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#WIP#art#vampire hunter d#vhd#Sorry I realize I've neglected the folks that only follow me on tumblr for a while !! 😭😭😭#mmm and sorry to anyone who follows me in different places y'all are probably sick of it (updated at least...)😭😭😭 forgive me 🥹🫶👐#Sorry I tend to focus on one social media at a time -I post the most liberally on my instagram's close friends#.... anyone is free to join it actually just send me a message there if you want ♡ (๑´• ᵕ •ू`๑)#I do want to make drawings that make people think more deeply - to give D the depth that Kikuchi doesn't allow us hahaha#Mmm.... I like some D jesus allegory 🤤 It kinda works if you think about it#then again stress turns me into a perv🌝 so don't have high hopes for the future - school oughhhh school....#Also I enjoy seeing strangers going like “husband” or what not - you're not oomf??? Who are you 😭😭😭#DW btw I actually really don't care LOL I just think it's funny#I'd rather that then be haunted by private quotes - there's 1 private quote on my Damned D and gosh I'm so curious😭🌝#Also I'm back in school it's my final year and I only got fall semester for my entire senior thesis so I won't be able to post as much..oug
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Sorry for the spam (^o^;) I just really like your blog
no need to apologize ayy!
in this corner we welcome all forms of enjoyment, regardless of whether you're a
happy to have yall here w me,
headin into homestuck 2024 :^)
#was debating if sollux truly was lurker type but then i rmbr'd him quietly reading all of karkat's memos for a good laugh HAHAHAHAAH#ask#aleemie#homestuck#karkat vantas#sollux captor#solkat#2024#vioart#but o. regarding the etiquette learned frm other socmed#spamming here is safe+good! it does not harm the op by shadowbanning like instagram#and its not 💀 like twitter where ur likes/following are permanently set to public#ur tumblr experience is within ur control it can be as free/empty/curated as u want!!#((tho ofc i do encourage rbing for ppl who've been hoping to start that habit!!#s'cool to slowly work ur way up from the extra special posts that hv lingered longest in ur heart and quietly build ur cache trove :-)#for example back when i was struggling to rt on a new twt acc i just started setting nonsense criteria for myself LOL#like “breaking this void is scary holy fuck ok i shall start by rting posts w brownish/reddish clrs bcs its inspo vibes for my art”#and gradually after a while of deliberate sharing i gained more confidence to share a larger variety of posts that make me feel things!!!!#no more training wheels i may be scared but i love loving more!!!!#same goes for engaging w fics too it takes energy to think of how to comment and thats ok‚ do ur best to explore what works for u!!!!#take screenshots of ur fave paragraphs & start annotating in gallery/notes app if that helps!!!!#also tumblr's customizable queue means u can stack posts and bolt hgehehe. my preferred form of existing on the net))
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Thanks for 1k followers omg??? I didn’t even notice lmao 😭😭 thanks a lot !! <33
#kinda jumpscared me tho#I was checking my drafts and found out 💀#Maybe I should take a page out of tumblr user lotus pear and do a dtiys when i hit 5k someday lol#I did one on instagram long time back lol#I keep calling you tumblr user lotus pear bc it feels weird to call you lotus btw since i know u irl 😭#anyway thanks a lot omg 🥲#first milestone I’m pretty sure#I don’t think tumblr really cares much abt follower stuff so that’s why I like it#but 1k is still a lot !!#esp since I mostly do original art
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Looking back, it's so funny that my family still sees my neurodivergence as more of a prayer issue than a neurological difference especially when I got very overwhelmed singing during praise and worship, but was still told to sing and dance so they definitely looked to their side and just saw this
