#i feel the hyperfixation returning
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🎮 and 🍔 for the ask game for both of them? :3
(ask game)
🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies?
Dew’s favorite hobbies are (very similar to mine) playing video games, drawing, and reading comics or watching cartoons. he’s an introvert and he also spends a lot of time in online fandoms too.
Anton’s main hobby is science, but he also loves learning about and taking care of animals. i feel like he’d also like listening to podcast and could be fan of the magnus archives (<— definitely not me projecting)
🍔 HAMBURGER — is your oc good at cooking? are they good at baking? which one do they prefer?
Dew is okay at cooking, he never really had to because his roommates would usually cook the food they ate. if he had to cook then he’d be good at it, but it’s not his favorite thing to do.
Anton is absolutely atrocious at cooking/baking and usually just microwaves pre cooked stuff or will get a robot or something to prepare actual nutritious food.
i feel like after Dew spends a lot of time in captivity eating the frozen stuff Anton makes for him, he eventually convinces Anton to let him cook the meals himself. Dew likes this because it gives him something to do and he actually gets way better at it.
thanks for the ask!
#ask#tllr ask#dew oc#anton oc#i think about tma one (1) time and now i have jonathan sims brainrot#anyway i think Dew would be an avatar of the Vast or the Lonely? idk#Anton would serve the Eye#or maybe the Web?#idkidk its been months since i finished tma andddd now its making me insane again#my favorite character is michael#and jon#and martin#i feel the hyperfixation returning#hehehehe#i love tma so much#okay im done now
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old school utau wives
#my art#vocaloid#hatsune miku#miku#gumi#megpoid gumi#I MIGHT DO RIN & LEN AND MAYBE TETO IDK#SO MANY PLANS#but rn I feel the looming persona 3 hyperfixation returning fuck#there is so much I wanna draw haha
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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#waiting for livraz 2 show up^#elendira#trigun maximum#trigun#lg doodles#mo but im like . going 2 complain for five secodns#but i hate working full time i hate it ive awkays hated it i will always hate it and when im dead ill still be hating on it#NOOO ENERGYY(‘!!!for anything . ever .#like ive given up on hobbies bc it feels soo fcking impossible to do anyrhing that isnt cooking dinner and then passing out 4 the night#miserable existence i want to claw my face off#the oast two yrs have been manageable in the sense that i alws had smt to look forward to#hyperfix or whagever. but these past 6 months r grey.DESOLATE‼️‼️‼️devoid of purpose#elendira outstretched hand lets take ibuprofen together#but its lexapro#anyways . ^__^!!~~ hope uve had a good day today#or did smt fun this week#bHELPPPP#walking 2 my car rn actually .. inagine the virgin walk guy thats like this > 🚶#metbh#being let out of my hamster cage . only to return 2morrow
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Last view before a late arrival
#Hi hi hello Moomin fandom the Moomins hyperfixation/special interest is setting back in slowly I can feel ittttttt shajfhdsjfh#Moomins#my art#Moomin#Snufkin#moominvalley#kind of?? He’s on a mountain peak overlooking Some Valley but I’m uncertain if it’s that one quite yet#he’s just enjoying the rest of his time alone before he returns soon (and late)#Right I can’t remember any more tags uhhhhh#Oh um#id in alt text#And hehe a little very vague alluded to snufmin symbolism#But anyway#yay hi
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re-binging the first two seasons of drawtectives to manifest season three!!
