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@CCcreators WE NEED MORE HAIRSTYLES LIKE THIS FOR KIDS PLEASWšš



#im working in a school#i work as auxiliar teacher#with kiddos#and everytime some girl came to class with her hair full of laces or beads#i gain a year of life#its so cute ššš#i wanna this on my simmies#public wcif#wcif#ts4 cc
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#putting this here in case anyone decides to go looking for more info about my particular guy here#1) soccer player 2) gay 3) started for italy met and got engaged to his future husband while there and adopted a girl#4) ends up spending the rest of his life in germany bc he got traded but he WAS able to get gay married there#because it's legal in germany and not italy. ENGAGED FOR LIKE 15 YEARS BTW!!!!!#5) husband dies at 110 and then my guy dies 7 years later also at the age of 110#6) I don't want to start a new life in the game because I played as him for hours and don't have the heart to wipe the slate clean#yusuf yacob you will always be famous. to me. sorry for making your penis injury gain interest#and sorry your mother died after being charged by a hippo
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if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing
#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate.#you just want to help herā but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of youā kissing youā risking her life for you and you#thinkā i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berriesā when she puts them in her mouth.#then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty#house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you thinkā i survived the games. i could survive#this. and you also thinkā i should've bit down on those berriesā should've felt the juice burst before i died.#and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you thinkā she will live and i will die as i should have in the first#place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever#given to youā in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and#you thinkā i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get torturedā your mind altered. the girl is a muttā a murderer. she's#everything you despiseā your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you#have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the lineā you grow in love#more than you thought possible. but some daysā you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your lifeā you love me.#real or not real? and she saysā realā and kisses you.#and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love.#lit#the hunger games#everlark#otp: real or not real?#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#text#tais toi lys#thgpost#*
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vibiano + addressing the bizzyboy fashion crisis āØ
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#doodles#hi. i think about their end credit interviews a lot#every time i draw hector i gain like 2 years of life i swear#hey guess which of these outfits i was actually wearing while i drew th#actually dont. dont guess that
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Another year has passed, and with it the opportunity to reflect back on all that has happened. While my growth was not as dramatic as last year, I can still see lots of positive change.
I'll never have enough ways to say thank you for all the love and support you have given me this year. On to 2025!
(2023 summary here!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#Since last year's independent variable was PD-WWX; this year I used Lan Wangji.#Unfortunately his appearances were not very evenly distributed this year! Lots of LWJ's early in the year#then a dead period in the middle. He is forever my silly rabbit. I love drawing him!#If I have to put a label on this year; I'd describe it as 'experimental'. I pushed myself to do llots of new things!#I drew lots for dungeon meshi and that really boosted my growth. More body types -clothing details - expressions!#Ryoko Kui is a great artist to learn from and It made me realize that I had a lot to gain from doing more studies.#I also started working on a whole new genre of art! While it has taken a backburner spot - I'm working on a game now!#Digital art was my enemy last year but I have been getting a feel for it now.#Goals for this year is to 1) keep working on my personal projects 2) finish PD-MDZS! and 3) practice animation!#I didn't (couldn't) draw as much as I did last year...but I had to take a lesson in humility and taking care of myself.#Drawing is something I do 'for fun' but there were many times it became more stressful than it should.#I'm still learning how to find and maintain balance with everything life throws at me.#We are all works of progress and I am trying very hard to love the process and the journey! I don't really know my destination!#But I will keep taking steps forwards. I never want to be stuck and lost as I once was.#If 2024 was a rough year for you too; We're in this together. Let's keep taking steps together. No matter how small.#Love you all so very much. You've given me strength on the darkest days. Thank you thank you thank you.
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I just think theyre neat!
#every time I draw a background I lose a year off my life#but every time I draw ART I gain it backā¦. balance#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#my art#so u see my excuse for drawing mb with black sclera is that#well what if thatās just how augmented humans look sometimes?#if I was getting a cyborg eyeball Iād want it to look cool af
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More Jason and Cass thoughts (sorry but also not sorry) but if I was magically given full control over DC and could write what I'd want obviously I'd make Cass Batman but I've been thinking of what sort of reaction and role Jason would have in response. I think I'd write his version of "Congrats on the new job!" as a test, involving the Joker and civilians and gangs and Red Hood and a ton of explosives. Bruce failed me, and now he's given up. You're his successor, let's see how you handle this dilemma that freaked him out so badly he threw a batarang into my throat rather than let me avenge my own death in front of him.
