#i feel violated and disgusting

[sukugo]

This idea is eating my brain. Sukuna being a shameless insatiable freak towards Gojo and an in-denial thirsty freak towards Itadori.

He wants Gojo. He pursues him without relent. Sukuna wants to wreck the man and paint him red all over. He wants to taste his heart and know if he is as sweet as the desserts he gorges himself full with.

Sukuna wants to pry Gojo open and eat him out clean. He wants to climb over him and crawl inside of him. Their bodies becoming one and no one can ever tell where Sukuna start and Gojo ends anymore.

Sukuna desires that more than anything.

But he cannot understand why he sees himself doing it in the body of the brat that once caged him.

Instead of imagining his own four arms bringing Gojo towards his end begging and moaning for mercy he would never receive, Sukuna fancies it to be that of the annoying mouthy fool.

Clumsy hands and eager fingers. Unable to control the strength they possess that they break Gojo in. Cracking bones. Shattering spirits.

Gojo will be quivering. The brat will whimpering. Sukuna will be feasting.

The sweetness of their despair and richness of their blood sit heavy on his tongue. Salty tears spilling from confusion and frustration just makes his mouth water for more.

But what Sukuna craves more from their joining in his fantasy, was the forbidden taste of desire for the impossible and unthinkable - desecration of something sacred and twisting of kindness so profound.

Sukuna wants Gojo through the Brat. It is driving him insane.

SCREAAAAAAAMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

SHIT THAT'S SOOOOO GOOD OH MY GOD. AND SO SO SO CORRECT

it's a mix of his desire to break yuuji (derogatorily) and break satoru (affectionately) and it mixes up into this absolute mess of feelings for all of them involved and fuuuuuccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

[luvrodite]

tw discourse

When I and many other writers/blogs on this app say that we don't want minors on our blog, it is for a reason. For me, it's because I regularly interact with content that is made by adults for adults, and I think it should be common sense to respect that boundary.

There are so many things I could say about how when we produce/reblog these posts it's with a basic understanding of sex and consent and relationship dynamics, but also, I just do not want minors in this space period.

The things I post on here often go untagged and that is the reason why this blog is an 18+ blog, as opposed to allowing minors to follow and interact with this blog on the condition they block a specific 18+ tag. It makes me (and probably a lot of other creators) feel incredibly disgusted and uncomfortable to think that not only has a minor read my 18+ content – all of which explicitly is marked as not being for their eyes – but has gone on to consistently interact with my blog under the guise of being an adult.

Disregarding the fact that you shouldn't be reading it, what about our boundaries? I often see the argument of being mature enough to handle topics that are marked for adults, but this sort of behaviour is completely antithetical to that. I as a sane, rational adult do not ever want to be discussing the topics I do on this blog with someone else's child, no matter how close to their 18th birthday they might be. (If you are that close, you can wait. It isn't that serious. You will not die if you don’t get to read the smut, I promise.)

Completely bypassing someone else's boundaries and potentially putting them at risk because of your behaviour doesn't scream mature or adult to me. As an older sister, the idea of finding out that my younger siblings had interacted with people much older than them in this capacity is horrifying, and the idea of being a parent in that situation is so much worse. There is absolutely no reason for you as a minor to be coming into the inboxes of adult blogs and interacting with them in an adult capacity when it’s clear you don’t have adult decision making skills or reasoning.

I don't know. This makes me feel so disgusted. This is an 18+ blog for a reason.

[urahara-lovepage]

bleach media literacy is actually just a measure of how you read urahara as a character

[hissterical-nyaan]

I know someone in my circle who was initially a science student but then neet/jee didn't work out for them, gave clat and now studies in a private law college. He is all about Men's right activism and looking at people like him wonders how many men hold such views within law🤔.

Nah trust me law is not so different than your other degrees considering the poor quality of education in most law colleges. I mean look at most of the lawyers in general, extremely sexist people. The field in itself is very male dominated. I know a few senior women lawyers who had to fight for even women washrooms in Courts.

