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sukugo · 1 year ago

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This idea is eating my brain. Sukuna being a shameless insatiable freak towards Gojo and an in-denial thirsty freak towards Itadori.

He wants Gojo. He pursues him without relent. Sukuna wants to wreck the man and paint him red all over. He wants to taste his heart and know if he is as sweet as the desserts he gorges himself full with.

Sukuna wants to pry Gojo open and eat him out clean. He wants to climb over him and crawl inside of him. Their bodies becoming one and no one can ever tell where Sukuna start and Gojo ends anymore.

Sukuna desires that more than anything.

But he cannot understand why he sees himself doing it in the body of the brat that once caged him.

Instead of imagining his own four arms bringing Gojo towards his end begging and moaning for mercy he would never receive, Sukuna fancies it to be that of the annoying mouthy fool.

Clumsy hands and eager fingers. Unable to control the strength they possess that they break Gojo in. Cracking bones. Shattering spirits.

Gojo will be quivering. The brat will whimpering. Sukuna will be feasting.

The sweetness of their despair and richness of their blood sit heavy on his tongue. Salty tears spilling from confusion and frustration just makes his mouth water for more.

But what Sukuna craves more from their joining in his fantasy, was the forbidden taste of desire for the impossible and unthinkable - desecration of something sacred and twisting of kindness so profound.

Sukuna wants Gojo through the Brat. It is driving him insane.

SCREAAAAAAAMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

SHIT THAT'S SOOOOO GOOD OH MY GOD. AND SO SO SO CORRECT

it's a mix of his desire to break yuuji (derogatorily) and break satoru (affectionately) and it mixes up into this absolute mess of feelings for all of them involved and fuuuuuccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

#f.ask #as the kids say nowadays: YOU COOKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #fr going insane oh my goddffddddd #like. everytime ive read this since u sent it ive been like 'holy shit'#like gjdfhgksdhkfjrhgfisjioddshiuohdsfuighfksdhjkdfhgsdfdsgs #and it makes so much SENSE.#sukuna wants satoru more than anything. he's the strongest. he wants to break him more than anything.#taste him more than anything.#but at the other hand he DESPISES yuuji.#wants nothing to do with him #wants nothing more than the boy to suffer. and what better way than to make HIM violate the people he loves so much.#his beloved teacher who yuuji loves. with his OWN hands. there is nothing that will crush him more than that #but that comes with facing that he needs to be joined to the boy who has caged him.#the boy that makes his entire being quake in disgust. in absolute disdain.#obsessed anon im OBSESSED #jjk #sukugo #sukugoyuu #anon i love u #bc sukuna HAS such convoluted feelings about yuuji.#vs the clarity of his desire of gojo #love it love it love ittttttttttttttttttttttttttt

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limielle · 14 days ago

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wht job would u guys want if like. well In This Economy or whatever but if u were someone who just wanted to do her little hobbies and stuff and not have to worry about work outside of work hours but also arent good enough at sitting still to Sit Still for the whole day but also didnt like any jobs adjacent to ur degree but also didnt really want to go back to school bc ur old and

#my life plans are falling apart as u can tell #i just hav no idea where to go from here bc im getting re-evaluated for disability this year and im honestly not sure i can fool them twice #you know wht i mean #NOT that i deliberately fooled them #but idk how i even got full coverage #and also #frankly #i would like to stop rotting around in my room for most of the day.#i actually drew for the first time since he dumped me the other day bc ffxiv patch was sooooooooooo good i have icarus in like #80s futurism skin tight body suits galore #but i need to colour them #and warframe (amir) has me by the balls #metaphorically #and i have him by his #literally #NOT. the point #the point is i need to pick a direction for my life before the government throws me back to the sharks #if they do #they might not #but i figure they might bc im no longer coming into therapy every day and telling him i wanna kms #even tho like i kinda do these days bc i may be getting over him #but now im upset #and feeling violated #oh my god like. have i not complained about this to enough ppl why am i writing so much #THE POINT IS. what would u guys do like . figuratively. is my only option like baking #or horticulture #id have to move away to study horticulture tho #and also i hate most foods so im not sure id make a good baker #i mean i love bread but like ask me to cook a meringue and ill tell u its disgusting even if i cooked it well #im getting an add diagnosis and i think i should show them this post just to show them what my mind looks like at all times of the day

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urahara-lovepage · 1 year ago

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bleach media literacy is actually just a measure of how you read urahara as a character

