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So..
Sketchbook decided that my samsung tablet isnt compatible anymore.
Which means all of my progress and doodles that I havent saved are gone..
Dont worry, Ive moved to Ibis Paint X now. And I honestly shouldve done that months ago.
Heres my first drawing on there:
As you can see, Im pretty pissed off at Sketchbook.
But anyways,
Yes, this does mean Im gonna have to redo the whole [Handeeverse Comic] I was working on.
Luckily Mark had already finished their part of the script, just gotta finish up mine.
Hopefully procrasination doesnt hit me like a truck.
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I don't have much of new art to show you guys, so have some old traditional concept artworks for my AU, Hidden Hands I have lying around in my gallery (these were made months ago). Just a taste of what's to come, mayhaps? :) We'll see.
#plus i've been feeling a bit demotivated/down lately so I apologize but i've been writing for the au a lot more lately so that's good#i have so many ideas but little time to make them *sigh*#hidden hands au#my art#fnaf#fnaf au#henry emily#charlie emily#charlotte emily#michael afton#mike afton#william afton#elizabeth afton#fnaf henry emily#fnaf charlie emily#fnaf charlotte emily#fnaf puppet#fnaf marionette#fnaf william afton#fnaf elizabeth afton#traditional art#sketch#ink sketch#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart
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FATHER BROWN rewatch 2024
My favorite sapphic couple: Caitlin & Alex in 6x4, The Angel of Mercy
#father brown#roisin o'neill#bbcedit#fatherbrownedit#*myfatherbrown#my edits#this will probably be my last father brown gifset for a while#unless so. requests one#it's just that the lack of reblogs is demotivating#please don't feel pressured though#it is what it is#the fandom has been constantly shrinking#or maybe i just happen to gif the eps/characters/scenes others don't vibe with#anyways i appreciate you guys!
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If u consistently choose kindness on the internet in comment sections and dms and content I love you.
#chatterbox#I See so many people always trying to stir the pot or cause arguments or take everything in bad faith just as an excuse for being mean#and it’s very demotivating as a human being . like wanting to exist in a world like that#however. kindness and love and joy is everywhere you look too. and it is a decision you can make .#shakes everyone by the shoulders I NEED SOMETHING TO BE DONE ABOUT THE WORLD WE LIVE IN#I love love and whimsy and happiness and i want everyone else to enjoy those feelings too#😞IMMA DRAW HAPPY CREEPED ART#DRAWN TOO MANY OF THEM FIGHTING AND GLARING AND COVERED IN WOUNDS#sucker when she gets somber before a shift#I work with kids imma see little babies babbling around like waaahuuuhghhh < baby noises#and I work w my fave coworker today AND it’s a morning shift instead of closing shift . blessed#actually they might put me back in the hole today.#couple weeks ago I was climbing 20 feet in the air on netting with no support so I could cut down fans that were a ft from the ceiling LMFAO#I miss my old coworker he was absurd but he was always giving us side quests
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impostor syndrome has been really kicking my ass lately and it’s such a tiring feeling in the long run
#I feel like I’m a fraud in my own life#such a weird feeling#like I’m not good enough at what I do#and I never will be#and it’s so demotivating#vent post#probably delete later
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If someone told me last November that a year from then I’d be procrastinating doing anything BUT continuing my playthrough of the newly released dragon age game I’d call them crazy. I’m extremely tolerable to bullshit. The amount of objectively bad media I am able to enjoy is really high. I have been willing to forgive BioWare for a lot of bad game dev decisions. But not for the bad writing. So here we are.
I have not opened the game in a week now. Something broke in me when after 50 hours I finally reached act 2. So many people said it’s supposed to get better starting from that point. But I’m sorry, what exactly got better? Why is the story suddenly just ‘go do your companion quests!’? Where’s the freaking plot???
I can’t get rid of the feeling as if the game has been chopped into pieces at the last minute, rearranged by throwing out like 3/4 of the writing bits and then hastily sewn together.
