#i feel so emotionally fucked up right now

[psychohoneywhiskey]

We know that those old men are perfect for angst, pinning and slow burn but I love those fics where as soon as Logan realizes he loves Wade his demeanor fully changes and he holds onto Wade with no intention of ever letting him go.

He has never considered giving himself the chance to want or need anything cause he is the Worst fucking Wolverine in the multiverse, a failure in every timeline, and every place he is in. But goddammit if the only thing he considers he will ever need in his life is that pretty mouthy merc being only his.

But since Logan is so emotionally constipated he decides the best course of action is to tease Wade until he makes the first move. Wearing as less clothes as possible around the place; and they sleep together so of course the first thing Wade sees as soon as he wakes up and opens his eyes is Logan spread out in the couch with no clothing at all, face down with a leg bent up, and that great cake fully on display.

And don't get him wrong he wouldn't let the opportunity slide if it were any other situation but if the man finally feels comfortable being almost or fully naked around the house, Wade is not gonna act on it or even mention it when Logan is kinda his best friend and doesn't have anywhere else to go. He doesn't want to make Logan feel harassed or like he owes him anything much less sex for giving him the pleasure of staying in his home.

But every day and every minute Wade feels he is going crazy with the way Logan acts around him, not only being temptation incarnated when he sleeps right. next. to. him. but drinking beer on the couch while watching TV with only the bottle covering his uhum important parts, coming out of the shower with a mini, barely there, towel around his waist or making fucking breakfast with only the smallest pair of briefs to ever exist on him.

And hey, Wade knows what is said about him being impulsive, insane, and unpredictable but he swears Logan has been more tactile and possesive than ever around him, and isn't it fucking weird? The man seems to always have an arm on his shoulders, a hand around his neck, or even hugging him from behind while he talks with anyone, Vanessa, Colossus, Cable, and even Spidey.

But Wade won't ever act on it cause what he has with Logan now is so damn precious he won't risk messing it up for a damn huge crush that will pass, okay? It will pass. So it takes months of sexual tension and pinning for Logan to get this shit together and grab Wade's face, kiss him as if his life depends on it and for them to stay in bed for at least 48 hours to make up for the lost time.

And if after that he let's Wade get out of their bed and he has managed to make some hickeys, scratchings, and marks miraculously briefly stay on his skin, well, he is damn proud of it and wouldn't change a thing about it, cause that fucking crazy and sweet man is only his.

[nicotine-boi]

So much senseless pain..

YALL I FUCK SO HEAVY WITH THIS DRAWING IT ALSO TOOK ME A LITERAL MONTH TO COMPLETE BECAUSE UNI BUT I ALSO SNEEKED (?) A LOT OF symbolism ig IN HERE AND IM LIKE. SLSJSKKSKSN

Explanation + other versions below (excuse any typo I'm writing this up on my phone at 11pm)

A.) all the different hands are from characters that he (mostly) directly impacted.

Silco [top hand] because, intentional or not, their paths were always slightly intertwined. (jinx stealing hex-plans, jayce proposing peace, even back to vik's apprenticeship eith singed and him creating shimmer for silco). He's placed at the head because he was the catalyst of basically all the events in the show.

Vi [1st left] and Jinx [1st right] because not only did he lead them to were they went in act3, but their paths beforehand were also slightly intertwined throughout the series. THEY'RE ALSO A MIRROR IMAGE OF EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY ACCIDENTALLY MIRROR EACH OTHER (2nd season Vi mirrors 1st season jinx and vice-versa)

Isha [2nd right] because he UNINTENTIONALLY led to her death by allowing her to bond more with Vander and to see him interact 'normally' with Vi and Jinx which led to her sacrifice. She is placed under Jinx because she was her shadow, mentor, kid, etc. and her sole purpose was to emotionally wound Jinx cus the writers suck lol.

Steb [2nd left] because he was tasked with destroying his cocoon thingy in the final battle. He is placed under Vi because he befriended her at least a little while they terrorized Zaun and also as he was the one charged with awaiting for Zaunites at the bridge when it came to recruiting for the final battle.

Mel [3rd left] is here because of her involvement with everything that is Hextech. From allowing them to break into the lab to the subtle manipulation it took to create the weapons, she was there through it all. She's positioned like that in the shoulder because it feels, to me at least, slightly condescending. I'm p sure she never directly addresses him for anything and that's how the hand placement feels to me, a dismissal.

Sevika [3rd right] on the other hand (ha ha) is there because she has always advocated for Zaun. She wants what's best for them and he represents that. They might've not met, but he an important member of society that, even for a single second, coexisted within Piltover as their equal. Her grip on his shoulder is more forceful, she wants to hold on to that idea for the entirety of Zaun.

