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#my only love ₊˚⊹.* ♡ *.⊹˚₊#needthat#fuck#i genuinely cannot breathe#SOMEONE HELP ME#I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE#why is he SOOOO#MINE MINE MINE#GODDD#PLEASE#WHY IS HE SO FUCKING FINE#IM GONNA JUMP#WHO GAVE HIM THE RIGHT#WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM#FUCK MEEEE#jay enhypen#park jongseong#enhypen
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I love these polls. But this feels like a weird and uncomfortable time to continue them. While we are in the process of deciding whether or not to give fascism unlimited power in the greatest military power currently on the planet, these posts feel uncomfortably out of touch with the existential threat facing all of humanity. I cannot enjoy voting in silly polls when I know that all of humankind faces the threat of extermination.
When we can return to a less horrifying reality, I would enjoy revisiting these polls. At the moment, to continue them feels like a cruel celebration of privilege from those who are insulated from the most extreme consequences of current proposed policies. It is hard to think of what level of inhumanity is necessary to continue laughing in the face of so much world-wide horror.
Of course you don't have to stay, and I won't begrudge you at all for going. But there's one point of yours here I feel is worth discussing, and it's your last one: laughing in the face of world-wide horror.
There is a difference between laughing at horrifying things and taking a break to laugh. In a world that is horrifying—and, to be honest, has been horrifying since this blog began, and long before then, and will be after it's done—you need to laugh to keep your endurance. I mean that every step of the way. You will not be able to keep fighting for the people who need your help, including yourself, if you don't give yourself a break and let yourself have joy and silliness in little dollops on the regular.
In my real life, when I'm not posting hot silly people on the hot silly people blog, I try to find ways to help change the world for the better. I've been trying for a while. And one of the key things I've learned in that while is that having a little fun and silliness does not dilute the work of making the world better—it gives you the fuel to keep doing it. Your human brain and body need a muchness. They need joy and sorrow and work and rest and laughter to keep going—and before you say, that's a privilege! yes, in today's broken world it often is. It should not be one. It is a right. You have the right to find spots of joy, silliness, time off from the world.
Stuff sucks right now, but taking ten minutes off to let yourself rest is not going to contribute to the end of the world. We need to rest and laugh if we want to keep going. I've always said this is a silly blog, and I maintain that yes! it is silly, it is pointless, this is nothing big at all. Nothing here has any consequence. And that can be a small good thing at the end of the day. It doesn't mean the big stuff doesn't matter if we have the small stuff too. We can have both. We need both.
I hope you find peace, wherever you are.
#i disagree with a lot of this ask fundamentally but genuinely do wish the best of the asker#laughter + joy are resilience. you need them. we need them.#[also i cannot go another second without adding this blog only started in december which was ALSO a terrifying horrifying time to be alive.#[there is never a good time to be silly! there is never a time you're “allowed” to be silly.]#[so be silly. and once you've caught your breath from the belly laugh kick the horror in the fucking face.]#asks
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L is less of a blanket and more of an iron maiden. squeezing light half to death is the only way his insomnia-challenged ass can fall asleep
gift 1/3 for my DN secret santa @llawlieta ! for ur prompt of light and L sleeping and being vulnerable and fluffy with each other… thank u so much to the @dnsecretsanta mod for their hard work in setting up this whole lovely shebang!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS ∩(´∀`∩)🧡🌀💤
#i specifically referenced charlie brown screaming AAUGH! for that last panel#i think if light and snoopy ever met one would end up throttling the other to death and it wouldn’t be the human boy walking away alive#if u see this comic as a continuation of my last one then it looks like lawlight are a dysfunctional couple who genuinely love each other#but biologically cannot resist going bananas if one of them breathes wrong#rule of lawlight: L always finds a way to piss off light & light always finds a way to get pissed off at L#美迪 archive#💡princess posting⋆˚✿˖°#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#death note#dnsecretsanta23
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SET SIX - ROUND ONE - MATCH THREE
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"Electric Fan (Feel it Motherfuckers): Only Unclaimed Item from the Stephen Earabino Estate" (1997 - John Boskovich) / "Untitled" (Portrait of Ross in L.A.)" (1991 - Félix González-Torres)
