#i feel so demotivated

[aroaceweirdos101]

So..

Sketchbook decided that my samsung tablet isnt compatible anymore.

Which means all of my progress and doodles that I havent saved are gone..

Dont worry, Ive moved to Ibis Paint X now. And I honestly shouldve done that months ago.

Heres my first drawing on there:

As you can see, Im pretty pissed off at Sketchbook.

But anyways,

Yes, this does mean Im gonna have to redo the whole [Handeeverse Comic] I was working on.

Luckily Mark had already finished their part of the script, just gotta finish up mine.

Hopefully procrasination doesnt hit me like a truck.

[forgettable-au]

What was your inspiration for the story? Where did you learn about the theory to begin with?

I'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE, BUT SOME OF YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW

BUT JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW

IT ALL STARTED HERE:

I don't like taking credit for the Papyrus is Gaster concept because

I DID NOT COME UP WITH IT, I FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS THEORY BECAUSE OF THIS COMIC

WHICH I STILL LOVE VERY MUCH

It changed my brain chemistry I think

I was just watching Undertale comic dubs as normal and I stumbled upon this one

I was a little confused because... why does Gaster look so much like Papyrus?? AND THEN I REALIZED

AND FOR SOME REASON I GOT OBSESSED WITH THE IDEA

Only to find out the comic was abandoned...It was rough...

So, I started to develop my own AU using that concept!

I am going in a VERY different direction with my comic but it is still pretty clear that I took inspiration from this comic

The IKTIKN comic belongs to linssins! If it wasn't for that comic I wouldn't have found out about this theory, so I will never stop mentioning it

[north-noire]

I don't have much of new art to show you guys, so have some old traditional concept artworks for my AU, Hidden Hands I have lying around in my gallery (these were made months ago). Just a taste of what's to come, mayhaps? :) We'll see.

[caramellles]

it will be their core childhood memory.

[verkomy]

impostor syndrome has been really kicking my ass lately and it’s such a tiring feeling in the long run

[yali-the-sloth]

If someone told me last November that a year from then I’d be procrastinating doing anything BUT continuing my playthrough of the newly released dragon age game I’d call them crazy. I’m extremely tolerable to bullshit. The amount of objectively bad media I am able to enjoy is really high. I have been willing to forgive BioWare for a lot of bad game dev decisions. But not for the bad writing. So here we are.

I have not opened the game in a week now. Something broke in me when after 50 hours I finally reached act 2. So many people said it’s supposed to get better starting from that point. But I’m sorry, what exactly got better? Why is the story suddenly just ‘go do your companion quests!’? Where’s the freaking plot???

I can’t get rid of the feeling as if the game has been chopped into pieces at the last minute, rearranged by throwing out like 3/4 of the writing bits and then hastily sewn together.

[exhausted-undead]

hmm. he's a sickly guy and she's a girl with self esteem issues - what could go wrong (too much) (someone get sky a tissue)

also viktor my love I figured out your face and im so proud (I'm evolving somewhat)

[lemongogo]

[ganondoodle]

i feel so silly (derogatory) barely doing a shitty doodle a day while others just .. make entire comics in the same time

not as in wishing them ill, i just , god, i wish that was me lol

[evedaser]

look i know this is meant entirely literally because they're talking about jousting but COME ON. THIS SOUNDS LIKE A EUPHEMISM.

[riayuun]

[fjordfolk]

considering finally upgrading the photo situation. been looking at new lenses, but not sure how much sense it makes to invest in more advanced optics for a 12yo camera that i'm constantly squabbling with, so. one of these days, maybe.

[call-sign-shark]

Bro, first time I have to yell at a class in five months. Usually I just raise my voice but never scream. Why the fuck this job is so mentally tiring?

[itsnicsalad]

I absolutely love your art!

It looks fantastic and it got me to start drawing again. I finish about 1 drawing per 2 days or less because I finally found an art style that I can use which has parts inspired by your style.

I hope that I can see more of your TOH art (And maybe some spiderverse art?) in the future. Lilith is my favorite character in the owl house and it's great to see her in such amazing art!

Thank you so much for getting me into art again!

im honoured to have had that affect on you haha

but honestly my motivation for drawing anything toh related has really tanked this past month or so,, im just not that into it as before. ive been working more on my own characters and story and its been cathartic for me in a way lol

[adulthumanproblem]

Can I be honest for a hot second

I'm about seeing two more AI-generated fics away from deleting everything I've uploaded and never writing fanfic again

Because if people are happy with the slop the glorified text prediction produces, then it really doesn't matter, does it?

I don't matter

The work, the heart, the (frankly) mental and physical health I have sacrificed to make my works the best I can make them

Nothing of that matters

People just want CONTENT

Easily digestible, immediately at their fingertips whenever they want

They neither respect nor care about artists and writers and every other flavor of fandom creator

They just want to consume. And then discard it and consume the next piece. They don't care if it's stolen. They just want it NOW

People don't CARE anymore. So why should I

[connorconsumestrousers]

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