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i feel absolutely awful and idk how to do this
#ppl can be so mean bc like#i get that im pathetic#i get thqt he doesnt want me#i fkn get it#but idk... if he was the one good thing in my life that gave me comfort and hope#ofc im fkn broken up abt it bc i thought i would get to show him how much i love him#and i know he wanted me and loved me too#i just fucked it up w my dumb ass avpd#so i cant be mad at him and im not#ive always only ever wanted him to be happy#i thought i could love him as he needs but ..#ill never know#at least i can hope for him now#i love him sm and i want him to not do bad and feel bad and i want him to br happy#but i am still fkn sad and im allowed to be#ppl can think im pathetic bc i am#but i cant pretend this doesnt hurt so bad#like also... i dont have friends or a job or anything to do so#all i think abt is how badly i wanted to spend my life and all my time w him but now i dont get to#ppl probably dont get it but#i have never ever felt this way before#like the only person i care abt is my mom and i love her#but besides that its just him#avpd makes me feel dead and empty#ofc its not that i dont care care abt other ppl#i just dont feel that much#i dont say it to be an asshole but it is just how i feel#idk what is wrong w me#but it is scary and awful bc genuinely....#i dont really care when other ppl leave me bc im like oh well just another one
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two guys enter a closet
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#john egbert#dave strider#johndave#davejohn#pepsicola#admin draws#fanart#somethign really fun about . john being the tune and dave being the beat. free melody plus rhythm. breath and time.#that was my thought behind the 1st one at least#this post? texan in oregon. next post? oregonian in texas.#sighs. ive been influenced. theyve been on my mind#see this is what happens when i listen to people who passionately argue a case for a ship i jump on board#its not like i wasnt a johndave girlie before but the emptiness of my tag prior to this phase of homestucking speaks volumes#now tho? theyre good. theyre real good. and my palate cleanser between fkn. alpha morons that shall not be named#i like them ogk. egbertcrockers with many moles and striders with pizza faces. is something i should draw more#i need to get better at drawing acne and acne scarring
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FADES WAVES AND TAPERS -CONVERSION COLLECTION
So I recently reached 500 followers, which is like CRAZY because I've only been posting content for a month?! The overwhelming amount of love and support I've received over the past month has made me misty-eyed on more than one occasion, ngl. Y'all have been so sweet and so wonderful and so extremely encouraging, I'm so proud to be part of this community💙! So, as a little thank-you present for everyone and as a nice end-cap for all the black male hair spam I did for Black History Month I've decided to drop a conversion collection of 21 male hairs themed around waves, fades and tapers for y'all!
Thank you so much everyone!
INFO:
None of this is my original work! All credit goes to @ceeproductions, @estrojans, @hellagoodsims,@xxblacksims, @xldsims, @pralinesims, & @mathcopesims.
Set contains 21 hairs for for Teen ➤ Elder Males
all of these hairs are gameplay safe! most of them are around 500 polys, the largest ones clock in at about 5k poly at most.
1024x textures
hairs are too short for root/tip controls so they're only 2 channels
credits, preview pictures, links to originals, poly counts and individual download links for every hair is under the cut.
these are meshes! the hair is NOT painted on the sims head like BG hairs!
but on the brightside that means they don't get that shiny look painted on hairs have.
some hairs have slight clipping issues around the temples but hopefully nothing too crazy tbh.
