hyperfix bc especially more so in times of stress i go back to it#and bc ive been doing rly bad lately YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!! inflict the horrors on those poor guys. ššš#im not gonna get too into it rn bc im just gonna post this + something else rq and then i really have to get back to studying#but my faves always always suffer thats just the rules of how my art works lol.#its my trauma and i get to pass it on to fictional characters of my choosing in an attempt to cope and process it!#because as much as bad shit happens to them SOMETIMES they get happy ends. and if thats possible for them maybe one day for me...
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kill me
(*wobbly tearstained voice* this is father & son richard plantagenet in henry vi part 3 1983 dir jane howell btw. which is. extremely good)
#HIM. DAD!!!?!?! YOU SEE#I thought the ian holm (1965) version of richard and york's relationship was devastating. I had no idea what was coming for me#henry vi part 3#shakespeare#richard iii#he just folds into the hug so completely and without trepidation even when he thinks he's being reprimanded. is the thing#'love forswore me in my mother's womb'#WHAT WAS YOUR DAD THEN RICHARD??? CHOPPED LIVER???????#*on my knees on the bare earth rending my garments and clawing at my bloodied face*#your brothers kind of suck I will grant you but they frankly seem to love you just as much or more than they love each other lol#I'm fine. the self-fulfilling prophecy and utter desolate isolation of abject self-loathing just got in my eyes again#I suppose a lifetime of your mum going 'shame of my womb' would do that to a motherfucker but STILL#honestly nothing beats moving through henry vi parts 2 and 3 before hitting richard iii. especially in this version#when you see the desperation verging on mania of york deciding to claim the throne reflected in his son later and it's like. ah. oh.#'not like the dam or the sire' are u sure about that margaret lmao#even the way richard will eventually do his asides are direct mirrors to how his father does it in this version#the matching limp after york gets wounded by clifford. the way they clearly share a sense of humour. *sounds of agony*#never have I witnessed a york I actually rooted for so deeply as bernard hill's even WITH that worrying intensity tho#among other high points of this version: a neverending cavalcade of some of the best noses you'll ever see in your life#also an unusual but SO fucking good take on richard. laurence olivier's version is certifiably Iconic of course (for better or worse)#but he is also like. transparently a disney villain haha I believe I coined the term 'murderscamp' to describe him#lots of fun to watch but it makes everyone else look like such absolute dumbasses for not seeing him for what he is#and lots of performances to my mind go way too far into the creep factor way too quickly#with ron cook's softspoken more believeably vulnerable richard from the outset it's easier to see how he flies under the radar#he's short and slight his voice doesn't rise that much even when he's in a rage and he's the softest with their father#you see how edward and george could still categorize him as their baby brother and not take him seriously -- not realize that some things#have uh. Shifted!! under the surface! over the years! in ways they probably should have been paying attention to!#to them he's still the kid warwick carried off stage on his shoulders.#frighteningly capable in battle but still more to be protected than protected from. until... god. augh. ow.
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i need a drawfee archive that's got every stupid funny moment documented in chronological, alphabetized order for when i spontaneously remember a really obscure bit that i need to find or else i'll explode. i need to be able to type an extremely vague description in a search bar and have it understand me completely.
#slight tangent but a part of me wants to learn how to edit comps just so i can make one of all their parody song bits#theyre so dumb and they bring me such joy#you could prolly get a 20 minute video thats JUST mr brightside references lol#anyway for context#i had a memory of someone drawing the same image twice pop into my head with no prompting whatsoever#all i could remember was that the colors were funky and the images were droopy?? and im 93% sure it was jacob#and it was too off the rails for me to easily link it to a specific challenge or thumbnail#all i knew is that it felt kinda recent so i spent like 20 minutes scrolling the timeline of every video starting 9 months ago#and i did find it! much easier to find when its within a year thank god. its from 'making art out of our worst spam emails'#specifically jacobs section. and id say the 20 minutes was worth it. the duplication and immediate fade in of the render will always send m#so ye go watch it if youve got nothing else to do. help me justify the time cost lol#drawfee#sea rambles
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one of my favorite lore bits about my six is that like, basically the only reason they go along w the events of the main quest at the start isn't cuz they want revenge or answers, but bc their delivery order said they were responsible for recovering the chip should they lose it and they were like "well I don't wanna get fired so"
#juno.txt#fnv#six#thats what they say out loud at least#deeper down they started going toward the strip bc it was the only sense of direction and (relative) normalcy they had#that piece of paper is all they have of anything before benny. its barely a past but its all they have of their past#it's all they knew about themself atp#and they'll tell you they dont care abt their past and they dont wanna find out . and for the most part this is true#but i think they held onto that paper for much longer than they shouldve. and every time they look at it something aches horribly#it was the only thing that made sense. the only thing that they Knew was for them. so why not follow it y'know#if youve got nothing better to do lol. nothing else at all
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Started watching the Bayverse movies with my besties and... Are we just too gay for these movies??? Admittedly we only finished the first two and got through a quarter of the third, but the second one was such a drag to sit through at times and it probably doesn't help that we do NOT care about Sam that much. I hope that there is a character arc for him in the rest of the third movie. Because so far he has not been fun to watch in that one. He just comes off as a slight manchild to me, like... I can see why he would be frustrated with where he is in life but the way he acts with others and lashes out does not help him in the slightest. I do have to admit though that seeing him go to Cybertronian Heaven in the second movie was the funniest part for me and my besties lol.