#I'm autistic on the gay sex autism website. who would've guessed lol#but seriously tho its so funny looking back because I was so so autism#I'd stand and close my eyes so the lights and sounds didn't overwhelm me as much then I'd mostly sway and bounce in place#Sometimes I pre planned my exact movements ahead of time to make sure I didn't get in trouble for not praising#also I wrote an essays earlier about absurdity but it felt Off#like I was someone else trying to write in my style#a fun innuendo followed by TWs for safety and a hook intro#and a heart felt thing for ppl to take with them#it was 'The universe doesn't care about you but I do. I care so much'#but it felt preachy#it felt like I was trying to convert y'all to something via instagram influencer Canva-esque type essay#so I deleted it#I mean I saved my copy for my religious trauma coach but deleted the post here#so I might try again but I think I should look into why it felt ingenious with my therapist#ex christian#religious trauma#flashing lights#flashing gif
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Fun fact I have never been actually acknowledged by an actor or voice actor for a character I like before, noticed MAYBE because Andy Poland mentioned he looks at the fanart channels in the official Jackbox server sometimes but a few of my friends have gotten direct acknowledgment from actors of characters in media we like before (and tbh its funny because usually its OUT OF NOWHERE and completely unexpected)
On that note istg if my “baby’s first acknowledgement from an actor/va of a character they like” moment is from Tom or Phil my brain will implode
#PLZ be nice i am very shy about posting about vas of characters I like bc I don’t wanna come off as weird lol#anyway may or may not have posted this because of an incident a month ago where—#—i may or may not have accidentally sent a follow request to phil’s instagram and got scared and took it back#and i dont know if instagram deletes notifs if someone takes back a follow request#so part of me is nervous as hell that instagram DIDNT delete that notif and HE MIGHTVE SEEN MY ART 😭#all my art on insta is very normal tho idk why im so nervous#i do get very VERY shy tho about talking about vas of characters I like bc again I don’t wanna come off as weird!!#despite everything that i say is usually just normal ‘I think they’re cool and they voice a character i like :3’ stuff lol#IN GENERAL I THINK IM JUST SHY ABOUT PEOPLE I FIND COOL OOF#okay okay sorry for long tags. lol.#random#eh maybe im also nervous because i get sleepy at the voice of schmitty and master mentalist#which means phil’s voice makes me sleepy#AND THATS KINDA EMBARRASSING IDK UHHH
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every FUCKING pregnancy book has a self congratulatory little write up like this. oh we really care a lot about being inclusive which is why we say pregnant woman and her sperm generating husband approx 5 times per page. right. right. inclusive. you put in the little paragraph -- yeah. okay.
it's not even hard, there's a notable organization called evidence based birth out of fucking Kentucky that uses terms like 'pregnant person' 'gestational carrier' 'non gestational parent' -- they are not an organization which predominantly serves queers, like I love a queer doula, I love a queer midwife, that's awesome! and those folks usually use inclusive language. but it's like, this is not a queer-exclusive thing, here's this whole ostensibly straight organization that's committed to allyship in a way that puts every major publication to shame.
I love the otherwise reliable contents of these highly recommended non-inclusive books so I'm GONNA keep reading them but like you can obviously do better and you know that you should. fuck's sake.
#ranting!!!!!#highly specific ranting lol#anyway ebb is great they did a whole pride series on instagram and got nasty comments and when i commented like#youre doing great sweetie etc#their social media person followed me back from the official account lmao#anyway my love/hate relationship with The World Of Fertility is ever expanding!!!