ELECTRIC FAN (FEEL IT MOTHERFUCKERS): it makes me literally insane that’s all that’s left of him and he made sure it would stay remembered, something something the last trace of a breath immortalized the only way it could be. Feel it, motherfuckers. (courfeyracs-swordcane) (also submitted by callixton and weeweewhirlwind)
UNTITLED (PORTRAIT OF ROSS IN L.A.): It fucks me up SO MUCH. The artist's partner was named Ross, and died of AIDS in the same year this was created. The ideal weight is roughly the average of an adult man. The allegory there... people taking the candy, decreasing the weight, the same way people took away from Ross and every other victim of the AIDS crisis by refusing to help, to do anything at all. Except this has an "endless supply" of candy. People can take and take and it keeps coming back. They can't get rid of us forever. We will prevail and we will rebuild and I WILL be fucked up about this forever (ceaseless-rambler)
("Electric Fan (Feel It Motherfuckers): Only Unclaimed Item from the Stephen Earabino Estate" is an electric fan encased in plexiglass with vinyl faux etching and a plexiglass base with casters by gay American artist John Boskovich--Stephen Earanbino's partner. It was the last item left in Stephen Earabino's estate after his death by AIDS and measures 56 7/8 x 22 3/4 x 12 1/2 in. (144.5 x 57.8 x 31.8 cm). It is held by The Museum of Contemporary Art in Los Angeles.
"Untitled (Portrait of Ross in LA)" is a modern art installation consisting of wrapped candies (constantly removed and replaced) by gay Cuban-American artist Félix González-Torres after the death of his partner, Ross, by AIDS. The weight is equivalent to a healthy human male - approximately 175 lbs (79kg). It is located at the Art Institute of Chicago, Chicago.)
#art that fucks you up tournament#polls#atfyu polls#id in alt text#did you know wikipedia has an entire page on Art of the AIDS Crisis#i am SO sorry about this matchup. like genuinely. i am torn.#GOD i cannot express how these two make me feel#feel it motherfuckers. feel his breaths. take the candy and know that we are always coming back. that is him and he is here.#idk how to insert this information but john boskovich was not left anything by his lover's family. the refusal of his love by others...#he only got the fan because no one else wanted it. more in the rbs under my main though.#ross in LA has a lot more propaganda but we're going to cycle it. if it doesn't make it past this round we'll post it all.
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JAYVIK CANON?!!!!??????? JAYVIK CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE ACTUALLY???????? JAYVIK CENTRAL INTEGRAL PART OF THE PLOT?????? JAYVIK THE WHOLE REASON THE WHOLE PLOT EVEN HAPPENED!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!! JAYVIK SPACE MARRIED???????? JAYVIK PARTNERS FOR EVER??????? JAYVIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JAYVIK CANON TO ME!!!!!!!
#arcane spoilers#as you can see i feel very normal about this#genuinely was out of breath watching it fucking shaking i cannot believe it#I WON GUYS I FUCKING WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!\#jayvik#<- the smile that just came onto my face upon posting this and see that that tag is trending. ofc it is
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zo sold u all out sorry guys chinese!vincent is no more, apologies
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HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SO INCREDIBLE AND SO HOT AND SO SWEET AND SO SEXY AND SO BEAUTIFUL
#i vant breathe#that was so hot#i genuinely cannot believe what i just saw#EPISODE 5 HAS GOT ME IN A CHOKEHOLD#bridgerton#polin#bridgerton season 3#luke newton#nicola coughlan#bridgerton s3#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton season three
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ON THE VERGE OF FUCKING TEARS.
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#all caps#i cannot breathe#sanders sides#thomas sanders#this is literally us witnessing history#i'm genuinely terrified right now
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#reptiblr#snakes#ball pythons#i genuinely cannot fathom why people think pugs are a good argument for breeding spider complex morphs#like no i actually dont think pugs and bulldogs and boston terriers should be bred if they cant breathe#and i dont think snakes who dont understand which way is up should be bred#because thats just messed up#genuinely ive seen so many people argue this as a gotcha#they just pretend like “oh i guess this is a DOUBLE STANDARD”#nope ive actually thought pugs were unethical way before i learned about snake morphs
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The real reason Hawke won't stop winning at cards c:
A HUGE thank you (and a dozen smaller but no less heartfelt exclamations of joy) to @ndostairlyrium for doing my baby justice--I cannot express enough how much I adore this! I could take in the way they're looking at each other forever and never be tired of it 💗You truly did such incredible work with this. I cannot thank you enough!