#‘irredeemable bastard who violated the geneva convention’ vs. ‘funny perv who is in love with yoruichi’#sorry not ‘vs.’ i mean ‘and’#did we actually consume the same series #y’all know that tiktok song that goes ‘nobody knows me like you do’? that’s me abt urahara #yes i acknowledge the fact that this man has performed human experiments on multiple occasions #no we cannot conflate this with him touching yoruichi bc both actions are violations #those r two different kinds of violations and the last one feels so forced by kubo #‘oh but he doesn’t respect boundaries’ IS TRUE but whennn was he weird and rapey like that before tybw #i can think of one-off instances bc that’s just kubo’s humor but he did him so dirtyyy #ppl js b searching for any reason to ship urayoru like ewww bitch u reel of filler arc 🤢#i’m so sorry i’m only ranting bc of that one person on here who likes urayoru and has literal essays typed up abt it #AND THEY SHIP SHINJI AND HIYORI? DISGUSTING AFFF 😭🤮#i’m not hearing anyone out bro she acts and look like a child and their relationship is essentially family arguing #getting a ship out of that is insane to me #BYE this is staying in drafts and i’m sc it to send to lilly 😭#well sm for staying in drafts #💀#bleach #clorox bleach #kisuke urahara

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catcatb0y · 29 days ago

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Old man yells at cloud moment, but I am exhausted by those "Being a writer/liking a character is wanting to see them in a fit of of graphic despair-" because you know to a degree I GET it and I've BEEN there, but I am actually Just tired of angst. It feels like the two genres of fanfiction overwhelmingly are either smut or angst. If fandom isn't sexual, it's catty, if it's not catty, it's sexual, and if you're really unlucky it's both in the good old circa 2010 BL Doujinshi circle "No means yes actually."

Me and my favorite characters are already going through enough as is, only for their front row of cheerleaders to be cheering for their imminent demise, actually.

Like. Being fr. It's fiction. These are fake little guys. Them sobbing in a pool of their own blood literally doesn't hurt anyone. But it does hurt ME, because my little guy is sad and now I am sad. Is there no one? No one who wishes to make life better for these fictional creatures? No writer who takes joy in making their characters happy? No one who wants mine silly little guy to smile as I do??? (I have obviously divolved into drama)

In short: I wish we were able to block specific genres of post without needing keywords like come on, it's literally gotten to the point where I've just started blocking anyone who says 'being a writer is wanting to see your favorite character suffer' because no actually I want to see them get a good night's rest for once. I want to see them happy. I want to see them experiencing warmth and bliss they weren't even sure existed. I want them covered in the blood of their enemies and reviling in their now broken chains. I want them free. Thriving. Committing acts of violence that make them feel like life is worth living.

I already go for the traumatized characters right off the bat, I DON'T want to see them WORSE, I want them to experience comfort for the first time like a top heavy newborn kitten being pet for the first time. Screaming and hissing but warm and safe.

Being real for a moment, I obviously can't stop people from posting or reblogging this genre of posts, NOR WOULD I WANT TO. I'm glad they're having fun, BUT I wish I could blacklist this genre of post.

#cat beefs with fandom again #tale as old as time #it's in part because of the feeling of ostracization and isolation in fandom #but also in large part in the annoyance of repitition #I mean come on #you've seen the post once you've seen it ten times #hundreds of thousands of people trying to get attention to their posts make the exact same 'haha writers!' joke again and again and again #if Tumblr decides to fling writing related tags at you then you'll see three of the exact same post with four different wordings #in the span of five minutes #just let it die #like you disgusting selfish 'fans' want your supposed favorite characters to do #(< mostly joking HOWEVER I must admit I am still not emotionally over alleged fans of my favorite character joking and celebrating their #death on screen to the point where I genuinely could not tell the so called fans from the literal dedicated hate squad the character had)#that and the 'this is GREAT news for my ship!' people being the literal only opinions I saw on the death of my all time favorite guy #it was either celebratory hate game or fujoshi ship fodder #as much I respect and salute my fujo sisters sometimes fandom echos to the level of 'non straight sex is good because it's hot'#and the fujo community does have the overarching tendency of turning complex characters into generic bl tropes #girl you lost me three paragraphs ago who are you talking about?? did you somehow pivot from Big Name Fandom to niche first time Doujinshi?#doujinshi being self published work- not the fanfiction doujinshi though sometimes...#I enjoy angst and shipping to a degree myself even!#I just feel like if a dedicated character hate blog would like an unironically post half of the things that you do about your alleged #''favorite character'' then Idk man maybe you might want to find a character who doesn't make you feel the need to put them through torture #I'd personaoly violate the Geneva Convention FOR my favorite character. Not ON them.

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wondipity · 1 year ago

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no titty reveal? fine just take a selfie sucking a dildo thats hot enough for me

wtf ?? pls do not interact with me if this is the shit u are going to say.

#ara answers!#anons!#i kinda wanna delete the selfie now #cause wtf ??#already told u before to pls not make comments like this #i feel disgusted and violated #pls pls pls stop interacting with my blog #also ur blocked !!!

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anoras · 2 years ago

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imagining the emperor picking through sonnet's brain looking for someone whose look he can steal to get her trusting him and he has to settle on the face of her older brother twenty years ago because there's been no one else in the past two decades that sonnet has genuinely trusted.

#sonnet #and it's the face of a 24 year old !#sonnet who's older than her brother ever was #fr i think she hates the emperor for it ! the disgust she feels when she realizes how much he must have picked through her memories #to find that face #her mind has always been the Only thing that was truly her own. the fucking. violation. she felt. beyond anything she's ever experienced.