#this is me venting about my feelings more so than about the game’s act 2 btw#idk maybe when I finally calm down and force myself to play through it#it will be better than what it seems now#have been following the plot by watching my friends play instead#I feel like I have to finish this for myself tho#to be able to objectively give my opinions about the game#but it’s so hard man#I never thought I’d be so demotivated about anything dragon age related#especially not about a whole new game in the universe#part of me feels stupid for being so dramatic and worked out about a video game#veilguard critical#dragon age critical#bioware critical
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As an attempt at a polite "going forward" comment...
I do not plan to draw for Three Houses or Hopes for a long while. I know a lot of my followers are from the past four years and I appreciate that you followed me at all! But if you are only interested in the art of those characters I wanted to be clear and say you can unfollow me at any point if what i draw no longer aligns with what you want to see.
I might draw for other FEs (like Heroes or 13/14/17) but I do not want to get involved with 3H any more. I do have other interests and across tumblr, twitter (now inactive), and sometimes on discord I've heard enough "I thought it was (FE3H character)".
This is not one person doing it and it is not simply one character being mistaken. I simply want to distance myself from 3H and have unfollowed a few people that reblog art of it because it just leaves a lingering bad taste in my mouth.
Thank you very much for your time and I hope you can find artists who can provide art for topics you like.
#moe talks a lot#not art#again this is NOT the fault of one person its been accumulating for a loooong time#its not even other franchises entirely being labeled as 3h oopsies!#i think one of the most frustrating was a twitter exp where i drew felicia and flora from fates and someone said thought it was marihilda#its just very demotivating and makes me feel like im nothing but a machine for the 3h fans and i want to move past that#i would far prefer no comments or tags than the constant barrage of mistaking a character when i draw for anything else#i know (or rather hope) people who do this are not doing it to be mean! but ! it hurts to put time into something to have it devalued#im sorry to those that really liked my 3h art but i am extremely burnt out on some comments and being asked to justify my doodles#i just want to draw stupid things and it got to the point i had to explain my stupid things#which defeated the stress relief of it being stupid#half of the asks i never replied to were like this so again it is NOT just one person doing this ! its just finally added up#to me needing to be open and clear#i tried to be concise in the main post but it still looks really wordy#opened the ask box again temporarily but not open to anons so we will see how this goes
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hmm. he's a sickly guy and she's a girl with self esteem issues - what could go wrong (too much) (someone get sky a tissue)
also viktor my love I figured out your face and im so proud (I'm evolving somewhat)
#so this took me eighty seven hours and im too demotivated to make more art for a bit#so anything poto might have to wait for a bit#BUT I'LL BE BACK ON IT SOON!!! promise#just feeling a bit deppressive#anyway please don't let this flop#i aged like fifty years trying to figured out the lighting#art#digital artist#artists on tumblr#my art#arcane#viktor arcane#league of legends#sky young#viktor
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#not to complain ab the same stuff i always complain ab#but my artblock is soooo bad . its so bad and frustrating and limiting and demotivating#because instead of being able to draw whatever whenever i feel like im chained to random bursts of inspiration#that i cant manifest just by willing it so yk. and imlike why…#so many ppl who draw whether for their job or for their hobby seem to be able to do it whenever#and its like yeah i could put pen to paper rn but theres such a mental disconnect that its not enjoyable anymore#dude its so whateverr😭😭 like its so made up and ik its just a psychological thing but it feels so physically .Hard#rrrgwgqq#like i try to maintain the habit by drawing stuff out even w no end in mind#but that also stresses me out bc its likeIDKK idk#silly tbh#seeing all of this art arnd me all the time > online and stuff is so nice and inpsiring#and it makes me want to do that too but i legitcannot . like i am being squished by a boulder and my hands are chained to 30lb weights#whatfreakign ever dude .like whateverrr#i want to grind my brain 2 a pulp . honestly🙌#like what do u mean u cant u literally just do it.but im the one exception to that
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struggeling to draw anything for the totk rewrite bc i know the most popular stuff is some cool cutscenes or something and me working on detailed mechanics is mostly a waste of time :/
like i have alot of stuff worked out by now but it would take ages to draw concepts for all those new menus and mechanics when few people are interested in that- and while making a giant text post about it would be more efficient ... who the hell would read all that ._.