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So
I got my old MovieStar Planet account up and running again
And I was looking the art books and
…… 2019 me, we gotta talk……
Edit: I think in the art book I meant “what is Electric Century”
#if you wanna know what happened next(buckle up it gets cringier)#I never did look them up but I found their instagram account(rad) cuz some accounts I followed follow them#and then I saw that Mikey also follows them and I was like aww sick that’s so cool#(this is back in like 2019 btw self titled wasn’t out yet)#and also like ig little to no info(but then again we will how stupid I was back then#so I scroll through their posts and I come across one( I think it was promoting Collapser) and went huh the guy in the photo#really looks like Mikey Way(girl you should’ve realized right there) and I saw he was tagged in the post and all the comments were mainly#like MCr fan accounts that I follow cheering him on and stuff#and it took another FIVE MINUTES TO FIGURE IT OUT#(the reason I made that was bc I was listening to Hestaint Alien and I looked on the recommendations and Electric Century was there I was so#confused cuz the rest were just MCR(mainly Frank’s) solo projects(yep I’m an idiot)#so FEEL FREE TO CALL ME AN IDIOT IN DA CHAT LOL
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when i was at uni i used to go to yoga classes each week and the instructor was so nice and during the like relaxation/cool down bit at the end she’d put on a playlist and one of the songs on it was dust to dust by the civil wars and now whenever i hear it it’s just like instant calm for me and it’s weird to think she has no idea it of that lasting legacy she’s had in my life
#my uni yoga society was so good the classes were like £1.50 and now whenever i see the price of real world classes i'm flabbergasted lol#i went to a few different types with different instructors depending on my schedule each term but ideally i'd try to go to hers#i was actually planning on getting her a little thank you card at the end of my final term of third year#but covid happened so we had no idea at the time we wouldn't come back after easter break#i do follow her on instagram though and she has a baby so that's nice for her sdkjfnksnd#talking
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being so brave right now (checking my dms on my writers instagram)
#seriously in my unreachable except on tumblr era right now and honestly? my mind is so much quieter#and my relationship with my writing is better too#but also i want to make pretty graphics for my instagram page#all of my social media presence is designed for me to look back on and enjoy so i forget there are people following me LOL
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oh hey im not used to big numbers (and i dont do art that often bc i dont have an amazingly ergonomic workdesk at the same time having chronic body pain while working as the caretaker of my house so i dont get to do the work to make a lot of art that i can post) and so ummmmmmmmmm is that 400+ notes on my latest drawing....................
#personal musings#PLEASE dont let it reach a thousand. i will lose my shit (im joking)#ill be very very very very grateful#truly have no idea what to do with this 🧍#also thanks for the new followers xoxo#i should follow back lol#u should see the numbers it's doing compared to other sites. abysmal lmfao#not that i mind that much#i truly dont think i can tame/match all of what other site needs#thats impossible lol im one person and i get so much stress already with posting#so im just glad i get to have some miraculous numbers for my art#LIKE. i appreciate every like and reblog and comment 🫶🫶🫶 AND THERES BEEN SO MUCH#and i like how things fall into place with this work too. from the process to posting in social media#i said this on my instagram but it was such a funnnnnnn art process (minus the body pain lol). i loved having that conversation with myselfh#and choosing what to include and what to exclude in the piece and it was a Fun challenge and not too much that it bordered on stressful#and ofc taking the time to be patient with the process bc i really do get to be busy with other things outside of it#im going on a tangent lol#tldr; I APPRECIATE THE ENGAGEMENT!!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!#i want to do more art now. do u know i have A Lot More fandoms that i circle around lmao#like i dont know what to draw next#alright thats enough commentary in the tags lol i'll stop now#thank you again arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Why are people I was super good friends with in JUNIOR HIGH suddenly following me on Instagram??? Like, yeah, we were really close, but like, seven or eight years ago???
#relatable?#funny#relatable#hilarious#lol#instagram#why#i don't understand#it's been nearly seven or eight years since I've seen these people#why are they suddenly following me on Instagram#I'm following back of course it's only polite#it might be because my profile isn't private
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sorry i stopped mcr liveblogging the soju made me think of an old internet friend from 8 years ago that i was forced to cut contact with and haven't been able to find again since. and i went on a journey to try to find them again and i managed to follow a breadcrumb trail up to 2018 but i couldn't find anything beyond that except for a private instagram account so i can't tell if it's still been used more recently, but i sent a DM in hopes that maaaybe he'll see it and i'll know if he's been alright since we lost contact
#it's been super emotional for me actually. i haven't been able to see much about him bc he would post randomly and briefly#before making a new account and moving there for a few months tops#but i did manage to see that he now identifies as male (way back in 2016 he was genderfluid!) and on one facebook acc#he only gave one like and it was on a page for custom packers LOL that made me smile seeing how his identity has kinda shifted#new name compared to what they originally went by when i first followed + different than the name he changed to right b4 i cut contact#it's just really cool seeing how he's grown a bit and changed and how his interests kinda evolved#i really really hope he still uses the instagram account i found... i want to know if he remembers me from so long ago.#i want to at least know if he's still alive and okay.. man.