I'll just hope that the other guy in the next movies will be at least a bit more interesting. Doesn't even have to be a good guy, just an interesting guy for me lol
#rintalks#text#transformers#transformers bayverse#A lesbian demigirl a she/they lesbian and a nonbianry bisexual watch Bayverse with alcohol- You'll never guess what happens next#Adding a Drinking Game to your (attempted) movie marathon can increase the fun for the whole group lol#But only when everyone knows how to drink responsibly and does not peer pressure of course#I feel like they made Sam too much of an Everyman that he basically had nothing as a person himself#He is literally a middle-class white teenage boy who is not too smart nor too sporty a bit awkward but says witty lines and-#It feels like so much to just say nothing#No real soft and or hard skills to speak of for this dude#Nothing about him as a person was what was needed in the two movies either#It was so circumstancial#If he wasn't related to his captain/explorer grandfather and had his glasses then he never would've been sucked into the conflict#if he didn't touch the shard in the second movie then he wouldn't have been an accidental cybertronian usb stick#I do admit that the movie wouldn't have come to it's conclusion without his involvement and the knowledge he sucked up but everything else-#It wasn't exactly HIS knowledge and he wasn't the guy who had all the breakthroughs or epiphanies.#Also. Him going to cybertronian heaven lol. All these soldiers also gave their lives to protect Optimus where do they go? Lmao#I feel like Mikaela would've been a better protagonist but considering that it was the 2000s and she was a girl in a āāboy franchiseāā-#fat fucking chance man ToT#The way she was driving in reverse while having Bumblebee in the back shoot at Decepticons was som genuinely cool shit ngl#And she only got the car bc she knew how to unlock and jumpstart it!!! Queen shit!!!#I'm so far not a fan of how weirdly enabling Carly is of Sams more immature tendencies but I won't give up hope and just watch!#Maybe they'll break up bc they see they're not good for each other or maybe the trauma will change them and draw them closer to each other#there are many ways to go with both of these characters and their relationship#Am I having too much hope? Probably but I don't want to be too cynical about things lol#makes life a bit more fun that way too#Funnily enough the only characters me and my besties found ourselves slightly attached to were the idiot twins in the second movie#and the little monstertruck guy voiced by Tom Kenny at times. Not in all his scenes but you know. A win is a win.#And of course Bumblebee except for that scene where he pissed on that dude in the first movie that was not it
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āJason should get over being upset about his deathā - he has, he wasnāt angry at Bruce or the world because they failed him and he ended up dying, which he made clear plain as day and thatās about the most reasonable a person who went through what he went through could be
anyway I donāt think these people realize how gory being bludgeoned to near death is, and maybe it's because of the limitations of the medium that scene was presented in
#not to mention he had to process the added heartbreak of his birth motherās rejection/betrayal at the same time#like yeah he was cocky and smiling in the uth movie go Jason go but thatās also the same movie that drastically changed the context#and tone of that scene by erasing Sheila#kelseethe#I remember the first time reading aditf I got flashbacks to a Korean horror movie that still puts me in a weird place#anyway it was about a serial killer who went around killing people by beating their skulls in with a hammer#one of the plots was centered around a victim who didnāt die after the first attack and even managed to escape at first#long story short she was running around trying to get help and the cops were useless + he ended up finding her again and finished the job#sfx brains skull blood and viscera everywhere#and thatās exactly what happened to Jason you just didnāt see any gore because itās an American comic#nor did you hear his screams and the sounds from metal making contact with bone and guts#and like I said the uth movie was pretty sanitized too same for the titans show which also downplayed his death lol#anyway I think itās really forgiving of Jason not to blame Bruce or anyone else for the fact that they let the circumstances lead to that#and to instead only criticize how nothing was done in the aftermath#Idk I always found it a bit fascinating how it doesnāt seem to have dawned on most people including his fans#exactly how violent that experience was
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Curious to know because I'm interested:
If you reblog, feel free to drop some lore (what 'ware, your lifepath, all that good stuff)
#Cyberpunk 2077#CP2077#I never usually ask questions to the wider fandom audience but I ruminate on this from time to time#Riley was a unique case because she got an prosthetic at age 11 and then nothing else until age 23. Not even an operating system.#And I find that backstory among a few others who main a nomad V#Likewise I find corpo!Vs tend to get a lot of cyberware fairly early and are pretty chromed up by the time the game gets going#Interested to know if a V's lifepath influences that at all. idk#Am I Trauma Socks-ing beyond the grave of Discord? Maybe lol#Aldi speaks
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After the Gangreen Gang, who would you say is your favorite character in the show?
