#Worst split rn is I went from completely over the moon about my bruises to being incredibly disgusted by myself
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I should have listened to my past self and not gone back to online dating, my BPD symptoms are fucking insane rn I'm splitting on EVERYTHING not just one person and I feel so much at complete opposite ends of the spectrum, I'm going to have a mental breakdown in like 5 minutes
#Worst split rn is I went from completely over the moon about my bruises to being incredibly disgusted by myself#And I have the urge to try to scrub them off in the bath even tho I know they won't come off but I feel physically dirty#Which is weird bc ik that's smth that ppl who get @ssaulted experience but it was 200% enthusiastically consensual 😭#I don't feel violated I just loathe myself
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