#i feel soooo insane 😭
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white trunks = bridal gear
black trunks = mourning gear
do you understand what im trying to SAY!!!!
#i feel soooo insane 😭#babygirl wearing his white wedding dress for his final dance with joe#and coming back wearing only black trunks so far#cm punk#samoa joe#joepunk
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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i want to talk about leda sooo much but i keep remembering that doing so means i have to own up to the fact that i not only made her survive the literal astronomican soul sucking process on terra via implied divine providence but also admit that During the soul sucking she had a god-emperor-bass-boosted supervision of like 45% of the plot of rogue trader and also a good chunk of dark age of technology history as well so now she literally thinks shes the honest to god blue check verified iconoclast prophet of big E himself
#oc: leda#I FEEL LIKE THE MOST ANNOYING PERSON ALIVE GUYS I SWEARRRRR MY BACKSTORIES ARE NOT NORMALLY#THIS MAIN-CHARACTER SYNDROME. but also idk why i feel so bad like its a fictional story and a Fake character so#whatever. who cares. im having fun and if she was a man nobody would care. NGMDMFJFJ#TO CLARIFY — she survived the astronomican soul sucking because the machine spirits around her pod/coffin#malfunctioned and stopped working about 25 minutes in (felt like 100 years but yknow)#so like its open to the possibility of just being a coincidence but given leda also worships the omnissiah#she took this as a sign that both the emperor and the omnissiah love her soooo much and think shes so hot and cool#and allowed her to experience a divine vision and tasked her on a mission to lead humanity on the correct path#to be clear— getting your soul sucked by the god emperor of humanity would make you Insane so#yknow. i do think she has lost her mind by this stage even tho outwardly she recovers as best as one can#but like. yeah. it COULD have been a divine imperative from god but it was more likely shes just coping with the trauma#and also deeply prideful and full of hubris. lol. BUT MAYBE SHES RIGHT. IM CERTAINLY PLAYING HER ARC LIKE SHE IS#and i think its so funny that shes like God tasked me to bring peace and love to the galaxy and i will even if i have to kill#every creature in the galaxy to do it 😍 NGNDNFKDKMF#ITS ALSO FUNNY BC SHES NOT EVEN THAT GOOD OF A PSYKER FNDNDMJGND SHE FAILED THE TESTS ON TERRA FOR A REASON 😭
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i love u nekoma & karasuno i love you SO MUCH
#can you tell i just watched the dumpster battle movie#[deep breath] AHHHHHHGGGGHHFHFHFJJFJGKG#ALL THE INTERACTIONS WERE SO FUCKING CUTE 😭😭😭😭#baby kuroo… i forgot how much i adored kuroo oh my god. TEARS IN MY EYES#HES SO FUCKING LAME#he was an emotional wreck this movie. had me giggling#his ass wld NOT leave tsukki alone HELP#omg and bokuto yachi interaction <3#HINATA AND INUOKA I LOVE U SO MUCH#kenma…. this truly was the kenhina movie nobody talk to me#and the mini scene of kuroo and daichi pointing at each other. I DIED!! I DIED!!!!#ourghhhhhh I LOVE THEM ALL SO DEARLY#also the detail of nishinoya moving out of the way when he saved the ball was great. loved that#SUGA 😭😭 HE WAS GOING INSANE LMAO I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY#okay tbh i didnt expect the match to end like that but it’s fine. i was immediately distracted by the FEELS#ALSO OMG. GOSHIKI AND TENDOU WERE SO FUNNY LOL#AND AND NEKOMA THIRD YEARS 😭😭😭 KUROO AND YAKU TEARING UP 😭😭 THEM HUGGING EACH OTHER#IM SOOOO ILL IM SO FUCKING ILL#also the kurodai hug and the kuroo thanking tsukki I FEAR I KEEP WINNING#did i mention the kuroken flashbacks. oh my god. they were so CUTE#BABY KUROO TALKING TO KENMA’S DAD AND HE WAS JUST SO SMALL AND ENTHUSIASTIC UGH 🥹😭#wow. i need to die#wait also. giggles. the kenhina knife scene. 10/10 gayest shit in hq#ahhhh i LOVE THEM#NEKOMA SECOND YEARS TOO. FUKUNAGA U WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME#anyway u guys shouldve seen me. i was going insane. i was losing it every scene#OH AND THE CREDITS?? kuroshou I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE#‘gotta take a pic to show mika’ this too is kuromikashou or whatever their ship name is#this was the kenhina movie first and the kuroo ship galore movie second /j#anyway i need to go lie down now goodbye
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7 days sober wtf !!!!!!!!!!! :D
#genuinely would’ve thought this would’ve been IMPOSSIBLE last week#but im sleeping better anxiety is soooo down confidence is higher#and im not unbelievably unintelligibly fatigued every second of every day which is genuinely INSANE & so nice 🙂↕️😭#my emotions are a lil weird like im not in peaks & valleys anymore like I don’t feel BIGLY anymore#but tbh id rather feel a little less than feel so anxious & depressed & just like a walking zombie 99% of the time#so it’s a good trade off lol#& still a learning process too who knows what will happen as my brain adapts!!!!#the more I’m sober im like ohhhh yea i am 50% addict on my mom’s side like should’ve done this a minute ago😭😭😭😭#sorry for the rant just excited !!!!#hope y’all are having a good week ❤️
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THE ASK ABT JOBS SUGURU WOULD HAVE ,,,,,, i love thinking abt it thats my favorite subject EVA !!!! [thats a lie suguru as a whole is my favorite subject teehee :3]
ur SOOO right abt him being in law 2 help ppl ,,,,,, SO right w the idea of him walking around w a briefcase + slicked back ponytail + coffee GOHDDDD ok . okay . jobs I THINK suguru would have LETS GO !!