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y'all, I'm afraid that I am about to fall down a deep rabbit hole that I have been circling for years
#hyperfixation on the disney fairies about to begin#I feel it starting#i've been holding it back since I returned all of those disney fairy books#one of the deep regrets of my life#i should have bought them#g.txt#disney fairies
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so far tmagp has been like a fever dream (maybe bc i binged after binging all of tma before (again)) but gee i feel like im having a fantastic hallucination
#my hearts racing#i feel my hyperfixation returning#ha as if it left#but yea no i’m not well#tmagp#tma#brain rot
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ummm, hello ? inner child just called, he said he wants to get on creatures of sonaria and roleplay in game and act like i’m actually the creature
#creatures of sonaria#roblox#god the cos hyperfix is horrible#therian#what if i end up having a creature as a theriotype later i’m like#really feeling it coming on#cos#shower thoughts#i’ll return to my other roblox games someday#maybe never#actually no i lied i need to lock in for evade during christmas#anyone else excited for#cos harvest event
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rehyperfixating on a children’s game that came out in 2015, is one of the least popular entries in its series, and has minimal content, the vast majority of which i’ve seen before. the series has been dead for nearly 10 years, nothing has happened recently that would warrant anyone’s returning interest in it, very few of my friends give a shit about this specific game, and those few who played and liked it in the past have no reason to give a shit about it at all right now. i have been coasting through on a playthrough i’ve been doing with a friend who’d never seen the game before and who was kind enough to let me show it to them, but we just beat the game, and after we play the epilogue we will have nothing left to do, and on top of that they really have just been humoring me as they have their own very strong current hyperfixation they would much rather be thinking about. also i am depressed enough right now that literally nothing else except for waiting to play this game with them and playing this game with them and watching them enjoy it at least a little has been able to briefly quiet the constant cacophony in my head screaming how much of a worthless, lazy, constantly-failing miserable excuse for a living person i am and how much better everything would be, especially for myself, if i stopped existing lately. would anyone like to volunteer to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ because i would really like for someone to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ right now
#me.txt#delete ltr#and i like hearing my friends talk about and show me their interests but it isnt enoughhhh its not enough right now to make my head SHUT UP#right now the only thing that can give me energy is a hyperfixation like this#but with enough content and engagement from others to keep subsisting me without hitting a wall#SOMETHING THAT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO DO WHEN YOU CANNOT DRAW OR WRITE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#BECAUSE WHEN NOBODY IS MAKING ANYTHING!!!!! AND YOU CANT MAKE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! ALL YOU CAN DO IS CURL UP AND STARVE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼#immmm so sick of the only thing that makes being alive feel worth it being hyperfixations theres nothing REAL tying me down i cant stand it#because i am!! too broken!!!! to ever achieve any of the things that WOULD give me a real solid tangible reason to keep living!!!!!!#like a stable job!!!! a place of my own!!! a partner whos dedicated to me above everyone else and me to them in return!!!!!!!#a LIFE that isnt just constantly failing over and over and waiting for the shoe to drop and to lose everything all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont have that!!! and i cant have that!!!!! because im too broken to be able to cultivate and maintain it!!!!!#and the only way. to fix myself enough to be able to do so.#would be to HAVE ENOUGH STABILITY THAT ID HAVE THE TIME AND ENERGY TO PUT INTO FIXING MYSELF AND HEALING#i cant fix myself without stability and freedom. and i cant get stability and freedom unless i’m fixed#so it is. literally impossible!!!!!!!#impossible to create my own concrete solid reason to be here.#impossible for me to even create anything to feed the fixations that are my backup reasons.#theres nothing!! nothing!!! i have nothing new to leap to and ive been dwindling for too long and i think i am about to drown#im just waiting for time to tick out. for me to fuck up too badly to come back from one last time and get found out and punished.#and then? theres nothing left. theres literally nothing else left for me
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Goobers !!!
I'm very happy with my drawing of sayori in the snow :3
#artists on tumblr#doki doki literature club#digital art#ddlc fanart#ddlc natsuki#ddlc sayori#i can feel the hyperfixation returning#TRANS NATSUKI#Ignore the fact i dont draw eyes consistently
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girl where r u come backkkkkkkkk (hope life is treating u the best♥)
i'm still here – sort of... 🥺
life has been treating me the same way as it always used to :')... but tysm, you're an angel, i hope you're doing well ❤️🩹
[i'll add it that i'm always happy to see my notifs alive on this blog, it fills me with joy to know that people are enjoying the stuff i have posted on here years ago 🥲]
#answered#anonymous#(i feel so bad for abandoning this blog 😞#i still love paul i listen to him and the band often but im not keeping up with the fandom anymore :/#its been such a massive part of my life for about 9 years#but i think towards the end it just didnt bring me as much joy to be on here as it should#so i have found a new hyperfixation to keep me alive 💙 ... jk... but also kinda not)#(i might return one day. but im out of the loop with everything happening and these days im content with that)
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I always have stuff I can vent about. I can discuss how i still feel sedentary and lazy online, i can talk about how i'm really nervous for school to come back in a few weeks, i can talk about how my stomach still makes me really nervous sometimes, I can even discuss the many ways that my mom's death and my the loss of my old tablet led to me being sedentary and also to me being so sad and existential. But there's still more vent topics! I can vent about not telling my dad i post on here, and how i'm now feeling too nervous and awkward about it to ever work up the nerve to tell him. I can talk about how i worry my hyperfixations are lasting longer (and that means i'm becoming more stuck in my ways or something as i age), i can even bring up now i'm very dependent on my dad and how i'm scared of ending up alone.