Caitlyn [4th right] is between most Zaunites because of how she barged into Zaun throughout the season. She almost willingly stepped into the role Ambessa gave her in order to weed Jinx out. The grip she has on his arm is one typically used when helping someone walk (at least as far as I've used it with my grandma) this is to show how she turned the thing that caused his illness and hurt many others into a torture device, essentially.

JAYCE [4th left] UUUUGH. HES HOLDING HIS HEART BECAUSE IT WAS AFFECTION THAT HELD THEM TOGETHER. HE ALSO BLEW HIS FUCKING CHEST OUT. HE ALSO REMOVED ANY SELF-CONFIDENCE, FAKE AS IT MIGHTVE BEEN, THAT VIKTOR HAD IN THE COUNCIL SCENE WHICH LED TO HIM AGREEING TO BECOME THE THING JUST TO GIVE IT BACK WHEN THEY WERE IN THE ASTRAL PLAIN!! HE CRADDLES HIS HEART AT ALL TIMES EVEN IF ITS UNKNOWINGLY AND VIKTORS HAND ON TOP OF HIS IS BECAUSE, EVEN THOUGH HE WILLINGLY LETS JAYCE HOLD IT, HE'S HAD HURT IT BEFORE AND VIK IS JUST CAREFUL ABT IT NOW.

Ekko [5th left] is holding him back via the leg because he never really met him but he did want to stop him, he wanted him to wait so thats what the position represents and Vandor [5th right] is almost cradling his hip because Viktor was rebuilding the family he had left by bringing his soul back, he's almost holding him like he's precious because to Vander, he was.

B.) He is partly metal tin toy, partly astral projection because of the fact that that's how the characters saw him mostly. they met the monster once during the final battle but they knew him more as he was before.

C.) Gay rune circle because I say so.

D.) Hex patterns in the other bg because. because ^^

And now more versions because pretty

[angelicsjn]

Hello! I was wondering what the boys' relationship is with their families? How do they feel about their relationship? I hope it's okay to ask, thank you very much!♡☆

YOUR SEVEN YANDERES.

A B O U T: The boys and their family.

W A R N I N G S: None.

— ROMAN BEAUREGARD.

Roman has a large family, and it's full of love. His family is his life. He adores them.

Roman's parents are his biggest fans. His father is quite well known in the motorsporting industry as he provides quite a lot financially in Formula 2 and 3.

His dad is his biggest role model.

Roman has two brothers who are also in the racing industry. One drives in F2 and the other in F3 — their parents are dedicated to creating world champions, it seems.

He also has plenty of cousins and loved ones — holidays, such as Christmas, are wild.

— LATEN REED.

Laten has a cosy family compared to Roman, but it's still full of love.

His dad died when he was in his early teens and that separated his family massively as his dad wasn't from the area he grew up, so, he rarely sees his dads side of the family anymore.

He has a younger brother and took on the role of 'dad' at a young age, having to become the man of the house.

But, he loves his family and gets on well with his cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents on his moms side.

Laten is full of love, but the death of his dad puts his emotions on pause, hence why he finds it so hard to emotionally connect with people.

— JAE 'NIKO' LEE.

Jae's family is very private and wealthy, but it's never spoken about.

There's rarely any photos online, no posts, nothing. You only know what you've seen and experienced yourself.

His father is a businessman and works closely with the KPOP industry — which allows him to get away with a lot of stuff...

His mom used to be a model when she was young. Now she's a sort of 'trophy wife', who lives in luxury and doesn't have to lift a finger.

He's not super close with his family. He has better things to do, and his family likes it that way — as long as he's not fucking his career up.

He's also an only child.

— KAIDAN WOLFE.

Kaidan is only in contact with his mom.

His dad left at a young age, and his family beyond his mother's love was non-existent.

Kaidan doesn't mind, though. All he needs is his mom, friends, and now you.

He'd rather spend Christmas with his friends on a trip to New York that he invites his mom to rather than playing happy family with people he's never met.

— HAYDEN WEST.

Much like Kaidan, his family is sparse.

He dislikes his birthday for a reason.

He's always been alone, and he's grown used to it. He enjoys it now.

Once you're in his life, you become his family.

His parents weren't the best of people, and after living in foster care for the majority of his life, he lives for himself now.

— JOSHUA WHITE.

Huge family man. He loves them.

His family is big, humble and full of love.

They're all religious and close-knit and honestly, almost cultish if you look at them from the outside.

They do pretty much everything together, and no secrets are kept as secrets.

Honestly, it's a very welcoming atmosphere, but at the same time, it's suffocating.

— BLAKE CROSS.

He comes from a family of businessmen/women, models, socialites, lawyers, sportspeople anything that brings the money in.