CERAMICIST - hed make these insane pots + sculptures n have showcases that r BOOKED like ,,, hes just so ,,,, pottery person 2 me,,,, n i feel like hed have a focus on using old pottery methods n keeping them alive in the modern day ,, like hes got some crazy intricate jomon pots, porcelain bowls + other kitchenware, n probs some bizen pots that he made dotted around his garden ,,,,, WAUGHHH I LOEV ART HISTORY
TATTOO ARTIST - ok . popular hc BUT STILL . hes worked his way up from being an apprentice in a huge shop -> owning his own lil studio pretty fast n hes GOOD . like hes got a rlly nice set of flashes that r colorful n playful but on himself hes probably got these super serious grayscale marbles and mythology plastered all over him [except for a family portrait mimiko + nanako made when they were like . 6 that he thought was so cute he got it tattooed on him] also i dont think hed b SUUPER in2 tattooing ppls names on other ppl or on himself, but maybe once u two have been dating for a LONGG while or r even almost a solid decade into marriage hed consider getting your name tatted somewhere hidden-but-not-really-hidden [womb tattoo, around the back of his ear, inner thigh]
MARINE BIOLOGIST - oHH MY GOHD OH MY GOHD OHHHHH MY GOHD i get super excited abt this cuz i wanna b a marine biologist SO BADDDDDD . its coming . TRUST !!!! anyway, he probably does some type of conservation bcuz . cmon . look at him . so he dives pretty often, like a weekly typa thing, BUT IMAGINE HIM IN THE SCUBA OUTFIT . he comes out sopping wet n hes probably rlly hot 4 a solid minute b4 the Stench hits u since ur both in an enclosed space and he smells like the underside of a dock.
CLASSICAL MUSICIAN - u know how i was talking abt how suguru would b a cellist ? yeah hed b a DAMN GOOD cellist like that man is principal cellist and hes so nice abt it 2 ,,, like he doesn't flaunt it and whenever someone in his section needs help w bowings or smthn else he gladly helps them !! he probably solos a ton on the tuba 2 ,,, like hes just SO GOOD at everything he picks up its insane
CONDUCTOR - same vein as the classical musician thing, he would b such a fine ass conductor ,,,,, like his facial expressions when the music gets intense and then it softens and hes swaying with the orchestra, hands gliding through the air ,,, also hed just b rlly good at keeping ppl in time and figuring out what each section was doing wrong.
oki thats my 2 cents on the whole thing ill get off my soapbox now dhhdhd :3
ASHLEY i’m finally getting to this…… these are all so bigbrained it’s crazy . AND I’M SO GLAD YOU SEE THE LAWYER!SUGU VISION <3333 he means the world 2 me….. silly little guy……
BUT WAHHH. CERAMIST SUGU THE LOML????? there’s this one stsg fic i rlly like where he’s a ceramics instructor and it …. changed me. as a person. AND I AGREE COMPLETELY the part abt him wanting to keep old art alive….. showcases constantly booked bc he’s just so skilled….. 😵💫 yeah. sugu as any kind of artist makes me insane. and him being good at pottery is just so…. weirdly attractive to me???? LIKE . him just having the most steady gentle hands…… teaching you how to mold the clay properly……… your back against his chest as he guides your hands . i need him so bad
AND . TATTOO ARTIST. yes it’s popular but it’s popular for a REASON (reason being: he is hot). HIM OWNING HIS OWN STUDIO and being so skilled….. the mythological tattoos + family portrait 🥺🥺 wahhh . he’s so sweet ashley…. i need him so bad…….. AND THE NAME THING …… i agree btw i feel like he would see tattoos as very . very very special. so getting your name inked into his skin so permanently might feel just as serious as a proposal to him 😭😭 i could see him doing it eventually tho ….. i agree w all the placements bUT. a part of me feels like . he’d get it tattooed somewhere on his chest … close to his heart….. :’3 sniffle. i could also see him getting a tiny heart you doodled onto his palm tattooed w/o you knowing and you’re just like ???? SUGURU??????? and he’s just. “i thought it was cute :)”…… sick sick man (affectionate) 😔😔
AND MARINE BIOLOGIST!SUGU ??? YOUR BRAINNNNN i remember you mentioning that in the sashisu college au too :33 him scuba diving!!!!! being constantly drenched and smelling of seasalt….. i’m of the firm belief that he was obsessed w marine biology as a kid so it just makes sense. I TRUST YOU BTWWW you’ll become a marine biologist for sure 🫡🫡🫡 pls let me pet the sharks once it happens . i would like to see them.