That's like 10 topics I could vent about! And although i know i should probably make some posts on these subjects, i also know that i never seem to find time to make posts on all these subjects. But i really should just write 10 big vent posts on these topics, and then just post them all and hope they get some attention. Because i really have a lot of things that i allow myself to stress over, and i probably need to get it all off of my chest. I have a therapist to talk to this stuff about too, but it never hurts to vent here as well.
#I have like 10 vent topics now#me feeling sedentary online#me being scared for school to return#my stomach issues all summer#my existential dread from my mom's death and the loss of my old tablet#me never telling my dad i post on here#me worrying my hyperfixations barely ever change#and me being afraid of losing my dad and being alone#I really need to vent about all this#sigh...#vent#venting#autism#neurodivergent#autistic#adhd#existentialism#existential thoughts#sadness#vent post
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I think I’m finally writing a story fam
#it’s not hymn or any od the others#it’s a new one that needs to come out first#or at least part of it does#it may or may not end up on ao3 it depends on if it Fucks Me Up like Latchkey did or not#and if it feels too weird or anything#I’m gonna give a disclaimer now that it’s an expression inspired by child grooming so if that’s a no go for you please be aware#I won’t be graphic but it’s me so it WILL be emotional I hope#and I do have good news on the other fics…can’t write hymn yet but the vibes are getting closer#and I can’t write freakin me out yet but I’m guaranteeed to have a medical hyperfixation again every year or two so that’s just a matter of#time.#but ghostbusters? accidental necromancer Tim drake? the vibes are creeping closer#they return for about two glorious minutes every 17 business days now#so stay tuned for that#katie writes things
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-`. 𝖚𝖗𝖑 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊 ❦
-ˋˏ .·:·. ⊱ indorilnerevarine ➵ THEDEADTHREE ⊰ .·:·. -ˋˏ
-`. baldur’s gate has my psyche and soul at the moment so in honor of that and the dearest (un)holy trinity i thought it would be cute to do a change as it’s been a bit!
-`. 𝖒𝖚𝖙𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘! ❦
#url change ♡#leg.txt#url change !!!!!!!!!! url change! yay!!!!!! <3#i am also at a con rn it’s been the loveliest 🥀✨🥹#this has been in my drafts for a bit i wasn’t ready to let go yet 🥀✨🥺 but eeek i did it!#i will for sure return to the indorilnerevarine url one day the bestie and dearest protag will always have a special place in my heart <3#and mutuals y’all are also always welcome to @ me or dm me things y’all make which may also be easier as my flea brain misses a lot 🥀😭✨#tes always on my heart always on my mind <3 ye olde comfort hyperfixation!!!!!!#i will reblog this a few times for the morning and evening and besties <3#THANK YOU THANK YOU THE POLL BESTIES I TRULY OWE YOU ALL MY LIFE 🥀🥹#i love it iloveitiloveit I LOVE IT its such a lovely and i LOVE it 🌸💕🥹#like i was so so so happy that it was open as a url EEEEEK#but teehee bg brainrot has such a vice grip on me and envyana have the braincell <3#I AM SO SO CLOSE TO THEM REUNITING I FEEL IT I SENSE IT IN MY SOUL RAHHH I AM GOING TO BE THE MOST NORMAL ABOUT THEM !!!!!!!!#i have so many thoughts MANY MANY i need to yell about them !!!!!! it is imperative!#(mo if i bolt onto discord screaming when they reunite SIZJZJZH 🥀💀)#(and besties and mutuals i am always happy to yell on here or on discord about bg3 🥀🥹😌 !!!!)
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Okay y’all, it’s been a wonderful couple of months but I think the Ace Attorney obsession is officially over. I see them and I feel nothing. Darn.
Anyways! I have no more drive to create ace attorney related anything BUT I’m going to finish the wips that I can and hope for the best
#kinda sad ngl….#I feel like it’ll return everntually#I mean this IS the second time I’ve hyper-fixated on ace attorney. it CAN happen again.#ace attorney#phoenix wright: ace attorney#hyperfixation#phoenix wright
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