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rewites totk#its pretty demotivating that alot of work i do for it is gonna go unnoticed#while some vague idea with little info of how its actually gonna go is gonna make the rounds much more#... this is in part bc the og idea of villain rauru post thing kinda blew up#.. blew up as in i got like 2k likes and over 40 comments on it on twitter#on tumblr is got over 1k notes which is also rather unusual#which is attention my art hasnt gotten in ages#i had gotten used to only having below that numbers on anythign i did#and it both motivated me to work and think about this so much more#but now its all falling into the 'feels like wasted time' category
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look i know this is meant entirely literally because they're talking about jousting but COME ON. THIS SOUNDS LIKE A EUPHEMISM.
#sir gawain#story of the grail#arthuriana#in other news i feel so demotivated to finish this#wdym we go back to gawain's perspective AND NEVER RETURN TO PERCEVAL#like i knew theoretically that chretien died while writing this#but that didn't prepare me for the fact that i'm never gonna see the title character in this work again#i also did not start reading a poem titled “Perceval” to read hundreds of pages about Gawain i'm sorry#i'll do it#it's just not what i prepared myself for mentally
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#piece titled “futility” from 2022#ive been making similar pieces since i started uni#guess its the stress aha#i had really bad grades in the first year even though i worked so so hard and it was very demotivational#the system makes people feel dumb if they didnt attend a high school geared towards training for university#this mindset of “you should have studied this before” is making me sick welp IM HERE TO STUDY SO TEACH ME THEN AND STOP COMPLAINING#okay im done ahaha#orv#kdj#orv kdj#omniscient reader#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#illustration#my art#digital drawing#fanart#omniscient readers viewpoint#orv fanart#kim dokja#orv kim dokja
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considering finally upgrading the photo situation. been looking at new lenses, but not sure how much sense it makes to invest in more advanced optics for a 12yo camera that i'm constantly squabbling with, so. one of these days, maybe.
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Bro, first time I have to yell at a class in five months. Usually I just raise my voice but never scream. Why the fuck this job is so mentally tiring?
#I’m so exhausted#and demotivated#I feel like I’ll never manage to be a teacher#and pass the exams of student-teaching school#today is a gray day
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I absolutely love your art!
It looks fantastic and it got me to start drawing again. I finish about 1 drawing per 2 days or less because I finally found an art style that I can use which has parts inspired by your style.
I hope that I can see more of your TOH art (And maybe some spiderverse art?) in the future. Lilith is my favorite character in the owl house and it's great to see her in such amazing art!
Thank you so much for getting me into art again!
im honoured to have had that affect on you haha
but honestly my motivation for drawing anything toh related has really tanked this past month or so,, im just not that into it as before. ive been working more on my own characters and story and its been cathartic for me in a way lol
#asks#art#the owl house#toh#also no hate to you specifically asker#but i just feel so demotivated whenever people ask or tell me to make more toh#like it just gets to a point where im not drawing things out of spite and i feel awful#haha anyway#spiderverse fanart might come back once the next movie comes out aye
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Can I be honest for a hot second
I'm about seeing two more AI-generated fics away from deleting everything I've uploaded and never writing fanfic again
Because if people are happy with the slop the glorified text prediction produces, then it really doesn't matter, does it?
I don't matter
The work, the heart, the (frankly) mental and physical health I have sacrificed to make my works the best I can make them
Nothing of that matters
People just want CONTENT
Easily digestible, immediately at their fingertips whenever they want
They neither respect nor care about artists and writers and every other flavor of fandom creator
They just want to consume. And then discard it and consume the next piece. They don't care if it's stolen. They just want it NOW
People don't CARE anymore. So why should I
#fandom#writing#ao3#fanfiction#art#ai#anti ai#it's so demotivating#it's frustrating#i love writing#i love making up stories#and i love hearing from people about it#i love making people FEEL#but people don't want to feel anymore#they want to CONSUME and discard while they're waiting in line at the store#if you don't care about what you read#why should we care to write anything?#go forth and be happy with chatgpt#but know that whenever you like something it produces#it was STOLEN from a REAL PERSON#who put their heart into it#i fucking hate ai#it needs to die#nothing is fun anymore#this also applies to ai rpf#everything produced by an ai#if you're okay with ai generating fandom works#you don't care about fandom#and don't fucking whine about how fandom is dying#while you're twisting the knife
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