So obviously Cass will overcome the traps and the puzzles. That's the fun part to show how competent both of them are and sprinkle in little character moments as we go. But then we reach the emotional crux of the matter, probably laid out as some sort of saw trap because it's Jason. Here I am, a victim of murder. You say nobody dies tonight but I did, and I want the man who did it dead. Not only did Batman fail to avenge me but he failed to stop the Joker from going on to create even more victims. What right do you have to stop me from getting justice for myself? What right does this man have to life after what he's taken from me and from countless others? I'm not trying to kill a random stranger, I'm specifically demanding justice for my own death that I never got while I was gone.
There are two ways this could go. The straightforward route if I knew my time on this run was limited would probably be a pyrrhic victory like the ones Cass's og series was so fond of. Just like Bruce in utrh, she acts on instinct and saves the Joker (and Jason this time) . A win technically, but she fails the test. Jason is once again vindicated but with nothing to show for it. The story ends with Cass sending the Joker back to jail and going back to the batcave, where the old Robin costume looms judgementally, highlighting her failure. It would be the most fitting end given their character molds, all tragedy and conviction and unstoppable force meets immovable object etc.
However... I think the option I prefer would be a little different. Cass levelling with Jason, a killer talking to a murder victim. She has no right to stop Jason from getting justice, she has no love for the Joker but she knows any death she allows to happen like this would devastate her, just like that death row inmate long ago she tried to break out but ended up letting go once the family of the victim talked to her and demanded justice. I think... In this specific situation, she'd just be honest. Morally she has no right sure. Personally she just really really doesn't want anyone to die. Give her one chance, please. Let her try it her way. Not demanding, not lecturing or insisting, just... Please. Don't do this. Let me try another way.
And then what? Jason asks.
In the end a deal is struck. Cass will take the Joker and lock him up, ensuring he never harms anyone again while also trying to rehabilitate him. But the second she fails and he gets free, Jason kills him and she won't stand in his way. It's the kind of deal that leaves both of them mildly disgusted and dissatisfied with themselves, neither of them naturally creatures of compromise when it comes to this specific topic. But Cass is willing to do anything to avoid death and Jason did not expect the new Bat to be so... Flexible? Kind of? Of course maybe she won't actually hold up her end of the deal and when the Joker gets loose she'll try and stop Jason from killing him and he'll get his miserable vindication, but right now this is something strange and new and he's mildly confused and curious about where it will go. He doesn't believe in her ability to contain the Joker forever but he's willing to let her try because her reaction to that future failure interests him. She's given him a sword of damocles to hang above her head and he didn't ask for it or expect it. It's the type of power he never thought the Bat would just... Hand to him.
The conflict ends with neither of them fully winning or losing. They both don't really know what to feel about this.
The thing is, the second Cass let's Jason kill the Joker she's hanging up the mantle. She's staking the Bat on this, because it's always go big or go home with her when it comes to saving others, even someone like the Joker. In this magical universe where I have unlimited power, Cass would lock the Joker in a secret bunker and have Leslie Thompkins talk to him daily, mostly because I think her pacifism speeches and debates in the comics would make a fun contrast to the Joker's evil sadism. (But what about his rights? Doesn't he deserve a trial and to be held in a regular prison? I'm going to be honest I think Cass would be very comfortable bending the rules on this specific situation. Morally questionable but I'd have fun with it. She's going to let Leslie treat Joker like her personal pet project to save his soul because yes she wants him to change but also she's got a city to save every night so go crazy Leslie, have fun.)
And the Batman series would continue with Cass as the lead, new challenges and new antagonists and every twenty issues or so for the first hundred we'll cut back to the Joker briefly if his chats with Leslie can help highlight some thematic element of the current arc. But bit by bit he'd slowly fade away onto oblivion, maybe getting referenced every hundred issues or so until eventually no one remembers or cares about him because there's so much else going on. Meanwhile Jason's got a good thing going as Red Hood, primarily based in Park Row and a tentative ally on the occasion when their vigilante work aligns. Unlike Joker he's a much more frequent character in the comics, and after say 10 years (this is my magical fantasy universe Cass's batman run is going to last for a very long time alright) when people think of DC characters they think of Red Hood long before they think of the Joker.
Is any of this realistic? Right now of course not. It's why I'd go with the pyrrhic victory if I actually got the chance, because it would be the best way to tell the story in the larger context of the Bat narrative. But it's my fantasy DC editor and writer daydream and I'm going to dream big. They're never going to be normal happy siblings, their personal demons will never fully let them be free and the looming possibility of losing everything they currently have narrative wise if Bruce comes back as Batman will always be there. But it's maybe the closest to peace they'll ever get. Unsatisfying and tame compromise that probably violates several laws and ethical codes but whatever. Cass has never read the Geneva convention and Jason's not going to shed tears over the Joker. Let him die relevancy wise if not physically.