They're the type of family to have golfing and spa weekends, trips to Rome and Monaco where they sip champagne on yacht owned by his uncles.

His family is big in Holywood, but unknown to the public eye, he works behind the scenes and is a very influential man.

If Blake has an issue, his dad knows the right people, and they don't mind getting their hands dirty.

Blake has a younger sister who is a model and he's very protective over her, nobody fucks with his sister.

[stromuprisahat]

#alina being a dumbass teenager would be more compelling and believable if it mattered #like at all #it's a fair thing to point out #and it's something the books probably could have leaned into more #it IS YA after all #and most YA I have read (including fucking divergent) deals with that plot thread much better #the characters are allowed to grow and overcome - or at least manage better - their teenage dumbassery #they face reality #YA often has coming-of-age elements for obvious reasons #TGT is anti-coming of age #it's for perpetual childhood and naivity and leaving situations that might cause you to change #it treats Alina's naivity and 'prudishness' as a virtue and any growth as corruption

taragreenfield:

"They are just a teenager" is such a convenient excuse They want the character to have all adult rights and no adult responsibilities. If they are just a kid, why are we even listening to them? Why should they be taken seriously if they understand so little about the world around them?

professssor:

I think this is a good example of a writer who is trying to control what their reader is supposed to believe the main character is feeling, without writing the story in a way so that the main character actually feels it. I don’t know how else to describe it, but it’s like Alina’s thoughts are from someone different than what her character would actually be feeling and thinking during these scenes. I just don’t understand why this is the direction LB wanted to take her story. Let’s call it for what is. This is three part tragedy where the main character goes on the hero’s journey, loses, and ends up marrying her misogynistic, emotionally abusive, toxic childhood crush. #I feel like the grishaverse is a study on how now to write a story #don’t get me wrong I love these characters and this world #but look what they’ve done to my girl #alina starkov deserved better

Siege and Storm- Chapter 21 (Leigh Bardugo)

I wanted to underline the worst parts, but none of this makes sense, when Alina's concerned.

This is probably supposed to be a bleak prospect, but:

True allegiance would mean much more than what she has now, since her idea of love is scraps of attention of a guy, who doesn't give a fuck about her well-being. Not to mention the whole sentence is written in a way that suggests she already has one. She doesn't.

Same with friendship- she's distancing herself from her peers, and Malyen hardly works as a friend any more than a lover. Fealty would be an improvement.

I would weigh each decision, consider every action... Somehow what she describes sounds like ordinary responsibility and caution... which doesn't qualify as a life lived?!

... and who she has to trust now?!

BuT MU, ALinA's JuSt a TeeNaGeR!

Eh, no?! She's considered adult in her world, with no means or security. Thinking before acting shouldn't be such a foreign concept to her. What the fuck did they teach them in that godsdamned orphanage, aside from which fork to use on snails and what a whore she'll become after thinking about a guy?!

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[hunter-burton]

Here’s Ship Art I did

I am A gabv1al fan I can deny it no longer

AND DAMNIT I REACHED 30 TAGS.

[skrunksthatwunk]

something he can't put into words.

[alilaro]

I SURVIVED. my heart rate is going down and my breathing im so happy to be alive sincerely i was so scared i never want to go out that way that was so so so awful

omg i think im OD'ing so hard rn i didn't realize how much medication I had taken

[the-vibing-ghoul]

some people will be all about mental health awareness and leftist ideals of at least tolerating the mentally ill who show ''ugly'' symptoms until it's someone they know and ''care'' about having a bad day and acting like it in a way they don't find appealing

[moe-broey]

Why did I start like three other projects when I was already working on a big project when I just got hit with the autism exhaustion beam (requires. At least One Full Day just dead in bed, and then some more Taking It Easy time after)

[spaceratprodigy]

sorry for how slow and sparse I've been getting around to everyone. I'm doing my best but genuinely rn I desperately need to take care of myself instead of always putting others first.

[brittlebutch]

sonic and snufkin actually kind of feel like very similar characters to me. holding hands over “my personal sense of freedom and dedication to making decisions based on what I think is right is what matters most, and if you’ve built some idealized version of me in your head then that’s none of my business and it’s not my responsibility if the reality of who i am lets you down in some way”. also the deep connection to nature and all.

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

rewatching 13s era for me is not so much diminishing returns as it is something opposite and eviler...............increasing losses? increasing losses

[hexslvt]

i dont rly know what to do bc usually just leaving it at "we can flirt and nothing more" is feasible but them becoming my fp has Complicated it

[poor-mans-productions]

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[quasieli]

I'm on day 5 of migraine hell and I've just been in bed all day while it's been storming outside, and just when I start to feel (physically) okay, I get hit by Big Sad.