I'd say I'm in one of those lucky few colleges where the humanities curriculum is taken very seriously. Even then I come across all kinds of jackass men so then it kinda boils down to what one chooses to believe in

[catcatb0y]

Old man yells at cloud moment, but I am exhausted by those "Being a writer/liking a character is wanting to see them in a fit of of graphic despair-" because you know to a degree I GET it and I've BEEN there, but I am actually Just tired of angst. It feels like the two genres of fanfiction overwhelmingly are either smut or angst. If fandom isn't sexual, it's catty, if it's not catty, it's sexual, and if you're really unlucky it's both in the good old circa 2010 BL Doujinshi circle "No means yes actually."

Me and my favorite characters are already going through enough as is, only for their front row of cheerleaders to be cheering for their imminent demise, actually.

Like. Being fr. It's fiction. These are fake little guys. Them sobbing in a pool of their own blood literally doesn't hurt anyone. But it does hurt ME, because my little guy is sad and now I am sad. Is there no one? No one who wishes to make life better for these fictional creatures? No writer who takes joy in making their characters happy? No one who wants mine silly little guy to smile as I do??? (I have obviously divolved into drama)

In short: I wish we were able to block specific genres of post without needing keywords like come on, it's literally gotten to the point where I've just started blocking anyone who says 'being a writer is wanting to see your favorite character suffer' because no actually I want to see them get a good night's rest for once. I want to see them happy. I want to see them experiencing warmth and bliss they weren't even sure existed. I want them covered in the blood of their enemies and reviling in their now broken chains. I want them free. Thriving. Committing acts of violence that make them feel like life is worth living.

I already go for the traumatized characters right off the bat, I DON'T want to see them WORSE, I want them to experience comfort for the first time like a top heavy newborn kitten being pet for the first time. Screaming and hissing but warm and safe.

Being real for a moment, I obviously can't stop people from posting or reblogging this genre of posts, NOR WOULD I WANT TO. I'm glad they're having fun, BUT I wish I could blacklist this genre of post.

[wondipity]

no titty reveal? fine just take a selfie sucking a dildo thats hot enough for me

wtf ?? pls do not interact with me if this is the shit u are going to say.

[anoras]

imagining the emperor picking through sonnet's brain looking for someone whose look he can steal to get her trusting him and he has to settle on the face of her older brother twenty years ago because there's been no one else in the past two decades that sonnet has genuinely trusted.

[blue-banditt]

I should have listened to my past self and not gone back to online dating, my BPD symptoms are fucking insane rn I'm splitting on EVERYTHING not just one person and I feel so much at complete opposite ends of the spectrum, I'm going to have a mental breakdown in like 5 minutes

[chalkblhue]

Listen, the more I read about the way that Israel is blatantly, and also explicitly, promoting genocide against Palestinians the more disgust I feel.

It is impossible not to trace any parallels between this and the fucking holocaust. That fucking war hero of theirs that was saying how Israeli soldiers should ERASE Palestinian history and lives, the government’s official accounts constantly dehumanizing citizens, the bombings oh hospitals, refugee camps, the cutting of essencial supplies, the complete refusal of any pause to offer medicine and food to Gaza. All of this? Genocide. There is no other way to describe this atrocity but to call it what it is: cold blooded murder. Ethnical cleansing. It’s revolting to think that in 2023, almost 2024, we are at a time that people are trying to defend murder of innocents. They aren’t even bothering to pretend it’s a hunt for Hamas anymore. It’s straight up just agains Palestinian people.

One day, people will look at this happening right now in the same way that we look at accounts of murder in history books, and they too will wonder how could anyone let this happen.

My heart goes out for everyone suffering in this conflict. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget the videos of people who just lost their families, of children crying, of that paramedic that discovered that his family was beneath the rubble. I know it’s nothing compared to what you’re going through, and I am so sorry I’m not able to offer anything more that my support

[catsoupki]

bad day :0

[keeganmantle]

How's your night? Marina is giving me lots of love.😁😊

I'm still anxious from everything. It's gonna be a while before I feel fully better. At least everyone knows the truth.😁

So I should calm down knowing that. Thank you guys for supporting me and having my back. I'm trying to go on with my life. It's been 2 months. People need to move on and get a life. I'm ignoring that creep. I have her blocked. I flagged and reported her. So everything's fine. At least I have my girlfriend to talk to and of course, my comfort characters to look at and admire.😁🥺

Like I said and will keep saying, these female characters have given me comfort for a long time. For years. Bigtime during my Facebook days. There's just something about these characters especially Marina that help me feel safe.❤