#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#dc rambles#Jason Todd#In terms of the larger meta narrative ultimately whether the Joker dies or gets locked up is irrelevant#But Cass will never be willing to just let someone die without trying to the very end to make her case for their life#And I think it's entirely possible Jason would reject her proposal and we're back to square one#But I think the two main reasons to me that he'd accept is one. Cass betting her career on this. She doesn't need to do that.#She could save the Joker and fail Jason's personal test and that would be that. Her actually reaching out#Being willing to risk something precious just to try and compromise with Jason. It would be more than he expected#From a family that he understandably believes he does not matter enough to#And secondly is the long term consequence of the Joker fading into irrelevancy while Jason maintains his prominence as a character#A reverse of his death where he was turned into nothing but a footnote and a memorial for Batman angst#While the Joker went on to gain even more narrative power as Batman's Greatest Enemy#Now he is nothing. And Jason is alive and a solid part of the mythos#It would take time obviously but ultimately from a Doylist sense to me it's the most satisfying resolution#Maybe after like 10 years Cass can die again briefly the Joker gets out and Jason gets to kill him to give Maps some fun Robin angst#But ultimately it's very important to me that if Cass becomes batman the Joker must become irrelevant#He's just not useful enough thematically to be worth his current narrative weight when she's running the show
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yaaa this convinced me to give her a chop sometime soon weeee
#had to spin her around in cas to gain hp... i need energy and motivation to work on my story..........#whewww i'm being so brave about stockpiling posts#i have two scenes shot.. still need to edit BUT i think i'm going to shoot everything first and then edit!#since editing takes me years#anyway. i've found such a nice balance the last month between real life and enjoying my hobbies its been great :)#elia lune serotonin boost acquired. i disappear again. bye love u
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#windscream#starblade#humanformers#maccadam#i designed them the way i would want to get with both so dont @ me#dude i cant find my old transformers sketchbook#im so mad because i already had human windscream designs#let me be lazy pleaaaaaaaaaaase#whatever its ok its ok i have 3 designs for human starscream and 1 for human windblade.#hes high maintenance#starscream#windblade#wait so now that ive drawn this can i get another fellow shipper to hold my hand when i reread TAAO for this year? its time for annual read#i cry about it for days. i need emotional support. or at least someone else to cry with me#i like to specifically read until TAAO and then stop#and then i rot in bed daydreaming about post-canon fix-its. where i dont fix shit. theyre both in extreme pain#but right now yknow what i want? i want ss locked up in wbs house. bro has good mental health. gains a little happy weight#and i want wb re-elected again and again and cybertron in the golden again. arts and culture thriving. many institutes for higher education#the titans are chilling and not ruining wbs life. much luck and prosperity to them both#hitting my head against a wall. why cant i have this#ok brb time to read hurt/comfort fanfic of wbss
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day 147
psychically induced chronic illness squad
#day 147#year 4#aradia megido#sollux captor#homestuck#arasol#solluxs migraine thing is right in his introduction#but we only get like. one line from aradia in her singular conversation with rose in a5#where she mentions an 'elusive feeling of sickness' following her for her entire life#which i think you could read as like. anxiety/sense of impending doom due to upsetting psychic whispering 24/7#but when i was a kid and i felt anxious it ALWAYS manifested as a feeling of Oh I Am Going To Barf About This#to the point that i spent like a full year getting a whole barrage of medical tests trying to figure out what was wrong with my guts#turned out it was simply undiagnosed mental illness because nobody really considered that a 6 year old could have one of those#but such is life anyway catch me projecting onto these two once a fucking gain
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#ask to tag#I was underweight most of my life (not on purpose) but in the past couple years I've gained a decent amount of weight#it may be a side effect of one of my medications so I don't know if it will be permanent#but overall I think it's a good thing and I certainly won't be going out of my way to get rid of it if it does stay.#I'd like to be well enough to start working out again someday but that's about adding muscle not about getting rid of anything.#(I know body weight can be a very stressful topic in a lot of directions for a lot of people so I kinda chewed on this for a bit)#(but I talk about other aspects of my illness from time to time too and this is also part of it)#(the being underweight was probably a symptom of the immune disorder tbh; in unfortunate conjunction with other factors)#anyway we can all agree that it is wonderful that kirby is so squishy like a fat winter bird :)
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the werewolf gf's blood runs warm! @artbytesslyn
#Maica#Daisy#UMP#Untitled monster project#butch#femme#wlw#lesbians#whenever i get to draw big muscly Maica I gain another year of life#werewolf#vampire#whenever i draw Daisy with her index and middle fingernails trimmed i gain 2 extra years of life#Both ladies use she/her thank you!