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blue-banditt · 6 months ago

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I should have listened to my past self and not gone back to online dating, my BPD symptoms are fucking insane rn I'm splitting on EVERYTHING not just one person and I feel so much at complete opposite ends of the spectrum, I'm going to have a mental breakdown in like 5 minutes

#Worst split rn is I went from completely over the moon about my bruises to being incredibly disgusted by myself #And I have the urge to try to scrub them off in the bath even tho I know they won't come off but I feel physically dirty #Which is weird bc ik that's smth that ppl who get @ssaulted experience but it was 200% enthusiastically consensual 😭#I don't feel violated I just loathe myself

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chalkblhue · 1 year ago

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Listen, the more I read about the way that Israel is blatantly, and also explicitly, promoting genocide against Palestinians the more disgust I feel.

It is impossible not to trace any parallels between this and the fucking holocaust. That fucking war hero of theirs that was saying how Israeli soldiers should ERASE Palestinian history and lives, the government’s official accounts constantly dehumanizing citizens, the bombings oh hospitals, refugee camps, the cutting of essencial supplies, the complete refusal of any pause to offer medicine and food to Gaza. All of this? Genocide. There is no other way to describe this atrocity but to call it what it is: cold blooded murder. Ethnical cleansing. It’s revolting to think that in 2023, almost 2024, we are at a time that people are trying to defend murder of innocents. They aren’t even bothering to pretend it’s a hunt for Hamas anymore. It’s straight up just agains Palestinian people.

One day, people will look at this happening right now in the same way that we look at accounts of murder in history books, and they too will wonder how could anyone let this happen.

My heart goes out for everyone suffering in this conflict. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget the videos of people who just lost their families, of children crying, of that paramedic that discovered that his family was beneath the rubble. I know it’s nothing compared to what you’re going through, and I am so sorry I’m not able to offer anything more that my support

#palestine #israel #free palestine #free gaza #this is a humans right violation #see you all in a tribunal in aya #I don’t think I’ll ever be able to express my disgust #this is genocide #the eyes of history will only ever hold half of my disgust towards you #because I don’t think it’s possible to even put into words #how much hatred im feeling

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catsoupki · 10 months ago

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bad day :0

#a classmate of mine who’s like rlly annoying and weird he’s the definition of an incel :)#he dropped sth and he went and picked it up #the catch is that it was right below me and i was wearing a dress #:) this happened before #felt disgusted #yelled at him #never had a good relationship with him #i argued that he coulda just told me to pick it up for him #he said i wouldn’t #i said i could hv stepped away at least #how was he so confident in his opinion that i was just being dramatic :)#it’s just so disgusting ..#like no ure not a woman u don’t get it it’s disgsuting and the fact that you’ve done it twice is beyond horrible #feels violating #hope everyone else is having a good day then !#sy.chats

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keeganmantle · 1 year ago

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How's your night? Marina is giving me lots of love.😁😊

I'm still anxious from everything. It's gonna be a while before I feel fully better. At least everyone knows the truth.😁

So I should calm down knowing that. Thank you guys for supporting me and having my back. I'm trying to go on with my life. It's been 2 months. People need to move on and get a life. I'm ignoring that creep. I have her blocked. I flagged and reported her. So everything's fine. At least I have my girlfriend to talk to and of course, my comfort characters to look at and admire.😁🥺

Like I said and will keep saying, these female characters have given me comfort for a long time. For years. Bigtime during my Facebook days. There's just something about these characters especially Marina that help me feel safe.❤

Thanks for the love guys. Please give me comfort if you can. It's gonna be a while. I'm so sick of these evil people. Please mass report that creepy Tumblr blog. That girl made a big mistake. I feel violated. Tumblr, are you ok? What is wrong with you?😥

I really do feel violated.😰

#splatoon #comfort characters #best girls #marina ida #nighttime check #i feel safe with Marina #please mass report that creepy blog #you don't ship real people #that is disgusting #i really feel violated 😥

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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hmm. I'm starting to think maybe the weird uncomfortable dreams about my childhood best friend won't actually stop, no matter how much time passes 🙃

#just remembered the one I had last night for the tenth time today and it just makes me want to puke tbh #it's never something normal.#it's always gross. it's usually sexual. it almost always ruins my day.#like come on I haven't seen this guy since I was 15! I haven't been friends with him since I was like 10! I don't think about him or miss #him really #sooo it'd be very nice if that could just. stop!#it's just. it feels very violating somehow. it's worse than the intrusive thoughts when I'm awake because I can't stop the dreams. and they #also have images and all. so. I just want it to stop. it's literally like my own brain just decides hey I think I'll torture you a little #bit :) have fun!!#I prefer the gory violent mass murder nightmares tbh. those don't make me feel disgusting and gross. just somewhat disturbed.#personal

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sakuramom · 2 years ago

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i keep crying and now im nauseous why must men just fucking violate women who are simply existing

#i feel so disgusted #i feel so violated