#pssst if you want to commission someone you should comm ali she is an absolute delight of a human being#besides being enormously talented!!#fenhawke#fenris x hawke#fenris#fenris dragon age#maria hawke#custom hawke#hawke#dragon age#da2#dragon age 2#THANK YOU again oh my goodness#i cannot thank you enough truly#the way they are looking at each other!!!#her freckles are a marvel; i am genuinely still floored that you drew them individually#and her hair!! it's a character in and of itself!!#also the motion in this; the way it feels like this is the breath before he picks up his glass#like the fire is going to go on dancing in the little lantern and she's going to slip the card into her hand or lean against him#i just! feel like you captured their whole dynamic in one painting and it's so perfect!#i am hugging them to my chest! i am going to print this and put it where i can see it every day!#they are so in love!!!#AND OH MY GOD I JUST NOTICED THAT THE LITTLE KING AND QUEEN LOOK LIKE THEM#THE KING IS SO GRUMPY!!#!!!!! YOU ARE A GENIUS!!! I AM CRYING AGAIN!!!#sdfksak before this descends into incoherence!!#thank you again so much ali!#(and i wasn't sure if it was cool for me to post the second thing--so i am currently gazing at lovingly and appreciating it deeply)#(and p.s. in a totally not-weird way you gave maria an *excellent* ass thank you so much)#godddd no i'm not done the FAVOR aughhhh i am overcome
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the scenes with kafka beating shit to smithereens with sexy guitar bass boosted in the back turn me on so much it’s actually fucking ridiculous
#genuinely heaving hard breathing n all#I cannot handle#qtayisidjdjjdnf wtfFFFFF my head hurts#ring ring#kaiju no. 8
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Btw just so everyone knows if you throatfuck me or fuck me in general or put your hands on my body at all I cry no I can’t control it no I cannot stop yes you can be mean about it please let me know.
#queer nsft#t4t nsft#trans nsft#ftm nsft#ftm puppy#puppy sub#crying kink#dacryphilia#it’s accidental okay#I genuinely cannot help it I do not know what’s wrong with me#if u fuck me expect me to cry#babe pls am I still sexy with puffy red eyes and a snotty nose and I can’t breathe#babe wdym it makes you feel bad it’s just tears stick it in
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don't talk to me don't look at me don't breathe in my direction while I mourn my husband
#this is the worst timeline#in which maximus decimus meridius (only good man ever to draw a breath) had to die#HE SUFFERS SO MUCH FOR SO LONG#he is genuinely the man of constant sorrow and for what???#for serving his emperor too faithfully??#for being too honorable a general???#for loving his wife and son too passionately????#I DEFY YOU STARS#if i were his wife and he died first i would lay down beside his grave and never get up again#genuinely i cannot express how much i love him#and how much i just. want to be with him and be his wife and love#where must i go?#what must i do to earn the love of such a good man???#where can he be found???#MAXIMUS I WILL DIE PRAYING TO SEE YOUR FACE WHEN I OPEN MY EYES NEXT#sorry for all the melodrama this morning everyone#i woke up and chose theatrics#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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wake up moni!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LITERALLY HAD TO LOCK MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM TO CALM DOWN BECAUSE I STARTED TEARING UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE OFFICE LIKE THE NORMAL AND MENTALLY WELL BALANCED PERSON I TRULY AM
JIMMYSEA ONCE AGAIN ABOUT TO SERVE SUCH UNPRECEDENTED UNPARALLELED UNMATCHED LEVELS OF MUSIC IMAGERY CINEMATOGRAPHY ARTISTRY COLORS AESTHETIC STORYTELLING STYLE ALL WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY REINVENTING CHEMISTRY ADORATION TENDERNESS DEVOTION REVERENCE PARALLELISM ROMANTICISM SOULMATISM CARE LOVE LIKE THE PINK AND BLUE + THE POOL AS A CALL BACK TO PUENTALAY AND MADLY IN LOVE?????????? THE TWO OF THEM LYING DOWN TOGETHER AS A CALL BACK TO MORKDAY AND BETTER DAYS?????????? GOD IM ABOUT TO FEEL SICK I MISSED THEM SO DAMN MUCH