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hi! ive never interacted with ur blog via asks before but im obsessed with ur link designs i think pict (minish cap link so sorry if thats not their name!) is my fav!
could u give them a strawberry for me?
~ hylianmewmew
I think you were thinking of Minish, if you meant the Hero of the Minish - but Pict IS also from Minish Cap, as he's the Hero of Men ^^ so I gave them BOTH strawberries for you!
Also thank you š„ŗ I try really hard on all my AU designs!
#ask#legend of zelda#legend of zelda link#minish cap#minish cap link#hero of minish#hero of men#loz minish cap#mc link#loz#loz link#Lost Woods AU#Listen I like gain years on my life every time someone says they like my designs I swear#because for the first time I DO TOO
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CAMERON'S GREASER PANTS HAVE "MOM" PAINTED ON THEM šššš
"this is custom to my greaser look because i love my mom so much and she's a huge part of my backstory. So she is with me every show, every time i go on as Steve! Which i love :]" (source)
im gonna cry thats the coolest and sweetest thing ever
#every time i find out that a cast member gets to personalize their costume or character a lil bit#i gain years to my life#its so important to me i love this so much#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#cameron burke#sarafina bush
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jjk doodles durin work
#teenage gojo screams nerd emoji to me im sorry#also did u know that human meat techincally could be vegan bc you can technically gain consent#therefore if sukuna wanted to eat me thatd be a vegan dinner for him YEOWZA#i was fighting demons to not draw sukuna shirtless and oiled up I COULDNT RISK IT#NOT AT MY JOB#also i wanna cosplay shoko someday#i get her#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#sukuna#sukuna ryomen#toji fushiguro#maki zenin#nobara kugisaki#gojo satoru#geto suguru#shoko ieri#fanart#my art#also drawing nobara smiling brought 5 years of my life back#nobara x maki
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So I got a question for ya, how'd you come up with your oc's? Was there any inspiration or did they just pop up and start flooding you with ideas?
what have you DONE youāve unleashed the yap, sorry for the wait I wanted to compile a proper post for this lovely question! huge ramble under the cut because if thereās always something I can yap about itās my darling dirtbag kids
Iāve actually been extremely unhappy with my ocs for a long time, so thatās why their designs are extremely inconsistent LMAO but struggling with them so much taught me a lot about what kind of story I wanted to write versus what I thought would make a cool storyāI think I was trying to make them way too serious and thatās just. not really fun for me?? I love cool stories like arcane, spirited away, and chainsaw man, but writing something like that is a completely different story hahaa
I uh. I have a really bad habit of making characters before figuring out a story for them, all my current characters have been around for YEARS and have never adhered to a proper plotline so theyāre always changing from one thing to the next HAHA the character evolution timeline for some of these kids is. unfathomable. this is a whole life cycle




just. donāt even get me started. pinchesso used to be wearing yinās skin. yin used to be dead (he still is, but differently). thatās just the previous iteration. it goes so much farther. kill him
i have a lot of story ideas floating around but I always thought they were too silly or not what people would be interested ināI have like a whole roster of cartoon characters Iāve never posted anywhereābut surprisingly it was drawing all these goofy transformers comics that made me step back and go. what the blucking bluck was i on?? I genuinely havenāt had so much fun creating as I have making stupid comics that make people laugh, and I think thatās why Iāve always been unhappy with my kids, because they never stood for something that I loved to do. I love goofy, wacky stories with hilariously serious undertones, so, really, creating for this fandom has taught me a lot, and reminded me of what I really wanted to doāyou have all given me inspiration to make things as silly as I want :)
On a side note, if I could give a face to all my artistic struggles, it would probably be my darling Roroās:

like. This used to be her!! She had no joy! No whimsy! Nothing! I was trying so hard to make her like an edgy broody character. WRONG! Batshittification laser!

Sorry this is so incredibly funny to look at side by side HAHA
Will i always be struggling with characters? Yeah probably! But Im really happy with the direction theyāre going heh heh.
thank you if youāve read this far! this got quite long and quite personal my bad chat, I saw this question in my inbox and went ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøļæ¼ tysm for asking and being curious about my kids!
#you ever forget that you can do literally anything you want with ocs?#I sure do#i see people who say my comics and art made them laugh and brightened their day and i think thatās what life is all about#I hope im an artist in every one of my lives#Iām so accustomed to Instagramās sahara desert aah engagement that whenever my oc posts get comments or reblog i gain 9999999 years of life#what can I ever do to express my gratitude?#draw more I guess!#Iāll never stop!!!#zorangeocs#original characters#my art#artists on tumblr#ask#wip
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