#i forgot my own tags but whatever

[dizzybizz]

page of him, colored and not cus i love the lines as they are teehee

[plaguethewaters]

@lmanburgseulogy my hand was forced. lmancrew uno night

[c0ffinrehearsal]

speaking of devouring fics where sirius' gender has been trans-ed, do you have any recs?? i know some people don't like to recommend fics so feel free to ignore if that's your vibe!

yes, i do have recs for this! here are a few off the top of my head, in no particular order:

honey sweet by @vajazzly

explicit - ft. city boy sirus who is down bad for the beekeeper with horrible fashion sense (but he’s good with this hands)

gathering home by @quietlemonhush

explicit - sirius raising regulus & harry after literally burning down his family home, remus is reg’s teacher. heavy themes but overall very funny & sweet & tender.

suffer for the people - orphan account

remus is regulus’s camp counselor, has lil bit of a meltdown and asks for his brother who comes to visit to calm him down. feelings occur. sooo cute & comforting, very fluffy.

our destiny in the stars - orphan account

explicit - remus is insecure about his (plus size, disabled) body and decides to try online dating where matches can’t see what the other person looks like. he meets sirius (trans, a teacher) and they uh - hit it off. this fic makes me smile so damn big. it’s just - it’s a classic, i’ve read it a million times.

whatever words i say - orphan account

sirius can’t stop acting out and it’s stressing out the rest of his band, so lily hires remus to keep an eye on him. obviously, they fall in love. a sweet lil band au.

a fool and his money - orphan account

explicit - chronically ill remus is roommates with regulus, meets his rich older brother and agrees to an arrangement: pretend to date sirius, show up with him to events - in exchange for money. y’all can guess where this is going and it’s so good. love a good sugar daddy/fake dating fic.

abyss by @titstraction

explicit - highschool au, remus & sirius are both on the track team and can’t seem to the same page. this fic is - so good. it’s very much a comfort read for me, but there are some heavy themes and transphobic jokes. this fic will hurt your feelings but it will also make you giggle and kick your feet and scream into your pillow.

have time to grow by queer_and_trashy

explicit - queer professor & amateur poet remus meets trans professional poet sirius - they try to get their shit together. hot & sweet and just, deeply deeply gay.

the entire rock n’ pole verse by @jennandblitz and fivepips

explicit - ace rock climber remus meets genderfluid dancer (mainly pole) sirius. this ‘verse is huge, there’s literally millions of words of it and y’all - i’ve read all of it. incredible ace representation, and overall just very sweet and sappy. mild angst, but everyone is in love & has a happy ending so don’t worry!

living like we’re renegades - orphan account

explicit - cheerleader sirius + journalist remus = everything i’ve ever wanted. i loooove this sirius so much they’re so gender.

the prettiest star ‘verse by raging_queer

tattoo artist sirius meets single dad remus - actually, sirius meets his child, teddy. sweet bonding with teddy looking up to Elder Queer sirius. very fluffy and comforting.

staying strangers by 3amandcounting

the texting fic, my fave of all-time. genderfluid sirius & demisexual remus. if there is one fic out there that will just make you want to open a window and yell about it to the other townsfolk - it’s this one. idek how to explain it, it’s just - it’s perfect.

also most of my fic features trans sirius, my masterlist is pinned!

disclaimer: this list is non-exhaustive, i know i’ve forgotten some, and i will be updating this tomorrow when i’m not half-asleep. and y’all, please reply with your fave trans sirius fics bc i want to read them all!!

[vaguely-humanoid-form]

he's such a loser I hate him

[window-on-the-west]

Not sure if I'll end up using this, but I wrote a blurb last night and I like it. It's a little over drabble-length, but I may incorporate it into a bigger idea I had. Act 2 romance scene: Gale sees Giliath unclothed for the first time.

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And so now Gale saw him with his armor all shed, and he was far more slender than he had wagered, fragile and small and with wounds that gushed starlight. 

Do you see now? he said. Do you see why I am ashamed?

Tell me, said Gale.

Because, he began. When I take up my sword, my hands callous over. When I don my armor, my skin splits underneath. A flesh and temperament soft as butter, and I play at being a protector.

And? said Gale.

And now it is laid bare in starlight, he said. Tell me: Is this what you had hoped to see?