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why am i so afraid of polo+khakis men
#boink#i went to grade school with so many of them#anyway long story short i remembered this random thing from middle school#in which i thought i was part of an inside joke but looking back maybe / probably was the joke??#so i followed one of said polo+khakis men#former classmate who as far as i remember started that thing#b4 everyone else started doing it#on instagram#far as i tell he's still that kinda guy lol#and for some reason#i dont even know why#im like freaking the fuck out????#like im like really agitated abt whether hes gonna follow me back or not#bc like i just wanted to ask him if they were making fun of me lol#like its been long enough since then that he can just be honest lol#we weren't unfriendly at all which may now that i think abt it may have been my own cluelessness#anyway#point being#im STILL intimidated by these catholic private school soccer golf whatever the fuck ppl#and now im just mad abt it bc why????? whyyyt#i havent talked to them in years#its fuxking stupid is what it is#im like genuinely extremely anxious rn#and i dont like that
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#im imagining this is how some of my friends are feeling about me lol#bc I’ve gone through several mental breakdowns where I unfollow everyone on Instagram#and maybe people notice I don’t follow them back again but like I have clinical insanity#also kind of fr. but also it doesn’t have to mean that much#like I unfollow people at low stakes but if I notice someone unfollows me it hurts my feelings lol#sorry for rambling I think it’s the solar flares faults#but also like as a disabled person A lot more stuff happens online and you don’t get to necessarily delineate between ‘online’ & ‘Real Life’#bc ones behavior on the internet is also part of ‘real life’#anyway im trying to take more ownership over my behavior in all realms and areas of my life#using the internet in a meaningful and joyful way while also acknowledging that sometimes I don’t have the privilege to just ‘log off’#bc then im just isolating myself from all human connection whatsoever as a highly housebound person
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girls when the girl they have a big fat friend crush on just requested to follow their instagram from her spam despite barely interacting before
#literally giggling twirling my hair kicking my feet u guys she is SOOOO COOL. seriously#last year when we auditioned for the play i auditioned for the role of narrator bc i don’t like being in plays i just do it to make my mom#appy#and this girl was like one of the judges and right after my audition she just straight up asked me if i wanted to audition for the lead#girl character 😭😭😭😭 obviously i was like …… why and she was like because you’re really good i think you should do it!!!! in front of#everyone and when i say i literally Melted To The Floor.#anyway! i did it and later she texted one of my friends who she’s friends with and told him she thought i was cool lol#anyway i requested her main instagram like the same day and she followed me back#but like day before yesterday she randomly requested to follow my main from her second account and i was like oh. Hello#bc none of my friends are on it except that one guy who she’s also friends with <3 huge win for the girlies with friend crushes!!!!!
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Jason Todd headcanons as I wait for my bus lol
- Jason is very calculated and smart, he makes detailed plans and schedules for almost everything in his life
- If he, somehow, started dating someone, NO ONE would know, literally no one. His family is constantly on his ass about his love life, but there’s just no way that he’s sharing that aspect of his life
- He has super deep eyebags from staying up too late, he also has big doe eyes that are constantly filled with an overwhelming amount melancholy
- I think he struggles with insomnia and has night terrors, it gets so bad to point where he’ll walk out of his apartment in the middle of the night just to get some peace
- He’s that one guy on the train that’s super ominous and scary, but when you accidentally make eye contact he squints his eyes and smiles really hard
- Jason for sure smiles in awkward or uncomfortable circumstances and uses humour to cope with the intensity of the situation
- he doesn’t really use social media, but he does have an instagram account. It has less than 50 followers (family members and close friends only) and it has two posts:
- One shirtless back pic because he’s a slut (drooling btw) and a picture of his messy book shelf
- He eats a lot and he gets super irritable when he doesn’t eat enough or on time
- He uses the bunny ears method to tie his shoelaces, and when he goes back to visit his old neighbourhood, he teaches the kids how to tie their laces that way too
- Jason is a diy queen, he does everything himself and rarely ever spends his money
- He will fuck up a box of fudge covered Oreos and a family size bag of chips in one sitting, he does not give a shit
- He pulls up to grocery stores and bodegas mid patrol as the red hood and gets free snacks because 1) the people are scared or 2) because they love him, he tries to pay but it never works out for him
#jason todd#red hood#jason todd headcanon#red hood headcanon#jason todd imagine#red hood imagine#batfam
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