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#i got insomnia#i can't sleep#mental health#insomniac#free me#from the clutches of insomnia#please and thank
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Am I weird for this? Does anyone else sometimes look at a fictional character and get a very strong urge to sniff them cause they look like they smell really good?
#i always got that with itachi#and while my logic tells me he's a sweaty smelly fella cause he's always on the road and probably haven't showered in a week#the vibes tell me he smells like some people's clean homes#like a mix of clean carpet/floors. laundry powder. and maybe incense#insomnia thoughts#it's 7 am i can't sleep help
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Have you ever noticed how Vessel has never actually said the words "I love you"? Like. He says it many, many times - each breath he takes is a confession - but he has never said it.
It's always "my love is / as (...)", "I'm full of the love you want", "like lovers", "your love", "(...) falling in love with me". The closest we get is "I made loving you (...)". Which still isn't quite the same as saying I love you.
It's almost like he needs to put some sort of barrier between what he feels and what he knows it's the truth to lessen the blow. Because he does love them, and will continue to do so, forevermore. No matter the cost of rain, through death. He's theirs unconditionally, even if it hurts him, right?
But they don't feel the same. He knows that. He begs for it, for them to fall for him, to take a bite, show him what it's like.
Vessel knows that they want his love, companionship, worship, whatever you want to call it, the way a wolf wants its prey. He knows that they keep him around, keep pretending to be falling in love with him, merely as play thing, a means to an end. He knows all of this and keeps loving anyway, knowing that his love doesn't matter.
You don't really love,
you just hate to be alone.
Because hiding behind big, fancy, flourished phrases like "I'll live like I've got missing limbs for you", and "My arms belong around you", and "We go beyond the farthest reaches", and -
And you know I'll be yours Just want to be worth it I will run like the wind till you follow me again
- is much easier than to admit the very simple and pathetic three-worded truth, knowing it is not reciprocated. Not anymore at least (if ever).
If what they say is "Nothing is forever", then what makes love the exception?
#guess who had a bout of insomnia and got hella sad and yearning 👍#augh. friends gather round. we aching together#highly doubt it'll ever happen but if he ever says “i love you” i will exit this plane of existence#Vessel hiding cold simple truths behind layers of sugar coating and vague metaphors will forever be my favourite thing#homeboy looks tough and spooky but really he's just a sad little wet cat quaking in his tabis 🥺#anyways. hi everyone 🙂✌️#sleep token#sleep token lore#darya is unhinged
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doodles of the wasp of all time
#DIES. GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD#wonder what he does when he taunts. he seems so utterly flamboyant when doing so#I’m trying to draw something for Christmas but NOPE I got distracted and drew zasp!! yikes!!#it’s ok it’s ok I didn’t really spend too much time with these. I have time!!!#I’m So tired ok normal tag time#art#bug fables#zasp bf#bug fables zasp#zasp bug fables#etc and so on.. why are there so many tags for the same thing I cannot stand it#the. meds formy indomins sure kicking in#Indonesian insomnia shysgerr whatever
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I feel like I've lived ten lives since dan and phil last uploaded
#went on vacation and came back#dealt with a fruit fly infestation that occurred while i was gone#had a few mental breakdowns and extreme insomnia#got sick#started a new job#it's been extremely cold here meanwhile my family is super close the fires in LA#idk man everything is crazy#and that's just my life. i feel like everytime i open Instagram I am bombarded with extremely fucked up news about policy or wars#i need to just stop looking at instagram. not because there is news / current events discussion#but because a lot of the discussion is just lots ofcycles of reactions and shock and nothing that really encourages helpful action just fear#dan and phil#phan#dnp
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My woowoo from @ruporas came in, so Vash came to greet him! But there are eight!! And wolfwood has enough trouble with just ONE Vash...
Nah, I'm sure he'll be fine!
Vash artists:
Vash with doughnut- @/kaogens
Both Vash that are blue acrylic - @/conjunx @/endurae
Vash button- @/myuminji
Both Sniveling Vash- @/leox-un
tiny vash by ww's foot and the vash in shirt - @/artinggrace
Bonus WW after the photoshoot:
Gramps is tired and wants to sleep
#clefartist talk#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun stampede#trigun stargaze#/look. i had a bout of insomnia a few days ago so logically i had to fulfill my promise of throwing nearly all my vash stuff at plush woowo#/and then i got gung-ho and made it a whole photoshoot. whoops#/plush WW's nickname is Gramps for Appropriate Reasons and is said with as much affection as possible#/he came in wrapped and packaged like a baby jesus on a nativity scene and i couldnt stop smiling over how silly it looked#/i love him so much!!!! cant wait to get his partner vash!!!