and finally ….. classical musician and conductor. CONDUCTOR!SUGU HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD BTW?? he would look so graceful and commanding and and and 😵💫😵💫😵💫 just . him. swaying w the orchestra!!!!! he’s like a beautiful swan….. and ofc i love the idea of him being a musician too :3 it just makes sense. AND . HIM BEING A CELLIST. WHAT IF I CRYYYY he’d look so good playing it……
ashley your brain is actually so insanely big did you know that …… tysm for the food as always 🙏🙏 i am nomming him 2 death
#ngl ceramist!/sugu might be my fav 😭 that fic DID smth to me okay …..#he’s just so …… yeah.#whenever i get started on my dilf!sugu drabble i’ll make sure to sneak some ceramist!sugu stuff in there >:3#i just love the idea of silver fox sugu making pottery….. all relaxed and at peace………#sniffle . need him so bad#BUT ALL OF THESE R RLLY SOOOO TASTY i feel fully insane ……#sending you lots of good vibes my beloved <3#ask tag ✩#ashley !! ✩
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guys i am OBSESSED with jack and joker holy shit😭
#like yeah there’s room for improvement in terms of the flow of writing BUT#ITS SO ENTERTAINING#SUCH GOOD PREMISES AND ESP ACTING#war especially god he is MESMERISING to watch#and yinwar chemistry is fcking insane#i love all the platonic relationships too😭#the show has so many dimensions and messages it just feels soooo like.. full ?#see this is why shows that don’t centre around romance rock#like yinwar &firstkhao just give such similiar vibes in terms of acting and the demographic they try to reach#my favessssss
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I look at ur art so much I’ve started dreaming of it. I imagine fanart for characters you haven’t even talked about.
Erm. Excuse me. What the hell are you talking about. I've got no idea why thats happening to you damn thats crazy haha im not affiliated with it im not *clumsily tries to hide art with subliminal messages behind my back and fails horribly*
#you may be liable for financial compensation#in all seriousness though THATS FUCKING INSANE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i cant believe it....... my bullshit has already wormed its way inside someones brain.....#this makes me feel soooo creepypastacore im blushinggggg#latenightsundayblues ask tag
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I hate all of my clothes I only feel comfortable and confident in like 4 pieces of clothing and I hate everything else but I hate shopping for clothes even more plus it costs money so I feel like I'm just stuck wearing clothes I hate and look stupid in and it's so so much worse in the summer because I own literally one pair of pants that are weather appropriate that fit me that I also don't want to kill myself while wearing and they're not even cute. But I just wear them every single day
#I look so dumb today with my One pair of pants I always wear and one of the only t shirts that won't make me overheat that I don't#Completely hate and then I still wear a dumb little cardigan despite the weather because it's impossible for me to just wear short sleeves.#Like a normal person#I need like a whole new wardrobe but it would cost money and it's insanely difficult for me to find pieces of clothing I can stand#I literally go to work every week wearing the same thing and I feel dumb but#I try to force myself to wear other stuff and I can't so 😂#I wish I could be stylish! But I can't even handle wearing anything other than the same fucking handful of clothing items I'm used to soooo#I need to go shopping so badly but the thought is so overwhelming g to me so I just don't know what to do#Like especially for the hot weather I'm so ill prepared#I will literally be wearing the same pants all summer if I don't get new ones#BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES WITHOUT KILLING MYSELF 😭 AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START#Like I literally don't even know where to start to shop for new clothes because I avoid clothes shopping like the plague#And have for years!