This is so hard! I really love the Powerpuff Girls collectively. I always loved them all but as a kid Bubbles was my favorite, as a teenager Buttercup was my favorite, and now I canāt pick! I feel like a piece of each of them lives inside me and picking just one feels wrong :,)
I feel like the girls are the embodiment of nostalgia for me and I really love them all. I see them and it fills my heart with warmth honestly!
Favorite villain OTHER than the gangreen gang though is Mojo Jojo for sure. Mojo Jojo was my favorite villain as a kid too!
#spoilers for sins of my youth if anyone else is reading that#but I was actually soooooo mortified when mojo jojo died in somy omg </3#it made sense there was nothing else that could be done#as I was reading I found myself hoping he would die but when it happened ššš#I seriously had to go rewatch mojo jojo episodes and remind myself he wasnāt dead LMAO#you know youāre a good writer when youāve got someone rooting for one of their favorite characters to die lol.#it was one of the many times somy brought me to tears#eternal-night-owl#answers
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front/back of a bookmark i made for my program's bookmark design competition
#top 3 get 25 bucks and i need all the money i can get in this expensiveass city tbh lol#if nothing else tho it hopefully(???) got me out of my art block funk#if you Really tried ig you could guesstimate what school this is for. but that'd be weird. don't be weird#my art#grad school#artists on tumblr#mlis#the theme i was going for was sorta like 'information getting passed down through different eras of technology' something like that#last person is a semi-self portrait of my 'working in the rare books archives vault' days. good times.#also my drawing tablet literally died when i was 80 percent done with this. most of the coloring was like me doing finger painting JESUS
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Fuck my stupid lonely gay life
#AUGHH. AM I EVEN CAPABLE OF CONNECTING WITH OTHER HUMAN BEINGS#gun to my head. am i even a real person anymore#i dont even like talking to other people is the worst part#sometimes i wonder how my life would be if i hadnt developed insanely severe social anxiety in high school#never trust how you feel about your life after 8pm <- repeating this over and over#how do people even make online friends. like. i guess i would have to actually talk to people#but even then what if i say something wrong. what if i dont have anything to say. scary#i think a new hyperfixation would fix me (haha ) but i havent been able to enjoy anything on that level recently and its kind of#PISSING ME OFF but whatever. is this what neurotypical peoples lives are like. how do they do it#pacing in a circle zoloft takes 8 weeks to work zoloft takes 8 weeks#i guess i use this account as a vent mostly but thats because i have no where else to . LOL#whatever. another vent post for the ages. this ones not even coherent. im so good at talking about fucking nothing dude#vent#talking#i like going through my own vent posts and analyzing my character development like im from a story#hey past me i hate to zay it but stimulants did not fix your problems. in fact they sent you into a major dissociative episode#got put on ritalin now but i dont think its gonna help probably. but maybe thats because the last two adhd medications were so terrible#but i think my adhd too bad for weak stimulant and my anxiety too bad for strong stimulant . my mental illness cocktail untreatable#im so glad you cant see views on tumblr that shit made me so anxious on twitter i deleted an entire account lol#bro cant make friends and he cant maintain the friendships he has š what a loser
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