#i feel violated and disgusting

[soadoya]

i had fun traveling alone for work but now i just want to go home

[thepoisonroom]

'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.

I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.

About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'

-Casey Plett, Consciousness

[vintage-bentley]

The next time your female socialisation kicks in and you feel a little bad for the trans identified male who’s whining about women not feeling safe around him…look up “terfbreaking”. See how these men—yes, MEN—fantasise about raping women who don’t agree with them. See how just calling them the “wrong” pronoun makes them want to weaponise the penis they’re oh so dysphoric over. See how often they direct their violent fantasies at lesbians in particular, because they are just like every other straight man that dreams of raping homosexual women. See how “terfbreaking” and “dykebreaking” are often interchangeable.

Listen to trans “women” and let them tell you in their own words how violently they hate women and especially lesbians. And never let yourself feel guilty for believing them.

[sukugo]

This idea is eating my brain. Sukuna being a shameless insatiable freak towards Gojo and an in-denial thirsty freak towards Itadori.

He wants Gojo. He pursues him without relent. Sukuna wants to wreck the man and paint him red all over. He wants to taste his heart and know if he is as sweet as the desserts he gorges himself full with.

Sukuna wants to pry Gojo open and eat him out clean. He wants to climb over him and crawl inside of him. Their bodies becoming one and no one can ever tell where Sukuna start and Gojo ends anymore.

Sukuna desires that more than anything.

But he cannot understand why he sees himself doing it in the body of the brat that once caged him.

Instead of imagining his own four arms bringing Gojo towards his end begging and moaning for mercy he would never receive, Sukuna fancies it to be that of the annoying mouthy fool.

Clumsy hands and eager fingers. Unable to control the strength they possess that they break Gojo in. Cracking bones. Shattering spirits.

Gojo will be quivering. The brat will whimpering. Sukuna will be feasting.

The sweetness of their despair and richness of their blood sit heavy on his tongue. Salty tears spilling from confusion and frustration just makes his mouth water for more.

But what Sukuna craves more from their joining in his fantasy, was the forbidden taste of desire for the impossible and unthinkable - desecration of something sacred and twisting of kindness so profound.

Sukuna wants Gojo through the Brat. It is driving him insane.

SCREAAAAAAAMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

SHIT THAT'S SOOOOO GOOD OH MY GOD. AND SO SO SO CORRECT

it's a mix of his desire to break yuuji (derogatorily) and break satoru (affectionately) and it mixes up into this absolute mess of feelings for all of them involved and fuuuuuccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

[luvrodite]

tw discourse

When I and many other writers/blogs on this app say that we don't want minors on our blog, it is for a reason. For me, it's because I regularly interact with content that is made by adults for adults, and I think it should be common sense to respect that boundary.

There are so many things I could say about how when we produce/reblog these posts it's with a basic understanding of sex and consent and relationship dynamics, but also, I just do not want minors in this space period.

The things I post on here often go untagged and that is the reason why this blog is an 18+ blog, as opposed to allowing minors to follow and interact with this blog on the condition they block a specific 18+ tag. It makes me (and probably a lot of other creators) feel incredibly disgusted and uncomfortable to think that not only has a minor read my 18+ content – all of which explicitly is marked as not being for their eyes – but has gone on to consistently interact with my blog under the guise of being an adult.

Disregarding the fact that you shouldn't be reading it, what about our boundaries? I often see the argument of being mature enough to handle topics that are marked for adults, but this sort of behaviour is completely antithetical to that. I as a sane, rational adult do not ever want to be discussing the topics I do on this blog with someone else's child, no matter how close to their 18th birthday they might be. (If you are that close, you can wait. It isn't that serious. You will not die if you don’t get to read the smut, I promise.)

Completely bypassing someone else's boundaries and potentially putting them at risk because of your behaviour doesn't scream mature or adult to me. As an older sister, the idea of finding out that my younger siblings had interacted with people much older than them in this capacity is horrifying, and the idea of being a parent in that situation is so much worse. There is absolutely no reason for you as a minor to be coming into the inboxes of adult blogs and interacting with them in an adult capacity when it’s clear you don’t have adult decision making skills or reasoning.

I don't know. This makes me feel so disgusted. This is an 18+ blog for a reason.

[urahara-lovepage]

bleach media literacy is actually just a measure of how you read urahara as a character

[wondipity]

no titty reveal? fine just take a selfie sucking a dildo thats hot enough for me

wtf ?? pls do not interact with me if this is the shit u are going to say.

[anoras]

imagining the emperor picking through sonnet's brain looking for someone whose look he can steal to get her trusting him and he has to settle on the face of her older brother twenty years ago because there's been no one else in the past two decades that sonnet has genuinely trusted.

[blue-banditt]

I should have listened to my past self and not gone back to online dating, my BPD symptoms are fucking insane rn I'm splitting on EVERYTHING not just one person and I feel so much at complete opposite ends of the spectrum, I'm going to have a mental breakdown in like 5 minutes

[chalkblhue]

Listen, the more I read about the way that Israel is blatantly, and also explicitly, promoting genocide against Palestinians the more disgust I feel.

It is impossible not to trace any parallels between this and the fucking holocaust. That fucking war hero of theirs that was saying how Israeli soldiers should ERASE Palestinian history and lives, the government’s official accounts constantly dehumanizing citizens, the bombings oh hospitals, refugee camps, the cutting of essencial supplies, the complete refusal of any pause to offer medicine and food to Gaza. All of this? Genocide. There is no other way to describe this atrocity but to call it what it is: cold blooded murder. Ethnical cleansing. It’s revolting to think that in 2023, almost 2024, we are at a time that people are trying to defend murder of innocents. They aren’t even bothering to pretend it’s a hunt for Hamas anymore. It’s straight up just agains Palestinian people.

One day, people will look at this happening right now in the same way that we look at accounts of murder in history books, and they too will wonder how could anyone let this happen.

My heart goes out for everyone suffering in this conflict. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget the videos of people who just lost their families, of children crying, of that paramedic that discovered that his family was beneath the rubble. I know it’s nothing compared to what you’re going through, and I am so sorry I’m not able to offer anything more that my support

[catsoupki]

bad day :0

[queermomo]

Fuck knives me and my homies hate knives

[keeganmantle]

How's your night? Marina is giving me lots of love.😁😊

I'm still anxious from everything. It's gonna be a while before I feel fully better. At least everyone knows the truth.😁

So I should calm down knowing that. Thank you guys for supporting me and having my back. I'm trying to go on with my life. It's been 2 months. People need to move on and get a life. I'm ignoring that creep. I have her blocked. I flagged and reported her. So everything's fine. At least I have my girlfriend to talk to and of course, my comfort characters to look at and admire.😁🥺

Like I said and will keep saying, these female characters have given me comfort for a long time. For years. Bigtime during my Facebook days. There's just something about these characters especially Marina that help me feel safe.❤

Thanks for the love guys. Please give me comfort if you can. It's gonna be a while. I'm so sick of these evil people. Please mass report that creepy Tumblr blog. That girl made a big mistake. I feel violated. Tumblr, are you ok? What is wrong with you?😥

I really do feel violated.😰

[running-in-the-dark]

hmm. I'm starting to think maybe the weird uncomfortable dreams about my childhood best friend won't actually stop, no matter how much time passes 🙃

[sakuramom]

i keep crying and now im nauseous why must men just fucking violate women who are simply existing

[mrfoox]

Um... So... That dream ruined me thanks 🙃