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alilaro · 5 months ago

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I SURVIVED. my heart rate is going down and my breathing im so happy to be alive sincerely i was so scared i never want to go out that way that was so so so awful

omg i think im OD'ing so hard rn i didn't realize how much medication I had taken

#cried with relief when my fingernails were no longer blue and i could breathe without trying #drugs tw #im not trying to talk up drug use or anything like that btw #im genuinely just so happy because i was so fucking scared for like 4 hours and because of an accident with my medication #i accidentally took the doubled pills instead of the normal ones TWICE because my memory is so bad i literally forgot #and by then it was too late to throw anything up #omg genuinely holy shit that was so scary and awful ive never ever been burned like that before #im like almost grasping the ground kissing it with happiness #i probably needed this im way way way too lax with my medication bc i take so many #FUCK im so glad i didnt call into hospital it would be a nightmare rn #also glad i didnt die too wowie hahah;; i cant even joke it was too close and felt like nothing ive ever felt before #even with multiple stupid hospital trips as a teen from the same thing.... opium is fucking scary dude its not a joke #i feel so emotionally fucked up right now #ask to tag #vent #this has to be a turning point for me i have to crack down on my medication bc i never want to experience that ever again

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