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Извините, но мне реально этого не хватает 😭
Sorry, but I really miss this 😭
#silent hill 2 remake#silent hill 2#pyramid head x reader#pyramid head x y/n#pyramid head x you#pyramid head x female reader#digital art#scetch#artist on tumblr#game art#pyramid head#i feel really bad
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trying to hard not to be anti vickie i need help :((
LIKE SHES AN OKAY CHARACTER I JUST!!! ronance... :(
#percy pauses and yaps for a little#ronance#stranger things#i feel really bad#but like.. ronance#ronance canon before gta6 please#cries#weeps#gnaws on the bars of my cage#claws at the glass of my enclosure
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Fan fiction sites have gone down in Russia and have not risen yet. Both, the Russian site Fic book.net and English ones like Fanfiction.net and AO3. It is very sad.
Eh, the day started off so well, but I hope that the blockade will be lifted.
#ficbook#fanfic#The site stopped working and it's very frustrating#Literary art in trouble#i feel really bad#I can't cope with this at all#ВернитеФикбук
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IM SHAKING
SO SOON
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i wasn't taken for the position i applied...
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everytime i see someone post about the monk you can find in the mountains, i am haunted by the fact i thought he was a rare eagle and sniped him with an arrow.
#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#arthur morgan#shitpost#it was not a fun time#i feel really bad#welp there goes my max honour
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Damn I’ve really got to stop lying and molding myself to fit what I think people will like, and actually let them know and care about me.
#i say like a liar#as if that’s going to happen#me when I realise that people care about understanding me and not just some facade I put up!!#guys ☹️#i’m in too deep#how do i stop lying to people#I feel really bad#I don’t like making people feel bad#it makes me want to cry#ughhhh#it all comes down to that one friend I had that completely ruined my capability of thinking someone could like me#but I can’t just blame her for everything#i guess#☹️☹️☹️#I’m not doing great chat#like ☹️#remus lupin core#regulus black core#might be ruining my friendships but at least I can make a marauders reference!!#actually wtf is wrong with me#wait fuck i say I should stop lying and then I tag it ‘I say like a liar’#I’m so fucking stupid#I mean it’s not wrong#but still!!
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Hi! Im starting to figure out how to extract the live2d's from twst myself, and I only got as far as being able to view them & play around with them. I was wondering if you could share what program you're using to export their frames/models as transparent pngs? I cant find anything about it on alchemivich's blog, but I might not of been looking far enough
Awesome!! Try loading them into Unity and capture them using Unity Recorder! I'm really sorry, though. As stated before I really don't have the time/energy to pour too much into explaining the How To 🥺 It is quite a process, and I am not great with typing out stuff comprehensively to begin with (nor am I probably doing this the right way, tbh. I still have lots to learn). That said, I'll post these questions, and if anyone wants to help in the replies that's more than welcome, but I hope you understand that this blog really is mostly for posting assets myself.
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Fantasy Into Reality
Alejandro x Rudy (librarian au)
Suggested by Annoymous ps:(I'm sorry)
PLEASE READ!! Soo... I'm a dumbass and answered the post in my inbox without actually putting the fucking writing in, and then I hit delete instead of edit!!? I'M SO SORRY! 😭
Please come back so I can fix this-
No CW, it's purely fluff, first meeting.
Word Count: 1.3K roughly
There was something so beautiful about the rows of shelves inside the small building. Each spine read of something more. Some were thicker than the first. The smell of paperback and hardcover tickled Rodolfo's senses with something almost tangible.
A smile replaced his usually minute features as he stacked books along the rows and rows of title and author coordinated writings. People moved about the background, some reading while others played quietly. It always made him feel at home.
He placed the last book on the cart atop the shelf in the fantasy section with a happy hum. It was nice to see a cart empty, ready for books to be reread and retold.
He left the empty trolly where it was for the time being and began to make his way up to the front of the library. There was only him and another co-worker in for the afternoon, so he busied himself as work came.
The sliding doors of the library opened and a few people walked inside. They seemed happy to be there, walking over to their section of the pickup line to find the books on hold that had come in for them.
Rodolfo was never the best at conversation. In fact, he liked the library simply because there wasn't much talking involved.
The doors opened again, this time only one guy came in. Rodolfo didn't pay much mind as he went back to picking up books along the front seating area to put back.
He was just about to pick up the last book when he heard a voice from behind him. "Excuse me?" His spine tingled at the words. Rough and deep. Very kind and soft, not a hint of a threat behind them.
Rudy stood and turned around to be met with a very handsome face. His short black hair was pushed back messily, a few strands falling across his face. His beard was shaved, reminisce of stubble and a toothy smile.
Rodolfo gulped.
"Hello, how may I help you?"
"Oh good, you work here." The man chuckled in a joking tone." His smile widened and Rudy swore he felt his heart skip. Just his imagination.
"I'm new here, was wondering if you could point me toward the historical section?"
Rodolfo blinked. He felt his tongue go silent of any and all syllables. He briefly looked down at the books in his hands, and noticed they were 18th century history books. "Oh... Yes, I'm headed that way if - if you'd like to follow?" Curse you Rodolfo for stuttering. He scolded himself. But the man only smiled and nodded. "Of course hermano, lead the way."
Rudy felt his stomach tingling as he turned to walk away. The man kept pace with him as they walked down the long rows of bookshelves. "By the way, my name is Alejandro Vargas, you?"
Again, Rudy wasn't the best at social circumstances. But he was far from rude. "Rodolfo Parra."
Alejandro hummed. He nodded, as if this information benefited him. In a way I guess it did.