Thanks for the love guys. Please give me comfort if you can. It's gonna be a while. I'm so sick of these evil people. Please mass report that creepy Tumblr blog. That girl made a big mistake. I feel violated. Tumblr, are you ok? What is wrong with you?😥

I really do feel violated.😰

[running-in-the-dark]

hmm. I'm starting to think maybe the weird uncomfortable dreams about my childhood best friend won't actually stop, no matter how much time passes 🙃

[sakuramom]

i keep crying and now im nauseous why must men just fucking violate women who are simply existing

[mrfoox]

Um... So... That dream ruined me thanks 🙃

[im-out-of-it]

I was just minding my business going through my notes for TID and you know what I just remembered

so when Tessa was being tortured (what a great brother she has), she was writing to Nate and then when she was found, apparently Charlotte said “we had to read them. I apologize for that. It is not often we bring a downworlder into the institute or anyone who is not a shadowhunter. It represents a great risk to us. We had to know you were not a danger.”

first of all what the fuck (at least Charlotte apologized for it though and at least had a semi reason for it)

Tessa thinks how violating that feels but she didn’t seem to not mind (from what I remember) when Will took those letters and read them

BOY I DONT CARE HOW CUTE YOU THINK YOU ARE NO TO ALL OF THAT

if anyone HAD to read them, it would be Charlotte but there is no reason for Will to take them later and read them and think of how much they have a bond or whatever his fucking excuse was

look I don’t remember when this occurs because I typically block out anything about the herondales in the books but that is so violating

these are Tessa’s most inner thoughts about Nate and her torment. can you imagine going through your worst trauma, writing it down so you can attempt to get it out, and someone who later married you read them in secret?????? I’m sorry but I don’t find that shit cute at all

there really was no reason for Will to look at Tessa’s letters without her consent. if she showed him, that’s a different story but stealing them and keeping them. WHY

did anybody else find this really creepy and weird? literally all the ways Will hurts and treats Tessa basically goes unnoticed for the most part. I know Will didn’t have the intention of hurting her but how would he feel if he jotted down all the stuff from his past while Tessa took it and read it in secret, then later said something like “it brought us so closer together” NO EW NO TO ALL OF THAT

and I could be imagining something but I don’t remember her having a huge problem with it at the time which I also find strange

I just find it really cringe and gross. I was just going on about Cordelia from TLH but why is cc so obsessed with making all of her female love interests have zero purpose except to make their whole world about the main character?????

Will treats Tessa as some common whore before they officially get together and all of that gets brushed to the side???? why is Tessa patiently waiting for Will to fall in love with her????

EXCUSE ME BUT JEM EXISTS

YOU KNOW WHAT JEM DESERVES BETTER SO SCRATCH THAT

I’m just saying that if I was with someone and they read my journal without my consent, I would feel super violated

and again, I can’t remember her reaction but 95% of the stuff will does gets tolerated and almost everyone is like oh no big deal it’s just Will being Will hasn’t he been through enough?????

the only person to call Will out is Gabriel and isn’t it funny how he’s made to be a villain?????? HMMM INTERESTING because to CC, it’s unheard of a herondale being in the wrong

I know tessa is a teenager around this time but WHY DOES SHE NEED TO WAIT AROUND FOR WILL OR FORGIVE EVERYTHING HE DOES

Tessa should’ve ran at the first red flag, not gotten with Will after she was shown 100 red flags 🚩

[angryraptor13]

I hope someone outed that ass to their professor/the model's agent, this is disgusting & they should go to jail. Isn't it ILLEGAL to not only record someone naked without their consent, but also POST IT ONLINE FOR THE WORLD TO SEE 😡

Why are people so stupid I just saw an ig reel of an artist being like "tee hee we weren't allowed to record at this nude life drawing session but I took a risk!!! Here's my processes I videoed" you idiot thats such a huge violation of that model's privacy. They're not saying you can't record because they hate you they're saying that you can't record to keep the model out of a potentially exploitative environment that's such a shitty thing to do. They have rules for those sessions for a reason and as an artist you should be trying to make the situation as respectful and comfortable as you can for the model you're drawing and that includes keeping your fucking camera device in your pocket