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Sooo how did Kevin, Jean and Riko learn to drive? I mean, I really find it hard to imagine Tetsuji teaching them how to shift gears and all that...
#This is the kind of thing I think about when I have insomnia.#Seriously#who taught them how to drive?#Did they learn in the Ravens' black cars already?#Imagine learning to drive in a fancy car you got from your cult.#kevin day#jean moreau#riko moriyama#the perfect court#edgar allan ravens#all for the game#atfg
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glasses and gadgets gang
#the insomnia is kicking my ass#but this is how i became a better artist#by irresponsibly using the extra hours i'm awake to practice#(do not actually do this)#(don't)#for my nearsighted homies#my farsighted homies#and my bitches with astigmatism#turtleweens pointed out#bayDonnie is farsighted#which: correct#if the eyes look huge in the lens#you got the far sight#if the eyes look like dots#bitch good luck if you ever put down your glasses and forget where immediately after#the fact both donnies#have done the dumbest shit with their brothers#and have their OHHHHHHH!!! reactions#mwah#chef's kiss#fanart shitposting#mutant mayhem#mutant mayhem donnie#mm donnie#mm donatello#bayverse donnie#bayverse donatello#bay tmnt#bayverse tmnt#bay donnie
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you are my morning light~
guy who sleeps in 50 different positions, managed to kick all the pillows off the bed, and wakes up with the worst bedhead ever x guy who sleeps like the literal reincarnation of sleeping beauty
#honestly in my mind i think apollo would have insomnia. maybe this is just what he looks like with good sleeping meds#this probably took me over 10 ish hours and i didnt even notice. got too locked in#klavier gavin#apollo justice#klapollo#kyodoroki#ace attorney#art
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A little Xavier drabble based on my earlier post. It's about 400 words
You'd be the first to admit that it had been a while since you'd gotten enough rest. What can you say, though? Hunter business was booming in all the worst ways.
It wasn't just you this recent increase in monsters had been affecting. Nero and Tara had been putting in extra hours and even Xavier had put in overtime. The latter resulting in barely there bags under his eyes, on his otherwise perfect complexion.
Speaking of your neighbor, he was right in front of your door as you opened it to rush to work.
"Ah, you're awake? Good," he says, the tone of his voice neutral, as always, yet you pick up on the sleepiness laced through it. There's no mistaking it, Xavier only just rolled out of bed.
"Hey Xavier, wanna carpool?" You ask, trying to step past him. He blocks your path, even goes as far as to wrap his arm around you to keep you from slipping past him.
"Jenna called. She told us to take the day off. Another unit will be filling in for us in fear of overworking the unicorns," he explains.
Unsatisfied with that explanation, you still try to push past him. "Well, I'm up now anyway, might as well kill some wanderers."
He leans against you, his weight paired with the arm keeping you pressed against him pushes you back inside your apartment, and he somehow manages to close the door behind him.
"Oh no," you can almost hear that sneaky little grin in his voice. "Gravity," he leans onto you with even more weight, and it's all you can do to stumble to the couch, trying not to fall to the floor. "It's increasing on me."
"Xavier!" You protest. "No, it is not!" You try to push one last time, but he just lets himself fall against you again, successfully making both of you drop onto the couch.
"Is too, (y/n), the same thing happened yesterday" with both of you laying on the couch, though with him still enforcing his 'increased gravity' on you, you could see his face again. He DID have that smug little grin on his face. "The wanderers almost got me because of it. You simply must indulge me and nap with me, or it may cost me my life."
With a huff, a frown, and a yawn, you end up complying. And with a heated and weighted Xavier blanket on you, you doze off fairly quick.