They walked together until they reached the historical literature section. "Is there anything in particular you're looking for?" Rudy asked as he started to look for titles and authors. The books in his arms felt heavy as he read through letters.
He heard Alejandro behind him drifting through books. "Nothing in particular, I enjoy the genre. It is a useful make of my time si?"
"Si." Rodolfo found the first book and tucked it neatly in its place.
"what kind of books are you into? If I make ask?"
Rudy hummed. "Oh, I like fantasy, sci-fi and such. I like the way the author's can see these crazy and beautiful worlds in their minds."
Alejandro smiled, this time his lips were closed and it seemed to be out of contentment than happiness. "The mind is a beautiful thing."
Alejandro pulled a particular book off the shelf and looked it over. "Have you read this one?"
Rudy stopped stocking the books and came to Alejandro's side. "Schematics for old builds. Lore on the Germans and models for the first airplane of I remember correctly."
"you remember quite a lot."
This time Rudy smiled. "I enjoy books, what can I say?" Alejandro pulled another book off the shelves and looked at the cover briefly to read the title. "And this one?"
"Russian revolution and the war against Britain." Rudy answered quickly.
Alejandro tucked both books under his arm and chuckled. "Don't mind if I do. If you're pulling my leg I'll know." Alejandro chuckled with that same almost evil smile. Rudy blushed. He felt his stomach coil again, this time it was accompanied by heat in his chest. He looked down at the last book in his hands. It was fantasy. Alejandro seemed to notice and said, "I can walk with you if you don't mind?"
"if you'd like?"
Normally Rodolfo would say no, but the fuzzy feeling in his stomach was making his head do weird things. So he set off for the fantasy with Alejandro in tow.
The taller man took in what little there was to see until they reached the section. Rodolfo immediately found the section the book was missing from and reached up to place it there.
Alejandro skimmed through the spines of the books. The titles were interesting. So he pulled one out. Rodolfo noticed from the corner of his eye and all sense of shame was lost.
"Oh! That one! It's about a vampire born into a world where the sun has disappeared and these weird zombie things are after them!"
Alejandro chuckled. "You've read this one eh?"
"Si! I've read almost this entire section." Rodolfo smiled proudly. Alejandro placed the book back and skimmed over the titles. He pulled one out and Rudy started off. He explained the lore, the characters and their back stories. It was a book he'd read recently and he'd very much enjoyed it. Everything down to plot details and such. He didn't even realize he was talking until he'd run out of things to say.
But Alejandro had just stood there and not once interrupted him.
"And- oh..." Rodolfo blushed. "Apologies, I was talking to much."
"Oh no, tu narración es magnífica." (Oh no, your storytelling is magnificent.) Alejandro looked down at his watch and nodded. "Well, Rodolfo Parra, this was wonderful, thank you."
"Oh." Rudy felt his cheeks grow hot.
Alejandro stepped closer and placed the fantasy book under his arm. "You're going to read it?"
"of course."
"but," Rodolfo blinked, "I just explained it all go you?"
"yes, it sounds like an excellent read." Alejandro chuckled at the baffled expression the poor librarian must have had. "I hope I'll see you around sometime? You can tell me about more of what this place holds eh?"
"I-oh, yeah sure!"
Alejandro nodded and reached out his hand, so Rudy took it and shook it. Once Alejandro left Rudy tipped to the edge of the isle and watched as the man checked out his books and left. Not before turning back go catch Rudy's eye before he could jump away in terror.
Rodolfo's heart was pounding as he covered his face. He waited for what felt like an eternity before coming out and seeing Alejandro no longer there.
He was surpised at how disappointed he was. He was glad returning these books were mandatory.
Little librarian Au thing for a first meeting. Again, I'm so sorry about the message, it's not the first time I've accidentally done that so I will watch what buttons I press. Hopefully you'll see this! 😅🥲 Pardon any spelling mistakes.
#alejandro x rodolfo#alejandro x rudy#writing#short prompt#librarian au#alerudy#rodolfo parra#alejandro vargas#I can't see guys thats my fault#i feel really bad#im just back on tumblr so im rusty#fluff#first meeting#ficlet
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Submersive and Breathable (Not)
#oceangate#titanic#i feel really bad#but also I cannot believe this is happening#actually what the fuck#titan submersible#I know it’s not the exact definition of submersive but it sounds better and still somewhat makes sense lol
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The girl im seeing is going through a lot right now and im worried about her but i know she has a support group i just wish there was more i could do or she felt more comfortable coming to me even if it was just to vent but like im trying to be there and thats all i can do
#she’s fighting for custody of her kids and her ex is being as difficult as possible#i feel really bad#p
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ohhhh my god this is why i don't go out when it's warm
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i want to blame my friend for making me tired but the reason i stayed up was to comfort her because her parents are getting divorced so i can’t really say that
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*quietly waits for my irl to come online, scroll my blog, find my vent post(s), and actually try to work through my problems with me*
#i feel really bad#for dumping all my crap on her#she’s a year younger than me#and i do have friends my age#most of whom actually have their crap figured out#so i should really talk to them#but how do i initiate the conversation#spoiler alert#i don’t#i wait for that one irl#sorry bestie#you make friends with me you’re basically asking to be my therapist#whatever shit you think im dealing with#its worse#yeah#sorry#there’s a lot of crap you don’t know about yet#screaming into the void
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An update on where I’ve been:
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quit this class too I couldnt take it it was too much
#i feel bad bc i just said in the group hey im leaving#these people are never gonna respect me again#but honestly it was too much for me#i feel really bad
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