Tagging: @pis3update, @naturalhair-sims3, @xto3conversionsfinds, @kpccfinds
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CREDITS:
@ceeproductions: Taper Fade // 1.9k Poly // [Download Here] @estrojans: Sharp Waves Redux Curve // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: Afro Short // 4.3k Poly // [Download Here]
@estrojans:: Sharp Waves Redux: Temp Fade// 500 Poly// [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: Brian Waves// 4.3k Poly // [Download Here] @estrojans: Sharp Waves Redux// 500 Poly // [Download Here]
@estrojans: Sharp Waves Redux: Flame Design// 500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: Amaru Fade// 2.1k Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: AD Taper Fade // 5.1k Poly // [Download Here]
@hellagoodsims: Caesar Fade / /500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: Taper with Long Part //500 Poly// [Download Here] @mathcopesims: Kevin Hair / 500 Poly// [Download Here]
@hellagoodsims: Korey Fade // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: PG-15 Waves // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: PG-13 Waves // 500 Poly // [Download Here]
@hellagoodsims: Wolverine Claw Fade // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: PG-14 Waves // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @hellagoodsims: Lance 720 Waves // 500 Poly // [Download Here]
@pralinesims: Nonstop Buzzcut // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @xxblacksims: Waves on Swim // 500 Poly // [Download Here] @xldsims: The Vindicator // 2.5k Poly // [Download Here]
#ts3cc#s3cc#ts3 cc#ts3 download#ts3#s3 cc#ts3 dl#s3 dl#sims 3#4t3#black simblr#black sims cc#[mine]#estrojans#xldsims#xxblacksims#hellagoodsims#ceeproduction#black hairs aren't stopping tho don't get it twisted#black history month may be over but women's history mmonth has just begun 👀sooo keep ur eyes peeled y'all#also low poly anon: look who fkn loves u bby! i told yya 💖!#also also is having graffiti font for this too much? a anon said my graphics are VERY FEMME so i wanted this to be more masc but still cute#so graffiti seemed like a nice middle ground but idk does it feel like...pandering? too much? y'all sound off let me know.
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HOUSE OF THE DRAGON | SMALLFOLK
#i havent seen anybody gif this yet. i meant to after the episode but didn't get to it but this is so fkn funny sdhjfjhsfdfk. shes just like#ok and???#hotdedit#houseofthedragonedit#asoiafedit#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaenyra x mysaria#mysaria#rhaesaria#hotd#2x06#hotd 2x06#mygifs#mygifsets#myedits
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jay kinda day today
#shes so fun to draw RAHHFHGGHGHHH biting the bars of my enclosure chewing on them rattling them#the composition makes it looks like she had a drink and fell apart.. uhm whoops#in my defense i drew them from right to left so#ij ust.. thinking abt 53 yknow and and idk... her realizing that she has a family with the albatross crew and they love and care for her an#i wanted to draw her with happy tears.. or crying in relief. just. damn im so AFJHSDGHASFJFDHa#n i jsut love when jay gets shitfaced shes so funny i want to draw her n liz jsut fkn going at it together that was a great scene#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#jay ferin#my art
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not rover pulling the "we can get discounts from the vendors if we go as a couple/together" BRO LIKE CASUAL RIZZ? (I'm like sure I've seen that line in a kdrama or something ISTG)
casually calling him Yao
the headpat option for xianglee? and his little stutter when you do choose the option??
xiangli yao is so subtle in his flirting, it is so casual, so soft, bro can you be any more boyfriend codded like???
seeker of truth but the only thing that held him back was the desire for companionship (veritas ratio you haunt me in every universe)
obvious love languages are quality time and gift giving that man would do anything to grant a wish in this essay I will-
that man is so soft spoken, so gentle- for once someone didn't jump our bones, but casually knew who we were and subtly spoke his admiration for us and desire to meet us
"you do have a gentle soul" "ever thought about becoming fhe mysterious wish granter..." OFFERING HIS PRIVATE JOB HELLO? okay casual flirting, okay (it's giving boyfailure with that type of flirting ngl but he isn't boyfailure)
yes, allow me to rant about you, to you, in third person, to brag about you and go on a whole rant full of compliments to state that you, rover, are a whole ass hero
"there's no need to look far"
and he has conversation sense, bouncing off of rover's jokes and flirting smoothly they just match each other's vibes; rover needed someone chill istg
rover saving xiangli yao FINALLY A NONTOXIC YAOI LETSGO, and he is so caring and patient; immediately asking if rover is okay once outside of the sphere (biting a couch pillow rn)
the girls call rover over to come early- rover -_-, xiangli yao calls rover to come over- 🏃🏻
xiangli yao calling the rover "my friend" to partner pipeline is so real (right after that is the pat the bot's head option), rover when chatting with the kids referring to yao as their "mecha arm partner" THE FIC WRITES ITSELF
"maybe I should include it in the employee handbook" "we have a handbook already?" WE? the work unit of the TWO OF US? WE is this kinda domestic or am I tweaking- like yes, my partner, I've joined your start up, non-profit, no funds company and I'm your one and only employee (not counting the kids / his bots) and therefore it is now WE, cos I feel so comfortable at this job and with you, my PARTNER-