Yes, answered Gale. 

Yes—Why?

Because I see you.

[aliusfrater]

re nick's post + his tags + my tags. i feel like although the parentification was definitely on dean especially re taking care of sam but there's a level of... mental abuse in the dynamics of his arguments with sam as well as how he treated leaving sam alone while he and dean hunted regarding the fact that sam and dean are his sons/children until john's actions become abuse. and dean definitely adopted/emulated/acted on behalf of it; suddenly sam was the one responsible for tacking the family back together despite john kicking him out or to dean, sam and john's arguing was also suddenly sam's responsibility to stop or end or upkeep a level of respect within despite the parent-child dynamic. this also feeds over into sam's guilt and forgiveness and faith complexes and it's also how the dynamic of sam choosing the winchester familial dynamic over anything else works. basic john-sam enjoyer lore, sure, but what's particularly interesting to me is that it's kind of similar to the way the sam vs sammy dichotomy works. sam is john's son that's infantilised and needs to be protected Until someone raises their voice vs sammy is dean's little brother that's infantalised and needs to be protected Until sam encroaches upon him

[genshin-projection]

i took a few liberties but... Sunday-inspired playlist!

some highlights:

master of the heavenly yard (off-vocal) (mothy/akuno-P)

portrait of the pirate F (hitoshizuku-p)

rock in god's shoe (sushi soucy)

worst case scenario (the hoosiers)

but never a key (dirt poor robins)

hello my old heart (the oh hellos)

rule #35 - microphone (fish in a birdcage)

into the unknown (over the garden wall)

collared (vane lily)

taixu (sasakure.uk , lasah)

ship in a bottle (fin)

a couple ender lilies OSTs

a few omori OSTs

a few hsr (penacony) OSTs

[kaslanist]

we'll forget that we forgot how to talk🥀

rare moment of releasing my gatekept au of my already gatekept yumeship into the general public :exploding_head: anyone fw this new type of ballroom dancing where we don't hold hands to symbolize that we never allowed ourselves to form a real connection

[mydictionary-yume]

Trying to learn a new drawing program and this is the best thing I’ve done in 2 weeks and it’s a fucking redraw of one of my fave mangas bajdhdj

Original image under cut!

[peridots-pixiwolf]

sketches from @mipexch 's whiteboard a couple days ago!!

also feat. a very small reference to @onlineviolence :]

[crebbyhermit]

[springlock-suits]

I like to hc that William has some memory issues

[yellowflowerzzz]

im very much a beginner at sewing BUT i do think this turned out pretty charming despite all the flaws!!

[sophieswundergarten]

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[love-songs-for-emma]

accidentally snipped my own hand with scissors just now and went, "what am i, 8?" so of course i'm thinking about the short story "eleven" by sandra cisneros. we are every age that we've ever been and it's always possible to feel what you felt before, like "wow, that was a silly way to try and cut that fabric. hopefully i wont do that again." but you will. if not exactly like that, then something similar. because, yes life is about learning, but it's not as linear or simple as that. you will cry like you're three and you will whine like you're 13 and you'll complain about backaches like you're 45 no matter how old or young you are. it's all within you, even the stuff that isn't technically you /yet/. it's all within you

[mewkwota]

To those who said "It will be different please give it a chance"

You Lied. :)

It's the same pretentious, vomit-inducing garbage like before.

Everything is the same.

What's worse? You massacred my boy. Richter is written exactly as I thought and exactly as I feared. I Hate it. I hardly use that word because it's harsh, so ever so truly I HATE it.

And it doesn't even matter if NFCV-centric fans don't like these two (woah no way!!), you didn't make them likeable in the first place. You stripped them of everything that made them good.

Just how are you so good at this??

I won't be able to feel the same way drawing Richter ever again. This isn't even about people bringing the topic of the show to me now. The information will come to me eventually. I don't want to feel like I'm combatting this literally ugly image now plastered to his name, but it can't be helped when I feel like I have to prove that he's not some stuck-up manbaby that's meant to be woobified-- like someone else I'm thoroughly sick of seeing.

That said. Thank you, so much, for the wonderful work you've put in.

Because I'm not as much in the spotlight as others I can say this: Your adaptation is bad. I hope it gets cancelled.