#Xavier x reader#xavier#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace xavier x reader#lads xavier#lads xavier x reader#ive got insomnia so what better to do than write about napping?#for real though what i wouldnt give for xavier to cuddle me to sleep#but yeah disclaimer this was written at 7 am after 2 days of barely sleeping so if its incoherent pls tell me lmfao
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good morning opening shift bakudekuers hopefully you all got more sleep than i did
#i got Two Hours of sleep 🤩 i have to wake up at 4:30-4:50am for my opening shifts#i wish you all a very sleep better than i did#insomnia woooooo#bkdk#bakudeku#ktdk#katsudeku#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia
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Hm... the idea of the ghosts of Uchiha continuing to endure beside the mourner who grieves them, even beyond death... Idk, it compels me.
#Or something like that anyways lol. It's fun to draw ig. So... I think I was going for:#Izuna guiding a near-blind Madara to take his eyes and -#- Mikoto wishing she could unburden her youngest son of the unimaginable weight that has been placed on his shoulders.#Something like that.#Sasuke Uchiha#Madara Uchiha#Izuna Uchiha#Mikoto Uchiha#Uchiha Clan#Naruto#naruto fanart#Really this is a combo of me wanting some expression practice and - maybe you guessed it - more insomnia lol.#Also I'm seeing so many mistakes but I AM going to try to go to sleep... got sucked into so many meetings today and am tired but my body -#- will not cooperate rip. But maybe I'll fix tomm.#Also if you sent asks I have them in progress - I just need to edit and pull a few more manga panels.#Btw it was CRIMINAL that we didn't get Mikoto/Fugaku or Izuna edo tensei... but I guess that would have humanized the Uchiha too much -#- and Kishi wasn't about that anymore lol... he had a genocide to justify lol.
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Martin Blackwood writing extremely mediocre poetry for himself and himself alone in his late 20s is like soooo endearingly cringey but then YOU try writing extremely mediocre poetry for yourself and yourself alone in your late 20s and it's like OH. OH GIRL I GET IT!
#martin blackwood#tma#literally like. its so fun and soothing#everyone should have something that they enjoy and are aggressively mediocre at#also you'll never guess who's got some insomnia and is writing poetry in my notes app#i definitely WONT be sooo cringefail and post it in the morning#and it definitely WON'T be thinly veiled as being about doctor who
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you ever read a fic that changes the literal trajectory of life? that renders you incapable of picking up another piece of literature? cause same.
#FANFICTION IS REAL LITERATURE#CHANGE MY MIND#ANYONE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE IS WRONG#i have soo many examples#BLIND BY OBSIDIANSICKLE#scarlet scroll by silvershine#house of crows by silvershine#lost and found by lady silvamord#Mamihlapinatapai by FM_white#they tumble down by thimbleful#getou has insomnia by LapizSagana#Invictus by EllanaSan#+ so much more i can remember rn#atp i should just make a fic rec list lol#fan fiction#fanfic community#fanfic#naruto#sasusaku#fanfic writing#kakasaku#itasaku#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#getou x shoko#game of thrones#the hunger games#hayffie#got#jonsa
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I think rin is actually an early riser or at least was cuz he liked making breakfast for everyone but since demons are nocturnal his powers getting unsealed completely ruined his internal clock
#i love when people make fics of rin's demon powers ruining his life cuz its a big and sudden change to his body#fun stuff#i never saw rin as the kind of guy to stay up really late on purpose tho#i mean obvi he doesnt he sleeps 11 hours a day#he seems like a nap type of guy#rin insomnia truthers are right tho and im one of them#i feel like rin used to get up hella early and do all his chores make breakfast help out his family#and also that he actually got to school maybe not on time but early and just left midway through at lunch#just for the record i think yukio is a night owl and hes just trained himself to wake up early#supported by his 4 hour average#he prolly got a reading light smh nerd#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#rin okumura#yukio okumura
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so maybe. just like maybe. try to make it so that you don't get exposed to covid, get two vaccines, start a new medication, have a busy time at work, and then get no sleep because of a car alarm going off twice, all in the same 48hr period.
would not recommend
#personal#I'm still recovering tbh#it's been a rough week#I've got a lot to do today and it sucks but I'm gonna do my best#I can see my sleep debt ticking up as I stare into the void of insomnia#surely this will not come back to haunt me#oh god I didn't even mention the allergies#I'm allergic to the outdoors right now and spending a decent amount of time in it#this is fiiine
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