also, rly cute thing is xianglee and abby hanging out in the bg (the kids get along I'M NOT OKAY)
the parallels to ratio haunt me send help I cannot escape that man
#this man is bf af i adore him#fluff all around#kinda analysis of the event#xiangli yao x reader for future writing; notes#a reminder of parallels with dr veritas ratio cos i cannot even look at another man and he is THERE#also he is so pretty chat help#i play masc rover so that's why i put yaoi while writing lol#i have benched wuwa for a bit cos im so fkn busy preparing my bacc. but i speedran the event in one evening to get him and finish the story#xiangli yao x rover#wuthering waves#xiangli yao#rover#yaoi#yaorover
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More still life practice using heavypaint
#art#mirre arts#still life#heavypaint#i am so fkn happy w the coconuts omg ive always wanted to get that vibrant colorful look ahh
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quick nosebleed seb doodle 😗😗
#i actually really dislike this but i'm conquering perfectionism right now!!#i really just want to get back to sharing stuff with y'all because it's become the highlight of my day when i do 🥺#idk if that's weird to say but hahah i've been so busy and exhausted it really has#i love interacting with the fandom sm 🥲💜#also sebastian definitely hit himself with his bludger after getting distracted by ravenclaw's seeker 😏#as a friend of milena's he'd be happy for her win but be so fkn sour as well because a win for her means a win for mousey LOL#oh and i've been so obsessed with quidditch champions too. after playing it i've gone down the rabbit hole of quidditch history TEHEE#okok i'll stop my yapping#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy art#sebastian sallow#quidditch#quidditch champions#sparxyvdoodles
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friend ditched our plans to go with her boyfriend instead
#and now shes like well why dont you come and join us we hang out with her boyfriend all the fkn time today was supposed to be just us#like i dont want our friendship to just be me third wheeling. and i havent had time to get ready anyway bc she ignored my msg#from this morning asking if our plans are still on. like this is so annoying
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promised myself that I'd be an academic weapon but instead I am the definition of an academic victim
#no because like i do be planning my academic comeback but im js so tired all the fkn time?!?!@#like gurl? what even?!#get me some help#or coffee#or both#musings#thoughts#midnight thoughts#midnight musings#academia#academics#student life#student#college is stressful#relatable#dark academia#mine#miya's envelopes
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i need him so bad it makes me lose brain cells
#need him to choke me out with his fkn arms lord#every time i think of him hell gets hotter#lawd i’m a sinner😓🤌#joel miller pls give me a chance#joel miller#joel miller imagine#joel miller x y/n#joel miller x reader#the last of us#tlou#pedro pascal x y/n#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal
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Stop drawing tom with normal eyes I feel sick /j
lol. lmao even.
#this is like 4 updates out btw#got a LOT of shit to cover before we get here#but this ask is fkn. too funny to NOT reply with a preview#and if youre wondering. no i do not have 4 updates drawn#sketch#lil bit#ask#you hear me people??? i have PLANS!!!!!!!!#shoutout to me 2 months ago for deciding to post comics without finishing lineart and coloring#because if i started this shit with that kind of quality in mind?#yea i never would have gotten this far
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stupid
#if nobody got me I know long haired gary headcanons got me ☝️💯🔥 can I get an anti amen#faith game#faith the unholy trinity#gary miller#zoup art#another fkn late night doodle..
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WIP
#I'll finish this when I get a new wacom pen since mine fkn broke!#inside out 2#inside out 2 anxiety#inside out#WIP#fanart
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Cody, in one corner, throwing hands and going absolutely feral on a commando droid, releasing some pent up emotion via clanker violence
Crosshair, in the other corner, giving Cody the “can you just STOP FOR A SEC AND HELP ME” eyes
#it’s fine#they’re both fine#Crosshairs like NO WAY I SURVIVED 32 ROTATIONS IN A FKN HURRICAINE TO GET CHOKED IUT ON MA FIRST MISSION BACK#the bad batch#tbb#tbb crosshair#tbb season 2#tbb spoilers#commander cody#crosshair#bad batch season 2
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sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat
#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and#oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me.#wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck#theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O#my art#i keep nearly forgetting that tag help???#ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth#oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head..#there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really#i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in#2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help
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