IF ANYONE NEEDS ME I'LL BE HAUNTING THE HALLS OF THE PSYCH WARD JUST WAILING WEEPING HOWLING SHRIEKING BAWLING BLEATING FOAMING AT THE MOUTH FOR THE REST OF THE DAY
#JIMMYSEA TRULY THE KINGS OF LOVE AND ROMANCE GENUINELY NOBODY LOOK AT ME IM SO FRAGILE RN#I REFUSE TO BELIEVE WE’RE NOT GETTING ANY NEW SERIES TOMORROW#LIKE I KNOW THEY WANT TO STUDY BUT ALSO THEY CANNOT DEPRIVE THE WORLD FROM HOW FUCKING GOOD THEY ARE AT THIS#JIMMYSEA PAY FOR MY THERAPY BILLS LOOK WHAT HAVE I BECOME BECAUSE OF YOU#ANYWAY [TAKES A DEEP BREATH]#my coworkers are gonna think im dead#anyway x2. thank you so much for sending me this anon!!!!!!!#hope you're having a wonderful day!!!!!! 💜#jimmy jitaraphol#sea tawinan#jimmysea#m: ask
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had quite the night drive earlier this evening.
#just me rambling again#web weaving#(?)#uh. one of my friends who is out of town for college was visiting and i got to see him and our friends and the only core member of that#group of people missing was my ex girlfriend who you may also know of as my wonderful wife#who has I assume been very busy with their own life things but has also barely and very sparsely had any hint of communication with any of#us within the past few months which I've been realizing very recently sort of hurts my feelings because we used to be so close and#they had been saying that they would be constantly making sure we still were in each other's lives. but then very quickly have#seemingly dropped off the face of the earth#anyways. I was driving aforementioned friend who is in town back home (family home not college obv) and when i was finally going back#towards my house afterwards my Google maps finally lead me to an area that i was more familiar with driving and i got to an#intersection and it was telling me to take a right to go home but i knew that i knew the way perfectly from that intersection to my#ex girlfriend / best friend / wifes familys house from all of the times I've gone that direction through the past years and so#i turned off my directions and i took a left towards their house#not super sure why but my brain and body just knew it was something i needed to do and so i went and drove down their street and cried#a lot the whole time and then drove myself home from their house once again following a super familiar path#and idk im still feeling very emotional about it. the fact that halloween by noah kahan was the first song to play on Spotify#after i made that left turn im sure didnt help (knowing that i miss them so much and am going to be leaving this area myself#soon enough here and there's been an open offer for a while now that they are welcome to follow and live with me once they get their degree#(and also um. halloween is next week lol)#idk i just havent felt the full force of how badly i miss having them in my life until tonight. when i was around this person i could feel#our souls singing in harmony. i genuinely cannot describe the feelings of our relationship in words i feel like only vaguely abstract art#could communicate the connection that was forged between us and the level of understanding and knowing#something not dissimilar to looking into the sun directly or trying to describe a vivid color to someone who is completely blind#something about the way the entire universe breathes in unison and everything around us are all pieces of the same stars#sigh#i miss my wife tails i miss her a lot /ref
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FAITH IN THE FUTURE WORLD TOUR
JUNE 1ST 2023 | CUYAHOGA FALLS
#so I made this and put it in my drafts literally like a yr ago and never posted it bc I thought it was ugly but i literally am not gonna#fix it anytime soon so here you go#happy (sad) 1 yr anniversary to one of the best happiest days I’ve ever had#*mine#i literally#....AAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaAaAAAAAAAAAaaaaaahhhhHHHHHHH#LOUIS#flashing tw#flashing#this man really pointed at me and gave me an air hug#i will die#yes it;s been over a month and i still havent been able to breathe properly yet#my brain is genuinely still short circuiting i cannot even kid you about this like....im NOT joking#wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtffffff
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