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ted headcanon? hes in love with trent
REAL AND TRUE
#oh my god. oh myfucking god i have so many thoughts about this seriously though 😭😭#why did james lance have to say 'his tragic flaw was the belief that he was unlovable' if not for me to go insane at the thought of ted and#trent being two people that couldve easily fallen inlove because they both felt unlovable. i love when people find love even when they feel#theyre past their 'prime' because theyre middle aged but THATS WHAT MAKES IT SOOOO GOOD LIFE DOESNT END AT 30 FUCK NASTY WITH THE MAN OF UR#DREAMS I SAY!!!!!#i wished and hoped for ted to come out bisexual during s3 and i still stand by that so fucking much. middle aged men kissing and holding#hands please thank YOU#i want the tender-ness of ted and trent both learning to love again. the overwhelming feelings of finding someone who sees through their#walls and kisses their hearts soso softly and sweetly and holds it tight#IS THIS ANYTHING!!!!! IM NORMAL ABOUT TEDTRENT AS U CAN SEE#pn.ask
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you're entitled to a veteran discount if you remember the time i live-blogged my reading of the all for the game books
#a booktuber i watch came out with a 2 hour video on her experience reading them and it brought back all the memories#like this series is actually insane. feels like a fever dream looking back on it#strangely enough although it was an absolutely feral reading experience it had no lasting impact on me#it fizzled out right after. it didn't linger at all#which is so weird bc i Remember feeling deranged while reading those books it was crazy. they were so intense and for what#soooo edgy and emo and the torture for the sake of shock value hfjdhfh 😭😭 nuance? don't know her#i could not read something like that now. but the author had a vision and she was like fuck it....i appreciate that
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we have got to switch it up as a fandom stop defending and praising charlie to your last breath and become a ben and rex fan like those of us who know better and have far more fun
#i will defend affleckdevil forever I DONT CARE!!!! HE WAS FUN. DIE BY MY BLADE OVER DISAGREEMENT. and we all know how i feel about rex#static.soundz#also i will allow myself to be an insane asshole here. i DO in fact think both of them look better than the other guy.#no hate to charlie. he's fine. he is just soooo nothing though and i haaaate his fanbase. tainted by heterosexuality in such a way i get#the ick when i see him so literally i wish i was kidding. like he's literally fine but i feel so Ew when i see him bc of the association 😭#the other two i think were styled better. even if rex rlly didnt have anything done for him i still like him more in appearances for matt#mainly bc i think he has THE perfect smile and smirk down for him. highly wonderful.#also his jaw and nose. overall he had a nicely matched face shape and features#so i can willingly accept and ignore the lack of red hair im ok with it bc it balances out.#ok im done now im sorry to be in haterville. i just like them more.
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IF WE GOT A TEASER THAT MEANS WE'RE GETTING A TRAILER SOON!!!! RELEASE THE VENTURE BROS TAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I HOPE#PLEASE#venture bros#i am soooo desperate to see 21 again#my insane part of the brain is screaming for a 24 appearance but the other is banging itself against a wall#gay little dean is back i can't wait for his collage gay romance#this feels unreal 😭☝
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I know this is not new information but I literally need season 2 ofmd right NOWWWWW I need to VIEW IT with my EYEBALLS fucking IMMEDIATELY I feel like a beached fish flopping around on the sand someone water me please. give me some fucking. conmntent. a fucking teaser trailer. blorbo images. fucking EPISODE titles, ANYTHING, literally anything I’m begging you
#on my hands and KNEES#watching Kristians stream made me feel soooo insane just bc of the teeny tiny mentions of s2 😭😭#LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT HAPPENNSSSS THEY KNOW WHATS GOING ON THEY KNOWWWW#THEYVE FILMED ALL OF IT THEY KNOW EVERYTHING ITS ALMOST FINISHEDDDD#I WANNA SEEEEEEEEE#PLESEEEE#I’ve literally never been this hype ab a show release ever in my life. I fucking need it. I literally I mean LITERALLY dream about it.#it plagues my brain it occupies so many of my thoughts#I can’t fucking wait to see those gay pirates on my screen again
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I think playing a new story rich rpg could fix me
#no im not getting bg3 i cant afford it (£50 are u kidding me!!) and dnd language confuses me so 😭#watching my flatmate get into it is so cute tho like the grip it has on her.......#I just want to be immersed in a sff world and feel something for once 😭#im tempted to replay eastward even tho its SOOOO slow and imo too linear but i still rly loved the art..#but i kind of want smth with more dialogue choices. and smth fresh..#idk what i want actually. im gonna go to sleep ill think abt it more tomorrow#.diaries#i kinda want pikmin 4 but i cant justify buying that either (£40!!!!! insane) and i prefer playing games on pc not switch tbh..#ahhhhh#maybe ill go thru my itch library i have tons of stuff in there from charity bundles ive barely looked at
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you are lucky if you do not need to apply like four separate moisturizers to your lips before bed
#my lips are so chapped and it’s soooo annoying :(#i also have a bad habit of picking at them when they are chapped#which just makes it so much worse. and literally the only way for me not to have insanely chapped lips is to apply a ton of moisturizer#before bed. and also throughout the day. but normally i hate the feeling of it on my lips#so i avoid it when i’m awake 😭 unless i’m going outside in which case i persevere#but nighttimes are an always thing. unless i fall asleep before doing it#like i have a few nights recently#and now i’m in the cycle of chapped lips 😭
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